Stuck in the Rain: The Story of Fear That Follows Us All
It was one of those evenings. The clouds had decided to speak. Not in whispers, but loud and hard — in the language of thunder and pouring rain.
A boy, not more than 34, stood by the roadside. He wasn’t lost on the map — but lost inside. New city. No signal. Phone battery gone. Even the streetlights flickered like they were too tired to help.
As the rain soaked through his jacket, he stared at the unfamiliar roads, unsure of which turn would take him to safety — to a friend’s place he’d never been to before.
Then… she appeared. Umbrella in hand. Calm eyes. Dry shoes. A stranger, but oddly familiar.
“You seem lost,” she said, not with suspicion, but with a calm knowing smile. “I’m going that way. Want to come along?”
For a second, the boy thought she was God-sent. The next second — the ghosts arrived.
Not the ghosts of people… but of moments. Moments where trust had cost him.
The time his senior in school "helped" him and then made him the joke of the class. The time he told someone about his dreams and they used them as weapons. The friend who pretended to care just to pull him into their chaos. The girl who made him feel safe and then disappeared the moment he needed her.
He didn’t remember their faces in that moment. He remembered how he felt. And the feeling wasn't memory. It was fear. Fear disguised as logic. Fear that says: “Be careful. It might happen again.”
So, he declined her help.
“It’s okay. I’ll find a way.”
She nodded, no questions asked, and walked away.
He stood there longer than he needed to — stuck not on the road, but in the past.
Now let’s reverse it.
A girl stands by the road. It’s raining. Her phone is dead. Her eyes searching.
A boy, maybe same age, offers help.
“I’m headed that way. I can show you.”
And suddenly, her ghosts appear.
The time she trusted a driver at night. The time a teacher offered "extra guidance" and left her confused and scared. The time someone said “I’ll protect you,” but became the reason she needed protection.
She doesn’t remember them like characters. She remembers them like shadows. And just like the boy, she too chooses to walk alone.
Same story. Same road. Same storm. Different directions. But one common truth:
Fear doesn’t knock. It sneaks in through the doors left open by the past.
Why We Fear Kindness
We often say we’re afraid of people — but we’re really afraid of what they might awaken in us: Old pain. Old wounds. Old betrayals.
A 2016 study from the University of California found that individuals who’ve experienced past trauma often interpret neutral or even positive gestures with suspicion. Their brain literally lights up in the threat center when kindness is offered — not the trust center.
In other words: the rain outside is real. But the storm inside is louder.
The Victory Is Not In Avoiding Fear — But Walking With It
It takes courage to trust. But more than that, it takes wisdom to know when you’re not being attacked — you’re just remembering a time you were.
Fear is a leftover emotion — like smoke after fire. It doesn’t always mean danger. Sometimes, it just means the fire was once real.
The boy didn’t miss out on just a direction. He missed a moment to rewrite his story. The girl wasn’t just avoiding risk. She was avoiding a reminder of the past.
And that’s the tragedy of being human.
But here’s the hope:
Next time, when the rain falls and a stranger smiles, Maybe you’ll pause.
And instead of asking: “What if I get hurt again?” Try asking: “What if this time… I don’t?”
Because sometimes, the road back home isn’t a street —
It’s a decision to trust again.
Let fear walk with you. But don’t let it lead the way.
Because not every helping hand is a trap. Some are umbrellas — just waiting to share the rain.