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Box for Buddy, Box for Star

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James Champion a ball of yarn unspooling. a plastic icicle that won’t light up. when you look in the mirror do you really see yourself? and when you’re in love, do you see yourself or the mirror? Is love supposed to make you more real to yourself, and when it doesn’t how do you step over the chasm? I hope the light falls down eventually so all the heartbroken can catch it and give it away Favorite track: Where's Your Love Now.
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Birdboy His best album to date. Favorite track: I'm All Fucked Up.
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BenPujara Genre is dead and it's shitty to reference, but it feels important to say that this is the best country album since Bright Flight. Melodies that dance in stained suede shoes over lyrics four thousand feet deep. More references, but please go with me: Magnetic Fields, Alex G, Postal Service, Elliott Smith, PC Music, Blink 182. Above all Nate Amos. It's a pitstop bar at the edge of the world on the last night of the roadtrip and the jukebox is stoned on mushroom honey. A fucking wonderful album. Favorite track: I'm All Fucked Up.
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1.
Angel's Eye 03:51
so long my lonely friend goodbye my only love i will wait all alone in the solar winds until we fly again “every cut on the open plain all the pain in the thundering sky cannot hide my heart from your angel’s eye as you watch me from above” be still your shaking hand be true your bleeding drum as you throw your heart to the burning sun i will watch you from above so long my lonely friend goodbye my only love i will wait all alone in the solar winds until we fly again until we fly again
2.
Perfect Hand 04:08
yea i’m not rolling nowhere without my ball look at my ball it’s perfect i might crush in summer but i love in fall i’m pretty sure winter’s perfect i’m not playing numbers i’m painting facts lie in this light it’s perfect i don’t mind the present and i like the past i think that the future’s worth it i’ll save the best of me saving the best of me for you and when you roll back home i’ll be painting light for you i make the best i can doing the best that i can do there’s something calling me something’s calling me to you i’m not making practice i’m painting hands look at your hand it’s perfect i’m not singing fantasy at the sun i’m not looking thirty i’m looking one i’ll save a part of me saving a part of me in love and when you roll back home i wanna be painting here in love you gotta be better you i gotta be better me for that i’ll save the best for you saving the best of me for you yea
3.
you little sick thing you had your fun you hide the dead like you always said you would baby you can hear the bass and the pounding of the drum yea you’re gonna bang it out cause the sick’s so good like you hit the gas yea your heart’s all play you cut the line baby there’s no more tears you know some people’d wanna go yea they’d wanna run away but you’re all fucked up and you wanna stay here with me you little sick thing you had your fun you cut the line baby there’s no more tears you know some people’d wanna go yea they’d wanna run away but you’re all fucked up and you wanna stay here with me you started fire and i smashed all that air dog ate our lunch and you cut off all your hair never caught the little shit yea we’re never sitting right still we’re hungry sitting tired in the spanish light you touch your head now the curl’s all gone you kiss the breeze yea you never wanna wait and baby you can hear the call like a whisper in the wind and you’re gonna see the stars by the time it’s too late you little sick thing you had your fun you cut the line baby there’s no more tears you know some people’d wanna go yea they’d wanna run away but you’re all fucked up and you wanna stay here with me i broke the tank and you sucked me right out of it took a deep breath of that hot spanish fuel and all the music in this city only made us wanna fight so we lit up every night and spit the gas back into it we spit on every stone madrid would let us find sometimes i trace the stains that you left in my car and it makes me wanna cry so i write another song and i knew it all along that you might wind up next to me and i knew it all along that you might not be no friend to me i wanna steal every happy thought you have fucking nickel fucking dime trade them back to you for mine put my own inside my bag and fly back to new york city again i caught my car and you hopped right out of it you chased my dog down some dirty old street and then you bought yourself some ice and you never found the prick and now you’re passed out on the ground to the sound of the beat i got a good love and i feel my love is good i watch my good god like a movie and i scream oh my god is in the air i guess i always knew he would be yea i cut up my god he’s never gonna drip down to me now i got a nosebleed and my blood tastes like god i see the spanish stars and i wanna fly away but babe my body’s on the ground with the dogs outside the pound and i think i gotta sleep but i’m definitely too fucked up to dream you little sick thing you had your fun you hide the dead like you always said you would baby you can hear the bass and the pounding of the drum yea you’re gonna bang it out cause the sick’s so good like you hit the gas yea your heart’s all play you cut the line baby there’s no more tears you know some people’d wanna go yea they’d wanna run away but you’re all fucked up and you wanna stay here with me you little sick thing you had your fun you cut the line baby there’s no more tears you know some people’d wanna go yea they’d wanna run away but you’re all fucked up and you wanna stay here with me you’re all fucked up and you wanna stay here with me you’re all fucked up and you wanna stay here with me
4.
