Broken Promises

Chapter 1

“Somehow this has to be wrong,” Angel thought to herself. She was wide awake at 2 am, texting
her friend. He was in no way available, but she couldn’t help herself. “I’ll let you know during
the week,” he said. “Miss you lots. XOXO,” she replied. She took a deep breath and slid under
her covers. A grin came across her face.

Angel was one of a kind. Blonde hair, blue eyes, curves in all the right places. She stood almost
five foot eight, and as her friend Lucky always said, “Could turn the head of any man.” She was
a romantic at heart. The kind of girl that got teary eyed during a chick flick, and could cheer on
the underdog of an action movie. She was the perfect mix of femininity and coolness.

Lucky was a handsome man. He was close to six foot two, and had muscles in all the right
places. He was a definite head turner and as Angel always said, should have been on the cover
of GQ. He was a health fanatic at the gym, and was one of the most kind-hearted and caring men
to his friends and his kids. That’s the only flaw Angel could find anyway. He had dashing good
looks, a killer body and a smile that could light up a dark room. Just the sound of his voice
brought a smile to Angel’s lips.

It was a cool morning in May. The breeze smelled like fresh apple blossoms and after the rain the
night before, the streets were covered in petals from the apple trees. She lived on a quiet street in
the quiet end of town. She’d always dreamt of having a brownstone. Ever since she was little
and walked past them on a trip to the city with her parents, she’d been determined to have one of
her own someday. She looked out the window and smiled. It was almost the same sort of day
years and years before that she’d met Lucky for the first time.

It was a rough day for her that day. She’d broken up with yet another of her “self-absorbed”
boyfriends, as Lucky used to call them. She’d sat at a bar alone and tried to distract herself with a
martini. He saw her upset and instead of walking by as people always do, he stopped. “Now
how can a beautiful woman like you have need for tears,” he’d said. “Dumped,” Angel said
heading into martini number two. “A beautiful woman shouldn’t drink alone. May I,” he asked.
She nodded. They’d spent the entire night talking until the bar closed, then chatting at a coffee
shop. She’d developed an attraction to him, and it wasn’t just the alcohol. She’d even moved
into the city because of him, claiming it was because of her dream to own a brownstone, but he
knew better. She’d wished that she could have him all to herself, but settled with friendship after
he was honest enough to tell her he was married.

The next morning, Angel came into the kitchen with a silly grin ear to ear. “What’s the grin for,”
her room mate asked. “Oh nothing,” Angel replied as she made her morning tea. “And how’s
Lucky,” she teased. “Fine,” Angel replied. She grabbed her tea and headed off for the shower to
get ready for work.

Lucky woke up in the morning, hit the gym and then headed into his office. He knew the first
thing he wanted to do. He couldn’t help how he felt. His wife didn’t understand anymore, and
was starting to assume there was more to the friendship between Lucky and Angel. “We are just
really good friends. She wouldn’t know what to do without me babe,” he would say. He pulled
into the parking lot, headed into the office and logged onto the computer. His favorite picture of

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Angel and him and the kids popped up as his wallpaper. He got a smile ear to ear, then logged
into his email.

She pulled into her parking space and headed up to her office. She logged onto her computer
and into her email. She grabbed herself some hot cider from the kitchen and started to get to
work. “You’ve got mail,” she joked. The inbox showed 10 messages. It was going to be one heck
of a long day. The last one popped up and she knew it was from Lucky. A silly grin came across
her face. He always knew just what to say.

Have a great day beautiful. Miss you already….. Lucky

She closed the email and decided to dive into her work. By the time it got to lunch, she was
yawning from work overload. She had lunch then tried to finish her work for the day. She took
one look at the clock and decided to send Lucky a email. The after work drink was going to be
mandatory that day.

Drinks? Meet me at our place….lol Angel

She pressed send, then closed down her email. She finished up the last of her work and headed
to the car. She slipped on her lipstick, fixed her hair and headed to their favorite bar.

Angel walked in, looked towards the bar, and saw Lucky working on what must have been drink
#2. “Well hello there handsome. Come here often,” Angel joked. He turned to face her and
wrapped his arms around her. “Hey yourself beautiful,” he replied. He smelled so good she was
almost intoxicated by his cologne. “A little early in the week for this isn’t it,” he teased.
“Mondays are always hell,” Angel said. “Two martinis please,” Lucky said to the bartender as
she mixed them their drinks. “Special occasion,” Angel asked. “Figured we should make the
most out of it since I am heading out of town in the morning,” he replied. “Not heading home
tonight,” Angel asked. “Meeting,” he said. “Where,” Angel asked. “Have to stay in the city
tonight. Have meetings for the next couple days down here,” he replied. “You know, there’s
always a sofa for you at my place,” Angel replied. “Done,” he replied. They walked over
towards the sofa. Angel took a gulp of the martini. He couldn’t have said what she thought she
just heard. “Let me double check with roomie,” Angel said. She shot her off a text. Seconds later
she got a reply. “She’s going home for the rest of the week. Some family thing. Guess we’ll have
the whole place to ourselves,” Angel said. She took another sip. “Finish your drink then. I can
make better than this at your place,” he whispered in her ear. Goosebumps raised on her skin.
Her heart started to race.

They finished their drinks and headed back to her place. “So, did you want some dinner or did
you want a drink,” Angel asked as she tried to distract herself from thinking what she knew was
bound to be thought. She slipped her purse on the table. Lucky walked into the kitchen and
made them both another drink. “Angel,” he asked. She was in her room trying to find her
favorite jeans and something a little more comfortable. “Yes,” she replied as she slid into her
jeans. He walked down the hall towards her bedroom. The door opened. She turned towards
the door and was inches from him. He handed her the drink. “Nice,” he said. “Now if only we
could get away with comfy jeans at work,” Angel replied as she went to grab for her tank top.
She took a gulp from the drink. He took it from her hand and put it on her dresser. “What,”

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Angel asked. He pulled the shirt from her hand and leaned towards her. Her heart was racing.
He slid a hand on the side of her neck and pulled her to him and kissed her.

The feel of his warm lips on hers, he pulled her even closer to him. She could feel his muscles
against her. His hands slid down her spine to the base of her back. They came up for air. “I’ve
wanted to do that since the second I saw you,” he said. Angel was still stunned. She grabbed the
drink and guzzled the rest of it. He took the glass away. “Tell me you meant the second you saw
me today,” Angel said. “Since the minute I met you,” he replied. “Lucky, that was four years
ago,” Angel said. “Been holding it in all that time,” Lucky said as he pulled her close to him
again. She didn’t want to say the one thing she was thinking. It came out. “What about,” Angel
said. Before she could finish her sentence, he cut her off with a passionate kiss. This time it was
deeper, stronger and was pulling her in. Every ounce of her being told her to resist, but she
couldn’t. “Angel,” he said. “Mmm,” Angel replied. “You sure,” he asked. “Sure about what?
Getting a conscience Lucky,” Angel asked.

He looked her up and down. The black lace bra, the blue jeans that hugged the curves he’d
longed to hold. The smell of her perfume that was like kryptonite to him. He pulled her to him.
“As long as neither of us ever regret anything,” Lucky said. “Well,” Angel said. She was about
to finish her sentence when he kissed her again. She melted into his arms. He walked her
backwards into the wall. His hands slid down, grabbing her legs and wrapping them around his
waist. He broke the kiss and trailed his kisses down her neck. “Lucky, what about,” Angel tried
to say. “Her loss,” he replied as he undid her bra. He carried her to the bed. He undid the
zipper of her jeans and laid her onto the soft comforter. He leaned down beside her. “Lucky,”
Angel said. He leaned over wrapping his arms around her. “Yes beautiful,” he replied in
between kisses. He slid his jeans off. He slid her jeans down her legs as he kissed them. The
goosebumps got worse. He slid her g-string off and kissed back up her legs to her hip. She
didn’t want to say a word to make this imperfect. He kissed her lips and slid between her legs,
pulling her legs tight around him. “Even more beautiful than I dreamed you were,” Lucky
whispered in her ear. “What? Now you are dreaming about me too,” Angel teased. He kissed
her with an intensely passionate kiss. “You are so warm,” he said. She felt him against her. She
felt like it had to be a dream, but it wasn’t. She felt him slide inside her. The kisses got deeper,
harder and more and more intense. Her body trembled with the pleasure he was creating. She
wanted it to last forever. It felt so good. He came up for air. “Damn,” he said. “What,” Angel
whispered. “Definitely better than I fantasized it would be,” Lucky said as he kissed her hard
again. The kisses continued until she felt his body shudder and her legs started to tremble.

She had only one wish at that moment. He kissed her cheek, then her neck, but refused to allow
her to move from that spot. Everything felt so good to him. “Lucky,” Angel asked. He kissed
her heart. “I know what you are going to ask,” he said. “Well,” Angel asked. He kissed her
passionately again, taking her breath away. He was so intense at that moment. “Wanted this all
along,” he said. He kissed her again as her head lay in the palms of his hands. “Meaning,” Angel
said as she bit her lip. “Meaning us. Me and you,” he replied. “What about,” Angel asked.
After four years of knowing each other, they practically had their own language. “It’s done. We
both know that there is no point in prolonging it anymore,” Lucky said as he laid another kiss on
her shoulder. “Meaning,” Angel asked. He kissed her lips and distracted her from her thoughts.
“Meaning now I can have what I have wanted for the past four years,” Lucky replied. “Lucky,
what are you talking about,” Angel said. He kissed her again, then nibbled on her neck. “You,”
he said. She tried to move away, but he held her tight. “I can’t stay with her. Kids or no kids, I

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am not happy and either is she. What’s the damn point,” he asked. “You’re happy like this,”
Angel asked. “More than I have been in years,” he said. “Lucky, what are you trying to say,”
Angel asked. “Guess I have to show you again don’t I,” he said. “So I am the rebound. Great,”
Angel said trying to pull away from him. “No. You never will be and never have been,” Lucky
said. She pushed him away and got up. “Where are you going,” he asked. She went silently into
the kitchen.

She grabbed her robe and tied it as she walked into the kitchen. She leaned against the counter
and grabbed herself another drink. She heard rustling. She finished her drink and threw the
glass into the dishwasher then headed for the shower. “This has to be a candid camera moment,”
Angel thought to herself. She went into the bathroom and turned on the hot water in the shower.
The water beaded against her hot skin. She let the water fall on her face to try to wash away the
feeling she’d just had. “Fucking rebound,” Angel said to herself. “No you aren’t,” she heard a
voice say. He stepped into the shower behind her. He pulled her into his arms. “The chick you
run to the second you decide to move on, helps you leave…. What do you call a damn rebound
then,” Angel said as she grabbed her shower gel. She lathered herself up. “Wondered why you
always smelled so good,” he said as he nuzzled her ear. “Seriously Lucky,” Angel said. She
rinsed off, then went to leave. “You aren’t moving a damn muscle,” he said. “Rebound needs
food,” Angel said as she stepped out of the shower and grabbed a bath towel. She slid her robe
on and wrapped her hair with the towel and headed back into the bedroom.

He shook his head and let the hot water drench him. “She doesn’t get it,” he said to himself. He
grabbed the soap and cleaned up, then grabbed a towel and turned off the shower, heading into
the bedroom. “Angel,” he said as he went to sit beside her on the bed. She turned away.
“Lucky, maybe you should just go home to your wife,” Angel said. She wouldn’t look at him.
Her head was down. She was wiping away tears. “Don’t do this. I am not using you for a
rebound like those stupid guys you have dated before. I have cared about you since day one.
You aren’t a rebound. You’re the reason I damn well smile every morning. That isn’t a freakin’
rebound,” he said. He heard her sniffle. “Look at me,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. “Angel,
this is me. Your best friend. Stop this,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said. “I am the one that cares
about you. That has picked you up every time someone screws you over, wishing every damn
time that I could smack some sense into those guys, but wishing I could stop it all and hold you
in my arms. Don’t you get it,” he said. Angel got up and headed for the kitchen. “Stop running
away from me,” he said. “Need food,” Angel said. He looked at the clock and it was running
close to 7:30. “Get dressed and we’ll go to the Chinese place down the street,” he said. She slid
the towel off her hair. She grabbed her jeans and slid them on. “Do you believe me,” he said. “I
don’t know. I just know I am starved,” Angel replied. She slid her black lace bra on, and he
pulled on his jeans. He walked up behind her and kissed her neck. She sprayed on her perfume
and pulled on her shirt. “Could just get take-out,” he suggested. Angel slid on her socks and
pulled her high heel boots on. He pulled on his shirt and followed her, sliding his shoes on and
heading out to the restaurant.

They headed into the restaurant and grabbed a table. “You didn’t say one damn word to me all
the way here,” he said quietly. “You know I am the rebound. Whatever Lucky,” Angel said. She
ordered a drink. “Make that two,” Lucky said. “You are not,” he said quietly. “Right. You’re
leaving your damn wife and kids and it isn’t a rebound? That’s the damn definition,” Angel said.
“What do I have to do to prove it,” he asked. “Since I know I’m right,” she replied. “Since we
both know you are wrong. I know what a rebound is. I’m the one that picked you up from

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pieces every time someone pulled that crap on you. It isn’t a rebound. I’ve cared about you from
day one. Four years of caring about you and wishing we could be together,” he said. “Would
you stop? You want to be single again Lucky. Here’s your chance. Be single,” Angel said. She
finished her drink and ordered dinner. “Angel, I don’t want to be single. I want to be with you
period. I want to be happy for the first time in years,” Lucky said. Angel was quiet. They ate in
silence. As soon as dinner was done, they headed back to her place. “Talk to me,” he said.
Angel walked back up the steps to her apartment and unlocked the door.

She grabbed a blanket and pillow from the closet and handed it to him, then locked herself in her
bedroom. “Angel,” he said standing outside the door. He put the blanket and pillow onto the
sofa then grabbed the key from the linen closet. He walked in and saw the tears in her eyes. He
walked towards her. “You aren’t going to lose me like you did with those other guys. I am not
leaving you. I don’t want the stupid games. I want you,” he said. He sat down beside her. He
wrapped his arm around her and pulled her to him. “Lucky, I can’t. I can’t do this. I can’t lose
my best friend,” Angel said as the tears poured from her crystal blue eyes. “You know the tears
kill me. It hurts me to see you this upset over nothing. I don’t want to lose you either. I care
about you more than you know,” Lucky said as he held her close. He raised her chin. He kissed
her. “I always have baby,” he said. “Come here and lay down with me,” he said. He leaned
back onto the pillows and pulled her into his arms. Her head rested on his shoulder. She
wrapped her arm around him. “So help me Lucky. If this is a rebound thing,” Angel said. He
pressed play on her DVD player and turned the television on. “Had to be watching the
Notebook didn’t you,” he said. Angel laughed. “That’s better,” he said.

By the time the movie finished, they were both out cold in each other’s arms. The movie stopped
and Lucky half woke up. He turned the TV and DVD player off and looked at Angel. “I’ll prove
it if it kills me,” he said to himself. “Guess you got work to do then,” Angel said yawning.
“Awake are we,” he said. “It is only 11,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Think that’s gonna do it do
you,” Angel teased. He unbuttoned her sweater. “Nope…..just the appetizer,” he teased.

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Chapter 2

He leaned over and slid off the bed. “Where are you going,” Angel asked. “You’ll see,” he said.
He turned off the lights and lit candles, carrying them into the bedroom. “You can cut the
seduction routine Lucky,” Angel said. “Something you don’t know,” he said. “What’s that,”
Angel teased. “Pretty good dancer,” he said. “I knew that,” Angel teased. He turned on the CD
player. She got up and walked towards him. He slid her shirt to the ground and pulled his shirt
off. “Lucky, we,” Angel started to say. He kissed her and pulled her into his arms. He’d slid the
CD in before he hopped in the shower. First song was Angel by Natasha Bedingfield. “Tell me
you didn’t,” Angel said. A grin came across her face. “You were seriously planning this,” Angel
said. “Listen to this CD every morning. Reminds me of you,” he said. “Liar,” Angel said. He
leaned down and kissed her. “Get what I have been trying to tell you,” Lucky asked. His hands
slid down her back. “Horndog,” Angel said. She pushed him away and walked back towards
the bed. “Tease,” he replied. “Maybe, but that’s what you like about me isn’t it,” she said as she
grabbed her black satin teddy and slid her jeans and bra off. “What’s that for,” he asked. “Sleep,”
Angel replied. “Think so do you,” he teased. She slid the teddy on and turned to put her alarm
on. He realized just how sexy it was. It was short, low cut in the back, and high slits on the side.
He was silent. “What,” she said turning around. “Tease times a damn million,” Lucky said.
“Whatever Lucky. I don’t know about you, but I have to get actual sleep,” Angel said. “Think
you’ll get sleep in that do ya,” he teased. He walked towards her. She tried to dodge him, and he
pinned her against the bedroom wall. “Nope,” he said. “Seriously. I need my beauty sleep,” she
said. “It’s Tuesday. You don’t have to be in until 9:30,” Lucky said with a grin. “Damn,” Angel
said with a silly grin.

“Know you well enough to know when you are trying to weasel out of something,” he said. He
kissed her and she got weak in the knees. Her arms wrapped around his neck. He picked her up
and wrapped her legs around him. “Get used to this,” Lucky said. “What? You trying to seduce
me,” she teased. “Succeeding,” he said as he slid his jeans off. “You think so do you,” Angel
said. He kissed her again and leaned his muscular body against hers. “Okay, I give in,” Angel
said. He slid his hands around her waist and carried her to the now unmade bed. The candles lit
the room perfectly. Love you till the end by the Pogues came on. He kissed her. “Sexy little
lingerie, but think I know of a better place for it right now,” he said sliding it over her satiny
smooth skin. He kissed her stomach. He slowly moved up to her breasts.

His kiss lit a fire on her skin. Every kiss left behind a goose bump. He knew just what to do to
turn a woman on. He’d been doing it for years, but somehow it never did anything for his wife.
She’d found solace in another man, and they’d finally called it what it was. Lucky and Christy
were done. He had his mind set on one woman, and he knew that the only way to her heart was
to have his entire heart in her hands.

He teased her body into submitting to him. “Guess I’m your kryptonite,” he whispered in her
ear as she tried to pull him close. “Hell yes,” Angel replied. “Want it or did you want that
sleep,” he teased. She pulled him to her and kissed him. He made love to her like he’d never get
the chance again. Like he had to prove how he felt to her. Their breathing turned to panting.
Their hearts raced in the dance. He made her body come with his over and over. Every
movement was as if it fit perfectly like the most difficult puzzle. Like every curve suited him.
Afterwards, he didn’t want to leave her arms. “So,” he said kissing her breast again after they
caught their breath. “So,” Angel said trying to hold the grin back. “Believe me,” he said.

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“Hmm,” Angel said jokingly. “Need more convincing,” he teased. “Think we should sleep on it
and see what we think in the morning,” Angel said. “Hmm. As long as I don’t have to move
from this sweet spot, we’re good,” he said. “Meaning,” Angel asked. “Took me four years to be
in this spot, and I am not moving,” he said. Angel giggled. “Okay then. Whose blowing out the
candles,” Angel asked. “Don’t move an inch then,” he said. He got up and blew the candles out.
She took a good look at him. He was one very sexy man. “Mmm,” she said not realizing she’d
said it out loud. “Really,” he said. She bit her bottom lip and went a little red. He leaned back
on the bed. He kissed her then grabbed the last candle from the bedside table. “You wouldn’t,”
she said. “Only hurts for a split second anyway,” he said. “I get to get you too,” Angel said
trying to make a deal. He lit another candle. He poured it in the shape of a heart on her stomach.
“Creative,” she said. He flipped her on top of him. “Hmm,” Angel teased. “Know what you’re
thinking. You hurt it, you have to kiss it better,” he teased. She drizzled it on him. “Ooh,” he
said. “You’re right. It doesn’t,” Angel teased. She peeled the wax from him. “Tease,” he said.
“Want me to stop,” she teased. “Know something better,” he teased right back. “I bet you do,”
she replied.

She got up and tried to slide off the bed and he pulled her back to him with his legs. “No leaving
the bed missy,” he joked, pinning her onto the mattress. “Was just going to grab something,” she
said. “Oh no you don’t. I know what you’re thinking remember,” he said. “Just what was I
thinking then,” Angel teased. “Either whipped cream, which I know you have by the way, or
something along that line,” Lucky replied. Angel giggled. “Ah the whipped cream trick…..no.
That should be saved for Saturday,” Lucky joked. “Why’s that,” Angel said. “Only fair. You
know I love whipped cream,” he teased. She laughed and he kissed her again. “Never want to
see those tears again. Promise me,” he said. Angel nodded. They curled up under the covers
and finally got some well-deserved rest.

The next morning, Lucky woke up and she wasn’t in bed. The minute he went to get up, she
came walking back into the bedroom in her satin robe. “Morning,” Angel said. “What time is it,”
he asked. “Seven,” Angel said. “What the hell are you doing up so damn early,” he asked.
“Figured you didn’t want a wrinkled shirt,” Angel said. “You actually ironed,” he joked. “Not
nice,” Angel replied. “What do I smell,” he asked. “Wouldn’t you like to know,” Angel said
walking out of the bedroom. He pulled his jeans on and followed the smell of fresh ground
coffee. “You definitely got up too early,” Lucky said as he noticed the breakfast she’d made.
“Knew how you couldn’t make it through the morning without the coffee,” Angel said. He
laughed. “You know me well,” Lucky replied. He took a sip of coffee and was in heaven. She
put the eggs and bacon out on the plates as he came up behind her and leaned her against the
counter. His arm wrapped around her waist. “Thank you,” he said. “Thought you might need
the hangover breakfast,” Angel said. “Know exactly what happened last night. And before you
say it, I don’t regret a single second, except the one where you were mad,” Lucky said.

They sat down to breakfast and chatted, then Angel decided to attempt to get ready for work.
She hopped into the shower, and Lucky was two steps behind her. “Thought you might need
some help washing your back,” he said kissing her shoulder. “Right. Shoulder isn’t down there
Lucky,” Angel said as she noticed his hand sliding down her stomach. “Ah. Right. The
shoulder,” he said as his hand grazed her. “Don’t start something you can’t finish,” Angel said.
His fingers slid across her skin and moved down. “What was that about finishing something,”
he said. “I have to be at work in an hour and a half,” Angel said. He leaned her into the stream
of water and rinsed the conditioner from her hair. He lifted her up, wrapping her legs around

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him. “What the,” Angel said. “Try two hours,” he replied and kissed her, turning off the water
and grabbing a towel, wrapping it around them both. “Shit,” Angel said. “Think I forgot,” he
said. He slid inside her. “Damn Lucky,” Angel said. “Feels so damn good. Could get addicted,”
he said as he made love to her. “Oh my god,” Angel said. “More,” he teased. She leaned
forwards and kissed him. “That’s definitely a yes,” he said.

The next thing they knew, it was almost 9. Angel had to be at work within the half hour. “Guess
we can’t play hooky can we,” Lucky said still entangled in her legs. “Damn I wish we could,”
Angel said. “Why? Afraid you’ll wake up and it’s all a dream,” he asked kissing her shoulder.
She nodded. “It definitely isn’t,” Lucky said as he nibbled at her breast. “Feel real,” he asked.
“Yes,” Angel said. “Just checkin,” he teased. “Let’s go then,” he said. He had to practically drag
her into getting dressed. She put on some makeup, put her hair up, and slid on a dress and some
lacy underthings then headed off to work. He pulled on his suit and drove her. “So don’t want
to share right now,” he said as they pulled onto the street of her work. “I’ll see you tonight. I’ll
grab something on the way home,” Angel said. He parked the car and kissed her. “Believe me
yet,” Lucky asked. “We’ll see,” Angel said. He pulled her to him and kissed her harder.
“Getting there,” Angel said. She hopped out and headed up to her office.

The day dragged on and on with meeting after meeting. By the end of the day she was looking
forward to a relaxing night at home. She headed out, grabbed some take out and headed back to
the apartment. She headed upstairs and went inside. His suit was there. His briefcase was by
the desk. “Lucky,” Angel said. She heard clicking coming from the bedroom. She walked
towards the door and peeked inside. He was on a dating website on his laptop. Angel put the
food in the kitchen and grabbed her jeans from her closet as well as her sweater and changed
quietly in the bathroom, then grabbed her purse and keys and slammed the door behind her. She
headed down the street to the pub that Lucky hated. It was dark, noisy and totally not his kind
of place.

“What can I get you,” the bartender asked. “Double vodka tonic with lime,” Angel replied and
went and sat in the darkest corner. “Damn him,” Angel said to herself. She leaned back. “Can I
get you anything else,” the bartender asked as he put her drink down. “Thanks but….” She
looked up. “Damon,” Angel said. “Was wondering when you’d notice,” he said.

He was tall. Dark hair with hazel green eyes. He was muscular, and fine as hell. Just the kind of
man that Angel always fell for. He had a mystery to him that she always loved. She’d been there
before. He was one of the first that broke her heart. The first one to say they cared and then walk
away. The one that she was crying over the night she met Lucky all those years ago.

“What are you doing here,” Angel said. “I work here now. Run the place actually,” he said.
“Are you serious,” Angel said. “Bought it a while ago. Thought it was a great investment,”
Damon said. “Of all places. So how have you been,” Angel asked. He took a seat across the
table from her. “Lonely as hell. You’d think in this damn city it would be easier to meet a
descent woman,” he joked. Her phone rang and she turned it off. “So after all of this time, you
are still single,” she asked. “Was waiting for your clone,” he joked. They chatted for what
seemed like hours, then had some dinner together. “I would really love to see you again,” he
said. “Well I do live right around the corner,” Angel said. “Still,” he asked. “Bought the
brownstone,” she replied. “Oh really,” he said. “Should come by sometime,” Angel said. They
hugged goodbye and she headed out the door.

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She walked back into the building and headed to the door. She walked in. The bedroom door
was open. The laptop was off, and the clothes were still in his bag. Angel put the blanket and
the pillow on the sofa, then drew herself a bubble bath, locking the door behind her. She slipped
in her earphones of her ipod and pressed play then leaned back into the hot water and bubbles.
Once the water cooled, she stepped out and wrapped the warm towel around her. She turned off
her ipod and walked into her bedroom.

She heard the front door. “Angel,” Lucky said. She slammed the bedroom door and locked it,
putting a chair under the doorknob. “Open it,” he said. Angel turned on the TV. “Angel,” he
repeated. “It’s not going to open Lucky. Get used to it,” she said. She leaned back and watched
another one of her favorite old movies. Minutes later, he snuck in the bedroom window. “What
the,” Angel said. “You’re going to be stubborn, so can I,” he said. “Maybe you should just go,”
Angel said getting up. He walked towards her. “What is your problem,” he asked. “Rebound
my ass Lucky. Which dating site were you on? Bed buddy dot com,” Angel asked. She pulled
on her sweater and her track pants. “Why won’t you listen for one damn minute,” he asked. “I
saw you. That’s all I need,” Angel said. She pulled the chair from the door and he pinned her
against the wall. “I was on it to see why she was,” Lucky said. “Sure. And I am a ditzy blonde,”
Angel said pushing him away. She unlocked the door and headed for the kitchen. “God damn
it,” Lucky said. “What,” Angel replied. He grabbed his laptop. “Sit. Look for your damn self if
you don’t believe me,” he said. He logged on with the username and password. It was his wife’s
account. “Where’s your account then,” Angel said. “This was the one I was logged in with
Angel. It’s hers. Not mine,” he replied. His eyes were bloodshot. “Just found out,” Angel
asked. “Went into our email account and saw the password reset email that was sent to her,”
Lucky said. He sat down on the chair next to her. “I already told you that I wanted to be with
you and it wasn’t a rebound. If you don’t believe me, then fine. Just don’t do this,” Lucky said.

He pulled her into his arms. “I didn’t know what to think Lucky,” Angel said. “I am not looking
for someone. I have what I want in my arms,” he said. “I think you might just need some time
Lucky. Some time to get past the whole thing that she did. We can’t be like this until I know
you’re past it. Please,” Angel said. “I know what I want. I don’t need time,” Lucky said. Angel
got up and walked back towards the bedroom. He grabbed her hand and leaned her against the
wall. “You don’t know what you’re saying,” Lucky said. “I don’t like it anymore than you do,
but I know what I’m saying,” Angel said. He leaned in and kissed her. She tried to push him
away, but he held her tight. He slid her track pants to the floor. She tried to push him away
again. “Lucky,” Angel said. “No,” he said. He carried her in her oversized sweater to the
bedroom. He laid her on the bed and leaned against her. “Why can’t we just wait,” Angel said in
between kisses. “I don’t need to,” he said. He pulled his sweater off and slid his jeans to the
floor. He slid his hands under her sweater, sliding it off and to the ground by her bed. “Lucky,
seriously,” Angel said. “No. No trying to talk me out of it. No trying to pull the “be realistic”
thing. There is no talking me out of being with you. It’s all I want okay,” he said as he leaned in
and pulled her into another deep passionate kiss. “But,” she tried to say.

His body curved into hers. She felt his hot skin against hers and felt him slide inside her. It was
a feeling she didn’t want to forget, didn’t want to ever give up. She didn’t want to lose it, but she
knew it wasn’t hers to have. He made love to her and kissed her like she was his. Like what they
were doing wasn’t a bad thing, but the beginning of the best thing ever.

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They curled up and fell asleep together and once she knew he was asleep, she slipped out of the
bed and curled up on the sofa. She tossed and turned all night, then slipped into the bedroom
and grabbed her work clothes and headed into the office early before Lucky even woke up. Her
conscience was killing her. She turned on her cell phone the minute she pulled into the parking
lot of the office. There were two messages from Lucky and one from Mandy, his wife.

Angel took a deep breath and listened to the message. “I assume he is probably staying with
you. If you could let him know that I am looking for another place I would really appreciate it. I
know he brought you into the middle of this, and if he didn’t, I think he needs his friend right
now. Without getting into it, it’s over. If you can get in touch with him, let me know. Thanks
Angel.” “Doesn’t mean it’s over,” Angel said to herself. She hung up the phone. She headed
into the office and grabbed herself some breakfast and tea. She logged into the computer and
onto her email – five messages and none were from Lucky. She sent him an email with the
message from Mandy, then got to work.

Lucky got up in the morning and there was no sign of Angel anywhere. He checked the time,
then showered and got changed and headed to his meeting. He checked his email the minute he
pulled into work and there was one email – from Angel with a message from Mandy. He read it
and grabbed himself a coffee. He almost choked on the coffee.

Lunchtime came and went with no call from Lucky. She tried to concentrate on her work.
Around 3, a delivery showed up. “Angel Prince,” the delivery man asked. “Yes,” Angel said.
“For you,” he replied as he handed her a box and headed out the door. Angel opened the box
and grabbed the card.

Can’t wait to see you again – Damon

Angel smiled. “Knew that would work,” Damon said as he stood in the doorway. She looked
under the tissue and found a dozen sterling roses. “How did you know,” she asked.
“Remembered that movie we watched,” he said. He came and sat down on the sofa in her office.
“So,” he said. “You’re in my office. What’s up,” Angel asked. “Was going to see if you wanted
to go on that date,” he asked. “Kind of presumptuous that you show up here and expect me to
go isn’t it,” Angel asked. He stood up and walked around her desk. “What are you doing,”
Angel asked. He grabbed her hand and pulled her to her feet. “Something I should have done a
long time ago,” he said as he pulled her close and kissed her. Angel heard the door. Lucky stood
in the doorway then came in and closed the door. “Damon,” Lucky said.

“Don’t tell me you two finally got together,” Damon asked. “No,” Angel said as Lucky
simultaneously said “Yes.” “Only reason I stopped by was to make sure you had my number.
Give me a call and let me know about Saturday,” Damon said as he headed out of the office.
“Number’s on the card,” he said. He left and headed back to the pub.

“So,” Lucky said. “What,” Angel asked. “Who’s running now,” he asked. He sat down on the
sofa. “Oh give me a break Lucky. You’re a married man. Your wife called my cell assuming we
were together. Who’s at fault,” Angel said quietly as she closed the door. She drew the blinds.
“Guess that wasn’t enough to prove to you that this wasn’t a rebound,” Lucky said. “It is.
You’re getting over her. That’s all there is to it,” Angel said as she sat back down in her chair.

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“No. That’s not it,” he replied. Angel checked the time. It was almost 5. “We’ll discuss it later,”
Angel said. She logged off her computer and went towards the door. He grabbed her hand and
pulled her to him. His hands held her face and he kissed her. She dropped her purse. “Lucky,”
Angel said. “Can’t,” he replied. He kissed her hard again and leaned her against the desk. “Not
here,” Angel said. He kissed her again and pulled her into his arms. “No more fighting,” he
said. He grabbed her purse and headed downstairs to the parking lot. “Where’s,” Angel said.
“Taxi,” he replied. They hopped in her car and headed back to her place.

They got in the front door and headed up the steps. “Dad,” his daughter said. “How? How did
you get in here,” he asked. “The key under the mat,” she said. “Where’s mom,” he asked. “She
said she was going to look at a place and dropped me off,” she said. “Where’s your sister,” he
asked. She pointed beside her. She was out like a light. Angel opened the door. “Come on in
and we’ll get us some dinner,” Angel said. She took the youngest and tucked her into her room
mate’s bed. She closed the door and walked down the hall to the kitchen. Lucky was in her
bedroom on the phone, and Angel knew a distraction was in order. “Why don’t you come help
me make spaghetti. It’s spaghetti night tonight,” Angel said as his daughter Erica followed her.

Lucky walked in and saw Angel with his daughter. He leaned against the doorway and smiled.
“Now that we have that going, why don’t we get the table set really nice,” Angel said. They
started setting the table and Lucky motioned for Angel to come with him. They walked into the
bedroom and he shut the door. He leaned her against the door and kissed her. “We can’t do this
with them here,” Angel said. “Love seeing you with them,” he said. He wrapped his arms
around Angel. “We have to get dinner together Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her again. Angel
slid around the door and headed back into the kitchen. “I think it’s done,” Erica said. “Looks
delicious,” Angel said. She put the spaghetti out on the plates as his youngest wandered down
the hall. “Hi Daddy,” she said as she walked over to him. “Well hello there Emma,” he said as
he picked her up in his arms. He brought her over to the dinner table. “Sketti! My favorite,”
Emma said. Angel smiled. They sat down and had a nice little dinner together.

After dinner, the kids sat down and watched a movie in the TV room, and Angel and Lucky did
the dishes. “So,” Angel asked quietly. “She’ll be back in an hour. She is out with her man
looking at apartments. Told her that I would bring them over when she got home,” Lucky said.
“They could just stay,” Angel said. “They have school tomorrow. Better that they are home in
their own beds,” he said. “Why,” Angel teased as she bumped him. “You are so in for it,” he
teased back quietly so the kids wouldn’t hear.

His cell phone rang. “What you two watching,” Lucky asked. “Sleepless in Seattle,” Erica said.
“Enough of the mushy stuff. Mom’s downstairs,” Lucky said. “Do we have to Dad? Are you
coming with us,” they asked. “I’ll see you in a few days,” he said. “But,” Emma asked. “I have a
meeting tomorrow, then I’ll be home tomorrow night,” he said. “Okay Dad. I love you,” Erica
said. “Love you too Daddy,” Emma said as they hugged him. He walked them down the steps
and talked to Mandy then headed back upstairs. He walked into the apartment and locked the
door. “Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel said drying her hands from the kitchen. He walked
towards her and wrapped his arms around her and kissed her. “What,” Angel asked. “You,” he
said. “What about me,” Angel said. “They’re lucky to have you. Hell, I’m lucky to have you,”
he said. “Lucky, what are you babbling about,” Angel asked. “They know we aren’t getting back
together. They want to stay with you and me,” he said. “And just how do you think that’s going
to work since we aren’t even dating,” Angel said. “Move in with me. We’ll find the perfect place

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and we’ll take care of them together. I mean, it will be perfect. We can be happy. They can see
us whenever they want and we can be together,” Lucky said. He was so excited about it, she
hated to burst the bubble. “Lucky. Think. You’re still married. How would that look? I am not
a home wrecker,” Angel said. She walked into the bedroom and pulled off her dress shirt, then
slid her skirt and hose off, and slid on her satin robe. He just sat at the doorway and watched as
she slid her hair out of the ponytail and it fell at her shoulders.

He was so turned on at that second, but didn’t want to spoil the moment. She brushed her hair,
then put her lotion on her legs. “Damn,” Lucky said. She looked over at him with her bedroom
eyes. “What can I help you with,” Angel asked. He walked towards her. “Down boy,” Angel
said as she got up and headed for the bathroom. “Tease,” he said as she walked past him and
into the bathroom. He heard water running. “What are you doing,” he asked. He heard her
music go on. He slid off his tie and shoes and walked towards the bathroom. He walked in and
saw candles lit. Bubbles in the bathtub. Her robe was laying on the counter. “Want to join me,”
Angel asked. “Something’s missing. One sec,” he said. Minutes later, he came in with two
glasses of zinfandel. “For you,” he said handing her a glass. He slid off his dress pants and
boxers, and slid into the tub behind her. “Much better,” he said as they sipped their wine. He
put the glasses by the tub. “Now where were we earlier,” Lucky said as his hands submerged in
the bubbles. “Can’t just relax can you,” she asked. He kissed her neck. “Never,” he said. She
felt his hand slide to her hip. “You are a horndog aren’t you,” Angel said. He nuzzled her ear.
“Lucky,” Angel said. “Mmm,” he said as he whispered in her ear.

His fingers slid down to her thigh. “Pass me the wine,” Angel said. His other hand slid over the
edge of the tub to hand her the glass of wine. “Mmm,” Angel said. “Tease,” he whispered as his
fingers moved to the inside of her thigh. She felt his fingers graze her. “So,” he said. “What,”
Angel said curling up closer to him. “The idea I had,” he said. “Getting a little ahead of yourself
aren’t you,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Ask yourself something. How is that going to
look? Don’t you think it’s going to upset the kids,” Angel asked. “They love you,” Lucky
replied. “You don’t get it. Maybe you need it to be said some other way. Hmm. You are
rebounding and getting carried away,” Angel said getting up from the tub and grabbing her
towel. She slid her robe on, blew out the candles and took her wine to the bedroom.

He leaned back and smacked his head on the wall of the shower. “Ow,” he said. He finished his
wine and drained the tub, heading into the bedroom with a towel around his waist. “Angel,” he
said. She slid under the covers of the bed and turned the light off. He sat down on the edge of
the bed. The bed that they’d made love in. The bed that his dreams had come true in. The bed
that the woman he’d dreamt of for years laid her head down in every night. “I know what I
want. Even if you don’t know what it is, I do. No matter how long it takes you to believe me, I
won’t stop believing it,” Lucky said. “Enough,” Angel said. He slid under the covers, dropping
the towel to the floor. He wrapped his arms around her feeling nothing but her soft skin. “I
want you,” he said. “Sleep,” Angel said. “No,” he replied. He kissed her shoulder. “Angel,” he
whispered. “Yes,” Angel said. “I don’t want to be without you. I love having you in my life,
and so do the kids. I’ll do whatever it takes,” he said. His arms wrapped around her. “Angel,
say something,” he said. “Even if it’s not what you want right now,” Angel said. “As long as I
don’t have to be without you,” he said. Angel turned towards him and he kissed her, pulling her
to him.

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Chapter 3

“Lucky,” Angel said as he let her up for air. “What,” he said. “You didn’t hear me,” Angel said.
He pinned her to the bed. “Heard ya, but think I have a better idea,” he said. He kissed her
again and held her close. “And what might that be,” Angel asked. He kissed her chest then
moved down her torso. “Seriously Lucky,” Angel said. She felt his scruff against her stomach.
“Lucky,” Angel said. She felt something warm against her. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Mm,” he
said. “Damn,” Angel said. He licked and teased her body. “Enough,” Angel said. He moved up
slowly, letting the stubble graze her soft skin. He kissed her and pulled her legs around him.
“Want me,” he teased. “You move one inch,” Angel said. “How about that,” he said as he slid
inside her. “Lucky,” she said. He kissed her and made love to her. Now he was determined. He
didn’t care if he had to stay there for days. He’d convince her. That night, he wrapped her arms
around her and she fell asleep in his arms. She didn’t know how long it would last, but for now
it felt perfect.

The next morning, she woke up to the sound of his cell phone ringing off the hook. She checked
the time. It was 5:30 am. “Hello,” he said. “What’s with the 5:30 am phone call,” he asked.
“What do you mean she took off?” Angel was awake and pulling her jeans on. “We’ll go look,”
he said hanging up the phone. She took a look at the door and found Erica asleep at the door.
She picked her up and carried her into the other bedroom and tucked her in. “How did you
know,” Lucky asked standing in the doorway. “She said she didn’t want to leave last night. Just
figured,” Angel said as she walked towards him and pulled the door shut. “Seriously. What I
said last night….I meant it,” Lucky said. “You know you are acting crazy. May as well enjoy this
while it lasts. One more night right? Then you go home,” Angel said walking into the kitchen.
He followed her and pulled her into his arms. “Why are you so anxious to get rid of me? Date
with Damon,” Lucky asked. Angel put the tea on and walked past him into the bedroom. “You
do don’t you,” he asked following her. “No,” Angel replied. “What? You’re not trying to get rid
of me or you don’t have a date with him,” Lucky asked. “Neither,” Angel said. She heard the
kettle whistle and went into the kitchen and made her tea. He followed her. “Who said I was
going back there,” Lucky said quietly so he didn’t disturb his daughter. “Don’t you dare tell me
that you are thinking you are going to stay here,” Angel said. Her cell phone rang.

“Hello,” Angel said. “Have a question for you. Remember when you said that you wanted to
buy the brownstone? That you could handle everything yourself after the money you won,” her
room mate asked. “Yeah,” Angel replied. “Rick asked me to move in with him. Is that okay,”
she asked. “When,” Angel asked. “Asap,” she replied. “When you coming to get your few
things,” Angel asked. “Tomorrow,” she replied. “There isn’t much. Just clothes, and my
bedroom stuff and the sofa,” she said. “No prob,” Angel said. “See you then.”

“What was that,” Lucky asked. “She’s moving out,” Angel said. “Well,” Lucky said. “And I am
going to sell the place and find something new,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked. “Why should I
stay here? The bills would be huge, the mortgage payments are too much for just me,” Angel
said. “Hence why I said why,” Lucky said. “What? You’re going to move in,” Angel said. He
leaned towards her and she backed up. “You want it, take it. I am not going to stay here,” Angel
said. “There’s a rental downstairs right,” he said. “Yeah. I’ll give them the option to buy,”
Angel said. There was a knock at the door. Angel answered it. “Hey Angel. Can I talk to you a
second,” the tenant asked. Angel went into the hall then about 5 minutes later, came back in.
“What,” he said. “They’re moving. Now I really can’t afford it,” Angel said. “Yes you can.

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We’ll move in downstairs. Then it’s not the same roof,” Lucky said. “$1,500 a month plus
utilities,” Angel said. “$1,700 plus utilities and I won’t take no for an answer,” Lucky said.
“What,” Angel said. He kissed her. “It’s going to work Angel. Even if I have to live downstairs
with the kids. Even if I have to be at an arms length to get you in my life full-time,” Lucky said.
“I swear. Sometimes you frustrate me to no end. Why can’t you just listen to me that this isn’t
going to work,” Angel said. “Because I know it will,” he said leaning her into the wall of the hall.
He kissed her. It was a passionate intense kiss that she couldn’t break. He pulled her into the
bedroom, locking the door behind them.

“Lucky. Your daughter is asleep in the other room,” Angel said as he slid her jeans to the floor.
“Meaning,” he said as he pulled off her hoodie. He leaned her onto the bed and pulled his jeans
off. “Lucky,” Angel said. It was passionate, intense, urgent. He had something to prove – he
was the one for her. Even if it took him making love to her daily for the rest of their lives, he
would do whatever it took.

Angel got up once she felt him fall asleep and got ready for work. She showered, then changed
and got his daughter off to school, then headed into the office. She pulled into the parking spot
then back up to her desk. There was a message on her desk:

Call me. Waiting for that date – Damon

Angel smiled. She shook her head, then picked up the phone and called him. “Was wondering
when I would hear from you after that yesterday,” Damon said. “I apologize for that. Lucky was
really not in a great mood,” Angel said. “What was up with him anyway,” Damon asked.
“Doesn’t matter. So as for this date,” Angel asked. “You never did give me an answer,” Damon
said. “Okay. How’s tomorrow night,” Angel said. “I’ll get someone to watch the bar. Whatever
you want to do. I promise,” he said. “Sounds good to me,” Angel said. “I’ll call you later
tonight,” he said. “Sounds good,” Angel said hanging up. She got back to her work.

Meeting after meeting that day, she started looking forward to Saturday night. One night out
with Damon, and things should be better. Lucky would realize she wasn’t going to be the
rebound. She finished her meetings and headed back to the apartment.

She came in and Lucky was inside with his daughters. “Hi Angel,” they said. “Hey yourselves,”
Angel said. She went into her bedroom and got changed into her jeans and tank top. She heard
the bedroom door close. “What,” Angel said. “Don’t get mad,” he replied. “What did you do
now,” Angel said. “They are staying with us for the weekend,” he said. “Us? When did us sign
a lease with your name on it? When did you become the owner,” Angel asked. “Don’t get
pissed,” he said. “There won’t be a bed in that room as of tomorrow afternoon,” Angel said. “I
know. The lady downstairs said they were moving out on the weekend as well. I’m going to
grab my stuff from the house and move things in on the weekend,” he said. “Lucky. Why didn’t
you ask me,” Angel said. “Forget how to use a phone?” “Angel,” he said. “This isn’t your home
Lucky. You are staying here because of meetings. That’s all,” Angel said. “I’m here because I
want to be with you. That’s all there is to it. Got me,” he said. “Yeah. Guess what? Rebound
still stands,” Angel said. She went to open the door and he leaned her against it. “Angel. Don’t
be mad. I want to be with you. I want to be with you every minute of every day. I am not going
back to her and this sure as hell isn’t a rebound,” Lucky said as he leaned in and kissed her hard.

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Passion filled the room. He didn’t want to let her out of his grasp. He slid her jeans off.
“Lucky,” Angel said. “I want you. I want you so bad,” he said as his jeans dropped. He kissed
her until she gave in. “I know you want me,” he said. He moved her to the bed. He made love
to her then held her close to him. “Angel, I wasn’t doing it to upset you. I don’t know how else
to say it. I love you,” he said. There was a deafening silence in the room. She didn’t quite know
what to say. She tried to close her eyes and wake herself up from it, but she couldn’t. “Tell me
you didn’t just say what I think you did,” Angel said. “I love you. I love being with you. I love
how you smell after a hot shower, how you kiss me after one too many martinis. I love how you
always pull on your jeans when you get home so you can just relax.” “I have to get some dinner
together for the girls Lucky,” Angel said trying to slip away. “We’re going out for dinner. I
already made the reservations,” Lucky said.

Angel slid out of bed and got dressed. She freshened up and walked into the TV room.
“Daddy’s taking us all to dinner,” Emma said. “I heard,” Angel replied. She slipped her heels on
and they all headed out. “Figured that our favorite Italian place was good,” Lucky said. “Sure,”
Angel said sarcastically. They hopped into the truck and headed off to the restaurant. He tried
to grab her hand and she leaned towards the window.

The meal was quiet. The kids told Lucky and Angel about the workings of their days, then they
headed back to the brownstone. Angel was not in a good mood. The girls got tucked into bed by
their dad, while Angel had a hot bath….alone. She locked the door intentionally. An hour or so
later, she emerged and walked into her bedroom, locking the door behind her. “Angel,” he said
trying not to wake the girls. “No Lucky. I am sleeping alone tonight,” Angel replied. She turned
the lights off and lit her favorite candles. She leaned back in the soft bed with her favorite steamy
romance novel and settled in for the evening.

An hour or so later, he found the key and came into the bedroom. “You can’t avoid me,” he said.
“I can. It’s my brownstone. In 24 hours, you are a tenant. Period,” Angel said. “You trying to
tell me you don’t have any feelings towards me? Are you serious Angel,” he said. She got up
from the bed. She was fuming. “You didn’t ask me Lucky. You told me. It’s my damn
brownstone. If I wanted to offer you the downstairs apartment, I could have. If I wanted to offer
to let them stay, I would have. I care about you, but you are not going to control this. I am in
control in this space. I know you care about me and you think it’s love. It’s a big word to throw
around Lucky. I care about you, but I am not going to be a rebound or a home wrecker. Can you
respect that,” Angel asked. He pulled her towards him and kissed her. “Yes. That’s all I am
trying to say to you. I’m going to do things your way. You want to take our time, then we will.
Believe it or not, I do love you. Every smile. The way your eyes look when you are about to give
in. The way you try to fight me off, but know that you’ll give into me in the end. The way you
smell my cologne when you give me a hug thinking that I don’t notice. I love everything. If it
takes you time to believe it, then tell me what I have to do and I will,” he said. He kissed her
again. “Sleep and nothing else Lucky. Got me,” Angel said. “Snuggle,” he asked. “I swear,”
Angel said. He kissed her and wrapped his arms around her. “Promise me one thing. Promise
me that you’ll give it a chance. Please,” he said. “We’ll see,” Angel said. He kissed her again
and they fell to the bed.

Before she knew it, it was morning. The girls were awake and watching TV. Lucky was holding
onto her for dear life. She moved one inch and he was going to be awake. She tried to roll over,
hoping that would get him to let go. She rolled over to face him and he kissed her. “Morning

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beautiful,” he said. “Where’s the release button,” Angel joked. He kissed her again. She heard
the phone ring. He handed it to her. “Hello,” Angel said. Her room mate was there to pick up
her things. “Okay. Will meet you downstairs,” Angel said hanging up. “Start of our new
chapter,” Lucky said. “Seriously. She’s going to be here in two minutes. I have to get up and get
dressed,” Angel said. He kissed her again, then they got up and got dressed.

The day was the longest one that either of them had been through in a while. Lucky took the
girls to his place to get their things. The downstairs tenants moved out, Lucky moved his things
in and got the girls settled. Angel’s room mate moved out, and Angel spent the afternoon
organizing the apartment. She got her sofa and extra bed from storage and set everything up. By
the time dinner rolled around, everyone was exhausted. The girls had dinner, then fell asleep in
their new place, and Lucky snuck upstairs to see Angel.

“Lucky, I thought you were putting them to bed,” Angel said. “I did. I wanted to make sure
things were ok with me and you,” he said. “Why? Another decision you made for me,” Angel
said. She sat down on the sofa. “Why are you all dressed up,” he asked. “I’m going out,” Angel
said. “With,” Lucky asked. “A friend. It’s girl’s night,” Angel replied. She knew it was a lie, but
she had to do this. “Surprised you have any energy left,” Lucky said. “Don’t have much, but
we’re just watching movies I think,” Angel replied. Her phone buzzed. “Wake me up when you
get back then,” Lucky said. “Yep,” Angel replied as she grabbed her purse. She headed out the
door and walked out the front door.

“Well hello there sexy,” Damon said as he opened the door for Angel then hopped into the car.
He kissed her hello and they disappeared down the street. “So, I grabbed the movie tickets,”
Damon said. “Perfect,” Angel said. “You sure you’re up for all of this? I mean you were moving
stuff all day,” he said. “It’s either that or we go somewhere and just relax. Either one,” Angel
said. He stopped at the theatre and got a refund on the movie tickets and they headed back to his
place. “Have a million movies to watch at my place anyway,” he said.

They pulled into the garage and headed inside. “Wow,” Angel said. “You haven’t seen it in
years. Had some spare time on my hands,” he said. He’d renovated an old Victorian home and
turned it into a state of the art home. It was absolutely stunning. Black leather furniture,
fireplace, high ceilings. Everything was beautiful. There were perfectly crafted hardwood floors
and huge picture windows. “Guess you had a lot of spare time,” Angel joked. “Could say that,”
he teased. They went and sat in the TV room in front of his amazing big screen and he popped in
a few movies. He turned the fire on in the fireplace and they curled up on the sofa. “I missed
this,” he said. “What? Just chilling together,” Angel said. “Figured I would have to wine and
dine you to get you here,” he teased. “We’re friends Damon. Remember,” Angel said. He kissed
her. “Don’t want friends,” he said. He leaned her onto the sofa kissing her as her back touched
the black leather. “Hold on,” Angel said as he moved over, laying on top of her. “What,” he
said. “What is going on in that mind of yours,” Angel asked. “Second chances,” he said. He
leaned in and kissed her again pulling her legs around him. “Damon, you know me better than
that. I thought this would be a nice relaxing evening. Getting to know each other again. This is
not what I had in mind,” Angel said. She attempted to slide away from him and he moved
forward, pinning her to the sofa. “Damon, cut it out,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Missed you is
all,” he said. “Then you’ll also remember that a fresh start means starting from the beginning
again,” Angel said. He kissed her and pulled her legs around him again.

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“You smell so good,” he said. He unbuttoned her shirt. “Would you stop. You aren’t getting
any tonight Damon. Get used to it,” Angel said buttoning her shirt back up. He kissed her again.
She slid back on the sofa and stood up, grabbing her purse. “What,” he said. “I am not your bed
buddy Damon. I’m going home,” Angel said. “How you going to do that when I drove,” he
said. She grabbed the keys off his key ring and walked into the garage, pressing the garage door
opener and hopping into the car. She started it and backed out into the driveway. “You’re
serious,” he said. He walked out to the car. “Either you cut the crap or you can come get your
car at the bar in the morning,” Angel said. “Why are you being so damn difficult? I just want to
be with you,” he said. She put the car in reverse. “You don’t want me? Look me in the eye and
tell me you don’t want me,” he said. Angel backed out of the driveway and headed towards the
bar. About 10 minutes later, she pulled into the parking lot at the bar, dropped the keys off
inside and walked home.

She came in quietly so she wouldn’t wake Lucky up. She headed upstairs and slid on her satin
pajamas and slid into her bed. She put her head on the pillow and closed her eyes. About 10
minutes later, Lucky slipped into bed with her. He wrapped his arm around her and kissed her
shoulder. “Damon piss you off,” he whispered. She turned towards him. He kissed her and
held her in his arms. “How,” Angel said. “Saw you get into his stupid car. Did you think I
wouldn’t figure it out,” Lucky said. “I just,” Angel said. “I know. Fact is, you’re back where you
belong. End of discussion,” he said. He kissed her again and held her, kissing her chest, her
shoulder, her neck. “Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Wanted to remind you,” he said. She
kissed him then snuggled up with him and they fell asleep.

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Chapter 4

Angel got up in the morning and Lucky was downstairs with the girls. She made some coffee, as
she felt the need, and curled up on the sofa watching an old movie. Lucky came upstairs around
10. Angel was curled up on the sofa still watching her movie. “Well beautiful. We having a bum
around the house day or what,” he joked. “We’re having a ‘my back is killing me’ day,” Angel
said. He sat down beside her and started to massage her back. “Better,” he asked. Angel
nodded. “Bed. Easier to massage there,” he said. “Girls,” Angel said. “With their mom,” he
said. He carried her into the bedroom and laid her on the bed, grabbing her massage oil and
warming it between his hands. She closed her eyes and relaxed as he massaged her back.
“Lucky, no stress today okay,” Angel said. “Just close your eyes,” he said. He massaged her
then stopped and something slipped into her hand. She opened her eyes and found an envelope.
“What’s this,” Angel said. “Open it,” he replied. She opened it and saw the separation
agreement signed by both of them. “What the,” Angel said. “Figured you’d want proof. I told
you this is what I wanted,” Lucky said. Angel rolled over and handed the envelope back to him.
“That’s nice,” Angel said getting up and walking back into the TV room to the sofa.

She sat back down and watched some more of her movie. He sat in shock in her bedroom.
“What the hell do you mean that’s nice,” he said getting up and walking into the other room.
“That’s nice. What else did you want me to say,” Angel said. “That you agree with me,” he said.
“About,” Angel said yawning. “Don’t pretend you don’t remember what I said Angel. Don’t
you dare,” he said. “What? That we’re going to be together no matter what? That’s the rebound
emotion talking Lucky,” Angel said. “Why the hell do you keep trying to convince me that this
isn’t for real? That my feelings for you aren’t what I think they are,” Lucky asked. “Time will tell
Lucky,” Angel said. “Then stop saying it. You know I’m right,” Lucky said. “Fine,” Angel said
ejecting the DVD and flipping on HBO. “You aren’t taking me seriously are you,” Lucky asked.
“Don’t have the energy to fight with you,” Angel said. She leaned back onto the pillow and got
comfortable as her favorite show came on. “Repeats of Sex and the City,” he teased. “Can
definitely relate,” Angel said. Lucky laughed. He shook his head and sat down behind her on the
sofa, pulling her into his arms. Little did Lucky know it was a sex and the city marathon.

By the end of the last episode, they were both starved. Angel got up to start making some dinner,
and Lucky stood in front of the counter. “What,” Angel said. “I’ll take care of it,” he said. Angel
went and sat back down and found another movie to watch. A half hour or so later, he came out
and handed her a plate. “What’s this,” Angel said. “Angel hair pasta and steamed veggies with
white wine sauce,” he said. “Really,” Angel said. He grabbed a plate for himself and handed her
a glass of wine. “What’s this,” Angel asked. “Angel’s Gate wine,” he said. “I get it. Okay.
Going a little overboard,” Angel said. “Wine from home,” he said. “Tease,” Angel said. They
sat on the sofa and finished their dinner and wine, laughing and cracking jokes. It started to get
back to normal. Things were less tense and a lot more relaxed between them. They curled up
and fell asleep together laughing on the sofa.

The next morning, Angel woke up to the smell of coffee. Lucky made breakfast. She went to get
up from her bed, then questioned. “How the hell did I get into bed, and why am I…” Lucky
walked into the room. “Had to,” he said. “Couldn’t find the lingerie,” she joked. “No point,” he
said. He kissed her and put his coffee on the night stand. “What happened to taking time,”
Angel said. He kissed her again and slid his robe off. “Don’t even start Lucky. I have work,”
Angel said. “It’s only 6:30,” he replied sliding into bed with her and pulling her legs around him.

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“Then you planned this did you,” Angel said. He pinned her arms to the mattress and kissed
her, taking her breath away. She was out of excuses. He made love to her so tenderly, so
passionately that they lost all track of time. She knew she loved him, but was it enough? Was it
just a rebound fling?

They finally fell out of bed and he drove her into work. She went up to her office, grabbed her
morning tea and settled in for her workday. She had meeting after meeting after meeting. When
5pm finally hit, she headed out the door. Lucky was in the truck at the front door of her office.
“Shouldn’t you be with the kids,” Angel asked. “They’re with her until Wednesday,” Lucky said.
“No wonder you’re in a good mood,” Angel said. She hopped into the truck. “Got one hell of a
surprise for you,” he said. “Guess you found something to top how I woke up this morning, did
you,” Angel said. “Tempting. I tried to top it, but this will have to come in a close second,” he
replied. “And what would that be Lucky,” Angel said. “Mmm. I’ll show you when we get
home,” Lucky said. “You always say that,” Angel replied as they made their way through rush
hour to get back to the brownstone.

They headed inside to the scent of curry snapper. She loved that smell, and nobody made it
better than Lucky. “You know you should have been a damn chef,” Angel teased. They walked
upstairs and he had set the table with candles, chilled her favorite white zinfandel and set the
table for two. A single red rose laid upon her plate. “So what’s with the romantic setting? You
trying to get Lucky,” Angel joked. He slid her jacket off. “Missed you is all,” he replied. He
unbuttoned her blouse. “Okay. You undressed me once in the past 24 hours already. Chill,”
Angel said. He handed her a gift bag. “What’s this,” Angel asked. He unbuttoned her blouse
and slid it off. She shook her head and opened the gift. “Wow,” Angel said pulling the pale lilac
satin robe from the bag. He slid her skirt off and slid the satin robe over her shoulders. “Wow,”
Angel said. “The second I saw it I knew you would love it,” Lucky said tying the satin sash
around her waist.

They sat down to their romantic dinner and relaxed. Lucky slipped on his satin boxers and they
put their feet up, talking about old times and reminiscing by the fireplace. After almost 2 bottles
of wine, Angel was falling asleep. He turned off the fireplace and carried her to bed. He slid
under the covers and she slid the satin robe off, dropping it to the floor. “Damn you look good,”
he said as she slid on top of him, straddling him on the bed. “Why thanks,” Angel said. She
leaned towards him and he leaned in for a kiss. She sat back up. “Tease,” he said as he tried to
pull her to him. She pinned his arms down. “What are you up to,” he asked. She slid her bra off
slowly and enticingly. He tried to lean forward to kiss her, but she pushed him back down.
“Don’t make me pull out the handcuffs,” Angel joked. He leaned back onto the bed. “What are
you thinking,” he asked. She grabbed the remote from the side table and turned on the CD
player. “You aren’t,” he said. She teased and taunted him until he couldn’t restrain himself
anymore.

He flipped her onto her back and slid his satin boxers off. “What’s wrong Lucky,” Angel teased.
“You are so gonna get it,” he joked. She slid out from under his grasp. “Think I’ll sleep on the
sofa,” Angel joked. He Chanced her into the hall and pinned her against the wall. “No sofa for
you,” he said as he slid her g-string off. His hand slid between her thighs. “Admit you want me.
Admit you can’t live without this,” he said as he leaned against her. She didn’t know what she
was thinking as the alcohol rushed to her head. “Can’t live without what,” Angel joked. She
could feel him. Her tease had worked it’s magic. He turned her to face him. He pulled her legs

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around his waist and fucked her against the wall. Everything was so different this time. He was
forceful and somehow it was even more of a turn on for her. He wanted her so badly. She could
feel it in every movement.

Once they finally gave into each other, they curled up on the floor together. “You are such a
damn tease,” he said. “And damn good at it,” Angel joked as he leaned her onto the carpeted
floor. “What,” Angel said. “Why can’t you just admit it,” he asked. “Admit what Lucky? I feel
the way I do. What else do you want me to say? Do you want me to lie to you,” Angel said.
“No. For once, I want you to be honest. Answer this for me,” he said. “What’s that,” Angel
replied. “Do you care about me,” he asked. “Of course I do. You are my best friend,” she said.
“Do you love me,” he asked. “In a way, yes,” Angel said. He got up. “What the hell does that
mean,” he asked. “I do love you, but I also know that you still love her Lucky. That’s not
something that gets turned off like a light switch. I try to hold myself back because I know this
might not last,” Angel said. She got up and wrapped her robe around herself walking back
towards the bedroom.

He leaned against the hallway wall. “How the hell can she think that,” he asked himself. Angel
climbed back into her bed and turned the lights off, slipping the satin robe off. Lucky walked
towards the bedroom and saw her curled up under the covers. “Someday she’ll realize how
much I love her,” he thought to himself. “Time’s all she needs.” He sat down on the edge of the
bed. She didn’t move a muscle. He slid under the covers.

She felt his fingertips graze her skin. She knew he was worried at that moment. She had finally
said what she’d been thinking all this time. His arm wrapped around her and pulled her closer
to him. He laid a single kiss on her shoulder. “Angel,” he whispered. She tried to ignore it. He
kissed her neck, then moved up to her ear. “Stop,” Angel said. “Why,” he said. “You can’t see
why I said it can you? You can’t see past the lust. You married her for a reason Lucky. You had
two beautiful little girls with her for a reason. You loved her. You still love her,” Angel said
getting up from the bed. She threw on her jeans and her shirt, grabbed her clothes for the next
day and her toiletries and purse and walked out the door.

She hopped into her car, heading to the hotel that was next door to her work. She checked in and
fell fast asleep on the bed, still in her jeans. The next morning, she woke up, got changed for
work, checked out and threw her bag into the car. She grabbed breakfast and headed into work
early. She told her assistant that she wasn’t accepting calls from Lucky or Damon. By lunch,
there were 5 messages from Lucky. “I’m sorry. She said she couldn’t be disturbed,” her assistant
said. “This is important. Is she in a meeting or something,” he asked. “No,” he replied. “Then,”
Lucky asked. “She’s working on a project that is very time-sensitive. She asked not to be
disturbed. That’s all I know,” the assistant said. “Fine. I am coming down there then,” Lucky
said hanging up.

By the time he got down to her office it was just after 4. Angel had left early for the day. Lucky
walked in and headed up the elevator. Seconds later, Angel stepped off the elevator and hopped
into her car, heading to the brownstone. “I’m here to see Angel Heart,” Lucky said. “She
actually just left for the day. You missed her by minutes,” her assistant said. Lucky ran down
the steps and out the front door just as her car turned off the street towards the highway.

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He hopped into the truck and followed. She bypassed most of the traffic and parked her car,
heading upstairs to her section of the brownstone. As she was coming back out from her quick
change, Lucky was coming up the steps. “I need to talk to you,” he said. She ignored him. He
grabbed her hand. “Angel, please,” he said. He tried to talk to her. He had to make her
understand. “What do you want Lucky,” Angel asked. “Get in here,” he said. They went back
into the brownstone and sat down in his unit. “What,” Angel asked. “I see where you were
coming from okay. Maybe it is too soon. Maybe I did rush this. The fact is, I know what I am
feeling. I’ll give it time. I’ll back off. I don’t want to lose you,” he said. “Done,” Angel asked.
She got up and walked out the front door, hopping into her car. She sped off as he walked out
the front door.

She had to get away. Quiet time. Some time to herself to think about what had happened. She
pulled into her favorite spa, that she’d managed to book a massage at, and headed inside. She
laid down for a massage but heard a familiar voice. It came into the room. “Dylan,” Angel said.
Her head rose and looked right at him. “Well what do you know. It’s Angel,” he said walking
towards her. “Since when do you work here,” Angel asked.

Dylan was a real piece of work. He’d used her to get back at an ex years before. She’d fallen
hard for him - too hard. A year and a half together and he’d left her as easily as he’d found her.
He had sandy blonde hair and hazel eyes. He was a master at the massage. He was a master at
driving her insane in bed too. They’d had a passionate and lustful relationship for that entire
year, not being able to keep their hands off one another. He still had an effect on her, but she did
notice one small detail – no wedding ring.

“So what brings you here,” Dylan asked. “Needed a massage. How’s the girlfriend,” Angel
replied. “Isn’t,” he replied. “What happened? She realize you were just trying to make her
jealous,” Angel said. “Ha ha very funny,” he said. “Don’t tell me. Lilac and lavender oil right,”
he said. “Yes please,” Angel said. He flipped on the music and started the massage.

She looked so good to him. He knew she’d been working out. She was even more tempting than
she was when they were an item. The deeper he massaged, the closer he got to tipping past just a
massage. He moved slowly down her back. He couldn’t tempt himself. He slowly moved back
up her back then realized that she was topless under the blanket. He tried to concentrate on the
massage. “Why’s your back so stiff? New man,” he teased. “Stress,” Angel replied. “What’s his
name,” Dylan asked. “Lucky,” Angel replied. “Lucky? As in your friend Lucky,” he asked.
“Just get rid of the knots okay,” Angel asked. “We are going for a drink after this missy,” he said.
“Fine,” Angel said. He massaged until the knots were gone, then Angel slipped into the change
room. She came out in a short jean skirt and a top that fit her like a glove. She slid her heels on
and walked towards the cash desk.

“So as for that drink,” he whispered as she paid for her massage. “On the house madam,” the
cashier said. “Thanks again,” Angel said. She walked towards the door. “Backing out,” Dylan
asked. “Nope,” Angel said walking out the front doors. She headed to her car. “Since when do
you drive a flashy car,” he asked. “Since I started making more money,” Angel replied. “So
where did you want to go for that drink?” “Perfect ten. Down the street. Could just come with
you and show you,” he said. Angel unlocked the doors and they headed down to the lounge
he’d chosen.

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They walked in, and were seated in a cozy quiet corner booth. “I wonder why you like this
place,” Angel said sarcastically noticing that they were in the darkest corner. “So what is up
between you and Lucky,” Dylan asked. “Why does it matter? Has nothing to do with you,”
Angel said. “So I take it that means that you’re single,” Dylan said. “As far as you’re concerned,
no,” Angel said. “Why’s that,” he asked. “Because I only make those kinds of mistakes once,”
Angel replied. “What can I get you,” the waitress asked. “Bottle of cabernet – Wolfblass,” Dylan
said. “Special occasion,” Angel asked as the waitress headed off. “Seeing you again is enough of
an occasion for me,” Dylan said. “And still with the smooth lines,” Angel joked. “You didn’t
expect me to totally change my spots did you,” he teased sliding a hand along her smooth thigh.
“Think so do you,” Angel said sliding his hand back into his own lap. “Already know what you
look like naked,” he whispered. She felt his arm slide around her shoulder. “Which would mean
what? Think it’s going to be easier the second time,” Angel asked. He leaned towards her,
sliding his hand into her hair and pulling her within kiss range. “Wanted to do this since I saw
you this afternoon,” he said. “Do what Dylan,” Angel asked as the waitress poured their glasses
of wine. “Thank you,” Dylan said not moving a muscle. The minute the waitress stepped away
from the table he leaned in and kissed Angel.

She tried to put space between them. “Dylan. This isn’t your private residence. You aren’t
getting any in this restaurant,” Angel whispered. His hand slid up her leg and under her jean
skirt. “Would you,” Angel said pushing him away. “You know you want to feel it,” he
whispered. He grabbed her hand placing it on his erection. “That’s supposed to be impressive
why,” Angel asked. His hand slid between her legs. She grabbed his hand. “I don’t think so,”
Angel said. “Then let’s finish the wine and go to my place,” Dylan said. “To talk and nothing
else,” Angel said. “You’ll change your mind when you get there,” he said.

They finished their two glasses of wine, then headed to his place. Angel knew what would be
awaiting her at home. She followed him. The minute she pulled into the long driveway, she
knew this wasn’t the same person she’d known before. He used to live in a tiny place, now it was
a 2,000 square foot home. She parked her car and he took her hand, leading her to the front door.
“And just how the hell did you manage this,” Angel asked. They walked in. “A hell of a lot of
saving, since I didn’t have to try to impress you,” he joked. Angel turned to walk back out the
door. “I’m sorry. It just came out,” he said. “I’ll tell you what I told you years ago Dylan.
Money doesn’t impress me,” Angel said. He grabbed her hand. “Let me show you around at
least,” he said.

It had a huge kitchen with marble floors and stainless steel appliances. It was perfect for a chef –
anyone who loved to cook at all would have been in heaven. The den was warm and cozy with a
fireplace that was perfect for a cold winter’s night. He showed her around the rest of the house,
then stopped in front of the bedroom. He opened the door and her jaw dropped. Black satin
bedding and a room surrounded in seashells – her dream room. “Well,” he asked. “Since when
have you been the seashell type,” Angel teased. He took her hand, leading her inside the
bedroom and to his balcony. “This was the whole reason I bought the house,” he said as he
opened the French doors to the balcony. You could see the lights across the city. It was a
breathtaking view. She leaned against the railing and he leaned his body against hers wrapping
his arms around her.

“So what do you think,” he asked. “About,” Angel replied turning around and walking back
towards the doors. “The house,” he replied. “Pretty nice little place you have here,” Angel said

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as he took her hand. He pulled her back into his arms and kissed her. She pushed him away.
“Talking remember,” Angel said. She walked back downstairs. He followed. “Movie,” he
asked. “Fine, but don’t think you are getting any,” Angel said. He led her into the TV room and
they sat down on the plush leather sofa. He flipped through the movies and popped one in. “So
what’s the feature tonight,” Angel asked. “The Notebook,” he replied. Angel started to laugh.
“You know it’s your favorite,” he said. He wrapped his arm around her and they curled up
together watching the movie. By the end, they were talking and laughing together as they had
years before.

He leaned in towards Angel to kiss her. “Think it’s time I headed home,” Angel said. She slid
out from his arms and headed to the front door, then slipped her heels on. “Why are you
running away from me,” he asked. “Not running. Just think it’s better we leave this as platonic
friends,” Angel said. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her, taking her breath away. “Stay,”
he whispered. She backed up and grabbed the door knob. He leaned her against the door,
kissing her harder. “Gotta go,” Angel said as she opened the door and walked towards her car.
“Chicken,” he said. “Nope. Smart cookie,” Angel teased unlocking the doors of her car. He
followed her. She got to her car and was about to open the door when he leaned her against it
kissing her again. “Don’t want the night to end like this,” he said. “I have to get home,” Angel
said. He kissed her again, slipping the keys from her hand. “Seriously. I have to go,” Angel
said. She grabbed her keys and hopped in the car. “Call me tomorrow,” he said. Angel nodded
as she pulled out and headed home.

Lucky had been racking his brain all evening. The minute he heard the key turn, he turned the
TV off. “Where the hell did you go,” he asked. “Doesn’t matter,” Angel replied. “Damn well
does to me,” he replied. Angel walked past him into the bedroom and slid her skirt and top off,
then slipped into her satin nightgown. He stood in the doorway watching her. “What Lucky,”
she asked. “Who,” he asked. “Who what,” Angel replied. He shot her a look that could kill.
“An old friend,” Angel said. The look told her that she wasn’t getting any sleep until she
divulged more information. “I went and got a massage at the spa,” Angel said. “Dylan,” he
asked. “Didn’t know he was a masseuse,” Angel said. “And,” Lucky asked. “We had a glass of
wine and talked and I came home,” Angel said. “Right,” Lucky said. “Why the hell am I
explaining myself to you? I am not your damn girlfriend or your wife Lucky,” Angel said. She
went into the bathroom and brushed her teeth, then hopped into her bed. Lucky sat on the edge
of the bed.