i lost your love today in a lonely summer breeze i was dreaming all my dreams yea i’m my own worst enemy and i know it’s only cards but love i feel your heart in spades while you were dancing in the club i gave my diamonds all away i fired off every nerve inside my lover’s nervous arms i was counting lucky stars before i walked out of the bar and i know it’s only fair that i should end up all embarrassed cause you were laughing in the rain while i was crying there in paris i’m not crying cause i’m here but cause i wish that i was there because i told me not to notice when i could feel you losing focus cause i felt that way before i don’t take echoes in my wind but a loser never wins and i’m a loser always been i lay down in that street my favorite city’s artery and i stared into the moon like it was staring back at me and i took my lover’s call i flew those numbers through the air and i told me not to care that i was feeling all alone there and i sang into my phone i ate my dinner in the dark and i fucked up my guitar while i was fucking up my heart while i was singing steely dan crying “shake it” in the wind yea a loser never wins and i’m a loser always been i lost your love today in a lonely summer breeze i was dreaming all my dreams i’m still my own worst enemy and i can tell it’s hardly starting but i don’t wanna pull my hand and i don’t wanna fold it in though i can feel your smile departing and i know it’s only cards but love i feel your heart in spades while you were dancing in the club i gave my diamonds all away while you were dancing in the club i gave my diamonds all away
5.
My Boy Limbo 02:36
you cried my name and i didn’t hear you cause i went so low i carried past instead of tending to the presence in my hand is that love? no but i didn’t leave i’m a believer that’s my boy limbo i never knew but i wanna know what’s right for you my love is that love? yea you brought me back and i didn’t thank you cause i felt so safe i held your hand across my eyes and didn’t think about time is that love? no i couldn’t see cause i didn’t look and that’s my problem i know i never knew but i wanna know what’s good for you my love do you know? and i didn’t leave i’m a believer that’s my boy limbo i never knew but i wanna know what’s low for you my love is that love? yea
6.
i said where’s your love now long after your song is over when you left me to drink i thought i’d die in my sleep but i’m healthier now and i’m happier now long after our love is over but you lied me a hole i thought i couldn’t repair and you didn’t blink i’m gonna let me be angry cause i tried to be fine for too damn long and i guess i should tell you you can’t seriously think i’d forget those lines shaking hands i touch words that you said out loud my crying eyes that could only look down in shame i don’t think you could know all the shame i feel yea where’s your love now long after your song is over that gas got me so bad that i thought i deserved it but i’m healthier now and i’m doing just fine long after our time is over but i still wanna cry when i remember your lies i said where’s your love now i’m gonna let me be selfish cause i laid down my life for you all last year i guess i should ask you do you even remember the pain you sowed you can’t seriously think that i’d come back now i don’t think you should be so proud my friend you should know that i knew this is why i would leave saying where’s your love now long after your song is over when you left me to drink i thought i’d die in my sleep but i’m happier now are you healthier now long after our love is over that hole in my chest still wishes you all the best but i’m healing it now i wonder where’s your love now
7.
buddy you broke me i wanna go home clipping my heels flicking wings in the ash in the morning i’ll cry and you’ll laugh cause you know i can’t stare out my window lest my angel stare back look at that forked tongue on you speaks to my angel wherever i sleep yea my body goes thump and my heart goes boom it’d be mighty kind of you to leave them alone my buddy he bit me i still feel his teeth and i try to make light but he suffocates love i stare at my buddy and my buddy stares at me and i wish i could dream but my angel is there ain’t nothing like sorry ain’t nothing like a joke but i’m done singing funny cause i just end up crying always crying in fire where my angel’s in pain and my buddy sits laughing at me breathing my smoke my buddy you broke me i wanna go home clipping my heels flicking wings in the ash in the morning i’ll cry and you’ll laugh cause you know i can’t stare out my window lest my angel stare back buddy you broke me i wanna go home i wanna go home
8.