She could sense he was upset. “What,” Angel asked. “Why,” he asked. “Why what? Why did I
talk to him,” Angel asked. “Why don’t you want to be with me,” he said. “Lucky, we have been
over this. I care about you, but I am not your girlfriend. You are still married to her,” Angel said.
“What’s your excuse going to be in a month,” he asked. “Meaning,” she replied. “Meaning it’s
final in 26 days,” Lucky replied. “Then we’ll figure it out then,” Angel replied. He slid into bed
next to her, wrapping his arm around her and pulling her close to him. “I don’t want to wait 26
days Angel. I want to be with you period. No going on dates with other people, nothing. Just
you and me. Please,” he said kissing her neck. His fingertips grazed her shoulder as he slid the
strap off. He kissed her shoulder where the strap had been. “Lucky,” Angel said. She turned
over to face him and he kissed her, pulling her closer and into his arms. She couldn’t say no to
him. She never could. “I just,” she tried to say. He kissed her again, slipping the satin teddy off
of her. He pulled her leg, wrapping it around his. “This is how we’re supposed to be,” he said.
He slid his boxers off and their bodies entwined.

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Chapter 5

The next morning, Angel woke up and headed into work. She knew that it was going to be a
really long day. She had a meeting that was an all day event, and had a feeling that she’d be
doing overtime that day.

Lucky headed into the office hoping that he’d finally convinced her to see things his way. He sat
down at his desk and started going through the endless emails. Mid-day, he called to talk to
Angel. “She’s in an all day meeting Lucky,” her assistant said. “Can you let her know I called,”
he asked. “Not a problem. She said if you called to let you know she’d be working overtime
tonight,” her assistant replied. “Thanks,” Lucky replied as he hung up. He was disappointed,
but came up with an amazing surprise for her. He made a few calls, then got back to work.
“Lucky,” his partner said. “What’s up,” Lucky replied. “We have to send someone out to redo
the California contract. You up for it or do you want me to go,” he asked. A grin came across his
face. “I got this one. Will leave Saturday,” Lucky replied. He called the travel agent. “Two
tickets roundtrip to Los Angeles,” he said. The next call - to Angel’s boss.

Angel came out of her meeting and headed for her office. She knew there would be a million
emails. She walked in and saw lilies on her desk. “Where,” Angel said. “They just showed up
with no card,” her assistant said. She thought about it and knew who they were from. She
smiled. She checked the clock. “Dammit,” Angel said. “What,” her assistant asked. “You go.
I’ll be here for a while,” Angel said. “I needed the overtime anyway,” her assistant said. “Okay,
but you’re out of here at 6,” Angel said. “No problem. Did you need anything at Starbucks,” her
assistant asked. “Venti,” Angel said. Her assistant headed out.

“Now what is a beautiful woman like you doing stuck in an office,” Lucky said leaning against
the door jam. “Overtime,” Angel replied. “Hmm,” Lucky said. He put something down on the
chair in front of her desk. “What are you up to Mr. Lockheart,” Angel asked. “Nothin,” he
replied with a grin ear to ear. Angel went through her emails and Lucky sat down on the sofa in
her office. “Okay. I know you are up to something,” Angel said. He pointed to the table in her
office. “What the,” Angel said. He’d brought a picnic dinner, knowing it would be a late night.
“You are just full of surprises today aren’t you,” Angel said. “Who are the lilies from,” Lucky
asked. “No card,” Angel said. Lucky laughed. “So all this was part of your plan was it,” Angel
asked. He handed her a glass of sparkling cider. “Could say that,” he said. An email caught her
eye. “Vacation time approved,” she said aloud. She didn’t remember booking vacation time.
“How much time do you have anyway? Like 5 weeks by now,” Lucky asked. “Well, according
to this, six weeks, minus the three days next week, but I didn’t book it off,” Angel said. “Guess it
will come in handy then,” Lucky said handing her a box with a red bow on it. “What are you up
to now,” Angel asked. “Open,” he said. She opened it and found two plane tickets to California
– one had her name, the other was in Lucky’s name. “So now you are chatting with my boss are
you,” Angel asked. “Had to go and it would be a shame to have to go alone,” Lucky said.

Angel shook her head with a grin. “Never a dull moment is there,” Angel said. “Nope,” Lucky
said. He opened the basket and handed her a plate. “If I didn’t know better I would think you
were trying to lure me into something,” Angel said. “Nope. Figured you would be hungry,”
Lucky said. They had some dinner, then Angel finished up her emails. “Who’s looking after the
kids if we go,” Angel asked. “What do you mean if,” Lucky said. She gave him a look. “She
wants to show them her new place,” Lucky said. “What do you mean,” Angel asked. “We sold

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the house. New owners are moving in on Sunday,” Lucky said. “That was fast,” Angel said.
“And for a hundred grand over the asking price,” Lucky said. They packed up the picnic basket
and got ready to head home. “So seriously, who were the lilies from? They weren’t from me,”
Lucky said. “From a girlfriend of mine,” Angel said so as to not arouse suspicion. They locked
up and headed to the cars. There was a single rose under her wiper. “Now that is more your
style,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Darn right,” he said.

They headed back to the brownstone. They headed upstairs and relaxed on the sofa a while. “So
how was your day,” Angel asked. “Not too bad. A ton of emails as usual, but other than that,
not half bad,” Lucky said. “Still can’t believe you did all of this,” Angel said. He pulled her into
his lap and kissed her. “Better start believing,” Lucky said. He slid her heels off then
unbuttoned her blouse. “Putting me to bed too are you,” Angel asked. He slid it off and carried
her to the bedroom. He laid her on the bed and pulled his shirt and tie off. He laid down beside
her. “What,” Angel said as she leaned her head against his shoulder. “Would you have ever
thought,” he asked. “Nope. Still can’t,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Believe it or not, I’m all
yours,” Lucky said. He kissed her again and leaned into her arms. They fell asleep a short while
later, still dressed.

The next morning, they got up and Lucky drove her into the office. He kissed her goodbye and
she ran inside. “So I guess you figured out who they were from,” her assistant said. “Have a
pretty good idea,” Angel said. “He was pretty hot. Gave me his card,” she said. She handed the
card to Angel. She knew it was Dylan. She laughed and handed it back to her. “He’s a great
masseuse,” Angel said. Angel got to work and her assistant tried to guess why Angel was in
such a good mood. Normally after that much overtime, she would have been tired at least.

Lucky sat back at his desk and contemplated the next step. He drafted up a few contracts and
then came up with the perfect plan. His phone rang. “Yes Mandy,” he said. “Thought I would
let you know. That judge friend of yours tried to push the papers through faster. Friday next
week,” she said. “Fine,” he replied. “I’m moving in with him,” Mandy said. “Figured that
much,” Lucky said. “He asked me to marry him,” she said. “Good luck then,” Lucky said
hanging up. He leaned back in his chair thinking. The memories came rushing back to him. All
the good times that he’d shared with Mandy were up in smoke. Every good memory they’d
shared felt like a lie. The best thing that came from all of that were his girls. He called his lawyer
and asked for a custody agreement to be made. “What do you want in there,” he asked.
“They’re with me during the week and she has visits every weekend. If she remarries, then he
can’t adopt them. We decided that neither of us is doing the support since we both make about
the same. If they demand support then she would have to give it to me,” Lucky said. “Will get
that drafted and will send it to you in your email in about an hour or two,” his lawyer said.
Lucky hung up and leaned back in his chair. “Ten years gone. Wasted,” he said to himself.

“Contracts for California will be here on Friday,” his partner said noticing Lucky’s mood. “Yep,”
he said. “What’s up,” his partner asked. They’d been friends for years. “Ten years gone,” Lucky
said. “What do you mean,” he asked. “Mandy and I. Final as of next week,” Lucky said. “You
know, I haven’t seen you happy as you’ve been the past few weeks. She makes you happy,” he
said. “She thinks it’s a damn rebound,” Lucky said. “Last time I saw you that happy was before
you married Mandy,” he said. “Still, she’s getting remarried already,” Lucky said. “Poor guy,”
his partner joked. He threw the stress ball at him. “We need a drink. The office stuff can wait
until tomorrow,” he said. They locked up and headed off to the lounge nearby.

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“So you’re actually taking vacation time,” Angel’s assistant asked. “I got it extended to Friday
next week,” Angel said. “So if any emergencies pop up next week,” she asked. “Carla can take
care of them,” Angel said. “So, you are in tomorrow though right,” she asked. Angel nodded
and logged off her computer. She headed out the door. Lucky was in the lobby. He saw her and
pulled her into his arms, lifting her up and kissing her. “Hello to you too,” Angel teased. He
took her hand. “Had a long day did you,” Angel said. “We were down the street. Figured I
would walk over to meet you,” he said. They walked into the lounge and sat down. “What’s
with the look,” Angel asked his partner Thomas. “Nothing,” he teased. Angel got a grin and
shook her head. The waitress walked over with a martini for Angel. “Oh. Really rough day,”
Angel joked. “Told ya,” Thomas said to Lucky. “Do not,” Lucky said. “What are you two
talking about,” Angel asked. “Nothing,” Lucky said. “Just told him that when you’re around
he’s a happier guy,” Thomas said. “Sure that’s what you were talking about,” Angel joked.
Lucky kissed her.

They headed home after their drinks and Angel put some dinner together. “Gonna tell me what
you two were really talking about,” Angel asked. “She got the judge to push up the final date,”
Lucky said. He didn’t sound too happy. “Meaning,” Angel asked. “As of Friday next week, I’m
all yours,” Lucky said sarcastically. “What,” Angel asked. “She’s getting remarried,” Lucky said.
“Really,” Angel replied. She finished making the spaghetti and handed him a plate. “She wants
me to have full custody of the kids, as per expected, and she’s moving in with the boyfriend, or
should I say fiancée,” Lucky said. Angel didn’t say a word. She knew the time would come.
Lucky sat down and they had a quiet dinner, then sat and watched TV for a while before heading
to bed.

“You’ve been quiet all night,” he said as he got changed for bed. “Didn’t know what to say to
make things better,” Angel said. She slid on her satin pajamas and slid under the covers of the
bed, turning her blackberry on to charge. He slid into bed beside her and wrapped his arms
around her. He kissed her ear. His hand slid under her top. She knew what his motive was that
night. Things had changed for him. He just wanted to feel wanted. She linked fingers with him
as he gripped her hand tight. They didn’t say a word. He fell asleep curled up with her on the
bed.

The next morning, Angel went to get up, and Lucky pulled her back into bed. “Not in the
sharing mood yet,” Lucky said. He held her close against him and kissed her. “Lucky, we have
to get in to the office,” Angel said. He pinned her to the bed. “It’s only 6 am,” Lucky said. He
kissed her, sliding his boxers to the floor. He pulled her legs around him. He made love to her.
He was sweet, tender and took his time.

She tried to get up once he had closed his eyes, but he wouldn’t let go. Little by little she
managed to sneak into the bathroom to get ready for work. She put her makeup on and found
herself crying. She knew it was all too good to be true. She knew the goodbye was coming. She
got dressed then headed into the office. She grabbed her tea and got to work.

Lucky headed in a while later and couldn’t shake his mood. Thomas gave him the contracts and
told him he should work from home that afternoon. He headed back to the house and into his
home office. He checked his email. There was one from Angel.

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Don’t know if California is a good idea. We’ll talk later. – Angel
He leaned back in the chair and thought about it. There was no way that Mandy was getting in
the way of what he really wanted. He started getting his packing done, then hopped on a
conference call.

Angel headed home early. She had shopping to do before the trip. By the time she got home, it
was close to 4 pm. She put her things upstairs then snuck into Lucky’s office. He was on a
conference call. She sat down on the edge of his desk in her wrap dress and crossed her legs. He
pulled himself closer to her. He muted the call and kissed her. He un-muted it. She undid the
buttons of his shirt and slid it off. He tried to end the call, but to no avail. He undid her dress to
reveal the red lace lingerie. He tried again and still couldn’t. The dress dropped to the floor. She
got up and locked his office door. He followed her to the door, muting his call. He kissed her
again pulling her body against his. He turned the mute off. “Okay. Will let you know once I get
back,” he said hanging up. He threw his headset on his desk. He kissed her hard and picked her
up as she wrapped her legs around him. He leaned her against the door. He went to speak and
she put a finger on his lips. He carried her to his desk and sat her on the edge, undoing his dress
pants. He had sex with her on the desk – a little fantasy of his that she knew of.

After, she slid her dress and lace g-string back on and walked back up to her floor. He followed
as he pulled his dress pants back on. “What was that,” he asked. “Oh nothing,” Angel said
walking into her bedroom and slipping her jeans on. He pulled her to him. “Bullshit,” he said.
She pushed him away and slid her tank top on. “I know you remember? What is going on in
that head of yours,” he asked. “Just proved myself right,” Angel replied. “Meaning,” he asked.
Angel walked into the TV room and turned on her favorite show then started getting dinner
together. “What the hell does that mean,” he asked. “Meaning you are still in love with her.
Meaning this, what’s going on between us, is a rebound thing,” Angel said. She put the dinner in
the oven and walked past him, sitting on the sofa.

“It is not,” he replied. “How do you explain it then? You were moody all day yesterday. You
were damn near silent. You didn’t think it would be this rushed, and you regret it. Anything
else? Oh yeah. You are trying to replace her with me,” Angel said. She turned the volume up.
He turned the TV off. “You really think that is true don’t you,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Can’t
just be that it was a shock and that I am in need of my best friend? That I just needed to feel
better? That I needed to be reminded that she was never my friend? That she lied to me? That I
second guessed everything we went through in the entire ten years? Couldn’t be that I realized I
should have been with you all the way along,” he said. Angel was in shock. “That’s right. That’s
what I realized. What? No witty comeback,” Lucky said. Angel walked into the kitchen and
turned the stove off, putting dinner back in the fridge. “What are you doing now,” he asked.
“Put your jeans on. We’re going out,” Angel said.

A little while later, he hopped into her car and she drove to their favorite lounge. She ordered
them each a martini. “I figured out that when I met you, everything changed. She sensed it.
That’s why she did what she did. I love you,” he said as he gulped his martini. He leaned over
and kissed Angel. “It’s about damn time,” Thomas said as he walked towards them. Lucky
turned around as Thomas sat down with them. “Guess you’ll be the witness,” Lucky said. “For
what,” Angel asked. Lucky slipped his hand in his coat pocket. “What are you doing,” Angel
said. Thomas had a smile. He knew what was coming.

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Chapter 6

“What are you doing Lucky,” Angel asked. He handed her a small blue box with a white ribbon.
Her heart was racing. By now, everyone was looking. She undid the bow and opened the box.
Inside it was a small, velvet box. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Something I think you should know.
Ever since I met you here seven years ago, when I was saving you from another dud, you have
been my best friend. From the second we talked until now, you have never let me get a word in
about anything, and now, it’s your turn. I don’t want to be without you in my life. I don’t want
to wake up without you. He opened the box. “Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Say yes,” he
said. “I…we….oh my god Lucky,” Angel said. He took the ring out and slid it on her finger. It
was a heart shaped diamond. She’d always dreamt of a ring like that. “Say it,” he said. “I….I…”
Angel said. He kissed her. “We’ll talk everything else out later. Just say yes,” he said. Angel
nodded. “Champagne,” Thomas said. They celebrated a bit, but Angel was oddly quiet. “You
okay,” Lucky asked. Angel nodded. He held her in his arms and kissed her. “Shock you did I,”
he asked. “Definitely,” Angel said. She didn’t want to lie to him. She just had an uneasy feeling.

They headed back to the brownstone and she was still really quiet. She got a text as they pulled
into the garage. She replied. “Don’t tell me. Your friend from the other night,” Lucky asked.
Angel put her phone away. He took it from her purse as they walked in the doorway.

Miss you. Come over. Home from work. – D

“You going to tell him or should I,” Lucky said. “Firstly, what part of you are rebounding didn’t
you get? You can’t base a marriage on that,” Angel said. He kissed her again and she pushed
him away. “Maybe you should go to California by yourself,” Angel said. She walked into her
bedroom and locked the door. He sat down on the sofa. She came out minutes later. “Going to
let me say something now,” he asked. “Think you said enough,” Angel said. She went to walk
past him and he grabbed her hand, pulling her into his lap.

“Everything I said was the truth. What you didn’t know was that we went to marriage
counseling. Even the counselor said that you and I were closer than I have ever been with her. I
went to her on my own. She said that it was better to end things that weren’t going to work and
do what makes me happy. That the kids could even tell that something wasn’t right,” Lucky
said. “Everyone we know sees how happy we are when we are together. What more proof do
you need?” He slid his hand around the side of her neck and pulled her to him kissing her.
“But,” Angel said. “But nothing. As soon as those papers are final, we are getting married,” he
said. “It takes a lot longer than that to plan a wedding Lucky,” Angel said. “Stalling,” he asked.
“Don’t you think we should take our time,” Angel asked. “Fine, but I am not living without you
in my life again. No more taking off,” he said. He kissed her and she wrapped her legs around
him. “Who knew you were doing this,” Angel asked. “Thomas was the only one. He caught me
looking at rings,” Lucky said with a chuckle. “Hence why you wanted me to come to California
with you,” Angel said. “Was going to wait and ask you on the beach at sunset, but figured where
better than the place where we met,” he said.

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“I have one thing I have to do tonight. I’ll be back in an hour or two,” Angel said. “As long as
you aren’t going where I think you are,” Lucky said. “Get some sleep. I’ll wake you up when I
get back,” Angel said.

She headed towards her car and opened the door staring at the ring on her finger. She hopped in
and headed to Dylan’s place, slipping the ring into the inside pocket of her purse. About 15
minutes later, she pulled into Dylan’s driveway. The second her car stopped, he was standing in
the doorway leaning against the door jam. “It’s about damn time,” he said. “We need to talk,”
Angel said.

They headed inside and sat down. He handed her a glass of wine and had something to eat and
talked. “So how can I convince you not to,” he asked. “It’s not that easy. We have been best
friends for years. I just am trying to avoid what always happens when I get involved with
someone who’s fresh out of a relationship,” Angel said. He kissed her. “You aren’t helping,”
Angel said. He kissed her again, leaning her back onto the sofa. His hands slid around her and
under her shirt. “Dylan, we can’t do this,” Angel said. He kissed her again, undoing her jeans.
She grabbed his hand and he pinned her to the sofa. She tried to get away, but couldn’t. “When
do you leave,” he asked. “Noon,” Angel said. He kissed her and grabbed her hand getting up
from the sofa. “What,” Angel said. He walked towards the steps. She pulled her hand free and
grabbed her purse. “I have to go,” Angel said. She pulled her shirt back down, and slid on her
heels, heading towards the door. “Angel,” he said heading after her. She opened the door and
he slammed it shut. He leaned his body against her. “Dylan, let me go,” Angel said. His hand
slid around her and up her shirt. She pushed him back and got out the door, walking towards
the car. He followed her. She got in and locked the door. “Angel. Don’t do this,” Dylan said.
He leaned against the car. “Angel,” he repeated. She pulled out and took off towards her place.

She came inside and grabbed her pajamas and slept on the sofa. She couldn’t sleep next to
Lucky. She had so many pros and cons in her head, she couldn’t get any sleep. He got up the
next morning and noticed her side of the bed still perfect. He headed into the TV room and saw
her on the sofa. He carried her to bed and snuggled up with her. The minute she felt him beside
her she snuggled in closer. “Faker,” he teased. “Cold,” Angel said. He kissed her neck and
shoulder. “Better,” he asked. Angel nodded. They curled up together for a little while, then got
up and started getting ready to head to the airport. She went to hop in the shower, and he
followed. A ten minute shower, became a 45 minute shower. He noticed the ring wasn’t on her
finger. “Where is it,” he asked. “Purse,” she replied. She dried off and covered her skin with
lotion and he grabbed the ring, placing it back on her finger where it belonged. “Guess I should
get a smaller size so you can’t get it off,” he teased. He kissed her, then ran downstairs to finish
packing. Angel sat down on the side of the bed. She stared down at her finger and said a silent
prayer. “Please don’t let me be right. Don’t let this be a rebound. Let me be happy just once,”
Angel said.

The flight left on time. They relaxed and snuggled the entire plane ride. Half way, he handed
her a brown bag. “What,” Angel said. “Something for you to read,” he said. She opened it and
found the wedding edition of InStyle. Angel smiled. “Gee. Dropping a hint,” Angel teased.
“Marked a specific page for you,” he said. “When did you get this,” Angel asked. “Last night
when I was waiting for you,” he said. She turned to the page he’d marked. “How to tell if it’s
really love,” Angel said. “Think we already know that answer,” he said. “Nothing else to do to

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pass the time,” Angel said pulling out a pen. They did the test. “Beginning of love,” was the
verdict.

Their flight landed a little late. The shuttle to the hotel was awaiting their arrival. Angel got
distracted with the magazine. Every dress she loved was a L.A. designer. She knew what she
was going to do that Monday. She closed the magazine as they pulled into the hotel. “Find
anything you liked in there,” he asked. “Maybe,” Angel said. He kissed her as they headed to
the desk to check-in. “We had to upgrade you to a suite. There’s a convention in town. Here’s
the keys Mr. Lockheart,” the attendant said handing him the keys. They headed up to their room
and got settled. “So, you going to show me what you were looking at,” Lucky asked. “No,”
Angel said. He took the book from her hand, throwing it on the table. “So, I made reservations
for dinner tonight,” Lucky said. “Where,” Angel asked as she hung up her clothes. “Surprise,”
he said.

They went out for a while in the afternoon, and when they got back, they walked into their room
and saw rose petals on the bed. “What did you tell the hotel,” Angel asked. He turned her
towards him and kissed her. “What,” he said. “Rose petals,” Angel asked. “Definitely wasn’t
me. Probably Thomas,” Lucky said. Angel walked over to the sofa and put her purse and her
shopping bag down. She turned and he was right behind her. He pulled her into his arms and
kissed her. “What time was that reservation,” Angel asked. “Seven,” he replied. “It’s only 5,”
Angel said. “What was the rush to get back here?” He kissed her again, slipping her shirt off.
“Figures,” Angel said. “You love it and you know it,” he said. He kissed her again as he backed
her up to the bed. She leaned back onto the duvet covered in rose petals. He pulled her jeans off
then slid his off. “So you going to tell me where we’re going,” Angel asked. “Nope,” he replied.
He leaned onto the bed beside her. He went to lean in to kiss her when the phone rang. He
grabbed it. “Hey…..No…..Will do,” he said hanging up the phone. “And who might that have
been,” Angel asked. “Nobody,” he said trying to pick up where he left off.

“You have been acting sneaky all day Lucky. Spill it,” Angel said. He kissed her to distract her.
He slid off the rest of her clothes and made love to her on top of the rose petals. After, she got up
to start getting ready for dinner. She went into the closet to grab her dress and found a box.
“What is this,” Angel said. “What’s what,” Lucky said sliding his jeans back on. “Full of
surprises aren’t you,” Angel said. He smiled with that sexy grin she loved. She opened the box
and found a white satin slipdress that was just the right size. “Whatever are you hinting at,”
Angel asked. “Nothing,” he said. She showered and did her hair, then slid the dress on. She
finished her makeup, then slid her heels on. She came out of the bathroom and Lucky was in his
black suit. “Must be going somewhere awfully fancy,” Angel said. “Fits you perfectly,” he said.
She sprayed on some of his favorite perfume and they headed off to the restaurant.

“Have to make a stop first,” Lucky said. “Okay. Now I know you are up to something,” Angel
said. “No I’m not,” he said. He laughed. He made his stop and they headed to the restaurant.
They walked in and Angel heard a familiar laugh. They walked around the corner and saw her
friends at a table. “What are you guys doing here,” Angel asked as everyone got up to hug her.
“Heard congrats were in order and since you were in town, we had to say it in person,” her
friend Chance said. They all sat down and chatted through dinner. Now she knew what he’d
been planning. She had to admit, she was getting caught up in the moment. After dinner, Angel
and Lucky headed back to the hotel. “Just full of surprises aren’t you,” Angel said. He kissed
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Lucky said. “Meaning,” Angel said. “Could do something just you and me,” he said. Angel got
out of the car and they headed inside.

“What do you mean,” Angel said dreading the next surprise. “Was just an idea,” Lucky said.
“Which would be,” Angel asked. “I mean, your friends are here, could fly the kids down with
my parents,” Lucky said. “You know how insane that sounds,” Angel said. “Could get married
on the beach,” he said. “Lucky. I was kind of hoping for more than just us,” Angel said. “Could
do the big thing at home. This would be just you and me and a beach,” Lucky said. “I don’t
know Lucky. I mean just because the divorce is final next week, doesn’t mean we have to jump
into this,” Angel said. She noticed him sending off a text on his blackberry. “What are you
doing,” Angel said. “Left a message for the girls to call my phone in the morning,” he said.
“Why,” Angel asked. “They don’t even know you said yes,” Lucky said. “You told them,”
Angel said surprised. “I asked them and they both said yes. That it was okay with them. That
they love you,” Lucky said. “You know,” Angel said. “Sometimes I wonder.” “Knew you
would say yes,” he said. “No ego there,” Angel said as she slid the dress off and hung it up. She
slid on her black satin teddy, got ready for bed and slid into the satin sheets of the bed. Lucky
got changed and slid in beside her. “I can’t believe you sometimes,” Angel said. “You love me
and you know it,” Lucky said. “Don’t even try it Lockheart,” Angel said.

He slid his arm over her hip, sliding closer to her. “Had everything planned out didn’t you,”
Angel said. “Hoped,” he whispered in her ear. “Liar,” Angel said. “So what do you think of my
perfect little idea,” he asked. “I am going to kick your…” He kissed her before she could finish
the sentence. “I want the church thing. The fancy dress, the friends and family. I know it sounds
silly, but I am only doing this once and I want to get it right,” Angel said. “This way we both get
what we want,” he suggested as he slid the satin teddy over her head and to the floor. “I swear
Lucky. You are seriously getting….” He kissed her again and pulled her legs around him.
“Exactly what I want,” he said finishing her sentence.

Things were so different from that day that they met. How did they go from friends to this?
After making love with him that night, Angel thought about his idea. It had to be why he bought
her the dress in the first place. It dawned on her…..how did he know she’d taken the extra days
off? “Trudy,” Angel said to herself.

The next morning, he got up and she wasn’t in bed. He looked over at the desk and she was on
her email. “Morning beautiful,” he said as he got up and slid his hands down the front of her
satin robe. “What you up to,” he asked. “Making some plans of my own,” Angel said. “Don’t
tell me. Talking to your girlfriends,” he said. Angel smiled. “Had to tell them. Talked to my
parents this morning and they said they knew,” Angel said. “Asked your dad’s permission,”
Lucky said. “Really,” Angel replied. “Everyone knew but you,” Lucky said. “Really,” Angel
said skeptically. The magazine fell off the counter to a marked page. “Marker fell out,” Lucky
said. Angel grabbed it before he could look. “So what’s the plan for today,” Lucky asked.
“Kicking your butt,” Angel said. “Second option,” Lucky asked. “Shopping,” Angel said.
“Third,” Lucky asked. There was a knock at the door. Angel did up her robe and headed to
answer it as Lucky pulled his jeans on. “Golf,” Angel said. Chance walked in. “Ready,” he
asked. “He just got up,” Angel said. “I bet you did,” Chance joked. “Crystal is downstairs when
you two finally decide to quit being rabbits,” Chance teased. Angel threw a pillow at him. He
headed downstairs.

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“So when you going to be back,” Lucky asked. “Dinner,” Angel replied. “No idea what you are
planning, but have fun,” he said. Angel kissed him and he walked her backwards to the wall.
“They’re waiting,” Angel said. He undid her robe, sliding it to the floor. “One last kiss before I
go,” he said. “Before you miss your tee off time you mean,” Angel said. He kissed her hard.
“Don’t know if I am willing to let go of you for the day,” he said. “Go,” Angel said. He kissed
her again and he headed out the door. Angel got changed, then headed downstairs.

The guys spent the day on the golf course, and the ladies spent the day going from bridal store to
bridal store. Angel found her dream dress….no alterations required. Angel picked out the
bridesmaid dresses then headed back to the hotel. By the time they arrived, it was close to 4.
“Thank god we got them to send it. Lucky can’t see it. It’s bad luck,” Crystal said. “Thanks for
all the help today. I am kind of looking forward to all of this now,” Angel said. She opened the
door to the hotel room, and the guys were relaxing by the TV. “How was golf,” Angel asked.
“Tired,” Chance said. Lucky looked over at Angel. “What,” she asked. He motioned for her to
come closer. Angel slid her heels off, and laid her purse on the bed then walked back over to
him. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her, pulling her into his arms. “So what’s the
plan for dinner,” Chance asked. Lucky kissed Angel again. “Made a reservation by the beach,”
Angel said. He looked at her and she nodded. “But,” he said. She handed him an envelope. It
was final. They’d rushed the papers. “We have one thing to do though,” Angel said. She left
with Lucky. “Where are we going,” he asked. They came into the lobby and met a man to get
the marriage license.

They headed back upstairs. “So what was the task this time,” Chance asked. “Need you two to
help us with something tonight,” Lucky said. “What’s that,” they asked. “You’ll see,” he said.
Angel went to start getting ready for dinner with Crystal and Lucky grabbed his suit heading
down to Chance’s room.

“What’s going on,” Crystal asked. “Remember the slipdress I bought today,” Angel said.
“Yeah,” Crystal replied. “Can you grab it for me,” she asked. Angel finished doing her hair up
and started on her makeup. “What’s the deal? Where did they go,” Crystal asked. “Check my
closet. There’s a suit bag that has your name on it,” Angel said. Minutes later there was a knock
at the door. “I’ll get it,” Crystal said. The concierge brought up 2 white lilies. “What’s this for,”
Crystal asked. Angel slid one into her hair. “Don’t tell me you two are doing this here,” she
asked. “Then we’re going to have the big one at home,” Angel said. “What about the rings,” she
asked. The phone rang. “Tell Angel that I have the little box,” Lucky said. “You two are really
doing this here,” she asked. “Yes,” Lucky said.

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Chapter 7

They headed to the restaurant in separate cars. They got there and the priest was at the beach.
“You sure you want to do this,” Crystal said. Angel nodded. “And I am glad you two are here
with us,” Angel said. “What about the kids? Your parents,” she asked. “This is for us. The
other one is for them,” Angel said. “What about the rings,” she asked. “We’ll know. That’s all
we need,” Angel said. Angel slipped out of the car and Crystal walked with her.

“She looks beautiful,” Chance said. “That she does,” Lucky said. They had a quick, quiet
ceremony just the four of them. Afterwards, they headed up to the restaurant and had dinner.
The chef gave them a bottle of champagne to celebrate. “I can’t believe you two did this,” Crystal
said. “We’re going to keep this hushed. The big wedding that Angel wanted is going to be in a
few weeks, if we can. Until then, not a word,” Lucky said. They all agreed. They headed back to
the hotel after and Chance and Crystal headed to their room. Lucky and Angel headed upstairs.
“Well Mrs. Lockheart,” Lucky said. He kissed her and leaned her against the door of their suite.
Angel opened the door. He carried her to the bed. “You know, you really are beautiful,” he said.
There was a message on the phone. Angel grabbed it. “Thomas says he needs you in the office
on Tuesday,” Angel said. “Guess we get one day of paradise then,” Lucky said.

They fell asleep in each other’s arms. It had been a day filled with surprises. He curled up with
his arms wrapped around his new bride. Finally things felt right to him.

The next morning, begrudgingly, he woke up and headed off to his meeting, then headed back to
the hotel so they could leave for their flight. “I’ll call you with the details,” Angel said to Crystal
as they said their goodbyes.

The flight home, felt like forever. They slid their rings off on the plane. She put hers in the box
with his. They got off the plane after the long flight and headed home. The girls were at the
brownstone with his parents. “So how was the flight,” they asked as Angel and Lucky started to
unpack. “Not bad. Just tiring,” Lucky said. The girls came in, rubbing their eyes and gave
Lucky and Angel kisses hello. “So, I have some news. Might want to sit down for this,” Lucky
said to his parents. They did as he asked. “Angel and I are getting married,” Lucky said. The
girls were all smiles and ran over to hug Angel. His parents hugged him. Once everything was
settled again, his parents headed home and he put the girls back to bed. He snuck back upstairs
and into Angel’s bed.

“Hello wife,” he whispered. Angel turned to face him. “Hello husband,” Angel replied as he
kissed her. She entwined her legs with his. “No more rebound talk okay,” he said. “Whatever
you say Mr. Lockheart,” Angel said. He kissed her again. The thoughts were still in her mind.
Everything had been rushed. They had been caught up in the heat of the moment. He laid his
head on her chest listening to her heart race.

The next morning, Angel got up and started making calls to plan the wedding. She noticed 4
messages on the phone. The first, Dylan. “I need to talk to you. Tell me it isn’t too late,” he’d
said. The second, her mom – “Just thought I would see how you were,” she’d said. “Fishing for
information,” Angel joked. The third – Dylan. “Angel. Call me when you get this.” The fourth
was another call from Dylan.

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Angel picked up the phone and called Dylan back. “Where the hell have you been,” he asked.
“California,” Angel said. “I need to see you. I’m on the way to your place,” he said. “But,”
Angel said as he hung up. Minutes later, Dylan was on her doorstep. “What was so important,”
Angel asked answering the door. He kissed her, leaning her against the stair rail. She pushed
him away. “What,” Angel said. “Upstairs,” he said. He took her hand and walked up the steps,
shutting the door behind them. “What was so damn important,” Angel asked. “You can’t marry
him Angel. You just can’t,” he said. “And why might that be,” Angel said. “For one, he’s still
legally married. Two, I saw him before you two left with another woman. Trust me, it wasn’t a
friendship kiss,” Dylan said. “When,” Angel asked. “I went to work after you left to pick
something up, then stopped by the restaurant. He was there with some woman, holding her
hand and he kissed her,” he said. “What did she look like,” Angel said. “Dark raven brown hair.
Was kind of cute, but still,” he said. “Are you shitting me,” Angel asked. “I’m not going to lie to
you, and I knew you wouldn’t believe me. I sent you the picture I took on my phone of them,”
he said. Angel went into her email and found it. She was speechless. Dylan turned her chair to
face him.

Tears were streaming from her eyes. She turned back around and forwarded it to Lucky.

Subject: Busted.

She sent the picture to him. She sat down on the sofa, with Dylan at her side. She went onto her
internet and checked the history. She found a link to a dating site. She went through it looking
for something she knew she didn’t want to see. She found the proof. She turned the computer
off and leaned back on the sofa. “You should go,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked. He leaned
towards her and kissed her. She pushed him away. “Please,” Angel said. He kissed her again
then left. She walked into her bedroom and stared at the dress from the beach wedding. Minutes
later, there was a knock at the door. “Who now,” Angel said as she walked down the steps. It
was a delivery from the dress shop. “Great,” Angel said. She put the dress box in the closet in
the extra bedroom.

A few hours later, after the 2nd bottle of wine and 2 boxes of Kleenex, Lucky came in. He walked
upstairs and tried to open the door. It was locked. Angel was in the extra bedroom staring at the
dress. “Angel. Open the door,” Lucky said. “Go away,” Angel said. The window was wide
open, and it was a cool and damp day. He could hear the wind blowing. “Angel,” he said.
“Go,” Angel replied. He tried to break the lock but to no avail. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly as he
leaned his head against the door.

A few hours later, Angel had a bag packed. She headed out in the darkness of the night. A car
pulled up. “Are you sure,” Dylan asked as he lowered the window. “For now, yes,” she replied
as he threw her bag in the trunk. Lucky woke up, hearing a car leave. He walked upstairs to an
unlocked door. She was nowhere in sight.

“I just need alone time okay? I don’t want to confuse this even more,” Angel said. “Whatever
you want. If you need me, I am down the hall okay,” he said. Angel nodded and crawled into
the bed. After a few hours of sleep, reality hit her. She went outside to the balcony and tried to
relax. Dylan brought her breakfast in bed. “Thought you might want something,” he said.
“Thanks,” Angel said. “I’ll be back around 7,” he said. Angel nodded. She turned her cell on.

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The screen flashed – 10 new messages. They were all from Lucky. Angel listened to them. He
begged her to come home. She deleted every one. She had some breakfast then got up and
headed into the office. She put the ring in an envelope with a note and sent it via courier to
Lucky.

“What are you doing here,” her assistant asked. “I’m not if anyone asks,” Angel said closing and
locking her office door. She tried to get some work done then went to head home. Lucky was at
the front of the building. She walked past him and hopped in her car. He followed her. She
finally lost him, and headed to her favorite lounge. She sat in the dark corner in the back and
ordered a drink. She saw Lucky come in. He walked towards her. “Angel, talk to me,” he said.
“I have nothing to say,” Angel replied. “Why are you sending me back the ring,” he asked.
“Because it’s done,” Angel said. “I’ll get the marriage annulled in the morning,” Angel replied.
She finished her drink and went to get up. He grabbed her hand. “Please. Let me explain,” he
said. “Explain what? That you wanted to get one last screw in? That this whole thing….that I
was right all along,” Angel said. She got up and left, heading to her car. “Angel,” he said
following her. She got to her car, and as she was about to open the door, he came up behind her,
grabbing the keys. “It’s not what you think,” he said. “Kissing her like that? What was it? A
sympathy screw,” Angel said. She grabbed her keys. “Think. You know that’s not my style.
That I don’t screw around,” Lucky said. He kissed her, leaning her against the car. She tried to
push him away, but he held her tighter.

She was beyond mad. “Leave me alone Lucky. You did enough,” Angel said. He kissed her
again, weakening her. “No. No Lucky, you don’t get a do-over,” Angel said pushing him away
and getting in her car. He hopped in beside her. “Get out,” Angel said. “One way or another
you are going to damn well listen to me,” he said. “Speak,” Angel said. “She was an old friend.
Someone I knew a lifetime ago. She works for the jeweler,” he said. “So what, you slept with her
for payment for the ring,” Angel said. “I didn’t sleep with her. She kissed me. She said she
wanted to give me a goodbye kiss,” he said. “Get out of the car Lucky,” Angel said. “I pushed
her away. I told her I was in love with my best friend and we were going to get married. She
apologized and gave me the ring and I came straight home to you,” Lucky said. “Go,” Angel
said. “You have to come home. I didn’t do anything wrong,” he said. “I need some time,” Angel
said. “I’ll give it to you. Please,” he said. He leaned over to kiss her. “Go,” Angel asked again.
He got out of the car and she pulled out, heading back to Dylan’s house. She walked in and he
was in the kitchen, cooking dinner. “Where were you,” he asked. “Talking to him,” Angel said.
“And,” he asked. “Completely confused,” Angel said. He handed her a plate of dinner and they
sat down together. She told him the details of the conversation. “So what are you going to do,”
he asked. “I just don’t know,” Angel said.

After dinner, she had a hot bath, then went to bed. Her head was swimming with thoughts.
There was a knock at the door. “You okay,” Dylan asked. “I guess,” Angel said. “Figure
anything out,” he asked. “I’m going home tomorrow,” Angel said. “You sure,” he asked. Angel
nodded. He sat down on the edge of her bed. “Only going to say one thing. He’s lucky as hell to
have you in his life. He screws up again, and he shouldn’t get to have you back,” Dylan said.
“Thanks,” Angel said sitting up in the bed. He hugged her. Their eyes met and he leaned in to
kiss her. She backed away. He kissed her cheek.

The next morning, as decided, she packed up and headed back to the brownstone. The minute
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him and into her bedroom, locking the door. Minutes later, she was sick. He ran to her side.
“Are you okay,” he asked. She brushed past him and back into her room. “Angel. Talk to me
dammit,” Lucky said. She was quiet. He sat down on the floor, leaning against the door. After a
few hours of rest, Angel went out. She wouldn’t say a word where she was going.

She came back around 4, as the girls were coming in from school. She walked upstairs and
locked the door. “Please don’t let this be positive,” Angel said to herself.

A little while later, Lucky came upstairs with the girls. Angel was curled up on the sofa with a
glass of juice. The girls came in and snuggled with Angel on the sofa, while Lucky sat on the
chair beside her hoping for a glance that would tell him things were okay. Once the girls drifted
off to sleep on the sofa, Lucky took them downstairs, then came back up. He walked into the
bathroom as Angel stood, brushing her teeth before bed. He looked on the counter and noticed a
pregnancy test. “Angel,” he said. She handed it to him and went to bed - It was negative.

“Angel,” he said walking into her bedroom. He laid down on the bed beside her. “I’m sorry,” he
said. She didn’t move. He tried to wrap his arm around her and she pushed him away.
“Nothing happened. I swear,” he said. “Then why was she on your dating thing,” Angel said.
He knew there was no explaining that away. “I deleted the account,” he said. “When? This
morning,” Angel asked. He knew it was sarcasm. “Talk to me,” he said. “Why? So you can tell
me some more lies,” Angel asked. He pulled her into his arms. He kissed her neck. “I don’t
want anyone but you. Can’t you see that,” he said. “Leave me alone,” Angel said. He kissed her
shoulder. “No Lucky. No. You don’t get a pass after a half-hearted I’m sorry,” Angel said
turning around to face him. He kissed her, trying to break down the defenses. She couldn’t fight
anymore. She gave in. He slid her satin nightshirt off and kissed her. “I love you,” he said. She
said nothing. “Say it,” he said. He kissed her hard again, sliding his jeans off. “I love you.
Whether you want to hear it or not, I do. I don’t want anyone but you,” he said. They made love
as he spent the entire time trying to convince her.

When Lucky got up in the morning, she wasn’t in the bed. He went into the TV room. No sign of
her. He went into the kitchen – spotless. She was gone. He checked the closet. Her suitcase was
there. He got the girls up and dressed and off to school, then got changed and headed into the
office. He called her office. “Sorry Mr. Lockheart. She’s not here,” her assistant said. “Did she
just say she wasn’t or is she really not in,” he asked. “She’s on vacation,” she replied. He hung
up and leaned back in his chair. He tried racking his brain.

Angel walked down by the water. Even though it was over an hour and a bit of a drive, she had
to get away. She left her cell phone off and sat down by the water. She tried to figure out what
to do. In times like this, she used to go to Lucky. Now, she had nobody. She calmed herself,
then hopped back in the car and took the long way home.

She walked in to a silent house. She turned on her computer – 10 messages that were all from
Lucky. She deleted them. She went into her bedroom and read her book, curled up in her
favorite sweatshirt. She heard Lucky come in with the girls a few hours later. Once he had them
down to bed around 9, he came upstairs. He walked in and straight to her bedroom. “Where
have you been,” he asked. “For a walk alone,” Angel said. “Nothing happened with her Angel.
I swear it on my kids,” he said. “Think we should just get the whole thing annulled,” Angel said.
“No,” he replied. “Nothing has changed. I still want you to be my wife. I am not losing you, or

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us,” he said. He sat on the bed facing her. “We got married because we love each other. That
hasn’t changed. It won’t. One stupid mistake isn’t going to change that,” he said. “What
mistake Lucky? Something else? You did sleep with her didn’t you,” Angel said. He kissed her.
“The only woman I have been with is you. Got me,” he said. He kissed her again. “The only
woman I want to be with is in my arms right now. Nothing is going to change that. Nobody and
nothing,” he said. He kissed her again, and convinced himself that he’d finally convinced her.

A few hours after he nodded off, Angel slipped out of bed. She went into the spare room and
stared at the dress. It was perfect. She’d felt like a princess. She grabbed her laptop and tried to
get some writing done, as she’d always done when she had problems sleeping. Her cell rang. “I
miss you,” Dylan said. “Thanks for making this oh so much worse,” Angel said. “What,” he
asked. “I’m staying,” she replied. “As long as you are staying for you and not some other
reason. I just want you to be happy,” he said. “I know. Things will be better this way,” Angel
said. “If you need anything,” he said. “Thanks,” Angel replied. She hung up and closed the
closet door, going into the TV room and falling asleep on the sofa.

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Chapter 8

Lucky got up in the morning, and noticed she wasn’t in bed. He got up and found her on the
sofa. He carried her into her bedroom, then went downstairs and got the girls dressed and off to
school. He came back in after dropping them off and she was still asleep on the bed. He slid
onto the bed beside her. She rolled over and put her head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm
around her, holding her close.

A few hours later, they woke up together. She went to get out of bed and he pulled her back into
his arms and kissed her. She didn’t fight him. “I’m sorry,” he said. He leaned towards her and
kissed her again, this time she didn’t hold back. “Whatever I have to do to get you back, just tell
me,” he said. He kissed her again. He slid her sweater off, caressing the satiny skin the sweater
hid. “Never again Lucky. Nobody,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Never,” he said. He made love
to her for the rest of the day. He had to make her believe him. He called his ex and got her to
pick the kids up. “They can stay with me until Sunday night,” she said.

Angel woke up, and Lucky was still at her side. He kissed her. “You got some email while we
were asleep. Just checked it,” he said. He handed her the laptop and curled up behind her. “The
place for the reception,” Angel said. “And,” he asked. “One month,” Angel said. “One month
for what,” he asked. “Well now three weeks,” Angel replied. “Seriously,” he said. “All we need
is addresses and guest list. They said they’d take care of sending everything and get them in the
mail tomorrow. The guy that married my parents said he’d come down whenever we needed
him. I called the church and reserved the date,” Angel said. “What do you need me to do,” he
asked. “Tuxes and groomsmen,” Angel replied. “Got it. Food,” he asked. “Buffet. Seafood,
Chicken or Roast Beef,” Angel said. “Cake,” he asked. She grabbed her magazine from under
the bed and showed him. “So you,” he said. “Photographer,” he asked. “Jake,” Angel said.
“Perfect,” he replied. “What about the bridesmaids,” he asked. “Done. Emailed them
yesterday,” Angel said. “The dresses are simple. Got one that is similar but in royal blue for my
mom,” Angel said. “So,” he said. “21st of June,” Angel replied. He kissed her. “Thought the
girls could be flower girls. Got their dresses on our trip,” Angel said. “Can I,” he asked. Angel
got up, slipping her satin robe on and tying the belt. She grabbed the dresses from the box with
her dress. She brought them in and showed them to him.

“You thought of everything,” he said. “Almost. Honeymoon,” Angel replied. “I’ll take care of
that one,” he said. He kissed her. He hung the flower girl dresses in her closet. “Lucky,” Angel
said. “Yep,” he replied. “Don’t make me regret this,” she replied. He laid back down beside her
on the bed. “Never,” he replied. They spent the evening writing out the guest list and sent their
lists to the invitation person. “Sort of like the fact that it will be a small thing,” he said. “I hear ya
there,” she replied.

The next three weeks were a blur for them both. Inbetween working, and planning, they were
exhausted. Everything was going to be as they planned though. The night before the wedding,
they had the rehearsal dinner. Their families were both there. “Attention everyone. We just
wanted to say a few words,” Lucky said getting everyone’s attention.

“We have been friends for what seems to everyone to be forever. If we’d known then, that we’d
met the person we were meant to be with, things would have been very different, instead of
knowing so far in that I couldn’t live without this woman. Thank you all for being here, and

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being part of our happy day and starting our life off as one happy family. To family,” Lucky said
as he leaned over and kissed Angel.

That night, the guys were determined to give him a bachelor party, and Angel’s best girlfriends
were determined to have a girl night to end all girl nights. After a long kiss goodbye, they both
headed off in their own directions. “I’ll call you,” he said. Angel nodded.

Lucky and the boys headed off to the regular bachelor party places. They headed into a bar, then
to a strip club, but he had no idea what was in store for him. He walked in and had a seat with
his friends. He looked up and noticed a familiar face. A former girlfriend of his was on the stage.
“Gotta make a call guys,” he said. Chance took his cell phone away from him. “Funny seeing
you here,” she whispered in his ear. She stepped off the stage. “Care to join me for a dance,” she
asked. “Thanks, but no,” Lucky said. “Scared,” she asked. “No. Just would feel a little weird
since I have known you your entire life,” Lucky said. “If I’d known you’d be this handsome,”
she whispered. “Have a good night though,” Lucky said. She wandered off. “Now you are just
ruining all the damn fun,” his friend said. “One woman man boys. No playing around for me,”
he said. They had a few more drinks then headed to the hotel.

Angel sat around with her girlfriends talking and laughing and reminiscing. The girls joined in,
until they fell asleep. Angel tucked them into bed and came back upstairs. She made sure the
doors were all locked then joined her girlfriends. “So Angel, when did you first know,” Crystal
asked. “Funny enough, was a sucker for him from day one, but I really knew the day he asked if
he could stay here and kissed me. Almost turned my knees to jell-o,” Angel said. “And,” her
other girlfriends asked trying to get in on the gossip. “And nothing. It’s been a whirlwind ever
since,” Angel said. “Wasn’t asking that. Details,” they joked. “Don’t kiss and tell,” Angel teased
back. “That good,” her friend Raven asked. Angel’s face started to go red. They sat up talking
for a few more hours, discussing all the horrid boyfriends that Lucky had been there through.
Around midnight, all the ladies headed back to the hotel, except the bridal party. Crystal pulled
her to the side. “Is everything okay between you two,” she asked. “Was rocky, but better now,”
Angel said. “I just don’t want you to make a mistake,” Crystal said. Angel hugged her. Her cell
rang.

“Baby, it’s me,” Lucky said. “So how goes the party,” Angel asked. “Over. God I wish you were
here,” he said. “Why’s that? Cold feet,” Angel joked. “Why am I so nervous when we’re already
married? Why the hell are we doing the can’t see you the night before the wedding thing
anyway,” he asked. “Tradition,” Angel said. “I miss you,” he said. “Go to bed,” Angel said.
“We told him we were writing our own vows. How are you doing,” he asked. “Done,” Angel
said. “Damn writer’s block,” he said. “Here’s an idea. Write from your heart,” Angel said. “I
love you,” he said. “Good start,” Angel said. “Love you too.” She hung up and headed back
into the bedroom. “So do we get to see the dress or what,” Crystal asked. “Not until tomorrow,”
Angel said. Crystal hadn’t even seen it.

The next morning, Angel woke up and had breakfast then her friend came to do her hair and
makeup, and the hair for the ladies. Around lunchtime, her mom and dad showed up. They
came in and her mom helped her with the dress, crying all the way through it. “You look
absolutely beautiful,” she said.

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It was white and cream satin. It had a fitted bodice with a flowing skirt. She felt like a princess.
She slid her heels on and came out with her mom. The photographer was snapping away.
Everyone was teary-eyed. The girls ran over to her to hug her. “You look like my Barbie,”
Lucky’s youngest said. Everyone giggled. The photographer took a few shots of Angel with the
girls, then continued to snap away until they headed to the church.

Angel snuck in the back door. The bridesmaids were behind her as was her mom. A few
minutes after they arrived, her dad came in. “That’s my little girl,” he said. Angel turned
towards him. “So what do you think,” Angel asked. “Just like a princess,” he said. Everyone got
a little choked up. The wedding started. The men headed in, then one by one, the flower girls
then the bridesmaids came in. When Angel came in, she could only see Lucky. She walked with
her dad towards him. He had tears in his eyes.

They made it through the ceremony until they asked for the vows.

“Angel,” they asked. “Lucky, you are my best friend, my shoulder to cry on, my rock and the
one man I want to spend my forever with. I love you, I love the girls, and I couldn’t imagine not
having you in my life. I want to spend nights in your arms, and the rest of our lives hand in
hand. Through the smiles and the tears, I promise to be yours forever,” Angel said.

He tried to wipe away his tears. “Angel, from the second we met, I knew we were meant to be
together. Through all the time I was your shoulder to cry on, I dreamt of this day. I love you and
I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. No matter what our future holds, I promise to
always be with you, hand in hand for the rest of our lives.”

They exchanged the rings, for the second time, then came “I now pronounce you man and wife.”

They kissed, then headed to get the rest of the pictures done.

The rest of the day was a blur. Everything was perfect. They headed to the hotel afterwards, to a
room filled with roses. “You really are absolutely beautiful,” he said as he carried his bride into
their bedroom. He kissed her, then put her down. She slipped her dress off, then turned as
Lucky pulled her into his arms. “And look at that, another surprise for me,” he joked as he
kissed Angel again. He slid out of his tux and Angel slipped into her lingerie she’d bought for
that night.

“Angel, I have to admit something,” he said. “What’s that,” she replied as she put her heels away
with the dress. “Something happened last night,” he said. Angel stopped dead in her tracks.
She grabbed her jeans from her bag with her sweater, slipping them onto the counter. She sat
down on the edge of the counter. “What,” Angel said almost dreading the answer. “I bumped
into Kristy last night,” he said. “As in your ex Kristy? The one you’ve known your entire life,”
she asked. “She was working at the bar,” he said. “Tell me he didn’t sleep with her,” she said in
a silent prayer. “What happened,” Angel asked.

“We talked for a little bit. She left work once she saw me there. We talked outside,” he said.
“Oh really,” Angel said. “She made a pass at me,” he said. Angel had her jeans and sweater in
her hand. “I’d had a few too many, she’d had a few,” he said. Angel slid her jeans on. “She
kissed me. One thing led to another and we were in the car making out. I stopped it before

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anything else happened though. I swear,” he said as she pulled on her sweater. Angel grabbed
her bag from the closet and threw her makeup and clothes into it. She put the dress in the dress
bag. “What was that,” he said. Angel was dressed. Everything was packed. “Where are you
going,” he asked. “You lied. You made me a promise and you broke it. Where the hell do you
think I am going,” Angel said. He got up and grabbed her bag away from her. “No. It was a
stupid drunk thing. Nothing else happened,” he said. She grabbed the bag from him and
walked towards the door. He jumped in front of the door. “No. Not now. Not after all of this,”
he said. “Get out of the way Lucky,” Angel said. “No. Not after everything that we’ve gone
through,” he said. “Move,” she said. “No. You aren’t leaving,” he said. He looked in her eyes
and saw that they were filled with tears. “Angel,” he said trying to wrap his arms around her.
“No,” she said pushing him away and walking out the door. She got on the elevator, hailed a cab
and went home.

Angel woke up the next morning, in her jeans and sweater, curled up on her bed. She looked
around at all the gifts that were in the apartment and slid under the covers to try and forget them.
Twenty-four hours later, her phone was ringing off the hook. “Angel, it’s Crystal. I’m still in
town. Call me at the hotel. I know you’re going to pick up the messages. Please. We’re all
worried about you. Lucky is losing it,” she’d said. The other messages were more of the same
from her other friends.

Angel went into her bag. The honeymoon tickets were in it. The flight was supposed to leave on
the Tuesday morning. She unpacked, then packed a bag, grabbed the tickets and called the travel
agent. “Only thing I can do is cancel the other plane ticket. There’s a $50.00 fee, but it’s done.
The money will be refunded onto your card.” Angel put her bag by the door and freshened up.
She had an hour to get ready. She locked up the brownstone, put the security alarm on in her
unit, and headed to the airport.

Angel stepped off the plane and into paradise. She hopped onto the shuttle to the resort and put
her bags in the back. She got her key and they took her out to her cabana. It had a view that was
breathtaking. Angel unpacked, then slipped on her bikini and relaxed outside in the sun. “Mrs.
Lockheart. We have a call for you from the main land. He said his name is Lucky,” the attendant
said. “Did you tell him I was here,” Angel asked. “No. We said we would check to see if
someone with that name had checked in,” he said. “Then tell him there is no such person here,”
Angel said. They did as she asked.

The first night, she had dinner alone. Just her, the stars and the white sand beach. She sipped
her red wine and relaxed as she took in the warm salty ocean breeze. The second day, she went
down to the beach. She didn’t want the company mind you, but she didn’t want to be alone
either. By the third and fourth day, she’d finally calmed down. She was getting a tan and
enjoying the beach. The last day there, she walked all the way down the beach. She came back
and packed, then headed back to the airport. She called Dylan, and got him to change the locks
for the upstairs unit. He promised to pick her up at the airport.

Angel stepped off the plane and grabbed her bags, meeting Dylan outside. “I changed the ones
you asked. Still think you should stay with me,” he said. “I have to go home and pick up where
I left off. I have a million things to do, firstly sending back the wedding gifts,” Angel said. “You
shouldn’t. Just take some chill time,” Dylan said. Angel got back to her place and was instantly
overwhelmed. There were packages everywhere.

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Angel took a couple of days to sift through everything. She sent thank you’s for all of them,
signing Lucky’s name to the cards. She put everything away in it’s place. There was only one
box left. It was from Lucky. She knew he’d slipped it in with the others to get her attention. He
never even knew she was home. It was a small, blue box with white ribbon. She tried to put it
off, but as it was the last thing to open, she knew she couldn’t wait forever.

She opened the box. Inside it was a heart shaped box. She opened it and found a diamond heart
and a diamond four-leaf clover pendant. Her eyes filled with tears. She slid it on her necklace.
She got up from the floor, drawing herself a hot bubble bath. She slipped into the tub and tried
to relax. She knew the water running was bound to draw attention. She finished her bath, then
slid on her satin nightshirt. A few minutes after she slid into bed, there was a faint knock at the
door. Angel looked into the peephole. It was the girls. Angel opened the door, then locked it
behind them.

“Are you mad at us,” they asked. “No. You two didn’t do anything,” Angel said. “Don’t you
love daddy anymore,” his youngest asked. “I do, but there’s nothing I can do right now to fix it,”
Angel said. “You found daddy’s present,” his eldest said. “Yep,” Angel said. “We helped him
pick it out,” Erica said. “You two picked really well,” Angel said as her eyes welled up again.
“Don’t cry,” Emma said hugging Angel. They both hugged her. “Why don’t we have a slumber
party just us tonight,” Angel suggested. She grabbed the blankets from the closet and put them
on the futon. They curled up and watched Cinderella, and the girls fell asleep. Angel went into
her room, dried her tears and tried to catch some sleep.

The next morning, the girls went downstairs to get ready to go to their mom’s. Angel gave them
a kiss goodbye and locked the door. She sat down in the spare room and looked at her dress.
“Not even 24 hours,” Angel said to herself. “24 hours what,” Dylan said standing behind her.
“How did you get in here,” Angel asked. “Extra key. Yes I locked it, and no he didn’t see
anything,” Dylan said. “So as I said, 24 hours what?” “Not even 24 hours after the big wedding
before he broke his promise,” Angel said. “So I see you got through all the gifts,” Dylan said.
“Had to get them out of my sight. I just can’t believe this. From him especially,” Angel said.
Dylan sat down beside her. “Is there anything I can do,” he asked. “I think I just need to be
alone. Maybe I should sell the brownstone. I don’t know,” Angel said. “Just take some you
time. You just need a really good hug,” Dylan said. He wrapped his arm around her and she
cried on his shoulder. She let go as he stared into her crystal blue eyes. He went to kiss her and
she got up. “I’m going to head to the gym. A workout is all I need to get rid of the anger,” Angel
said. Dylan headed home. “If you need anything,” he said. Angel nodded and he left. She
locked the door.

An hour or so later, she was about to head out to the gym, when there was a knock at the door.
She went and answered it. It was Lucky. She went to slam the door shut and he came in. He
pulled her into his arms and kissed her. He picked her up in his arms, wrapping her legs around
him and not letting her up for air for a split second. He laid her on the bed, slipping her workout
gear off. “Lucky,” Angel said. He pulled his shirt off and threw his jeans to the floor. He kissed
her again, taking her breath away. He made love to her until they both ran out of energy. “I’m
sorry,” he said. Angel rolled over and got up, she grabbed her jeans and shirt, slipping them on.
“Where are you going,” Lucky asked. “Somewhere,” Angel said. “No. You can’t leave,” he said.
“I can’t stay here. Not with you here,” Angel said. He got up, pinning her to the door. He kissed
her again. “You can’t. You can’t go,” he said. “You caused this Lucky. Not me,” Angel said. He

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kissed her again, trying to get her back into the bed. “No. You don’t get a do-over. No,” Angel
said trying to push him away. He grabbed her hands. “I’m not playing you for a fool Angel. I
love you. It’s been hell without you. Please,” Lucky said. She tried pushing him away. “Please
baby,” he said pulling her close again. He kissed her hard. “Please.”

She tried to push him out of the way and walked away. She got half way down the steps before
he stopped her. “Angel, you can’t leave,” Lucky said. “I can Lucky, and I am,” Angel said. She
got to the front door and he stood in her path. “Just stay and talk this out with me. Please,” he
said. “No Lucky. I am done talking to you. I can’t believe anything you say anymore,” Angel
said. He took the bag from her hand. “Please. Give me one day. If we can’t figure things out,
then I’ll let you go,” he said as his eyes welled. “You went too far Lucky. How the hell do I trust
anything you say after that,” Angel asked. “Please,” he begged. “One day. That’s all you get,”
Angel said.

He took her bag back up to her unit and locked the door behind them. “So go ahead and talk,”
Angel said. “I thought I should tell you the truth. One damn stupid night of drinking before I
had the big wedding in the big church, and I screwed up. I was drinking. Maybe too much, but I
made a mistake and admitted to it. You trying to tell me nothing happened between you and
Dylan,” Lucky said. “No. I know nothing happened between me and him. I wouldn’t do that,”
Angel said. “I messed up. Fact is, nothing changes the fact that I love you. That I don’t know
what to do without you. I am lost without you. Can’t you see that,” he said. “You do look like
crap,” Angel said. “I can’t sleep. I can’t concentrate on anything. All I keep picturing is you
with some other man laying in my bed on our honeymoon,” Lucky said. “Well, I guess that’s one
thing I can set in stone. I laid on the beach alone. Ate dinner alone, and relaxed alone. I needed
the time away from you,” Angel said. “You were there,” he said. “I wanted to be alone Lucky,”
Angel said. “Didn’t you realize I was going nuts trying to find you? We all were,” Lucky said.
“And? Whose damn fault was it that all this happened? Sure as hell wasn’t mine,” Angel said.
She got up and made some tea. He followed her into the kitchen. “I made a huge mistake.
Please,” he said. “If I do Lucky, you’ll just do it again. That will make me the fool,” Angel said.

He took the tea from her hand and kissed her. “I am not going another day without you. What
happened, happened and it’s done and overwith. It won’t happen again. I swear,” he said.
“That’s it? That’s all you’ve got,” Angel said. She took her tea and walked past him, sitting on
the sofa. “What do you want me to do,” he asked. “Prove it,” Angel said. “How,” Lucky asked.
“Think of something. Until then, consider me gone,” Angel said. She got up and put her tea cup
in the dishwasher, then had a hot bubble bath. An hour later, she heard the door open. “I
figured out a way,” he said. “What’s that,” Angel said. He pulled back his shirt and pulled off a
bandage. He’d tattooed her name on him. “Proof enough,” he said putting the bandage back on.
“Maybe we just need to take some alone time Lucky. You need to get the wild oats out of your
system, and I need some me time,” Angel said. He slid his jeans off and sat down in the tub with
her, pulling her into his arms. He pulled the bandage off. “I don’t have any wild oats left. I
want one woman and that one woman is in my arms right now. Got me,” he said. She got up
and pulled the towel around herself. He followed her, pulling the drain on the tub. He grabbed
a towel and dried off. “Angel, what don’t you get? I love you. I was stupid and made a mistake,
but I love you. If I didn’t I wouldn’t have asked you to marry me. Please,” he said pulling her
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He tried to turn her to face him. She had tears streaming down her face. “Actions speak louder
than words Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her, holding her tight in his arms. She tried to break
free, but he kissed her harder. He backed her up to the bed and laid her down. He leaned onto
the bed beside her and kissed her. She turned over and he curled up beside her, wrapping his
arms around her. They fell asleep in each other’s arms.

The next morning, he woke up and she wasn’t in bed. He walked out to the TV room, and she
was on the sofa. He made some coffee for them both and put a cup on the table beside her.
“Morning,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “I have 12 hours left to convince you,” he said.
“Whatever,” Angel said. She turned over and went back to sleep. “Up. We have reservations,”
he said. “Where,” Angel grumbled. “Massage,” he said. “Don’t tell me,” Angel said. “Hot stone
massage for two,” Lucky replied. He handed her a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. “Let’s go,” Lucky
said. She got up and freshened up, then headed to the spa with Lucky.

She arrived and they took them in right away. They relaxed and had their massages, then got
changed. “Now what,” Angel said. “Follow me,” Lucky said. They walked out the door and
hopped into the truck. “Where are you kidnapping me to now,” Angel asked. He drove towards
the airport. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Packed for both of us. Just go with it,” he said. “Where in the
hell are you taking me,” Angel asked. He parked the car and they headed into the airport.

Within minutes, they were on a plane. “Where the hell are you taking me,” Angel asked.
“Somewhere where we can be alone, just you and me. No phones, no computers,” he said. “No
access to the world. I get it, but where,” Angel asked.

The flight landed and they hopped onto another plane. Lucky still wouldn’t tell her. All she
knew was there was sunshine. By the time they finally got to their destination, the sun was
setting. “Got the keys. Let’s go,” he said. “Lucky, I swear. I told you 12 hours,” Angel said.
“Guess we passed that,” he joked. They walked into their room, and Angel headed straight for
the balcony. “What was the damn point of all of this,” Angel asked. He turned her towards him
and kissed her. “The fact that I am not letting you walk away. The fact that I love you and don’t
know where I would be without you is the point,” he said as he kissed her. “We were supposed
to have our honeymoon, and now we are,” he said. “Who says you haven’t lost me for good,”
Angel said. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. “That does,” he said as he kissed her
again.

Angel unpacked and tried to relax. “Taking off and trying to do a do-over for the honeymoon
isn’t exactly what I was thinking,” Angel said. He sat down on the bed, then curled up next to
her. “I made a mistake Angel. This was supposed to be time for us to be alone – just you and me.
I don’t care how long we have to stay here. By the time we leave, we’ll be okay again. Please,”
Lucky said. He kissed her and wrapped his arms around her. “You really don’t get it. You
wanted to be with someone other than me. This whole thing was a mistake,” Angel said. She got
up and walked out, grabbing a key and heading for the beach. She walked along the water until
she found a quiet spot, then sat down to collect her thoughts. She tried to calm herself and relax,
but all the tension came back. “Now, I lose my best friend and my husband all in the same damn
shot,” Angel thought to herself as the tears streamed down her face. She wiped them away the
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“Where the hell are you,” Dylan asked. “Florida,” Angel said. “Trying to make up for screwing
up is he,” Dylan asked. “Just take care of the brownstone for me. I’ll be back in a day or two,”
Angel said. “Okay. We’ll talk when you get back,” he said. Angel hung up. “You’re actually
booked up until the end of the week,” the desk attendant said. “May be making an earlier exit,”
Angel said. “Just let us know,” she said.

Angel headed back up to the room. Lucky was asleep on the bed. Angel sat down on the
balcony. “Where did you go,” he asked, still half-asleep. “For a walk to clear my head,” Angel
said. “And,” he asked. “Still pissed off,” Angel said. He got up and walked towards her.
“What,” Angel said. “Come to bed. We’ll talk in the morning,” he said. “No,” Angel said. He
picked her up from the chair and carried her to bed. She rolled over so she wasn’t facing him and
tried to get to sleep.

The next morning, she woke up with Lucky’s arms wrapped around her. “Good morning,” he
said. “Whatever,” Angel said. She went to move and he pulled her closer to him. “All of this
over a stupid kiss,” Lucky said. “All of this over the fact that I was right in the first place. I don’t
know why I let myself get all caught up in this anyway. I was right from day one Lucky,” Angel
said. He turned her towards him and saw the tears. He kissed her. “I don’t kiss anyone but you
like that. Nobody. I don’t want someone else Angel. I want you,” he said. He kissed her again
and held her close. “You can convince yourself of that, but you can’t fool me Lucky,” Angel said
pushing him away and getting up, walking towards the balcony. She looked out onto the water
and tried to stop the tears. He got up and walked towards her. “Angel,” he said. She grabbed
her bathing suit, changed in the bathroom and headed down to the beach with her MP3 player
and her towel.

She laid down on the beach and tried to relax. A half hour later, Lucky was at her side. “Can’t
just let me have alone time can you,” Angel said. “We’re going to figure this out one way or
another before we leave here, and I am not leaving until you take me back,” Lucky said. Angel
shook her head and put her head down on the chaise. He leaned over and kissed her shoulder.
“Stop okay,” Angel said. “No. I won’t. What the hell is it going to take? I don’t know what else
to do Angel. Please,” Lucky said. She turned her music up. A little while later, she woke up to
Lucky putting sunscreen on her back. “Didn’t want you to burn,” he said. She rolled over and
closed her eyes. He leaned over and kissed her, and for once she didn’t fight him. They had a
late lunch on the beach, then Angel headed back to the room to cool off. Lucky followed hoping
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Chapter 9

Lucky walked into the room as she was drawing herself a shower. He slipped in with her.
“Can’t even have a shower alone,” Angel commented. “Hell no,” he said pulling her into his
arms and kissing her. “I know what you are thinking. Don’t bother,” Angel said. He kissed her
again, pulling her into a passionate and breathtaking kiss. He turned the water off and carried
her to the bed. “Lucky,” Angel said. “No. No more bullshit,” he said laying her on the bed. He
made love to her, slowly, tenderly, trying as hard as he could to convince her that he was being
true to her.

After, he pulled her into his arms. “I really am sorry. I didn’t know what I was doing. I love you
Angel. I don’t want to be without you,” he said. He looked over and she was fast asleep in his
arms. He couldn’t help but smile. An hour or so later, Angel got up and got changed for dinner.
“Where are you off to,” he asked. “Dinner,” Angel said. “Five minutes,” he said. “Whatever,”
Angel said. He got cleaned up and dressed and they headed off to dinner.

“Mr. and Mrs. Lockheart. Welcome,” the waiter said. “Champagne, courtesy of the hotel.” The
waiter opened the champagne and poured them two glasses. “Your dinner should be out in a
few moments.” “What does he mean by that,” Angel said. “Ordered something special for
dinner,” he said. Angel sipped her champagne. They brought dinner and salad. He’d ordered
lobster. They had a nice quiet dinner, then went for a walk on the beach. “Angel, tell me you
forgive me so we can enjoy the rest of this,” he said. “I don’t know if I do Lucky,” Angel said as
she sat down on the sand. She slid her shoes off. He grabbed her sandals and they walked.
Once they got to the quiet end of the beach, he pulled her into his arms and kissed her. “I love
you ya know,” he said. He kissed her again and they sat down together under a palm tree. She
was so quiet. “I can hear the gears turning,” he teased. He held her in his arms and for the first
time in a while, he felt calm. Like there was a chance that he hadn’t lost her after all.

After a while, they headed back to their room. Angel slipped on her satin nightshirt that Lucky
loved and sat out on the balcony. “Coming to bed,” he asked. She was still quiet. He walked out
to her and sat down beside her. “Really is beautiful out here isn’t it,” Lucky said. Angel nodded.
He turned and held out his hand, then she got up and he pulled her into his arms as they looked
out at the water. He kissed her neck. She turned to face him. The tears were gone. She tried to
read him, but couldn’t. He kissed her holding her close in his arms. She put her head on his
shoulder and wrapped her arms around him. His hugs always did cure things in her life. She
hoped this time wouldn’t be different.

He lifted her chin so she was looking him in the eyes. He leaned in and kissed her, pulling her
close in his arms. He lifted her up and carried her to bed. He took this as a fresh start. He took
his time. His kisses trailed down her body as he slid her nightshirt off. He came back up and
kissed her again as she slid her legs around him. They made love and curled up together all
night. “I love you,” he said as they were falling asleep. She didn’t say a word.

He got up the next morning, later than he had planned. She wasn’t there. He checked the closet
– her bag was packed. He headed downstairs to the restaurant and found her having breakfast in
her bikini. “Was wondering where the hell you went,” he said. “Just finishing breakfast. Flight
leaves at 2,” Angel said. “What are you talking about,” he asked. She signed for breakfast then
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her. “What do you mean the flight leaves at 2,” he said. “Just what I said,” Angel replied. She
leaned back on her chaise. “I said we weren’t leaving here until everything was okay,” he said.
Angel shook her head and closed her eyes. “Angel,” Lucky said. “What,” Angel replied. “Did
you hear me,” he said. “I heard you. I have to go home Lucky,” Angel said. “But,” he said. She
put a finger against his lips. He took her hand and kissed it. “Are you,” he said. “I don’t know,”
Angel said. “Then I have 4 hours left,” he said picking her up off the chaise and running for the
water. “Don’t you dare,” Angel said. He threw her in. “You are so dead,” Angel said. She
splashed him and they joked around in the water. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her.
She dunked him and headed for the beach. He pulled her back into his arms. “What,” Angel
said. “I want to remember this,” he said. “Remember what,” Angel said. He kissed her and slid
back into the water with her tight in his arms. “We can’t stay forever Lucky. We have to go
home,” Angel said. He kissed her again to quiet her. She tried to swim away, and he pulled her
back. “Say it,” he said. Angel dunked him and took off for the shore. She grabbed her towel and
headed back to the room.

She came back to the room, and hopped in the hot shower to get ready for the flight home. He
came in with her, pulling her into his arms again. She tried to finish her shower, in between the
kisses, then hopped out and got changed. He kissed her, leaning her against the wall. “We have
3 hours,” he said. “Actually, an hour and a half. We have to leave,” Angel said. He kissed her
again. She finished getting changed, with no help from Lucky. They headed back to the airport
and headed home.

Half way home, he wrapped his arm around Angel. “I love you Angel,” Lucky said. “Have to
go to the little girl’s room,” Angel said. She gave him a look, and he knew just what she was
thinking. He followed minutes later. “Damn tease,” he whispered. She kissed him. “Seriously,”
he said. She nodded. Fantasy #2 of his that came true that afternoon – mile high club. She
headed back to her seat, and he followed a few minutes later. “Please fasten your seatbelts,” the
pilot said.

They headed home, after going through customs, and Angel walked upstairs to her unit. Lucky
followed. “Angel,” he said. “What,” she asked. “Convince you,” he asked pulling her into his
arms and into a passionate kiss. Angel heard the door open and four little feet running up the
steps. “You’re home,” Emma said. She hugged Lucky’s leg. Erica hugged Angel. “We’re
home,” Lucky said. He gave the girls a big hug and so did Angel. They had a nice dinner
together than Angel and Lucky watched a movie with them and tucked them into bed. “You’re
happy again Daddy,” Emma said. “Definitely,” Lucky replied giving her a hug and kiss. “We
love you Angel,” Erica said. “Love you too,” Angel replied as she hugged and kissed them good
night.

Angel went back upstairs and started to get ready for bed herself. She slid off her dress, hanging
it up and pulled on Lucky’s favorite t-shirt. He came in and saw her. She slid into bed, and
turned the light off. He got undressed and slid in beside her. “Had to steal my favorite shirt
didn’t you,” he said. “It’s so comfy,” Angel teased. “I’ll give you comfy alright,” he said slipping
the shirt off. “Oh well,” Angel said jokingly. He pulled her into his arms. “So are we,” he asked.
“Still not 100%, but better,” Angel said. He kissed her as she wrapped her legs around his. “I
know what the 100% would be,” he said. “And what might that be Mr. Lockheart,” Angel asked.
He kissed her and held her in his arms. He just missed the feel of her skin against his. “I love
you. Just don’t ever doubt that,” he said. “I love you too,” Angel said.

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The next morning, Lucky woke up and heard Angel in the other room with the girls. He slid his
jeans on and came out. “What are you guys up to,” Lucky asked. “Getting things together for
the fireworks tonight,” Angel said. “Ah,” Lucky replied leaning over to give Angel a kiss good
morning. The girls giggled. “Can we go to the carnival this afternoon,” Emma asked. “You two
go get dressed and we’ll head down” Lucky said. They took off down the steps and Lucky
leaned down to kneel in front of Angel. “Have I told you I loved you yet today,” he asked. She
shook her head and grinned. She stood up and walked towards the bathroom. “What,” he said,
“Have to get ready for the carnival remember,” Angel said. He watched the satin robe slip off
her shoulders. She stepped into the hot steamy shower.

He slipped his jeans off and hopped in behind her. He watched the water bead against her soft
skin, the bubbles from the shampoo trace her curves. The minute she rinsed the conditioner from
her hair, he pulled her into his arms. “What,” Angel said. He picked her up, leaning her against
the wall. The water pulsated against his back. “They’ll be back up here in 10 minutes,” Angel
said. He kissed her and she wrapped her legs around his waist. He made love to her in the
shower. Her legs slipped to the floor of the tub. “Finish. I’m going to get dressed,” Angel said.
She headed for the bedroom. He watched her walk out, then finished his shower. “You are one
lucky ass,” he said to himself.

He turned the shower off and wrapped his towel around him. He went to turn on the coffee, and
noticed a note on the coffee package.

Look on the bedroom counter

He laughed and turned the coffee on. He walked into the bedroom and saw a box with a note.

Open me

He opened the box as Angel pulled on her sundress on top of her string bikini. He saw the
picture of the two of them from the trip to Florida. He pulled it out and found the last note.

I love you too.

Angel went into the kitchen and finished making his coffee, then started getting things together
for the day. The girls came running in. “Hey Angel,” he said from the bedroom. “Come here a
sec,” he said. She walked in. He saw the string bikini, the sundress that drove him nuts. He
pinned her against the wall and kissed her. “They’re waiting,” Angel said. “Tease,” he joked,
smacking her with the towel. She pulled her hair into a ponytail and headed into the TV room.
Lucky pulled his shorts and t-shirt on and came out of the bedroom. “Ready,” he asked as Angel
handed him his coffee. They all hopped in the car and headed off to the carnival.

Within minutes, they were there and the kids had bumped into their friends. “Can we go with
them,” Erica asked. “Meet back here at 2:30,” Lucky said to Erica’s friend’s mom. “No problem,”
she said. “Keep an eye on each other okay. Hold this. It’s for lunch. Tell her mom to call me if
you need anything okay,” Lucky said. “Okay Dad,” Erica said as her and Emma headed off.
“Already ditching are we,” Angel teased. He picked her up and kissed her. They wandered
around and headed for the games. “I bet you,” Angel teased. “Whoever wins,” he said getting a

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smirk ear to ear. “Whoever wins gets to pick the prize,” Angel said. They played and Angel
won. She got a teddy bear for the girls. He walked past another one. “Pick a prize,” he said. She
laughed. “At least it’s not a real baseball bat,” he said. They both laughed. He won it for her,
then they got something for Erica and headed for the beach, dropping the winnings in the truck.
“Remember that day…the freak rainstorm,” he said. They both laughed as they curled up by the
rocks on the beach. She leaned into his arms.

That memory was one of Lucky’s favorites. They’d decided to hang out on the beach that day,
and there was a freak rainstorm. They ran for the carousel and got enough tickets for an hour or
two on the carousel. “Nice to know you aren’t so girly girly,” Lucky had said. “Nah. Will leave
that up to you,” Angel teased. He Chanced her onto the carousel and they ended up on the
sleigh of the carousel. They curled up together to warm each other up. He’d almost kissed her
that day.

“You know, that’s the day I figured out that we were more than just friends,” Lucky said.
“Meaning,” Angel asked still curled up in his arms. “The day I realized how sexy you were.
How I wanted you all for myself,” he said. He kissed Angel. “Now you’re all mine forever,” he
said. “Think so do you,” Angel said. She got up. “Where the heck do you think you’re going,”
he asked. “Was just going to slip the sundress off,” Angel said. She slipped the top half off
leaving it as a skirt. He got up and started walking towards her. She took off down the pathway
and headed towards the pier. He caught up to her by her favorite tree. He kissed her, picking
her up in his arms. “Lucky? Shit. Lockheart. What’s up! It’s James. Haven’t seen you in years,”
James said from the docks. Lucky went over with Angel to say hi. “Damn. When did you get
this puppy,” Lucky asked. “A little while ago. First summer. So this must be Angel,” he said.
“Yep. James and I are old friends from high school,” Lucky said. “About time you two got
together,” James said. “We’re just heading off to grab the girls. See you around James,” Lucky
said. “You two are welcome to watch the fireworks on the boat tonight if you want,” James said.
“Will let you know. Give me a shout on my cell,” Lucky replied as they headed off.

As they walked through the crowd, the rain started lightly. They headed back to the rocks and
sat down feeling every drop of the rain. “You thinking what I am,” Lucky asked. Angel kissed
him. “Don’t need the sleigh for that,” Angel said. His phone rang. “We’re at Jessie’s house.
We’re gonna watch a movie here ok,” Erica said. “I’ll be over there around dinner time to get
you two. Behave,” Lucky said.

They headed for the truck, walking through the rain. They laughed, both drenched. They
hopped in and headed home for a warm-up. They pulled into the driveway and headed upstairs.
“I swear you wore that intentionally,” Lucky said. “What, this,” Angel said pulling off the bikini
bottoms. He picked her up in his arms, laying her onto the bed. “Had a feeling you’d like it,”
Angel said as he pulled the sundress off. “I swear. I will so get you for this,” he said. She
slipped the top off and went to grab her jeans. He pulled her back to the bed. He kissed her.
“Ah, the old fashioned warm up,” Angel said. He slid his shorts and tee off, then they slid under
the covers to warm up.

An hour or two later, his cell rang. He checked the number and didn’t recognize it. “Hello,” he
said. “Hey Lucky. It’s Kristy,” she said. He got out of bed and went into the kitchen. “What are
you doing calling me, and where the hell did you get the number,” Lucky asked. “You gave it to
me, secondly, what’s the problem,” she asked. “Did I or did I not tell you that I was getting

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married? You know how this looks,” he said. “Figured you’d be bored by now. Might need
some spice,” she said. “Right. Like I need that. Already have enough problems. What did you
want,” he asked. “Think you already know that Lucky. Wanted another chance at what I always
did want” she replied. “Well, unfortunately for you, it belongs to someone else now,” Lucky
said. “And she probably won’t share will she,” she replied. “No. We just got married. I don’t
want to share her either. Just cut the crap. Lose the number,” he said hanging up. He came
around the corner to Angel standing there with her arms crossed.

“Angel, it’s not what you are thinking,” he said. “Hope you and Kristy had a worthwhile chat
Lucky,” Angel said walking into the bedroom. She pulled on her jeans. “We didn’t do
anything,” he said. “Right,” Angel said. She pulled her bra on, then her t-shirt and her boots.
“Where are you going,” he said. “The hell away from this bullshit,” Angel said. “You are not
walking out again,” he said. He locked the door and locked the latch at the top of the door. “I
swear Lucky. You lie to me twice about the same damn thing. Go sleep with her. That’s what
she damn well wants. For all I know you probably did. Should I call her and ask her what you
two did or should I wait for lie #2,” Angel said. He kissed her. “That’s all that happened.
Nothing else. She tried for something more, and I had enough sense to walk away. I kept
picturing how mad you’d be and couldn’t do it,” he said. “So you were tempted,” Angel said.
“If I had been single, who knows. Fact is, I’m not and I’m glad I’m not. I love you. Get it
through your head,” he said. “What the hell did she want Lucky,” Angel asked. “The one think
she’ll never have. Doesn’t even matter,” he said. “No more calls like that. Promise,” Angel said.
“Told her not to call in the first place,” he said. She threw her runners on and Lucky got
changed, then they headed off to pick up the girls.

“Stop thinking that I’m going to cheat,” he said. “Can you blame me,” she asked. They pulled
up to the stop light and he leaned over and kissed her. “That’s yours and nobody else’s,” he said.
They pulled into the driveway and he went inside to get them. “Thanks,” Lucky said emerging
from the house. He waved goodbye and the girls ran out to the truck and hopped in. “So, which
movie did you watch,” Angel asked as they buckled themselves in. “Cinderella,” they said. “Ah.
One of my favorites,” Angel said. “Off to gramma’s,” Lucky said as they pulled out and headed
to his mom’s.

They arrived and were put to work right away. Angel got part of the dinner together and Lucky
worked on the BBQ. The kids all played together in the back yard. His mom came in to relieve
Angel. “Almost ready. Shouldn’t be too much longer,” Angel said. “Chicken’s almost finished,”
Lucky said. “You two go sit. Thank you for all the help,” his mom said. “No problem,” Lucky
and Angel said. Everyone sat around chatting and laughing. “So how was the dream
honeymoon,” his sister asked. “Beautiful,” Angel replied. “Where did you two go,” she asked.
“Naples in Florida,” Angel said. “Wow. Must have been beautiful,” she said. “Was definitely a
lot of fun,” Angel said. “You two got amazing tans,” his brother said. “Was toasty down there.
Just the right temperature,” Lucky said. “Dinner is served,” his mom said as his dad pulled the
chicken off the grill. The kids ran up to the kitchen.

Once dinner was done, the kids played a while longer, then the fireworks started. Everyone
walked down towards the water and Lucky pulled Angel back. “What,” she said. He pulled her
into his arms and kissed her. “Don’t ever doubt this. Ever,” he said. She wrapped her arms
around him as he kissed her again. “Warm enough,” he asked. “Didn’t even notice the cold,”
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fireworks. “Hey,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “Meet me upstairs,” he said. “The fireworks,”
Angel said. “I’ll give you fireworks,” he whispered. “What you two whispering about,” his dad
said emerging from the kitchen. “Nothing,” Lucky said. “I know when you’re lying. Known
you your entire life remember,” his dad said. “Just husband and wife stuff,” Lucky said. “Know
that,” he said. “How do you think we got three of ya?” Lucky laughed. They went inside. “She
better not catch you two…..she might ground your butt,” he said joking. He went up to his old
bedroom. “She still has everything,” Angel said. “As if I never bloody left,” he joked. He kissed
her and pulled her into his arms. “If these walls could talk,” Angel said as he undid the buttons
on her shirt. “Would definitely have stories to tell,” he said. He kissed her and pulled her into
his lap. “One track mind tonight or what,” Angel joked. He kissed her again. “They’ll be in any
minute,” Angel said. He undid her jeans. “You’re serious,” Angel said. “As a heart attack,” he
said. She slid her jeans off and he pulled her back into his lap. “Don’t know what’s got into you
today,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Holy crap,” Angel said trying to be quiet. He leaned
over and pinned her to the soft carpet. “Damn,” Angel said. “Shit,” Lucky said as he heard the
sliding door open. He kissed her and they got up quickly, pulling their things back on. “Always
wanted to do that,” Lucky whispered in her ear. “Oh really,” Angel said. He kissed her neck
again as his hand slid under her shirt. “Did you see the fireworks dad,” Emma said yawning.
“Definitely,” he said as he and Angel giggled. “I’m tired,” Erica said. “Why don’t the kids stay
here tonight? You two can pick them up in the morning or something,” his mom said. “If it’s
okay with you two,” Lucky said asking his daughters. “Okay,” they said as they walked down
the hall and hopped into the guest bed. Lucky went down and tucked them in.

“You know, he’s been in love with you forever. Ever since you two met,” his mom said. “Think
maybe I loved him too way back then,” Angel said. “Make him happy, no matter what,” his
mom said. “Will definitely try,” Angel said. “Whatever he did to get you mad, it’s not worth
losing that kind of love,” his mom said. “We know mom,” Lucky said coming back in. “I don’t
want to hear about you getting another divorce. No more of that,” she said. “Trust me mom.
Don’t think that will be happening,” Lucky said. He wrapped his arms around Angel. “They
want to say goodnight to you,” he said. She kissed him and went in to see the girls.

“What did you do Lucky? I can see that she is mad,” his mom said. “Just a misunderstanding is
all,” he said. “You think that playing around will make her forget,” she said. “We were talking
mom. Showing her old pictures,” Lucky said. “Whatever you did Lucky, fix it. She’s a good
woman,” his mom said. He walked out and went in to see what was taking her so long. She told
them a bedtime story and was slowly sneaking out. “Ready,” he asked. She kissed him. “I take
it that’s a yes,” he said quietly as they headed downstairs. His mom followed. They said their
goodbye’s to everyone and headed home. “Have an idea,” Angel said as they were passing the
park. “If you’re thinking what I am,” he said. She looked over. He grabbed the blanket from the
back and they headed out towards the beach. Someone had started a bonfire and was ready to
leave. “We’ll take care of that for ya,” Lucky said. They waved goodbye and Lucky and Angel
curled up on their blanket.

He leaned over to kiss her. “So, here’s my question. What else happened that night,” Angel
asked. “What night,” Lucky asked, slipping his hands around her, underneath her shirt. She sat
up. He pulled her towards him. “No. Forget it ever happened,” he said. “I can’t. Before I can
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He’d been at his car. He tried to get his cell phone back, but Chance wouldn’t hand it over. She
came out from the bar and was teasing him. “One last time before you get hitched,” she’d said.
“No. She’d damn near kill me if I did,” Lucky had said. She pulled him into a deep kiss. She’d
got him into her car and tried to make her move again. “Come on Lucky. One last time,” she’d
said. She slid into his lap to try to entice him. She slipped her hand down his jeans, and he
stopped her. “I have to get out of here,” Lucky said getting out of the car. He walked down to
the coffee shop to call his friends. They stopped and picked him up, heading to the hotel that
night.

“You trying to tell me that you didn’t let her do anything,” Angel said. “She tried, but I walked
away. It doesn’t matter anymore anyway,” he said. “Not even a taste,” Angel said. “Why does
it matter,” he said. “So that’s a yes,” Angel said. “One, but I got up and left,” he said. Angel
grabbed her cell phone and called a cab. She walked down the beach. He followed her. “Where
are you going now,” he said. She got in the cab and headed back to the brownstone. She got
there and Lucky pulled in behind her.

She walked up the steps and closed the door behind her, locking it. She went inside and locked
her door. She sat down in her bedroom. “Angel. Come on,” Lucky said. She slammed the
bedroom door. “Open the door,” he said. She turned her music on. She went and got in the
shower with tears streaming down her face. “Angel,” he said as he stood in the doorway of the
bathroom. “How did you even get in here,” Angel asked. “Resourceful. Stop this,” he said. She
turned the shower off and stepped out, pulling her towel around her. She walked into her
bedroom and slammed the door. “Would you cut this out,” he said. “Get out Lucky,” Angel
said. “Nothing bloody happened,” he said. “Get your lying ass out of my brownstone,” Angel
said. He opened the door and walked in. “Get out,” she said. He walked over to her and tried to
wrap his arms around her. “No. No Lucky. Not this time,” she said. Angel grabbed her robe,
pulling it on. “It was the past,” he said. “Two damn weeks isn’t past,” Angel said. She walked
past him. He tried to grab her arm and she brushed him off. “Couldn’t even last a damn month
Lucky. What the hell makes you think this is going to last forever? Figure you can screw around
with people and I won’t find out,” Angel said.

She walked into the kitchen and made herself some tea. He stood behind her and leaned against
the counter, pinning her in place. “The sexy smile isn’t going to save you Lucky. Don’t try it,”
Angel said turning around and trying to duck under his arm. He pulled her into his arms and no
matter how much she fought, he wouldn’t let go. “I told you I was right. You wouldn’t listen.
You had to rush everything. You had to damn well get your way. I was right,” Angel said. “No
you weren’t. I love you. Since day one, you were always the one I cared about. I didn’t sleep
with her. I didn’t fuck someone else, and I sure as hell didn’t let her do anything to me. Stop,”
he said. “Get out of my way,” Angel said. “No. You aren’t running away from this. Look me in
the eye and tell me you don’t love me,” he said. “I never said I didn’t, I just can’t go through this
shit. You know better than anyone Lucky. I am not doing this crap again,” Angel said.

The tears poured from her eyes. He lifted her chin and leaned down to kiss her and she turned
her cheek. She walked away and sat down in her room. “Angel, I am not any of those stupid
guys you went out with. It was a stupid idiot thing that happened after too many drinks. I’m
sorry. Please,” he said walking towards her. “No Lucky. No,” Angel said. He kneeled down in
front of her and wrapped his arms around her. “Angel,” he said. “No,” Angel said. He kissed
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was and pulled her to him. “No. This isn’t fair,” Angel said. “I’m your husband. The one that
you love. The one that you can trust forever,” he said. “The one that I can’t trust,” Angel said
pushing him away. She went and sat down in the TV room and turned on a movie. “Come in
here,” he said. “I’m not one of the damn kids Lucky. Don’t tell me what to do,” Angel said. He
turned it off and walked towards her. He picked her up and carried her back to the bedroom.
He laid her on the bed, and pulled his shirt off. He pulled her into his arms and wouldn’t let go.

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Chapter 10

He woke up the next morning and she wasn’t beside him. He checked the TV room – no sign of
her. She hadn’t left, as the top latch was still on the door. He went into the extra room – a
blanket and pillow, but no Angel. He saw the partially open bathroom door. She was sitting in
the bathtub. She didn’t look well. “Are you ok,” he asked. “Something’s wrong. I don’t know
what, but I can’t warm up,” Angel said. He went into the bedroom and grabbed his super warm
sweater and track pants. He helped her out of the tub and she put everything on. She was still
freezing. “We’re going to the hospital,” he said. He undid the latch, grabbed her purse, his cell,
her cell and his wallet and keys. He carried her to the car, locking up behind him.

After bringing her into the emergency room, the doctors ran test after test. He couldn’t stand
around, but they wouldn’t let him in until she was stable. His mom agreed to take care of the
kids and he called Crystal. She was still in town visiting family. Within minutes of Crystal and
Chance showing up, they let Lucky into the room. “What happened? What’s wrong,” Lucky
asked. Angel was in tears and staring out the window. He sat down beside her. “What
happened,” he asked her. She brushed him off. “She lost the baby,” the doctor said. “What
baby,” he asked. “She was about a month and a half. She’ll be fine,” the doctor said. “She was in
shock. I assume it was stress-related, but she needs some peace and quiet.” Lucky tried to grab
her hand and she rolled over, away from him. “She can go home in the morning, but we’re going
to keep her here just to make sure she’s okay.” The doctor left. He laid down on the bed beside
her and tried to hold her in his arms. “No,” Angel said. “Come here,” he said. “No.” He rolled
her back over and into his arms. She had tears streaming down her face, and so did he.

“Why didn’t you tell me,” he said. “So you can lie to me and a baby,” Angel said trying to push
him away. He held on tighter. Crystal poked her head into the room. She saw them both crying.
He tried to compose himself, and she didn’t stop crying. “What happened,” Crystal asked. “We
lost the baby,” Lucky said. “What do you mean,” she said. “She didn’t tell me.” He tried to
wipe away her tears. “We’ll leave you two alone. If you need anything at all,” Chance said.
Lucky nodded trying to fight back the tears.

He spent the day with her in his arms. He wouldn’t let go. Around dinner time, the nurses came
in to check on her. “How’s the patient,” the nurse said. “Sore,” Angel replied. “Well, the doctor
said if the fever was gone you could go. How are you feeling,” she said. “Feels like the fever is
gone,” Lucky said. She checked her temperature. “It’s definitely gone. Bedrest and no stress,”
she said. “No problem,” Lucky said. “Okay. You two can head home. If she starts getting bad
again, bring her back in,” the nurse said giving him the papers. Lucky nodded. He helped her
put the warm clothes back on, and carried her back to the truck. She was quiet all the way home.

They pulled into the driveway and he carried her back inside, laying her on the bed. He pulled
his sweater and jacket off, and climbed into bed beside her, holding her close. He was next to her
all night, and in the morning, was still in the same spot. His alarm went off to wake him up for
work. He pressed the off button and called into work. “I’ll work from home. There was an
emergency last night so, I will be here if anyone needs me,” he said hanging up. “Just go Lucky.
I’ll be fine. I’m just going to relax today anyway,” Angel said. “No. I am staying here with you.
No more excuses. You can’t get rid of me that easily. I am not leaving you to deal with this
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He went downstairs and grabbed his laptop, bringing it upstairs to be with her. He went
through emails, delegating whatever he could. Angel curled up on the sofa, laying down beside
him. He popped in a couple of funny movies and tried to distract her. “How long did you
know,” he asked putting the laptop aside. “The past two weeks,” Angel said. “As in right before
the big wedding,” he said. Angel nodded. She pulled the blanket over her. He put the laptop
away and curled up with her. His guilt got the better of him. “I’m sorry,” he said. He held her
close to him.

The next morning, he got up early and went out, grabbing her some flowers, and her favorite
pastries from the bakery. He came inside and she was in the kitchen making tea. “Didn’t they
say bed rest,” Lucky asked. “For the first 24 hours,” Angel said. He handed her the flowers.
“Thanks,” Angel said putting them into water. “I’m so sorry. This was my fault,” Lucky said.
“It wasn’t anyone’s fault. It was bad timing anyway,” Angel said. “I stressed you out,” he said.
“Fact is, I caused it. I made you tell me, and I wasn’t prepared to hear it. Whatever’s meant to be
will be,” Angel said. He kissed her and leaned her against the counter. “Do we want to try,” he
asked. “I don’t know Lucky. I don’t want more bad surprises. I don’t know if I can handle
anymore,” Angel said. He picked her up, wrapping her legs around him and carried her to bed.
“What are you up to,” she asked. “They said bed rest. Didn’t say alone,” he said.

He laid her on the bed, slipping his jeans and sweater off, throwing them to the ground.
“Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her, slipping her robe off. “You really are persistent aren’t you,”
Angel teased as he pulled her closer. She wrapped her legs around him. “Why not,” he said. He
kissed her hard, for some reason he felt that it was what they needed. They needed another
chance, a fresh start – things to work out right. They spent the entire morning entangled together
in bed. “I missed this,” he said. “What? Spending an entire morning in bed,” Angel asked.
“That and seeing a smile on your face. Being happy,” he said. “Know what would make me
even happier,” Angel said. “Don’t tell me,” he said. “Pink or blue?” “Hmm,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “Better idea. Get dressed,” he said. She got up and pulled on her shorts and tank
top, slipping her sandals on. He kissed her. “You know what I’m thinking don’t you,” he said.
“I am so getting a horse this time,” Angel teased. “No horses for you,” he said. They locked up
and hopped into the truck, heading for the beach………and the carousel. They grabbed 10 tickets
each and sat in their sleigh, having their cotton candy. “Now this is what I call a ditch day,”
Angel joked. He kissed her. “All we need is us you know,” Lucky said.

He kissed her. They hopped off the carousel, then curled up together on the sand. “I missed this.
Just us, hanging out, relaxing,” Lucky said. “No people putting pressure on us,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “The only part I didn’t miss,” he said. “What’s that,” Angel said. “Not being able to
kiss you, feel your skin against mine, make love to you whenever we want,” he said. “Lucky,”
Angel said as he pulled her closer to him. “They’re not even home. We’ll go and once the girls
get back, we’ll go back to our place,” he said. “You know you’re a nut,” Angel said. He kissed
her and they headed to his moms.

They snuck in and he looked around to make sure nobody was home. He checked his mom’s
appointment book. “She’s not even home until 4:30,” Lucky said. He kissed her, wrapping her
legs around him and walked up to his old room. He laid her on the bed. “They did say bed
rest,” he joked. He slid her tank top off, then undid her jean shorts. He pulled off his jeans and
kicked them to the floor, curling up under the covers with Angel. “I swear. You better hope she
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made love to her in his old bed, surrounded by his memories. He curled up with her, as she laid
her head on his shoulder. He heard a door slam. “Shit,” he said. She pulled on her tank top and
shorts, then grabbed her sandals and went downstairs. Lucky pulled on his jeans and his shirt
and ran downstairs before his mom came in. Angel sat down on the sofa and flipped on the TV.
“What are you two doing here,” his mom asked. “Thought we would come and see you and pick
up the kids,” Lucky said. “Well, they’re with your dad at the park. They wanted to go on the
carousel one last time before we took them home,” she said. “No problem,” Lucky said. “How
was your day?” “Busy. Why do you two look like you were playing hookie all day,” his mom
asked. “Doctor said she was on bed rest. I had to stay home to make sure she did what she was
told,” Lucky said. “You took the day off? What happened,” his mom asked. “It’s nothing. Just a
cyst,” Angel said. “You sure you’re okay,” she asked. “Yep,” Angel said. The girls came
running inside and straight to Angel and Lucky. “Well ladies. Think it’s time to head home,” he
said. “You sure you don’t want to stay for dinner,” she asked. “Nope. We have plans tonight,”
Lucky said. “What’s that,” his dad asked. “Spaghetti and meatballs,” he said. Angel laughed
and they took the girls out to the car. “Are you sure it was just a cyst,” his mom asked. “They
said I would be fine after a day or two. It’s nothing. Really,” Angel said giving her a kiss
goodbye.

They headed back to the house, and Lucky headed in to start making dinner. “How was camp,”
he asked the girls. “Fine. Daddy can we play on the computer,” they asked. “Give me a minute
to get my work stuff done, then yes,” he said. Angel went and grabbed the laptop while he
started making the meatballs. He had the dating site open again. Angel put it on the counter,
open to the page. She gave him a look. “It’s not what you think so no freaking out,” he said.
“You say that every time Lucky,” Angel said. “Delete it then,” he said. She went in and deleted
the profile and blocked the webpage. His inbox was open – 5 emails from Kristy. She left it there
for him to see.

Angel went and slipped into warmer clothes and sat down with the girls. They curled up and the
girls watched cartoons. He read through his emails. All the messages from Kristy were just
ridiculous. She wanted to see him – said she wanted another chance – he put her on the blocked
senders list and deleted the emails. Angel checked the voicemail – 3 messages. First was her
work. Second – the doctor. Third – telemarketer. She called her work back letting them know
she’d be in the following day, then called the doctor back. “We wanted to see how you were
doing,” the secretary said. “Just fine. Lots of fluids and bed rest,” Angel said. “She wants to
book a follow-up in a week or two. Better for a Saturday,” they asked. “Definitely,” Angel said.
She booked her appointment. Lucky called everyone to dinner.

They sat around chatting, then after dinner, the girls got their homework done and they relaxed
together watching some TV. “Daddy,” Emma asked. “Yes baby girl,” he said. “I think I know
what I want for my birthday,” she said. “What might that be,” Angel said. “I want a little
brother,” she said. Lucky looked over at Angel. “Kind of a tricky gift,” Lucky said. “Can I
though,” she asked. “How about a day at the theme park,” he asked. “Nope,” she said. “I told
her it was a silly idea,” Erica said. “Did you think of anything else,” Lucky asked. “A puppy,”
she said.

Angel and Lucky tucked the girls in, then came back upstairs. “Read your mind didn’t she,” he
asked. “Just how far away is her birthday,” Angel asked. “A month,” Lucky said. “Hmm,”
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Angel asked. He backed off as she went in and got changed for bed. “Deleted and blocked her.
Won’t be seeing those emails anymore,” Lucky said. She slid into bed, and Lucky followed. “So
what did the doctor want,” he asked. “Follow-up. Booked it for Saturday next week,” Angel
said. She turned her alarm on. “Back to work tomorrow,” he said. Angel nodded. “If you start
feeling crappy, promise me you’ll come home,” he said. “I’m fine. I’ll probably just go in until 2
or so,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her shoulder. “You know you
don’t have to go if you don’t want to,” Lucky said. “Meaning? God forbid something happens
and we don’t work, I’d have nothing,” Angel said. He kissed her neck. “You are serious,” he
said. “Don’t even question it,” Angel said. “I hear where you’re coming from,” he said. He
wrapped his leg around hers. “Sweet dreams babe,” he said curling up next to her.

The next morning, they got up, and he got the girls dressed and ready for camp, while Angel got
herself ready and headed in to work. She kissed Lucky and the girls goodbye and hopped into
her car.

She had 2 weeks to catch up on. She logged into her email – 10 messages. “That’s it,” Angel said.
Her boss knocked on the door. “Welcome back. How was the honeymoon,” she asked.
“Warm,” Angel replied. “We came up with a great game plan while you were away,” she said.
“Concerning which file,” Angel asked. “Some of the execs decided to start working from home
instead of commuting. We offered it to each of them, and you and your team are the next group.
We’d have an in office meeting bi-weekly to discuss any issues. I know you’d probably love to be
home with those two beautiful little ladies. What do you think,” she asked. “As of when,” Angel
asked. “Today if you want. We transferred all your files to the new laptop. We have the
Bluetooth earpieces for the conference calls etc. You up for it,” she asked. “How can I say no,”
Angel said. “Your assistant will still be here if you need anything at all, but you’ll be seeing less
of her,” she said with a chuckle. “May as well head home then,” Angel said. She grabbed the
laptop, throwing it into her bag and grabbed all the info she needed.

An hour later, Angel came in and got things set up at home. She made some tea and slipped out
of her suit. She got some work done, and before she knew it, the girls were home. “Hi Angel,”
they said jumping on the sofa beside her. “Well hello ladies. How was camp,” Angel asked.
“We had pizza day,” they said. “Well. Guess you two aren’t hungry for dinner or a snack then,”
Angel said. “Daddy said he was taking us out tonight,” Emma said. Angel got the girls started
on their homework, finished up a few emails to her team, then logged off.

Lucky came in. “Well hello there,” he said kissing Angel. “Guess the working from home thing
was a good idea,” Angel said. “When,” he said. “The exec’s are all working from home now,
and she just got my team on board as well,” Angel said. He hung up his suit jacket, slipping his
tie off. “Think of all the fun at lunch,” he whispered. Angel threw a pillow at him. “Hi Daddy,”
the girls said running out of the spare room. “And what were you two up to,” he asked.
“Homework,” Emma said. They kissed him hello and ran downstairs. “I had an idea today,” he
said. “And what might that be,” Angel said. “They’re building new brownstones down the
street. All one unit with huge windows and a really awesome view. Four bedrooms, big kitchen,
big bathroom,” he said. “I know what you are thinking,” Angel said. “And,” he replied. “Look.
Nothing else,” Angel said. “Made an appointment for 6, then taking my girls to dinner,” he said.
“No buying without talking about it,” Angel said. He sat down beside her and kissed her.
“Never,” he said. “Fine. I’ll be ready in 10,” Angel said getting up. He followed her. He closed
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going to make us late,” Angel said. He kissed her and picked her up in his arms. She shook her
head as he laid her on the bed. “How was your day,” he said wrapping his arms around her and
kissing her chest. “Quiet,” Angel said. “You okay,” he said. “Not even a tiny bit sore,” Angel
said. He kissed her stomach and slid her jeans off. “Welcome distraction, but we have to be
there in 15 minutes,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Just wanted snuggle time,” he said. He kissed
her again. “Let me up so I can get changed then,” Angel said. “Oops,” he said slipping her bra
off. “Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her deeper. “Seriously,” Angel said as they both laughed.
“Guess I’ll let you get changed,” he said.

Angel got dressed, with no help from Lucky’s distractions, slipping on her wrap dress and heels.
“Damn,” he said pulling her into his arms. “Five minutes,” Angel said. They walked out into the
TV room and the girls were giggling. “Okay snoops. Let’s get out of here,” Lucky said. They
hopped into the truck and headed to the other brownstone’s model home. “Holy snappin,”
Angel said. He parked and they headed in. “What about dinner,” Erica said. “Just looking at
this for a few minutes, then off to dinner,” Lucky said. They headed inside. It was like a dream
house.

Hardwood floors in dark chestnut, granite kitchen counters, top of the line on everything, four
bedrooms, not counting the master, and an office. “Hello Mr. Lockheart. This must be your
wife,” the saleswoman said. “Hi,” Angel said. The girls ran upstairs to look at the bedrooms.
“So as I was telling you earlier, this is the last one. Everything will be pretty much as you see it,
minus our furniture,” she said. “It’s going up tomorrow morning.” Angel felt like she was
imagining this. Every window had a beautiful view. The master bedroom had a balcony with
French doors. Lucky came upstairs and found her in the master bedroom. “So what do you
think,” he said. “There is no way we can afford this,” Angel said. “Believe it or not, we can,” he
said. “Why’s that,” Angel asked. “Got a raise and a promotion today,” he said. “Meaning,”
Angel said. “It’s in our reach. Heidi is an old business acquaintance. She called me before
putting it on the market,” Lucky said. “I’d have to sell mine, but…I don’t know,” Angel said. He
pulled her into his arms and kissed her. He looked into her eyes. Angel nodded. He kissed her
again, as they wrapped their arms around each other. “Holy crap. Nobody will believe this,”
Angel said. The girls came running in. “What’s happening,” they said. “So which bedroom did
you two want,” Lucky asked. “What do you mean daddy,” Erica said. Lucky walked downstairs
to talk to Heidi. “What did he mean,” Emma asked. “We’re moving,” Angel said. “Here,”
Emma asked. Angel nodded. “Yay,” they both said as they ran around. Angel went downstairs.

“I drew up the papers just in case. You both need to sign them,” she said. “I’ll get the cheque for
you tomorrow morning,” Lucky said. Angel signed the papers. “Congratulations,” Heidi said.
She headed off and threw Lucky the keys. “Now just where did that money come from,” Angel
said. “My bonus, plus some money I had stuffed away from the sale of the house,” Lucky said.
“Ah,” Angel said. He kissed her, picking her up and leaning her onto the counter of their new
kitchen. “I still can’t believe this. Guess I’ll be doing the color choices again,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “At least you won’t be doing them alone this time,” Lucky said kissing her neck and
shoulder. “We can’t decide,” Emma said running into the kitchen. “What do you mean,” Lucky
said. “Can’t decide on which room we want,” Erica said. Angel and Lucky laughed. “We have
time to figure that out,” Lucky said. “Dinner,” he asked. Angel nodded and slipped off the
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They left and locked up. They had a nice dinner together, talking about paint colors, where the
bedrooms were going to be etc. The girls were so exhausted when they got back, that they went
straight to bed. Lucky and Angel went upstairs. “So,” he said. “I’m going to miss this place
though,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Start new with new memories,” he said. He kissed her and
held her close. “It’s an amazing place,” Angel said. “Could just rent this one out,” Lucky said.
“Could,” Angel said.

The next morning, Angel woke up and logged into her email from work. She uploaded some
photos she’d done inside the brownstone and sent them to her friend who sold real estate. “I’ll
get it up today. You sure you want to sell it,” she asked. “Either sell or rent, but they’re going to
be paying all the utilities,” Angel said. “Will put the sign up later this morning,” she said. Angel
got back to work. “Thank god this place has been renovated,” she thought to herself. She sat
down and was about to go through emails when there was a knock at her door.

“Hey Dylan,” Angel said opening the door and taking a seat. “Was going to go see you at work
and they told me you were working from home now. What’s up with that,” he asked. “Execs
were all doing it, so I decided to as well,” Angel said. “So you’re okay then,” he asked. “What
would make you think I wasn’t,” Angel asked. “May I,” he asked as he grabbed her laptop. He
logged onto a website, pulled up a profile and handed her back the computer. “Figured,” Dylan
said.

In front of her was the one thing she didn’t want to see. It was a bed buddy website and Lucky’s
picture was in the profile. It showed him as online. “I’m messaging his ass,” Angel said. “Have
to create a profile to do it,” Dylan said. She typed in a profile, but didn’t upload a picture. She
took the plunge.

Hiheels: Hi

Dreamer: Hi yourself

Hiheels: Pretty hot pic

Dreamer: Tks

Hiheels: You single?

Dreamer: No, but looking for friends.

Hiheels: What kind of friends?

Dreamer: The kind where no sleeping is involved.

Hiheels: Too bad you’re taken…..AND BUSTED.

Angel logged off. She deleted the profile she’d just created and sat back in the chair. “I tried to
tell you,” Dylan said. Minutes later, Lucky’s friend Thomas called. “What can I do for you,”
Angel said. “It wasn’t him on there. It was me,” Thomas said. “Nice cover,” Angel said.

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“Seriously,” he said. He sent her a message from the website. “Why would you be creating a
profile that was him,” Angel asked. “Attention,” he said. “Whatever. Nobody’s going to talk to
you hiding behind a pic that isn’t even your own,” Angel said hanging up. “What,” Dylan said.
“It was Thomas. Not Lucky,” Angel said. “Shit,” Dylan said to himself. “Trying to break us up,”
Angel asked. “He doesn’t deserve you,” Dylan said. “Oh well. Guess you don’t want to hear
about our new house,” Angel said. “You’re selling this place,” he asked. “Yep. Moving on to
nicer and bigger things,” Angel said. “You can’t sell this place. You put years into this,” he said,
“As I said – bigger and better things,” Angel replied. “How much,” Dylan asked. “Cut it out.
Your damn house is like 3 times the size of this place,” Angel said. “And what happens when he
screws up Angel? Where the hell you going to go then,” he said. “Don’t worry. It won’t be with
you,” Angel said. He locked the door. “What the hell Dylan. It isn’t your life to live. I am
married. Get used to it,” Angel said. He grabbed her and kissed her. She pushed him away.
“You should go,” Angel said. “I need to knock some sense into your head,” he said. He kissed
her again and she pushed him away. “You need to go,” Angel said unlocking and opening the
door. He kissed her again then walked out.

Angel sat down in shock as she heard the front door slam. The phone rang again. “Yep,” Angel
said answering the phone. “Emma got hurt on the playground and she’s not feeling too well.
Could you come get her,” the nurse said. “I’ll be there in 10 minutes,” Angel said.

She drove to the camp. Erica was just finishing lunch. “What are you doing here,” she asked.
“Emma’s sick. Just came to take her home,” Angel said. “Can I come with you,” she asked.
Angel brought her along. “So what happened,” Angel asked the nurse. She got pushed on the
playground. She bumped her head and was sick. She’s fine though,” the nurse said. Angel went
over and Emma climbed into her arms. “You okay,” Angel asked. “My head hurts,” Emma said.
She wrapped her arms around Angel’s neck. “I have the homework for them both,” the principal
said handing Angel an envelope as Angel signed them out.

They got home and Erica turned on the TV. Angel curled up with them both in her bed. “Ginger
Ale,” Angel asked. Emma nodded. She grabbed some cold ginger ale and watched cartoons
with the girls. Emma fell asleep. “Let’s let her sleep. Go get going on your homework so we
surprise Daddy,” Angel said. Erica did her homework in the TV room with Angel.

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Chapter 11

Lucky came home late that night. The girls were asleep downstairs, Angel was on her laptop.
“What happened to you,” Angel asked. “Had an emergency meeting. Was out all damn
afternoon, then took me two hours to get home,” he said. “How’s Emma?” “She’s sleeping.
Wasn’t anything serious. She bumped her head and was sick,” Angel said. “Thomas emailed me
about that mix-up this afternoon,” he said. “Don’t even know why he’d do that anyway,” Angel
said. “Not as lucky as us,” he said. He bent down and kissed Angel. “So I see the sign is up in
the front,” Lucky said. “And started packing up the kitchen,” Angel said. “Never really
unpacked most of mine,” Lucky said. He sat down beside Angel. “What,” he said. “Nothing.
Just thinking about something,” Angel said. “You ok,” he asked. “Yeah,” Angel replied. She got
up and drew herself a hot bubble bath.

She slipped in, leaning her head back. “Soon, onto bigger and better tubs,” she thought to
herself. He came in and slid into the tub with her. “Okay. What’s bugging you,” he said
wrapping his arms around her. “Just wondering if I really want to sell this place,” Angel said.
He kissed her cheek. “You don’t have to. You could always rent it out,” Lucky said. “It’s
home,” Angel said. “This is going to be our new home – yours, mine and the girls. It’s bigger.
It’s a lot more modern,” Lucky said. “Love this place though. I know every floor creek,” Angel
said. “We can make them in the new house,” he whispered. “I’m probably just all sentimental,”
Angel said. “I know what you need,” he said. “I know what you’re thinking,” Angel said. “That
and a visit to the new house,” he said. “I’ll get Raven to keep an eye on the girls,” Angel said.
He kissed her cheek as she turned to face him. She wrapped her legs around him. “I love you,”
he said. “Love you too,” Angel said as she kissed him. She got up and called her friend. “Be
there in 5,” Raven said. Angel got dressed into her jeans skirt and tank top, then slipped her flip
flops on. Lucky drained the tub, then pulled on his shorts and tee and his runners. Raven
showed and they went over to the new house.

They walked in and wandered around a little more. Everything about it was bigger, better,
cozier and more comfortable then her place, but it seemed like something was missing. She went
upstairs in to the master bedroom and looked out the window. “It is a beautiful view,” Angel
said. He wrapped his arms around her. “What,” he said seeing that something still wasn’t
clicking. “Just needs some color here and there, and more of a lived in feel. We’ll make it home,”
Lucky said. “I guess,” Angel said. He kissed her. “What would make it home,” he asked. She
shrugged. “Talk to me,” he said. “There are so many memories in the old place. I know where
every knick in the floor came from. Where every ding in the wall came from,” Angel said. “Then
we can start over with this place,” he said. “Know what? You’re right. It’s a fresh start,” Angel
said as he kissed her neck. “No more bad memories. Just good ones,” he said. She turned to face
him. “So which room did the girls choose,” Angel asked. “Funny enough, the one that’s the
furthest away from our room,” he said. They both laughed.

They sat in their new bedroom and talked a while, remembering the good memories from the old
place. A few hours later, they headed back to the brownstone to relieve Raven. “You two okay,”
she asked as Angel was walking her out. “We’re good. Just a little bump in the road,” Angel
said. She hugged her goodbye and quietly went back upstairs. She checked her email quickly
before heading to bed. She noticed an email….

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Two offers
She couldn’t help but be intrigued. She opened the email. Supposedly, a few people had noticed
that the brownstone was up for sale and were eager to move in. They offered $50,000 and
$100,000 over the asking price. It was going to be a bidding war. Angel laughed. She turned off
the computer and snuggled into bed with Lucky. “Seem to be in a better mood. Good email,” he
asked. “Two offers already, and one was over $100,000 over the asking price,” Angel said.
“Guess someone agrees with you about being in an older place,” he said. Angel kissed him and
turned the light off. “So,” he said. “What,” Angel replied wrapping her arm around him and
laying her head on his shoulder. “The deal for the new place closes tomorrow. Could get the
movers here on the weekend,” he said. “We have to paint first,” Angel said. “We’ll get the colors
tomorrow and get someone to come do it before the weekend,” Lucky said. “Guess we’re color
shopping tomorrow then,” Angel said. He kissed her and leaned her onto her back. “Always in
a rush aren’t you,” Angel said. “Know something else we could take to the new house,” he
teased. He kissed her as she slid a leg around his. “Let me guess. Emma’s birthday present,”
Angel said. They made love, for what would be the last time in their old brownstone.

The next few days were filled with a flurry of activity. The new brownstone was painted, the
movers took everything to the new place and Angel sold the brownstone. She went to her
doctor’s appointment alone, hoping they would have good news for her. When she came back,
she felt a little inspired. “Had an idea,” Angel said. “What’s that,” Lucky said after Angel
deposited the money from the sale. “The girls are with your mom, we have the place to
ourselves,” Angel said. “Don’t tell me,” he said. “There’s a few things we need for the house,”
Angel said. “Starting with,” he asked. “A new bed for us,” Angel said. He kissed her. “After
you madam,” he teased as they hopped into the truck.

They went to a few places, then found the perfect one. They finished up some errands, then
relaxed in their new place. They were so tired, they fell asleep on the sofa. The next morning,
Lucky woke up and made them breakfast. Angel snuck into the kitchen behind him, wrapping
her arms around him. “Morning beautiful,” he said. “Good morning to you too,” Angel said as
he turned and kissed her. She leaned up on the counter. “So what do we feel like doing today,”
he asked. “Getting the new bed,” Angel said. A smile came across his face. “Cable, phone,
internet, and a new bed. What else would we ever need,” he said wrapping his arms around her
and leaning against her. “Can think of something,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Practice,” he
teased. He carried her upstairs to their bedroom. “They’ll be here any minute,” Angel said. He
kissed her harder. “One last time on the old bed,” he said. They fooled around until they heard
the truck pull up. Angel slipped on her sundress, Lucky followed. They set up the new bed,
taking the old one away. “And just look at that. Perfect fit,” Lucky said. “Still don’t know about
that headboard,” Angel said. “Ooh the fun,” he teased as they ran upstairs and flew onto the
bed. He pulled her into his arms. “Happy,” he asked. Angel nodded. She wrapped her legs
around him. “We only have one last thing to figure out,” he said. “What’s that,” Angel said.
“How soundproof the walls are,” he whispered teasingly into her ear.

After an afternoon of fun, they went and picked the girls up, bringing them to the new house.
They ran up into their room and got settled in. They had their first dinner together, then settled
in for the night. The girls fell fast asleep amongst all their stuffed animals, and Angel and Lucky
headed to their room. “Feel like home now,” he asked. “Definitely,” Angel replied. She curled
up in his arms and they were fast asleep a short time after.

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They spent the rest of the weekend getting completely unpacked. The girls made new friends,
and so did Lucky and Angel.

The day they finally got everything unpacked, they were about to sit down when there was a
knock at the door. Lucky answered it. “Hi. I’m your neighbor a few doors down. I thought I
would welcome you to the area,” she said. She handed Lucky some home made cookies she’d
made. “Thanks,” Lucky said as he made small talk with her. Angel heard voices and came out of
the kitchen. “This is my wife Angel,” he said. The woman looked disappointed. “Your
daughters are just having a blast with my kids. They are such sweet little girls,” she said. “That
they definitely are,” Lucky said wrapping his arm around Angel as she curled up to him. “We
normally have a party in the neighborhood every summer. At least we did at our old place.
We’re thinking of starting the tradition starting next weekend if you two are interested,” she said.
“Sure,” Lucky said. “Thanks for the invite Kate,” Angel said. “We’ll see you around then,” she
said waving goodbye. He closed the door. “Reminding you of desperate housewives yet,” he
said laughing.

They finished the cleaning and unpacking and went outside to relax on the back patio. A half
hour or so later, the girls came running in. “Well hello there,” Angel said. “There’s new people
down the street,” Emma said. “I know. We met their mom,” Lucky said. “No. Other new
people,” Erica said. Angel and Lucky got up and wandered down the street with the girls.
Angel looked and saw a familiar face. “It can’t be,” she said. “Isn’t that,” he said. The man
turned and smiled. “Well well,” he said. “What are you doing here,” Angel asked as the girls
ran off to play with their kids. “Nice seeing you again too Angel,” Bradley said. He went to hug
her and noticed Lucky beside her. “Long time no see,” Lucky said. “Heard you two got
hitched,” Bradley said shaking Lucky’s hand.

Bradley Mac was one person Angel wished she could have deleted from the hard drive of her
brain. He’d played her like a fool for weeks, that turned into months, that turned into years. He
was an executive chef at a great restaurant, that used to be one of Angel’s favorites. He’d told her
he wanted to get married, have kids and spend the rest of his life with her, but after being played
for a fool for too long, Angel had walked away. He’d tried to get her back once by seducing her
with red wine, and promises, but after she realized he’d spiked her wine, he was history. His
dark brown hair and green-blue eyes had seduced her once, but never again.

“So where’s the wife,” Lucky asked. “What wife,” he said making a point to Angel. “Two kids
and two different moms. No surprise there,” Angel said. “Always had a way with words didn’t
you,” Bradley said. “I’m going to head back. I’ll turn the BBQ on,” Angel said. Lucky nodded.
“Still looks hot as hell,” Bradley said. “Since when do you live in the city,” Lucky asked. “Had to
move closer for work. Don’t suppose you might share,” he asked. “You are lucky my girls are
here or I’d be snapping your neck right now,” Lucky said. “You know, she still wants me. I
know she does,” he said. “Right. You keep talking to your hallucinations. Keep listening to the
voices in your head,” Lucky said. “What’s the problem,” he said. “What’s the problem? You
pulled that crap with her and you ask what the problem is? You even think of walking near our
house and I’ll kick your ass back to your home planet,” Lucky said. “You know damn well she
lied to you about that. I didn’t do anything. She asked for it,” he said. “Just what a rapist always
says right,” Lucky said. He got the girls and walked back to the house.

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Angel was in the back, flipping the dinner onto the BBQ. “What’s for dinner,” Lucky asked. She
was quiet, but he could tell she was pissed. “Okay then,” he said taking the barbecue fork from
her hand. He kissed her. “Argh,” Angel said quietly. “Did you want to eat outside or inside,”
Angel said to the girls. “Outside,” they replied. They set the table as Lucky finished with the
dinner. “You two have fun today,” Lucky asked as they sat down to dinner. “We found the
park,” they said. “Then you definitely had fun,” Lucky said. “Lacey’s mom took us,” Emma
said. “Well, you two will definitely sleep tonight. All that running around,” he said. They
finished dinner and relaxed outside as the girls played in their room. “Don’t say it. I know,”
Lucky said. “What a dick,” Angel said. “He got worse after you left. At least I was here this
time,” he said. “True. I know I definitely got the best of the two,” Angel said. He kissed her. An
hour or so later, they tucked the girls into bed, and headed into their bedroom.

Angel went in and had a shower to cool off before bed, and Lucky snuck in with her. “Water
conservation,” Angel teased. He spun her around to face him and kissed her. “Couldn’t resist,”
he teased. He grabbed the soap and washed her back for her. “So much for cooling off,” Angel
said. He put the soap away and let the water cool him. Angel slipped out of the shower and
wrapped her towel around her, sitting up on the bathroom counter with another towel in her lap.
He turned the water off and stepped out towards her. He grabbed the towel, drying himself off,
then wrapping it around his waist. He leaned against her, planting his hands on either side of
her. “So,” he said. “What,” Angel teased. “Ready to test the walls,’ he joked. “Funny,” Angel
said. He kissed her and carried her to the bed, locking the bedroom door. “Determination,”
Angel asked. “Damn right,” he said. He leaned her onto the bed, slipping the towel from around
her. She slid back onto the bed, as he followed, dropping his towel. “Can’t fault you for trying
and practicing,” Angel joked. He kissed her leg, slowly moving up her leg to her knee, then her
hip. He gave her a look and she smiled back. He moved over to her stomach then back down.
“Lucky,” Angel said as he found her sweet spot. He teased her a while then kissed his way up
her torso. “Lucky,” Angel said staring into his eyes. “Something you wanted,” he whispered as
he made a purring sound in her ear giving her goose bumps. She pulled her legs around him,
pulling him close. “I think you can probably guess,” Angel said. He kissed her and made love to
her taking his time. He fell asleep in her arms listening to the sound of her heartbeat.

The next morning, Lucky got up and headed into work. He hated to leave home, but he’d have
to try to concentrate. Angel got up just after he left to the sound of the phone ringing. “Mrs.
Lockheart,” the voice said. “Yes,” Angel said. “The doctor needs you to come in this morning.
We have an opening for 9:45. Can you make it,” she asked. “I’ll be there,” Angel said. The girls
got up and dressed, Angel got everyone fed, then headed off to the doctors.

The girls played in the waiting room. “How are you feeling,” the doctor asked. “Fine. About the
same as Saturday,” Angel said. “I have some news for you,” she said. “It came back positive,”
Angel said. The doctor nodded. “Here’s the prescription for the vitamins. I’ve scheduled the
first ultrasound for Friday next week,” she said. Angel had a smile ear to ear. “I’ll see you
Friday then,” Angel said. “No stress. Calm only,” she said. Angel nodded and headed into the
waiting room. “Let’s go ladies,” Angel said.

Angel couldn’t help herself. She decided to take the girls shopping for an hour or two. She
grabbed one or two items to surprise Lucky. She got a few things together for Emma’s birthday
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Angel wrapped the items for Lucky. She hid them the one place she knew he’d never look – her
shoeboxes.

She made a nice dinner for everyone and they had dinner outside. The girls went to play with
their friends. “So how was your day,” Lucky asked as they curled up together on the chaise.
“Pretty quiet. The girls and I went shopping for a bit for things for the birthday party. Everyone
is coming,” Angel said. “Good. Did we get the invites to their friends too,” he asked. “She hand
delivered them,” Angel said laughing. “You seem to be in a good mood. What happened with
you today,” he asked. “Nothing. Just had a nice day just me and the girls,” Angel said. The girls
came running back an hour or so later, and he got them ready for bed. Angel slipped into the
shower, then into her pink satin lingerie and slid into bed. She came up with the best idea. There
was only a day or two left until the party. She’d give Emma and Lucky the surprise then.

He slipped into bed with her after tucking the kids in and slid his arms around her, kissing her
neck. “Haven’t worn this in a while,” he whispered sliding the strap off her shoulder and kissing
where it had laid. “Missed you today,” he said. “Missed you too,” Angel said. She turned to
face him and kissed him. “So Erica told me you were at the doctor’s,” Lucky said. Angel
couldn’t hold the grin back. “And what did our friendly doctor say?” “Healthy lady,” Angel
said. “Weren’t you just there,” he asked. “Test results. Hence the healthy girl thing,” Angel
said. “Ah,” he replied. “And all mine.” Angel smiled and curled up with him. “One thing I
wasn’t expecting a few months ago,” Lucky said as they lay curled up together. “What’s that,”
Angel replied. “To love you more now than I ever did,” he said. “I love you too baby,” Angel
said. He kissed her. She still had a grin ear to ear. “You are so hiding something,” he said. “Am
not,” Angel said turning away. “You so are. Spill,” he said. “Nope,” Angel said. “You going to
try to hide it are you,” he said. “Until Saturday,” Angel said. “Emma’s birthday,” he said. He
clued in. “Now why would you wait until then?” He kissed her. “How far along,” he asked.
“Probably a few weeks,” Angel said. He kissed her hard. “Since the cat’s out of the bag,” Angel
said getting up and grabbing the items from the box and handing them to Lucky. “Do the girls
know,” he asked. “Nope. Got something for them to surprise them, but they aren’t getting it
until the party,” Angel said. He opened up the box she handed him – a pendant that said #1 Dad.
He kissed her and slid it on his chain. He curled up with her and they both fell asleep with grins
ear to ear.

The next morning, he got up early waking Angel up. “What,” she said as he nibbled on her
earlobe. “Morning mommy,” he whispered. She smiled. “Morning Daddy,” Angel replied
rolling over to face him. He kissed her. He slid her satin teddy off. “More practice,” Angel
teased. He kissed her, holding her tight in his arms. She slid a leg over his. “Don’t know how
you do it,” he said. “What’s that,” Angel said. “Make me happier every day,” he replied. He
kissed her and made love to her, taking his time and cherishing every second. They got up after
and showered, then she walked him to the car, kissing him goodbye as he left for work. She went
in and got breakfast together for the girls. They came downstairs and had breakfast, then
showered and ran off to play. She went through emails from work and got a few projects
finished then had lunch with the girls. She finished up the last of the emails in just enough time
to get dinner together. Lucky called. “Thomas is going to come look after the girls tonight.
Throw on something cute,” he said. “Hmm,” Angel said. “Okay, something sexy as hell,” he
teased. “That can definitely be done,” Angel said. “God I want you,” he said. “See you in a few
then,” she said. “What you wearin,” he asked. “Pink bikini,” Angel said. “Tell me they’re
playing,” he said. “Down the street,” Angel replied. She wandered inside and up to the

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bedroom. “I’ll be home in 5 minutes,” he said. “Meet you in the shower,” Angel said. He hung
up. She turned on the hot water and stepped into the steam.

Not 10 minutes later, Lucky came home. He locked the front door and walked upstairs, two
steps at a time. He slipped his things off, then locked the bathroom door. He saw the water
beading down her skin - her hair all wet, the bubbles from the soap sliding down her torso. He
slid in behind her, wrapping his arms around her and kissing her neck. “Welcome home
handsome,” Angel said. She turned towards him as he leaned her against the shower wall and
kissed her. He picked her up in his arms, wrapping her legs around him and they had sex in the
shower. Hot, steamy, passionate, urgent as hell sex. He turned the water off and grabbed a
towel wrapping her in it. She sat up on the counter as he leaned against her, kissing her. “So
where are you kidnapping me to,” Angel asked. “Forgot we had an event at work tonight,” he
said. “So sexy dress it is,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Damn,” he said. “What,” she
replied. “Not into sharing tonight,” he said. “All yours forever Lucky. One night won’t kill us,”
she said. He kissed her. “Go get changed. You don’t want to be late,” Angel said. He kissed her
hard, deep and intensely and went to get changed. She did her hair and makeup, then slipped on
her lingerie and sexy, but somewhat conservative dress. She sprayed on her perfume and
grabbed her purse. “Damn,” he said as he got up from tying his shoes. She slid her heels on.

He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. “We’re going to be late,” Angel said. He kissed her
again and they locked up, heading for the car. In about 15 minutes, they were walking into the
dinner. “Well hello,” one of his co-workers said. He introduced Angel to everyone. They sat
down to dinner. His hand grazed her knee under the table. She linked her fingers with his. He
leaned over to whisper in her ear. “As soon as the coffee gets here,” he whispered. “We are out
of here.” He nuzzled her ear. He wrapped his arm over the back of her chair. “So how’s married
life with this guy so far,” Thomas asked. “Kicking him into shape,” Angel said. He kissed her
cheek. “I heard you two got a new house,” Greg said. “Beautiful brownstone,” Lucky said.
“What did he talk you into Angel,” Thomas said. “Really is beautiful. Was the model home of
the lot,” Angel said. “Wow,” they said. “Might even let you visit sometime,” Lucky teased. He
tried to rush things along, and as soon as the coffee came, they ducked out.

“Couldn’t wait to get out of there,” Lucky said. “Could have always told them we were busy,”
Angel said. “Greg is a client. A long time client. Thomas’ stupid idea,” Lucky said. “Was nice
to have a little night out,” Angel said. They hopped into the car. The minute she put her seatbelt
on he kissed her. “What has got into you today,” Angel teased. He kissed her again and they
headed home. They headed inside and went straight upstairs. Angel slid out of her dress, with a
little help from Lucky. “Well Daddy,” Angel said. “I can’t believe this,” he said. “What?
Everything is going your way,” Angel teased. “Damn right,” he said. Angel slid her heels off,
and took the pins out of her hair. “Mmm,” he said. He slid his arms around her as she brushed
her teeth. “You totally have a one-track mind tonight don’t you,” Angel said. “Just happy,” he
said. “I can’t wait to see the look on Emma’s face,” Angel said. She turned around and he kissed
her. “Thinking you can make two at the same time,” Angel joked. “Just more practice,” Lucky
said. She sat up on the counter. He leaned against her and pulled her close to him. “I love
you,” he said. “Love you too,” Angel replied. “Everything is so right,” he said. That was the one
thing that worried her. Everytime something was too perfect, it crumbled – at least in her life.

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Chapter 12

The next morning, Angel got up and started getting things ready for the birthday party. Lucky
got up around 10, and found the back yard almost completely decorated. “Tell me you slept,”
Lucky said sitting down on the patio bench with his coffee. “Was up early is all,” Angel said.
“It’s just after 10. You telling me you were up at 8,” he asked. “Something like that,” he said as
she was still rushing around. She went to walk past him and he put his coffee down wrapping
his arm around her and pulling her into his lap. “Just relax a while,” he said. “Want to get
everything done so I can,” Angel said. She went to get up and he pulled her back into his arms.
“What’s wrong,” he asked. “Nothing,” she replied. “Why are you running around then? You
seem to forget how well I know you. What is going on in that head of yours,” he asked. “It’s
nothing,” Angel said. He kissed her and she went to get up. She walked inside. He got up,
grabbed his coffee and followed her.

She finished getting all the food ready, then headed upstairs to get changed. She went through
her closet and found something to wear. She went to leave the bedroom and he was standing in
the doorway. “Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel said about to walk past him. “Avoiding,” he
said. “No. Just have things to do,” Angel said. He took the clothes from her hands, putting them
onto the dresser. “Nobody is coming until after 1. Why are you avoiding me,” he asked. “I’m
not,” Angel said. She walked past him. He grabbed her hand and pulled her back towards him.
“Ever since last night you’ve been acting damn distant. Speak or else,” he said. She kissed him
and walked towards the girls room. She laid the two gifts onto the bed and turned to walk back
to the bedroom. He stopped her in her tracks. “You are going to damn well talk to me or the
party isn’t happening,” he said. “Nothing is wrong okay,” Angel said. She brushed past him
and went and hopped into the shower.

He sat down on the edge of the bed. He knew she was in a mood. He’d seen it before. Now he
just had to remember how to get her out of the mood. She finished her shower and stepped out,
wrapping the towel around her. She dried her hair and threw on her makeup and went into the
bedroom to change. He was sitting on the bed. “Talk to me,” he said looking up and pulling her
into his arms. “Just preoccupied,” Angel said. He kissed her. “No you aren’t. What did I do,”
he asked. “Nothing,” Angel said. “Until you tell me, the party is off,” he said. Angel grabbed
her things and got changed. “I’m dead serious,” Lucky said. “Fine,” Angel replied. She sprayed
on some perfume then went downstairs. She grabbed some orange juice and sat down outside.

He was in shock. “What the hell did I damn well do,” he said to himself. He hopped in the
shower and got changed, then headed outside. Angel was curled up on the chaise with her book.
He walked over towards Angel. She turned away from him. He sat down in the chair beside her.
“Angel, what the hell did I do or say? Just tell me,” he said. He wrapped his arm around her.
“What did I say,” he asked gently. “Everything is too perfect,” Angel said. “The house,
everything that we’re doing, the whole thing,” Angel said getting up. She walked towards the
sliding door. She walked inside, grabbing her purse and sliding her flip flops on. He headed
inside to hear the front door close.

Angel headed off down towards the one place that comforted her – the beach. She drove down
the highway, then pulled into the parking area, locking the car behind her. She found a quiet
area of the beach, and sat down burying her feet into the sand. An hour or two later, her cell was
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time to think. Everytime in her life where things seemed too perfect, they went belly up in
weeks. It was too perfect. Tears fell from her eyes. She knew this all had to be too good to be
true - the perfect house, the amazing kids, the man that wanted her and loved her
unconditionally, the job that she loved. Something had to get messed up – and the one thing that
had always got screwed up, was the relationship. She took a deep breath then walked down the
beach a bit.

Lucky called over and over again. She wouldn’t answer. He picked up the girls and took the
gifts off the bed, hiding them in the closet. By the time everyone arrived, he still hadn’t heard
from her. Her phone went straight to voicemail. “Where’s Angel,” everyone asked. “She had a
few things she had to do today. She should be back in a little while,” he said. He made excuses
all day. By the time it came close to dinner time, he was really worried. He excused himself and
went upstairs to try calling her again. His brother came upstairs. “No bullshit. Where is she,” he
asked, closing the door so nobody heard. “She took off this morning. Her phone’s off. I can’t
just take off to find her,” Lucky said. “I’ll tell them you had to run out and get something. Go,”
Craig said.

Angel looked at the time. The tears wouldn’t stop. She went back towards her car and sat inside,
putting the top down. She leaned back and curled up, turning her music on. A half hour later,
Lucky pulled into the parking lot beside her. He hopped out of the truck and walked over to her.
“Angel,” Lucky said. She brushed the tears away. “Aren’t you supposed to be having a party,”
Angel asked. He sat down in the car beside her. “You going to talk to me now,” he said. She
took the keys out of the car. “Keep taking off, and I am going to keep coming after you until you
talk to me,” he said. She got out of the car and walked back down to the water. He followed her.
She sat down on the warm sand. “Angel,” he said sitting down next to her. “Just go back to the
party,” Angel said. “Just what am I supposed to tell everyone then,” he asked. “Tell them I am
visiting a friend,” Angel said. He tried to wrap his arm around her. She fought him. He pinned
her to the beach. He leaned against her. “Angel, I swear. Tell me what the hell is going on or
you aren’t allowed up,” he said. “Just leave me alone,” Angel said trying to fight him. He kissed
her. “It’s me remember? Your best friend. The one you confide in. The one that knows you
better than you know yourself,” he said. “Just go back to the house,” Angel said slipping away.
She went to walk back towards the car and he grabbed her hand pulling her back into his arms.
“Angel,” he said. She walked away. She got into the car and he grabbed her keys. “No. You
aren’t taking off until you tell me what’s wrong,” he said. He saw the tears streaming from her
eyes. “Fine. Take them,” he said. He sat on the bumper of the truck. Her car didn’t move. She
turned on the radio. The song they danced to at their wedding was on – Home by Chantal
Kreviazuk.

He didn’t know what to say or do. He heard the door open to her car. He turned and she was
walking back down the beach. He grabbed the keys, and the blanket from the trunk, and
followed her. He wrapped the blanket around her. “Talk to me baby. Please,” he said. “Too
damn perfect Lucky okay. Too perfect,” Angel said fighting the tears. He paused. He was dead
silent. “Just let me be,” she said as she tried to walk away. He grabbed the blanket, pulling her
back to him. He saw her eyes were welled up with tears. She was scared. He pulled her into his
arms and didn’t want to let go. “I hate seeing you cry. Especially over something like this.
Nothing is going to blow up in your face. Nothing is going to go wrong,” he said. “Right,”
Angel said trying to push him away. He held her closer. “No,” Angel said. He bent his head
down and kissed her. “Me and you aren’t going anywhere. It’s me and you. Me you and the

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girls. They won’t stop loving you and either will I. Even if you try to get rid of me you won’t.
Stop being so worried,” he said as he kissed her again. He felt her take a deep breath then he laid
her head on his shoulder. “If you need some time, then fine. I’ll go back to the party. Just stop
thinking something’s going to go wrong,” he said. “Everyone at that party is wondering where
we are right now. Please,” he said. He kissed her again. “It is too perfect,” Angel said.
“Enough,” he said. “Come on. Follow me. Let’s go home,” he said. She shook her head. He
kissed her again then took her hand and took her back to the car. “I’ll follow you. Home,” he
said. “The cake,” Angel said. “I got it already. It’s in the truck. I’m following you,” he said.
They got in their vehicles and headed back to the house.

Angel pulled into the garage, and he parked behind her. Only way she was taking off again was
in his truck. They headed inside and into the backyard. “Well hello there,” everyone said as she
came in. The girls were playing with Emma’s new toys. They ran over to hug Angel. “So Emma,
did you get everything you wanted for your birthday,” Angel asked as she sat on the chaise.
Lucky curled up next to her, wrapping his arms around her and sliding her into his lap.
“Almost,” Emma said. “Why don’t you two go look in my closet,” Lucky said. “Okay,” they
said running into the house. “Not without you,” he whispered. “There’s a bag that had
something for everyone in it,” Emma said. “Hand them out then. Everyone has to open them at
the same time,” Lucky said. There’s one for everyone but you and Angel dad,” Erica said.
“Okay. Everyone open then,” Lucky said. He kissed Angel’s neck. “Gramma,” her mom said.
“I got the same shirt,” his mom said. Angel’s mom looked at her. “Gramma,” she asked. Angel
nodded. Her mom’s mouth dropped open and her eyes welled up. She came over and hugged
Lucky and Angel. “I got one that said big sister,” Emma said. Her mom sat down. “Think you
got everything you asked for now Emma,” Lucky said. “But I wanted a little brother,” Emma
said. “Could be a little sister,” Lucky said. “A baby,” the girls said. Angel nodded. They ran
over and curled up with Lucky and Angel, giving Angel a huge hug. “So when,” his brother
asked, slipping on the hat that said Uncle Craig on it.

“Mid January,” Angel said. “I can’t believe it,” his mom said. “Thought this was the best way to
tell you,” Lucky said. He kissed her neck and shoulder. “There’s an envelope in here,” Emma
said looking in the bag. “Give one to gramma and grandpa,” Lucky said. The kids gave one to
her parents and his. “Baby’s first picture,” Angel said. Everyone gushed a while, then Lucky
and his brother got dinner ready. “So when did you find out,” his sister asked. “Last week. Was
at the doctor with the girls when I found out,” Angel said as the girls played in the yard with the
new toys. “Haven’t seen you this happy in years,” her dad said. “I am,” Angel said. She got up
to get the salads ready. Lucky handed over the BBQ to his brother and followed her. She put the
salads out and went upstairs. “What,” he said. “Just,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around
her and kissed her. “I hate these tears,” he said. He kissed her again, until she stopped crying.
“Remember this. It’s me. Your best friend. Nobody else. I love you even when you are the
biggest pain the ass ever,” he said trying to make her laugh. He kissed her. He leaned her into
the wall. “Um….guests,” Angel said. He kissed her again, grabbing her butt. “Guests. Dinner,”
Angel said. He kissed her again. She went into the bedroom and slid her jeans on. “Could warm
you up if you want,” he said leaning against her and knocking her onto the bed. “Our parents
are down there,” Angel said. “Good point,” he said kicking the door closed. Angel laughed.
“Seriously. Dinner. Meal. Cake,” Angel said. He kissed her. “No more taking off or no cake for
you,” he teased. “Hmm. Tough decision,” Angel said. He pinned her arms to the bed. “Cake it
is,” Angel said. “Then I guess I’ll let you up,” he said pulling her legs around him. He picked
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Angel said. “Tonight or now,” he said. She slid her hands down his back letting her nails graze
his skin. “Damn,” he said. “Food,” Angel said. He nodded. He kissed her again and let her
down, as she zipped up her jeans. They headed back downstairs and finished the party.

Once everyone headed home, Lucky tucked the girls in and Angel relaxed outside on the chaise.
He came outside and she was curled up with a cup of tea. “Got room for me,” he asked. Angel
slid forwards as he sat down beside her and wrapped his arms around her as she leaned against
him. “How are we,” he asked. She leaned her head against his shoulder. He kissed her neck,
then her shoulder. “Still scared,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Why are you so worried,” he asked.
“Because when it seems too perfect, something always goes wrong,” Angel said. “Here’s the
difference. It’s me,” he said. “Still,” Angel said. “Where the hell would I go? I have what I want
and need right here,” he said. “It’s just,” Angel said. She didn’t know how to describe it. She
just felt like something was going to happen. “I have to go check email.” Angel said getting up.
“Nope. No computer for you. Bed or else,” he said. “Fine,” Angel said. “Bed and check email. I
was waiting for the 2nd draft of that project,” Angel said. “Fine. You can use my laptop then,” he
said. They turned off the lights and headed upstairs. Angel washed up and slid on her satin
teddy, climbing into bed and turned on the computer to check the email. She went into his email
then before she logged into hers, she noticed an email from his ex wife.

They said I was 12 weeks. Need to talk to you.

Angel got choked up then marked it as unread and went and checked her email. Lucky was
washing up. She didn’t get any new mail and she logged off and back into his, leaving it there
for him. She got up and went down the steps to the kitchen, grabbing her 2 pairs of clean jeans
and clothes, throwing them into a bag. “I knew it,” Angel said to herself. She stopped, leaning
against the washer. She took a deep breath and went upstairs. She walked into the bedroom,
then grabbed her sweater and went and sat outside. “Angel,” Lucky said. She turned away from
him and walked back inside, pulling her track pants and flip flops on. “You aren’t walking out of
here,” he said. She grabbed his keys. She grabbed the bag she’d left downstairs and her purse.
“No,” he said. “I was right Lucky,” Angel said. “No,” he said trying to stop her at every
movement. She got past him and went outside, throwing her bag and purse in the truck. “Angel,
you aren’t taking off again,” he said. She started the truck. “Angel, get out of the truck,” he said.
She locked the doors. “Angel,” he said. She pulled out with tears streaming. She headed for the
hotel by the water.