i just got off an aeroplane i said jesus christ not this again i said all these cities look the same without you they look the same without you i can’t tell what the street signs say they just point at me and laugh at me and they tease me dreams of every day i held you these streets remind me of you and i don’t know where my past has been but my future’s been here all along it’s a galaxy that sings to me about you the stars all sing about you and each word is a melody and each melody is a mystery to me it’s a secret song they sing to me about you a song that sings about you my mouth laughs like a summer breeze and i feel your laughter shake my knees all the trees and me and birds just sigh about you while the music sighs with us too i feel red while the rain eats days and the purple mountains call me names and the beauty of the world sustains without you but the world’s in love with you too and i just got off an aeroplane i said jesus christ not this again i said all these cities look the same without you the world just sings about you a song that sings about you a song that sings about you a song that sings about you a song that sings about you
9.
Two Legs 04:09
my brother said “i don’t believe in love” to me and i’ve heard him say the same thing twice before i hear that pain i got those wings inside my hearts so full of pain that i could fly if you said you wanted two days i’d give you five and i’d still be alive ain’t nothing gonna make me cry i will not cry love if it made life easy for you i would say goodbye and love if you said you needed two legs i’d give you mine “i walked away” he said “i remember every day” he said my brother said “now boy don’t lose your head”  but i catch him smile, my guy when i laugh he asks me why i say “brother i’m stuck up holding in my sky” cause baby if you said you wanted fire i’d need to pick my stars i wanna bring you light ain’t nothing gonna take me down from here without it if it makes you warmer love then i will burn the night and love if you say you need a new day i won’t ask why i tried to stop him but my brother got too high he said that love’s too much to hold sometimes and i hold that pain i do i keep those wings inside my hearts so full of love that i could fly oh my love if you said you wanted two weeks you know i’d give you nine and they’d be yours and mine ain’t nothing gonna make us cry we will not cry love if it made life easy for you i would say goodbye and love if you said you needed two legs i’d give you mine if you said you needed two legs i’d give you mine
10.
satan gave my wings to some mother’s son instead he’s on the other side he’s dead yea his heart’s all opened wide right now he won’t go back inside as the rain is closing in as his pain blows in the wind all my pain can do is sing and i’m singing in my room drinking blue lights from his dreams here’s a beat for you and me from a heart that made it out somehow and my love sees a star somehow through the water in my eyes i pray to satan and god alike that he’s sleeping somewhere good satan gave my death to some kid out in the wings now he can see his favorite singer sing yea his mouth is open screaming now and he doesn’t want to leave as the band takes clapping hands he’s gonna watch his favorite dancer dance as he looks down holds his breath and sees me crying in my room drinking blue lights from his dreams i sing a song for you and me oh my god i made it out somehow and my love sees a star somehow through the water in my eyes i pray to satan and god alike that he’s happy with his view satan took my life spun around and gave it back and i don’t know why it came to that and i will never dream the same again and i feel all that mother’s pain every last tear that falls on ice wondering why my life ripped away his life there’s a blue light every night my god i’m crying in my room drinking blue lights from his dreams i sing a song for you and me while she cries he doesn’t make a sound and my love sees a star somehow through the water in my eyes i pray to satan and god alike she finds happiness like you cause satan gave my wings to that mother’s son instead he’s on the other side he’s dead yea his heart’s all opened wide right now he won’t go back inside as the rain is closing in as his pain blows in the wind all my pain can do is sing satan gave my wings to some mother’s son instead he’s on the other side he’s dead yea his heart’s all opened wide right now he won’t go back inside as the rain is closing in as his pain blows in the wind all my pain can do is sing

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released June 14, 2024

written / recorded / produced / blahblahblah by Nate Amos, summer 2022
mastered by Howie Weinberg
released by Double Double Whammy
photo by Al Nardo
layout by Chris Adams

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