He sat down on the front porch. “Shit,” he said to himself. He ran his hands over his head. He
got up and walked back inside and sat down in the back yard, pouring himself a drink of Jack
Daniels. His brother called. “Yeah,” Lucky said answering the phone. “Okay. Now I know
something’s up,” he said. “What do you want Craig,” Lucky asked. “I saw the truck. What
happened now,” he asked. “Doesn’t matter. I’m going to damn well snap,” Lucky said taking
another shot. “I’ll get Karen to look after the girls. We’s heading out,” he said. “I don’t want to
go out,” Lucky said. “Throw your damn shirt on. We are going,” Craig said as he hung up.
Lucky was still outside when Craig got there. “Up,” Craig said. “Dude, seriously. I’m not
going,” Lucky said. “Karen’s inside with the girls. Throw your damn shoes on,” he said. “She’s
not coming back,” Lucky said. “Shoes. Then we deal with that,” he said. Lucky took another
shot. Craig took the bottle, did the lid up and put it away inside. “Seriously,” Lucky said. Craig
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Angel checked into the hotel under her maiden name. She went up to her room and sat out on
the balcony. “I knew I was right,” Angel said as the tears started again. About 10 minutes later,
there was a knock at the door. Angel tried to brush the tears away. She opened the door to a
room service cart. “I didn’t order anything,” Angel said. “Already taken care of,” the waiter
said. She was kind of puzzled. The waiter left and closed the door. “Who knows I am here,”
Angel said to herself. There was another knock at the door. “Dylan,” Angel said. “Saw you pull
in when I was on my last break,” he said. “I just want to be alone right now okay,” Angel said.
He took the lid off what the waiter had brought up. “Know you love these,” he said as he
handed her the plate of fresh cut sweet potato fries. “Just the way you like them,” he said.
“Really, I just want to be alone for a while. I mean I appreciate all of this, but,” Angel said. He
wrapped his arms around her. “What’s wrong,” he asked. “You should go. I really just need
some me time,” Angel said walking him to the door. “I’m going to be here until 1,” he said.
Angel nodded and closed the door.

Lucky and his brother headed off to the bar down by the water. “I just want to be at home in case
she changes her mind,” Lucky said. “What the hell happened,” Craig asked as they sat outside
alone on the patio. “Mandy. What else,” Lucky said. “She isn’t your problem anymore,” Craig
said. “Nope, but the 9 month problem 12 weeks in is,” Lucky said. “Shit! And Angel,” Craig
said. “As I said. Not in the mood to go out,” Lucky said ordering shots. “What you gonna do,”
Craig asked. “Well, firstly, have this shot, then the next one,” Lucky said. “I meant about
Mandy,” Craig asked. “Paternity,” Lucky said. “And,” Craig said. “Will figure that out when I
get the results,” he said. “When,” Craig asked. “Next week. She hates me,” Lucky said. He left
some money for the drinks and went and sat by the water.

Angel sat out on her balcony. She looked down and saw Lucky on the beach with Craig.
“Dammit,” Angel said. She leaned back on the chaise. She tried to relax, but the tears came back.
She went into the bedroom. She laid down on the bed. She was freezing. She slid under the
covers.

“She doesn’t hate you Lucky. She’s pissed, yes, but she doesn’t hate you,” Craig said. “I can’t
live there without her,” Lucky said. “Stop. She isn’t leaving,” Craig said. “She walked out,”
Lucky said. “She won’t leave you,” Craig said. “Try telling her that,” Lucky said. “Up. No
more stupid drinks. Walk on the beach,” Craig suggested. Lucky got up and turned around
looking up at the hotel. He saw a lady on the top floor with her hair blowing in the wind on the
balcony. “Stop,” Craig said. “It looks like her,” Lucky said. “What the hell would she be here
for,” Craig said. “I guess,” Lucky said. They walked off the alcohol a bit, then headed to the
parking garage. Lucky saw the truck. “It is her,” he said. “Lucky, get in the car,” Craig said.
“No. I have to go and talk to her. Talk some sense into her head,” Lucky said. “Give her a night
to process it. Lucky,” Craig said as Lucky headed for the stairs. Craig got him into the car and
took him home.

“To bed. Just leave her be. I’ll go talk to her,” Craig said. “What damn good is that going to do?
She’s my wife,” Lucky said. “I will go talk to her. You stay here. Get some sleep. Sleep off the
damn Jack. Go,” he said as lucky went inside.

There was a knock at her hotel door. Angel got up and tried to wipe away the tears. “Craig,”
Angel said. “We need to talk,” he said. “Go home and tell him to leave me the hell alone,” Angel

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said. “Would you cut the bullshit for once drama queen,” Craig said. “She’s pregnant, I’m
pregnant and you’re telling me to cut the crap,” Angel said. “It’s probably not his anyway.
You’re the only damn woman he would fight the damn world for. Get over it,” he said. “Get the
hell out,” Angel said. He went and packed her bag and grabbed her hand. “I’m not leaving,”
Angel said. “Damn right you are. Go home and talk to the man,” Craig said. He checked Angel
out. He put her in the truck and drove it home to the brownstone. The second it pulled in, Craig
grabbed her bag and purse and walked inside. “Let’s go,” Craig said. Angel locked the doors.
The keys were still in the ignition. “Woman get out of the damn vehicle,” Craig said. Lucky
heard the commotion outside. He saw Angel in the truck and grabbed the extra keys. She
hopped into the drivers seat. “Angel,” Craig said. “I have your license. You aren’t going
anywhere,” he said. Lucky whipped past him and grabbed her purse from his hands. She undid
the window a crack and grabbed it from Lucky then did the window back up. “Angel,” he said.
“No,” she replied. He undid the door and opened it before she could re-lock it. “Move over,” he
said. “No Lucky. I’m going. Leave me alone,” she said. He slid her over. He locked the doors
and pulled out, heading down to the park.

She didn’t say a word the entire way there. He parked the truck, taking both sets of keys with
him. “You’re going to talk to me. We’re alone. You and me,” he said. Angel grabbed her cell. “I
need a…” He grabbed her cell and hung it up. He pulled the battery out and put it in his pocket.
“Want it? Use it without the battery,” he said. She hopped out and started walking back
towards the main road. “Angel, stop it,” he said. “She’s pregnant Lucky! It’s damn well yours.
Deal with it,” Angel said screaming at the top of her lungs. She walked back to the main road.
He followed her. “You don’t know that and either do I,” he said. “How can it not be,” Angel
said. She got to the road and was about to hop into a cab. He pulled her back and told the cab to
leave. “Leave me the hell alone,” Angel said. “Neither of us know if it’s mine or not. I know it
can’t be. She’s trying for every damn penny she can get,” Lucky said. “Hope you two are real
happy then,” Angel said. She walked away and got in a cab and left.

She called her friend who was a travel agent. “Next flight out is Florida,” she said. “Book it,”
Angel replied. “Booked you in at the Naples resort you used to love,” she said. “Don’t tell
anyone no matter what or your ass is fried,” she said. “Fine. But Lucky,” her friend said. “No.
Especially not Lucky,” Angel said. They pulled into the airport. They lost Lucky on the freeway.
She went in, checked in and got on the plane.

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Chapter 13

Angel checked into the new hotel and finally got some sleep. The next morning, a package
showed up for her. Her friend had managed to grab a few items from Angel’s place and threw
them in a bag and sent them to her.

Take care of you. Here when you need it.

Angel got changed, then headed to the mall to buy some swimsuits. She got back and relaxed
outside. She put the new battery in her cell and sat out on the beach. Her cell rang. She looked
at the call display. “Nope,” Angel said putting the phone back down. “There’s another package
here for you madam,” the concierge said. He handed Angel the box – her laptop and cords. She
laughed. Angel logged into her laptop and email – 10 from Lucky and 3 from work. She went
through the ones from work and got some more of the project finished, then read the ones from
Lucky. They were all the same – where are you? Why won’t you answer? I’m sorry etc.

Angel closed up the laptop and unplugged. She relaxed with some cool water then headed for
the water. When she got back, her cell was ringing again. Angel grabbed it. “What,” she said
closing the door so nobody would know where she was. “Angel,” Lucky said. “Got the results
already,” Angel said laying down on the bed. “We got the test done today. We’ll get the results
in a day or two. Where the hell are you,” he asked. “You don’t need to know Lucky. I’m not at
home. I’m away,” Angel said hanging up. He called back again. She didn’t answer. She headed
off for a massage. When she came back, there were 5 messages from Lucky on her phone. She
deleted the messages and within seconds, her phone rang again. “What,” Angel said. “I want
you to come home,” he said. “Lucky, I’m not coming back until I want to. Got me,” Angel said.
“Angel. You can’t take off. You can’t just disappear,” he said. “I can. I am,” Angel said.
“Please,” he said. “What,” Angel asked. “Come home and discuss this with me,” he said. Angel
hung up.

A few days later, he called her back. “Come home,” he asked. “And,” Angel said. “Come
home,” he said. “What’s the answer Lucky?” “It doesn’t matter what the answer is. Come
home,” he said. “Well,” she asked. “We get the results around 4. Please baby,” he said. She
hung up. She got a note from work that she was needed for a meeting. She had to go back. She
booked a room at the airport. She checked out and took the scenic route back to the airport. She
stopped at a small little house by the water. She missed how a house felt. The memories it holds.
She drove to the airport and gave back her rental and flew home. She walked into the meeting
the next morning.

4 hours later, she headed back towards the airport. She sat down in the restaurant in the hotel
and had dinner, then went to head upstairs. “Angel,” Lucky said as she walked through the
lobby. She kept walking like she hadn’t heard him and slipped into a half-closed elevator. She
got to her room and tried to figure out the game plan. Minutes later, there was a knock at the
door. She locked it. “Angel,” Lucky said. She wasn’t ready to face him. “I’m not leaving until
you open the door,” he said. “Who even told you I was here,” Angel asked. “Your nosy
assistant,” he said. She slid her suit off and answered the door. “What do you want,” she said.
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her and she turned her cheek. He held her face in his hands and kissed her. “So what Lucky.
Yours,” Angel said pushing him away. He pulled her to him and kissed her again. “You think
trying to get me to sleep with you is going to make this all go away,” Angel said. He kissed her
again and leaned her into the wall. “So what was the answer Lucky? She making you a dad
again? Decided you made a mistake and want her back,” Angel said pushing him away. She
went to lean down to grab her bag and he wrapped his arms around her. She stood up and
threw her bag on the counter as he leaned her against the counter. “No Lucky. No,” she said
moving away from him and slipping her jeans on.

“I’m not losing you,” he said. “Already have,” Angel said. “It’s inconclusive. They have to redo
it in a month or two,” he said. “Have fun waiting then,” Angel said. She put her suit in the bag.
“Where are you going,” he asked. “To get my car, then wherever the hell I feel like,” Angel said.
She grabbed her bag and her things and headed for the door. “No. Angel, you aren’t leaving like
this,” he said. “Watch me,” she replied. She walked out the door, then checked out and cabbed it
to the house. She got her car, a few more clothes and left. She went to pull out and he grabbed
her keys. “Give me back my damn keys,” Angel said. “No,” he said closing the garage door.
She walked back into the house. She went to make a call and he pulled the cord from the phone.
“Sit the hell down,” he said. “Don’t you dare think you’re going to tell me what to do after this.
You are probably the father of that kid. Don’t you dare tell me what to do,” Angel said.

He walked towards her and she walked away. He pulled her to him and kissed her. She fought
him and he held her tight in his arms. He wasn’t going to let go. Not at that moment, not ever.
She kept fighting him. “Let me go,” Angel said. He walked her backwards towards the steps.
“No,” Angel said trying to fight him. He looked at her. “Angel,” he said. “No. I am not walking
back into this,” Angel said. He leaned her onto the steps. He kissed her and pulled her shirt off.
“Lucky, no,” Angel said. He slid her jeans off. “Lucky,” Angel said. He threw them upstairs.
She tried to slip away from him and he followed her, as she made her way towards the bedroom.
“Lucky, stop it. The answer is no,” Angel said. He kissed her and picked her up, carrying her to
the bed and locking the door. “Lucky, would you stop,” she said. She moved over and got up,
sliding her jeans back on. “You aren’t leaving,” he said. “Damn right I am. Car or no car, I am
leaving,” she said. She grabbed a shirt from the closet and pulled it on. He undid the shirt,
sliding it off of her and tying her hands with it. “Lucky, enough,” she said. He kissed her and
backed her up to the bed. “No. Don’t even Lucky. This isn’t going to solve anything. She is
pregnant with your kid. Why the hell would I stand in the way of you two,” Angel said getting
herself loose. There was a knock at the front door. He went downstairs and locked her in the
bedroom. “Thanks,” Lucky said getting an envelope and signing for it. He walked back up the
steps and into the bedroom. He opened the envelope. The test showed 75% probability it wasn’t
his. “What the hell,” he said. He handed it to Angel. “I told you,” he said. “That isn’t 100%
Lucky,” Angel said pushing past him and walking down the steps. He grabbed the bag from her
hand. “No,” he said. He walked into the TV room and sat down on the sofa. “Give me the
keys,” Angel said. “Hell no,” he said. “Lucky, I swear. Give me the damn keys,” she said.
“No,” he said. “Fine. The truck it is,” Angel said. She went to grab the keys from the counter
and he grabbed them. “Just let me go. I was right all the way along Lucky. Just let it be done,”
Angel said. “You aren’t walking out after 6 weeks. You’re pregnant with our baby. You can’t
go,” he said. He sat down on the sofa in tears.

“What the hell do you expect Lucky? It could be yours. Then what? Then the two of you should
be together. End of discussion,” Angel said. “And what about our baby? You going to cut me

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off? Walk away and not expect me to want to be with you,” he said. “We’ll figure that out when
it comes. I just can’t do this. I can’t sit here and watch you walk out and be with her,” Angel
said. She walked upstairs to the bedroom and locked the door. She drew herself a hot bath in the
Jacuzzi tub and slid in. She came out an hour and a bit later and he was sitting on the bed. “I’m
not walking away from you. Never,” he said. “You can say that all you want Lucky. You will,”
Angel said. She pulled on one of his dress shirts and grabbed a pillow and blanket. “Where are
you going,” he asked. “The nursery,” Angel said. She walked down the hall to the perfect little
room. She sat on the window seat, looking out the window. She wrapped herself in the blanket.
Within about an hour, she was fast asleep by the window seat on the carpet. He walked in and
saw her curled up in the moonlight. He sat down on the floor beside her and leaned against the
window seat, pulling her into his arms.

She woke up late in the morning, with his arms around her and the blanket around them both.
She tried to pry his arms out from around her and he held on tighter. She turned to face him and
he kissed her. “I have to get up,” Angel said. “Saturday. Do not,” he said. He kissed her harder.
No matter how mad she was, the kiss was the only thing she couldn’t resist. Not a kiss like this.
He was intense, passionate, needy almost. He pinned her arms down and undid the shirt. His
kisses trailed from her neck, down her torso. He kissed each hip. He slid her g-string off.
“Lucky,” Angel said. He slid his jeans off. “What,” he said as she felt his hot skin against hers.
“No. Not now,” Angel said. He kissed her and slid her legs around his. He made love to her
hoping and praying it wouldn’t be the last time. “I love you. Nothing is ever going to change
that,” he said. “You know you can’t walk away.” “God I missed this,” Angel said. “Then don’t
go,” he said. He made love to her all morning. By the time lunch rolled around, she was beyond
tired. He grabbed a snack for them, then came back upstairs. She was out cold on their bed.

Lucky laid down next to her and wrapped his arms around her. He’d spent the past week
hoping for this moment. His phone rang. He grabbed it before it woke her. “I got the results last
night. It’s not,” Mandy said. “It said 75%,” he replied. “It’s not. They re-ran the tests. It isn’t,”
Mandy said. “You’re going to have to show her proof. She won’t believe me,” Lucky said. “I’ll
get it. Just wanted to let the pressure off. It isn’t,” Mandy said. Lucky hung up and went to
wrap his arms around Angel. “Tell me why she called,” Angel said. “It isn’t mine,” he said. “It
said 75% Lucky. There’s a 25% chance,” Angel said. “She said they re-ran them and I’m not,”
Lucky said. “Figure out who she was with,” Angel asked. “Meaning,” he said. “I know you
wanted to know,” Angel said. She got out of bed and headed for the shower. He thought about
it and it dawned on him. He called his other brother. Mandy answered the phone. “So that’s
why,” he said. “Lucky,” she said. He hung up. He went in and slipped into the shower with
Angel.

“What,” she said. “There’s a reason for the 75%. She was with my other brother – Eric,” he said.
“Ah,” Angel said. She finished washing her hair and he slid his arms around her. She stepped
out and wrapped the towel around her. He washed up and turned off the water, walking into
the bedroom behind Angel. He undid her towel, wrapping his arms around her. “Cut it out,”
Angel said. She threw the towel at him and slid her sundress on. She grabbed her bag and
walked downstairs. “What the hell are you doing,” he asked. He grabbed it and took it back
upstairs, unpacking it. “You aren’t bloody leaving,” he said. “I need some time Lucky,” Angel
said. “It’s not mine. What else do you need,” he said. “What happened the night I left,” Angel
said. “I went out with Craig then back here,” he said. “And,” Angel said. She came over the
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talked alone,” he said. She closed her eyes and shook her head. She walked out the back door.
“I told you. Before you came up with the idea of getting married. I told you. You didn’t listen.
Go back to her Lucky,” Angel said. She got up and walked back past him. She grabbed her bag
and her car and left.

She drove down the coast. She sat down at the beach, trying to calm herself. She wanted to get
as far away as she could. Dylan came walking down the beach towards her. “Thought that
looked like you,” he said. He sat down with her and wrapped his arm around her. “I don’t need
any more stress okay,” Angel said. “Warm bubble bath, massage and a warm bed. Nothing but
hugs,” he said. Angel nodded. “Follow me okay,” he said. She nodded and they headed to his
place.

He went upstairs and as promised, a back rub, a warm bubble bath alone, and a warm bed. He
laid on the bed beside her and held her. “Just stick with me. Won’t do you wrong,” he said. She
gave him a look. “Okay. Won’t try anything,” he teased. “Better not. I’m pregnant,” Angel
said. “Seriously,” he asked. Angel nodded. “What are we going to do with you,” he said. She
relaxed the rest of the day and stayed in with Dylan. He gave her a foot rub and a two hour
massage. “Nice and relaxed,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Movie,” he asked. “Whichever,”
Angel replied. She curled up with him in the bedroom and watched a movie. Mid way through,
it got to a super sappy part. She got teary-eyed and he leaned down. He kissed her. “Dylan,”
Angel said. “I’m sorry. Just had to,” he said. “No more,” Angel said. He nodded and they
finished watching the movie, then they both fell asleep.

Angel woke up the next morning and tried to get some work done. She condo hunted in between
spurts of work. She found a great one, but then thought back to all her memories of her
brownstone. She made a few calls, then took possession of her unit back. Thank god she’d
decided to rent them.

Angel headed over mid afternoon and grabbed a few things from the house while Lucky was at
work. She took the bed from the spare room, her clothes and a few items that were portable to
the new place. She pulled away and parked in the back of the parking for her brownstone. She
cleaned up, got set up a little then relaxed. She was home again. She knew he would notice and
freak out, but it had to be done.

Angel laid down in her old room, in her old bed and watched movies. An hour or so later, her
phone started ringing. She looked at the caller – Lucky.

“What,” she asked. “Where are you,” he asked. “Not home,” she replied. “Angel, where are
you? It’s like you were here and took stuff with you,” he said. “I did,” Angel said. “Tell me
where you are,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. She hung up and got in her car, deciding on some
retail therapy.

She wandered around at the baby store. She got a few items, then started to get teary-eyed. She
never wanted to do this alone. They were supposed to be doing this together. She got a crib and
things for the baby room, then a few little outfits and headed back to the brownstone. As soon as
she pulled in, Dylan called. “Where the hell did you go,” he asked. “Somewhere I should have
stayed all along,” Angel replied. “I’ll be there in an hour,” he said. “Dylan,” Angel said. He
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the door about a half hour later. She went to answer it and saw Dylan. “Hey,” Angel said
fighting back tears. She walked out of the TV room and went back to putting the crib together.
“Angel, you can’t do this alone,” Dylan said. “I can and I will,” Angel said. She got the crib
together, then Dylan grabbed the mattress from the car. She set the room up the way she wanted
it. She leaned against the wall. “Angel,” Dylan said. “No. I am going to do this on my own.
The whole damn thing was a mistake from the beginning. I made the mistake and I will take
responsibility for it,” Angel said. “Then you have to eat. I’ll get something. What do you want,”
he asked. “I’m not hungry,” Angel said. “Be back in 10 then,” he replied. Angel put up the
curtain and washed the blankets and sheets and made the baby bed. She sat back down and
broke down into tears.

About 30 minutes later, there was a knock on the door. She went to answer it. It was Lucky with
dinner. “Go home. Leave me alone,” Angel said. She slammed the door and locked it. She sat
in the baby room and was in tears.

Lucky sat down against the door. He wasn’t losing her. “Angel. Don’t do this,” he said. “Go
home Lucky. Leave me alone,” Angel said. She heard the lock turn. She heard the door close,
the lock turned again. “Angel, stop this. Baby, come on,” Lucky said sitting down next to her.
“Don’t baby me. Go back to her Lucky. Take your girls back to their mom, go back to her. I’ll
survive without you,” Angel said. She got up and walked into her room. He followed. “You
aren’t leaving,” he said. “Says who,” Angel replied. He grabbed her arm and turned her
towards him and saw the tears – that she’d been crying all night. “It’s me. Your best damn
friend. The person who knows you better than you know yourself. You don’t want this,” he
said. “There’s a lot of things I don’t want, but I am living with it,” Angel said. “Stop this. Dylan
told me how upset you were. Stop this,” he said trying to hold her. “No Lucky. No more. No
more crap, no more bullshit, no more talking me into things. I’m not coming back. You should
be with her. Just go,” Angel said. She pushed him away once and for all and walked away. It
killed her.

She walked out and got in her car, driving down the coast again. She got to the end of the beach
and pulled off, hiding her car in a covered part of the parking area. She sat down with her hand
on her stomach talking to the baby. “I know this is all too much for you to understand. I love
him, but I just never expected any of this. I can’t do this with him. I want it to be just you and
me. You’ll understand someday,” Angel said as she tried to brush the tears away. She leaned
back against the rocks. Her cell rang again – Lucky. She turned it off. She fell asleep on the
beach that night. The sounds of the ocean calmed her.

She woke up early the next morning. She kept driving down the coast, stopping occasionally for
gas and food. She finally stopped when she saw the perfect house. There was even a for sale
sign out front. She called the agent and asked for a showing immediately. She walked around
the house, and knew instantly that it was home. It was going for a steal. She called her bank and
within 24 hours, it was hers. She called Dylan and a few friends to get her things from the
brownstone and from Lucky’s house. Within 24 hours, everything was moved in. Her friends
helped her with the painting and putting pictures up. “Tell me you didn’t tell him anything,”
Angel asked her friends. “All I know is that man will hunt you down until he finds you. He was
a mess,” Crystal said. “He asked me to give you this,” she said. “I know he isn’t admitting
defeat, but he was really upset.” She handed Angel an envelope.

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Chance decided he was going to stay to make sure Angel was okay. “See you in a little while
then,” Crystal said. Angel sat down on her porch and stared at the envelope. He handed her a
cup of herbal tea. “I know this whole thing was just a huge mistake,” Angel said. “We’re
supposed to be married to our best friend. Crystal and I are. Why are you so damn scared,” he
asked. “Mandy is pregnant. 75% chance it isn’t his. He belongs with her,” Angel said. “Now I
get it. You don’t want the competition. You don’t want to fight for what you want,” Chance
said. “I don’t want to have to,” Angel replied. “Stop staring at the damn envelope and open it,”
Chance said.

She read the letter and paragraph after paragraph of him trying to talk her into coming back.

I love you. I don’t know how to say it any other way. I knew better than to be with
Mandy all those years. I used to wish it were us. That you were there in my arms
instead of being in a loveless marriage with her. The only good thing I got from it
was my girls. I’m not losing you because of her. The baby isn’t mine. It’s my older
brother’s. Please baby. Come back. I’ll give you whatever you want. Please.

I love you.

Lucky.

Angel broke down into tears. “I am telling you, the guy has been a mess over the past two
weeks. You can’t just walk away without even talking to him,” Chance said. “I tried Chance. It
just isn’t going to work,” Angel said. “I love him. I do, I just can’t do this. I can’t do this with
him. I can’t sit there and see all of this happening and not get defensive and distant. That isn’t
how I want this baby to be. I don’t want this baby raised in an unstable environment. I’d rather
do it alone.” “He loves you. Whenever you decide that you love him enough to fight for it, he’ll
still be waiting for you. I don’t blame him. You two have something that everyone wants.
Everyone wants their best friend. I have it, and you have it. If you need someone, I am here and
so is Crystal. We aren’t going anywhere,” he said. He wrapped his arm around Angel and she
leaned on his shoulder.

An hour or so later, she went into her new bedroom. She climbed into her bed alone, then turned
out the lights. Chance slept in the guest bedroom. Thoughts raced through her head all night of
Lucky being with someone else – of him getting back together with Mandy. She cried herself to
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Chapter 14

The next morning, Angel woke up to the smell of eggs and bacon. “You know the way to wake a
lady don’t you,” Angel said. “You are eating for two,” he said. “Where did we put the laptop,”
Angel asked. “Desk,” he replied. She went over and logged on and Chance sat down with her
and had breakfast. “How many,” he asked. “Ten,” she replied. She filtered them into another
folder so she wouldn’t have to see them. She tried to get some work done. “Did you tell your
boss where you moved to,” Chance asked. “Shit. I knew there was something I was supposed to
do,” Angel said. She shot off an email to her boss and her assistant and requested that they did
not forward the new address on to anyone – especially Lucky.

After they finished cleaning up, Chance headed off to work. “Take care of yourself okay,” he
said as he hugged her goodbye. “I really appreciate all the help. Thank you for everything,”
Angel said. She went into the nursery with her laptop and sat on the floor, working on her
project. She turned on her cell and there were 10 messages from Lucky. Her mailbox was full.
She went through them. One by one it was the same thing repeated over and over again. “Call
me. Just talk to me. Something. Anything. Please.” She erased them and made her call. “Was
wondering when you were going to call. Lucky is totally losing it,” Raven said. “Good,” Angel
replied. “Where are you,” she asked. “If I tell you, you don’t tell Lucky or anyone else. Got me,”
Angel said. “Just give me the directions,” she said. Angel gave her directions and within an
hour or two, Raven was at her door.

“Holy crap,” she said walking in the door. Angel showed her around. “So, need a roomie,” she
asked. “More than enough room for one. Why? You and James toast,” Angel asked. “He’s so
past done. I was looking for apartments all damn day,” she said. “Until you find one, welcome
home then,” Angel said. Raven noticed the nursery. “When,” she asked. “January. I know. It’s
way too early to be getting this stuff, but I had to,” Angel said. “Now we have 7 months of
shopping left,” Raven joked. “Six and a half actually,” Angel said. “What do you mean,” Raven
asked. “They were off by a few weeks. They said I was lucky if I made it to January,” Angel
said. “Meaning,” Raven asked. “Meaning we have shopping to do,” Angel said. “Tomorrow.
Today, I will get my things,” Raven said.

Raven got settled in after a few hours, and Angel finished a few projects. She noticed the folder
with Lucky’s emails getting bigger. She read them. She called while reading them and made an
ultrasound appointment and a checkup. The next day, Angel got up early with Raven and
headed in to her appointment. Raven sat through the ultrasound and checkup with her. “So,
baby is doing great. Right on time. I would expect somewhere before Christmas. We were only
a few weeks off,” the doctor said. “Thanks,” Angel said. He printed out a few copies of the
pictures for Angel, copies for Lucky and copies to pass on to family. Angel took them home,
slipping one set into an envelope with Lucky’s name on it. She handed it to Raven. “Mailbox.
Got ya,” She said. Angel stopped at the house and left the envelope for Lucky and headed back
to her place.

Within about an hour and a half, the phone started ringing again – Lucky. “What,” Angel said.
“You went to an appointment without me? You didn’t even call,” he said. “Get used to it,”
Angel said. “Please give me a chance,” he said. Angel hung up. He called back. “What do you
want Lucky,” Angel said. “Meet me somewhere. Anywhere. Please,” he said. “Why? So you
can make me come back? I’m not coming Lucky. Go back to Mandy and leave me be,” Angel

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said. “Please. Just name the place. Anywhere,” he said. “Fine. Meet me at the cove,” Angel
said. “The place on the beach,” he asked. “Yes. Deal is, you don’t follow me. You don’t try to
make me stay. Talk. That’s it,” Angel said. “When,” he asked. “An hour,” Angel replied. She
hung up. “You know it’s for the best,” Raven said. “I’m not going back. Maybe this will get him
to back off,” Angel said.

She slipped on her sexiest dress, her sweater and her sandals and did her hair and makeup and
headed off to meet Lucky. She pulled in and walked to meet him. He got up the minute she
came in and wrapped his arms around her. He leaned in to try and kiss her and she turned her
cheek. “Let go,” Angel said. He got them each something to go and they sat down on the beach.

“You know I don’t want to be with Mandy. She’s with my older brother. They’re happy. I gave
them my blessing. Just don’t do this. Don’t walk away from what we spent years building,” he
said. “You two belong together Lucky. You and her, you and Kristy. Whatever. I am not sitting
around waiting for the next time to happen. I’m doing this on my own. You don’t want to lose
me? You already did. You said you hadn’t slept with her in years. Why were you worried it
was yours then,” Angel asked. “One damn time. Secondly, I was still married to her then. Angel.
Please,” he said. “No. I’m done. I’m exhausted, I’m drained and I don’t have the energy to fight
with you anymore. I’ll let you know what’s happening with the baby, but that’s it. No more,”
Angel said. She got up and walked back towards the parking lot. He got up and Chanced her to
the car. He wrapped his arms around her. “Please,” he said. He turned her towards him and
kissed her. He held her close. “Let go,” she said. “Never,” he replied. He kissed her again. She
tried to push him away, but he held on too tight. He grabbed the blanket from the back of his
truck and grabbed her hand. “Where the hell,” Angel said. He pulled her along behind him.
“Lucky,” she said. He found the secluded part of the beach and laid down the blanket. “What,”
Angel said. He sat down and stared at her. “Fine. Lucky, nothing is going to change this. I’m
not coming back to that house,” Angel said. She sat down beside him and he reached over and
kissed her, leaning her onto the blanket on the sand. She was in his arms. “I can’t Lucky. Not
anymore,” Angel said. He kissed her again, leaning against her. He pulled her leg and wrapped
it around him, sliding her sandals off. “Lucky,” Angel said as he kissed her with an intense
passionate kiss. He kissed her neck, her shoulder, her chest. “Stop,” Angel said. He kissed her
again, taking her breath away.

His hand slid up her thigh, sliding the dress up. “Please,” he said. He slid her g-string off. “Stop
this,” Angel said trying to move away. He kissed her again, leaning his body against hers. She
wanted him. She had to have the will power to walk away. He kissed her again and she knew
she was screwed. She wanted him so badly. She knew if she did, he wouldn’t stop. The smell of
his cologne, that she loved, intoxicated her. He undid his jeans. He wouldn’t let her break the
kiss. He’d missed her. Her perfume, her soft skin against his, the way he felt making love to her.
He took the chance. He had to. He made love to her on the beach. He took it slow, cherishing
every second. Every kiss he memorized. Every taste, he devoured. Every feeling he added to
memory. After, he slid his jeans on and wrapped the blanket around her, making them a small
bonfire. “Just come home. I’ll give you your space. Whatever you want. Please Angel,” he said
holding her tight in his arms. “I have a new home now Lucky. I sold the brownstone,” Angel
said. “Where,” he said. “It doesn’t matter. It’s my home. It’s where I am happy, and where this
baby is going to be happy. I have to go,” Angel said. “No,” he replied refusing to let go. “I’m
going,” Angel said. She slipped out of the blanket and slid her dress back on. She pulled her
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Lucky doused the flames of the bonfire. He followed her. She got in the car. “Angel, please.
Just for tonight. Come home,” he said. “I can’t,” Angel said as her eyes welled up. If only he
knew how much she loved him. He grabbed the keys. “Move over,” he said. “No Lucky. Just
give me my keys and let me go,” Angel replied. He went around the other side of the car and got
in. “Lucky, please,” Angel said. He kissed her again, and pulled her into his lap. “I can’t lose
this,” he said. He pulled her close. He kissed her again and again trying every time to convince
her. She finally sat back down, and took her keys. “Give me one weekend. You name the
weekend. Please,” he said. “No,” Angel said. “One night,” he said. “No. Just let me go,” Angel
replied. “One night,” he said. He reached over and kissed her. “Just one.” “Name the night.
Wherever you want,” he said. “Let me go home. Give me some time okay,” Angel requested.
He nodded and kissed her again. Her lips went numb. He got out of the car and she took off
heading in the detoured direction so he would have no idea where she was going.

He got in the truck and drove back to the brownstone. Over the past while he’d realized, it
wasn’t home without her. She’s the one that made it a home. He sat down in the room they’d
decided on for the baby. He grabbed himself a shot and sat down on the floor. “Just need one
chance. One more damn chance. One more chance to make her understand how much I love
her, how much I need her in my life, how much she means to me. God, I know I screwed up time
and again. I am lucky to have her at all. Things just can’t end like this,” he said taking another
drink. His eyes welled up and within minutes tears were falling.

Angel pulled into the driveway and went inside. Raven was curled up on the sofa. She took one
look at Angel and got up. “You okay,” she asked. Angel nodded and brushed the tears away.
She went and drew herself a bubble bath and tried to relax. The minute she stepped in, her
phone rang. Raven answered it. “I need to talk to her,” Chance said. “She’s in the bath. What,”
she said. “Give her the phone,” he said. Raven went in and handed the phone to Angel. “It’s
Chance,” she said. “Thanks,” Angel replied. “What’s up Chance,” Angel said. “You know he’s a
damn mess right now,” Chance said. “And,” Angel asked. “He’s lost it,” Chance replied. “If
you called to talk me into going back, don’t,” Angel said. “Just try a start over. Something. He’s
seriously snapped,” Chance said. “I’ll make that decision. It’s not anyone else’s to make,” Angel
said. “Start back dating. You and him. You have your place and he has his. Take it slow.
Something,” Chance said. “You done telling me what to do,” Angel said. “Stop being a pain in
the ass. You are so damn stubborn you don’t even see it sometimes. Cut the crap and make an
effort. Do something,” he said. Angel hung up. She leaned back and thought about it.

An hour or so later, Angel came out of the bath and wrapped her robe around her. “So what did
Chance want,” Raven asked. “Gave me an idea,” Angel said. “What did Mr. Smartypants say,”
Raven teased. “Just an idea,” Angel said. She grabbed herself some juice then headed to bed.
She typed out what she thought was a good idea. She forwarded it to Lucky.

The next morning, Angel woke up and started to get ready for her day. Dylan popped in.
“Aren’t you supposed to be at work,” Angel said. “Day off. How are you,” he asked giving her a
huge hug. “Getting there. You remember Raven right,” Angel said re-introducing them.
“Babysitting mommy are you,” he joked. “Trying,” she teased. “So what happened last night,”
Dylan asked. “Why,” Angel teased. “Was wondering if I might be able to take you on a real
date,” he asked. “We’ll see,” Angel said. The phone rang. Raven answered. “She’s right here,”
Raven said handing the phone to Angel. “Yep,” she replied. “I’ll go along with this on one
condition,” Lucky said. “What’s that,” Angel replied. “No seeing anyone else,” he said. “Nope.

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Starting fresh Lucky. Starting over completely,” Angel said. “No sleeping with anyone else,” he
said. “Fair is fair,” Angel replied. “Fine. When,” he asked. “Don’t know. We’ll see,” Angel
said. She hung up.

“What was all that,” Dylan asked. “An idea Chance gave me. Should work,” Angel replied. “So,
what might you be up to tonight beautiful,” Dylan asked. “Nothing. Just hanging with my girl,”
Angel said. “Got a date,” Raven said. “Or hanging with baby,” Angel said. “How about you
and baby let me take you out somewhere,” he suggested. “Depends,” Angel said. “A day of
relaxation. No stress, and good food,” he said. “Deal,” Angel replied. “Then let’s get out of
here,” he said. He headed out with Angel. “Where are you kidnapping me to,” Angel asked.
“You’ll see,” he said. Raven had an idea of her own. Lucky called back again to try to make
plans with Angel. “She’s gone out,” Raven said. “Where,” he asked. “With Dylan,” she replied.
He hung up.

Dylan drove her to the spa he worked at. “Aren’t you off today Dylan,” the receptionist said.
“Special client,” he replied. He took her to the change room and she slid into a warm robe. He
brought her into the massage room and gave her a hot stone massage for 2 hours. She was so
relaxed she felt like she would fall asleep. He helped her up and they went and got a manicure
and pedicure together. As soon as they were done, he grabbed some dinner and they curled up
together at his place and had something to eat. “As per my promise,” Dylan said. “This is kind
of nice. No stress, no fighting,” Angel said. She leaned back against the sofa and he pulled her
into his arms. “So what you think? Pretty good day,” he asked. “Pretty relaxing day,” Angel
said. “Good. You and baby need relaxation,” he said. He wrapped his arms around her. “You
know if you decide to not go back I would help you with the baby,” he said. “Oh stop. Now
you’re just getting ahead of yourself,” Angel said turning to face him. He kissed her. She pushed
him away. “We should go,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked. “I should get back,” Angel said
cleaning up. She stood up and took the take out into his kitchen. He followed her and pinned
her to the counter. “Angel,” he said. “Dylan, you have screwed up more than he ever has. Don’t
start,” Angel said. She turned to face him and he kissed her again. “You trying to make this
more difficult or what,” Angel said. He picked her up, sitting her onto the countertop. “Angel,
you know that we should have been together long ago,” he said. “And you screwed around.
You lied, used and mistreated me. You don’t get to redo that,” Angel said. “I don’t want to,” he
said. “Then what? You want to date me? Come on,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “The
harder I try to get you to trust me the more you hate me. The more you just blow it off. I care
about you,” Dylan said. “Right. You care about getting a piece of ass and that’s about it. You
haven’t changed Dylan. Not at all,” Angel said. She slid off the counter. He kissed her again.
“Stay tonight,” he said. “You must be crazy,” Angel said. He pulled her closer and kissed her
again, slipping his hand up the back of her shirt.

He picked her up and carried her up the steps to the bedroom. He laid her onto the new satin
sheets. “Dylan, this isn’t going to happen. I’m going home,” Angel said. He slid her track pants
off. “Dylan, now,” Angel said. He kissed her leg. “Nope,” he said. Angel got up and grabbed
her track pants and walked down the steps. She slid her runners back on. He came downstairs.
“Where are you going,” he asked. “Home. With or without you,” Angel said. He kissed her,
pinning her against the wall. He was so intense. So determined. He slid her sweater and shirt
off. He slid his hand over her back. “I’m still a married lady,” Angel said. He kissed her again
and carried her to the sofa. He slid her track pants off. “Seriously,” Angel said. “Shh,” he said.
He kissed her again and tried again. “No Dylan,” Angel said. “Fine,” he said. They curled up

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together instead. “What,” Angel said. “See what I meant,” he said. “I have to go home,” Angel
said. She got up, and pulled her things back on. “No,” he said. “What the hell do you mean no,”
Angel said. “I don’t want you to go,” he said. “I have work to get done. I have to,” Angel said.
He got up and pulled his jeans and t-shirt back on. “This weekend then. Whichever night. Me
you and a movie,” he said. “We’ll see,” Angel said. “Have to talk you into it do I,” he said.
Nope,” Angel said pulling her running shoes on. “Fine. I will check your schedule when I drop
you off,” he said. They headed back to her place and she headed inside. She gave Dylan a hug
goodbye and he headed back. Angel went and had a hot shower, then went to go to bed. She
noticed lit candles leading from the bathroom door to the patio. She went outside and saw a
dozen sterling roses. There was a note attached.

Finding my way back – Lucky

Angel knew that Raven and Lucky had talked that night. She half expected to see him. She blew
the candles out and brought the flowers inside. She put the flowers on the counter in her room,
then curled up in bed. She was out cold within a few minutes.

The next morning, she got up and made some breakfast. She noticed a trail of rose petals. They
stopped at the patio door and didn’t come inside. She walked out and followed them onto the
beach. She looked a little further and saw Lucky. “Don’t get mad,” he said. “Didn’t I just say,”
Angel said. “Chance came up with the idea,” he said. “You know you look horrible,” Angel
said. “I feel like crap. I can’t sleep and can’t concentrate. I just want to hold you,” he said.
“Lucky, you have to just give me time,” Angel said. “I don’t want to live there without you,” he
said. “What about the girls,” Angel said. “They miss you. They think it’s their fault. No matter
how many times I say it isn’t, it’s not enough. They don’t believe me,” he said. “I’ll talk to them.
Just give all this a break. I still think I was right Lucky. We shouldn’t have rushed into this. We
should have slowed this down from the beginning,” Angel said. He leaned over and kissed her,
leaning her against the warm sand. He slid his leg under hers. “Lucky,” Angel said. “I miss
you,” he said. He kissed her again and again. He slid his shirt off. “No. Lucky, just,” Angel
said. He broke her mid sentence with another kiss. She slid away and walked back towards the
house. He followed her. “Holy crap. This is yours,” he said. Angel nodded. “No more city life
for me. No more two levels,” Angel said. She went inside. She put her tea on the counter and he
wrapped his arms around her.

“You agreed to slow right,” Angel said. Lucky nodded. She turned towards him. He kissed her.
He picked her up and carried her to the sofa. “This is not slow,” Angel said. He kissed her again
hoping she wouldn’t stop him. She knew she loved him, but she didn’t know how to tell right
from wrong anymore. He kissed her and snuggled with her on the sofa. “This is how we should
have woken up every morning. How we should have been,” Lucky said. “Why are you making
this so damn difficult? I asked one simple thing and you can’t even stick to that,” Angel said.
She got up and walked into the kitchen. “What do you want? What the hell do you want me to
do,” he said. “Start over. From the beginning. No more lying. No more showing up. No more
planning shit with Raven or Chance or Crystal to get my attention,” Angel said. He kissed her.
“No more of that either,” Angel said. She opened the front door. “What,” he said. “Go,” she
replied. “Tonight,” he said. “Maybe,” she replied. He leaned her against the door. “Tonight,”
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let me know,” Angel said. He kissed her again and left. She could have killed Chance at that
moment.
Chapter 15

A few hours later, and many emails later, Angel and Lucky found a spot. The deal was, they
show up at 7. No distractions. They would talk and nothing else. Angel figured out what to
wear, then Raven came in. “Well hello stranger,” Angel said. “Don’t be pissed,” she said.
“Roses were your idea right,” Angel said. “He was pissed when he found out you were out with
Dylan,” Raven said. “Oh well,” Angel said as she took the rollers out of her hair. “Where you
getting all dolled up for,” Raven asked. “Just help me pick an outfit that doesn’t scream pregnant
lady,” Angel said.

By the time it got to 6, Angel was dressed and on her way. Raven gave her a good luck hug.
Angel got to the meeting place and had a seat. “Mrs. Lockheart? These arrived for you,” the
maître d' said. He handed her sterling roses. Minutes later, Lucky showed. “Hello beautiful,” he
said as goosebumps went down her spine. His cologne was a dead giveaway. He sat down with
her.

They talked for hours. They laughed, then they grabbed their coffee and walked down by the
water. “The girls were happy when I told them where I was going,” Lucky said. “Did you tell
them it wasn’t their fault? That I told you it wasn’t,” Angel said. “Yep, but they still miss you,”
he said. “I just can’t rush into all of this again. We rushed the first time. The trust is gone,”
Angel said. “It can’t be. I haven’t done anything,” he said. “Maybe getting married just ruined it
all,” Angel said. She got up and headed back towards the parking area. He came after her. “We
were great just the way we were. Why the hell did we mess with it,” Angel said. She slid her
sandals back on. “What are you saying,” he said. “See you around,” Angel said. He walked
towards the car and she pulled out, heading home. He got in the truck. “Was she right,” he
thought to himself.

Angel got home, and got changed, slipping into her warm track suit. She made herself some tea
and went and sat outside. Raven came out and noticed her outside on the beach. She poured
herself some tea and came and sat outside with her. “How did it go,” Raven said. “Thinking we
screwed it all up by getting married in the first place,” Angel said. “Whoa. Where did that come
from,” she asked. “We were great just being friends. Hanging out together, having a drink after
work, flirting carelessly. We ruined all that,” Angel said. “You have been fantasizing about that
man for as long as I have known you. You compare everyone to him. You two were meant to
damn well be together. You make us all sick. You two may have to take some time to do it, but
you two not being together is what’s wrong. He loves you so much that you’re all he talks about.
Those girls love you. Take the time to remember that,” Raven said.

Lucky got home and felt lost. Things weren’t the same without her. He went inside and saw the
girls. They were tucked into their beds. He paid the babysitter and then sat down outside.
Nothing was the same. He had no idea how to fix things. He didn’t want Angel to know that
he’d spent time with Mandy. That he’d gone back for a day until he could be 100% sure that she
wasn’t what he wanted. He’d slept with her again. That’s the only way they could manage to
get along. His guilt was killing him slowly. He poured himself a stiff drink and sat down.
Chance called moments later. “So,” he asked. “You know this is slowly killing me,” Lucky said.
“What did she say,” Chance asked. “That we never should have got married. That it ruined

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everything,” Lucky said. “I’ll go talk to her. You chill. Be there in an hour or so. We’ll figure
out what to do next,” Chance said. Lucky poured himself another drink.

“On to happier things. Where were you,” Angel said. “Date with Catch. I swear, the man has a
mouth like a truck driver and a body like Arnold,” Raven said. “Totally your type then,” Angel
teased. “You coming in,” Raven asked. “In a few minutes,” she said. Raven went back inside
and Angel relaxed. “You were being serious weren’t you,” a voice said from behind her. She
turned and saw Chance. “Checking up on me,” she asked. He was kind of upset. He asked me
to stay with the girls while you two were out, then he came back miserable. What happened,”
Chance said sitting beside Angel on the beach. She told him what had happened. “I mean we
had so many good memories when we were just friends. Then we had to go do this and now,
everything is ruined,” Angel said. “The beach in Cali was ruining it? I have never seen either of
you that happy. Don’t deny it either. You two were so happy, it was almost damn contagious.
You had Crystal thinking about getting hitched,” Chance said. “It wasn’t meant to be more than
friends between Lucky and I. It just wasn’t,” Angel said. “Would you put all the bullshit with
his ex aside. You two were more than just made for each other. Always been kind of jealous
myself. You two are perfect for each other. You know it,” he said. “You two are having a baby
together. You’re adults. You make each other happy. He just seems like a shell of his old self
without you around. He’s down right pathetic. Just give it a proper try okay? Don’t kill the
poor guy. At least not on my watch okay,” Chance said. Angel nodded and Chance gave her a
hug. He walked her back inside then he headed back to the brownstone.

The next morning, Angel got up and logged into her email. Just work emails and nothing new
from Lucky. She got a project or two completed then checked again. Still no mail from Lucky.
She grabbed a few movies from the movie store and made some dinner for her and Raven. They
had a girls night in. The phone rang just before the ending of P.S. I love you. Raven handed it to
Angel. “It’s Lucky,” she said.

“Hi,” Angel said. “Come for a walk,” he said. “Where,” Angel said. “Meet me in the car,” he
said. Angel threw on her jeans and sweater and went outside, grabbing her purse and cell.
“What,” Angel said. “Get in,” he said. Angel hopped in and he pulled out. “Where the hell are
we going,” Angel asked. “You’ll see,” he said. After an hour and a half of being in the truck, she
had to ask. “Where are you going,” Angel said. He pulled into a cabin. There was nothing but
trees around. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Come inside,” he said. They went in. There was a warm
fire in the fireplace and a bottle of red wine. “It’s not wine. It’s grape juice,” he said. “Come sit,”
he said. “Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Sit.” She sat down with him and curled up
against the side of the sofa. “If this was a mistake, which it wasn’t, then why does it feel like it
was meant to be,” Lucky asked. “Because we are best friends. We make each other happy.
That’s what friends are supposed to do,” Angel said. “Then why do I not want to be without you
then. Why can’t I sleep without you? Why don’t I feel like this is the right thing,” he asked. “I
don’t know what’s right and what isn’t Lucky. I just know we rushed all of this. We had all the
time in the world and we rushed it. We got married too fast, now a baby? We just got rushed
into everything. I wanted the time. I wanted to get to know you more, know more about you. I
wanted to feel secure that I wasn’t second choice,” Angel said. “You never were,” Lucky said.
“Why did I feel that way then,” Angel said. “From the minute we met you were the first and
only choice. I would have rather spent a night having martinis with you then been home with
her. Would have rather spent the night holding your hand through another breakup then been
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pulled her into his arms. “I love you. One hundred and ten percent, above everything else, I love
you,” Lucky said. He saw the tears. He brushed them away and kissed her.

She wrapped her arms around him. He grabbed the pillows off the sofa and threw them onto the
floor. He laid her head down and kissed her. She slid her sweater off. He pulled off his shirt.
“Lucky,” Angel said. “Yes babe,” he said. “Still don’t know whether I was right or not,” Angel
said. He kissed her and slid her jeans off. “We’re right,” he said. He kissed her again and held
her close. She slid his jeans off. “Since when do you go without in jeans,” Lucky asked. “Last
minute phone call,” Angel said. He kissed her then kissed her neck and shoulder, then her chest.
“Damn,” Angel said. “What’s that,” Lucky asked as he kissed her lips. “Too bad I’m a married
woman,” she said. “Or we’d be doing what,” he said leaning her back down onto the pillows.
“Things grownups do,” Angel said. He kissed her and she wrapped her legs around him. “I
know one thing this grownup missed,” he said. “What’s that,” Angel said as she pulled him
close feeling him slide inside her. “This,” he said as he made love to her. They made love and
were curled up together all night. The next morning, he woke up in Angel’s arms.

“Good morning beautiful,” he said leaning Angel onto her back. “Hey yourself handsome,”
Angel said as she stretched and wrapped her legs back around him. He kissed her again. “So
don’t want to let you go,” he said. “So don’t,” Angel replied as he moved up against her and
made love to her again. “Don’t go back there tonight,” he said as they curled up together. “I live
there. It’s my home,” Angel said. He kissed her again and she slid into his lap. “I don’t want to
go back to that brownstone without you,” he said. “I have to do this right this time. Just take our
time. Okay,” Angel said. He nodded and she got up, slipping her jeans and sweater back on. He
stood up, sliding his jeans on and kissed her. “So, Mr. Lockheart,” Angel said. “Yes baby,” he
said. “What else did you have planned for the weekend,” Angel asked. “Well, brought you a
change of clothes and a few movies, some fishing rods, popcorn and some food for dinner.
Sound okay,” he asked. “Hmm,” Angel said. “Bubble bath, and a few more items,” he said.
“Hmm,” Angel said. He picked her up, carrying her into the bedroom. “Forgot a few things at
home,” Angel said. He handed her the bottle of her vitamins. “Thinking ahead are you,” Angel
said. He kissed her. “Will you stay with me this weekend,” he asked. “Let me check my
calendar,” Angel said. He kissed her and wrapped his arms around her. “As long as Sunday
night, we do what I asked,” Angel said. “Anything,” he said. He kissed her and they curled up
together on the big old bed.

That afternoon, Raven was relaxed and curled up on the sofa. Dylan showed up. “Where is
Angel,” he asked. “With Lucky,” Raven answered. “Where,” Dylan said. “Probably the cabin.
Why Dylan? Going after a married woman again,” Raven asked. “We were supposed to be
going out tonight,” he said. “She left with him last night and hasn’t been back,” Raven said.
“Where is the cabin,” he asked. “They’re going to work it out. Leave them be,” Raven said. “I
need to talk to her. Can you get her on her cell,” he asked. “No reception,” Raven answered.
“When she gets back, tell her to call me,” he said. “Dylan, just so you know. Her and Lucky are
going to be back together…period,” Raven said. “Sure,” he said. He had a flash to the other
night. “Sure they will,” he said.

Chance and Crystal spent the weekend with the girls. “Why can’t we go see Angel,” they asked.
“She’s with Daddy,” Chance said. “Is she coming home,” Emma asked. “She’s away with
Daddy. That’s all I know baby girl,” Chance said. Erica was curled up with Crystal. “Can we
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Angel made a quick call home so Raven wasn’t worried. “Dylan is pissed. He was here looking
for you. The girls called and wanted to come down,” Raven said. “They can sleep over, just no
mess,” Angel said. “So how is everything with you two,” Raven asked. “I’ll see you tomorrow,”
Angel said. “That good,” Raven asked. “We’ll have a chat,” Angel answered.

“So the girls are coming to your place are they,” Lucky said. “Just you put the worm on the
hook. They’re staying at the house overnight,” Angel said. He put the worm on the hook for her
and they leaned back on the boat and fished. Neither of them cared if they caught anything.
After an hour or so, Something actually bit on Angel’s line. Lucky didn’t catch a thing. “Shall we
let the fish go,” he asked. “Hmm,” Angel said. “We can get a bigger one,” he said. Angel
nodded. They threw it back in and within a few more hours, they had fish for dinner. He cooked
it up for them and they had a quiet dinner alone. They cracked jokes like they used to, talked
about a million and one old memories of their childhoods. He courted her like they did in the old
days. He didn’t care how long it took. She was his.

After another long night of sleeping without much sleep, Angel and Lucky headed home. “Just
really don’t feel like sharing,” he said. “Taking our time,” Angel reminded him. He kissed her
again and they locked up and headed for the truck. “Have to admit, I think I know why my
mom named me Lucky,” he said. “Why’s that,” Angel asked. “Persuasion. The ultimate power
of persuasion,” he teased. He went to back out and Angel slid over into his lap. “Really,” she
said. “Starting something aren’t you,” he asked. “Who me? Innocent me,” Angel joked. He
popped the car back into park and turned it off. He pulled her to him and kissed her. “They’ll
have to wait,” he said, carrying her back inside and back to the sofa.

Around dinner time, the girls came in from the beach and Lucky and Angel came back. The girls
ran over to her. “Well hello there,” Angel said as they almost strangled her with their hugs. “So
how was your weekend with Chance and Crystal,” Angel asked. “We missed you,” Emma said.
“We missed you too Daddy,” Erica said hugging him. “I missed you guys too. So what do you
think of my new house,” Angel asked. “It’s really pretty, and it’s beside the beach which is really
cool,” Erica said. “Glad you two like it,” Lucky said. “So are you coming home,” Emma asked.
“This is home,” Angel said. “So no tucking me into my bed,” Erica said. “Here, yes. There,
maybe. I just told Daddy this weekend that I need some time. It doesn’t mean I don’t love you or
Daddy. It means we’re starting over. Getting back to all the things we missed and rushed over,”
Angel said. “So, do I still get my little brother or sister,” Emma asked. “Probably for Christmas,”
Angel said. “I thought you said January,” Lucky said. “They were off by 2 weeks. December,”
Angel said. “So I do,” Emma asked. “You do baby girl,” Angel said. Emma hugged her. “Now,
what do we think of spaghetti madness for dinner,” Angel asked. “I’ll help,” Lucky said.

They had a nice dinner together then Lucky and Angel went outside. The girls were inside
watching Tinkerbell. “Angel,” Lucky said. “Yep,” She said taking a seat. “Did you mean what
you said the other night,” he asked. “Did I mean what,” she asked. “That we ruined it all by
getting married,” he asked sitting down beside her. “Maybe we ruined what could have been by
rushing it all. I don’t know. I know we’re good together, but maybe we just needed to slow the
hell down,” Angel said. He took her hand in his. “Just do me one favor okay,” he said. “What’s
that,” Angel asked. “Don’t ever tell me that you don’t love me. That we were better off apart,”
he said. “We’re a good team. We suck apart, but we have to do this right okay,” Angel said.
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that’s what it took,” Lucky said. “I know,” Angel said. “So what are you doing this week,” he
asked. “Working and going out with a friend tomorrow night,” Angel said. “Is this friend
anyone I know,” he asked. “Dylan,” Angel said. It hit him like a ton of bricks. “Oh,” he said. “I
promised him that we’d have a movie marathon. That’s all,” Angel said. “Competition,” Lucky
said. Angel shrugged. She got up and walked back towards the house. Lucky followed. The
thought that he hadn’t told her about that night with Mandy was pulling at him. He took the
girls home after a kiss goodbye to Angel.

When he got home, there were 3 messages on the phone from Mandy. “We need to talk Lucky. I
think we made a mistake.” “Call me when you get this.” “I’ll be over around 8 on Sunday.” He
looked at the clock and it was 7:45. He tucked the girls into bed and went downstairs as she
came up to the doorstep. He opened the door. “Hi,” she said. He invited her inside and they
headed out the back with a bottle of wine. They sat down on the chaise. “I lost the baby,” she
said. “You okay,” he asked. “Yeah. I just think maybe I made a huge mistake with him. I miss
us. I miss everything about us. I haven’t been able to sleep,” she said. “I’m married to Angel,”
he said. “Lucky, I’m saying I want you back,” she said. “I want the girls with us, mornings
together in our house. Nights in our bed,” she said. “I can’t,” he said. “Never stopped you
before,” she said. “Meaning,” he asked. She turned to face him and wrapped her leg around
him, sliding into his lap. “Need a bigger hint,” she asked. She kissed him. He pushed her away
and got up. He still had those feelings, but they were different now. “I am not doing this to her.
You had your chance. You had 8 years,” he said. “I didn’t know what I had Lucky. Please,” she
said.

Mandy had known Lucky for years. They were high school sweethearts and had gone through
so many firsts together. She’s all he could have wanted for years. She made him happy and he
fought for the marriage, where she had tried to leave it behind. He was selfless, caring and
loving and she had pushed him away. They weren’t even friends at the end, that was until she
got dumped. Until she knew that she had made the worst mistake ever – letting him go.

He took another gulp of his drink and refilled his glass. “Lucky,” she said. “I am a married man.
Need a definition,” he said. She kissed him. He was pulled in. She slid her arms around him,
slipping her hands under his shirt. “I want you,” she said. “I can’t do this,” he said. She kissed
him again and he couldn’t resist her. They walked back over to the chaise. “I am not going
through that again,” he said. “No more pregnancy scares.” She went into her purse and handed
him a condom. He checked it to be sure. “What the hell am I doing,” he said to himself. She
undid his belt. “Don’t start this,” he said. She kissed him and slid his jeans undone. He slept
with her. “God I missed this. Shit Lucky,” she said. After, he sat there sort of in shock. “Come
home Lucky,” she said. “This is my home,” he said. “Come back,” she said. He got up and went
inside. She followed, sliding her dress back on. “You should go,” he said. “Don’t say no. Baby I
miss us. Come on,” she said. “Should have thought of that before. Go,” he said. She left.

He went upstairs and showered and went back outside. He poured himself a stiffer drink.
“Fuck,” he said. His cell rang. “So, what happened with Angel,” Chance asked. He took a deep
breath. “I’m on my way.”

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Chapter 16

Angel got up the next morning with a bout of morning sickness. “Great,” she said to herself. She
got onto her laptop and started working on a few projects. Just after lunch, there was a knock at
the door. “Angel Heart,” the delivery man said. “Yes,” she replied. “These are for you then,” he
said handing her a box. He left and Angel went back inside. She knew who the flowers were
from. Only one person would have sent them to Angel with her maiden name. Minutes later the
phone rang. “Hi Dylan,” Angel said. “Guess you got the flowers,” he said. “Yes,” she said. “So
what time did you want to meet up,” he asked. “What time you finished work,” Angel asked.
“Three,” he replied. “Fourish sound good,” Angel asked. “As long as you are wearing
something sexy, then yes,” he said. “You aren’t getting me in bed Dylan. We can hang out, but I
am still married to Lucky,” Angel said. “Whatever. See you at 4,” Dylan said hanging up. Angel
went and got a little more work done then got ready for movie night.

Lucky tried the entire day to distract himself with work. He kept thinking about what Mandy
had said. The guilt was killing him. He knew that Angel would never forgive this. He called
just after 4. “Hey Lucky,” Raven said. “So where’s my beautiful wife,” he asked. “She’s out
with Dylan,” Raven said. “Really,” he said. “Looked nice when she left too considering,” Raven
said. “Considering what,” he asked. “Considering she was puking all day,” Raven said. “She
okay,” he asked. “Said something was off and she wasn’t feeling well,” Raven said. “Tell her to
call me when she gets back. No matter what time she gets back,” Lucky said. “So how did your
plan go on the weekend,” Raven asked. “Went pretty damn good, just a few things that were
unexpected,” Lucky said. “What did Mandy do now,” Raven asked. He talked to her a bit then
headed home.

“Got a couple good ones for us,” Dylan said as they drove back to his place. “So, what are we
doing for dinner anyway,” Angel asked. “Mango chicken,” he said. Angel laughed. “Sounds
scrumptious,” Angel replied. They settled in for the evening. He picked out all sappy movies
about friends falling in love. The last one was Definitely Maybe. “I sense a theme,” Angel said.
He slid her over on the sofa and into his lap. “Figured you needed a hint,” he said. “Dylan, I am
married to Lucky. Whether it’s going well or not, I am still married,” Angel said. He slid her
onto her side and kissed her. “Guess he has competition then,” Dylan said. “No. There is no
competing. We’re married,” Angel said sliding over to the corner of the sofa. They watched the
movie in silence. “Won’t even give this a chance will you,” Dylan said. “We’re friends Dylan.
Nothing but friends,” Angel said. “And if I told you I wanted you. That I wanted you right
now,” he said. “Then I would remind you again that I wasn’t an option,” Angel said slipping her
shoes back on. “He doesn’t deserve you,” Dylan said. “Not your choice to make,” Angel said.
He walked towards her and kissed her, leaning her into the sofa. “You don’t even want me?
Even a little,” he said as he nuzzled her ear. “Doesn’t matter. I can’t,” Angel said. She slipped
away and went and slid her coat on. He walked towards her. “I have to get back,” Angel said.
He kissed her again, pinning her against the wall. He went to grab for the top button of her jeans.
“No,” Angel said. “He won’t know,” Dylan said undoing the button. The zipper went down.
His hand slid down the front of her jeans. “God I want you,” he said. “Dylan stop,” Angel said.
He slid her coat off and carried her back to the sofa. “Forgot how you get when you’re all turned
on,” he said. “Stop. Dylan, I am going home,” Angel said. His hand slid into her jeans and he
tried to get her turned on. “Shit. Stop it. Dylan,” Angel said. He kissed her and slid her jeans
off. “One taste,” he said. “No. Dylan, I am going home,” Angel said as she felt his breath on her.
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stop it. Angel said finally getting away. She slid her jeans on, grabbed her jacket and headed for
the garage. She grabbed his keys and hopped into the car. “Where the hell are you going,” he
asked. “Either you drive hands off me, or I am driving myself,” Angel said. He walked into the
garage and got into the car. “Least you could do is help me with this,” he said as he slid her
hands over his erection. “Dylan,” Angel said. “One taste. Won’t kill you,” he said. “How many
times do I have to remind you that I am married,” Angel said. He held her hand against him and
drove. By the time he got her home, he was horny as hell. “Just one time,” he said. Angel got
out of the car and walked inside, locking the door behind her.

She looked outside onto the balcony and saw Raven and Catch. She went into her room and saw
a note.

Call Lucky

Angel smiled and went and made the call. “So,” Lucky said. “He made a move. Told him I was
a married woman,” Angel said. “So, I get you all to myself,” he said. “Why do I feel like there’s
something you aren’t telling me,” Angel said. He was quiet. “How is Mandy,” Angel said before
she hung up.

Angel went to bed after a long hot shower. She locked her bedroom door. She knew if Raven
had heard that she’d be all over her. Angel tossed and turned and finally got to sleep. The next
morning, she woke up to Raven banging on her door. “Angel. Lucky is here. He wants to talk to
you. Unlock the damn door,” she said. Angel went and drew herself a hot bath. She poured the
bubbles in and leaned back into the tub. “Angel,” Lucky said. She slid her earphones on and
turned on her music. She turned on the Jacuzzi jets. Tears welled in her eyes. He found the key
for the door and went in, leaving Raven in the hall. “Angel,” Lucky said. “Get the hell out and
don’t come back,” Angel said. “Baby, please. Just hear me out,” he said. “Get out,” Angel said.
Tears were streaming down her face and he wanted to make them go away. “Go fuck her. Do
whatever the hell you want. Don’t come back here,” Angel said. She wiped the tears away and
turned the jets off. She stepped out of the tub and went into her room. She dried off, and slipped
on her sweatshirt and jeans. “Angel, I swear to god I didn’t plan this. I didn’t do it
intentionally,” he said. “Get out or I am calling the cops,” Angel said. He tried to wrap his arms
around her and she pushed him away. She locked her bedroom door and slammed it in his face.

Angel went out onto the bedroom balcony and sat down, trying to get her control back. She
started cramping. She took a few deep breaths. The cramping got worse. She called Chance and
went down the outside steps and met him. He drove her straight to the hospital. “Do not call
him. I don’t want him here. Got me,” Angel said as they put her on a stretcher. “This is his kid.
Angel,” Chance said. “No. I don’t want him here period,” Angel said. They wheeled her in.
Test after test and all that came back was she was stressed. The cramping didn’t stop, but the
pain lessened. Crystal came down to see Angel. She knew Angel would never tell Chance what
happened. Angel told her the whole story. She came into the hall after and talked to Chance. “I
need to find Ray,” Crystal said. “Why,” Chance asked. “Get him here,” Crystal said. He called
Ray, then called Lucky.

Within about an hour, Ray showed up. Lucky was in the hall and Angel had said he wasn’t
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walked past Lucky. “Ray, what are you doing here,” Lucky asked. “Ask Angel,” he said as he
left. He went to try to go in and Crystal stopped him. “She doesn’t need any more stress Lucky.
Just go,” Crystal said. “Chance,” Lucky said. “She found out didn’t she? She’s more than just
pissed off Lucky. You know Ray is a lawyer right,” Chance said. “Hell no. She isn’t ending
this,” Lucky said. He went to her door and Chance pulled him back. “I will talk to her, but shit.
Did you have to sleep with her? Come on. There’s only so much I can do,” Chance said. “God
damn it,” Lucky said. He sat down and snapped. The tears streamed from his eyes. “She’s in
the damn hospital, with my kid, and I can’t even go in there,” Lucky said to himself. Crystal
came out a while later. “How is she,” Lucky asked. “She’s pissed. You slept with Mandy? After
all the work you did to get her back you blew it all for Mandy of all people,” Crystal said. “She
said she wanted another try. That she wanted me back. I told her I loved Angel. She ignored it
and seduced me,” Lucky said. “Right. Like you don’t have the strength to push her away.
Lucky, she was willing to take you back. You blew it,” Crystal said. “Why was Ray in there,”
Lucky asked. “Give you one guess. She wants you gone,” Crystal said. Minutes later, the doctor
rushed into her room. “What’s going on,” Lucky said. Crystal went in. About a half hour later,
the doctor came out with Crystal. “I mean it,” he said.

Angel laid in the hospital bed in pain. She just wanted the pain to go away. The tears didn’t
stop. Chance sat with her. “You love him. He loves you. Don’t do this. Just give it some time.
Don’t,” Chance said. “Tell him to go be with her. He wants her so bad, I’ll just get out of the
way. I’ll text him once the baby comes and we can figure things out after that. I can’t look at
him. I don’t even want him in the damn hospital,” Angel said. She was still cramping. Nothing
they gave her was helping. “He wants to be with you. He screwed up. She tried for a second
chance and he said no. Don’t fault him for it,” Chance said. “He doesn’t get me back. Not after
that,” Angel said.

An hour or so later, Mandy showed up at the hospital. “What the hell are you doing here,”
Lucky asked. “Angel called me,” she said. “All I have to say is if you think I am coming back to
you, you should check yourself into the nut ward while you are here,” Lucky said. “I’m coming
to tell her it’s over with us and that nothing happened,” she said. “She knows something
happened,” Lucky said. “She doesn’t know what. I will talk to her,” Mandy said. “I hope she
damn well believes you,” Lucky said sitting back down.

A half hour or so later, Mandy came back out. “Well,” Lucky said. “She’s a little better, but she
is still pissed,” Mandy said. “Meaning,” Lucky asked. “I promised her to stay away from you.
I’ll keep that promise,” she said. “Is she okay,” Lucky asked. “The cramping is a little better, but
they said they’re keeping her in here for the rest of the week,” Mandy said walking out. He sat in
the hall, then decided to go to the chapel. An hour or so later, Chance found him. “Is she okay,”
Lucky asked. “Better yeah. She said you could go in, but if you cause any stress, they’re going to
remove you from the room,” Chance said. “What happened,” Lucky asked. “She was stressed
all night after she talked to you and was cramping. Got worse this morning,” Chance said. “The
baby okay,” Lucky asked. “She’s having an ultrasound in 10 minutes,” Chance said. Lucky
rushed back up to the room.

There was a knock on the door. “Can I,” Chance asked. Angel was quiet. “I’ll leave you two
alone.” A minute or so later, the ultrasound people came in. Lucky tried to hold her hand and
she stopped him. They started the ultrasound. “Everything looks okay so far. Did you two want
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birthday,” the tech said. He tried to hold her hand again and she pulled away. “You’re doing a
lot better than earlier. Just take it easy. No more stress at all,” the tech said. She left. “I’m sorry
baby,” he said. Angel rolled over and faced the window. “Angel. Please. Say something,”
Lucky said. “How could you,” Angel asked. “You did that the night you took the girls home.
After that weekend, how could you,” she said as she sniffled. “I’m sorry. I messed up. Baby
please don’t leave over this,” he said. She sniffled and he could tell by her breathing that she was
still crying. He tried to wrap his arm around her and she shrugged him off. “I’m not going home
without you. I’m not leaving,” he said. They sat there in silence the rest of the day as Angel
napped. Chance brought some coffee in to Lucky. “She isn’t going anywhere. She’s out cold,”
Chance said. He slipped out the door with Chance and went outside for some air. “She talk to
you yet,” Chance asked. “Barely. I royally screwed up. On top of it, Mandy lied to her to cover
her ass and mine. I can’t lose her Chance. I can’t lose her or my baby girl,” Lucky said swiping a
cigarette from Chance’s pack. “A girl eh,” he said. “They said 80% chance it’s a girl. Now I let 2
girls down. 4 if you count Emma and Erica,” Lucky said. “Just slow everything down. Give her
some space. Believe it or not, Mandy may have done some good. Just give it some time to sink
in,” Chance said. They came back in a while later and walked down the hall to Angel’s room.
She was asleep. Lucky sat down beside her and held her hand. Within an hour or two he was
asleep beside her.

The next morning, Angel woke up and noticed Lucky out cold beside her. She rolled over and
saw the nurse come in. “Better today,” she whispered. Angel nodded. “Anymore cramping
during the night,” she asked. Angel shook her head. “Doctor should be in sometime in the next
hour or so. He may let you go home,” she said. She checked Angel’s blood pressure and then
wrote down the findings and left.

Angel got up and slipped her jeans and sweater back on. The doctor came in and Lucky woke
up. “B.P. is down, and you’re feeling better,” he asked. “Yes,” Angel said. “Okay. I will allow
you to go home. No more upsetting okay,” she said. “Okay,” Angel said. “You’re coming back
to the brownstone,” Lucky said. Angel ignored him. Dylan showed up a half hour later to take
her home. “Ready beautiful,” Dylan asked. “Let’s just go,” Angel said getting into the
wheelchair. “Dylan, do you mind,” Lucky asked. “I’m going home. End of discussion. I have a
home, and I am not going anywhere else,” Angel said. Dylan pushed her out to the car. Lucky
followed them. “Angel,” Lucky said. She got into Dylan’s car. Lucky grabbed the truck and
followed them.

They pulled into her driveway with Lucky behind them. “Do you want me to stay,” Dylan
asked. “No. Just go. I’ll be fine. Thank you for this,” Angel said. Lucky parked next to Dylan
and hopped out, carrying Angel into the house. “Put me down Lucky,” Angel said. “Just let me
take care of you,” he said. “No. Put me down,” Angel said. He did as she asked. She went into
the house and he followed. “Lucky, go home and take care of the girls,” Angel asked. “I’m not
leaving you here alone. Get used to it,” he said. Angel walked into the kitchen and grabbed
herself a drink and some fruit and locked herself in her bedroom. “You’re going to have to come
out and talk to me sometime,” Lucky said. Chance showed up a few hours later. He walked to
Angel’s bedroom door. “It’s Chance,” he said. Angel let him in.

“You know you are torturing him now,” Chance said. “Deserves every damn second of it,”
Angel said. “You are so damn stubborn,” he said. “Fact is that even though it kills me to say it, I
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history. That’s all. There was chemistry way back, but they’re not together anymore. What does
it take to make that stick in that thick head of yours,” Chance asked. “It takes him admitting
what has happened and actually telling me the truth,” Angel said. “What did Mandy say,”
Chance said. “That she wanted one last taste and after, he told her to leave,” Angel said. “Angel.
He loves you. He wouldn’t sleep with another woman,” Chance said. “I want him out of here.
She probably covered up the truth anyway. You trying to tell me that she thought she was
pregnant and he didn’t try to see if things would work just in case he was the father,” Angel said.
Lucky heard the conversation and gulped. She did know him better than anyone. “Angel, all I
know is the man is sitting out there and he isn’t leaving until you forgive him,” Chance said.
“Then he’ll be waiting out there for a hell of a long time. Just tell him to go home,” Angel said.
“You aren’t supposed to be here alone. Either he stays or you talk to him,” Chance said. “Either
way, he isn’t leaving. I am.” Chance got up and walked out into the hall leaving the bedroom
door open.

Angel curled up in her bed and watched an old sappy movie on TV. Lucky stood in the doorway
towards the end of the movie. “Just go home to the girls okay. I’m fine here by myself,” Angel
said. He went into the kitchen and made some dinner for them then brought some in for her.
“Lucky,” Angel said. “I’m not leaving here until you forgive me. I told work I am working from
home for the next 2 weeks,” he said. He leaned against the door. “Why don’t you just go back to
her? Do me a favor and just go,” Angel said. “Eat it or I am feeding you,” he said. “You know
you still love her. Just go back to her,” Angel said. “When you’re finished with the bullshit,” he
said still standing there. She had some of the dinner, then logged into her laptop. He walked
over to the bed and took her laptop. “Eat,” he said. She finished dinner and he handed her back
her laptop. He cleaned up then walked back into her room. “What,” Angel asked. “Vitamin,” he
said. He handed Angel a glass of water and her vitamin and she took it. “Now, as for all this
crap about me and Mandy. I am not going back. We are divorced and that is final as hell. I am
your damn husband. I want you and not her. I don’t care if I have to do this for the next 5
months. Get it through your head. You are the one I love. You are the one that I can’t sleep
without. You’re the one I want next to me for the next million years. I wouldn’t change that for
anything,” he said. “Then why? Why did you do that with her? Didn’t think I would figure it
out,” Angel asked. “I knew you would, but I also knew that I love you more than anything. I
would lay down my life for you.” He sat on the bed. “I would put up with the silent treatment
forever if it meant being with you. I made a mistake. As far as I remember, you and Dylan aren’t
innocent. You did something too, or was Dylan lying,” Lucky said. “He tried and I walked out
and left. There was no sex of any kind Lucky. At least I know who can be faithful and who can’t
here,” Angel said. He leaned over towards her. He kissed her. She tried to fight him off, but
couldn’t. “I love you,” he said letting her up for air. “Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her again,
pulling her into his arms.

“Stop,” Angel said. “No,” Lucky replied as he slid his shirt off. He pulled her sweater off and
laid her back down. He linked fingers with her. His hands slid down her back. He wouldn’t let
go. He held her close. He slid her jeans off, knocking them to the floor. He pulled her legs
around him. She undid his jeans and pulled him to her. He kissed her leg, her hip, and all the
way to her neck. He undid her g-string and threw it to the floor. He held her in his arms. He
pulled the blankets over them. He made love to her. He took his time and made her crave him.
After, he curled up in the bed with Angel, holding onto her with his hand on the baby. Once he
was asleep, Angel woke up. She had thoughts of Mandy and Lucky swimming through her
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her. “Where you sneaking off to? Bed rest remember,” Lucky said. “I need air,” Angel said. She
got up and grabbed a robe and stood outside. About 10 minutes later, Lucky came outside and
wrapped a blanket around her. “Stop trying to picture it okay. Just come back to bed before I
have to drag you,” Lucky said. He turned her to face him and saw the tears. He tried to wrap his
arms around her and she tried to push him away. He held her until she stopped fighting him.
“Come back to bed,” he said as he picked her up and carried her to bed. He curled up under all
the blankets with her. She slid her robe off and dropped it to the floor. He held her close the rest
of the night.

Lucky got up the next morning, and she hadn’t moved an inch. He kissed her shoulder and her
neck. She tried to turn away from him, but he held her there. He ran his hand over her stomach.
The baby kicked. “Whatever that is, it woke me up 3 times in the past hour,” Angel said. “It’s a
kick I think,” Lucky said. “Feels like a twitch. Am I allowed up now,” Angel said as he still held
her in his arms. “Nope. I’ll get breakfast. You stay,” Lucky said. Angel sat back down. He
pulled on his jeans and made them breakfast. A little while later, he came in and brought her
breakfast. They ate together. “Seriously, I have to get those projects finished today,” Angel said.
“As long as you are in bed, you can do whatever,” he said. “I can’t just sit here Lucky. I have
things to do,” Angel said. “Such as,” he said. “Baby shopping. Groceries. You name it, I have to
do it,” Angel said. “Groceries are done. I grabbed them yesterday. The baby shopping you can
do online,” Lucky said. They went through website after website and added everything to a
baby registry. “Seriously Lucky. I wanted to go and get a few more things,” Angel said. “One
better,” he said. He went online and bought a few items off the list and slotted them for next day
delivery. “I can’t sit here for 2 weeks. I have things to do Lucky,” Angel said. “Nothing that
can’t be put off. The doctor said for you to relax for the rest of the week. Even if I have to cuff
you to the bed,” Lucky teased. Angel slid out of bed and went into the bathroom and drew
herself a bath in the Jacuzzi tub. He slid in behind her. “You think everything’s perfect now
don’t you,” Angel said. “Don’t start again. I am right here with the woman I am supposed to be
with. I love you. Even if you’re still pissed at me, I am not leaving,” he said. “Lucky, you
practically slept with her. Just because we had sex last night, doesn’t change that. You slept with
your ex. She had her hands on you. Nothing gets rid of that picture in my mind,” Angel said.
She moved to the other side of the tub and added more hot water, turning the jets on. “Angel,
you really are infuriating sometimes. I made a mistake. You made a mistake with Dylan,” he
said. “Dylan kissed me and I walked away. He didn’t have sex with me. He didn’t lick me until
I came,” Angel said. She got up from the tub. “Sit down,” he said. “No,” Angel said. “I didn’t
let him sleep with me, and I sure as hell didn’t do with him what you and Mandy did. I walked
away. I didn’t screw around on you. I didn’t fuck around on you and I didn’t do anything other
than love your stupid ass,” Angel said getting out of the tub and going back to bed.

She logged onto her laptop and finished a project that she only had a little left to do on. He snuck
out of the bathroom and slid into bed beside Angel. His arm wrapped around her hips. “Now
what,” Angel said. He leaned her towards him and kissed her. Her cell rang. She grabbed it and
answered it. He kissed her breast. “Hi Jess. I guess it’s okay to put it through,” Angel said
trying to push Lucky away. He moved down her torso. Angel shook her head. He nodded.
“Hello Sir. Yes. Feeling a little better….I’m not sure about Friday.” He moved down and kissed
her inner thigh. Then kissed her. He grabbed her hand so she couldn’t push him away. “I’ll
definitely let you know how I am feeling…I should be feeling a little better by then,” Angel said.
He licked. He knew he was getting a reaction. “I will do that sir. Thank you,” Angel said
hanging up. He got more intense. Angel threw the phone. “Damn,” Angel said. He got more

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intense, deeper and stronger. “Shit Lucky,” Angel said. “Want it,” he asked. “Tease,” Angel
said. He got worse. Her nails dug into his shoulder. She tried to get him to stop. He moved
upwards a little bit. “Want it,” he asked. “Yes,” Angel said. He got more intense, faster.
“Forgive me yet,” he asked. “Shit,” Angel said. “Sorta,” Angel said. He moved up and kissed
her. He made love to her over and over that afternoon. “Hungry,” he asked around 3 in the
afternoon. Angel nodded. “Fruit or….” he said. Angel replied, ”Food.”

Lucky got up and made them a snack then crawled back into bed. “Seriously though. You know
nothing happened. I don’t want anyone but you right,” Lucky said. “Still, you slept with her. I
know you did Lucky. Whether it was before we got married or when she told you about being
pregnant and it maybe being yours, you did. I was right,” Angel said. “It doesn’t matter. The
baby wasn’t mine and we are divorced. That’s it. There is no more baby. I love you. I love our
baby, the girls. I loved her once. It’s history,” Lucky said. “You keep believing that,” Angel said.
“So what’s it going to take to prove it to you? To make you forgive me,” Lucky asked. “Time,”
Angel said. He kissed her. “Whatever it takes. You’re the best friend I ever had. I’m not
walking away from that,” Lucky said. He went into the TV room and checked over his emails
and work that he had to do. Angel called Dylan.

“How are you,” he asked. “Fine. What did you say to Lucky about you and me,” Angel asked.
“Told him that he was a lucky man. That I wanted you in my life. I wanted to sleep with you
and instead of giving in, you walked away. That you’d never cheat on him,” Dylan said. “You
know I won’t. Thank you for not trying to talk me into it,” Angel said. “Trust me. I did my
damndest. You are one tough cookie,” he said. “I know. That’s probably why he married me,”
Angel joked. “So seriously, are you feeling better,” Dylan asked. “A little,” Angel said. “He still
stressing you out,” Dylan asked. “No. Now he’s just being his persuasive self,” Angel said.
“Don’t let him talk you into doing something you don’t want to do okay,” Dylan said. “Yep,”
Angel said. They hung up and Angel finished a project or two she had to do. Lucky came in
closer to dinner time and brought her Chinese food. “Had a feeling you might want this,” he
said. “Mind reader now too,” Angel said. He kissed her. They fed each other their dinner, then
curled up together and watched a movie.

Angel got up once the movie was done. “Where do you think you’re going,” he asked. “I have
to run out and grab something,” Angel said. “Hello?! Bed rest,” Lucky said. “I know you’re
trying to get me to forgive you, but nothing’s changed Lucky. You still did it,” Angel said.
“What happened to I forgive you,” Lucky said. “Fact is, you haven’t admitted a damn thing. I
know you Lucky. I know what really happened, no matter what either of you says. I picture
what happened every time we are together in this bed. The fact that you love me and all that is
great to hear, but the actions don’t match the words. I’m going for a walk….alone,” Angel said.

Angel slid her sweater on and her jeans and rolled up the pant legs. She walked down the steps
and wandered along the water front. She got down to that cove that she’d found and relaxed.
She leaned back onto the rocks and closed her eyes. She finally had alone time. She sobbed. She
began to doubt herself. “Why wasn’t I good enough? Why wasn’t I enough for him? Why the
hell did he have to turn to her,” Angel said. She felt a release. She could finally just cry it out.
An hour or two later, she finally felt better. She wandered back to the house. She went inside
and he was asleep on the sofa with his laptop. She slipped a blanket over him and put his laptop
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Lucky got up the next morning and noticed the blanket. He walked into her room and she wasn’t
there. He looked outside and her car was gone. Her purse and cell phone were gone. He sat
down on the edge of the bed.

Angel walked into the office to meet with her other boss. “So you are better,” he said. “Got the
presentations done yesterday. Feeling much better,” Angel said. “That’s good. We got those
presentations pretty early. We weren’t expecting them until Friday,” her boss said. “Figured you
would prefer them early. Gives us all time to practice the run through,” Angel said. “True. We
decided on doing a webcast instead, so we can tape it and edit it together whenever,” he said.
“Then I might as well today while I’m here,” Angel said. She went in and spent a few hours
doing the recording then finished up a few things and headed home.

Lucky was worried sick. She wasn’t supposed to be gone. First last night, now for the entire day.
The minute he heard a car in the driveway, he walked outside. “Where the hell did you go,”
Lucky asked. “Work,” Angel said. “You are supposed to be taking it easy,” Lucky said. “I did.
Recorded the webcast for the presentations so it was done ahead of time,” Angel said. “You are
supposed to be at home. Hence why I decided to work from home,” Lucky said. “Well, don’t
have to go in until next week. Got everything finished,” Angel said. “Then you’re going to be
confined to bed. No more bullshit,” Lucky said. “Why don’t you go see the girls? I’m sure
they’re wondering why you haven’t come home,” Angel said. “They’re with Mandy. I’ll pick
them up on the weekend. You are going to bed,” Lucky said. “Would you? I am not going to be
a hostage in my own house Lucky,” Angel said. “I was worried about you. So mouth off at me
why don’t you,” he said. He walked back inside. Angel followed. “Lucky, I understand you are
trying to take care of me, but there is a fine line between taking care of me and controlling me,”
Angel said. “You wouldn’t let me even come into the damn hospital room until it was all over.
You push me away over and over again. I was worried about you. I was worried about the
baby. I don’t want anything to go wrong with either of you. All I want is for all of this to be
over,” he said. “That takes time. Time where I need to have privacy to think….to cry if I need to.
I just have to figure this out for me Lucky,” Angel said. “I don’t want the tears. I don’t want to
see you crying,” Lucky said. “I know, but I have to deal with this in my own way. Sometimes it
means me crying and acting irrational,” Angel said. “Is there anything that I can do,” he said.
“Just give me some space. I know you worry, and I love you for it, but I need my own space.
Silence. Calm,” Angel said. “Do you want me to go,” he asked. “Lucky, I’m not kicking you out.
I just think the girls need you too,” Angel said. “Right now you need me. I’ll go home and get
them tomorrow. I just want to be with you,” he said. “Fine,” Angel said walking into the
kitchen. She put some dinner on, then went to change from work.

She came out and Lucky was taking care of dinner. “You set the table. This is my baby tonight,”
he joked. Angel set the table and then sat down on the countertop. “How was your day,” he
asked. “Not bad. Kind of shocked everyone showing up like that, but they were impressed,”
Angel said. “That’s good. Keeping the boss happy,” he said. “Trying to anyway. I have a few
more assignments and projects to work on that he doesn’t even know about,” Angel said. “Then
your ahead of the game. You can afford a few days to relax,” Lucky said. “Relax yes. Going
away no,” Angel said. “Remember Lucky, I know how you think.” “Was just thinking going
down to the cottage,” he said. “You becoming a recluse,” Angel said. “Nope. Just want you all
to myself. No competition with Dylan,” Lucky said. “He’s my friend. That’s it,” Angel said.
“Right. That’s why he asks you out on dates and tries to woo you,” Lucky said. “Picking a fight
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happened to Raven,” Lucky asked. “She finally got the condo,” Angel said. “She moved out
while I was at the hospital. She said she isn’t too far from here in case I need her for anything,”
Angel said. “So, back to Dylan,” Lucky said once she finished her dinner. She did the dishes.
“He was hoping that I would be with him. He knows that isn’t about to happen,” Angel said.
“Then why the flowers and him trying to get you into bed,” Lucky asked. “Just because he’s
trying doesn’t mean he’s going to get as far as Mandy did,” Angel said. “Angel 2, Lucky 1.”
“And what does the winner get,” Lucky said. “Hmm,” Angel said. “So how far did he get,”
Lucky asked. “He kissed me. I stayed at his place in the guest bedroom for a day or two. Then I
found this place,” Angel said. “Right,” Lucky said. “I didn’t sleep with him. He gave me a
massage and we went for a mani and pedi, but that’s it,” Angel said. “He had his hands on your
naked body,” Lucky said. “How else do you get a massage from a professional massage
therapist,” Angel said. “Total body or just below the belt,” Lucky asked. “Oh would you. He’s a
professional Lucky. We were at his work. It wasn’t anything like that,” Angel said. “Angel 2,
Lucky 2,” he said. “So why you so worried about me? She’s the one that had her…” He kissed
her to silence her.

He leaned her into the counter and undid her jeans. “Air,” Angel said. He pulled her sweater
off. “She did didn’t she,” Angel said. He kissed her and picked her up, wrapping her legs
around him. He laid her onto the bed. “You let her didn’t you. You didn’t stop her for one
damn minute,” Angel said. “She didn’t do anything,” Lucky said. “Then why are you avoiding
this,” Angel said slipping away from him. “Angel,” he said. “How many times Lucky. How
many times since we got together have you fucked her,” Angel said. “Stop freaking out. No
stress remember,” Lucky said. “More than that one time. How many times Lucky? Two?
Three? Four? How many times did you sleep with her,” Angel said. “Twice,” he said. “When I
left after she told you she was pregnant, were you with her,” Angel asked. “Stop freaking out,”
he said. “You were! You fucked her more than once! God. How pathetic does this make me?
You’d fuck your ex wife when you weren’t married to her anymore, but you won’t when you
were married,” Angel asked. Angel grabbed her keys and pulled her sweater back on. “Angel,
don’t walk out. You aren’t supposed to be under any stress,” Lucky said. “You fucked her. You
fucked her more than once and you lie to me, you get her to lie to me and you tell me not to freak
out? God,” Angel said walking out the door. She got in the car and went for a drive. Now
would have been the perfect time for wine. “He fucking lied to me. He got her to lie for him.
How dumb am I that I believed his stupid lying ass,” Angel said. She pulled into the baby store.
She walked around and tried some retail therapy to calm her. After getting a little of everything,
she still hadn’t calmed down. She went to the paint store and picked out a paint color and got a
few accessories then threw them in her trunk and went for a drive. She sat down by the hotel
where Dylan worked.

“What are you doing down here,” Dylan said. “Calming the fuck down,” Angel said. “What did
he do now,” Dylan asked. “He slept with her twice. We’ve been married a few months and
twice,” Angel said. She couldn’t get her head around it. “Then,” he said. “Revenge isn’t me,”
Angel said. “Angel,” Dylan said. “I’d feel guilty, contrary to the sex machine,” Angel said. He
sat down beside her on the beach and wrapped his arm around her. He wrapped his jacket
around her shoulders. “I just don’t get it. How am I not good enough? What the hell did I do
wrong,” Angel asked. “You didn’t do anything. I told you from day one that you shouldn’t have
married him,” Dylan said. “Oh stop. I ask you why he would do this and you give that as an
excuse. I’m upset. I’m pissed off, and you still don’t stop trying to get in my damn pants. Just
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and stopped. “Angel,” Dylan said. She walked and got in the car. “Angel, I know you aren’t
supposed to be under stress. What’s wrong,” he said. She was trying to breathe. “You okay,” he
asked. Angel started the car and took off.

“Mrs. Lockheart. Breathe. Take a deep breath. You’re cramping again,” the nurse said. Angel
nodded while trying to breathe. “Do you want me to call Mr. Lockheart,” the nurse asked. She
winced in pain. She took her into the exam room and called the doctor. Angel wouldn’t let her
call Lucky. “Could have sworn I said no stress,” the doctor said. “He fucked his damn ex wife
and you tell me no damn stress,” Angel said. “I’m giving you something to help you relax. We
have to bring your B.P. down,” the doctor said. “Do you want me to call anyone?” “Crystal.
Not Chance,” Angel said. Within an hour, Crystal was at her side. Angel was out cold. The
doctor talked to Crystal and told her what Angel had said. “She isn’t to have any stress at all.
None. If Mr. Lockheart is a partial cause of the stress, then he won’t be allowed in,” the doctor
said. “Thanks. I’ll try and take care of her,” Crystal said heading back into the room with Angel.
“Why aren’t I enough,” Angel said with tears streaming.

Dylan came into the emergency room and tried to track Angel down. “Name,” the charge nurse
said. “Dylan O’Connell,” he said. The charge nurse went down to Angel’s room and talked to
Crystal. She came out a few minutes later. “Is she okay,” Dylan asked. “She isn’t allowed any
stress. I guess whatever it was pushed her to the limit,” Crystal said. “What happened?” “She
was saying something about him sleeping with his ex twice. She was really upset. I tried to help
her and she took off,” Dylan said. “Go in there with her. I’m going to talk to Lucky,” Crystal
said. He went in and held her hand. Angel was asleep, still crying.

Crystal pulled in with Angel’s car and walked into the house. “Crystal. Where’s Angel,” Lucky
asked. She slapped him. “Chance and I stuck up for you. We tried to get her to take your
cheating ass back and you do this? You got her to lie for you so Angel would take you back. You
lied. You cheated on the mother of your unborn baby. God, I could kill you myself,” Crystal
said. “It was a mistake. I thought the baby was mine. She’d walked out. It was a moment of
drunk weakness,” Lucky said. “And the second time? You and Mandy need to talk, because if
you get her to take you back, and I do mean if, she will never trust you around Mandy again,”
Crystal said. “Where is she,” he asked. “The E.R. You can’t go. I brought her car back here, but
you can’t be there. The doctor even says you can’t,” Crystal said. “I can’t sit here,” he said. “You
can’t go to the hospital. She said she had a bunch of stuff in the car. Drive me back and take care
of it,” Crystal said.

He drove her back to the hospital and she went in to sit with Angel. When she got there, she was
in Dylan’s arms. She was out cold. “Shh,” Dylan said. “How is she,” Crystal whispered.
“Better. I grabbed that CD she used to love that had all the old sappy songs on it and put it on
my ipod for her. Seemed to have calmed her down,” Dylan said. “Her car is back at the house. I
hauled out and slapped him,” Crystal said. “Good,” Dylan said trying not to wake Angel. He
slid out of the bed and laid her onto the pillow, making sure she was still warm. He went and
had a coffee with Crystal in the hall.

“You really do care about her don’t you,” Crystal said. “The day she walked into the spa, I was
thrown, but I couldn’t walk away from her. It’s like the more time we spend together, the more I
want to be with her. I can totally understand him and why he loves her so much. I wouldn’t
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asked. “There’s a lot more to it,” Crystal said. They talked and she told him everything. “Still.
It’s Angel,” he said. “Sometimes he forgets why,” Crystal said. “You go remind him. I’ll take
care of her,” Dylan said. She went outside and Lucky was in the waiting room. “What are you
doing here. I thought I told you to go back to the house,” Crystal said. “I need to know that she’s
okay,” he said. Crystal took him down to the cafeteria and talked to him as she had with Dylan.
“She hates me,” he said. “She loves you. She’s just so hurt Lucky. She’s hurt to her core. I don’t
know how to fix this for you. I don’t know if I can,” she said. “I love her. I don’t know if I can
live without her,” he said. “Then go back to the house. Figure out something you can do. I’ll
keep you posted,” Crystal said. She hugged him goodbye and he headed to the house.

By the end of the week, Angel was rested, and feeling a lot better. “Okay. You have to come in
on Monday for a check-up. If everything’s okay then, every two weeks,” the doctor said.
“Okay,” Angel said. “If anything changes, here’s my beeper number. I hope I won’t be hearing
from you,” the doctor said. They wheeled her out to the parking area and she got into Dylan’s
car. “Home or my place,” he asked. “Whatever,” Angel said. “My place for tonight, then home
tomorrow. You need a bubble bath and some descent satin sheets to sleep on for tonight,” he
said. He got a smirk. He wrapped his arm around her and she put her head on his shoulder.
They pulled into the driveway and he carried her inside and straight upstairs. “I grabbed your
sweater and jeans and got them washed and stuff. Grabbed some satin jammies for you too. Just
relax okay. I’m taking care of you. Just put your feet up,” Dylan said. “Fine,” Angel said. He
laid her on the bed and she curled up. He went in and drew her a bath. She went in and sat
down in the warm water. “Water okay,” he asked. She nodded. She’d been quiet all week. She
was either crying or sleeping. He went down and made them something to eat and brought it
upstairs. He walked in and she was curled up in the pajamas under the blankets in the bed. He
laid the tray at the bottom of the bed and laid down with her. She second she felt him beside her
she woke up. “I made dinner if you are hungry. It’s just soup,” he said. Angel nodded and they
had some soup together. “You know you can stay as long as you want,” Dylan said. “Thanks,”
Angel said. She wrapped her arm around him and they curled up and watched some movies.

The next morning, Angel got up and decided that she needed to go home. She got changed, had
some breakfast with Dylan and headed back to her house. She walked in and found a note from
Lucky.

Angel,

I know I haven’t been the best husband. I haven’t even been a good friend. I keep
screwing up and I don’t know what to do. I racked my brain all week trying to do
something that would make you happy. There’s only one thing I could think of. I’m
home with the girls. They miss you, but I told them you needed some time. That
you loved them and maybe someday you’ll call and say you want us there with you.
Until you do, I promise not to pressure you. I love you baby. I am so sorry.

Lucky.

She got teary eyed. She went to walk to her room and saw a pink bow on the door of one of the
other bedrooms. She went in. Tears streamed. He’d spent the entire week decorating the baby
room. The walls were done in a soft faux finish. It’s just like she’d pictured it. The blankets were

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in the bed with a stuffed chenille teddy bear that Lucky had bought. He had put together the
baby furniture she’d picked out online. There was a note on the change table.

You are loved.

She sat down in the glider and leaned her head back. After she got her tears out, she went into
the bedroom and saw the sterling roses. He must have cleaned out the entire area. She laid
down on the bed. All she could smell was the lilac spray she loved. The smell of his cologne was
gone from the pillows. She stared at the phone. Something made her want to hear his voice. She
opted for a nap instead.

A few days later, she got out of bed and decided to try to put things back together. She called a
friend. “Hey Sharon. Need your help with something,” Angel said. “Name the time,” she
replied. Angel made an appointment with her then asked Crystal to call Lucky.

Angel spent the appointment day running around. Her doctor gave her a clean bill of health, she
got an ultrasound to check on the baby and brought the shots for Lucky to the appointment. She
walked inside and said hi to Sharon. A minute or two later, Lucky came in. He looked horrible.
He came in and sat down beside Angel. He had no idea what to say to her.

They went in for the therapy appointment and talked things out. She’d booked 2 hours, so they
had all the time in the world. “So, since you came across all this information, what have you two
done with it,” she asked. “I was told no more stress. I was in the hospital all week. When I came
home, I saw what he’d done while I was there. I wanted to call but something stopped me. I
miss him, but I can’t get past the thing with his ex,” Angel said. “I know I made a huge mistake.
That’s why I gave her the time. I have been a mess all week. The nursery was the only thing
distracting me and it killed me that I couldn’t be beside you,” Lucky said. “Here’s my
suggestion,” Sharon said. “You two need to find a way back to each other. It’s obvious how
much you love each other, and how much this little one is going to be loved. I’ll work with each
of you separately for a few weeks. The first week of September, we’ll sit down together again
and see what happens. The deal is, after this short break, you two have to let things go. Put them
in the past and leave them there. Figure out a half-way point. If you two both show, then the
past is the past. If one person doesn’t show, then you let whatever’s going to happen just
happen. I know, sex and the city idea, but I think it’s a good one. Can you two agree on that,”
she asked. Lucky nodded and Angel agreed.

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Chapter 17
A New Beginning

A month went by. Angel was finally feeling better, and the baby was growing. Lucky had
fulfilled his promise to her. He’d said he’d be willing to do anything.

Raven and Angel went out in the afternoon and walked through the park. “So where did you
two decide to meet,” Raven asked. “The bar where we first met,” Angel said. “Starting over at
the beginning,” Raven commented. Angel nodded. “So how is my favorite little baby,” she
asked. “She’s kicking the crap out of me all day, then sleeps at night. I wish he could be there.
This isn’t something he should be missing,” Angel said. “No tears. We only have an hour before
you’re supposed to meet him. What are you going to do,” Raven asked wiping away her tears.
“I have to go pick up the dress I bought, but I will be there,” she said. “Dylan’s probably pissed,”
Raven said. “Strangely enough, he’s been pretty supportive. Honestly, I miss Lucky. I miss
coming home and being with him and the girls,” Angel said. “So you going to get rid of the
house,” she asked. “No. The brownstone probably. There’s a lot to talk about,” Angel said. “So
what time does he sweep you off your feet and you disappear from the world for 3 days,” Raven
joked. “A half hour. Can you come with me,” Angel asked. “Lead the way,” Raven said. They
headed off and Angel picked up the dress, slipping it on in the changeroom, then they went to
meet Lucky.

He was nervous as hell. The girls were with his mom for a few days. He pulled his jeans and
sweater on and headed off to meet Angel. He hoped all the way there that she would show. He
hadn’t seen her in a little over a month. It killed him. He spent every night wondering if she’d
decided on revenge. He knew Dylan would have spent the past while trying to talk her into
leaving him. He grabbed the flowers he’d bought her and headed out the door.

Angel sat down in the same chair she’d been in the night they met. Raven sat on the bar stool
chatting up the bartender. The clock struck 7pm. Angel started to get nervous. She heard the
whirl of the door and saw him walking in. He walked over towards the bar then turned and saw
her. Angel got up. He walked over to her and kissed her. He handed her the flowers and
wrapped his arms around her. “I was half thinking you might not show,” Lucky said. He looked
in her eyes and saw the tears welling up. “No more tears. Only happy ones from now on okay,”
Lucky said. Angel nodded and he kissed her again. Raven slid the flowers from her hand and
went outside and headed home.

Angel and Lucky headed to his truck and went straight to her place. They walked in the front
door and he kissed her, pulling her into his arms. He walked her backwards into the bedroom.
He laid her on the bed and curled up with her. “I missed you,” he said. “I missed you too,”
Angel said. “How is baby,” he asked. “She’s just fine. She is going to be one spoiled kid I tell
you,” Angel said. “So no more hospitals,” Lucky asked. “Nope. Just visits to the doctor for
checkups,” Angel said. She handed him an envelope that had the pictures in it. He slid her out
of the dress. “How are the girls,” Angel asked. They miss you. They ask every day when they
can come see you,” Lucky said. He slid his shirt off and Angel put her head on his shoulder and
her arm around him. “So how has work been,” he asked. “Not bad. Started going in twice a
week, and as of November, I’m working from home. They don’t want to tempt anything,” Angel
said. “Good,” Lucky said. “What about you,” Angel asked. “Got most of the contracts re-signed
for a few more years, and got everything tucked away for a while. Told Thomas I was taking a

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few days off,” Lucky said. “So what might you have planned for those few days,” Angel asked.
He kissed her and leaned her onto her back, slipping her satin lingerie off. He kissed her neck,
her shoulder, down her torso. She felt his warm breath on her. “I missed this,” he said. He
teased her, licking, kissing her to the point where she couldn’t resist. They made love over and
over again. She fell asleep in his arms. All she could smell was his cologne. This was home. The
smell she’d missed was back. She was warm, safe and happy. A small piece of her wondered
what had happened when they were apart, but she let it go. He pulled the blankets around them.
“Missed my teddy bear,” Angel said. The baby started kicking. “Holy crap. What’s she kicking
for,” Lucky asked. “Just getting comfy before sleep,” Angel said. “Daddy loves you princess,”
he said. The baby kicked a few more times then settled down. He fell asleep with his hands on
Angel’s stomach. All Angel cared about at that second, was she had him back. The one thing she
figured out that her house was missing – Lucky.

The next morning, she woke up and saw Lucky’s arms still around her. “Morning beautiful,” he
said. “Good morning yourself,” Angel said. “She wake you up with the kicking,” Lucky asked.
“Guess you two were having a chat,” Angel said. “Was singing to her,” he said. “And just what
were you singing,” Angel teased. “Faithfully,” Lucky replied. “I see,” Angel said. “And I made
your fave for breakfast,” Lucky said. Angel looked and he had made breakfast for her. They
relaxed in bed and ate, then got changed and went for a walk outside. They talked and
wandered for what felt like hours. “So what do we do now,” Lucky asked. “I can’t go back to
that house Lucky. Knowing everything that has happened there, I just can’t. That’s all there is to
it,” Angel said. “What if I sell it? Then what,” he asked. “Then….I don’t know. I put a room
together for the girls, but I just want us to take our time okay. Baby steps,” Angel said. He
wrapped his arms around her as she leaned against him. “Just no more separation. It’s killed
me,” Lucky said. “Okay. How’s this sound. If I need space, I’ll tell you. If I need to be alone, no
fighting me,” Angel said. “Okay,” Lucky said. “Give me until the end of the month. By then, we
should be ok,” Angel said. “Then only 3 months left until baby,” he said. “2 and a half,” Angel
replied. “I can’t believe this all. A month ago, I thought I had lost you forever. I thought I would
never see you again,” Lucky said. “Now,” Angel asked. “Now I get to fall asleep with you in my
arms. I get to feel the soccer star kicking away at night. I know that I didn’t make things easier. I
wish I could take all of it back, but you don’t know how happy I was seeing you there,” Lucky
said. “When I got home from the hospital and read that note, I went and sat on the bed and the
smell of your cologne from the pillow was gone. Think last night was the first time in a while
that I didn’t toss and turn,” Angel said. “So we’re okay then,” he asked. “For now. The next
time something happens, we talk about it as soon as it happens. No more secrets,” Angel said.
He kissed her cheek. “Hungry,” he asked. “Think baby is,” Angel said. They wandered back to
the house.

The next few weeks were filled with activity. Angel got all her loose ends tied up at work, Lucky
sold the brownstone and everyone moved into the house. This is the way that it was supposed to
have been all along. Angel still had a lot of questions about what happened during the time they
were apart, and they started getting the better of her when his phone started ringing at all hours
of the night. He would always get up and take the call in the other room.

Mid November, Angel finally had had enough. It was 4am when the phone rang. She grabbed it
before he answered it. “Is Lucky there,” a voice asked. “Can I tell him who’s calling,” Angel
said. “Kai,” she replied. Angel threw the phone at him. He woke up and knew she was pissed.
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“Hey,” Lucky said. “Who was that,” she asked. “Doesn’t matter. What can I do you for,” Lucky
asked. “I want to see you,” she said. “I told you this already. That’s not possible. I’m taken,” he
said. “She won’t know if you don’t tell her,” Kai said. “She already knows. You calling every
night gave it away,” Lucky said. “I miss you,” she said. “Kai, I’m married. I have 2 girls and
another one on the way with my wife. Stop with the calls okay,” he said. “But,” she said.
“Goodbye,” Lucky said hanging up.

He walked into the baby room and found her on the window seat wrapped up in the blankets.
“Come back to bed,” he said. “No. Just go back to sleep,” Angel said. “Not without you. You
shouldn’t be sleeping in here. You want to be alone, I’ll sleep on the damn sofa,” he said. “Fine,”
Angel said. She got back into the bed. His phone was still in the bedroom. He went and laid
down on the sofa. An hour or so later, his phone rang again. “Hello,” Angel said. “Is Lucky
there,” the woman asked. “Can I ask who’s calling,” Angel said. “Cindy,” she said. “He’s
asleep. My husband will call you back in the morning,” Angel said hanging up. Around 5:30 the
phone rang again. Angel answered it. “Lucky,” the voice said. “Nope,” Angel replied. “Is
Lucky there,” the voice asked. “What can I do for you,” Angel said. “Can you tell him Kristy
called,” she said. “Oh, I’ll tell him alright,” Angel said. “Angel,” Kristy said. “Stay the hell away
from my husband Kristy,” Angel said. She hung up the phone and walked into the TV room and
threw the phone onto the sofa. “Kai, Kristy and Cindy. What happened? One wasn’t enough,”
Angel said. She walked back into her bedroom and locked the door.

A few hours later, he was still tossing and turning. Angel’s door was open. Her bed was made,
her purse was still there, but her cell and her keys were gone. “Morning Daddy,” the girls said as
they yawned their way down the hall. He thought about it. He made the girls some breakfast
and looked out onto the beach. She was sitting on the sand. She was on her phone. He made
some tea and took some out to Angel. She took it and put it down beside her. He went back
inside and sat with the girls. They watched cartoons and he went through his emails for work
with a watchful eye on Angel. An hour or so later, she came inside. “Well good morning ladies,”
Angel said. They came over and gave her a hug and kissed her stomach. Angel walked past
Lucky and poured out the tea, then went into her room and locked the door, drawing herself a
hot bath in her tub.

She leaned into the hot bathtub and closed her eyes. The baby had been kicking her all morning
and was flip flopping around. Finally, the baby calmed as the jets relaxed Angel. A half hour or
so later, she slipped out and drained the tub and slid on her warm tracksuit and slippers. She
laid down on the bed and read for a while. The girls knocked. They came in and sat with Angel.
“Do we get to name the baby,” Emma asked. “No silly. Angel and Daddy do,” Erica said.
“Came up with a few names myself. We’ll see which one suits her the best once she’s here,”
Angel said. Lucky leaned against the door jam. “Auntie Raven just called and said she wanted
to hang out with you two today. She thought she’d take you to a movie. You two up for it,”
Lucky asked the girls. They gave Angel a hug and kissed her stomach, then got up and ran into
their room to get changed. “Don’t even,” Angel said. He went into the TV room and got the girls
off with Raven then went back into the bedroom. “Firstly, those girls are friends. Secondly, no I
didn’t sleep with any of them,” he said. He sat down on the edge of the bed. “Whatever Lucky.
Screw around if you want. You will with or without my consent,” Angel said. “You don’t
recognize any of the names of the people I have been talking to do you,” he asked. Angel rolled
over. “We’re going for a walk. Let’s go,” he said. He helped her up and they went outside for a
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“Okay. Got everything,” Crystal said putting the last tray of veggies on the counter. The room
was filled with Angel’s friends and family. Crystal and Lucky had been planning it for weeks.
Crystal had put together a video of advice for Angel from all the ladies. The guys were huddled
together. “They’re on the way back. Everyone hide,” Chance said.

“I just don’t see why the hell you were getting calls in the middle of the night. I mean Kristy?
Tell me you didn’t Lucky,” Angel said. “Only woman I was with, only woman I have been with
since the day you were in that hospital is you. I hung out with some old friends, who didn’t
know we were married, and bumped into an old girlfriend or two, but that’s all. I wouldn’t
screw this up again.” He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her. “One more Lucky. One
more and that sexy smile isn’t getting you out of it,” Angel said. He kissed her again and they
walked in.

“SURPRISE!!!!!”

“How in the? You smart ass,” Angel said turning around and giving Lucky one of those looks.
“Told you I wasn’t,” he whispered. Angel went in and said hi to everyone. “Since there’s only a
month left,” Crystal said. “I had no idea you were up to this,” Angel said. Everyone sat around
and talked a while, then they had a few silly games and Lucky and Angel started opening gifts.
“One thing you never told us,” Crystal said. “What’s that,” Lucky asked. “Prince or Princess,”
Crystal asked. “Check out the baby room,” Angel said. Crystal snuck in and saw the room.
“Princess,” she said. “It’s absolutely beautiful,” Crystal said. All the ladies went and took a look.
“What a lucky little girl,” her mom said. Angel put her hand on her stomach. “Workout time,”
Lucky joked. Angel nodded. “Think she moved. She’s only kicking up here,” Lucky said.
“Probably,” Angel said. She felt a twitch. “What,” he whispered. Angel shook her head.

They went through the rest of the gifts and Angel said thanks to everyone. They all talked a
while longer, then everyone headed home. Angel had to sit. She was wincing again. “Angel”
Lucky said. “Probably just something she didn’t like,” Angel said. “Every 10 minutes? I
somehow don’t think so,” he said. “I’ll be fine. Probably just too much activity for a day. I’m
going to go have a bath,” Angel said as Lucky, Chance and Crystal finished cleaning up.

An hour later, Angel came out in her sweater and jeans. “You okay,” Lucky asked. “Make that
every 8,” Angel said. He went over and grabbed her purse and overnight bag. “What,” Angel
said. “Call Raven and tell her. If you can’t get her, stay here until the girls get back,” Lucky said.
“It’s too soon for this,” Angel said. “We’re going anyway. No fighting,” he said. She got into the
truck and he took off for the hospital.

A few hours later, Addison Emily Lockheart was born. It was the only tears she was allowed to
cry. She was absolutely perfect. Lucky curled up in the bed with them. Addison was in Angel’s
arms and Angel was in his. He called Crystal and Chance and they passed on the news to
everyone. “No visitors until the morning though,” Lucky said. “Gotcha,” Crystal said hanging
up. She was a good baby. She was quiet and didn’t cry much. Somehow Angel knew exactly
what to do. “She has your eyes,” Angel said. “And the famous Lockheart dimple,” Lucky said.
They curled up together and napped as best they could. The next morning, his mom snuck in as
Angel was still sleeping and Addison was asleep in his arms. “Hi mom,” he whispered so he
didn’t wake Angel or the baby. “What a perfect little girl,” she said. “Just like her mom,” Lucky
said. Angel opened her eyes. “She awake,” Angel asked. He shook his head. He slid Addison

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into her Grandmother’s arms. “Well you have to be a Lockheart. Look at that dimple,” she said.
Lucky curled back up with Angel. “You okay,” he asked. She kissed him and leaned her head on
his shoulder. “I take that as a yes,” he said. “Where are the girls,” Angel asked. “They’re with
your dad in the hall. Can they come in,” his mom said. Angel nodded. His mom handed the
baby back to Angel. The door cracked open. “Angel,” Erica said. “Come on in,” Angel replied.
They walked in and saw the baby all curled up in her arms. “My sister,” Emma asked. “This is
Addison. Addison, meet your big sisters,” Angel said. Lucky kissed her cheek. “She’s so little,”
Emma said. “She was so excited to meet you two,” Angel said. The girls came over and gave her
a kiss. Addison woke up. “She’s so cute,” Erica said. “Just like her big sisters,” Angel said. His
mom came in and snapped pictures. Her dad came in with her mom. Her mom snapped
pictures. Angel handed the baby to her mom. “She looks just like you did,” her mom said
getting teary eyed. They all sat around and chatted a while, then everyone gave them a little
break. Lucky walked his parents out with the girls and Angel chatted with her parents. “Just
couldn’t wait to meet everyone could you Addison,” Angel said. Addison started fussing a bit.
“She’s probably starved,” her mom said. Angel fed Addison. “We’ll give you two some privacy.
If you need anything,” her mom said. “Love you guys,” Angel said. As soon as Addison was
full, she fell back asleep. Angel burped her, then curled up on the bed. She laid her down in the
crib. Dylan poked his head in.

“So are you two okay,” his mom asked. “Better,” Lucky replied. “It’s nice to see you smiling
again,” his dad said. He gave them a hug goodbye and kissed the girls. “When is Addison
coming home,” Emma asked. “A few days. I’ll come by later. She got you something,” he said.
“I love you Daddy,” Erica said. “Love you too baby girl,” he replied giving them both hugs and
kisses. The girls left and he headed back inside, stopping to grab some flowers for Angel.

“So, you look beautiful as always,” Dylan said. “Lack of sleep causes that,” Angel joked quietly.
“She is a beautiful little girl,” Dylan said. “Well Uncle Dylan,” Angel said. “So you two are
really okay,” he asked. “I think so. I mean it is far from perfect, but I know I did the right thing,”
Angel said. “Can help but wish it were you and I going through this,” he said. “You’ll find the
right girl someday Dylan. It isn’t me right now,” Angel said. “Well, guess I should brush up on
my baby massages. You’ll both be needing one,” he said. “Remind me of that after a month or
two with no sleep,” Angel said. He kissed Angel just as Lucky was coming in.

“Did I interrupt something,” Lucky asked. Angel shook her head. “Congrats,” Dylan said
shaking Lucky’s hand. “Thanks,” Lucky said. “She’s going to be a heartbreaker just like her
mom,” Dylan said. “Don’t I know it,” Lucky said putting the flowers down. He walked over
and picked the baby up. “Got a little something for you too,” Lucky said. He sat down with the
baby in his arms. “I’ll come by later and see you. Take care of that little princess,” Dylan said
kissing Angel goodbye again. He left and Angel curled back up on the bed. “I am starved,”
Angel said. “I think there’s something coming. Saw the nurse coming down the hall with some
trays,” Lucky said. A few minutes later, the nurse came in. “So, Mommy hungry,” she asked.
“Beyond,” Angel said. “How’s our princess,” she asked. “So far, pretty good. She’s a pretty
good eater,” Angel said. “Diapers?” “Changed her,” Angel said. “Well then,” the nurse said.
She left some food for Angel and Lucky and headed into the hall to talk to the doctor.

“I know what you’re going to say Lockheart,” Angel said. “Just wondering why he felt the need
to kiss you like that,” Lucky said. “We used to kiss like that when we were just friends. Stop,”
Angel said. “And see what that got us,” he joked. “He’s harmless,” Angel said. She finished

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having something to eat, then Lucky handed the baby over to her. “Well Addison, think you can
put up with Daddy being a silly head,” Angel asked. She gurgled. “Okay then. Guess I’ll share
you with him then.” “Bad mouthing me already,” he teased. “You know Daddy can be a real
butt head sometimes, but he still loves us. He loves you. You’re perfect. Mommy, sometimes
not so perfect, but you are so loved. You and your cute little nose,” Angel said. He finished his
lunch and sat up with Angel and Addison. “Did we bring anything to take her home in,” Angel
asked. Lucky grabbed a gift bag that he’d put beside her bed. “Smells like downy,” Angel said.
He nodded. “Prepared and everything.” He slid the pale purple dress and lilac blanket from the
bag. “It has socks and gloves with it. I couldn’t resist,” he said. Angel kissed him. He slipped
Addison into the crib and kissed Angel again. They curled up in the bed together. “That’s how
you two got that one. Don’t start on another one already,” Thomas said slipping into the room.
Lucky got up and said hello to his friend. He gave Angel a hug and a little gift. “The wife saw it
and said she had to get it for you,” Thomas said. It was a Peter Rabbit sleeper and bunny. “This
is so cute,” Angel said. She gave Thomas a hug and said thank you. “So let’s see the little
heartbreaker,” Thomas said sneaking a peek at Addison.

After a little visit, Lucky walked Thomas out and Angel finally had some alone time with her
daughter. “Well princess, here we are. I don’t know if you understand what this means. I love
Daddy. No matter how many times he stresses me out, I love him. Difference is, you come first
now. I can’t wait to show you your first sunset, your first sunrise, the beach. I want to show you
the world. Go all the places I never went. You will never doubt how much I love you. I will try
to prevent you from ever shedding tears like I have. I want you to be happy. To count on me
100%. Life is so far from perfect, but for you it will be if it takes me the rest of my life,” Angel
said. She brushed the tears away. “No matter what, I promise that you won’t have to go through
what I did. Even if it means starting over just you and me somewhere, I’ll do it baby. You will
always come first to me,” Angel said.

Lucky overheard the tail end of her conversation with Addison. He sat down in the hall with
tears streaming. “What,” Crystal said coming down the hall. Lucky shook his head. Crystal
went in to see Angel. “What,” Chance said. “Just something she said,” Lucky said. “What,”
Chance said. “She didn’t care if she had to start over somewhere just them,” Lucky said.
“Thought she was over it,” Chance asked. “I know she can’t forget it. Kristy called the other
night. Cindy called,” Lucky said. “Tell me you didn’t,” Chance asked. “Drinks and a movie.
That’s all,” Lucky said. “Don’t lie to me,” he said. “I got far enough that I could have, but I just
couldn’t,” Lucky said. “Should slap your ass myself,” Chance said. “I didn’t think she wanted
me back. I thought she was gone for good,” Lucky said. “Thought wrong idiot,” Chance said.
“They made the moves on me. I stopped it before it went that far,” Lucky said. “Hand or
mouth,” Chance said. “Neither,” Lucky said. “Second,” Chance asked. Lucky looked at him.
“Fine. I won’t say anything. God. You are such an idiot sometimes,” Chance said. “I don’t want
to lose them,” Lucky said. “You won’t. Just make sure those two don’t call ever again. Change
the number. Let me know what it is. End of discussion,” Chance said. Lucky nodded. He
brushed the tears away and they went in.

“Thanks so much for all the help you two. Guess she wanted to see all the things everyone
bought us too,” Angel joked. “I sent everyone an announcement over the internet with a picture.
All you have to do when you get home is take care of you and Addison and Lucky,” Crystal said.
“Well, that and the girls,” Angel said. “Good part is they’re gone most of the day now. We can
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beauty sleep,” Angel said. She started to get fussy again. “Your turn dad,” Angel said. “How
can you tell,” Crystal said. “The face,” she replied. Lucky changed the baby and handed her
back to Angel. She fed her again while Chance and Lucky talked then Crystal decided to give
them some privacy and they headed home.

Within a day or two, Angel and Lucky brought the new baby home. They settled in, and the next
day, the girls came to the house and they started over as a family. The first few nights, Angel
was up constantly with Addison. Lucky slept through the feedings. When he woke up in the
morning, he was always well rested. Angel loved spending time alone with Addison, but she
was beginning to wonder what was up with Lucky. Finally after the first week or two, they
finally came up with a schedule. They took turns. Finally Angel was getting 5 hours of sleep at a
time. She finally started feeling like herself again.

She was able to go for her walks by the water, and Lucky looked after Addison. The girls would
come home and play with Addison while Lucky and Angel made dinner. After a month or so,
Angel was craving a girls night out with her friends. “I’ll take care of her. You go. Have fun,”
he said.

She took off with the girls for a planned night out. They went to dinner, then dancing. She
walked towards the bar to order herself a pop, and turned to see a familiar face. “Angel,” he
asked. “Oh my god. What are you doing here Jake,” Angel asked. “Just hanging with my
buddy, though I have no idea where he disappeared to,” Jake said. “Must be here with T,” Angel
said. He nodded. He slid an arm around her waist trying to pull her into his arms. “I’ve got to
say baby. You look great,” he said. “Must be all that lack of sleep,” Angel said. “Oh really,” he
said. “Little Addison doesn’t like to be alone at night,” Angel said. “You had a girl? When,” he
asked noticing the rings on her finger. “A month and a bit ago,” Angel replied. “Still hot as
hell,” he said. “Didn’t seem to notice that before,” Angel said. She turned to grab her drink. He
pulled her into his arms and kissed her. “Always noticed how sexy you were,” he said. Angel
pushed him away and walked back to her table. He followed then noticed the girls at the table.
“Well what do you know. Hey Jake,” Raven said. “Hey. Angel, I need to talk to you for a
minute,” Jake said. “We’re trying to have a ladies night Jake,” Crystal said. “Angel,” he said
taking her hand and leading her off in the opposite direction.

“What Jake,” Angel asked. “Tell me you didn’t really get hitched,” he said. “I did. Lucky and I
did,” Angel said. “Of course. Lucky. The ultimate schemer. You know he was the one that told
me to stay away from you in the first place. If it weren’t for him, that would be my kid,” he said.
“Oh stop. You don’t know what you’re talking about. You didn’t want a relationship at all Jake.
Remember,” Angel asked. She went to walk away and he grabbed her hand pulling her into his
arms and kissing her like he had all those years ago. “You know we were so right back then.
Should have never let him convince me to leave,” Jake said. He kissed her again and Angel stood
in shock. “Come with me,” he said. “Oh hell no. You aren’t getting me out of here without my
girls. No Jake,” Angel said. She walked back inside the bar and grabbed her purse. “Guess it’s
time to go,” Raven said. The girls followed Angel towards her car. Jake was leaning against it.
“Move,” Angel said. He pulled her into him and kissed her. Angel grabbed the car door and
opened it, getting in. The girls hopped in. Angel opened her window. “Tomorrow. 7,” Jake
said. “Hell no,” Angel said. She took off out of the parking lot. “Now what was all that,” Raven
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teased. Angel dropped her friends off then headed back to the house. Only one thing she hadn’t
told her girlfriends – the feelings were all still there.

She got home, went in and fed Addison then slipped on her track suit and went outside to the
beach. An hour or so later, Lucky came out with the baby monitor and a blanket. “Was
wondering where you were,” he said. “Just needed to think,” Angel said. “What happened,”
Lucky asked. “Doesn’t matter. Just needed some me time,” Angel replied. “Angel, I know you
better than that. What happened,” Lucky asked. “Jake,” Angel said. Lucky was quiet. “He said
you told him to leave,” Angel said. “I know him Angel. He wasn’t going to do anything but
cause you more heartache. What did you expect me to do? Sit there and watch him rip your
heart to shreds and stomp on it?” “I would have like to have known what would have happened.
If it would have worked. If we would have worked out. I never got to find out,” Angel said.
“Why are you even giving him a second thought? We’re married baby. Me and you. Aren’t you
happy,” Lucky asked. “I just wonder is all,” Angel said. She got up and walked back inside.

She went to sleep that night and got up one last time with Addison. “Someday, Mommy will
make sure you never get your heart broken. I’ll never prevent you from being happy. I always
want to see you happy like this Addy,” Angel said. She tucked her baby girl back into bed then
went back to bed. Lucky tried to snuggle up to her. She curled up and fell asleep on her side of
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Chapter 18

Angel got up early the next morning and headed out with Addison. The girls were with Mandy.
Lucky slept straight through. He woke up and the house seemed too quiet. Addison was gone,
so was Angel. There was no note. The baby bag was gone and so was her cell. He called it and it
went straight to voice mail. He decided to head out to the store and get a few things done
around the house.

Angel headed off to see Raven. She had to talk to someone. She’d spent the entire night
wondering what if. “Go meet him. I’ll look after the little princess. If Lucky calls, I’ll tell him
you’ve gone to see Crystal,” Raven said. Angel called Jake and headed off to meet him.

Lucky had tried to distract himself all afternoon. Now he was getting worried. It was almost
8pm. He called Chance, then called Raven. “She said she was going out with Crystal for a while.
Early show or something,” Raven said. “Where’s Addison,” Lucky asked. “Here,” Raven said.
“Why isn’t her phone on? I haven’t been able to get in touch with her all day,” Lucky said. “She
was pissed. That’s all I know,” Raven said. “Where did they go,” he asked. “I don’t know
Lucky. She said she wanted chill time,” Raven replied. “If you hear from her,” Lucky said.
“Will do,” Raven replied hanging up.

Angel showed up and he wrapped his arms around her and kissed her within minutes. “Jake,
this isn’t what you are thinking it is. I came to talk,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “I mean
it,” Angel said. He took her hand and led her into his house. “Seriously, just talking okay,”
Angel said. He nodded. She knew he’d ignored what she’d asked. They walked in and sat
down on the sofa together. “I can’t believe you married him and didn’t even tell me,” Jake said.
“What was I supposed to do? Hunt you down and tell you,” Angel asked. “Yes,” he said.
“Crystal put an announcement in the paper. Told her not to,” Angel said. “I didn’t believe what
I was reading. Why the hell would you marry Lucky,” Jake asked. “Because he’s my best friend.
He knows me better than almost anyone. Why wouldn’t I,” Angel said. “Because he’s the only
reason you aren’t married to me right now,” Jake said. “Meaning,” Angel said. “Remember how
close we were getting? Remember how we kept bumping into each other everywhere,” he asked.
“Yeah. You kept saying it was a sign,” Angel said. “I bought the ring and showed it to him. He
told me not to. That I wasn’t the kind of person you should have been with. That I wouldn’t
make you happy,” Jake said. “You let that stop you? Thought you never let anything stand in
the way of what you want,” Angel said. “I don’t,” he said as he leaned in towards her and kissed
her sliding his arms around her and leaning her back onto the sofa. “Jake,” Angel said. “I missed
your kiss,” he said as he pulled her into another and another. He let her up for air. “Jake, we
can’t do this. I’m married to Lucky and that’s all there is to it,” Angel said. “Then make a
decision. A schemer or me,” he said. He slid her into his lap and kissed her again. “I can’t do
that to him or to the girls,” Angel said pushing him away and getting up. He pulled her back
into one more intensely passionate kiss. He leaned her against the wall. “I have to go,” Angel
said. “Friday night. Meet me at the hotel,” he said. “I can’t. I can’t sleep with someone else. I’m
married. Secondly, I just had Addison a couple of weeks ago,” Angel said. “There are always
ways around it,” Jake said. He kissed her and she slipped away and walked out the front door.
“Friday night. 9pm. I’ll check in. Just meet me there,” Jake said as she started her car. “I don’t
know. I’ll see,” Angel said. He leaned in and kissed her goodbye and she headed off to Raven’s.

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She got home around 9. Lucky was camped out on the sofa. Angel quietly went in and tucked
Addison into her bed and then slipped into the bedroom. She slid off her jeans and t-shirt and
hopped into the shower. Minutes later, Lucky slid in behind her. “So where were you,” he asked
as he kissed her neck. “Just out with a friend. Needed some girl talk time,” Angel said. “What
was with the phone being off,” he asked. “As I said. Girl talk time. Means no guys or calls from
guys allowed,” Angel said. “You took off at the damn near crack of dawn. Why didn’t you tell
me you were going,” Lucky asked. “Why,” Angel said. He turned her to face him. “What is up
with you,” he asked. “Nothing. I just needed some me time. I needed time to think. Is that
alright with you,” Angel said as she stepped out of the shower. She wrapped the towel around
her then pulled on her warm robe. She walked into the bedroom and slipped on her satin
pajamas and crawled into bed. She turned the monitor on beside her bed and turned the lights
off. She tried to nod off but all she could think about was what Jake had said. How different
things would have been……..or would they?

Five or ten minutes later, Lucky slid into bed beside her. “You’re not going to tell me where you
really were are you,” he asked. “Whatever,” Angel said. “Crystal called here looking for you,
and you weren’t with Raven. You going to tell me,” he asked. “I was with another friend. I just
needed a fresh opinion,” Angel said. “On what? Or are you not going to tell me that either,”
Lucky said. Angel closed her eyes and tried to ignore him. She figured it would wait until the
morning. The first feeding of the night, she got up with Addison. When she got back to bed, he
started again. “Just tell me,” he said. Angel closed her eyes and tried to get some sleep. The next
feeding, she got up with Addison again. While she was feeding her, Lucky got up and walked
into the room. “Angel, if you aren’t happy, then tell me,” he said. She ignored him and finished
feeding Addison. She tucked her back in and went to head back to bed. He grabbed her arm as
she walked past him. “We’re talking about this or neither of us are getting any sleep,” he said.
“Leave me alone Lucky. I am going to bed,” Angel said. “Are you happy,” he asked. “I don’t
know,” Angel said. She walked past him and slid back into bed.

The next morning, Angel woke up later and Lucky did the early feeding with Addison. When
she got up, Addison was back asleep in bed. Lucky was sitting on the sofa with his morning
coffee. Angel made herself some breakfast and ate outside on the deck. He walked outside with
the baby monitor in hand and sat down with her. “Lucky, not now,” Angel said. “You aren’t
happy? What did I do,” he asked. “I need to know something. I bumped into Jake the other
night when I was out with my girls. Did you tell him to stay away from me? To not ask me to
marry him? That he wouldn’t make me happy,” Angel asked. “I told him to leave you alone.
That he was a punk and didn’t deserve to be with you,” Lucky said. “And,” Angel asked. “Why
does it matter? We’re married. That’s what these rings mean,” he said. He grabbed her hand
and she pulled away. She went inside and got changed for her doctor’s appointment. She
finished getting dressed and got Addison changed. She went to put Addison in the car, and he
slipped her out of her hands and put her in the truck. “Lucky, I think I can handle taking her to
the doctor’s alone,” Angel said. “I’m going. It’s her check-up,” Lucky said. He tucked Addison
into her car seat and they headed off to the doctor.

“Well Addison is one very healthy little girl. She’s growing so fast,” the doctor said. “At this rate
she’ll be tall like her dad. So now for mom’s check-up.” Lucky went into the hall. “So how have
you been feeling,” the doctor asked. “Pissed off, then happy then pissed off again,” Angel said.
“As in,” the doctor asked. “Just second guessing every decision I have made,” Angel said.
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figure out,” Angel replied. “Physically,” the doctor asked. “Fine. Not sore or anything,” Angel
said. “Well, you’re all healed. You can get back to normal now,” the doctor said. “Whatever that
is,” she replied.

They headed home and Angel didn’t say a word. “So, what did the doctor say,” Lucky asked.
“Why the hell would you tell someone that they shouldn’t ask me to marry them because they
would make me miserable,” Angel asked. “Because it was true. He would have. He’s the one
that goes from woman to woman. You even said it yourself. He wasn’t going to change,” Lucky
said. “Don’t think I would have wanted to make that decision myself? It is my life Lucky,”
Angel said. “What? You want to go back and see what would have happened? Go the hell
ahead,” he said pulling into the driveway. Angel grabbed the car seat and put it in her car.
“Where the hell are you going,” Lucky asked. Angel pulled out and headed down the shore to
the beach. To the cove where she did all of her good thinking. She fed Addison and then laid her
down on the beach blanket she’d brought with her. “What do you think sunshine? Daddy’s
being a pain, and has taken control over my life years ago before I even noticed,” Angel said.
“Angel,” a voice said. She turned and saw Raven. “I just needed to get the hell away,” Angel
said. “Figured you’d be here,” she said. “He admitted it. He told Jake to not ask me to marry
him because he would make me miserable. What the hell is that,” Angel said. “He loves you.
He has for like a million years. What did you want him to do? He saw that he could lose his
chance and he had to block it,” Raven said. “Still. It would have been nice to make that decision
myself,” Angel said. “What are you trying to say Angel? You want Jake,” Raven asked. “A
piece of me wonders what if. That’s all,” Angel said. “Angel,” Raven said. “I’m not allowed to
have a regret,” Angel asked. “I can’t believe I am hearing this from you,” Raven said. “I just
wanted to make my own mistakes. Make my own damn decisions without his help,” Angel said.
“Things are better off being the way they are Angel. If you had married him there would be no
Addison,” Raven said tickling Addison’s tummy. Angel gave up on trying to convince Raven.
She laid back on the sand. Addison had a nap.

It got closer to dinner time and Angel was dreading going home. “You can stay with me tonight
if you want. But seriously, you aren’t considering doing anything with Jake are you,” Raven
asked. “I don’t know. When I figure that out, I’ll let you know. Then we can move onto world
peace and a cure for AIDS,” Angel said. She fed Addison then headed to Raven’s place.

When they walked into Raven’s house, the phone rang. There was 3 messages on the machine.
“It’s Lucky. Just talk to him,” Raven said. Angel shook her head and put Addison down in the
bassinet that Raven had. Raven talked to Lucky. “She doesn’t want to talk Lucky. She’s staying
here tonight with Addison,” Raven said. “No. She just needs some alone time Lucky. I’ll get her
to call you later or in the morning,” Raven said hanging up. “He’s pissed. Why don’t you just
talk to him?” “He’s the one that said go ahead. To see what Jake is up to,” Angel said. “He was
mad Angel. Come on,” Raven said. “Fact is, that he thinks he did nothing wrong. Until he
figures out that he screwed up, I can’t sleep in that bed with him,” Angel said. “Fact is, he did
what he did because he loves you. He knows Jake made you miserable. Okay. He screwed up
and overstepped. Can you fault the man? He wanted you all to himself,” Raven said. “Just
would have wanted to make that decision. It wasn’t up to him,” Angel said. She made some
decaf tea and went and sat outside. She turned her cell phone on. There were 3 messages from
Lucky and one from Jake. “Call me,” Jake had said. Angel listened to the messages from Lucky.
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“Was wondering what took you so damn long,” Jake said. “Just thinking,” Angel said. “Watch
out world,” Jake teased. “Seriously,” Angel said. “I wonder the same thing you are. What if,”
Jake said. “Exactly,” Angel replied. “Well,” he asked. “I don’t know. All I know is that I am
married. I can’t just go and date someone else. He’s my husband,” Angel said. “Then just come
and meet me. I promise. I’ll keep my hands to myself,” Jake said. “Not your hands I was
worried about,” Angel said. “Then,” he said. “Walk on the beach. That’s all,” Angel said.
“Okay,” he replied. “Name the place and time.” “Tomorrow night. 7ish,” Angel said.

She went back inside and curled up with Addison and got some sleep. She was up with her
every feeding all night then got up in the morning and headed back to the house. She’d hoped
Lucky would be at work. She came in and he was dead asleep on the sofa. Angel slipped Addy
into her bed and went in and had a shower. She made sure to lock the door this time. She’d
made her decision. Once she finished her long hot shower, she wrapped herself in a fluffy towel
and slid her robe on. She went into her bedroom and slipped her jeans and sweater on. She went
into the kitchen and put some breakfast on, then sat outside on the deck with her breakfast. An
hour or so later, Lucky wandered outside. “When did you get back,” he asked. “About an hour
ago,” Angel said. “And,” he asked. “And what? You made a decision you had no right to make.
I don’t make decisions for you and tell you what to do. Why the hell don’t I get the same
choices,” Angel said. She finished her juice. “Tell me you aren’t going to see him,” Lucky said.
“We’re going for a drink together. Just to talk. Fact is, that things probably would have been
different. You went too far Lucky,” Angel said. She got up and went inside and put the dishes in
the dishwasher. “Angel, I love you okay. I have for as long as I can remember. I didn’t want to
lose you to him,” Lucky said. “Know the old term if you love someone set them free and if they
come back it’s meant to be? Should have tried it,” Angel said walking away. She logged onto her
laptop and went through emails, forwarding a few pics to the people at the office. “Angel,”
Lucky said. She went in and checked on Addison. She was waking up. She got her cleaned up
and slipped on her favorite outfit that she’d got for her. Angel played with Addison a while,
then fed her and handed her to Lucky. She got a few more emails done, then cleaned up a bit
and got a few chores done. The closer it got to dinner, the more nervous she got. She gave
Addison a bath and Lucky tucked her in. She made up a bottle or two and put them in the
fridge, then started on dinner.

Around 6:30, Angel got changed and went to leave. “Where are you going,” Lucky asked. “For a
walk with a friend,” Angel said. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her, leaning her against
the front door. “Let go,” Angel said. He kissed her again. She got goose bumps. “Don’t go,”
Lucky said pulling her to him. She pushed him away. “I’m going. I’ll be back in a few hours,”
Angel said. He kissed her again. She slipped out the door and hopped into her car, pulling out
and heading off to meet Jake.

“Well hello beautiful,” Jake said walking up behind Angel. “Hey,” Angel said as he took a seat
beside her. “What’s wrong,” Jake asked. “Do you really think things would have ended up
differently,” Angel said. “Hell yes. At least neither of us would have that regret,” Jake said.
“But seriously. You didn’t want a relationship and you must have said it a million times,” Angel
said. “Fact is, the thought of losing you was enough to smack some sense into my head,” Jake
said. “So it was the competition? Really,” Angel said. “Not so much that, but the fact that
something told me I would be losing the best thing that ever happened to me,” Jake said. “So
why did you let him stop you then,” Angel said. “I wanted you to be happy. That’s all,” Jake
said. “So you let him talk you out of it,” Angel said. “I still have the ring,” Jake said.

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“Meaning,” Angel asked. “Second chances,” Jake said. He went to reach into his pocket. ”No,”
Angel said. “I had to,” Jake said. He handed her the box. “Either way, it was meant for you. I
want you to have it,” he said. “I can’t accept this,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Angel, I don’t
want to regret this. I don’t want to regret not telling you,” Jake said. “Telling me what,” Angel
said. “That I have been a total and complete mess without you. It took losing you. It took me
not having you in my life to realize how much I love you,” Jake said. “But,” Angel said. He
pulled her into his arms and kissed her. She was thankful she’d picked the secluded cove as the
meeting place. His hands slid down her back. “Jake, I can’t do this. Like it or not I married
Lucky,” Angel said. “But there are so many things that I can do that he can’t,” Jake said. He
kissed her and leaned her back onto the sand. They kissed, then she finally stopped him before
they went too far. “I can’t do this Jake,” Angel said. She got up and started walking back
towards her car, dusting the sand off of her. “I want you to keep it. If you change your mind,
Friday night. I have to be at that hotel. I have a meeting on the Monday. Meet me,” he said. He
kissed her and she went and got in her car and drove. She put her lipstick back on, and went
back to her house.

She came in and Lucky was feeding Addison. “She won’t take it tonight. I don’t know what’s
up,” Lucky said. Angel took Addison and fed her, then cleaned her up and handed her back to
Lucky. “So,” he asked. “What,” Angel asked. “Don’t make me ask,” he said. “Then don’t,”
Angel said. She went into her bedroom and slid on her satin pajamas. He came in behind her as
Addison lay asleep in his arms. “Angel, you have to know that I was doing what was best,”
Lucky said. “Not your decision to make,” Angel said. “He was only doing it because I told him
you were seeing someone,” Lucky said. “And just who might that have been,” Angel asked. “I
wanted it to be me,” Lucky replied. Angel walked towards him and took Addison tucking her
into bed. “I’m sorry,” he said. Angel got into bed and turned the light off. Lucky walked into
their bedroom and sat down beside Angel. “Don’t be mad. Please,” Lucky said. “I know you do
things because you care, but that wasn’t your choice to make Lucky. It was mine. It wasn’t fair
that you made it for me,” Angel said. “You love me don’t you,” he asked. “Yes,” Angel said.
“You don’t regret marrying me do you,” he asked. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Yes or no,” Lucky
said. “No,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Then stop. This is the way things were meant to be,”
Lucky said. “Fact is, you still don’t get it. I was devastated when Jake and I split. If I had known
this is what caused it Lucky, there may not have been a me and you,” Angel said. “You can’t
mean that,” he said. “Yeah I can,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. A ball formed in his throat.
“Just go to sleep,” Angel said. He slid into bed beside her and wrapped his arms around her. “I
love you,” he said. There was no reply.

The next morning, he woke up and she wasn’t in bed. He went in and found her asleep with
Addison in her arms on the glider. He slid Addison out of her arms and put her in the bed and
carried Angel back to bed. She woke up a few hours later and went in and checked on Addison.
Lucky was in there with her. He cleaned her up, then handed her off to Angel. “Well good
morning princess,” Angel said. She giggled. Angel laid on the sofa and played a while with
Addison. “Breakfast,” Lucky asked. Angel nodded. “You are just too cute for words aren’t
you,” Angel said. Addison smiled. Lucky handed her some fruit. “Thanks,” Angel said. Lucky
sat down on the sofa beside them. “I wouldn’t change a single second of this,” he said. “Not
now,” Angel said. “I wouldn’t. She’s the most beautiful little girl ever,” Lucky said. “That she
is,” Angel said. “And you know it don’t you,” Angel said tickling Addy’s tummy. Angel put her
down on her play blanket and pulled out a few toys for her to play with and sat down with her.
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shook her head. She finished her breakfast and Lucky played with Addison a while. “When did
we decide to do the christening,” Lucky asked. “Why,” Angel asked. “My mom was asking,” he
said. “And when were you talking to her,” Angel asked. “Last night while you were out,” he
said. “I’ll call and see what we can do,” Angel said. “We never decided who,” Lucky mentioned.
“Raven,” Angel said. “And Chance,” Lucky said. “Fine,” Angel said. She went and made a few
calls. “Sunday next week,” Angel said coming out of the bedroom. “What about a dress,” Lucky
asked. “Guess I’ll take her shopping today then,” Angel said. “Why don’t we go together,”
Lucky asked. “Whatever,” Angel said as she went and got into the shower. She pulled on her
casual dress and her sandals and they left for the mall.

After a full day of shopping, they finally decided on a dress and bought it. They walked through
the mall, then bumped into Jake. “Hey,” Angel said. “Hey yourself beautiful,” Jake said kissing
Angel’s cheek. “This must be Miss Addison.” He kneeled down to see her. “Looks as beautiful
as her mom,” Jake said. Lucky was pissed. “How’s it going Lucky,” Jake asked. “I’m going to
grab the truck,” Lucky said. He walked off with Addison. “Guess he’s pissed,” Jake said.
“What’s up with you,” Angel said. “Counting down,” he said. “Don’t count on it,” Angel said.
“Want you all to myself,” Jake whispered into her ear. He walked her to the door. “I’ll talk to
you later,” he said as he hugged Angel goodbye. She hopped into the truck and they headed
back to the house.

“Tell me that you aren’t falling for that crap,” Lucky said. Angel carried a sleeping Addison into
the house and tucked her into the bed. “At least he told me the truth and let me make my own
decision,” Angel said. She went down the hall and started making some dinner. She went to
turn the oven on and he turned it off. “What,” Angel said. “Ordered something. Angel,” Lucky
said. “What,” she replied. “You wouldn’t have married me if you didn’t love me. What
changed,” he asked. “You being afraid of competition,” Angel said. She went and sat down and
started to read her magazine. He sat down beside her and pulled it out of her hands, dropping it
to the floor and leaning against her. He pinned her hands to the sofa, “What,” Angel said. “I am
not afraid of competition. I know I am the better man,” Lucky said. “And it’s about time you
realized I was.” He kissed her. “Lucky, cut it out,” Angel said. He let go of her hands and
wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close to him and kissed her again. Every kiss getting
more and more intense. He undid her dress and slid it off. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Don’t move,”
he said. He grabbed the food and put it on the kitchen counter. He walked back towards the
sofa and she was getting up. He walked towards her and backed her into the wall, kissing her
again. “Bedroom,” he said. “Food,” Angel said. He kissed her again and picked her up,
wrapping her legs around him and walked towards the bedroom.

He laid her on the bed and slid her g-string off. “Would you stop,” Angel said. He slid his jeans
and sweater off. “Lucky,” Angel said. He slipped some protection on and made love to his wife,
hoping to cast aside her doubts – to erase the what if’s. By the time they came up for air, Addison
was begging for a feeding and both Angel and Lucky’s stomach’s were growling. He brought
dinner into the bedroom and got Addison, bringing her in to Angel. “I love you,” he said. “I
know, but Lucky, it’s just not right. Why? Were you that worried that you’d actually lose me,”
Angel asked. “More scared that I will now,” he said. He kissed her leg. She finished feeding
Addison and she fell fast asleep. He took Addison back to bed. Angel had some more dinner. “I
just want the happy back,” he said as he shut the door and laid back down with Angel. She put
the Chinese food containers on the foot stool. “Fact is, what’s done is done. Now I will always
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said to make this work. You said you wanted to prevent me from being upset, but you caused
some of the hardest times. I just wonder,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “I’m sorry.
Honestly, that’s the only time I stepped into anything like that. I couldn’t handle losing you,”
Lucky said. “Didn’t think I would have figured it out all by myself,” Angel said. He kissed her
again. “I knew you would, but I hate seeing you upset,” Lucky said. He kissed her neck. “I just
think,” Angel said as he interrupted her with an intensely passionate kiss. She forgot what she
was going to say. Her heart was racing. Her phone rang. He grabbed it and turned it off. “But,”
Angel said. “Mine,” Lucky said.

Later that night, Lucky was finally asleep and Angel woke up with Addy. She giggled and
smiled and cooed, and Angel fed her until she was full. She giggled, then after a little bit of
mommy and baby time, Addy went back to sleep. Angel slipped back into the bedroom and
grabbed her cell and checked messages. There was one from Jake. “Was thinking about you
tonight. I can’t wait until Friday. Tell me you’re going to come,” the message said. Angel shut
her phone off and went back to bed.

In the morning, Lucky got up with Addison and let Angel sleep. Around 8am, his phone rang.
“Hey Lucky,” the female voice said. “Could have sworn I said not to call again,” Lucky said. “I
want to see you,” the voice said. “Not now. I’ll think of something. Don’t call again,” Lucky
said hanging up. Angel heard the entire conversation. She looked at the date. It was Thursday.
One more day to make a choice. Angel slid on her jeans and tank top and came out into the
kitchen, finding Addison in her swing chair. Lucky walked over to her to kiss her. “Don’t
bother. Go with that girl tonight Lucky. Go,” Angel said. She gently picked Addison up and
brought her to the carpet to play. “Shit,” he said to himself. Angel played with Addy a bit then
got her changed. “Where are you going,” he asked. “Out,” Angel said. “Angel, don’t do this,”
Lucky said. “Go,” Angel replied. He took Addison from her. “You aren’t gong anywhere,” he
said. He took her back to the crib and laid her back down. He came out and Angel was sitting on
the sofa. “It’s not what you think,” he said. “Know what, maybe I should have been with Jake all
along,” Angel said. “Angel,” Lucky said. “At least he would have thought twice. He wouldn’t
have risked losing me,” Angel said. She got up and grabbed her purse. He grabbed her arm and
pulled her back. “Angel,” he said. “Lucky, let go before she starts to scream,” Angel said. Angel
walked back into the room and got Addison and packed a baby bag and took her to the car and
belted her in. “Don’t do this. Angel. Don’t you leave,” Lucky said. “When I come back, be
gone,” Angel said. She left with Addison and checked into a hotel. She didn’t call Raven, or
Crystal or even Chance. She just spent time with Addison and tried to figure out her next step.

That night her phone rang. She ignored it the minute she saw it was Lucky. A half hour or so
later, Raven called, then Crystal. Angel didn’t answer. The next call – Jake. Angel answered the
phone. “Damn girl. Half your girls are thinking you ran off to me,” Jake said. “Don’t flatter
yourself,” Angel said. “Wrong day to be sarcastic I guess. Are you okay,” Jake asked. “Just
don’t need any bullshit right now. I am not in a good mood,” Angel said. “Don’t tell me. He
was talking to some chick and sneaking away for calls,” Jake said. “Sort of like you used to,”
Angel retorted. “My bad. I deserved that,” he said. “You deserve worse,” Angel said. “You at
the hotel with the little princess,” he asked. “Why,” Angel asked. “Because you should answer
the door,” he said. Angel unlocked it and opened it and Jake came in. “You look pissed as hell,”
he said quietly. “Guess you never saw me like this. You were always off screwing the next
chick,” Angel said. “Enough hostility. I get it. He has you pissed off. What happened,” he
asked. “The whispering calls. The ‘I’ll see if I can get away’ thing. I could so kick his,” Angel

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said as he leaned in and kissed her. She backed up and away from him. Addison was hungry.
She fed Addy, then changed her. “You know you’re a natural at that,” he said. “She is just a
perfect little girl. Too bad her daddy is a moron,” Angel said. She slid her little dress on and
went and sat outside. “Angel, this is the world’s way of telling you we were supposed to be
together,” he said. “No. It’s the worlds way of saying that Lucky and I aren’t working. That’s
all. I’m not like you. I can’t just jump out of a marriage and onto the next person. I’m not built
like that,” Angel said. “I couldn’t either. Why do you think I was so messed up? Fact is I
smartened up. I realized what I wanted. I knew if I didn’t do anything I was going to lose it,”
Jake said. “Kinda late,” Angel said. “Still,” he replied. Addy fell asleep on Angel and she tucked
her into the bassinet. “You can’t stay here Angel. Why don’t you just stay with me,” he asked.
“No. I am not giving him any ammo. Fact is, whatever I am going to do, it will be done in my
house. If something happens, he leaves. Not me,” Angel said. He kissed her. “I can’t stand
this,” he said. “What,” Angel asked. He slid her tank top off and kissed her neck. “Jake, cut it
out,” Angel said as she pulled her tank top back on. He leaned her back onto the bed and kissed
her again. He pulled her legs around him. “I missed those lips,” he said. He kissed her again.
She wanted to do something else, but couldn’t. He held her in his arms the rest of the night.

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Chapter 19

The next morning, she woke up and felt him next to her. He had Addison in his arms. She’d
woken up before Angel had noticed. Angel fed her, then Jake took her back. “You sure you
know what you’re doing,” Angel asked. “Hello. I had a little brother. Used to do this all the
time,” Jake said. He changed Addison and got her dressed and smelling pretty for Angel. “So
what are we doing today,” he asked. “I have to figure this whole thing out. You are supposed to
be working,” Angel said. “I took the weekend off. I don’t have to be back in until Monday.
What do you need me to do,” he asked. “Just being here and not trying anything is enough,”
Angel said. She leaned back and relaxed and slid Addy back into the bassinet. She laid down
beside Jake. “This could have been us you know. None of this would be this way if it was,” Jake
said. “You can’t say that for sure. I just needed some time to figure out what to do,” Angel said.
She turned her cell on and there were 10 messages – everyone ranging from Chance to Raven to
Lucky. Angel deleted all the messages. “You should tell someone where you two are so they
aren’t worried,” Jake said. “No. Anyone I tell is either going to come here and cause more stress
or tell Lucky. I told him I needed time. No changing my mind this time,” Angel said.

Lucky was sitting in the middle of the floor of the living room. Chance was with him. “What
happened? Just tell me,” Chance said. “She found out what I said to Jake. She blew a gasket
then said she was pissed I had made the decision for her. I told her to figure it out herself. That
he was an ass. She left with Addison. I pushed her to it. Cindy called and said she wanted to see
me and she overheard. Shit. She could be sleeping with Jake. I can’t even get the image out of
my head. What the hell have I done,” Lucky said. Chance was in shock. “What did you say to
Jake? I thought they broke up because he couldn’t make a commitment,” Chance said. “He was
going to ask her to marry him and I convinced him not to, then made a move on her myself,”
Lucky said. “No wonder she’s pissed. Damn. We have to find her,” Chance said. “She isn’t
answering her phone. She isn’t registered at any of the hotels in town or within a half hour to an
hour distance away. I can’t find her,” Crystal said. “I told her to fucking go, she left and told me
to be gone when she came back,” Lucky said. “She couldn’t have meant that,” Crystal said. “She
looked pretty damn serious,” Lucky said. He lost it and went to grab a drink. “Oh hell no. It
can’t be that bad Lucky. You have to look at this with a clear damn head,” Chance said taking
the bottle and handing it to Crystal. Crystal put on some coffee and handed it to Lucky. “I
pushed her away and it’s all my damn fault if she fucks him,” Lucky said. Chance and Crystal
were quiet. “Nice. Thought you two were here to cheer me the hell up,” Lucky said. “Buddy,
we have to figure out a game plan. Crystal, she always goes to the beach. Check out the hotels
near the water. Lucky, drink the damn coffee and have a shower. We have hunting to do,”
Chance said.

Angel and Jake relaxed at the hotel with Addison, then he ducked out later in the afternoon and
grabbed them some take-out for dinner. As he was heading out, he did a double-take when he
saw Crystal. He hopped into his car and took off before she noticed. He called Angel at the
hotel. “Where are you,” he said. Sitting on the bed with Addy, why,” Angel asked. “Just don’t
go onto the balcony. She’ll see you,” Jake said. “What are you talking about,” Angel asked.
“Crystal is downstairs. You parked your car in the underground right,” he asked. “Yeah. Off in
the back corner why,” Angel asked. “Good. Just don’t go anywhere,” he said. “Okay,” Angel
replied hanging up. “Why can’t Daddy just leave us alone,” Angel said as she rocked Addison
after her feeding. Jake came back a half hour later and Crystal was still there. “Jake. I need to
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asked. “No. Why? She finally tell him off and leave,” Jake said. “She took off and nobody
knows where she is. Lucky’s lost it completely,” Crystal said. “Ever thought maybe she needed
some time to think? I learned a long time ago not to push her when she says she needs a break,”
Jake said. “She took off with Addison. Secondly, who told you she needed a break? Now I
know you either talked to her or saw her,” Crystal said. “I talked to her for a second last night.
She called and said she was taking a mini vacation from the stress with Addison. That she’d call
me. I’m leaving her alone,” Jake said. “Where did she call you from,” Crystal asked. “Sounded
noisy. I don’t know,” Jake said. “If you hear from her, call Lucky and let him know alright,”
Crystal said. “Whatever,” he said going into the hotel. She noticed he had a huge bag of Chinese
take-out. She followed him in. He went into the room and closed the door.

“Was wondering what was taking so long,” Angel said. Crystal heard. She tried to figure out the
best plan of attack. She knocked on the door. Jake came to the door. “Angel, I know you’re
there. I just wanted to make sure you were okay,” Crystal said. Angel came to the door and
opened it. “What do you want,” Angel said. “He’s losing it. He’s worried about you. You won’t
return calls. What the hell are you doing here with Jake,” Crystal asked. “Nothing happened.
He’s here as my friend. Secondly, it’s none of your business. Tell him to get his shit out of the
house,” Angel said. “You can’t mean that,” Crystal said. “Right. You live with him sneaking
away to make calls to other women. You live with the calls in the middle of the night,” Angel
said. “I get you’re pissed. What do you want me to tell him Angel? He’s been up ever since you
left and has totally lost it,” Crystal said. “Good. Let him. You tell him where I am so help you
God,” Angel said. “Fine. I’ll tell him you are okay and that you want to be left alone period,”
Crystal said. “Fine,” Angel said closing the door.

Crystal headed back to the house to talk to Chance. She pulled into the driveway and Lucky
headed outside. “Did you find her,” he asked. “She’s fine. She finally answered her cell. She
said she wanted to be left alone. She is more than just a little pissed off,” Crystal said. They
headed inside. “Where is she,” Lucky asked. “She said she wanted to be left alone. That’s all I
know. I asked her and she wouldn’t tell me. Addy was giggling. She’s fine,” Crystal said.
“Where is Jake,” Lucky asked. “Dude. Don’t go ballistic. It has nothing to do with him. Just
chill the hell out and give her what she wants. Once she calms the hell down, you two can talk.
We’ll figure something out,” Chance said. “I can’t lose her. Not now. Not with Addy,” Lucky
said. He sat down on the sofa. “Just give me a damn drink. I’m losing her to an idiot. Give me
the damn bottle,” Lucky said. He grabbed it and poured himself a drink. “Lucky, you can’t just
sit here and drink. It isn’t going to fix anything. Do something,” Crystal said. “What do you
want me to do? I don’t know where she is, she won’t answer the phone when I call, she is pissed
and took off with Addison. All in all, I lose,” he said. An hour or so later, the home phone rang.
Crystal and Chance had left. Lucky was 3 glasses into the bottle – blocked number. He answered
it. “Angel,” he said. “Lucky, stop the bullshit. I’m fine and so is Addy. I am taking time for me.
Just let me be. You want to do something to fix this, then figure out what you want and tell the
other people, whomever it is you choose, what your decision is. Either I come back without you
there at all, or I don’t come home,” Angel said. “But baby. You gotta know how much I love
you. I can’t live without you,” he said taking another drink. “You heard me. You wanted to
screw around, you can screw around with whomever you want, just not in my house,” Angel
said. “But baby, you can’t mean that,” Lucky said. Angel hung up.

She leaned back onto the bed and looked at her little girl. Peaceful and quiet. She had no idea
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fell. “Babe, I only have one thing to say,” Jake said. “What? Gloating already,” she asked. He
kissed her. He leaned her onto her back and held her in his arms. “What,” Angel said. “Now
what,” he asked. “Don’t even start. Just because we’re in a fight,” Angel said as he cut her off
with a kiss. He slid her shirt off. “Jake,” Angel said. He pulled his shirt off. “We can’t do this,”
Angel said. He kissed her again. “I want you,” he said. He unbuttoned her jeans. “Jake,” Angel
said. He pulled his jeans and boxers off. He kissed her again and slid her jeans off. “Cut it out. I
am still,” she tried to say when he cut her off again and undid her g-string. He grabbed a
condom from his coat. “Jake,” Angel said. He kissed her again. They made love.

That’s one area they never had any problem in. He always knew how to turn her on. That’s
what her downfall was. She couldn’t deny him. She couldn’t walk away without craving him.
She missed everything about him when they were apart. It’s something she’d forgotten when she
got together with Lucky. He had ways of driving the intensity to the max and making her body
shake. He wasn’t the sexiest man alive, and was just like a boy next door type.

Jake had dark hair, dark eyes and was around 6 foot 1. He had a kind smile and a warm heart,
but always fell for the wrong girl until he met Angel. Things were so intense, they scared him
sometimes. He kept trying to back away but could never stay away for long. He started missing
her after a while. The minute they were together, he felt complete. Everything was intense
between them. One kiss and he was as attached as he could ever be.

After, Angel slid out of the bed and checked on Addison. She was half awake and was due for a
feeding. Angel fed her and laid her back down. Jake woke up and reached for her hand. She
laid back down beside him and he wrapped his arm around her.

The next morning, Jake woke up and Angel was gone. Addison and the baby bag were gone as
well as her clothes. She left him a note:

Jake,

I’ll call you when I can. Last night just makes everything more confusing.

Angel

He sat back down on the bed and ran his hands through his hair. “Shit,” he said. He tried to call
her cell. “Hi Jake,” Angel said. “Where the hell did you go,” he asked. “Somewhere to just be
alone. Just need to figure this all out,” Angel said. “Tell me,” he asked. “Up to the cabin. I need
some quiet time,” Angel said. “When you get your butt back to civilization,” he said. “I’ll call
you,” Angel said. She hung up.

Angel pulled into the cabin. There was no sign of anyone being there. She’d grabbed some
groceries and supplies and brought them and Addison inside. She set up the portable crib in the
second bedroom. She fed Addison, then started a fire in the fireplace. She leaned back on the
sofa and tried to relax. She moved the crib into her bedroom and slipped into bed. Addison was
out like a light. Angel sat there and watched the last of the embers go out in the fireplace and
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After a few late night feedings, Angel finally got some sleep. She woke up feeling a lot better
about things. “Maybe this is what was supposed to happen,” Angel said to herself. She went in
and checked on Addison and fed her, then got changed and headed home. She came in and
found Lucky on the sofa.

She brought a sleeping Addison in and slipped her into her bed, then went and sat outside.
Lucky heard the door and woke up. He saw Addison in her bed, then went looking for Angel.
“You came back,” he said. “Thought you were going to be gone,” Angel said. “Where were you?
Baby, I’m sorry. I screwed up large. Please,” Lucky said. He walked towards her. “No. No
more I’m sorry crap. No more bullshit,” Angel said. He tried to wrap his arms around her and
she pushed him away. “Baby, come on. Please,” he said. “Go Lucky. I came home because of
Addison. That’s it,” Angel said. “But,” he said. “You lied to me Lucky. You intentionally set
things up so he would be out of the way. You get what you want every time. No more. You go
and play the single life. Talk to 50 chicks at a time. I don’t care. Fuck every woman in the entire
city. Just go,” Angel said. She had tears streaming. He tried to brush them away and she
pushed him away. “Angel, you can’t mean this. You’re mad. I get that. Don’t push me away,”
he said. “Guess you wanted me to say it in another language,” Angel said getting up and going
inside. She cleaned things up then went in to check on Addison. She was just waking up. Angel
brought her into the bedroom, locking the door and played with her for a few hours. When she
emerged, around lunch, Lucky was sitting on the floor outside the door. “Just go,” Angel said.
He grabbed her hand. “Angel, please. I made a mistake. I love you. Don’t do this,” he said.
“Go,” Angel said pulling away from him. She went into the kitchen and made herself some
lunch. He pinned her against the counter. “Angel. I didn’t do anything. I swear. Please,” he
said. “Let me go Lucky. You’ve made it clear that you still want the single life. That you miss
being able to date whomever you want whenever you want. Just go,” Angel said. He kissed her.
She pushed him away, grabbed her lunch and went back into the bedroom with Addison.

Lucky sat back down on the sofa and called Chance. “What do you mean she’s back? Did you
talk to her? What happened,” Chance asked. “She’s still pissed. More than she was when she
left. I can’t go. I can’t walk away from them. Chance, I don’t know what the hell to do, “ Lucky
said. “You have to figure this out Lucky. I’ll see what I can do, but you have to figure something
out,” Chance said. He got in his car and headed to the house. Lucky walked into the bedroom.
“Angel,” he said. Addison was giggling and wriggling around and playing. “That’s right
princess. Mommy loves you a zillion,” Angel said. “Please,” Lucky said. He heard a knock on
the door about 5 minutes later. He went and grabbed the door. “Dude. You look like shit. I’ll
talk to her. You go try to clean up,” Chance said. Lucky walked off and Chance went in to see
Angel.

“Well. Was wondering when you were coming back,” Chance said. “Look Addison. It’s Uncle
Chance,” Angel said. Addison giggled. “You’re going to torture him aren’t you,” Chance said.
“I’m back because the christening is this weekend. That’s all,” Angel said. “So where were you,”
he asked. “Somewhere that I could get peace and quiet and privacy,” Angel said. “Right. How’s
Jake,” Chance asked. “He wasn’t with me. I talked to him and told him I would talk to him
when I got back and that’s all,” Angel said. She would have to hide the acts of that night for the
rest of her years. “Why are you torturing Lucky,” Chance asked. “He sneaks off and talks to
other women. Makes plans to meet them, and probably sleeps with them. What the hell do you
want me to do? Let him,” Angel said. “At least let him explain,” Chance said. “Right. You
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you wouldn’t be pissed? Give me a break Chance,” Angel said. “You’re making him out to be a
monster. He’s human. He makes mistakes,” Chance said. “Fact is, I’m sick of those mistakes.
I’m sick of hearing the phone ring in the middle of the night and have it be some other chick
trying to get with him. They want him, they can have him. End of discussion,” Angel said.
Addison started to cry. Angel changed her and fed her. “Like you haven’t snuck off. Angel,
you’re blowing this all out of proportion,” Chance said. “Right. If I say I am going to meet
someone, that’s where I go. I don’t lie or intentionally hide things from him. I’m not an idiot. I
wanted this to work, but I can’t be in a marriage built on lies. I thought he married me because
he loved me. Then I find out he was trying to beat Jake to the punch? Come on Chance. If that’s
the only reason, I can live without this. I can make it on my own without all the worrying that
he’s going to screw around. I don’t need him,” Angel said. She got up and burped Addison then
went and got changed.

“Where are you going,” Lucky asked seeing her repack the baby bag. “Just restocking it. You’re
the one going somewhere,” Angel said walking past him with Addison. She walked outside and
played with Addison on the deck. Chance pulled him aside. “I thought you were going to talk to
her. She’s more pissed than she was when she got back,” Lucky said. “Trust me. She is more
than pissed. Just stay with us for a week or two. Give her some space to cool off. Addison
should be at home in her own bed. Once she’s calmed down she’ll call. She is beyond mad dude.
I can’t do anything,” Chance said. “Look after Addison for a minute. I’m going to try one last
time. Please,” Chance said. Chance went outside and Angel went inside. “What Lucky? Going
to try to convince me I’m wrong,” Angel said. He pulled her face to his and kissed her. She tried
to fight him and he held her tighter. He leaned her into the wall. “You can’t mean this,” he said.
He kissed her again. She managed to push him away. “I do Lucky. I mean every damn word,”
Angel said walking into the bedroom. He grabbed her arm and pulled her into another kiss. “I
know you love me. I know this isn’t what you really want,” Lucky said. “It is Lucky. All of this
started off with a competition. It’s over. No more competing with other women for your
attention. No more competing with your girlfriends. No more competition with Jake or anyone.
It’s done,” Angel said. She went to walk out and he pinned her into the door kissing her again.
“Please,” he said. Angel pushed him away and went outside to Addison.

Lucky sat down on the edge of the bed. He didn’t want to leave. He pulled his suit bag out from
underneath the bed. He couldn’t pack. He couldn’t walk away from this. Chance came in. “Just
throw some jeans and shirts and stuff in. Just give her time,” Chance said. “The christening is
this weekend,” he said. “She said she’s still going. Just don’t push,” Chance said. He threw in
his jeans and a few other things as well as a suit or two and a few dress shirts. “I can’t. I just
can’t walk away and leave her here,” Chance said. “Come on. It will work itself out. Just give
her some time,” Chance said zipping up his bag. He had one last chance. He went outside while
Chance put his bag in the truck. “Angel,” he said. “What Lucky,” Angel said wiping away the
tears. “Sunday. Brunch,” he asked. “No,” Angel replied. He bent down and kissed Addison
and leaned over and kissed Angel. One last intense kiss. One last effort. She pushed him away.
He walked out the front door. Angel played with Addison a while longer, then put her down for
her afternoon nap after her feeding. She called Jake.

Within about a half hour, Jake was at her door. “You okay,” he asked. Angel shook her head.
He wrapped his arms around her and closed the door. She told him what had happened. They
sat down on the sofa. “Fact is, I let him. I didn’t fight hard enough for us. I regretted it ever
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than you think. Both of you like to play the field when you have a woman in your life already,”
Angel said. She was trying to crack a joke. “Never again,” he said. He kissed her. He held her
in his arms. They leaned back and watched a movie together, then Addison woke up. Angel
brought her out to the sofa. Jake held her. She smiled. “Only one I would be cheating on you
with is this little princess. She gets cuter every day,” Jake said. Angel smiled and she put her
head on his shoulder. “Know what you two need,” he said. “A vacation,” Angel said. “A
bubble bath. A nice long, relaxing bubble bath. I’ll put something together for dinner. You two
have a little mommy and Addy time,” Jake said. Angel ran herself a bath and threw in some
bubbles. She got Addison changed and they slipped into the tub together. Addison played with
the bubbles and Angel laughed for the first time in a week.

After their bath, Angel got Addison into her pajamas and came out to the smell of roasted
chicken. Jake walked over and kissed Angel. “Mmm. Lavender. You two smell great,” he said.
He finished making dinner then brought it over to Angel on the sofa. Addison was playing with
her mobile on her play rug on the floor. Angel and Jake had dinner, then played with Addison a
bit and put her to bed.

Angel came out of Addison’s room and sat down with Jake. “So. What are you going to do
now,” he asked. “I don’t know. I just couldn’t take it with him. Not after everything that’s
happened. On top of what you told me, I walked in and found him in one of those secret calls. I
lost the trust in him,” Angel said. “Well, now you have your space. You have a handsome man
in your arms. What else could you ask for,” he said as he kissed her. “Hmm,” Angel said as he
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Chapter 20

By the time it came time for the christening, Angel had calmed down a little. Addison was loving
all the extra attention. Jake drove them to the church and came in with her. Lucky was there
with Chance and Crystal and the rest of Angel’s friends and their families. “Jake,” Lucky said.
“Nice to see you too Lucky,” he said. They started the ceremony. Lucky was so upset, but he
tried to hide it. Afterwards, he tried to talk to Angel again. “Can I talk to you for a minute,”
Lucky asked. Angel handed Addison to her mom. “What,” Angel said as he pulled her off to the
office in the back of the church. “Tell me you didn’t sleep with him,” Lucky said. “He’s been
helping me with Addison. It doesn’t matter anyway. You’re the one who screws around,” Angel
said. “No. I haven’t,” he said. “Whatever Lucky. I have to get back out there,” Angel said. He
pulled her into a kiss. “I miss you,” he said. “Keep missing me,” Angel said pushing him away
and walking out the door. They headed out for some brunch. Lucky could barely eat. Angel sat
with Jake and her parents. Chance tried to calm Lucky. “I know she is. He’s making a move and
she’s falling for every second of it,” Lucky said. “Stop making a scene,” Crystal said. Angel got
up to head to the ladies room and Raven followed. She closed the door. “Angel, what is up,”
Raven asked. “It doesn’t matter. I need some space away from him. That’s all,” Angel said.
“Why are you torturing him then? And what the hell is up with you and Jake,” Raven asked. “I
found out a lot of shit Raven. The entire marriage was because he wanted to be with me. Then I
find out it was him trying to beat Jake to the punch. It was a damn lie,” Angel said. “He still
loves you. You can’t forget that. You two made that little girl,” Raven said. “And? He has got
what he wanted from day one. He gets to have secret calls with other women, dates behind my
back. He didn’t think I would find out, but I did. It’s done. I’m done,” Angel said washing her
hands and heading back into the restaurant.

They finished brunch then Angel and Jake headed towards the car. “Angel,” Lucky said walking
towards her. “I’ll get Addy in the car. You two talk,” Jake said. “What now Lucky,” Angel said.
“What do you mean done,” he asked. “Figure it out Lucky. You’re free to play the field. Enjoy,”
Angel said. He grabbed her arms and pulled her to him. “I don’t want anyone else. Don’t do
this,” he said. He pulled her into a kiss and she pushed him away and walked towards the car.
She hopped in and left with Jake.

Chance said goodbye to his family and walked back into the restaurant and sat down in a booth
in the bar. Chance came in. “What the hell happened,” Chance said. He couldn’t even talk
except to order a double jack.

“So what was that all about,” Jake asked as they pulled into the driveway of her house. She got
Addison out of the car seat and brought her inside. She fed her, then put her down for a nap.
“Angel,” Jake said. “I told him he was free to play the damn field,” Angel said fighting back the
tears. Jake wrapped his arms around her and held her close. “Are you sure that’s what you
want,” Jake asked. “He wanted to be free. To do what he wanted with whomever he wanted.
Now he can,” Angel said. She tried to pull away from Jake. He pulled her back to him and
wrapped his arms around her. She looked at him. He kissed her. He picked her up and carried
her to her bed. “Are you really sure,” he said. “I can’t play the games with him anymore. I have
a little girl to think of Jake. I love her, and I love his girls, but I just can’t,” Angel said. He laid
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“Lucky, come on. We’ll go back to the condo and talk,” Crystal said trying to get Lucky to leave
the bar. “No. She isn’t going to take me back Crystal. She wants Jake. That’s all there is to it.
She wants me gone,” Lucky said. He finished his drink and Chance wouldn’t let him get a
second one. They left and went down to the beach. “I lost her to that idiot,” Lucky said. “No.
Losing her means getting divorced. You haven’t lost her. No matter how long it takes, you two
will find your way back to each other,” Crystal said. “What the hell do I do until then? Tell me
that,” Lucky said.

Angel woke up a few hours later and saw Jake with Addison in his arms. He’d changed her and
slid her into her onesie. They were in her chair by the window. Addison was giggling. Jake was
having a chat with her and they were playing with her teddy bear. Angel sat and watched him.
“And look at that. Mommy is up. Wave hi to Mommy,” Jake said. Addison giggled. He got up
and walked over to her. “I gave her a bottle. She’s happy as happy can be,” Jake said. “Well
aren’t you just Mr. Mom,” Angel teased. He laid down on the bed with Angel and they played
with Addison.

The next day, Jake went back to work and Angel tried to get some work done from home.
Addison played with her toys while Angel watched and got some projects done. Things were
pretty much like that for a week or two. Jake came by every few days to see Angel and Addison,
and would head home the next day.

One morning, as Angel was heading off to the doctor, she got a delivery – white roses, sterling
roses, white lilies and heather. She signed for it and read the card:

Happy early Birthday.

I love you. Please forgive me

Lucky

Angel tossed the card and put the flowers in water, then got Addison and headed to the doctor.
“So how is little miss Addison,” the doctor asked. “She is just a ball of energy,” Angel said. “She
is happy and healthy. She’s getting bigger. She looks great Angel,” the doctor said. “How is
Mom doing?” “Stress out the wazoo,” Angel said. “Was wondering why Lucky wasn’t here,”
the doctor said. “Doesn’t matter anyway. Sore anywhere,” the doctor asked. “Just here,” Angel
said. “We should take a look at that. How long has it been sore,” the doctor asked. “Figured it
was just a cyst,” Angel said. The doctor pulled out the ultrasound. “It’s a cyst alright. When it
bursts, you will have to get to the hospital asap,” the doctor said. “Not like it hasn’t happened
before,” Angel said. “Just call the office and go,” the doctor requested. “Fine,” Angel said.
“Okay. You and missy can head home. If you need anything,” the doctor said. “I know,” Angel
replied.

A few days later, she was getting Addison dressed and got a searing pain. She called Jake – no
answer. She called Raven and she picked up her and Addison and took her to the hospital. She
called Lucky from force of habit. He came rushing to the hospital. He took Addison and the
baby bag and went in to check on Angel. “What happened,” he asked. “Ow,” Angel said. The
doctor came in. “Angel,” the doctor said. “Hurts,” Angel said. He pulled the ultrasound

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machine in and checked her out. “We need to take her to surgery. Now,” the doctor said as they
wheeled her down the hall. Nobody would tell Lucky anything. An hour or two later, they
wheeled her back into her room. “What happened,” Lucky asked. Addison was asleep in his
arms. Angel rolled over and went back to sleep. The doctor went out in the hall with Lucky.
Her appendix was inflamed and she had a burst cyst. If we hadn’t got in there, the appendix
would have ruptured,” the doctor said. “Is she okay,” Lucky asked. “She can go home
tomorrow. She’ll be sore, but she’ll have to have someone there with her,” the doctor said.
Minutes later, Jake showed up. He went in to see Angel.

“You okay,” he asked as he sat down beside Angel. “I tried to call you,” Angel said. “I was with
a client. Are you okay,” he asked. “Burst cyst and almost burst appendix,” Angel said. “I swear.
I let you out of my sight for a day,” he teased. “Raven called Lucky,” Angel said. “That’s it. You
are staying at my place for the next couple days. Either that or you got a roomie until the
weekend,” Jake said. “I’m going to stay and take care of her and Addison,” Lucky said as he
walked in with Addison in his arms. “Oh hell no you aren’t,” Angel said as she winced in pain.
“Lay down,” the nurse said walking in. “Angel, enough is enough. I am staying and taking care
of you two. I am her father,” Lucky said. Angel was about to say something but decided against
it. “No Lucky. Jake will stay. Period. End of discussion,” Angel said. “What you going to do if
I don’t listen to you Angel? Walk out,” Lucky said. “Don’t push me Lucky,” Angel said. He
could see the anger in her eyes. “Fine, but I am looking after her until you get out of here,” he
said. “Fine. When can I go home,” Angel asked. “The doctor said tomorrow afternoon,” the
nurse said. “Have her back here before I leave,” Angel said. “Can I talk to her alone for a
minute,” Lucky asked. Jake took Addison and the nurse left.

“What,” Angel said. “You want this over? You want this whole thing to be over,” he asked. “I
want to not wonder what the real reasons were. I want to know that you didn’t do this because
of a competition. You’re still competing with him. If you were so sure that I loved you, you
wouldn’t be threatened. What else am I going to find out Lucky? That you fucked someone?
That you went out and slept with some other woman that you were too drunk to fend off? Just
go the hell away,” Angel said. “You really think I could do that? Seriously? Angel, from day
one I loved you. I knew he wouldn’t make you happy. Instead of letting you go through it and
be miserable and upset, I made a decision that I wouldn’t take back for anything. I love you. No
matter what it takes to make you hear that, I love you,” he said as he leaned in and kissed Angel.
She pushed him away and he left. He grabbed Addison and the baby bag and headed back to the
house. Jake came in a minute or two later and saw Angel in tears. “What,” he said. “I can’t take
it anymore. I don’t know what to think, I don’t know what to do anymore. I just can’t,” Angel
said. Jake went outside and caught Lucky before he left the parking lot.

“What Jake? She thinking twice about believing you? She’s my wife. Mine. Not yours. We
made this little girl. She loved me enough to marry me twice. That shit isn’t breakable. You may
have her for a moment, but she is mine. This family is mine. You aren’t part of it,” Lucky said.
“Fact is, she knows the whole story now. If she’d known it before you wouldn’t be scared she
was going to leave your stupid ass for me. You blew it large buddy. You may love her, and she
may have loved you, but she’s not taking you back. No matter what the hell you do, she won’t.
You screwed around on her. You deceived her and lied to her. I admitted my mistakes. You
won’t even admit you did all that crap. She wants me there. You lose,” Jake said. He went to
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said. He got between them and separated them. “Jake, go inside. Lucky, chill the hell out and
take care of Addison.” Crystal went in with Jake.
“What the hell,” Chance said. “He slept with her. Either that or he got damn fucking close,”
Lucky said. “She wouldn’t do that Lucky. Her wedding ring means something. You okay,”
Chance asked. “Fine,” he said. “Go take care of Addison. No more bullshit,” Chance said.
Lucky headed back to the house with Addison.

“You’re bleeding,” Crystal said. The nurse came and took a look. She cleaned him up and he
went back in to Angel. “Jake,” Angel said. “It’s nothing. You’re more important right now,” he
said. “You told him off didn’t you,” Angel said. “Told him to leave you alone. That you were
still pissed. He threw a punch,” Jake said. “You didn’t tell him,” Angel said. “No,” Jake said.
Raven overheard. “Tell him what,” she said. “Nothing,” Angel said. “Liar,” Raven replied.
“When I took off, Jake stayed and helped me take care of Addison,” Angel said. “And,” Raven
said knowing what the chemistry was like between them. “And nothing. Nothing happened,”
Angel said. “You sure,” she asked as she saw Angel curl up with Jake. “Fact is that if he hadn’t
asked her to marry him, Angel and I would be married by now. I love her. It took me a long
time to figure that out, but I did,” Jake said. “And when you change your mind again,” Raven
said. “I won’t,” he replied. “We’ll see,” Raven said. “I’m going to call into work and tell them I
am working from home for a few days. I’ll be back in a minute,” he said kissing Angel. He left
the room.

“Angel, you don’t know what you’re doing,” Raven said. “I do. I can’t be married to him.
Watch him get those stupid calls every damn night from a different girl. I just can’t. At least
with Jake, I know what I’m in for,” Angel said. “Tell me you didn’t,” Raven said. “Almost, but
no. He respected me enough not to push,” Angel said. “Don’t do it and make all of this worse.
Please,” Raven said. “Why not? He screwed around on me before the wedding here. He
probably has after that. I don’t even care anymore. I just want to make my little girl happy, and
make me happy again. So what if Jake is the one I choose to spend my time with,” Angel said. “I
know you. You’re will power is only so strong. He’s like kryptonite,” Raven said. “He is, but I
think he understands why. Point is, Lucky and I are finished. Done,” Angel said. “What about
counseling or something,” Raven said. “Not worth it,” Angel said. Jake came back in. “Only
have one thing to say Jake. You hurt her, even slightly, and you will have my foot up your ass
faster than lightning,” Raven said. “Right,” he said. “Off till Monday. All yours sexy,” Jake said
kissing her.

The nurse came back in a little while later and made sure she was okay. Angel and Jake were out
cold on the bed. The nurse smiled and left.

The next morning, the doctor checked Angel out. Chance showed up with Addison and the baby
bag. He handed the baby over to Angel and the baby bag to Jake and they headed back to the
house. They got there and got Angel settled. Jake got Addison cleaned up and down for a nap,
and then tended to Angel. “You okay,” he asked. “Yeah. Don’t know why they said a week of
bed rest. I’m fine,” Angel said. Jake kissed her and leaned her back onto the sofa. “Oh really,”
he said. “Okay. One more day of rest then back to normal,” Angel said. He kissed her again.
He knew just how to keep her where she was. They snuggled on the sofa until Addison woke
up. Angel got a few papers done, and Jake went through the emails that had mounted over the
past few days. Once Addison was up, Angel played a bit on the floor with her, then Jake took
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By the time the weekend rolled around, Angel was feeling a lot better. “Something I need to ask
you,” Jake said. “What’s that,” Angel said as she was making dinner. “I need to know for me. I
know you don’t want to talk about it, but I need to know,” Jake said. “Already taken care of. I
figure by Monday, he’ll either be banging my door down or the flowers will start,” Angel said.
“Meaning,” Jake asked. “Separation papers,” Angel said. “Seriously,” Jake asked. “I can’t see
going back Jake. I am sick of the lies and bullshit,” Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her into
the counter. Angel turned the stove off. “Jake. I only have one thing to say. If I even get the
slightest hint that you are with or talking to someone else,” Angel said. He kissed her.
“Seriously,” Angel said holding him back. “You change your mind and decide to sew some
oats.” “Never. God. This is what I was hoping for all this time. I love you,” he said. He picked
her up and spun her around kissing her. “Hello, Addison needs mommy,” Angel said as they
laughed. He put her down. Addison was hungry. Jake got dinner out and Angel fed Addison.
They sat down to dinner and Angel slipped Addison into her playpen after she had finished.

Once dinner was done, they all curled up together a while on the sofa, then Angel gave Addison
a bath and Jake tucked her into bed. He came out to the sofa and found Angel working on
something in nothing but a tank top and his workshirt. “What you doing,” he said. “Just adding
a few things into the draft of the agreement,” Angel said. “Okay,” Jake said. “Done,” Angel said
sending it to her lawyer. About 10 minutes later, the lawyer called. “Sending it over tonight. I
hope you know what you’re doing,” he said. “I do,” Angel said. She hung up. Jake slipped her
laptop off her lap and onto the table. “What can I do for you,” Angel said as he kissed her
stomach. “Hmm,” he said. He kissed her and pulled her into his arms. “Horndog,” Angel
teased. He unbuttoned the shirt. “Not out here,” Angel said. She locked the front door then
slipped into her bedroom. She drew the blinds and he wrapped his arms around her. He kissed
her neck. “Jake,” Angel said. He turned her to face him and kissed her. He pulled her shirt and
his off. He picked her up and walked towards the bed, pulling the tank top off. She undid his
jeans.

He kissed her and it became an intense, breathtaking make-out session. He slid his boxers off
and Angel grabbed a condom. “You better not start something you aren’t going to finish,” Jake
said. Angel leaned forward and kissed him. They made love. The passion was still there. The
intensity was higher. Neither one of them could get enough. He pinned her arms down.
“What,” Angel said. “I am not going without this anymore,” Jake said. “Without what,” Angel
said. She knew that look in his eye. “I’ll see if I can schedule you in,” Angel said. He kissed her
and took her one last time. Her body was quivering and he wouldn’t move an inch. “Damn,”
Angel said. “Damn yourself. Shit,” Jake said. “Missed that.” He didn’t let go of her. They fell
asleep intertwined in the bed. A couple hours later, Addison woke up. Angel got up and slid her
robe on and went in to see her. She fed Addison, then slipped her back into bed. Angel got back
into bed and Jake pulled her into his arms.

They got a few more hours of sleep, then got up. Angel showered and Jake slid in with her.
“Well,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Morning,” he said as he leaned his body against her. “Jake,”
Angel said. He leaned her into the wall of the shower. “She’s asleep,” Jake said. He kissed her.
Angel rinsed her conditioner out. “Shit,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “Just making things
worse watching the water,” he said. “But,” Angel said. He reached for something. “Prepared as
always,” Angel said. He kissed her and pinned her to the shower wall, wrapping her leg around
him. “Shit,” Angel said. He made love to her in the shower, then they washed up and snuck in

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to check on Addison. Jake threw his jeans and t-shirt on and Angel went and made some
breakfast. Within a few minutes, there was a knock on the door.

Lucky had got up that morning, from a haze, by a knock at his door. “Mr. Lockheart,” the man
said. “Yeah,” he replied. “Sign here please sir,” the man said. He handed Lucky an envelope.
He opened it and saw the papers. “No. No Angel. No,” he said as he went to the floor. Chance
came downstairs. “What,” he said. “No. Angel you can’t do this,” he said. Chance grabbed the
papers from his hand. He saw what they were. “Lucky, you have to have expected this. She is
obviously still pissed,” Chance said. “I have to stop this. Enough is enough. I want her back. I
can’t sleep, I can’t concentrate. The girls miss her, and so do I. I can’t lose her,” Lucky said. He
got dressed and went to her.

“What do you want Lucky,” Angel said not even getting to the door. “We need to talk,” he said.
“You saw what I have to say Lucky. Go,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. Jake took Addison
outside. Angel opened the door. “What the hell is this,” he asked. “Can’t read all of a sudden?
Figure it out,” Angel said. “I am not walking away from this. Do you know what this means
Angel? You really don’t want me in your life,” Lucky said. “As her dad, yes. In my bed, no,”
Angel said. He kissed her. “Snap out of it. Jake isn’t the be all and end all. I love you. I always
fucking have. Don’t do this Angel. Please,” Lucky said. “Sign it,” Angel said. “How long has he
been here,” Lucky asked. “Meaning? He comes over every once in a while and helps me with
Addison,” Angel said. “Right. You slept with him didn’t you,” he said. “No. I don’t do that
Lucky. You do,” Angel said. She handed him a pen. “I am not signing this,” he said. “Lucky,
just sign the damn thing. I am not doing this anymore,” Angel said. “You won’t even fight for us
will you,” he said. “That’s all I have been doing. I forgave the first time, then the calls. But once
I found out the real truth, everything made sense. It was a rebound. You realized you were
going to lose out twice and grabbed onto me. You aren’t bringing me down Lucky. Sign it,”
Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her against the wall. “Is that little girl a damn rebound? That
little girl was made because we love each other. I love you. Don’t do this,” he said ripping up
the papers. “They can just be reprinted. I can’t Lucky. I can’t play this stupid game anymore.
Just go away. Leave me alone,” Angel said. “I want to see Addison,” he said. “She’s on the deck
with Jake,” Angel said. “Lay one finger on him and so help me Lucky.”

He went outside and saw Jake with Addison. His hair was wet. He brought Addison inside and
Angel’s hair was wet too. “Liar,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “You two. Liar,” he said. “Two
showers Lucky,” Angel said. He walked into the guest bathroom and the shower was bone dry.
“Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “Can’t fault a guy for trying,” Jake said. Lucky went into
Addison’s room and grabbed the baby bag. “Where the hell are you going,” Angel said. “Taking
her for the night,” Lucky said. Angel grabbed Addison out of his arms. “You can’t. You’re
lacking something she needs,” Angel said. “Tomorrow,” he said. “Sign the papers and I’ll let
you,” Angel said. “Fine,” he said. He was so livid that he was being irrational. He walked out.
Angel locked the door. He got into the truck and took off. “I take it he decided not to go the
flower route,” Jake said. He took Addison and Angel finished making breakfast. She sat down
on the sofa and ate and watched Addison with her mobile. She was strangely quiet. “You okay
sexy,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Okay. What’s going on? Can see the gears turning,” Jake said.
“Just thinking. A couple of months ago this would have been the last thing I would have
expected. Now,” Angel said. Tears fell from her eyes. “Babe, if you want to stop this,” he said.
“I just don’t know what else to do. No matter how many times he says it will stop it doesn’t. No
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just can’t live like this. Being with you reminded me of how things should be. I just don’t know
what to do,” Angel said as she got up and took Addison onto the deck. He followed them.

“If you want to be with him, then you two have to figure something out. I love you. I want to be
with you, but I am not going to stand in the way of you being happy. You did the same for me.
Just remember that no matter what, I am here,” he said. He wrapped his arms around Angel and
Addison. “I appreciate it Jake. I do. I just don’t know what to do. I mean we have Addison to
think of now. The girls are probably going to assume that it’s their fault. It’s just too much. I
can’t deal with all of this alone,” Angel said. “I’m here. No matter what, I am here,” he said.

Angel called an old friend for some help. Jake looked after Addison while she went off to meet
her. She told her the entire story. “So what do you think,” Angel said. “I can understand how
hard it is. You love Lucky, and you care about Jake. You can’t let the girls make the decision.
Lucky has to make the decision to put an end to all the problems he’s causing and caused in the
past. You feel like he played you. I get it. I see it all the time. If you want, I can do couples
counseling for you two. See what happens,” she said. “I just don’t want him to think more of it.
That’s all,” Angel said. “I’ll call him and talk to him and see what we can figure out. You take
care of you and Addison,” her friend said.

Angel got back and Jake was on the phone. He rushed off the minute she walked in. “How did it
go,” he asked. “Who,” Angel said. “Who were you talking to that you rushed off when I came
in?” “Nobody. How did your meeting go,” he asked. “Where’s Addison,” Angel said.
“Playpen. Answer me,” he said. “It went fine. We came up with a game plan. I swear Jake. If
you were talking to some chick you met online,” Angel said. “It was a friend,” he said. “Female
bed buddy. Great,” Angel said. She went in and put on some dinner. “Angel, stop freaking out.
I’m not him. Remember that,” he said. “No. You actually did screw around while we were
dating,” Angel said. “Would you stop. That was then. This is now. I’m not that guy anymore,”
he said. “Jake, you always were that guy. The one who hopped from girl to girl, then after
getting sick of dating, you stuck to me. That’s when you figured out what an ass you’d been,”
Angel said. He kissed her. “I was. I’m not anymore. If I was, I wouldn’t be here. I wouldn’t be
sitting here. I would be long gone. The second he threw a punch at me I would have been
history,” Jake said. “Then tell me the truth,” Angel said. “I was on the phone with Lisa. She
called and said she wanted to see me and I told her that I was dating someone. That I couldn’t.
That’s all,” Jake said. His phone rang again. “It’s her. Talk to her yourself,” he said. Angel
answered it. “Is Jake there,” she asked. “Can I ask who’s calling,” Angel said. “It’s Lisa. Is he
there,” she asked. Angel handed the phone to him. “Lisa,” he said. “Was that her,” she asked.
“Yeah. Angel and I got back together. She’s who I should have been with all this time. I told
you that,” he said. “Not even for just a drink or a walk,” she asked. “Lisa, I’m living with Angel.
That answer your question,” he said. “Let me know when you can get away for an hour or two
then,” she said. “Seriously. I can’t. I gotta go. I hope you understand,” he said hanging up.

Lucky was sitting in the living room of the suite he’d got at the hotel by the water. The girls were
doing homework, and he was trying not to show how upset he was. “Daddy, where’s Angel,”
Emma asked. “She’s at the house with Addison,” he said. “Why can’t we stay there with them,”
she asked. “Just finish your homework,” he said. Erica saw how upset he was. She walked over
to him and gave him a hug. “Thanks baby girl,” he said. “She mad at you,” Erica said. “Yep.
Daddy screwed up,” he said. “I still love you dad,” she said. He kissed her cheek and gave her
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nodded. “Bring it over. We’ll check it,” he said. Both the girls curled up on the sofa with him
and he checked their homework. “Well, you two did a great job on that. Why don’t we go have
dinner at the seafood place down the street for a change,” he said. They pulled their shoes on
and headed off to the restaurant.

Angel couldn’t concentrate on making dinner. “Why don’t we go to that seafood place you
love,” he said. “Whatever,” Angel said. She got Addison changed and tucked her into the car
seat. They headed off.

Lucky and the girls were seated at the restaurant. He ordered a drink and the girls ordered their
Shirley Temple drinks. A little while later, Angel was seated a few tables away from them with
Jake and Addison. “Daddy, isn’t that Angel,” Erica said. They looked and the girls took off to go
see Angel. “What are you two doing here,” Angel said as she gave them both a big hug. “Daddy
brought us for dinner,” Emma said. He came up behind her. “Hey,” Lucky said. “Hi,” Angel
said. The girls played with Addison. “Emma, Erica, this is my friend Jake,” Angel said. “Hi,”
they said. They went back to playing with Addison. “Did you want a table all together,” the
waitress asked. Angel looked at Lucky. “Sure,” he said. Jake grabbed her hand. “You sure,” he
said. “For the girls,” Angel said. They all sat down at the new table. Lucky sat beside Angel.
Jake sat on the other side of Addison. They tried to relax and have dinner. After, Lucky pulled
Angel off for a quick second. “What,” Angel said. “I can’t sign them,” he said. “Cass is going to
call you tomorrow. Just listen to her okay,” Angel said. “You mean,” he asked. “Just talk to
her,” Angel said. He kissed her. She pushed him away and went back to the table. “Well, how is
school,” Angel asked the girls. “Lots of new friends,” Erica said. “That’s good. What about you
miss Emma,” Angel said. “Are you mad at Daddy,” she asked. “Come here for a sec. I need
your help with something,” Angel said. She always had a way with Emma. Emma came over
and sat on her lap. “You know, Daddy and I love you and Erica right,” Angel said. Emma
nodded. “Daddy and I are taking a little break. That’s all. Doesn’t mean I don’t love you,”
Angel said. “But,” Emma said. “You know I am always here if you need me. You can call me
whenever you want. Daddy and I decided to try this out for a while and see what happens.
Okay,” Angel said. “Can we come visit you,” she said. “Definitely,” Angel replied. She gave
Emma a hug. Erica came and joined in. “That goes for you too Erica,” Angel said. “I love you
too Angel,” Erica said. They all sat down and finished their dinner. After, Jake took Addison to
the car and Angel said goodbye. Lucky told the girls to get in the truck so he could talk to Angel.

“You mean what you said to her,” he asked. “I don’t know what’s going to happen. Either do
you. Don’t push. Right now, I can’t be with you Lucky. Not after that. I lost my trust in you. It
takes more than a dinner and a kiss to fix it,” Angel said. She walked away and hopped into the
car with Jake and headed home. Lucky ran his hands over his head of short dark blonde hair.
He got in the truck and took the girls home and tucked them into bed. “Daddy, do you love
Angel,” Emma asked. “Yes baby girl. I love her so much it hurts sometimes,” Lucky said. “Who
was that guy with Angel,” Erica asked. “A friend baby,” Lucky said. “Why was he there with
Angel and Addy,” Erica said. “They’re good friends. He’s helping her with Addison. You know
the two of you weren’t so easy when you were that size either,” Lucky said. “I guess,” Erica said.
“Don’t worry. Angel and Daddy will be just fine. We’ll figure things out,” Lucky said. He
turned off their light and went into the TV room. He poured himself a drink and sat on the floor
leaning against the sofa. He wasn’t even sure whether he would ever get her back. It killed him
lying to his daughter, but he hoped it wouldn’t be a lie.

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“They are adorable,” Jake said. “Oh stop. What did you want me to say to them? Your dad was
a dick. That he lied to me and caused a big fight and made me rethink being married to him at
all,” Angel said as she tucked Addison in. “Angel, do you want him back? Think about it before
you answer me,” Jake said. “I don’t know Jake. I have so many things running through my
head, I can’t straighten them out. I love him, but I don’t know if I can trust him. After all of this,
I don’t trust him anymore,” Angel said. Jake kissed her. “Know what you need right now,” he
said. “A 5 hour massage to get rid of the tension,” Angel said. “That too,” Jake said as he
unbuttoned her shirt. “Jake,” Angel said. He kissed her. He took her hand and led her to the
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Chapter 21

The next morning, Emma and Erica woke up and went in to wake Lucky up. “Well, you two got
up all by yourselves did you,” he said. “It’s Saturday Daddy. It’s Angel’s birthday,” Erica said.
“Know what, you’re right,” Lucky said. They all got dressed and headed off to the mall to buy
her a gift.

Jake got up in the morning with Addison and made Angel breakfast in bed. “Happy Birthday
beautiful,” Jake said. “Thanks,” Angel said as he slipped Addison into her arms. They had some
breakfast then he took her out for her birthday surprise. “Jake, what are you up to,” Angel asked.
“Addison thought of it,” Jake teased. They headed to a fancy spa for a massage together.
Addison was in the play area. After, Angel was completely relaxed. Addison giggled and
smiled when she saw Angel. “Well hello giggles,” Angel said picking her up. They spent the
day down by the water. They headed back close to dinner time. When they walked in, there was
a package on the kitchen counter. “Lucky,” Angel said. Jake was starting to get nervous. “Jake,”
Angel said. “Yes baby,” he said. Angel kissed him. “Thank you for today,” Angel said. “You
are more than welcome. You needed a stress free day,” Jake said. Angel opened the card. It was
a long and sappy Hallmark type card. She read it all word for word. She wiped the tears away
then opened it. There were 3 packages in it - One from Emma, one from Erica and one from
Lucky. Emma picked out a bracelet for Angel – white gold with 3 hearts on it. Erica gave her the
matching earrings. She opened the one that Lucky gave her. It was a heart pendant with a heart
diamond on it. When you opened the locket, there was a heart diamond inside it. She got
choked up. “Let me help you with that,” Jake said slipping it on her. “Those little girls definitely
have good taste,” Jake said. “That they do,” Angel said. “So, for part two of your birthday
present,” he said. “And just how many parts are there,” Angel teased. “Three,” he said. “Ooh,”
Angel said. “Raven’s daughter is coming to look after Addison,” he said. “She shouldn’t be too
much trouble,” Angel said. “What are you planning?” “Go throw on that sexy velvet dress,”
Jake said. She got changed and slid on the ring he’d given her on her right hand. She still wore
her wedding rings. “Damn,” he said as he sat in his suit feeding Addison. He noticed the ring.
“So what are we doing,” Angel said. Angel tucked Addison in and came out just as Raven’s
daughter showed. “Bottles are in the fridge. If she gets up, try to get her back to sleep. She will
probably need a bottle in about 5 hours. We may be back. If not, microwave for 20 seconds.
Check it, then give it to her,” Angel said. “Got it,” Raven’s daughter said.

They headed off. “Where are we going,” Angel said. “Go in the glove box,” Jake said. There
was a small box in there. She opened it. There were tickets to a concert. She hadn’t told anyone
she’d wanted to go, but Jake knew. They walked in and got the VIP treatment. After the concert,
they had a late dinner. “Figured I wouldn’t remember,” Jake teased. “Mind reader,” Angel said.
“There’s something else for you at the house. I just thought we should have some quiet time.
You needed it love,” he said. He leaned in and kissed her. They finished their romantic dinner,
then went for a horse drawn carriage ride. “Jake, I swear. A girl can definitely get used to this,”
Angel said. “All that time ago. I promised you this and never did it. Wanted to do this for you,”
Jake said. They snuggled and kissed all the way back.

When Angel got home, she thanked Raven’s daughter and Jake gave her a little something to say
thanks. Addison was just waking up. “Well hello princess. How are you,” Angel said. She got
fussy. Angel changed her and fed her and she fell back asleep. Angel tucked her in and came
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with him. He handed her a box. She read the sappy romantic card and kissed him, then opened
the box. The cover said ‘The Story of Us’. “You have definitely been watching the notebook too
much,” Angel joked. It was full of pictures of the two of them from years before and recent shots.
“Remember that one? Damn. I could have kicked your ass that day,” Angel said as they laughed
and went through the pictures. One caught her eye. It was a picture of the day he bought her the
engagement ring. “Who took this,” Angel asked. “Guess,” Jake said. “He helped you choose,”
Angel asked. “Yeah,” Jake said. Angel closed her eyes and closed the album. She put it in her
nightstand. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her to him. “Jake,” Angel said. “Yes,”
he said. “I’m sorry for what he did. I am,” Angel said. He kissed her and leaned her onto her
back. He took his time that night, cherishing every inch of her. He made love to her and realized
at that second that he couldn’t let go no matter what.

Angel got up with Addison in the morning. She noticed a message on her machine. Angel
checked it. “Hey baby. It’s me. Just wanted to say happy birthday. Call me when you get this. I
love you.” Angel sat down on the sofa with Addison. Addison got fussy. “That was Daddy,”
Angel said. She looked like she was reaching for the phone. Trying to grab hold of the voice.
Angel dialed.

“Hey,” Lucky said answering the phone sounding kind of groggy. “I hope I didn’t wake you,”
Angel said. “Got so used to waking up with her, I was up every 4 hours last night,” Lucky said.
“More like 5 ½ to 6 now,” Angel said. “Dang,” he said. “I guess you saw what the girls and I left
for you,” he said. “It’s beautiful Lucky,” Angel said. “I found it and the girls fell in love with the
bracelet and earrings,” he said. “What are you guys up to today,” Angel asked. “Was going to
take them to the hill for a while. Why,” he asked. “Addison misses you. She was reaching for
your voice on the machine,” Angel said. “We’re leaving at 10 or so. Do you want to come with
us,” he asked. “Why don’t you take Addy with you,” Angel said. “Come Angel. We can talk,”
he said. “Did you talk to her,” Angel asked. “Yeah. I agreed to it,” he said. “Call me back
around 9. I’ll see,” Angel said. “I love you,” he said. Angel hung up.

Jake got up an hour or two later and Addison was in the shower with Angel. A few minutes
later, the shower was off and Addison was wrapped up in a warm towel, and Angel slid her robe
on. He got up and wandered into the bathroom. “Well good morning,” he said as he kissed
Addison’s cheek and kissed Angel. “Morning to you too,” Angel said. “Where you two off to,”
he asked. “Just figured I would get her all nice and squeaky clean and save water,” Angel joked.
He kissed Angel again. “The girls wanted to go out today. They called last night while we were
out. I said I would go,” Angel said. “You know who gave them the idea,” Jake said. “I know,
but I am thinking that he could take Addy for the night,” Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her
into the wall. “Okay, but no phones and no computer tonight,” he said. “Mmm. What ever will
we do with all the extra time,” Angel teased. He kissed her again then took Addison into her
room and got her changed and dressed while Angel got ready.

Angel heard Lucky’s truck pull into the driveway. She came out of the bedroom in her sexy tight
blue jeans and a sweater. She slid her boots on. “Damn,” Jake said. “What,” Angel said.
“Just….damn,” he said. Angel kissed him. He handed Addison over to her in the car seat. “If
you need me,” he said. Angel kissed him again. She threw her cell in her purse and headed off.
She slid Addison into the car seat and gave the girls a kiss hello. “Looks nice on you,” he said.
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to the hill dad,” Emma asked. “Yep. I promise we’ll do the ferris wheel this time,” he said. The
girls played with Addison. Lucky reached across and grabbed her hand. He kissed it.

The entire afternoon, the girls ran from haunted house to haunted house then through all the
stores. They wandered down to the water. The girls used the looking glasses. “Thanks for this,”
Lucky said. “Miss Addison missed you,” Angel said. “And her mom,” he asked quietly so the
girls couldn’t hear. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Okay. I know I blew it. I went too far. I kicked
myself for it. I made a million mistakes. Just give us a chance,” he said. “I would have until I
saw that picture last night,” Angel said. “What are you talking about,” he asked. “The one you
took the day he bought me the engagement ring,” Angel said. The girls came running over.
“Daddy, can we go on the Ferris wheel,” they asked. “In a few minutes,” he said. They ran back
over and watched the water. “Angel,” he said. “Let’s just go,” Angel said. He took Addison in
his arms. He grabbed Angel’s arm. “We aren’t finished,” he said. “Come on girls. To the Ferris
Wheel,” Angel said shrugging him off and walking off with the girls. Lucky carried Addison.
They all got on the Ferris wheel and the girls decided to go on their own. Lucky and Angel went
on together. “Little schemers,” Angel said as the girls giggled. “Angel,” Lucky said. “Don’t
okay. The fact that I didn’t even know Lucky. I mean I didn’t even get a chance to make up my
own mind. Then, you finally get me all to yourself and you play the damn field with however
many girls. I just can’t Lucky. The trust is gone. It’s done,” Angel said. They came back around
to the bottom and Angel got out. She met the girls then headed off for hot chocolate. “Stay
here,” Lucky said to the girls and pulled Angel outside. “Angel. I did it because I love you. The
other stuff was just bullshit. I’m not perfect. You knew that. You’re the one that always pointed
it out to me. I swear to god that none of the other stuff meant anything,” he said. “How many
Lucky? 3? 4? 5,” Angel asked. He kissed her. She pushed him away. She went inside and
finished her hot chocolate. They all headed back to the truck. “Are you staying with us tonight,”
Erica asked. “Nope. Addison said she wants to though. She misses her big sisters,” Angel said.
“Really,” Emma asked. “Really baby. She misses you and Daddy,” Angel replied. “There’s 4
bottles in there and 2 changes of clothes. Her blanket and stuff is in there too. Tomorrow before
dinner,” Angel said. “Thank you,” he said. He dropped Angel off and she gave the girls and
Addison a kiss goodbye. “If you need anything,” Angel said. “Gotcha,” Lucky said. Angel
waved goodbye and headed inside.

She walked in to candlelight and the smell of a delicious dinner. “Welcome home,” Jake said. He
wrapped his arms around her. “Hey yourself there handsome,” Angel said. He kissed her. He
picked her up, wrapping her legs around him and he carried her to bed. “Missed me did you,”
Angel said. “Mm,” he said. He slid her sweater off, then went to unbutton her jeans. “Jake,”
Angel said. “Yes sexy,” he said kissing her. She pushed him back for a second. “What,” he said.
“Why do I smell that hideous perfume I hate in here,” Angel said. “What are you talking about,”
he said. He got up and walked towards her. She went into the hallway. “What,” he said. “Who
was it Jake? I know who wears that perfume. Don’t try to pretend you don’t know what I am
talking about,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “You did didn’t you,” Angel said. “After what I
told you? You did,” Angel said. “Angel, stop freaking out,” Jake said. “Lisa was in my house.
Probably in my bed with you,” Angel said. “Would you stop,” he said. “It was. Angel walked
into the bathroom and saw the evidence. “Jake, get out,” Angel said. “Baby, stop. I cleaned
everything up in here today and found that under the bed. Angel,” he said. “Liar,” Angel said.
She looked at it and it wasn’t even the kind she had. “Get out Jake. Go. Now,” Angel said.
“Angel, I swear. It isn’t what you think,” he said. “Right. Go fuck Lisa and get out of my
house,” Angel said. “Baby,“ he said. “Jake, I swear. Go,” Angel said. She went into the

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bedroom and locked the door. She blew the candles out. She went to sit on the bed and all she
could smell was that perfume. She pulled the blankets and sheets off the bed and went into the
laundry room and threw them in the washer. She came back into the bedroom and he was sitting
on the bed. “The perfume is on the damn bed sheets Jake. Go ahead and lie to me,” Angel said.
She walked out of the bedroom and blew out the rest of the candles. She took the ring off that
he’d given her and put it in the box and gave it back to him. “Angel, no. You aren’t pushing me
away too. No,” Jake said. “You have 10 minutes. I am going to the store. Be gone,” Angel said.

She grabbed her purse and walked out the front door, hopping into her car and taking off. She
went down to the store and bought a bottle of her favorite shiraz. She headed back and he was
standing outside beside his car. Angel walked inside trying to close the door before he came
back in. “Angel,” he said. “I meant what I said Jake. Go find somewhere else to play the
playboy,” Angel said. He kissed her, pinning her against the wall. “Jake, I meant it,” Angel said.
He pulled her sweater off. “Stop it Jake,” Angel said. He undid her jeans and slid them off. He
picked her up and laid her on the bed and slid his jeans and boxers off. “Jake, you can’t be…”
He kissed her to silence her. He pinned her arms down and they had sex – angry, intense, totally
hot, sex. After, he got up and cleaned up and got changed. Angel put her robe on. “Did you,”
Angel asked. “Of course I did,” he said. He leaned her against the wall. “What,” Angel said.
“Still want me gone,” he asked. “Did you? Honestly. Swear it on your life,” Angel said. “She
was here. She came in here and we almost did, but I stopped it. I told her to go,” he said. “And
how did she know how to get here,” Angel asked. “I told her,” Jake admitted. “Go,” Angel said.
“We didn’t Angel. I admit it was tempting as shit, but I didn’t,” he said. “Go,” Angel said. He
wouldn’t let go. “Jake just go. Go be fucking single. Enjoy it. Take the ring and give it to
someone else. Just go,” Angel said. She got herself free and went into the bathroom.

Angel drew herself a bath in her Jacuzzi tub. She turned the jets on and he handed her a glass of
her wine. “Just go Jake. Addison and I will be fine. Just go,” Angel said. She waited to hear the
front door close before she let one tear fall. She was grateful that she didn’t have Addison that
night. She turned on her stereo to her sappy depressing music. She leaned back and just let the
tears fall.

That night around 4am, her phone rang. “What Lucky,” Angel asked. “She’s not sounding right.
Think she either caught a cold, or something,” he said. “Already took her to the doctor. The
drops are in the bag. Two drops and take her into a warm shower. The steam will open her up,”
Angel said. “You don’t sound too good yourself. You okay,” Lucky asked. “Fine,” Angel said.
“If she doesn’t get better after an hour or so, call me,” Angel said. She hung up.

Lucky started to wonder. Addison got better after the warm steam and she fell back asleep on
Lucky’s chest. He had dreams all night of worst case scenarios with him and Angel. The next
morning, he got up with the girls and they all went off to a movie. He brought Madison back in
the afternoon. The girls ran for the door. “Angel,” Lucky said from the front entrance. “Hey,”
Angel said as she came out in her jeans and her huge sweater. “You okay,” he mouthed to her.
Angel nodded. “We took Addy to go see Madagascar 2,” Emma said. “She must have loved
that,” Angel said. “We had lots of fun,” Erica said. “She didn’t get much sleep last night. She
was up every 3 hours,” Lucky said handing Addison to Angel. Angel went in and changed her
and slid her in her pajamas and tucked her into the bed and came back out. “Can we watch TV,”
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and Angel went and put something on for dinner. Lucky motioned for her to come with him.
They walked into the bedroom and he closed the door and they sat down on the bed.

“Where is he,” Lucky asked. “It doesn’t matter Lucky. I’m fine,” Angel said. She went to get up
and he grabbed her hand. “Angel. It’s me. I know. What happened,” Lucky asked. Angel went
to walk out of the room and he grabbed the door and held it shut. He wrapped his arms around
her. “No. No Lucky. No. No more chances,” Angel said. She tried to fight him and he held on
tighter. “What happened,” he asked. She let go and cried. He kissed her. “You lay down. I’ll
get dinner. I’ll be back in a second,” he said. He went into the TV room and slid his jacket off.
He put on the spaghetti for dinner. He turned on the timer. “We staying for dinner Daddy,”
Emma asked. “You and your sister set the table for Daddy and Angel okay,” he asked. “Okay,”
Erica said. He went back into the bedroom. “What happened,” he said as he pulled Angel into
his arms. “Lucky, I,” Angel said. “I’m here baby. Always have been and always will,” he said.
“Why do I smell perfume in here,” he said. Angel rolled over. “Are you fucking kidding me,” he
said. He was fuming. He tried to pull her back into his arms. “Baby,” he said. He eased her
back into the sweet spot. The spot where she just fit like a puzzle piece in his arms. Where there
was no wrong in the world. Their eyes met. He kissed her. It was something he’d been missing
for weeks. “Daddy, should I put the spaghetti in? The water’s boiling,” Erica said. “Don’t move.
Not an inch. Hold that thought,” he said hopping up. He went and put the spaghetti on and
threw the pre-cooked meatballs into the sauce. He turned the timer on. “When that goes off,
Spaghetti night is ready,” he said. “Okay Daddy,” Emma said as they watched cartoons. They
found a DVD that said ‘Lucky and Angel – LA’ on it. They popped it in the DVD player.

Lucky went back to the bedroom. He closed the door. He went back to the place he’d been in.
He kissed her again. “Do you want me to stay tonight,” he asked. Angel shook her head.
“You’re not staying alone. Me or Raven,” he said. Angel kissed him. He pulled her closer as she
wrapped her leg around him. He heard the timer go off. “Dinner, then we figure this out,” he
said. Angel nodded. They came into the kitchen and Angel saw what the girls were watching.
“Daddy? What’s this,” they asked. “Let’s watch it together from the beginning,” he said. They
all grabbed their spaghetti and had a picnic on the floor and watched the movie. “Was going to
be a surprise,” Angel said. Lucky sat with Angel and wrapped his arm around her as they
finished up their dinner. “So,” Erica asked. “Remember when Angel and Daddy went to
California,” he said. “Yeah,” Erica replied. “Decided to have two weddings. A beach one out
there and a big one here with you two,” he said. “This is the beach one,” Emma asked. “Yep,”
Angel said. The video ran. Angel grabbed them each a glass of her wine. At the beginning she’d
had them put a note to each other in it. “I had no idea this was finished,” he said. Angel
nodded.

The girls watched it as Lucky and Angel got choked up. “You were beautiful that night,” Lucky
said. “You were pretty handsome yourself,” Angel said as he kissed her neck. The girls watched
their dad. He was happy again. They finished watching the movie. “You mean you came back
to have one here with all of us just cause,” Emma said. “Because we wanted both. We wanted
the little one just us and the one with the whole family,” Angel said. “Your dress was pretty in
both,” Erica said. “Never know. You could grown into it someday,” Angel said. “Ew. Boys?
Gross,” Erica said. “I’m going to marry prince charming,” Emma said. The two girls teased each
other. “You know, I still feel the same way as I did that day. I love you,” he said kissing Angel’s
neck. Angel heard Addison. She got up and went in to check on her. “Just wanted to be part of
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sleeper. She brought her out to the TV room and slid her in her rocker seat. The girls played
with her a bit, then Lucky pulled Angel aside. “What,” Angel said. “Seriously,” he said.
“Nothing’s changed,” Angel said. He kissed her. Angel walked back into the TV room.

They hung out a while, then Lucky tucked the girls into their beds at the house and tucked
Addison back into her bed after a quick bottle. Angel was about to turn the lights off when the
phone rang. She grabbed it before it woke Addison. “Angel, it’s me. Don’t hang up,” Jake said.
“What,” Angel said. “I swear that nothing happened. Please,” he said. “And that’s why there
was an empty condom wrapper under the bed. What’s wrong? She suck in bed Jake,” Angel
said hanging up. She went and made some tea then sat down outside. The phone rang again.
“What,” Angel said. “Baby. Come on,” he said. “Come on what? Come on let me fuck other
women? Come on let me play the field? What Jake? What’s the line this time,” Angel said.
“You weren’t even sure if you and Lucky were getting back together. I screwed up. My mind
wandered to you two getting back together and having sex in our bed and I blew a gasket,” he
said. “So you go and fuck her. Smart. Way to go,” Angel said hanging up. “Argh,” Angel said.
About 10 minutes later the phone rang again. “What,” Angel said. “Do you love me,” he said. “I
guess you’ll never know will you. You blew it. Don’t come crawling back Jake. Have fun. Fuck
the entire population of the USA. Fuck you very much,” Angel said. She slammed the phone
down then took it off the hook.

Lucky came out a while later and saw her sipping her tea. “Kids are all in bed,” he said. Angel
didn’t move. Her head was down. “Angel,” he said. She wiped the tears away before he
noticed. He grabbed the phone. “What did you take it off the hook for,” he asked. She grabbed
it out of his hand. “Angel,” he said. She took another gulp of her tea and went to go inside. He
grabbed her arm and pulled her into his arms, taking the tea cup and putting it on the window
sill. “No. Not now,” Angel said. She pushed him away and went inside. She took her tea cup
and put it in the dishwasher. She found a DVD of some old movies from when she first met
Lucky. That’s when he was friends with Jake. Angel wrapped herself up in a blanket and
watched them. She paused every time a shot of her kissing Jake came on the screen. “Would you
stop this,” Lucky said taking the remote from her hand. She tried to grab it back and he turned it
off. “You don’t need to see this Angel. Just stop,” Lucky said. “No. I want to figure out the
exact moment that I turned into the world’s biggest idiot. The minute I became a toy. The
minute I became the trophy for the winner,” Angel said. He picked her up from the sofa and
took her into the bedroom, closing and locking the door behind him.

“Put me down,” Angel said. “Sit,” Lucky said. “What,” Angel said. “You aren’t a damn trophy,
and you aren’t the top prize. You’re my wife. I love you. Even if you can’t imagine being with
me ever again, I love you. That isn’t going away. He’s a dick and he has been ever since that
long ago. He was a player then. A leopard doesn’t change their spots baby. I love you. I always
have. I don’t care if it takes me the rest of my life, I will make you understand that,” Lucky said.
“Lucky,” Angel said. “And another thing,” he said. Angel got up and kissed him. “Trying to
shut me up,” he said. Angel nodded. “Oh really,” he said. “Lucky, I know all of that. You don’t
have to say it every two minutes for me to remember it. Fact is nothing has changed. You did it,
so did he. It doesn’t change this,” Angel said. She went and slid her sweater and her jeans off
and slid on one of Lucky’s dress shirts that she’d hidden in her closet. She went to get into bed.
“Was wondering where my shirt went,” he said as he came up behind her and wrapped his arms
around her waist. “This is my favorite one. The one we bought together. Almost wanted to
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He pulled his shirt off. “What,” Angel said turning to look at him. She stood up and leaned back
against him. He kissed her.

He unbuttoned his favorite shirt. All that was under it was soft, silky skin. He turned her to him.
“What,” Angel said. He kissed her. It was an intense kiss. An ‘I’ve been waiting 5 weeks for
this’ kiss. She undid his jeans and slid them off of him. He slid the shirt off her shoulders kissing
her shoulder. It fell to the floor. He kissed her and leaned her back onto the bed. “Angel,” he
said pausing. She kissed him. “As you told me before. Stop analyzing it,” Angel said. She
kissed him again. They made love that night. He finally slept a good night of sleep with her in
his arms. Angel still tossed and turned. She wondered if she was better off. If it was still worth
the fight.

The next morning, Lucky woke up and Angel wasn’t in bed. He checked the clock and it said 4
am. He went into the bathroom and saw Angel in the warm tub with Addison on her chest. “She
okay,” he asked. “She was fussy, so I brought her into the tub with me. She’s out cold now, but I
didn’t want to move in case she woke up. Angel finally slid out of the tub and drained it slipping
her robe on and slipped Addison’s warm sleeper back on and tucked her back into her bed.
“Come back to bed,” Lucky said. Angel tied her robe up and went into the TV room. Lucky did
his jeans up and grabbed his sweater from the closet. “Angel,” he said. “Go back to bed Lucky,”
Angel said wrapping herself in the blanket she’d put on the sofa. “Not without you. Come on,”
he said. “No,” Angel said. “Then we’re both sleeping out here,” he said. He sat down on the
sofa behind Angel. She laid in his lap, leaning against him. “Talk to me,” he said. “I go to sleep
and all I can see is him with her. You with that stupid chick. I can’t sleep,” Angel said. He held
her in his arms and wouldn’t let go. “What would fix it,” he asked. “I don’t know,” Angel said.
He got up for a split second and grabbed a DVD, throwing it in the player and turning the TV on
and the volume to low. “What’s this,” Angel asked. “A reminder,” he said. It was a video of all
their good memories. The crazy things they’d done. His way of showing her that he did love her
way back then. They fell asleep on the sofa together.

A few hours later, Addison woke up. Angel went in to feed her to let Lucky sleep. The girls
woke up just after Addison finished her breakfast. Angel got her dressed and changed and
brought her out to sit with them. The girls woke Lucky up. “Daddy, what are you doing out
here,” Emma asked. “Angel and I fell asleep watching a movie,” he said. Angel put the coffee on
for him. The girls played with Addison while Angel hit the shower. “You two watch cartoons
with Addy,” he said. He snuck into the shower with Angel. He wrapped his arms around her
and kissed her neck. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Washing your back for you,” he said. “The girls are
out there,” Angel said turning to face him. He kissed her and leaned her into the shower wall.
Was one of the perks of a huge shower. “Seriously,” Angel said. He kissed her and quieted her.
They made love in the shower. They got dressed, and dried off and Lucky went in and had his
coffee. Angel put on some eggs for breakfast. He played with Addison. Emma offered to help
Angel. “Why don’t you set the table,” Angel said. “Angel,” she said. “Yes,” Angel said kneeling
down to her. “Are you not mad at Daddy anymore,” she asked. “We have a lot to talk about
sweetheart,” Angel said. “Can we stay,” Emma asked. Angel gave her a hug. “You two can
come back whenever you want. You can come play with Addison or visit me whenever you
want,” Angel said. “What about Daddy? Can he come,” Emma said. “Daddy and I will talk
okay,” Angel said. “First, let’s get some breakfast in our tummies.” Lucky looked back at her.
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They finished breakfast and cleaned up. Angel shot him a look. “What,” he said. Angel shook
her head - one of those ‘You’re getting Emma to do your dirty work’ looks. Angel went into the
bedroom and grabbed her laundry, throwing it in the machine. He came up behind her.
“Lucky,” Angel said. “What,” he said. “You didn’t explain any of this to them did you? You
think all you have to do is figure out a way back into my bed and you get me back? Come on,”
Angel said. He kissed her. “No. Seriously. What are you going to tell them,” Angel said. “That
we aren’t going anywhere,” he said. “Lucky, remember something. This isn’t your house. You
don’t get to make the rules,” Angel said. He pinned her against the wall and kissed her again.
“Knew that would get you going,” he teased. She pushed him away and walked away. She went
in and put on some water for some tea. He came up behind her and wrapped his arms around
her nuzzling her ear. She elbowed him in the stomach. “Oops,” Angel said sarcastically. He slid
his hand down the front of her jeans, sliding two fingers against her. He felt her body tense.
Angel shook her head. “Lucky 2, Angel 1,” he whispered in her ear. She slipped away from him
and grabbed her tea from the bottom drawer in the kitchen, leaning her body against his. The
girls were watching a kids movie on TV with Addison. He spun her to face him. “Two even,”
Angel said as she leaned against him. “You seem to forget that I always win that game,” Angel
whispered. She made her tea and went into the TV room with the girls. She curled up on the
sofa, putting her tea on the sofa table. He slipped in behind her, pulling the blanket up. Angel
shook her head.

His hand slid under the front of her sweater. Angel’s hand went behind her and undid his belt.
She heard him breathing in her ear. She slid back into his lap. “Tease,” he whispered. They
watched the movie with the girls as she continued to tease him. He gave up. “You know what,
we have to get your homework and stuff from the hotel,” Lucky said. “Do we have to go Dad,”
they asked. “Well, just for tonight. We’ll see,” Lucky said. The girls went and grabbed a few
things from the bedroom, Lucky pulled Angel into her room. “What,” Angel said. He pinned
her against the door and kissed her. “Lucky, you are going home tonight,” Angel said. He undid
her jeans. “I swear,” Angel said. He pulled them off of her. “The girls are one room away,”
Angel said. He kissed her and picked her up, carrying her to the bed. “Won that round again
did I,” Angel said. He pulled her g-string off. “Lucky,” Angel said. He slid his jeans to the floor
and pulled his shirt off. He had to try. One last time, he had to try to remind her of what they
had.

She walked Lucky and the girls to the truck and kissed them goodbye. “I love you,” Lucky said.
Angel waved goodbye and headed back inside to Addison. She came in and Addison was
starting to cry again. “You are just always hungry aren’t you,” Angel said. She smiled as her
little girl smiled a big silly grin. She fed her and went to put her back down when she started
fussing again. Angel curled up with her on the sofa. “Now what is all this fussing about,” Angel
said. She tried what Dylan had suggested. She gave her a massage with her baby lotion. It
seemed to calm her a little. Angel changed her, then went to tuck her back into bed. A few
minutes later, there was a knock at the door.

Angel quietly closed the bedroom door and went to answer the front door. “Jake,” Angel said.
“Angel, please,” he said. She wouldn’t let him in. “Jake, what part of go away didn’t you
understand,” Angel said. “Baby,” he said. “Don’t even Jake,” Angel said. He leaned in to kiss
her. Angel backed up. “No. No more Jake. No more bullshit, no more lies no more nothing.
I’m not doing this anymore. Go away,” Angel said. He pulled her outside. “Angel, I don’t want
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screwing around and that’s all it takes Jake. I lived with it before, but I am not doing this again.
Go home,” Angel said. She walked back into the house. He followed her. “Jake, I asked you to
leave,” Angel said. He kissed her, and leaned her against the sofa. “Jake,” Angel said. “Don’t,”
he said. “Jake, stop,” Angel said. “You trying to tell me that you are letting that get in our way,”
he said. “You fuck another woman in my bed and you have the balls to ask me that,” Angel said.
“I didn’t fuck her Angel. You, yes. Her, hell no,” Jake said. “Get out. Leave,” Angel said. He
pulled her into his arms and kissed her. She had to resist. She tried to back up and leaned onto
the sofa. He leaned against her. She slid onto the sofa. She slipped away from him. “Angel,
why are you doing this,” Jake asked. “Because I am not a damn doormat. You can’t just wipe
your feet and walk all over me and think I am going to hang around while you screw people off
the internet. Fuck you Jake,” Angel said. She walked away and headed for the front door. He
picked her up, flipping her over his shoulder and carried her to her bedroom.

“Jake, put me down,” Angel said. He flipped her onto the bed. “Don’t even think it Jake. The
answer is no. A million damn times…” He kissed her and silenced her. He pinned her arms to
the bed. “Jake, don’t okay. I am not doing this,” Angel said. “I just want you to hear me out
without yelling,” he said. “Talk then,” Angel said. “I didn’t do anything with her. Nothing. We
kissed, she tried to seduce me, and before anything else happened, I told her to go. I told her I
loved you and wasn’t about to lose you twice,” Jake said. “You already did Jake. What
happened between us, it’s done. That’s all there is to it,” Angel said. She slipped away from him
and got up. “You can’t mean that. Angel, no. It isn’t over. It can’t be,” Jake said. She got up and
went to open the bedroom door. “Angel,” Jake said. He sat on the side of the bed. “Jake, it’s for
the best. It is. I don’t know what to think or what to do. Fact is, that I won’t be with someone
who doesn’t want to be with me and only me. That person isn’t you. I just can’t do this to me or
Addison Jake,” Angel went to open the door and he closed it, leaning against her. He looked in
her eyes and kissed her. The passion was there, her feelings weren’t.

He picked her up, wrapping her legs around him and leaned her against the door. “Jake,” Angel
tried to say as one kiss led to another. He slid her sweater off, then noticed her wedding rings
were on her finger. “Baby, I can’t let you leave me,” he said. He kissed her again. He slid her
top off. “Jake,” Angel said. “No. I won’t let you,” he said. He carried her back to the bed.
“Jake, enough,” Angel said. He pulled her jeans off. “No Jake,” Angel said. She tried to move
away from him, but he pulled her back to him. He kissed her. “I miss you. I can’t walk away,”
he said. “This isn’t going to fix things Jake,” Angel said as she finally slipped out of his grip. She
got up and slid her jeans back on. “Tell me what I have to do,” he said. “Well, I tell you one
thing. Trying to pull me into bed with you to change my mind isn’t going to do it,” Angel said
pulling her shirt on. She went to walk out of the bedroom and he got up, following her.
“Please,” he asked as he tried to wrap his arms around her. “Jake,” Angel said. She unwrapped
his arms from around her. “I can’t lose you again. Come on,” he said. “You did this all by
yourself Jake. I told you at the beginning what would happen. You blew it,” Angel said. “What
can I do to get you to give me a second chance,” he asked. “Nothing. There isn’t one,” Angel
said. Angel walked to the front door and opened it. “Please,” he asked. “Go,” Angel said. “One
more chance? Please,” he said. “Just go. I will think about it, but don’t count on it,” Angel said.
He kissed her, then left.

Angel went and got ready for bed, then finally got a good night of sleep alone…in her own bed.

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Chapter 22

The next morning, Angel got up with Addison and spent the day with her. They went shopping,
then had lunch and headed home. When she got back, there was a note on the door.

Angel

Missed you. XOXOXO

Lucky

Angel smiled. She went inside and took Addison in to change her. They relaxed together on the
sofa, then had some dinner. Around Addison’s regular bedtime, Lucky showed up.

“What are you doing here,” Angel asked. “Wanted to tuck her in,” he said. He walked in and
kissed Angel. The door closed. He took her breath away. He slipped Addison from her arms
and walked into the bedroom, tucking his little girl into her bed. Angel stood still in shock. She
snapped herself out of it and walked towards Addison’s room. “I swear Addy. No matter what
it takes, I will be here to tuck you in every night for the rest of your life. No matter what I have to
do to get your Mom to take me back, I will do it. I love you and Mom so much.” Addison
yawned as he rocked her to sleep. “I swear baby. I will be here forever no matter what. Sweet
dreams princess,” Lucky said as he slid her into her crib.

Angel was standing by the door. Lucky quietly closed the door and saw Angel. “Lucky,” Angel
said. He kissed her again. “I meant it. No matter what it takes, or how long it takes I will,” he
said. He leaned towards Angel. She turned her face and walked away. She had no idea what to
do. Her heart was torn. He grabbed her hand, pulling her back to him. “Please let me come
home Angel,” he said. “We’ll talk tomorrow okay. I’ll meet you for the appointment with
Sharon okay,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Lucky, seriously,” Angel said. He wouldn’t let go.
“This is where we both belong,” he said. “Tomorrow,” Angel said. “Wouldn’t it be easier if we
went together,” he asked. “No. I am going to meet her for a bit before our appointment. I’ll see
you tomorrow,” Angel said. He kissed her one last time – one last breathtaking kiss – then
headed home.

The next morning, Angel went and dropped Addison off with Raven, then headed off to meet
Sharon. “So how are things going,” she asked. “More confused now than ever,” Angel said. She
told her everything that had been going on. “So Jake and Lucky are both at an even mark. Okay.
Let’s do a pro and con,” Sharon suggested. They went through and both still came up even. “So
Jake didn’t actually do anything with her, but you suspect there’s more to the Lucky thing,” she
said. “Kristy still calls him. I know she does. I just can’t be with him if there’s something going
on between them, and I am too scared to find out if there is. Jake, everything is so intense, so
passionate, so…” “I get what you are saying. Are things that intense with Lucky,” she asked.
“Sometimes. I mean, the other night he practically took my breath away with that kiss,” Angel
said.

Once they’d talked, Sharon realized she needed to talk to Lucky in private without Angel. Angel
took off and had a coffee. “Come on in Lucky,” Sharon said. “Where is she,” he asked.

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“Thought we could talk first,” Sharon said. She sat him down for a very intense conversation.
By the time she’d finally figured out the real story, Angel was back. She walked in. “Come on in
Angel,” Sharon said. They sat down and by the end of the discussion, Angel was starting to
come to a decision.

She headed home in peace. She called Raven. “Lucky just came and picked her up,” she said.
Angel was surprised and headed home. She called Lucky. “Since when were you looking after
her tonight,” Angel asked. “I thought you could use the quiet time,” he said. “Bottles,” Angel
said. “Grabbed them already. I’ll bring her back tomorrow just after lunch,” Lucky said.

Angel got home and walked into her now peaceful, quiet and clean house. She poured herself a
glass of her wine and sat down with her book that she’d meant to read for months. After she got
through chapter 5, the phone rang. “Angel,” Jake said. “What Jake,” Angel said. “Come meet
me,” he said. “I guess you didn’t get what I asked did you. Space, time,” Angel said. “Angel,”
he said. “What Jake,” Angel replied. “Open the door,” he said. “Don’t tell me,” Angel said. She
went to the front door and hung up. “What,” she said opening the door. He walked towards
her. “Jake, don’t start this,” Angel said. She backed up until she hit the counter. “Angel,” he
said. He wrapped his arms around her pulling her towards him. He kissed her and she felt a
spark shoot up her spine. He picked her up and carried her to the sofa. He laid her down and
slid on top of her, not letting go for a minute. “Jake,” Angel said. He kissed her again. She
suddenly got a feeling. It was like she was a puzzle that was finally complete. Jake was her
missing piece. She felt secure, safe and whole. It wasn’t a smooth perfect fit, but it would do.
Maybe it was all just her heart taking over her mind, but it always felt right with him. Things
were intense because he made them that way.

“Jake,” Angel said. “No. You can’t convince me this isn’t the way it should be,” he said. “We
can’t do this,” Angel said. “I don’t have to convince you Jake. You should know this,” Angel
said. “Know what? That you want to be with him even after he stood in the way of us being
happy time and time again? Angel, snap out of it. We were supposed to be together from day
one. I am not letting you go,” Jake said. Angel slid away from him and got up heading for the
kitchen. “Angel,” he said. “No. Jake, I need a perfect fit. Not an almost perfect fit. I need
someone I can trust. I care about you okay. The sex is…..indescribable, but it isn’t enough. Jake,
there has to be more to the relationship than just sex or it isn’t a relationship. Do you get what I
am saying to you,” Angel said. “Just for tonight. Just give me tonight,” he begged as he got up
and walked towards her, leaning her into the counter and wrapping his arms around her. He
kissed her then carried her to the bedroom.

One night. That’s all he wanted. He missed the feel of her skin against him as their hearts raced.
He missed the feel of her nails running down his back when he was fucking her. He missed the
feel of her lips on his when he devoured her with a kiss. He missed the feel of her as she came
when they were together. He couldn’t stand another night of being without it. Whatever she
was willing to give, he would have to take or else he wouldn’t be given the chance.

The next morning, Angel woke up and Jake made them breakfast. “I have an appointment this
morning, so it will have to be a quick breakfast Jake,” Angel said. “So, you suggesting no quickie
after breakfast,” he said. “I’m suggesting you go to work,” Angel said. He tried one last time to
convince her to change her mind, but she pushed him to go.

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Once she got Jake out the door, she slid into a hot bubble bath. She needed her alone time that
she’d missed out on the night before. She got caught up in another one of her steamy novels.
About 3 more chapters in, she was hot, bothered and turned on. She heard the door open.

Lucky knew just where Angel was. He’d tired Addison out so she’d settle in for a good nap, and
decided to try to make his move. He tucked Addison in, then slid out of his jeans, jacket and
sweater and walked into the bathroom to surprise Angel. She was wrapped up in another one of
her favorite novels – perfect timing to start his plan. He slid into the tub behind her. “Well hello
to you too Lucky,” Angel said. He marked her page and dropped her book to the floor. He
linked his fingers with hers. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her neck. “Lucky,”
Angel said. He nibbled her ear and his hands slid to her chest. “Where’s Addy,” Angel asked.
“Napping,” he said. She tried to turn, but he wouldn’t let her budge one inch. “Um,” Angel
said. One hand slid down between her legs. “Damn,” Angel said. “No kids, no disruptions for a
few hours,” he whispered in her ear. His hand slid against her. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Shh,” he
replied. His fingers slid inside her. He had her right where he wanted her. “Shit,” Angel said.
“Give in,” he said. “Hell no,” Angel said. She tried to get up, but he pulled her back, sliding 2
fingers inside her. “Hmm,” he said. “Don’t even think it,” Angel said. “Don’t even think what,”
he whispered in her ear. Goose bumps formed on her skin. She slid back against him to tease
him back. “Screw it,” he said as he spun her around to face him and pulled her legs around him.

“Give up,” Angel said. “Hell no,” he said as he pulled her closer and slid inside her. They had
sex in the bathtub, the counter of the bathroom, then finally landed back in the bed. The one she
thought she couldn’t share with him. He knew her. Her knew her body, her mind and every
desire she had. “Missing piece of the puzzle,” he whispered to her. Angel nodded. “It was
always a puzzle, but it was our puzzle,” Lucky said. He knew her better than she could imagine.
“Baby,” he said as they curled up together. “Hmm,” Angel replied. “Can we stop the crap now?
The bullshit that we shouldn’t be together and all that stuff? Can’t we just be together without all
the complication,” he said. “Start over fresh,” Angel suggested. He nodded. “Starting tomorrow
morning,” Angel said. “And why is that,” he asked. Angel kissed him again. “Hmm. Now this
starting over thing. Doesn’t mean total start over does it,” he said. Angel nodded. “Everything,”
he said. Angel nodded. “If it means getting to come home, then okay. Anything,” Lucky said.
He kissed her as Angel heard Addison waking up. “Stay. I’ll get her,” he said as he slid his jeans
on.

He came back in with Addison a little while later and they curled up together. “Well,” Lucky
said. “Well what,” Angel said. “The girls miss you,” Lucky said. “I miss them too,” Angel said.
“So the fresh start means what,” Lucky said. “Means we start over. Means we date a while. We
try to rebuild the trust. When we decide a few months down the road, or longer, that we should
try living together again, then we do. Not until then. No more sneaking over and ravishing me,”
Angel said. “Somehow it doesn’t seem like too much fun,” he said. “It’s working at it Lucky. It’s
the only way we can make this work,” Angel said. He leaned over and kissed her. “Have an
idea then since this all starts tomorrow,” he said. “I know what you’re thinking, but I have plans
tonight,” Angel said. “Cancel them,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Bet you I could convince
you,” he said. “Don’t even start. I have plans with the girls. I can’t cancel,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “Then I’ll take her tonight. Sound okay,” he said. “Fine. I’ll come get her
tomorrow,” Angel said. “Better idea. Meet me for breakfast,” Lucky said. Angel agreed. They
played with Addison a while longer, then he repacked the baby bag and took Addison back to
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Angel finally tried to relax and enjoy some much needed alone time. She curled up in her sweats
and lit a fire in her fireplace and leaned back and dove back into her book. Within a few hours,
she was out cold on the sofa. She was only awakened by the sound of the phone ringing – it was
Raven. “Hey girl. What you up to tonight,” Raven asked. “Was having a nap on the sofa a few
minutes ago,” Angel said yawning. “Let’s get out tonight. It’s Friday night, beautiful weather
and a full moon. Get changed,” Raven said. “I thought you were looking after Addison,” Angel
said. “Lucky took her to his place. Just dropped her off for an hour or two. So go get changed
lady,” Raven said. “What do you mean by an hour or two,” Angel asked. “Said he had
something he needed to do. He left a little while ago,” Raven said. Angel looked at the clock.
She’d slept the entire afternoon away. “Fine. No hoochie bars though,” Angel said. “Oh I got a
better idea for you Miss thang,” Raven said. They hung up and Angel showered and got
changed.

Within an hour, Raven had picked up Angel and they pulled into a new bar in town. Angel had
never seen it before. “What’s this place all about,” Angel asked. “Don’t know. Heard it was the
place to be,” Raven said. “Sounds interesting,” Angel said. They wandered in and paid the
cover charge. “Ever noticed how the new places cost more than the old ones,” Angel
commented. “Oh stop. Tonight’s on me Angel. Just chill,” Raven said. Angel slid her jacket off
to reveal a very sexy top and short skirt. “Going all out aren’t ya,” Raven said jokingly. “Figured
a girls night is a girls night right,” Angel joked. “Watch out world. Here’s Angel,” Raven joked.
They ordered a drink and grabbed a table. Raven went to pay for their drinks, and was refused.
“They’re on the two guys in the corner,” the waitress said. Angel rolled her eyes. “Great. Five
minutes in and already have admirers,” Angel teased. She’d intentionally left her wedding rings
at home that night. The two men approached their table.

“Hey there ladies,” they said. Angel could have sworn one of them was a twin of Daniel Craig,
the new James Bond guy. “Hello yourself,” Raven said staring at the guy who was a dead ringer
for Gerard Butler from PS I love you. They took a seat. “So what do you two think of the place,”
they asked. “So far, looks pretty nice,” Angel said. “Guess you need the VIP tour then,” the
darker haired one said. “By the way, name’s Jerry. This is my friend Jim.” “Nice to meet you.
I’m Raven, and this is my friend Angel,” Raven said. The Daniel Craig lookalike, aka Jim, took
an interest in her. “Why don’t we take you two for a wander,” they said. “Sure,” Raven said.
Angel grabbed her drink and sipped it. Raven tossed it back. They headed off for their tour.
“So, this is our dance floor, DJ booth, etc. Let me show you the VIP,” Jerry said. He took Angel’s
hand. They walked past the velvet ropes into the back area. There was a separate DJ, and
separate music. “Now this is what I call nice,” Raven said. “Thought it was a little less noisy and
a little easier to chat,” Jerry said. He wrapped his arm across Angel’s shoulders. “Would you
like a refill,” he asked. “Sure,” Angel said. Raven was chatting with Jim. Jerry came back with a
drink for each of them and sat down on the sofa by the fireplace with Angel.

“So, why is it nobody has snatched you up yet,” Jerry asked. He even had the irish accent. “Not
sure. Guess I just haven’t met the lucky man yet,” Angel said. Angel looked over and Raven was
slow dancing with Jim. “So, tell me about you,” Angel said trying to make small talk. “Well, my
friend and I thought this place was a great idea, and here we are. We wanted to make a place
where the over 30 crowd could hang out and where the younger crowd would have to act
mature,” he joked. “By the look of the crowd, looks like you succeeded tonight,” Angel said.
“Didn’t notice a crowd,” he said staring at Angel. “So what’s your story beautiful,” he asked.
“Nothing too exciting. Administrator for a large company. Work with the sales department and

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also do presentations to new clients,” Angel said. “Nine to fiver I guess,” he said. “Sort of. I get
to work from home, which is nice,” Angel said. “So you live around here,” he asked. “Not too
far from here. Down by the beach. It’s a beautiful house,” Angel said. “Would love to see it
sometime,” he suggested. “Maybe someday,” Angel said. “I have to ask…..how could you
possibly be single,” he asked. “I am. Sometimes I don’t believe it myself,” Angel said.
“Something I have to do,” he said. He leaned towards her and kissed her.

“So, Raven, what do you think of our little bar,” he asked. “Wouldn’t mind hanging out here,”
Raven said. “Really,” he said. “Fact is, Angel’s one of my only girls I can hang with. She needed
a night out, and I figured she’d love this place,” Raven said. “So she has no idea we know each
other,” he asked. Raven shook her head. “Why haven’t you told her,” he asked. “I didn’t want
to jinx it. That’s all,” she replied. “Something tells me her and Jerry are getting along,” Jim said
as Raven turned to look. She saw the kiss. “She was in desperate need of a night out. I’m glad
she’s enjoying herself,” Raven said. “I thought you told me she was married,” he said. “Long
story baby. They’re separated. He’s trying his best to win her back, but it isn’t working. She just
needed air,” Raven said. “Must have been pretty bad,” he said as he held her close. “It was,”
Raven said. “Just glad it won’t happen to us,” Jim said. “Really,” Raven replied. “Wouldn’t let
you go for a million bucks,” he said. He leaned in and kissed her.

Angel pulled away from Jerry. “Damn,” he said. “What,” Angel replied. “I have a question for
you,” he asked. “What’s that,” Angel said fixing her lipstick. “If I were to ask you out,” he said.
Angel was getting antsy. “Seriously though. If I were to ask you out, what would you say,” he
asked. “I don’t know. I really just came for a night out Jerry,” Angel said trying to back pedal.
Angel went to get up and Raven went after her. She went to go down the steps and Jerry pulled
her back. “Just a get to know you dinner is all I’m asking. Please,” he said grabbing her hand.
“Jerry, I am not the type to lead someone on. I’m separated. I’m technically still married,” Angel
said. “One date Angel,” he said. He kissed her again. Angel went the rest of the way down the
steps and headed for the door. Raven ran down behind her.

“What is wrong with you,” Raven asked. “You go hang with your man and I will get a cab home
Raven,” Angel said. She went to call a cab. “Angel, what happened to the girls night,” Raven
said. “Everything changed when you planned to meet your man,” Angel said. “Angel, please,”
Raven asked. “Why,” Angel asked. “He’s a good guy Angel. I just wanted to remind you there
were some out there,” Raven said. “I have to go home Raven. This isn’t what I need,” Angel
said. “Please? Angel, we haven’t had a night out in months. Just hang out a while. I’ll tell Jerry
to lay off,” Raven said. “Fine. I’ll stay, but we are out of here before 2,” Angel said. They went
back inside and back into the VIP area. Raven pulled Jerry aside and talked to him. “Raven,
mind your own damn business,” Jerry said as he went and sat down with Angel as she sucked
back drink #3.

By the time they finally headed home, Jerry had convinced Angel into one dinner date. He’d
handed her a business card and written his cell and home number on it for her. They hopped
into Raven’s car and headed back to the house. “You could stay over if you want,” Angel said.
They pulled into the driveway and Angel saw Jake’s car. “Maybe another night. Looks like
you’re going to be a little busy tonight,” Raven said. “No. Come inside. Raven,” Angel pleaded.
“Fine,” she replied as they headed inside. Jake hopped out of his car and followed Angel and
Raven to the door. “Angel,” he said. “Jake, I have nothing else to say,” Angel said. “I do,” he
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sit out here all damn night,” he said. Raven went inside and made some tea. Angel walked out
onto the balcony. Jake followed.

“Angel,” he said. “Jake, I could have sworn I said to go,” Angel said. “I miss you,” Jake said.
“No Jake. You miss the sex, and you sure as hell are not getting any of that tonight,” Angel said.
“But,” he said. “Jake, go find someone that will make you happy. I’m not her. I’m not a
swinger, I don’t want to share and I sure as hell don’t want to see you with someone else. Just
go,” Angel said. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. “I love you,” he said. “No Jake.
You love the sex. You love my skin on yours. That’s all you want. You couldn’t handle a
relationship for real. You never could,” Angel said. “Try me,” he said. “Jake, would you stop
this. Please. I am not doing this Jake. I am not letting you crawl back and then find out you’re
still wanting to fuck other people, or finding out that you fucked someone in my bed, or deciding
one day to try a threesome. Jake, I want to be with one man. Only one. It’s called a marriage.
Understand,” Angel said. She went to go back inside and he grabbed her arm, pinning her to the
wall. He kissed her. “I do want that. I want someone that makes me happy who I can spend the
rest of my life making happy. Baby, please,” he said. He kissed her again. Her knees almost
buckled. He undid her jacket. “Haven’t seen this in a while,” he said as he slid his arm around
to her bare back. “Just go home Jake,” Angel said. She slipped away and went inside. “Jim
called. He’s meeting me at my place. Do you need me to stay,” Raven asked. “No,” Angel said.
“Drive safe.” Raven headed out and Jake came inside.

“What is it going to take to convince you? What do I have to do,” Jake asked. “You have to
change your entire personality. You aren’t a one-woman man Jake. You never have been. Just
leave me alone and let me try to be happy,” Angel said. “You shouldn’t have to try. You
shouldn’t have to work at it. I want to make you happy. No more other women, no more online
websites. I want you and only you. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get you out of my mind. I
don’t want to be without you,” Jake said. He grabbed Angel’s arm, pulling her into his open
arms. “Liar,” Angel said trying to squirm away. He kissed her. “Stop,” Angel said pushing him
away. He pulled her into him again. “Stop fighting me. I’m not going to fight you on this. I
don’t care if I have to wait until you get Lucky out of your system, I am not going to be without
you anymore,” Jake said. His thumbs slid across her jawline. “No,” Angel said. He pulled her
into a kiss. Something just felt different. Like he was putting all of his love into it. Like he really
was speaking the truth.

Lucky sat at home on another Friday night. Addison was in his arms. “I had to Addison. I had
to make sure nothing would come in the way of me and Mommy getting back together,” he said
quietly. Minutes later, the girls came running in. “Well hello you two,” he said. “We missed
you Daddy,” the girls said. “I missed you guys too. Addison missed you too,” Lucky said.
“Where’s Angel,” Emma asked. “She’s at home baby girl,” he said. She looked disappointed.
“Just going to take some time sweetheart. Until then, we have a whole hotel to play in,” Lucky
said. “Can I hold her Daddy,” Erica asked. He slid Addison into her arms. They all curled up
together on the sofa. He tucked Addison into her bed and made dinner for the girls, and they
relaxed together watching a movie on the sofa, that was fast becoming worn.

“Angel,” Jake said as he looked into Angel’s eyes. “What,” she said trying to look away –
anything to prevent his deep eyes to penetrate her. “Do you love me,” he asked. “Jake. You
can’t just ask me that. I am married. I don’t know how else to tell you that,” Angel said. “You
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Don’t you get it,” Angel said. “Yes you can when you two are legally separated,” he said. She’d
conveniently forgotten that he’d agreed to sign the papers and now it was official. “So again, the
answer,” he asked. “I care about you Jake, but I don’t know if I can love you. You have hurt me
time and time again. I can’t go through that again,” Angel said. “Do you…..love…..me,” he said.
Angel tried to look away, but he lifted her chin to meet his gaze. He kissed her, lifting her in his
arms to meet him, forehead to forehead. “I,” Angel muttered. He kissed her. Tongues mingled.
The passion grew. He tried to talk her into the bedroom and she stopped him. She couldn’t. “I
want to hear you say it,” he whispered in her ear as his hand slid up her thigh, sliding her g-
string to the ground. Her pulse started to race. “Say it. Say you love me. Say you want me,” he
whispered. “I,” Angel said. “Say it,” he said pulling his shirt off. He refused to let her go for
even a second. “I care about you,” Angel said. “Now who’s the liar,” he said. He backed up.
“I’m not going to give you what you want Jake. You shouldn’t be expecting me to. You aren’t
getting what you want this time,” Angel said. “Says who,” Jake replied. “What you going to do
Jake? Force me to say it? Hold me hostage,” Angel said. The second it had escaped her lips
she’d wished she’d never given him the idea. “Don’t tempt me,” he said. He went for the zipper
on the back of her skirt. “No. No Jake,” Angel said. She pushed him away and walked away
from him. He followed her. “Just admit it,” he said. “I can’t Jake. I can’t say it. I don’t know if I
do. I can’t get past the hurt. You were with someone on my damn bed. How do I get rid of
that,” Angel said. She went into her room and slid on her track pants and tank top. She stood up
and Jake was right behind her.

Lucky put the girls to bed and got a horrible feeling. He checked on Addison. Now she really
had a fever. He checked it, then called Raven to look after the girls and took Addison to the
hospital. He called Angel. She answered on the first ring. He told her what was happening and
she hung up.

Within about 10 minutes, they were at the hospital. “103! Thank god you brought her in,” the
doctor said. Angel showed up minutes later, running into the exam room. “Is she okay,” Angel
said. “She has a fever. They’re just checking her out,” Lucky said pulling Angel into his arms.
He smelled Jake’s cologne. Angel sat in the chair beside the crib. “When did you give her the
Tylenol last,” the doctor asked. “Just before I put her down. It wasn’t this high. Guess about 3
hours ago,” Lucky said. “When’s the last time she ate,” the doctor asked. “Just before I put her
down. She’s probably due for a feeding,” Lucky said. “Okay. If you can feed her, then we’ll try
to cool her with a cooling blanket. If that doesn’t help, we’ll have to do an ice bath,” the doctor
said. “Is she going to be okay,” Angel said worried. “I hope so,” the doctor said. Angel fed her,
then the doctor came in and checked her. “Nope. I need the cooling blankets,” he said. Angel
was worried. Lucky pulled her into his arms. “Everything will be okay. The girls went through
this when they were little too. It’s going to be fine,” Lucky said. He heard her sniffling. He felt
the tears hit his shoulder. “Baby, everything’s going to be okay,” he said. Her grip tightened.
“What,” he said. “What the hell happened to us,” Angel asked. “Been asking myself that for
months,” he said. “Were we really just supposed to have stayed friends,” Angel said sniffling. “I
don’t think so. We were meant to have her. We were supposed to be together forever baby,” he
said. “We won’t. You know we won’t Lucky,” Angel said. “I just don’t want to lose my best
friend,” Angel said. “You never will,” he said. “Why do I feel like I did then,” Angel said. He
held her in his arms until the tears stopped.

After a few hours at the hospital, Addison was okay. She had the flu. Lucky decided to take
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figure out how to erase it, pretend it wasn’t there or get passed it. She’d finally told him how she
was really feeling. Something that had been bottled up for months. He tucked Addison in, then
sat down on the sofa. He poured himself a glass of J.D. and leaned back on the sofa. He shook
his head and let out his tears.

Angel went back to the house to find Jake still waiting for her. “Just go home Jake. I can’t deal
with you tonight,” Angel said wiping the tears from her face. On the drive home, she’d heard
their wedding song and the waterworks had started again. “Why are you crying,” he asked.
“Just go home,” Angel said. She brushed past him and climbed into her bed, kicking her shoes
off. “I’m not leaving you here like this,” he said. “Just leave me alone. I might as well get used
to being alone. I will be,” Angel said. Jake had never seen her like this. He wanted to hold her
and convince her that he wouldn’t leave. He sat down on the bed beside her. “Come here,” he
said. “Not now Jake,” Angel said. He pulled her into his arms. “I promise. Clothes on,” he said.
He pulled her into his arms.

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Chapter 23

Angel got up the next morning to the smell of fresh coffee. She showered and got dressed, then
came out of the bedroom. “Well good morning,” Jake said as he leaned back drinking his coffee.
Angel grabbed her purse and headed towards the door. Jake jumped up from his chair. “Where
are you going,” he said jumping in front of the door. “To get Addison,” Angel replied. “Angel,”
he said. “Move,” she replied pushing him out of the way. “What about after you get back,” he
asked. “You’ll be gone,” Angel said getting in the car and pulling out of the driveway.

She walked into the restaurant and Lucky got up walking towards her. The girls ran over to her
and hugged her. “Well hello there ladies,” Angel said. She hugged them back, then took a seat.
“I ordered you some orange juice and tea,” Lucky said. “Thanks. I really do have to get back
though. I have a conference call at 11,” Angel said trying to make an excuse. Everything was still
raw. She tried not to let it show with the girls, but couldn’t help it. “You can’t stay and have
breakfast with us,” the girls begged. “I’ll order something quick then. I really do have to get
back,” Angel said. She ordered a fruit salad and tried to hurry. “Angel, don’t you love us
anymore,” Erica asked. “Of course I do. I just really need some time right now. I don’t love you
two any less than I ever did. I always have loved you guys. Daddy and I are going through
some things right now, and I just need some time to figure things out,” Angel said. “Promise,”
they asked. Angel nodded. She looked at her watch. “I really do have to get back,” Angel said.
She grabbed Addison and the baby bag, kissed the girls goodbye and left. Lucky ran after her.
“Angel,” he said as she hooked Addison into her car seat. “What,” Angel said standing up. He
leaned towards her and kissed her. It was a kiss of desperation. Every emotion pulled into it.
She broke the kiss and got in the car. “Angel, please,” Lucky said. He kissed her again and she
started the car. “I love you,” he said. A tear fell from her eye. She backed the car out and took off
towards home.

She pulled into the driveway, and brought Addison inside. She gave her a bubble bath, then slid
her into her onesie and brought her into the TV room. Jake wasn’t there. She couldn’t help but
shed a few tears. She looked at her beautiful little girl and realized just how precious she was.
The scare last night had scared her into trying to figure out what to do – what was worth fighting
for and what wasn’t. After a feeding, and a little nap, Jake came back to the door. Angel had
Addison in her arms. She dried away her tears and answered the door. “Figured you might be
getting hungry for dinner,” he said as he walked in with her favorite foods. “Jake,” Angel said.
“I know. I just wanted to give you a break and put dinner together for you,” he said. He put the
plates out and put dinner out for them. “Really Jake,” Angel said. He kissed her. He walked
past her and pulled out a chair for her. They had dinner together in silence. After dinner, he
cleaned up, and Angel tucked Addison into her bed. She came out and Jake had laid out a hot
chocolate for them and made a fire in the fireplace.

Lucky headed home after breakfast with Angel. He played with the girls a while and spent some
quality time with them. He tucked them into bed after their after-dinner movie and sat down on
the sofa. He wanted to see her so badly, but it killed him to know how she felt. Did she really
want him gone? Did she really think he was going to be able to stay away? He called a friend to
keep an eye on the girls and went down to the beach for a walk. He sat down on the cold beach,
pulling his sweater tight around him. He looked out onto the water like it would send him an
answer. Then he felt rain. He made his way back to his truck and tried to warm up. He decided
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to see him. He pulled in and saw her on the back porch. It was still pouring rain. She was sitting
out there. He parked the truck and turned it off, walking onto the deck.

“Angel,” he said. “What are you doing here,” she asked. “Don’t push me away. I can’t take
this,” he said. He moved towards her. “Go home Lucky. Just go home,” Angel said. He walked
towards her and pulled her into his arms, kissing her. It was one of those fairy tale kisses. The
ones that cause a symphony to sound, or birds to tweet, or the sun to shine again. Angel tried to
back away and he wouldn’t let her go. “Lucky,” Angel said as she broke the kiss. “Don’t,” he
said. She walked back inside. He followed. “Go home Lucky. Now,” Angel said. She opened
the front door. He shut it and kissed her. He leaned her against the door. He felt eyes on him.
He turned around to see Jake. “She’s back asleep,” Jake said. “Thanks,” Angel said. She tried to
duck away from Lucky. “Why don’t I get out of here? I’m just going to grab something from my
place. I’ll be back in an hour or two,” Jake said. He ducked out the door.

Lucky pinned her back against the door. “I am not doing this without you. I am not walking
away from this. You are and always will be my best friend Angel. I can’t just walk away from
you. Everything around me reminds me of you. I can’t just pretend like we’re starting over. I
miss you,” Lucky said. He saw the tears forming in her eyes. Was he getting through? “You are
more than just my best friend. You are a mom to my kids, you’re Addison’s mom, you are my
wife. You can’t just leave all that behind Angel. Please,” he said. The tears fell. She pushed him
away and locked herself in Addison’s room. He slid down on the other side of the door. Angel
sat in the rocking chair, wrapping herself in a blanket. Within an hour or so, she was asleep.

Jake came back to find Lucky on the sofa. “What are you doing here anyway Jake,” Lucky asked.
“I’m here for Angel. That’s my only reason. I hate seeing her like this,” he said. “And how
many times you tried getting in her pants through this Jake? Nice angle, but I don’t think she’s
that stupid that she’ll fall for it. Give me a break Jake. You just want to get in her pants. Just go
home and let us figure this out alone,” Lucky said. “She wants me here, and until she tells me
different, I am staying,” Jake said. They heard the door open. “Both of you, go,” Angel said. She
walked into her bedroom, locking the door behind her. Minutes later, Lucky was unlocking the
bedroom door. “Guess you don’t understand English now,” Angel said. “Don’t do this,” he said.
“Leave,” Angel said. He stood in front of her refusing to do as she wished.

“How can you say that you lost your best friend? I am the one fighting for you. The one that
wants you back in my life. I’m still here,” he said. “Because after all of this crap, the friendship is
gone Lucky. You made me lose my trust in you. That’s why,” Angel said. She pulled on her
sweater and sat in the TV room by the fireplace. “What do I have to do to get it back? What the
hell am I supposed to say when I walk in here to find Jake taking my place? I can’t stand seeing
you with him, but I can’t do a damn thing to make you realize that I love you. If you need him to
break your heart into a thousand pieces to realize that you should be with the one man that loves
you more than life itself, then fine. I’ll leave you the hell alone. I’ll see you in a month when he
screws someone else again. When he shows up smelling like perfume, or when he comes home
suddenly not interested in sleeping with you, let me know so I can kick his ass once and for all
and get you back,” Lucky said. “That’s not it Lucky. After all of the crap between us, I just can’t
deal with this anymore. I can’t do the suspicion and the lies and the bull anymore. I don’t even
know if this is worth fighting for anymore. Jake came over here because he saw the mood I was
in and wanted to make sure I was okay. That’s all. Go home to the girls. I’m going to bed,”

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Angel said. “I am coming back tomorrow so we can talk. You don’t want to, you can just damn
well listen then,” Lucky said as he walked out.

Angel put the fire out and headed off to bed. A few hours later, Addison was awake again. She
went in and checked on her, then brought her into the bed with her. “Well missy. No more
scaring mommy okay,” Angel said. Addison giggled. The fever was definitely gone. Angel fell
asleep with her in her arms. The next morning, she woke up and Addison wasn’t in her bed with
her. Her bedroom door was closed. She went in and checked on Addison - still asleep. She
walked into the TV room and found Lucky making breakfast. “What in the hell are you doing
here,” Angel asked. “Saw you two in your bed, and tucked her back in. Figured it was a long
night. Sit down,” he said. “Lucky, isn’t it a little early for this,” Angel said. “Either sit, or I will
bring it to you on the sofa,” he said. Angel sat down on the sofa and he brought breakfast over to
her. “Lucky, you just don’t get it do you,” Angel said. “No matter what, you are still my best
friend Angel. I love you. Nothing you say will change that. Got me,” Lucky said as he leaned
down and kissed her. “Why can’t you just go and leave me alone,” Angel asked. “Because I
can’t. I can’t walk away from you and this marriage. No matter what I do, I keep thinking of
you. I keep thinking of memories we shared or jokes you told me or stories of stupid things we
used to do together. Fact is, we are intertwined Angel. Four years of being side by side and a
million stories. Nothing will change that,” Lucky said. Angel just drank her juice. “Well,”
Lucky said. Angel finished her eggs, then put the dishes away. “Angel, talk to me,” he begged.
“I already told you Lucky. That’s how I feel. Everything changed. You screwed up over and
over again. I can only forgive so much. I am human Lucky. Just leave me alone,” Angel said.
She went to go into her room and he pulled her back. “What,” Angel said. He kissed her. He
held her close to him feeling her heart beat against his own.

“No,” Angel said pushing him away. He wouldn’t let her go. “Let go Lucky,” Angel said. “No.
Angel, you are acting like a nutcase. Why can’t you just understand this? I don’t want to lose
you from my life. I don’t want to lose what we had,” he said. “What we had is in the past now
Lucky. What we have now, is you trying to make me forget the past. I am trying to move on, but
you won’t let me. I care about you, but I can’t go through this anymore. Do you understand
that,” Angel said. She turned away from him and he pulled her back into his arms. “Angel,
nothing has changed. The only thing that changed is that I realized how much you mean to me.
Every time I think of you in someone else’s arms, it kills me. I can’t let you walk away. Please,”
Lucky said. His voice was cracking. “Now you know how you made me feel,” Angel said. She
walked away and sat outside. He came out behind her. “Angel, I didn’t mean to make you feel
that way ever. I love you. You have my heart a million times over. I don’t know what else to do
to make you understand. I don’t want to be with someone else. I married you. I want to be with
you and only you. What else do you want me to do,” Lucky asked. “Stop. That’s what I want. I
want you to leave me alone for a while. Can you do that? I don’t know whether I want to be
with you. I don’t know what the hell I want. I just know I can’t live like this. I won’t,” Angel
said. “Don’t you get it Lucky? The calls, the other girls, the lies. They’re all part of this. When
we were just friends, I didn’t care who you were sleeping with. I didn’t give a shit if you talked
to other people. All of it went out the window Lucky. The minute we got married, I became the
one thing I hate the most. I became the jealous wife. The one who stood by and watched her
husband do whatever the hell he wanted because he needed to get it out of his system. I can’t be
that woman anymore,” Angel said. She got up and went inside. Addison was awake. Lucky
went and got her, changed her and brought her out to Angel. “You telling me that all this little
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asked. “I don’t know Lucky. I really don’t,” Angel said. She held on to Addison and saw her
smile. If only Addison had known what tears were and what that look meant on her mom’s face.

After a few more hours of him pleading with Angel, Lucky finally went home. He was
determined to figure out something to do to get Angel back. Angel spent some quality time with
Addison, then decided on a road trip. She had to get away for a while. She had to get away from
the pressure she was feeling. From the stress that Lucky and Jake were causing. She called a
friend. “You can borrow the cottage for the week if you want. We just got wireless internet,”
Lacey said. “Thanks girl. I owe you one,” Angel said. She packed up her things and enough of
Addison’s things for a week, then headed off to the cottage.

She grabbed the keys from Lacey and was at the cottage in an hour or two. She brought Addison
in, then the groceries and luggage. She fed Addison, then had a bath with her. Addison splashed
around and giggled while Angel relieved her tension. They dried off, and Angel started a fire in
the fireplace. She wrapped Addison up in her fuzzy sleeper, and pulled on her track suit then sat
down for a relaxing evening. Addison played with her toys a while, then started to yawn. Angel
fed her, changed her and tucked her into bed. She went back out into the TV room and opened a
book she’d been long meaning to finish. It was the trashy erotica novel that Jake had teased her
about, the erotica novel that Lucky had tried to read over her shoulder. She got three or four
chapters in when her phone rang. She looked at the call display – Jake. She waited until the last
ring. When it went to her machine she breathed a sigh of relief. Minutes later, he called again.
She turned her phone off. She couldn’t handle the stress. It was her whole reason for taking off.
She went back to reading, then fell asleep by the fire.

A few hours later, she got up with Addison, fed her, then tucked her back into bed. She laid
down on the big fluffy bed – nobody to steal the blankets, nobody to bump into. She had the
entire bed to stretch out and relax on.

After a few more hours of sleep, Addison was wide awake. Angel changed her, then brought her
out into the TV room to play. She turned her cell back on – 5 messages. She went through the
messages – three from Lucky begging her to call him, the other two from Jake begging to see her.
Both had realized that she’d left town. She turned her phone back off, then played with Addison
a while and got some work done. Message after message came into her inbox – not surprising
they were from Jake and Lucky. Then one came in that she was surprised to see – Lacey.

Hey there cottage girl.

Been fielding messages from Lucky and Jake. They must have called everyone you
know by now. They’re both worried about you. Went to check on the house and get
the mail every day and they are both begging me for information. They figured you
wouldn’t have left the keys unless you were going away for a while. Do you want me
to say anything? Hope you are enjoying yourself. The Jacuzzi outside is a little
tempermental, but enjoy it. If you want to stay longer, just let me know.

Lacey

Angel smiled and replied.

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Hey girl.

Enjoying the peace and quiet that I just couldn’t get at home. Please don’t say
anything to either of them. Will let you know when I am coming back. Keeping the
place spic and span for you. Let me know if anything important comes in the mail.

Angel

Angel got back to her real work. She worked on a few presentations, then fed Addison and she
fell asleep. Angel finally had some quiet time. She got a few more projects done, then Addison
woke up. She decided to take her out for a walk around the area. She slid on her coat and
Addison’s jacket, then headed out. She found a small bakery and deli down the way and
grabbed something for dinner. They got back, and Addison was giggling away playing with her
toys. Angel made dinner, then relaxed on the sofa. She had a bath with Addison, then decided
to rock her to sleep, telling her the story of Cinderella. By the end of the story, Addison was out
cold. Angel tucked her in and grabbed the baby monitor, deciding on some time in the Jacuzzi.

When she came back inside, she pulled on her warm pajamas and checked her messages again.
There was another one from Lucky that was marked urgent. “What the hell is so urgent,” she
said. She listened to the message. “Angel, I know you don’t want to talk, but this is ridiculous.
Where are you? Where is Addy? You can’t just take off and not tell anyone where you’re going.
Come on,” Lucky said hanging up. She deleted the messages, then her phone rang, and she
mistakenly answered. “Angel,” the voice said. “What do you want,” she said. “I want to make
sure you’re okay. Where in the hell did you go? Are you back,” Lucky asked. “No. I’m on
vacation. Addison is fine. Just leave me be,” Angel said. “Where are you,” he asked.
“Somewhere away from everything. I told you to back off Lucky. Now do it,” Angel said
hanging up. Minutes later, her phone rang again – it was Jake. “What Jake,” Angel said. “Where
are you,” he asked. “I decided to go away for a while. I just need to figure this out alone Jake.
You and Lucky keep pushing and I can’t decide with all the stress. I just want to be alone.
Addison is here, and I think that we need Mommy and daughter time to figure this out together.
Can you understand Jake? I know you are worried, but I am fine and so is missy. I’ll call you
when I get back,” Angel said. “I just wanted to see if you wanted me to keep an eye on the
house,” he said. “Lacey’s taking care of it. Thanks anyway,” Angel said hanging up. She turned
her phone off. What a stupid mistake. She leaned back onto the sofa and read a little more, then
hopped back into the bed.

After a week, Angel was ready to go home. She had finally figured things out. She was finally
relaxed and de-stressed. She put Addison into the car, then packed the car up and headed back.
She stopped at Lacey’s to pick up the mail and drop off the keys, then headed home. She pulled
into the driveway and brought Addison and the luggage and mail inside. She locked the doors,
then tucked Addison into bed. She was finally sleeping 6 hours at a time at night. Angel
unpacked and threw on some laundry, then put her feet up and finished reading her book. She
fell fast asleep on the sofa.

She didn’t hear Addison wake up during the night and next thing she knew, it was 9am. She got
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told me you were away. I thought you needed some sleep. Snuck in early this morning. The
boyfriend is aggravating the crap out of me. You and Addy are my vacation,” Raven joked.
Angel shook her head laughing. “Tea,” Angel asked. Raven nodded, then scooped Addison into
her arms. “You know, she is going to be a heartbreaker just like her mom,” Raven said. “I know
it sounds silly, but how did you get in here,” Angel asked. “Bumped into Lucky. He was about
to come over last night, and I got him to let me in instead. Told him that I would let him know
when it was safe for him to get in touch with you. He wasn’t looking good. He looked like he
hadn’t slept in days. Crystal told me he’d been drinking last night, and figured you didn’t want
to deal with him. It’s amazing. Never seen him that bad,” Raven said. “I know whose side
you’re on Raven. I appreciate it, but I made a decision while I was away. No more stressing. No
more letting Jake and Lucky tell me how to feel or what to do. It’s about me and Addison now,”
Angel replied.

They all relaxed outside in the afternoon, then Raven headed home. Angel went back inside to
make dinner, then noticed the 12 messages on her machine. She checked the caller list and
noticed they were all from Jake and Lucky. Angel deleted them without listening to them. She
made her favorite dinner, then fed Addison and had something to eat. She had a nice long
bubble bath with Addison, then they watched a movie and Angel put Addison to bed. She
grabbed another book from her shelves that was unread. She sat down and relaxed and read a
few chapters, then crawled into bed. She got up with Addison during the night, then headed
right back to bed.

The next morning, she knew that Lucky and Jake would have been going insane. She called Jake
first. “Was wondering when I was going to hear that sexy voice,” he said. “Just wanted to let
you know I was home. That’s all,” Angel said. “Want some company,” he asked. “Already do.
Addison’s playing,” Angel said. “I meant male company,” he said. “I know what you meant
Jake. I’ll talk to you later. If I want some company, I’ll let you know,” Angel replied. She hung
up. Now was the tough call. She dialed Lucky’s number. There was no answer. She left him a
message. “Lucky, it’s Angel. I just wanted to let you know I was home. I think we need to talk,”
she said. “Call me when you get this.” Angel hung up. An hour or so later, Lucky called. “So
now you want to talk. About damn time you came back,” Lucky said. “We need to talk Lucky.
You sober enough to have a civil conversation,” Angel asked. “Don’t start with me. You took off
with her. You disappeared. You walk away from me and you don’t expect me to be damn near
miserable? You think I am heartless or something,” Lucky asked. “No. I think you need to sober
up. When you do, then call me,” Angel said. She hung up. Minutes later, Chance called. “What
can I do for you,” Angel asked. “He’s been staying here with the girls all week Angel. They
went to stay with Mandy for the weekend. The guys and I tried to cheer him up last night, and
he wouldn’t leave the damn sofa,” Chance said. “If he’s drinking, then I don’t want him here
Chance. I need him to remember what I say to him,” Angel said. “He isn’t drunk. He’s lost it.
I’m driving him over tonight. If you want me to stay so you two can talk, then I will,” he said.
“Fine. He starts freaking out, and I won’t think twice to leave for good,” Angel said. “We’ll be
there in an hour or so. I’ll talk to him,” Chance said hanging up.

Angel put on her jeans and top and threw her long blond hair into a pony tail. It was her way of
making sure people knew she meant business. Chance showed up an hour later with Lucky.
“Baby,” he said as he tried to pull her into his arms. He kissed her. Angel pushed him back. “I
didn’t call you here to jump me Lucky,” Angel said. “I missed you so much. I have been a damn
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Lucky,” Angel said. “Seriously, I missed you. I’m sorry for everything,” Lucky said. He tried to
lean in to kiss her again, and she moved to the other side of the sofa. “Why are you running
away from me,” he asked. “Lucky, we needed to talk. That’s the only reason you are here. Just
stop the bullshit and listen for once,” Angel said. “Why do I have a bad feeling about this,”
Lucky said. “When I was away, I finally had time to think. I decided that we should try to just
be friends. No sex to cloud things. If we can get the friendship back, then maybe we could try
again, but right now, it’s just going to have to be left at friends. You can see Addison whenever
you want, and if anything happens with her, you will be the first to know. I just want to try to
get the friendship back. If you can’t do that, I understand,” Angel said. “I can’t sit here and not
hold you. I miss you. Why,” Lucky said. “Remember when I told you I felt like I’d lost my best
friend? That’s what our entire relationship started as. I want our friendship back. That’s all,”
Angel said. “I’m not giving you a divorce,” Lucky said. “Didn’t ask for one. We’re starting over
Lucky. Friendship. No sex. No making out. Nothing but friendship,” Angel said. “But,” he
said. “If you can’t do it Lucky, then we’re not going to make this marriage work,” Angel said.
“Fine. Only one request,” he said. “No Lucky. No one last time. No. Go home. Go take care of
the girls and try to get your life back in order. Get back to the man I knew before all of this. If
you can do it, then it could work. If you can’t, and you find someone else, then it wasn’t meant to
be and I will give you the divorce,” Angel said. She fought back tears. “Kiss goodbye at least,”
he said. “It isn’t goodbye. It’s starting over,” Angel said. He pulled her into a kiss. Her heart
was racing, her hormones were raging. He tried to make it last, and she finally stopped him.
“Go and take care of the girls Lucky. Take care of you,” Angel said. He nodded and hugged her.
She heard the door open. “Everything okay out here,” Chance asked. Angel nodded. “Okay. So
tomorrow, back into the brownstone. I decided to rent your old brownstone unit. The girls love
it. If you need me, you know where I am,” Lucky said. Angel nodded and Chance and Lucky
headed out.

Angel went in and saw Addison fast asleep in her bed. She must have been having a great dream
as she was smiling in her sleep. Angel went into her bedroom. The second she was about to pull
the blankets up, her cell rang. “Hello Jake,” Angel said. “So what’s new,” Jake said. “I’m going
to bed,” Angel said. “Alone,” Jake asked. “Would you stop,” Angel said. “I take that as a yes,”
he replied. “Good night Jake,” Angel said. “Sure you don’t want some company,” he asked.
“Maybe tomorrow,” Angel replied. She hung up and fell asleep. She got up once during the
night with Addison, then fell back asleep on the sofa with Addison on her chest. She finally
woke up around nine, to Addison crying. She got up and changed her, fed her, then brought her
to her play mat to play with her toys. Within minutes, the house phone was ringing. “Good
morning Jake,” Angel said. “How did you know it was me,” he asked. “You’re the one that
knows Addy’s schedule remember,” Angel said. “So how are we this morning,” he asked. “No
you can’t stop in,” Angel said. “Just for a coffee,” he said. “No Jake. I have work to get done
today,” Angel said. “Using my old excuse against me are you,” Jake asked. Angel laughed.
“Guess I am,” Angel replied. “Okay then. I am coming down for dinner though. Won’t take no
for an answer,” Jake said. “Fine, but bring a few movies with you. Feel like a movie marathon
tonight,” Angel said. “No problem. See you tonight,” he said.

Angel and Addison had an exciting day of playing and working. By the time it came to dinner,
Angel and Addison were asleep on the sofa. Jake snuck inside. He put Addison in her playpen
and kissed Angel’s neck. “Jake, food,” Angel said. “Don’t you want to work up an appetite
first,” he said as he laid down on top of her wrapping his arms around her. “No. Food,” Angel
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brought dinner to the sofa. “How did you know I was craving this,” Angel said. “Figured you’d
had enough of boring food and were in need of Chinese,” he said. They dove into dinner and
sipped their sparkling cider. After dinner, Jake cleaned up and Angel popped in a movie.
Addison begged for snuggles. Jake cuddled with her a bit, then she crawled over to Angel.
“When did she start that,” Jake asked. “When I was away. She tried it in the bathtub,” Angel
said. “Growing up before our eyes,” Jake said. He grabbed Angel’s cell and recorded the video
of her crawling. He sent it to Lucky’s cell. Angel cuddled with Addison until she fell asleep.
They paused the movie and Angel tucked her into bed with a fresh diaper. Angel came back to
the sofa and laid back down. Jake leaned over and wrapped his arms around her waist again,
kissing her stomach. “Now that missy is in bed,” he said. “Don’t even start Jake,” Angel said.
He kissed her stomach. He moved up, sliding her tank top off. “Jake,” Angel said. “Missed
this,” he said. “Going to miss it even more, because it isn’t happening,” Angel said. He kissed
her chest, sliding his hands around her, undoing her bra. “Would you stop,” Angel said. He
kissed her neck, then her ear, then kissed her. “Still know how to give you goose bumps,” Jake
said. “Jake, I told you that you could come over for dinner and a movie. Not sex,” Angel said.
He kissed her. The goose bumps got worse. His hands slid down to her backside. He pulled her
legs around him.

“Just missed the feel of you next to me,” Jake said. He pulled his shirt off, throwing it to the
floor. “Jake, this isn’t happening,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Shit I missed this,” he said. He
went to undo her jeans. “No Jake,” Angel said stopping him. “What’s this all about Angel? You
take off, then come back and now you won’t let me be close to you. What the hell,” he said.
“Jake, I want to, but I made a decision when I was away. Unless it’s a real relationship, and a
monogamous one at that, then no. No more friends with benefits, no more playing around. I just
can’t Jake. I can’t do this to me,” Angel said. She slid her bra back on and walked towards the
kitchen. “Angel,” Jake said. “You don’t like it Jake, then don’t come over,” Angel said. “I care
about you. I haven’t been with anyone else since the blowup between us. I don’t want to be with
anyone else,” Jake said. “What are you saying Jake? You think that’s going to be enough to get
me back? I’m not a toy to be played with Jake,” Angel said. He kissed her. “I know you aren’t. I
love you. Do you hear me,” he said. He kissed Angel again. She was speechless. He kissed her
again, leaning her against the counter. “Jake, I swear if you only said it…” He kissed her again
and picked her up carrying her to the bedroom. He slid her bra and jeans off. “I meant it,” he
said. He kissed her again. He slid his jeans off. “I think that week gave me time to think too. I
realized how much I depend on you. I almost stunned myself. I realized that all the crap I have
done was because I was scared that I would be left alone again. That’s why I kept screwing up.
Now, I know you won’t go anywhere. I know that even if we aren’t together, we will always be
friends. I just want more than that with you. If you don’t want that…” Angel kissed him. He
slid her g-string and his boxers off and made love to her. She felt like there were fireworks. They
fit together like puzzle pieces of the same puzzle. Everything felt right for once. After, she curled
up in his arms and they fell asleep.

The next morning, she woke up and Jake had Addison in his arms and was sleeping on the sofa
with her asleep on his chest. Angel slid a blanket over them. Addison started to wake up. Angel
gently took Addison to feed and change her, then laid her back on Jake’s chest as she fell back
asleep. Angel poured herself some juice and worked on a presentation and finished the project
she’d been working on. An hour or so later, Jake woke up, but Addison was still asleep. He
quietly slipped her into her crib, then closed the door. He freshened up, then came out and
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really out,” Angel said. “Nah. I was up thinking. She woke up and I changed her and gave her a
bottle from the fridge and we fell back asleep on the sofa,” he said. “Thank you,” Angel said.
“For what beautiful,” he asked. “For taking care of her and letting me sleep,” Angel said. “No
problem. Think you may have competition. She’s definitely a looker,” Jake said teasingly.
“Think she may have a little crush on you too,” Angel said. “Think she’s a little young for me
though. Besides, kinda like her mom,” Jake said. “Breakfast,” Angel asked. “Coffee,” he said.
Angel went to get up and he kissed her. She got up and made some coffee. He got up behind
her, kissing her neck and shoulder. “Coffee,” Angel asked. “It can wait,” he said. He wrapped
his arms around her, walking her back towards the bedroom. “Jake, I have work to get done,”
Angel said. “It can wait a little while,” he said as he closed the bedroom door. He leaned her
onto the bed. “Jake, seriously. I can’t spend the entire morning in bed,” Angel said. He kissed
her, sliding her robe and her satin chemise off. “You know you are insane right,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “All your fault,” he said. Hs slid his boxers off, then pulled her legs around him.
“Your skin is so soft,” he said. “It must have been all those bubble baths with Addison,” Angel
said. He kissed her. He made love to her until they were both out of breath. She always had an
intense reaction towards him, but it was different now. It was more intense. It was filled with
more passion then she had ever seen.

He held her in his arms until Addison woke them from their bliss. “Guess the princess is up,”
Jake said. Angel slid out of bed and slid on her satin robe. She went in and changed Addison
and fed her, then brought her back into the bedroom and laid her on her play mat with her toys.
“No fair,” Jake said. “What,” Angel said. “I want time with Mommy too,” he whispered in her
ear as her goose bumps came back up. Angel played with Addison, tickling her and making her
giggle. Jake slid on his boxers and his jeans and sat down with them. Addison crawled over to
Angel. “Well hello there baby girl,” Angel said. “How old is she now,” Jake asked. “This little
princess is almost 6 and a half months,” Angel said. “Time flies don’t it,” Jake said. “That it does
Jake. Six months and still have no idea what the hell to do,” Angel said. “Meaning what? Tell
me you aren’t thinking of taking off again,” Jake asked. “Sometimes I just want to take off and
start over somewhere. Get rid of all the stupid stress that’s been caused here. Others, I am really
glad I live near the water. That’s the only reason I tried to keep you at an arms distance Jake. I
don’t know what I want right now. I want to give things one last try with Lucky, but I don’t
want to be with him if it isn’t whole hearted. I love spending time with you and having you with
me, but I also don’t know if you can actually handle a relationship. Nothing anyone says
convinces me. I’m just messed up,” Angel said. Jake kissed her temple. “Stop freaking out then.
I appreciate that you are giving me all the details, but stop stressing,” he said rubbing her
shoulders. “I just don’t want to lead you on Jake. It isn’t fair for you to only know half of the
story,” Angel said.

They played all day with Addison, then gave her a bubble bath. Angel fed her, then tucked her
into bed. “So now that I have you all to myself again,” Jake said. “What,” Angel replied. He
handed her a plate. “What’s all this,” Angel asked. He’d made one of her faves – mushroom
chicken. “You know, you really have to stop reading my mind Jake,” Angel said. He kissed her.
They enjoyed their dinner, then curled up on the sofa, doing some reading. He read over her
shoulder as per usual, and she finally finished the book. “Don’t know how you read that stuff,”
Jake said. “Good for the imagination,” Angel said. She slid off the sofa and went into her
bedroom to get ready for bed. “Mmm,” Jake said as he came up behind her, kissing her shoulder.
“You can’t stay forever Jake,” Angel said. “Tomorrow morning. I promise,” he said. He turned
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the tip of her nose. “I swear. You have a total one track mind Jake,” Angel said. “When you’re
around….yes,” he said. He undid the belt of her jeans. “Can you blame me?” She had a look
like she wasn’t into it. “What,” he asked. “I love being with you Jake, but I need more than just
sex. I need feeling. Can you handle that,” Angel said walking away from him and sliding her
satin pajamas on. “Hey. It’s me,” he said pulling her back into his arms. “Meaning,” Angel said.
“Meaning…..meaning talk to me. What’s wrong,” Jake said. “Forget it. It’s nothing,” Angel said
slipping out of his arms and sliding into bed. He leaned back onto the bed and rolled over to face
her.

“What is going on in that mind of yours? One minute you’re into it, the next you are putting the
wall up again. Talk to me,” Jake said. “Forget it Jake. I’m probably just over tired,” Angel said.
She turned out the light. “No. You tell me what’s going on,” he said turning the light back on.
“Jake, it seems like everything with you is all sex. I just don’t know if that’s enough for me. I
need more than just sex to make a relationship work. Do you know what I mean,” Angel said.
“Hey. There is more than that Angel. I know you remember? There’s a lot of things about you
that have never changed,” he said. “And a lot of things that have,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he
asked. “Meaning when we met, I wanted a relationship. You wanted sex. After breaking up
time and time again, we still had the sex and no relationship. We were friends, but not how we
ever should have been Jake. You used me to get over your ex, then dropped me when you found
the next best thing. We always had the sex, but you never bothered to try for anything else. So
what, you know how to get me to cum. So what,” Angel said. She turned the light off. “Angel,
god dammit. You are seriously saying that you don’t think there is any more to this? Are you
fucking serious? Angel, I broke up with every damn girl I met after you because nobody could
compare. Do you get that? Everyone I met I compared with you. I realized how much I fucked
things up with us, and have been fighting my way back ever since. We were friends baby. We
always have been. There is shit we have gone through that you haven’t with anyone else. Don’t
you dare deny it,” Jake said. “Still Jake, your answer for everything was sex. Nothing’s
changed,” Angel said. She got up and went into the TV room, grabbing her pillow and blanket.
“No. You aren’t walking away this time. Sit the hell down,” he said grabbing the blanket and
pillow from her hands and throwing it on the floor of the bedroom. “Jake, just go to sleep okay,”
Angel said. “No. You think that’s all I want? The fact that you turn me on with one look isn’t
even the half of it. I want the closeness. It’s one thing I was always jealous of that you had with
Lucky. I want to have that closeness baby. I want to be there. I want to be the one you turn to
when times get rough. Just let me the fuck in,” Jake said. “Done,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said.
Angel bent down and grabbed her pillow and blanket and headed for the sofa.

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Chapter 24

Lucky got up with the girls in the morning and started moving things to the brownstone. “So we
have to share again,” the girls asked. “No. The brownstone is all one unit now. The bedrooms
are upstairs, and the downstairs is all open now,” Jake said. “I can’t wait to see Daddy,” Emma
said. “That’s what I’ve been working on for a while. That’s where I have been during the days
when you two are at school. You’ll love it,” Lucky said. The girls walked into a totally revamped
and re-done brownstone. He’d refinished all the floors and got a friend to help him decorate
everything. It had taken weeks. All the time that he’d been trying to work things out with
Angel, he had spent the days here. He’d hoped that she would be here with him, but he felt it
was fitting that this is where everything started, and this is where it should all start over.

He stared at the phone as the movers brought everything in. He wanted to call her. He knew
that she wouldn’t want to see him, or the brownstone, but his will power failed him. He stared at
the phone as he heard a dial tone. “Who you calling Daddy,” Erica asked. “Nobody,” he said
putting the phone down. “So what do you two think of your new bedrooms,” he asked
following the girls to their rooms. “You made us our princess rooms again,” Emma said. “Well,
sort of. Erica wanted something a little different,” he said as Emma hugged him. He picked her
up, as Erica headed into her room. “So do you like it,” he asked. She nodded. “What’s wrong,”
he asked as he sat down on the floor. “I miss Angel,” Erica said. She hugged him. The tears fell
from her eyes and it killed him to see them. “I have an idea,” Lucky said. “What’s that,” Emma
said. “Date night. The three of us have dinner and a movie. What do you think,” he said. “Can
we bring Angel,” Erica asked. “Why don’t you go call her and ask her,” Lucky said. He didn’t
have the strength to hear her voice.

“Hi Angel. It’s Erica,” she said. “Well hello there sweetheart. How are you doing,” Angel said.
“We miss you,” Erica said. “Well, Addison and I miss you too,” Angel said. “Can you come
with us tonight,” Erica asked. “And where might you and Emma be off to,” Angel asked.
“Going to see a movie. Come with us,” Erica said. “Well, I’ll see if I can get someone to look
after Addison. Who’s taking you to the movies? Mom,” Angel asked. “Meet us at the love
restaurant,” Erica said. “You mean Amore,” Angel said. “Yeah. We’re going to the early show
ok,” Erica said. “You never answered me. Is your mom taking you,” Angel said. “We’re having
dinner at dinner time. Please,” Erica said. “I’ll see if I can get someone to watch Addy. Where’s
Daddy,” Angel asked. Erica hung up. She shook her head. He must have put her up to it.
Angel knew what Erica was trying to do. She couldn’t break her little heart, but the question was
could she handle it.

Around 5, Angel headed out the door. Lacey was looking after Addison. Angel pulled up in
front of the restaurant and parked her car. She walked in and Erica came running at her with
Emma not far behind. “Well hello there. I’m here for our date,” Angel said picking Erica up and
hugging her. “We saved you a seat with Daddy,” Emma said. “Why don’t you sit with Daddy
and I’ll sit beside you,” Angel said. “Nope. I have my crayons at my spot,” Emma said. Lucky
got up and pulled out Angel’s chair. “Thanks,” Angel said. She couldn’t look at him. “So how
have you two been,” Angel said. “We moved today,” Erica said. “Where did you move to,”
Angel asked. “The brownstone place. The one with the pretty garden outside,” Emma said.
Angel shot a puzzled look to Lucky. “Started there, starting over there,” he whispered. Angel
got choked up. “So which unit,” Angel said. “Renovated it. It’s all one now,” he said. “Big
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kitchen like you always wanted.” “Can I take your orders,” the waitress asked. Everyone
ordered, and Angel ordered a glass of her favorite shiraz. “So how’s Addy,” Lucky asked. “Did
you get the video I sent to your phone? She actually kind of crawled. She’s done it two days in a
row now,” Angel said. “I saw it. Saved it on my computer,” Lucky said as he wrapped an arm
around the back of her chair. “Addy misses her big sisters though,” Angel said. “Can we come
for a sleep over next weekend,” Erica asked. “Sure,” Angel said. “That is if your dad’s okay with
it,” she said. “We’ll talk later,” he said.

Dinner came, and the girls rushed through their spaghetti. The table would have been quiet
without the girls there. Angel didn’t know what to say. After dinner, they headed to the movie.
The girls demanded to sit on their own in the row in front of Angel and their dad. “I know what
you two are trying to do, and I love you for it, but,” Lucky said. “Shhh Daddy,” Emma said as
the lights darkened. He handed them some popcorn and a drink to share and leaned back with
Angel. “I’m sorry for them,” he said. “I knew what they were trying to do Lucky. Just watch the
movie,” Angel said. He slid an arm around her. Angel looked at his hand and linked her fingers
with his.

The girls turned around mid way through the movie – Lucky’s arm was still around Angel.
“Told you so,” Erica said. They went back to watching the movie. Lucky lifted the arm rest
between them. “I miss you,” he whispered in her ear. “The brownstone isn’t the same without
you.” Angel fidgeted in her seat. “After, come over. We’ll have a glass of wine and talk,” he
begged. Angel shook her head. “Please,” he whispered. Angel tried to concentrate on the end of
the movie. Once the credits started to roll, the girls turned around. Angel and Lucky were up.
“Come on lazy,” Lucky teased as the girls hopped up and jumped the seats to walk with Lucky
and Angel. They got to the cars and the girls hopped in. “Please,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said.
“Please,” he said as he slid his hands to her hips. She had a look that told him she was leaning
towards not coming. He closed the back door to the car. “Please. Just talk. I just want to show
you what I did to the place,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Please,” he said.
“One hour. No more,” Angel said. “Fine. We’ll tuck the girls in, then we can talk without the
prying ears,” he said. Angel nodded.

She followed them back to the brownstone. She called Lacey on the way there. “No problem. I
just gave her a bottle. She’s down for a couple more hours,” Lacey said. “I really appreciate this.
I shouldn’t be too long,” Angel said. “Angel, just give things a chance. Take your time girl,”
Lacey said. “Thanks. I’ll see you in a few,” Angel said.

He pulled into the driveway and Angel followed. The girls hopped out and unlocked the front
door, running inside. “Angel,” he said as she walked towards the door. “What,” she said. He
grabbed her hand. She turned to face him. He pulled her into a hug. “I missed my friend,” he
said. Something in her snapped. Tears formed in her eyes. “Now. Let’s get those girls to bed so
we can talk,” he said. Angel nodded. She hoped he hadn’t seen the tears. He did.

After a bedtime story, the girls both went to sleep. Angel knew they were probably faking and
hoping they could listen in on the conversation. Angel decided instead to try to keep things
quiet. She threw a bangle on the handle of their doors so if they were listening, Angel would
know. “Nice trick,” Lucky said. “Worked with my mom at Christmas. Figured it would work
on them,” Angel said. He took her hand leading her to the upstairs to show her around. “Wow,”
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pictures from the beach and put it over the bed. He’d made it just as she’d always wanted it to
be. “When did you do all of this Lucky,” Angel asked. “All that time I had to think. I was here
for weeks,” he said. “I brought Addison here. I showed her the room I did for her.” He took her
back down to the main floor to show Angel the room. All the girls had their rooms beside each
other. It was perfect.

They headed upstairs and talked after he gave her the tour. “Why did you do all of this,” Angel
asked. “This is where all of this started. This is where I want to start over from,” he said. “But
Lucky,” Angel said. “I know what you’re going to say. Fact is, you were right about this place.
There are a million good memories of us here. The first time you got so trashed I had to carry
you upstairs. The first time we spent all night laughing and fell asleep on the sofa. The night I
really fell for you. The time when we threw that massive party, and we spent the entire night
cracking jokes in the hall instead of being at the party,” Lucky said. “They were all good
memories, but a lot has changed since then,” Angel said. “And a lot hasn’t. We’re still those
people Angel. We’re still best friends. It just got clouded with all the other crap. I figured out
what you meant. It’s like we lost our friendship after everything that’s gone on. I know. I
screwed up. These were the good memories. The ones that made me fall for you in the first
place,” Lucky said. “So what was this night you fell for me,” Angel said leaning back onto the
bed. “The first night we were sleeping together. When you cried yourself to sleep, in my arms.
The time when I told you that you deserved so much more. That you deserved the prince on the
white horse. Remember? We went horseback riding the next day and I demanded the white
horse and you killed yourself laughing. That’s when I knew,” he said. “That’s when I figured I
should start aiming higher than someone who made me laugh,” Angel said. “Exactly. You need
and always have needed someone more than that. You always deserved it. From that day on I
kept trying to be that person. Started falling for you hard. That’s around the time I decided I
couldn’t carry on with Mandy the way we were,” he said. “But that was…” Angel realized how
far back that was. He looked in her eyes. “I know. You never even knew,” he said. “So you
mean…..that long ago,” Angel asked. He nodded. “That’s why I couldn’t let you walk away and
be with him. He had the one thing I wanted. I just hadn’t got the guts up to say anything to you.
That first date you two had, it killed me,” he said.

They talked a while. “Lucky, I am sorta glad the girls talked me into this,” Angel said. “Me too,”
he said. “Promise me that if I ask you what I am going to ask that you won’t freak out on me
okay.” “Shoot,” Angel replied. “Did you,” he asked. Angel was quiet. “Did you sleep with
him? What the hell am I asking? That’s all he ever did when you two were together. Just tell me
that you…” Angel stopped him. “I laid down the law with him and he isn’t impressed. He left
yesterday and I haven’t heard a word,” Angel said. “If we’re going to start over, can we try just
being you and me? No Jake, no other women, no other guys. Just me and you,” Lucky asked.
Angel looked into his eyes. She didn’t have to say a word. She went to get up, and Lucky
grabbed her hand, pulling her towards him as he sat on the edge of the bed. “What,” Angel said.
His hands held her head as if he needed to see it in her eyes. He stood up and kissed her. He
wrapped his arms around her. She broke the kiss. “I really have to get back. I told Lacey an
hour or two,” Angel said. He wouldn’t let go of her hand. “I love you,” he said. She couldn’t
look at him. She went downstairs and he walked her to the car. “Let me know you got back
okay,” he said. Angel nodded as she hopped into the car. She rolled the window down as the
rain started to fall. He kissed her again. “You’re going to get soaked,” Angel said. He kissed her
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inside. He walked up to the master bedroom and fell asleep on the pillow. He held the one she’d
laid on and took in the scent of her perfume.

Angel headed home. She walked in and Lacey got up from the sofa. “She just had a bottle. I
changed her and she fell back asleep. She should be out for a bit. So, the ultimate
question…..what happened,” she asked. “We had dinner, then went to a movie, then back to his
place,” Angel said. “And,” she asked. “He bought the brownstone and renovated it and turned
it into one unit,” Angel said. “You always wanted to do that,” she said. “I know. We tucked the
girls in, then talked,” Angel said. “And,” she said. “What were you expecting? We just talked.
That’s all,” Angel said. “So, you feeling any different about you two,” she asked. “I don’t know.
There is a lot of history there, but things have changed Lacey,” Angel said. “Jake called. I told
him you were out with Lucky,” Lacey said. “Thanks. I don’t think I could handle talking to him.
I sort of had it out with him the other night. Let the rivers flow as it was,” Angel said. “He
didn’t sound too happy,” Lacey said. “I didn’t think he would Lacey. I think I pushed him away
and it’s probably for the best anyway,” Angel said. “You thinking you and Lucky,” she asked.
“Don’t you have to get home,” Angel asked. “Okay. Meddling. I get ya. Give me a shout
tomorrow,” she said. “Thanks again Lacey,” Angel said as she walked her out to her car. She
pulled out and Angel went inside, locking the door and ran herself a bubble bath. She grabbed
the baby monitor and her book and slid into the bath.

After her long and relaxing bath, she slipped into her bed. As she was about to turn the light off,
her cell rang. She checked the caller – Jake. She hesitated, but answered. “I need to see you,” he
said. “Not tonight Jake. I’m just getting into bed,” Angel said. “Did you sleep with him,” Jake
asked. “I’m not hearing this from you of all people Jake. Good night,” Angel said hanging up.
She laid down and turned off the light. Her cell rang again – it was Jake. She sent a busy signal
and went to sleep.

The next morning, she woke up and went in and checked on Addison. She was awake and
playing with her toys. Angel changed her and got her dressed for the day, then gave her a bottle.
She played with Addison, then put her in the playpen so she could get some work done. She
finished the last of the presentations for a while and decided to take Addison out shopping. She
grabbed her cell and noticed more than 10 messages from Jake. Angel deleted them all. She
spent the day getting a few outfits for Addison, and a few lacy things for herself. When she got
home, she found Jake on her front porch. “What are you doing here,” Angel said as she walked
past him and unlocked the door. “I need to talk to you,” he said. “Let me tuck her into bed
first,” Angel said. She put Addison into her crib, then came out to talk to Jake.

“What is it Jake,” Angel said. “You didn’t did you? I couldn’t sleep all damn night thinking
about it. Please Angel,” he said. “Jake, whether I slept with my husband or not is none of your
business. Secondly, the girls were with us all night. Thirdly, why the hell do you even give a
crap,” Angel said. He kissed her. “No Jake. No. No more screwing around and calling it a
relationship. It isn’t Jake. It’s a damn friends with benefits thing. I am not interested,” Angel
said. She backed away from him and went and put something on for dinner for herself. “Angel,”
he said. “No Jake. You never could handle a real relationship. You screw around with someone
for a while, then lose interest and move on. You always have. I’m not doing this. I’m not going
to sit here and try to make things work, then when you get bored you disappear on me. I don’t
want that, and I don’t want that in Addison’s life either. You can’t handle real Jake. Go find
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chicken casserole into the oven and went and sat down on her sofa. “What the hell has got into
you? I was here when you got home from the hospital wasn’t I? When he fucked up I was the
one here every damn day helping you with that little girl. I was the one who held you when he
let you down. What the hell do you want Angel,” he asked starting to get heated. “I want real.
It want to be so swept up in love that I can’t help but smile every damn day. I want the white
horse, the prince charming. I want the security and the stability for her. I want the whole
hearted love that lasts forever Jake. You’ve been married 3 times. You proved you can’t handle
that,” Angel said walking away to check on dinner. He walked up behind her as she closed the
oven. “Angel, I always wanted what you say you did. I thought I found it. I tried time and time
again to have what you say you want, and it never worked out. You can’t fault me for trying
over and over again. Fact is, that since the last time I was married, there is only one woman I
cared about and fell asleep every night thinking about. I am not letting her go Angel. I won’t. I
won’t let you leave me,” he said. “Too late Jake,” Angel said. She poured herself a glass of her
favorite shiraz.

By the end of the night, Jake had tried to convince her for over 6 hours that he was what she
wanted. She knew better. He could try, but unless his actions proved his words, she wasn’t
about to believe a damn thing. “I have to get some sleep Jake. We’ll talk tomorrow or
something,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “You can sleep on the sofa if you want, but you aren’t
getting in my bed Jake. Your choice,” Angel said. As she was about to turn in, Lucky showed
up. “What are you doing here,” Angel said. “Wanted to say good night to Addison,” he said.
He kissed Angel hello. “Lucky,” Jake said. “Oh hi Jake,” Lucky said going past him to Addison’s
room. “I was still a little worried about her. She scared the crap out of me,” Lucky said. “I
know. Been a little overprotective myself lately,” Angel said. He kissed Addison good night
then turned towards Angel. “What,” Angel said. He pulled her into his arms. “Looked like you
needed one of those magic hugs,” Lucky said as he held her close to him. “Tease,” Angel
whispered. “So, my mom is looking after the girls. Feel like a movie marathon,” he asked.
“Would be a tad difficult,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Now what were you saying,” he asked.
“What happened to slow,” Angel asked. He kissed her…slowly….tenderly….passionately.
“”Um,” Angel said. “Besides. Had an idea for tomorrow, but need to find someone to look after
Addison,” he said. “What is going on in that head of yours,” Angel asked. He kissed her again.
“You,” he replied. “I’ll see if Lacey can look after her tomorrow,” Angel replied. He kissed her
again, then they ducked out of Addison’s room. “I’ll come over around 9,” Lucky said as Angel
walked him to the door. “Clothing suggestion,” Angel asked. “Jeans and cowboy boots,” he
replied.

Angel went and slid her satin teddy and grabbed some juice and hopped into bed. Jake got up
and stood in the doorway of her bedroom. “What,” Angel said. “Are you going back to him,”
Jake asked. “Go to bed Jake,” Angel said. “Angel, don’t play the game okay. Are you going
back to him,” he asked again. “It isn’t a game Jake. He’s my husband. I am spending time with
my husband and my step kids,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said knowing she was just saying it to
cause shit. “I don’t know Jake. I am just starting things over again with him. Being friends.
Laughing and having fun like we did before the marriage got in the way of our friendship,”
Angel replied turning the light off. He turned it back on. “What,” Angel said. “Why can’t you
do that with us,” Jake asked. “Because we never had the relationship. We never had the
memories Jake. We had the late night fuck frenzies. That’s it,” Angel said. “We had a hell of a
lot more than that Angel,” he said. “Fine. We had dates, conversations and then sex,” Angel
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my heart a million damn times. You dumped me then begged me to come back then did it over
and over again. I am not doing it anymore. I’m not a toy to be played with Jake. I want love. I
want more than sex. Sex can be learned. Love is something you have to feel Jake. Just leave me
alone,” Angel said. “Angel, I never knew what to do. I never knew how things were supposed
to be because every time I got close, I got pushed away. That’s why I always did it. I didn’t do it
to hurt you,” he said. “Fact is you did Jake. Every time you pushed me away, you broke me
down. I’m just not going to do it anymore. Just go home okay. Go find someone else to play
with who can stand it,” Angel said. She was thankful the light was off so he wouldn’t see her
tears. He finally left. She got up and locked the door.

The next morning, she called Lacey to take care of Addison. When Lacey showed, she took one
look at Angel and told her to go back to bed. “I told him I would go with them,” Angel said.
“Go,” she replied. Angel went and laid back down on her bed, curled up under her blanket.
Lucky showed, and Lacey answered. “Don’t think she’s up for it Lucky,” Lacey said. “What’s
wrong,” he asked. “Go take a look,” she said. He walked into the bedroom. Angel looked like
she hadn’t slept all night. “Hey,” he said sitting down on the bed beside her. “Just give me a
couple minutes, and I’ll be ready to go,” Angel said. He looked at her. Her eyes were bloodshot,
and puffy. “Angel,” he said. “I want to go Lucky. Really,” Angel said. “It can wait. We can go
another day,” he said. “Why don’t I take the kids to lunch and a movie instead,” Lacey said
coming to the door. “It’s okay Lacey. I’m going to go,” Angel said. “Sounds good. I’ll come nab
them from your place later if that’s okay,” he said. “Why don’t I bring them back over after
dinner. You two hang,” she said. “Thanks,” Lucky said. Lacey left.

“What is going on with you,” he asked. “It’s nothing. I just had a bad night,” Angel said. “You
had more than a bad night. What happened,” Lucky asked. “I had it out with Jake. I just can’t
do the bullshit anymore. I spilled my damn guts and made him leave,” Angel said. “Meaning,”
he asked. “Meaning, I told him how he broke my heart a million times over. I told him to leave,
and he actually did,” Angel said. “You’ve wanted to say it for as long as I can remember. You
just needed to let it go,” Lucky said. “Then why do I feel like I have a hole in me,” Angel said.
“It’s like having a blockage, and when it’s removed, everything flows again. It feels kind of
weird but it’s the right thing,” Lucky said. He laid down on the bed next to her and held her in
his arms. “You just missed your best friend. Don’t worry. I’m back,” Lucky said kissing her
forehead. “Just feel drained,” Angel said. “Got an idea to fix that,” he said. “What,” Angel said.
“Throw your coat on,” he said. “Where am I going,” Angel asked. He grabbed a few things and
threw them in a bag. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Go hop in the truck. I’ll be there in a minute,” he
said. Angel did as he asked. He came out a few minutes later and locked the door, throwing the
bag in the back seat of the truck. “What are you thinking,” Angel asked.

About a half hour later, they pulled into the driveway of the brownstone. “What are you up to
Lucky,” Angel said. “Grab the bag,” he said. She did, and he picked her up carrying her in the
door of the brownstone. She unlocked the door, and he carried her upstairs to the bedroom.
“Had to bring me all the way here to get me in bed with you did you,” Angel teased. “Nope.
One better,” he said. He walked into the huge master bath and drew her a hot bubble bath in the
Jacuzzi tub. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Hop in,” he said as she shimmied her jeans and sweater off.
She slipped into the hot water in the tub, as he slid in beside her, turning the jets on. “Was I
right,” he asked. Angel leaned back into the tub and closed her eyes. “Baby,” he said. He saw
the tears fall. “That’s it. We are going out and doing something insane today. No more moping
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like doing anything,” Angel said. He slid over to her and pulled her into his lap and wrapped
her legs around him. “Name it,” he said. “I just want to relax,” Angel said. “Okay. Lucky’s
choice it is then,” he said. He kissed her, pulling her close to him. “Did I ever make you feel like
this,” he asked. “Worse,” Angel said. “I’m sorry baby. I never want to see you like this ever
again. Ever,” he said. He kissed her, then she turned the jets off. “What,” he said. It was like a
magnetic force was pulling them together. He leaned in to kiss her again. He stood up from the
tub, with her legs still wrapped around him and carried her to the bed. They slid under the
warm blankets and he held her in his arms. “Nap first, then time to let loose,” he said. Angel
nodded and laid her head on his shoulder, her legs entangled with his. He wrapped his arm
around her. For once, he felt like they might just be okay.

A few hours later, they got up, and Angel seemed better. He kissed her the minute her eyes
opened. “Hey sleepy head,” he said. “Hi,” Angel said. “Good nap,” he asked. Angel nodded
wrapping her leg around his. “A little too comfy though,” she said snuggling up to him. He
kissed her. “So what was this oh so great idea of yours,” Angel asked. “Not telling. Throw your
jeans and t-shirt on,” he said. She didn’t move. “What,” he said. She kissed him again. He
leaned her onto her back and wrapped his arms around her, returning the kiss. “Now what
might be going on in that head of yours,” he asked. “Missed the kiss,” Angel said. He kissed her
neck, then her shoulder, then slid out of bed. “Come on,” he said. While she got changed he
made a call. “Okay. See you in 15,” he said hanging up. Angel came downstairs in her jeans and
t-shirt as requested, and slid on her boots. “Into the truck,” he said. Angel grabbed her purse
and cell and hopped in.

Within a few hours, he had definitely distracted her. They went to do the one thing they’d
always said they would someday – they got tattoos. She chose a charm bracelet design with a
heart charm and a four-leaf clover charm, all in black and white. He chose an arm band with a
heart and chains. “Well,” he asked as they headed out of his friend’s place. “Still can’t believe
we finally did it,” Angel said. “On to the next distraction,” he said. “Which is,” Angel asked.
“We may need Chance and Crystal for this,” he said. “Why,” Angel said. “The one thing you
used to do for me when I needed to get out of my funk,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said. “A few
won’t hurt,” he said. “Call me when you’re ready to go home then,” Chance said. Angel called
Lacey. “They asked me if it was okay if they had a sleepover with my girls,” she said. “How’s
Addison,” Angel asked. “Perfect. She’s playing. She’s just adorable,” Lacey said. “You sure it
isn’t too much bother,” Angel asked. “Nope. I’ll see you two in the morning,” she replied. “I’ll
drop off a change of clothes for them in a little bit,” Angel said. “Okay,” Lacey said hanging up.

They headed off to their favorite Lounge. The one that held all their memories. They sat in the
same seats as they did the night he proposed. The waiter brought over their martinis. “Well
what do you know,” Thomas said as he walked towards them. “Hey buddy,” Lucky said.
“What are you two doing here? Figured you’d be home with all the kids,” he said. “Just having
a date night,” Lucky said. “Ah,” he replied. They chatted over the first of many drinks, then
Thomas left with his latest girlfriend. After the 6th round, Angel was in need of dinner. They
ordered and had something to eat, which barely absorbed the alcohol, then had one last one
before heading back to his place. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Thank you for today.” “No problem. I
have no problem spending the day with the most beautiful woman I have ever and will ever
know,” he said as he kissed her. Chance and Crystal took them home, dropping the truck in the
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He locked the bedroom door. “What are you locking it for,” Angel asked. “They’ll remember in
a second that they had to drop off the change of clothes,” Lucky said. He heard Chance shoot up
the steps, then back down and locking the front door. Angel leaned back on the bed, slipping her
boots off. He kicked his off. He moved towards her. “Do you know how much I love you,” he
asked. “Think I have an idea,” she replied. He leaned towards her, pinning her to the bed. He
kissed her. He slid her jeans off, then her g-string. “I missed you,” he said. “I missed us,” Angel
replied. He slid her t-shirt off, then her bra, as he kissed her chest. He kissed the tattoo. He
pulled his shirt off, and slid out of his jeans, never letting her go for a second. Her legs slid
around his hips. “Angel,” he said.

She stared him dead in the eye. The intensity was too much. He kissed her. They found
themselves making love like they had all those months ago. Like the first time they’d been
together. His fingertips grazing her soft skin and causing goose bumps with every touch. Her
fingernails gently grazing his skin. The kisses becoming deeper and deeper. He kissed her from
breast to ankle and back again. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Yes baby,” he said as his eyes met hers
again. “You better not start something you aren’t going to finish,” Angel said. “Oh I intend on
one hell of a finish,” he replied. And he did. He made love to her.

The next morning, Angel woke up and got showered and changed and took the truck to go pick
the girls up. “I could have dropped them off,” Lacey said. “He’s sleeping anyway. I hope they
weren’t too much trouble,” Angel said. “Nope. Not a problem at all. Addison’s awake, and the
girls are downstairs,” she said as she called them upstairs to go home. “Told you so,” Emma said
as they pulled on their shoes. “Come on smarty pants,” Angel said. She took Addison to the
truck and put her in her car seat and threw the overnight bag in the back. Angel drove them back
to the brownstone, then they ran inside and into their rooms. Angel brought Addison in, playing
with her on the floor of the TV room. Lucky came down the steps. “Hey beautiful,” he said as
Angel turned around. “Hey,” Angel replied. He motioned for her to follow him. “They’re
home,” Angel said. He again motioned for her to come with him. Angel brought Addison with
her and followed him. He put Addison in her playpen in her room with some toys. “What,”
Angel said. He planted a kiss on her that made her knees turn to jell-o. “I have to get home
Lucky,” Angel said. “Why? Addison is here, and you are just going to home to an empty house.
Stay,” he said. “I’m going whether you drive me or not,” Angel said. “Why? What pissed you
off now,” he asked. “I’m going home Lucky,” Angel said. “Angel. As your friend, you
shouldn’t be alone. As your husband, I miss you. What else do you want me to say,” he said.
Angel went into Addison’s room and made a quick call on her cell phone. She grabbed Addison
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Chapter 25

Angel pulled into the driveway in the taxi. She paid the driver and headed inside. She got
Addison changed and put her on her play mat to play, then made herself some tea. She couldn’t
believe that she’d done that the previous night. “What the hell was I thinking,” Angel said. She
had her tea and tried to figure herself out. Just after lunch, Angel put Addison down for her nap.
Angel had a long hot shower and got changed. The minute she had buttoned up her shirt, there
was a knock at the door. Angel walked into the hall and saw Lucky at the door. “What,” Angel
said. “So you ignored me,” he said. “Lucky, I can’t just stay. I have a home of my own,” Angel
said. He kissed her, leaning her against the door. “No Lucky,” Angel said slipping out of his
grasp. She cleaned up and he watched her. “What is the problem,” she asked. “Angel, why are
you trying to push everyone away again? I mean, you tell him off, then push me away. What’s
up with that,” Lucky asked. “Last night was a drunk mistake Lucky. That’s all,” Angel said.
“Really,” he said. “Yeah. Lucky, we went too far okay. We were both a little too drunk. I just
can’t okay. Whether I am here alone, or not, I am not going to be staying at your place,” Angel
said. “Why are you pushing me away? We weren’t that drunk,” Lucky said. “Just go home
Lucky,” Angel said. “Nope. Not until you let me do what I was trying to do yesterday,” he said.
“We’ll go tomorrow,” Angel said. “Fine. The girls are with their mom. I wanted to spend the
day with you,” he said. “Guess I’m not allowed a day alone,” Angel asked sarcasticaly. “What is
the problem,” Lucky asked. “Lucky, just because I told him off doesn’t mean that anything
changed with us. We’re still just friends right now remember? Getting back to the friendship
part of the relationship? We jumped a little too far ahead. I made a mistake last night. I was
vulnerable. Can’t we just leave it at that,” Angel asked.

Angel went and sat down on the sofa. He sat down beside her. “What,” Angel said. “As your
friend, you are acting like a goof,” he said. “Just go home okay? I think I know how to handle
my own crap. I have been for years before you and I will years after,” Angel said. “Fact is, that
you handled things better when I was around and you damn well know it. Talk to me. I am
your friend remember,” he said. “Fine. Here’s the situation. My husband is a royal pain in the
ass and keeps trying to rush something that took 4 years to create. I slept with him, and now
think I would have been better off being alone,” Angel said. He was silent. “I would have been
better off getting through the whole Jake thing by myself. Jumping into bed with him, not that it
wasn’t good, but it was rushing something. Should have taken my time with the husband don’t
you think,” Angel said. “What happened last night wasn’t a screw up. We got caught up in all
the old memories, and a few too many martinis. That doesn’t mean that it was a mistake Angel.
We didn’t just fuck for the hell of it. I made love to my wife,” he said. “You got me drunk
Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her onto her back on the sofa. “And the goosebumps
are part of the hangover right,” he said. He kissed her again. He wrapped his arms around her
and laid his body on hers. “Stop,” Angel said. “What Angel? Going to lie to me and tell me the
feelings are gone,” he asked. “No. I can’t breathe,” Angel said. He backed off, and she got up
from the sofa. “Angel,” he said. “I said no rushing Lucky. I meant it,” Angel said. He got up
from the sofa. “I really just want to be alone today,” Angel said. He shook his head. “You are
being such a pain in the ass,” he said. “Lucky, can we not just have a nice evening without
screwing around? Is that bloody possible,” Angel said. She poured herself some V8 splash juice.

Jake laid on his bed. He was racking his brain to figure out what to do. He couldn’t just let
Lucky win. He couldn’t let her choose him. He sat, trying to figure out why he did the things he
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wanted to be #1 this time. He had to get his head on straight, or he’d lose her forever. Was he
really scared of a real relationship? Was he just clinging to her because he was lonely? That
couldn’t be it. When they were apart, he couldn’t stop thinking about being with her. He fell
asleep every night dreaming about being with her. He woke up every morning wanting her.
“Shit. She can’t be right,” he said to himself. He had a drink, and thought about it. He knew
he’d wanted her ever since the first day they met, but it had to be more than that. They’d got so
close over all that time. He hurt when she did, but what she’d said was true. Every time he
found someone new, he had pushed her aside like she was second best. He kept looking for Ms.
Right, but he had actually been looking for what was in front of him all that time. He had to talk
to her. He had to talk to her immediately before she went back to Lucky.

“So what Angel? You going to tell me that you don’t want me? That waking up with me wasn’t
a happy thing,” he asked. “Lucky, I told you. I love being with you, I just wanted to take our
time and get back to the friendship. Was that so hard to do? I already know the attraction is
there, but we lost our friendship along the way Lucky. We lost us. Can’t you get that,” Angel
said. He was quiet for a few minutes. “I miss the crazy shit we used to do together too, but I also
miss my wife. I miss waking up to the feel of you in my arms. I miss kissing your neck in the
morning, and talking you into staying in bed a while longer. I miss curling up together and
talking. I miss just being silly, but we’re parents now. Things were bound to change,” he said.
“We threw the friendship away to be parents Lucky. We pushed it to the side like it didn’t
matter. It does to me. I don’t even know how to talk to you anymore,” Angel said. She finished
her juice and threw the glass in the dishwasher. “You are now,” he said sitting at the kitchen
table. “This is the first real conversation we have had since Addison was born,” Angel said. As
she said it, Addison woke up.

Angel came out from getting Addison from her nap and sat down on the sofa. Lucky nabbed a
bottle from the fridge and warmed it, then handed it to Angel. “I get what you’re saying,” he
said. “It is Lucky, and you know it,” Angel replied. “I guess we both forgot about that part,” he
said. “As I said Lucky. Fact is, that indiscretion with the dating site, the going out with those
girls, it was all because we lost the friendship. We lost what made us good in the first place. I
don’t want to complicate it even more by sleeping together. I want to fix the first part first,”
Angel said. “Won’t settle for a little of each,” he said. Angel shook her head. “I can’t settle
Lucky. It isn’t fair to either of us,” Angel said. “I just want my wife back,” he said. “It’s going to
take a while Lucky. Just stop pushing,” Angel said. “Fine. One thing I am going to ask, then I
won’t ask again,” he said. “No not tonight,” Angel said. “Can you at least let me stay and just
sleep with you in my arms,” he asked. “That wouldn’t be enough for you,” Angel said. “If I
promised nothing else,” he asked. “I’ll think about it,” Angel said. Lucky burped Addison, then
played on the floor with her. Angel got up to put something together for dinner. Minutes later,
there was a rather urgent knock at the door. Angel took one look then asked Lucky to get it.

“What the hell do you want,” Lucky asked opening the door. “Where is she,” he asked. “What
do you want Jake,” Lucky asked. “I need to talk to Angel,” he replied. “I’ve said all I needed to
say Jake,” Angel replied. “Then you can listen to me for once,” he replied. Angel put dinner in
the oven and shook her head. “There’s nothing to say,” Angel replied. “Yes there is. I need to
talk to you alone,” he said. “Whatever you’re going to say, you can say in front of me,” Lucky
said. “No disrespect, but this has nothing to do with you Lucky. I want to talk to Angel by
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“What is it Jake,” Angel asked. “I’m going to say something I should have said years ago.
Something I should have figured out years ago,” he said. “Fine,” Angel said. “All that time that I
was trying to find my Ms. Right, what I wanted was right in front of me. I couldn’t see past all
the other crap. The things that I wanted so much from those other girls was what you already
had. I didn’t see it. I couldn’t. I never was the smartest guy, but I never thought I could have
been that stupid. We got along on so many levels. We were good as friends, amazing as lovers,
we knew how the other person thought. We had fun together. We even liked the same damn
things. All I could grasp was the mind-blowing sex. That’s all I could figure. All that time, and
what I wanted was right there. That’s why I think I kept coming back. I didn’t think I was
worthy of you. I kept trying to find a duplicate of you. I thought that somehow, I wasn’t good
enough for you. That you deserved someone who hadn’t gone through divorce, someone who
had an amazing family, someone who was close to their family. The dumbest thing is I didn’t
realize it until I thought I had lost you. I don’t know how I could have been that blind,” he said.
He looked at Angel and she was quiet. “I’m sorry I never noticed all the times that I should have.
I’m sorry I looked right past you and did all those horrible things to break your heart in a
thousand pieces. Fact is, until now I never realized how much I really love you. How much you
mean to me. I’m an idiot. I know I am. Please don’t push me away. I would understand if you
did after all the crap I put you through, but please. I love you,” he said. Angel blinked and a tear
fell. He went to walk towards her and she got up going inside. She locked herself in her
bedroom.

Jake came inside, trying to talk her out of the bedroom. She was dead silent. Lucky had Addison
in his arms. “What did you do now Einstein,” Lucky asked. “Angel,” he said as he leaned his
head against the door. She said nothing. “Maybe you should go Jake,” Lucky said. “I am not
leaving until she talks to me,” Jake said. “Seriously, when she’s that damn quiet, you could be
waiting a while. Go,” Lucky said. “No Lucky. This is about my life and hers. I can’t leave until
she talks to me,” Jake said. He got a text on his cell:

GO HOME

He looked at it, then left. Just like that. He walked out. “Angel,” he said. She didn’t respond.

Angel sat on the floor staring out her perfect picture window at the beautiful view. He’d said
what she’d always wanted to hear from him. The only way he was ever going to get her back in
any way, and she wasn’t sure if he was only saying it, or if he meant it. She couldn’t speak. Her
husband, whom she was totally in love with, was right outside that door with their baby girl.
The man she’d been in love with for years, and finally had given up on, was professing his love
to her and she couldn’t even speak. She was the world’s biggest wuss. She didn’t know what to
do. It was a crap shoot either way. If she stayed with Lucky, he could do it again. If she stayed
with Jake, he could get scared and pull all the crap all over again. Either way, she was screwed.
She drew herself a bath and put in her earphones. She closed her eyes and tried to figure it out.
She said a little prayer hoping for assistance. After an hour and a bit, she slid out of the tub,
draining it and went into the bedroom with her towel wrapped around her.

Laying on the bed, was a tray with dinner and a single rose. He’d locked the door so she could
be alone….. or did he? Angel slid her earphones out and sat down on the bed, having her dinner.
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“Angel,” he said. “I don’t want to talk about it,” Angel said. “Baby,” he said. “No Lucky,”
Angel replied. “As soon as I put her to bed, we’re talking about it,” he said. “No we aren’t
Lucky,” Angel said. She went into her room and pulled on her jeans and Ugg boots. She slid on
her warm sweater, then came back into the TV room. “Where are you going,” he asked. “You
want to stay then fine. I’m going out for an hour or two,” Angel said. “Where the hell are you
going,” he said putting Addison in her play pen. “Out,” Angel said grabbing her cell off the
counter. He stood in front of the door. “Move,” Angel said. “No. Every time something goes
wrong you take off. This time, you are sitting down and dealing with it. No damn walks on the
beach. No taking off for a drink. No taking off to a hotel. Sit,” he said pointing to the sofa.
“Lucky, you aren’t my damn owner,” Angel said. “Sit or I will put you on the damn sofa
myself,” he said. He grabbed her cell from her hands and put it in his pocket. He put her purse
on the counter. “Fine,” Angel said going and sitting on the sofa.

Within an hour, she’d told him the entire conversation. He was getting hesitant. “I know you
waited forever to hear it Angel, but do you believe him,” Lucky asked. “I don’t know. All I
know is the entire time I have known him I have waited for those words to come out of his smart
ass mouth. For him to actually realize that he had what he wanted in front of him,” Angel said.
“Do you believe him is the question,” Lucky said. “I don’t know. I don’t know why I hesitated
to say anything either. I mean the feelings are there, but they aren’t the same. That’ s my whole
point. I don’t know what to do period Lucky. I love you and I don’t want to walk away from
what we’re trying to do, but I have feelings for him. I always have,” Angel said. “This is why
you keep pushing me away? Because you can’t fucking decide? Angel, you made that decision
when we got married in the first place. You wanted to be with me forever and you even said it,”
Lucky said. “Don’t get me started Lucky. You said the same thing and slept with, sorry almost
had sex with but let her…” “I get your point,” he interjected. Angel went quiet. “So here’s the
question. It’s a hard question, but you have to answer it. Do you love me enough to stick this
out and fix things,” he asked. “I love you. I love Addison and the girls. I just miss my friend. I
miss the talks we used to have. The way we always knew what to say to help the other person,”
Angel said. “If you were with him, and he got scared again, would he love you enough to stick it
out instead of fucking around,” Lucky said. “Guess you understand why I can’t figure this shit
out,” Angel said. “You already know what I want. The question is, what’s going to make you
happy and give you the least amount of stress and upset,” he said. “See, now that’s the friend I
knew,” Angel said. “Either way, whether I lose or not, I want you to be happy with whatever
decision you make. You know I would wait for you forever if that’s what it took Angel. I would
let you go if it meant you being happy,” Lucky said trying to fight back the tears he knew were
coming.

She looked over at him. “I know you would. That’s why you are my best friend Lucky. That’s
why you always have been,” Angel said. He tried to distract himself by tucking Addison in.
Angel walked into her bedroom and slipped on her black satin and lace teddy. He came out of
Addison’s room and saw Angel laying on the bed. “Maybe I should go,” he said. Angel stood
up and walked over to him. “What,” he said. She wrapped her arms around him. He held her in
his arms. “You don’t have to,” Angel said. “Don’t have to what,” he said. “You don’t have to let
go,” Angel said. He picked her up in his arms kissing her. “So the decision,” he said. “It’s like
the story about King Solomon and the baby,” Angel said. He knew exactly what she was talking
about. The story of two women, one of whom lost her baby during the night. They fought over
the child. He offered to cut the baby in half to make it even. One said yes, the other said she’d
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one simple phrase had made her re-think her decision. He was the one willing to give her up.
He was the one willing to walk away as long as she was happy. She wondered if she was making
the right decision, but for now, it felt right. For once.

He laid her on the bed, not letting go for even a split second. She kissed him and he finally felt
like she was his again. Like he didn’t have to fight for her anymore. “I don’t want to ever let you
go,” he said. “I’m always going to be here Lucky. You know that right,” Angel said. He
nodded. “Don’t make me ever regret this Lucky. Don’t ever make me regret being with you,”
Angel said. “How about reminding you how lucky you are,” he said. “That I do know,” Angel
said. “I missed you in my arms,” he said. “I know. I missed you too,” Angel said. She knew
that she would wake up from this and have to face the reality of Jake. The reality of what he said
and how it hit her. She still had no idea what to do. For now, this would be her distraction. Her
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Chapter 26

The next day, Angel and Lucky got up. Angel fed Addison, then Lucky took over. “You sure,”
Angel said. “Go,” Lucky said. She left and went for her jog like she’d used to before. She had to
get her back. She had to get back to the way things were before she was going through all of this.
She wasn’t gone for more than 15 minutes when she saw Jake. He was sitting out on the beach.
“Angel,” he said. “What are you doing out here this early,” Angel asked. She took one look at
him and answered her own question. “Angel,” he asked. She closed her eyes and took a deep
breath. She would have to face this today. The last thing she really wanted to do, but she didn’t
have a choice. “Tell me you aren’t staying with him. Please baby,” he said. “Jake, I don’t think
you realize what you said last night. I really don’t,” Angel said. He got up. “I do Angel. I know
exactly what I said. It’s something I should have said a million years ago. I should have seen it
forever ago. I don’t want to be without you. I don’t want to lose you. I won’t be the same man
without you,” he said. “No you won’t. You’ll go back to screwing women left right and center
and forget you ever knew me Jake,” Angel said. “I won’t. You’re not that easy to forget. Trust
me,” he said.

“Jake, why now? You know I’m married. I can’t just walk away from a marriage. If you aren’t
telling me the truth and you’re just saying it to get me away from Lucky, I don’t know if I can go
through it again. I don’t know if I can sit there and have you do all that harm over and over
again. I don’t know if I can ever recover if I have to live through that again,” Angel said. “You
won’t have to. I can’t do it anymore. I miss you when you aren’t around. I miss having you
with me. I miss watching a stupid movie and you making silly comments to make me laugh. I
miss the way you run your fingers through my hair when you think I’m sleeping. I can’t go
without it,” he said. “You can understand why I am hesitating can’t you,” Angel said. “I can,
but I can make you a promise that there won’t be any more pain. I can promise you there won’t
be any other women other than you and Addy. I promise,” he said. “Jake,” Angel said. She
refused to slip her sunglasses off. Thank goodness for that. He went to slide her sunglasses off,
and she pushed them back on. “I have to get back. Lucky will be worried,” Angel said. “Fuck
him. Come with me. Please baby. Please,” he said. “I have to get back to Addison Jake,” Angel
said. “Fine. Tomorrow morning, I am picking you both up. I won’t take no for an answer.
10am,” he said. “Jake,” Angel said. “Go,” he replied. He kissed her one last time and headed for
his car. Angel turned back and ran back towards the house.

Angel came in, grabbed some juice and guzzled it before hopping in the shower. By the time she
got out of the shower, the house was quiet. She came out in her towel. “Where’s Addison,”
Angel asked as she saw Lucky reading on the sofa. “With Raven. What’s this,” Lucky asked
holding up her notebook. “Something I started a million years ago. I wanted to be a writer a
long time ago. Was a story I was writing,” Angel said. “Then what’s it doing out,” he asked.
“Tried to start writing again,” Angel said. She went back into the bedroom and got changed. She
pulled on her shirt and jeans and cowboy boots as per Lucky’s request. She came out and he was
flipping the page. “It’s really nothing. You don’t have to read it,” Angel said. Her hair was
done, makeup on and she grabbed her purse. “So where are we going,” Angel said. “You’ll see,”
he said bringing the book with him. “Just leave the book,” Angel said. “Nope,” he replied.

They pulled into a ranch an hour or so out of town. “Hey there Lucky,” a man said as they
hopped out of the truck. “This must be Angel.” “Hi,” Angel said. “They’re out back. Follow
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laughed a little. “I swear Lucky,” Angel said as she hopped onto the horse. “Prince on the white
horse,” he said. Angel rolled her eyes and laughed. “Trail’s yours for a couple hours,” the man
said. Lucky nodded and they took off on the horses. “Didn’t mean literally,” Angel said as they
slowed up and took a break. “Trying to make you realize that all you have to do is tell me what
you want and you will have it. I hate seeing you upset. The smile is what makes everything
worth it,” he said. “So what’s next,” Angel asked. “A surprise,” he said.

They finished their ride, then went back to the brownstone. “I swear Lucky. I don’t know what
to make of you today. What has got into you,” Angel said. “Something about you saying you
wanted the prince on the white horse,” he said. Lucky, you don’t have to try to impress me,”
Angel commented. “Oh I know. So, how was your jog this morning,” he asked. She’d been
avoiding the topic all day. “Fine,” Angel said. “You took one heck of a long time. Guess you
went further than you thought,” he said. “Yep,” Angel said. He knew there was something she
wasn’t telling him. “Going to tell me what happened,” he said. “So are the girls home,” Angel
asked. “They’re with Mandy. Nice change of topic though,” he retorted. “You bumped into
someone didn’t you?” “So what did you have planned for the rest of the day,” Angel asked.
“Bumped into Jake. Oh what a damn surprise,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Why is it that
every damn time I want to spend time alone with you, he appears? Why is it,” he asked. “Fact is
Lucky, that I know how much you are trying to fix things and get things back to the way they
were, but there are feelings there with him,” Angel said. “Meaning the true test of whether I will
wait,” he said. “Stop,” Angel said. “Fine. Go. Walk off with him. Let him break your heart into
a million pieces instead of a thousand. See what happens when I’m not here to pick up the
pieces,” he said as he turned the truck around heading to her place. “I didn’t say I was going
back to him Lucky. I said there were feelings there,” Angel said. “No big damn surprise,” he
said. “Angel, just tell me one thing. Are you in love with him,” Lucky asked. “I don’t know
Lucky. I don’t think I ever stopped caring about him. I always had a soft spot for him,” Angel
replied. “You know he loves you. If I have to fight for you Angel,” Lucky said. “Maybe you
should take me home,” Angel said. “You’re my wife. We got married. He can’t have you,”
Lucky said. “We’re separated, first off. Secondly, it isn’t your decision to make. I told you I had
to make the decision. What happened to that attitude last night,” Angel asked. “Fuck it. You
aren’t going to be with him Angel. No. I am not letting you leave me for his stupid ass,” Lucky
said. Lucky came to a dead halt at the Oceanside hotel that Angel loved.

“Lucky, what the hell is the problem,” Angel asked. He parked the car and kissed her. “Lucky,”
Angel said getting out of the truck. He got out, turning the engine off. “Angel, get back here,” he
said. “What the hell Lucky. You don’t get to tell me what to do,” Angel said. She heard thunder
in the sky. “Angel, you are my fucking wife. Get it through your damn head. You don’t get to
fuck around with him. You made a vow to be my wife. There is nothing else to it,” he said.
“You signed the damn papers that said I do Lucky. This is my life and Addison’s. You don’t get
to order me around,” Angel said. She headed for the beach. “Angel, you can’t walk away from
us. You know what’s going to happen if you and him get back together. He’ll do it again and
you damn well know it,” Lucky said. “Then it will be my decision Lucky. Not yours,” Angel
said. She started walking down the beach towards the pathway. “Angel,” Lucky said. She
ignored him and kept walking. The rain started to fall lightly. “Get back here,” he said following
her. He stopped when she was out of sight. He went and got back in the truck and headed for
the house. An hour or so later, she walked down the driveway and saw the truck. She walked
past him and went inside. “Angel,” he said. “No Lucky. You don’t get to do this. You don’t get
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have married you. I wouldn’t have put myself through all the damn fucking stress Lucky. I
wouldn’t have doubted myself. I wouldn’t have felt the need to disappear. I wouldn’t have felt
the need to escape all of this. I would have been happy in my damn brownstone alone. Do you
get it,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “Maybe we would have been better off if you had stayed
with her. If you had stayed in that damn marriage with your kids and I had just gone my own
way with whomever I felt like dating,” Angel said. She went to walk into her bedroom and he
grabbed her arm.

“Don’t you dare tell me all this was a mistake. Addison wasn’t a mistake Angel. Us getting
married wasn’t a mistake. Me leaving Mandy and being with you wasn’t a damn mistake,” he
said. “Me letting you do all that was,” Angel said. She walked away and went into the bedroom.
She pulled off her jeans and threw her track suit on. “Don’t say that,” he said following her.
“Just go home Lucky. Maybe she’ll take you the fuck back,” Angel said. She went outside and
sat on the deck. “You’re going to get soaked,” he said. “So what? Maybe I’ll catch fucking
pneumonia and then you can have Addison all to your damn self and leave me the hell alone,”
Angel said. He picked her up, throwing her over his shoulder and brought her inside. “Stop
talking like a damn lunatic. You don’t mean it,” he said. “You don’t want her to be without her
dad, then she won’t. You want Addison. Take her Lucky. Just go,” Angel said. “What the hell
is wrong with you,” he asked. “He wants my body, you want Addison. That way you both get
whatever the hell you want,” Angel said walking away. She went into the kitchen and put on
some water for some tea. “Angel, I want you and Addison. I want him out of your life. I want
you to look at me and see that I love you. I want you to love me back with your whole heart,” he
said. “Oh well Lucky. You’ll have to suffice with Addison,” Angel said. He pulled her into his
arms and held her. “Let go,” Angel said fighting him. He held on tighter. “Let go Lucky. Go
home. Just leave me the hell alone,” Angel said still fighting him. He didn’t let go.

She finally gave up. Tears fell. “I’m sorry. You know me well enough to know that being
married means that I will be faithful forever Angel,” he said. “Then why the hell did you fuck
around not two weeks after we got married then,” Angel said finally pushing him away. She
walked off and locked the door of her bedroom. She pulled out her suitcase and threw at least a
week worth of clothes in it, then grabbed her things from the bathroom. She zipped up the bag,
then flung the bag over her shoulder. He saw her heading towards her car. “Where are you
going,” he said. “Somewhere away from you,” Angel replied. She unlocked the doors to the car
and threw her bag in the trunk. “What about Addison,” he asked. “You want her with you so
badly, you can have her for the fucking week,” Angel said. She slammed the trunk closed and
before she could get in the car, he carried her back inside the house, locking the door. “Put me
the fuck down,” Angel said. He put her on the bed. “You aren’t walking away Angel,” he said
pinning her to the bed. “What Lucky? You want me? Fine. Do whatever the hell you want. As
soon as you’re done, I am leaving,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Stop this. Stop the damn
craziness,” he said. “Don’t tell me what to do,” Angel said. He kissed her.

He pulled her sweater off, not letting her up for a second. He pulled his shirt off. He kissed her
again as he pulled her track pants off. He undid his jeans and slid them to the floor. He leaned
his muscular naked body against hers. He kissed her hard again, and everything seemed more
intense. They had sex – rough, intense, powerful, passionate, urgent sex. He kissed her again.
He leaned up on his arm. “You aren’t leaving,” he said. “Watch me,” Angel said. Angel got up,
pulling her jeans and sweater on. She grabbed her cell phone and purse. “Angel,” he said taking
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car. She took off down the road. She made a call. “Next flight out is to Florida,” the agent said.
“Fine. Two tickets,” Angel said. She gave her the particulars and made another call. “The flight
leaves in 30 minutes. Be there,” Angel said pulling into the airport. She called Raven. “He’s
picking her up. I’m going away. Don’t fucking ask,” Angel said hanging up.

Within a few hours, Angel was sitting on a beach in Florida. She had a week reservation at a five
star hotel in Naples that was right on the beach. She signed in under an assumed name so Lucky
wouldn’t find her. She pulled on the bikini that she bought at the mall on the way through town
and laid back on the beach chair. “So what happened,” Jake said. “Don’t ask. I don’t want to
talk about it,” Angel said. “What was with the last minute shit,” he asked. “As I said,” Angel
said. “Okay. I won’t ask,” he said. Angel tried to relax and catch a few rays. The minute she
closed her eyes, her cell rang. “It’s Lucky,” Jake said. He handed Angel the phone and she
turned it off.

Lucky was starting to freak out. Raven was at the house with Addison. “What happened,” she
asked. “We got into a fight about some shit that’s been happening and she walked off. She came
back in, fought some more and packed her things and threw them in the car. I tried to stop her
and calm her down, and she made a comment, then tried to walk away. I stopped her, then we
made love and she took off. I have no idea where the fuck she went. I’ve been calling everyone,”
he said. “What were you two fighting about,” she asked. “Something that happened when we
first got married,” he said. “Lucky,” Raven said. “She told me all I wanted was Addison. Said
that I could have her and took off,” he said. “What about the bottles,” she asked. “She’s doing
formula and baby pablum now,” Lucky said. “Where do you think she would have gone,” she
asked. “She didn’t call Lacey. She didn’t call you or Crystal or Chance. I have no damn idea
where she is,” he said. “I know I fucked up, but she didn’t have to take off like that,” he said.
“She’ll cool off and come back. She can’t stay away from Addison,” Raven said. “I know who
she’s with,” Lucky said. “Stop freaking out Lucky. She wouldn’t,” Raven said. “Can you call
around? Call her and see if she’ll talk to you,” Lucky said. “I will,” Raven said. She got on the
phone calling around. She finally got in touch with a friend who was a travel agent. “She went
on a flight to Florida. Beyond that, I have no idea,” she replied. “Thanks. Lucky is worried as
hell,” Raven said. “I’ll call a couple contacts and see what info I can get,” she replied hanging up.

Within an hour or two, her friend had called her back. “She was on the flight. Other than that, I
have no idea. I know the flight landed in Miami. That’s all I know,” she said. “Thanks. We’ll
work from there,” Raven said. They were up half the night trying to figure out where she went.
They called every hotel within 3 hours of that airport and came up with nothing. “I’m going to
try one last time,” Lucky said dialing her cell number.

“Hello,” Angel said. “Baby,” Lucky said. “Guess you didn’t find a replacement yet eh Lucky,”
Angel said. “Come home,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. “Please. Angel, I’m sorry,” he said.
“Right. You’re sorry because I actually walked away,” Angel said. “Baby, don’t do this. Tell me
where you are,” he asked. “Somewhere warm. I am going to relax until I can’t relax anymore,
then find somewhere else to be,” Angel said. “Come home,” he asked. “No Lucky. You can’t tell
me what to do like I am one of your girls. You got what you wanted before I left. Live with it,”
Angel said hanging up. She turned her phone off. “Angel,” Jake said. “Go back to sleep,” she
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Raven tried to call and it went straight to voicemail. She went outside and made one last call out
of Lucky’s earshot. “Can I speak with Ms. Hart,” Raven said. “She has on her do not disturb,”
the attendant said. “Could I leave her a message,” Raven asked. “Go ahead,” he said.

The next morning, Angel woke up and went inside. She’d fallen asleep listening to the sound of
the waves. She went to walk past the desk and saw the message indicator flashing. She called
down to the front desk and picked up the message. “It’s from a Raven. She said to tell you she
won’t say anything. To call her around 11am,” the attendant said. Angel checked her clock –
10:45. She blocked the number and called Raven’s cell. “Are you okay,” she asked. “I’m fine. I
just can’t take him anymore,” Angel said. “He’s losing it. He was up all night. When are you
coming back,” Raven asked. “I don’t know. I reserved it for a week, but I just can’t deal with the
bullshit at home,” Angel said. “You can’t run away Angel. You have to make a decision,” Raven
said. “That’s what this week is for,” Angel said. “Who you talking to,” Jake said. “Angel, tell me
you didn’t,” Raven said. “It’s Raven,” Angel said covering the receiver. “Angel,” Raven said.
“As I told you. By the end of the week, I will text you and let you know. Just don’t tell Lucky
anything,” Angel said. “Okay. Just be careful okay,” Raven said. “I will. How’s my baby girl,”
Angel asked. “Missing her mommy, but she’s okay. She’s with Lucky,” Raven said. “Give her a
kiss and a hug for me,” Angel said. “I will. I’ll tell her that Mommy loves her,” Raven said.
Angel hung up.

“Angel,” Jake said. She went into the bathroom, slipping her other bikini on, then headed
downstairs to the beach. She relaxed on a beach chair. Jake came down a little while later.
“Angel, are you okay,” he asked. “I just want to enjoy the sunshine,” Angel said. She closed her
eyes and leaned back, then felt shade. He was sitting on the edge of the chair. “I have to ask you
something and I don’t want you to freak out,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “Does us taking off
like this mean that you want me back,” he asked. “I don’t know Jake,” Angel said. “Meaning
what,” he said. “Meaning I don’t know. I care about you. I always have, I just can’t walk away
from Lucky and Addison and the girls either. It’s going to take a while before I can figure this
out,” Angel said. “Now that that’s been said, anything I can do to convince you,” he said as he
leaned down and kissed her. “Jake,” Angel said. “Come,” he said grabbing her bag. “I wanted
to relax in the sun,” Angel said. He pulled his shirt off. “Okay then,” he said picking her up and
flinging her over his shoulder and running for the water. He threw her into the water. “You are
so going to get it,” Angel said dunking him. They joked around and splashed in the water a
while, then took a breather on the beach. “Didn’t think I’d do it did you,” he said. “Jake, you are
always full of damn surprises,” he said. “You think so? Got one for you,” he said. “And what
might that be,” Angel said. “Follow me,” he said. Angel grabbed her things and followed her to
the room.

She walked in and found two massage tables in the room. “What’s all this,” Angel said. “Lay
down,” he said. Angel slid her bikini top off, then the bottoms. “Tempt me,” he said. Angel laid
down on the table. A few minutes later the masseuse came in and gave them both a hot stone
massage. After an hour and a half of total body relaxation, the massage therapists left. “Guess
you’re relaxed,” Jake said. “Mmm,” Angel replied. “Come with me,” he said. “Where,” Angel
said opening her eyes. He took her hand and they laid down on the bed. He kissed her. “Missed
you,” he said as he pulled her into his arms. “You sure it was you,” Angel replied. He kissed her
and pulled her leg around him. “Jake,” Angel said. He grabbed a condom from the drawer. He
kissed her, then pulled her other leg around him. “Jake,” Angel said. He kissed her and in
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wrong between them. He was intense, passionate and knew just what to do to turn her on. He
slid a hand around her and made her come over and over again. By the time he was finished, her
muscles were twitching and her heart was racing. “Damn I missed this,” he said. “Missed
what,” Angel answered still out of breath. “The feel of you coming,” he said. “Oh you have such
a way with words,” Angel joked. He kissed her. “Have ways of doing other things too,” he said.
He had that tone in his voice. “Jake,” Angel said. “Jake – 1, Angel - 0,” he said. “Oh we’re on
are we,” Angel said. He nodded. Angel slid away from him. “Where do you think you’re
going,” he asked. Angel slid into the shower. He snuck in behind her. “Company,” he said. He
slid his arms around her and she slid his hand between her legs. “Angel,” he said. She turned to
face him as he watched the suds from her hair run down her now tanned skin. “Oh damn,” he
said. She stepped out of the shower and turned the hot water off, letting the cold water hit him.
“Damn you,” he said turning it off.

Angel slid into her lace lingerie that she’d bought and laid down on the balcony. He came out of
the bathroom and saw her out there. He wrapped the towel around him and walked out to the
balcony. “Okay, you win,” he said. “Oh I intend to totally wipe the floor with you on this one,”
Angel said. “Oh really,” he replied. Angel slid on her slip dress then her heels. “Where are you
going,” he asked. “Shopping,” Angel replied. “Give me two minutes,” he said. He threw on his
shorts and shirt and followed her. “Where are we heading to,” he asked. “You’ll see,” Angel
said.

They wandered into a small store. He noticed that it was a lingerie store. She was definitely
going to win. She grabbed an item or two and hit the change room. “What you got there,” he
asked. “Come see,” Angel replied. He slid into the change room and saw her in nothing but a
lace see-through bra. His mouth dropped to the floor. “Or maybe this one,” Angel said bending
over and leaning against him. “Um,” he said. She leaned against him, undoing the bra. “Angel,”
he said. She grabbed something from her purse, handing it to him. “Prepared are you,” he said.
She slid the other bra on, then turned around. “Shit,” he said. He undid it, then pulled her to
him. “Guess not,” Angel said. She pulled on her lingerie, and he wouldn’t let her go. “Nope,”
he said. “Oh well. Guess I’ll have to find something else,” Angel said pulling her satin dress on
and slipping out of his grasp. She grabbed her purse and slipped out of the change room.

He came out behind her. He walked up behind her as she paid for a few items that he hadn’t
seen her sneak to the sales woman. “What’s that,” he asked. “A surprise,” Angel replied. She
walked out of the store, hopping into the rental car. He hopped in. “What,” Angel said. His
hand slid up her thigh. He leaned over to kiss her. “You win. I give up,” he said. “Have a few
other errands,” Angel replied. “Oh hell no. We are going back to the hotel,” he said pulling out.
They got back to the hotel and hopped in the empty elevator. He leaned her into the wall of the
elevator, sliding his hand up her leg. “Jake,” Angel said. The elevator doors opened and she
walked down the hallway. She walked into the room, and he grabbed her hand, pinning her to
the door. He slid his hand up her leg, wrapping her leg around his waist. “Jake,” Angel said.
“No. I give up. You win. You aren’t leaving this room tonight,” he said. He picked her up and
carried her to the bed, slipping her dress and lace lingerie off her and throwing it to the floor. He
kissed her. He pulled his shirt off, then slid his shorts off, kicking them to the floor. “Tease times
ten,” he said. “And you love it,” Angel said. He kissed her then put a condom on and they had
sex over and over again. He finally fell asleep and Angel slid out of the bed. She put on her
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Angel leaned back with a glass of her shiraz. She had something to eat, then went for a walk on
the beach barefoot. She found a secluded area and took a deep breath, inhaling the salty scent of
the ocean air. She sat down on the still warm stand and tried to figure out what to do. She
couldn’t trust either of them, but was in love with them both. She finally figured out the best
thing to do – don’t choose either one. She walked back to the hotel and he had left the room. She
put her things into her bag, then checked out and grabbed the first flight home. She didn’t even
leave a note.

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Chapter 27

Angel walked in around 7am. Addison wasn’t there, Lucky wasn’t there. All that was there was
the reminder of the memories. She did all the laundry, then re-arranged furniture. She had a
long, hot, quiet bath and relaxed with her book. By the time Friday hit, she turned her phone
back on. There was message after message from Jake – only one from Lucky. “Angel, come
home. Please.” She deleted it. She leaned back on the sofa and relaxed, finishing her book.
Around 4, there was a knock at the door. Angel went and answered it. “Nice of you to let me
know you were back,” Raven said. “Just wanted some quiet time,” Angel said. “When did you
take off from that hotel? I called and Jake answered,” Raven said as Angel made them some tea.
“I left on Wednesday night. I stayed somewhere else for the last night. I think I finally figured
out the answer,” Angel said. “And? Don’t keep me in suspense,” Raven said. “I decided
neither,” Angel said. “You did what? What the hell were in those drinks you were drinking
Angel? You’re talking crazy,” Raven said. “Nope. The decision with the least stress involved.
No more Jake and his crap and womanizing, no more Lucky and his indecision. It’s perfect,”
Angel said. “You know neither of them are going to go for it,” Raven said. “They will if they
have no choice,” Angel said. “Now what,” Raven asked. “Could move,” Angel said. “Don’t go
there again,” Raven said. “I know. Bad idea,” Angel said. “I know where you were thinking
and it’s too expensive and too far away. Who would look after Addison when you need a night
out,” Raven said being way to realistic. “Okay Miss burst my bubble,” Angel said. “So have you
called Lucky,” Raven asked. Angel shook her head. “I just don’t want to deal with him right
now. I want to see Addison,” Angel replied. “If I told him I knew where you were and you
wanted Addison with you,” she asked. “If he falls for it,” Angel replied. Raven made a call.

Within a few hours, Raven was back with Addison in her arms. “He went out and grabbed extra
diapers. He also gave me a note for you,” Raven said. “Where did you tell him I was,” Angel
asked. “I told him that you were in Florida and that you asked me to grab your car from the
airport. Hence why your car is in the driveway,” Raven said. “Good move,” Angel said. Angel
held Addison in her arms. Addison giggled away and then said “Mama.” “Oh my god.
Addison,” Angel said. “Holy crap. Her first word,” Raven said. “Well Missy. Guess you
learned a few things since I left,” Angel said. Addison hugged her mom. “I missed you baby
girl,” Angel said. “Mama,” Addison said giggling. “Smooth talker,” Angel said. She laughed a
while with Raven, then Raven headed home. “You have to figure out something else Angel.
Neither of them are going to go for it,” Raven said. She went out to the car, then Angel fed and
changed Addison and put her to bed.

The minute she walked out of Addison’s room, there was a knock at the door. She took one look
– it was Jake. Angel went and answered the door. “Can I help you,” Angel said. “Where the
fuck did you take off to,” he asked. “I figured a few things out Jake, and no good was going to
come of me running off with you,” Angel said. “And? What was this oh so important decision,”
he asked. “That I can’t be with you. That I can’t do the back and forth thing, and that I have to
take care of me and Addison. Good enough,” Angel asked. “So you’re going back to Lucky,” he
asked. “No,” Angel said. “Then what,” he asked. “Going back to taking care of who should
have come first all along – me and Addison,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “Jake, I made up my
mind. I can’t be with you when I don’t know when you’re going to change your mind and go
back to your old self. I can’t be with Lucky, knowing that he is still in contact with the woman he
cheated on me with. This is my decision, and I am sticking to it,” Angel said. He leaned towards
her and she backed up. She knew that move. “One last time,” he said. “You’ve been saying that

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for as long as I have known you. Answer is no Jake,” Angel said. He leaned her against the wall.
“Angel, you know what the right decision is,” he said. “I do, and I made it,” Angel replied
sliding out from between his arms. She went and poured herself some tea, then sat down on the
sofa. “Angel, you know you should be with me. Just admit it,” he said. “Jake, quit the trying to
talk me into it act. I am doing what’s right for me,” Angel replied. He finally caught her in a
kiss. “You sure about that,” he asked. Angel nodded. He kissed her again, then slid onto the
sofa on top of her. “Try all you want, but the answer is no. I just can’t Jake,” Angel said. He
kissed her again, sliding his hands under her shirt and undoing her bra.

“Jake, seriously,” Angel said trying to slide away from him. “Thought you said you couldn’t be
talked into it,” he said. “Jake, I made a decision. Just let it go,” he said. “I don’t want to let you
go. Angel, I want us to be together. Please baby,” he said. He pulled her back into his arms and
kissed her. “Angel, I won’t walk away from you,” he said as he kissed her again. The deep kiss
gave her goose bumps. “I know you still want me Angel,” he said. “Jake,” Angel said. He
pulled her shirt off. “Jake, seriously,” Angel said. “Don’t deny it,” he said. He silenced her with
another kiss as he pulled his shirt off. She tried to hold back. He slid her jeans off. “Jake,” Angel
said trying again to slip out of his grasp. He picked her up, carrying her into the bed that they’d
been together in so many times before. He laid her down, dropping the remainder of her clothes
to the floor. He slid his jeans and boxers off and moved towards her. “Jake,” Angel said. He
grabbed a condom from her drawer. “You don’t need to prove to me that you think you’re right
Jake,” Angel said. “You know you love me. Why the hell are you ignoring it,” he asked.
“Because I made a decision Jake. It took me a long time to do and I don’t intend on going back on
it,” Angel said. He pulled her to him again and kissed her as she gave into her desires.

That night, Angel snuck out of bed as he lay there thinking he had won. She laid down on her
sofa with Addison. She fell asleep with her asleep on her chest. She dreamt of what Addison
would be like when she grew up. What she’d want from life. If she’d have any regrets. Who
she’d run to when the first of many broke her heart like they did her mom.

The next morning, Angel got up and got Jake to leave. “Jake, don’t come back okay. Last night
was goodbye,” Angel said. “No it wasn’t,” he said. “Yes it was Jake. Go,” Angel said as he
walked out the door and left. Angel gave Addison some breakfast then gave her a quick bath
and they got dressed for their day. Angel went to leave the house and saw a black truck pulling
into the driveway. She walked out towards her car like she hadn’t noticed.

“Angel,” Chance said. “What,” Angel said. “When did you get back,” he asked. “What do you
want Chance,” Angel replied. “He’s losing it you know. He knows you took off with Jake,”
Chance said. “Do you see Jake here Chance,” Angel said. “You left him there? Good one,” he
replied. “Chance, what the hell do you want,” Angel asked trying to get him out of her way. “I
want you to go and talk to him,” Chance said. “I’ll go when I am damn good and ready Chance,”
Angel said. “Angel, I think you should go and at least talk to him. Tell him you didn’t run down
there on a fuck fest with Jake,” Chance said. “Who the fuck are you to tell me what to do
Chance? You aren’t my damn father,” Angel said. “Angel, just go,” he said. “Better idea. Fuck
you,” Angel said. He grabbed her arm. “Why the hell do you have to be so damn difficult,”
Chance said. “Why the hell do you have to constantly stick your nose in where it doesn’t
belong,” Angel asked. He was inches away from her. “Why the hell can’t you ever do what you
are damn well told,” he replied. “Why do you always stick up for him,” Angel asked. He was
close enough to kiss her. “Because he damn well loves you. God only knows why the hell he

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does, but he loves you. He’s my brother Angel. What the hell do you want me to do, not take his
side,” Chance said backing away and letting go of her arm.

“Chance, fact is you know how much he has fucked up. He slept with her. We were already
married, and he slept with another woman. He rushed the whole marriage, and we lost the
friendship. We lost it and we can’t get it back Chance,” Angel said. “You think everything with
Crystal and I is perfect? It is the closest we can get and we have to fight to make it work every
damn day,” Chance said. “Why the hell should it be a fight Chance? If you love each other, it
should be easier shouldn’t it? You shouldn’t have to worry about her cheating on you. There
shouldn’t be any worries that someone is going to change their mind,” Angel said. “You really
think he’s going to change his mind? He would have to be blind and stupid as shit,” Chance
said. “Fact is, I changed mine Chance. I don’t want Jake, and I don’t want the worry that I have
all the time with Lucky. I want me back. I want to go back to being happy and being carefree
and doing whatever I want. I know with Addison I can’t totally do whatever I want, but I am
sick of worrying. I want to be with someone who only has eyes for me. That so hard to find,”
Angel asked. She took Addison out of the car. Suddenly, she didn’t feel much like shopping.
She brought her inside and put her in her playpen and sat down with Chance.

“Angel, I can say this. Guys like Lucky and I aren’t the smartest guys around, but I know how
much he loves you. He loves that little girl, and he literally has done nothing but talk about you.
He would bend over backwards if it meant getting you back. Just give him a chance,” Chance
said. “I did. Why do you think I left town? He caused so much crap that I had no choice
Chance,” Angel replied. “Talk to me then. Let me help you through the damn decision instead
of walking away from him,” he said. “Chance, I made up my mind. Jake isn’t the answer, and
being with Lucky when he can’t handle being married to me isn’t going to work either. He wants
to screw around, then he can. The separation papers were notarized. I just can’t be with him like
this,” Angel said. “Angel, you know he loves you. Why isn’t that enough,” Chance asked.
“Because being faithful is a big part of it. If he can’t do that, then why are we married,” Angel
said. She got up and put on some water for the tea.

“Angel, you know Crystal and I are far from perfect right,” Chance said. “Yeah. Nobody is,”
Angel said. “I did the same thing he did,” Chance said. “Fact is, you probably had the sense to
stay away from her after that. He’s in contact with her. She’s left messages on the home phone
and his cell. He isn’t even trying Chance,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around her and
gave her a hug. “Just give him one last chance. Please,” he said. “I can’t Chance. I just can’t,”
Angel said pushing him away. She poured her tea and sat down. “Please,” he asked. Angel
shook her head as the tears fell. She looked over and Addison was asleep in her playpen. “Don’t
do this to her. She wouldn’t want to be without her Daddy Angel. Please,” Chance said. “You
know, I start the day out in a good mood and within hours, you have me back in a bad one,”
Angel said. “You’re like a sister to me Angel, and I have to say it. He’s an idiot. He’s always had
a tendency to go for what he never thought he could have, but the two of you not being together
isn’t right. He loves you so much that it makes me jealous,” Chance said. “I told him I wanted to
take my time and just try to be friends. I guess I could just keep trying,” Angel said. “And I’ll
tell him to stop rushing you. Just don’t push him away again, or I’ll have to kidnap you myself
and leave the two of you on a deserted island together,” Chance said. Again he was inches from
her. He was attracted, but after what he’d just told Angel, he couldn’t. He got up and headed
back to the truck. “I’ll give you a day or two. You text me and let me know,” Chance said as he
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The next few days, Angel racked her brain to figure out what to do about Lucky. By the time it
hit Saturday, Lucky was at her front door. “Angel,” he said knocking at the door. She came to
the door and let him in. “Thank god you’re home,” he said wrapping his arms around her and
holding her close. “Let go,” Angel said. “You came back to me,” he said. “Lucky, I didn’t. I
came back for Addison,” Angel said. It’s the first thing that popped in her head. He kissed her,
picking her up in his arms. “Angel,” he said. “Lucky, I didn’t come back for this. I came back
because I am her mother. I still want to take my damn time Lucky. You can’t just show up and
think I am going to come to bed with you,” Angel said. He carried her into the bedroom and
noticed Addison asleep in her playpen. He laid her down on the bed, undoing the belt on her
bathrobe. “Lucky,” Angel said trying to do the belt back up. He slid the belt out of the loops.
“Angel, I miss you. I want to be with my damn wife,” he said. He kissed her and slid all his
clothes to the floor.

“Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her leg. He slowly kissed up her leg, sliding his fingertips ahead
of his kisses. “Stop,” Angel said. His hand slid between her legs. “Miss me,” he asked as he
kissed her hip. “Would you stop,” Angel said. He slid two fingers into her. She inhaled. He
kissed her. He made love to her. He couldn’t resist. He’d missed the feel of her skin on his. The
taste of her kiss and the scent of her perfume turned him on even more. “I missed you,” he
whispered in her ear. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Don’t ever leave again,” he said. He kissed her and
they finished making love. After, she tried to get up, but he wouldn’t let her. “Angel,” he asked.
“What,” she answered. “I know you were with him. Just tell me that you still love me. That you
still want to be with me,” he said. “Jake’s history Lucky. Was considering making you both
history, but Chance had to put in his two cents,” Angel said. “What do you mean Chance,”
Lucky asked pulling away from her. “He was here. We had a chat,” Angel said. “What the hell
was my brother doing here,” he asked. “Trying to cover your ass,” Angel said. “I have a
question for you. Do you still want her Lucky? Do you still want to fuck her,” Angel asked.
“No. I go to sleep every night dreaming of you. Wanting to be with my wife. Wanting to finally
not be worried that you are going to walk the hell out and never come back,” he replied. “I
almost didn’t,” Angel said. She slid out of the bed, grabbing the belt to her robe and sliding it
back through the loops, tying it tight around her waist.

Angel walked back into the main room and Addison was out. She picked her up, tucking her
into her crib. She came out, then hopped into a hot shower. She came out, then had the sudden
urge to be sick. “Oh hell no,” Angel thought to herself. She came out and was face to face with
Lucky. “Something you aren’t telling me,” he asked. Angel walked past him and got changed.
“Look after Addison,” Angel said. She took off and headed into the city. She grabbed a
pregnancy test. She took it praying that it would be negative – it was. She headed over to see
Raven. “What the hell are you doing here,” she asked. “Lucky knows I am home. Thought I
was damn pregnant until an hour ago,” Angel said as they sat down with some iced tea. “What
the hell Angel,” Raven said. “I was hoping it was sign Raven. That it was some stupid ass higher
power telling me what I should do. I got the answer,” Angel said. “Girl, you know he knows,”
Raven said. “I know Raven, but since it’s been so long since we’ve actually lived together,”
Angel said. “Angel, tell me that you aren’t shitting me. Tell me you aren’t pregnant again,”
Raven said. “I’m going to check with the doctor, but two tests say no,” Angel said. “Then,” she
asked. “I don’t want to go back there,” Angel said. “What you going to do? Hide from him
forever,” Raven asked. Angel shot her a look. “Go the hell home to your little girl. Figure it all
out,” Raven said. She walked Angel to the door and she left.

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Angel drove and headed down to the beach. She walked, then sat down at the cove. She tried to
think. She did love Lucky, but she was scared. And secondly, why did she feel an attraction to
Chance? She wandered back towards her car. She got there and Lucky was sitting on the hood
of the car with Addison in his arms. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Figured you’d be down here. Went
for a walk with Addison,” he said. “Can’t be alone can I,” Angel said. “Raven told me you were
freaked out. I just figured this is where you would go. I was going to take her down to the
beach,” Lucky said. “You take the car then. I’m going to walk home,” Angel said. Addison was
out cold in his arms. “Angel,” he said. “I need to think for a while. I’ll meet you at the house in
an hour or so,” Angel said. She kissed him then walked away.

About 2 hours later, Lucky was on the deck of the house with Addison, when Angel came home.
“About time,” he said. He slipped Addison into her playpen. “Angel,” he said. Angel pulled the
playpen inside. “What’s up with you this morning,” he asked. “It’s nothing,” Angel replied.
“Missed something,” he asked. “Lucky. Stop trying to read my damn mind,” Angel said. “If
you are Angel,” he said. “Then it would be your damn fault Lucky. It’s bad enough trying to fix
all this with one little girl to look after, but don’t expect me to add another baby to this right
now,” Angel said. “If you are Angel, we can figure this out together,” he said. “Lucky for you
that I’m not then,” Angel said. He followed her into the bedroom. Seconds later, her cell rang –
Chance.

“What can I do for you,” Angel said. “How are things,” he asked. “Your brother’s being his
normal pain in the ass self,” Angel said. “Angel, just give him some damn time,” Chance said.
“Why don’t you tell him that? He’s the one intentionally trying to get me to have another baby,”
Angel said. “Where is he,” he asked. She handed the phone to Lucky and went out to give
Addison some lunch and put her down for a nap. “Hey big brother,” Lucky said. “You know
she’s going to kick your ass. I know you want to be with her, but you’re pushing dude,” Chance
said. “Everything is fine Chance. I appreciate the help, but we’re okay. We’re taking our time,”
Lucky said. “Lucky, she is more pissed than Crystal was all that time ago. She is going to lose it
on you,” Chance said. “Thanks for the advice, but we’re good,” he said. “Lucky, there is
something different about her. She’s seriously not screwing around,” Chance said. “Meaning
what,” Lucky said. “Meaning when I was there, something almost happened. You’re going to
lose her if you don’t do what she wants,” Chance said. “You almost did what with Angel
Chance? You better not have,” Lucky said as Angel left the earshot and walked out onto the deck
to read her book.

Minutes later, Lucky stormed out onto the deck. “What the hell happened between you and
Chance,” Lucky asked. “We talked. We had some tea, and had an actual in depth conversation
Lucky. He knows more about how I am feeling right now than you do,” Angel said. “What else
happened,” he asked. Angel didn’t want to tell him how attracted she was to Chance. “It was
like he actually listened contrary to you,” Angel said as she dove back into her book. He marked
the page and pulled it from her hands. “You attracted to him,” Lucky asked. “He’s a handsome
and MARRIED man Lucky. I know the meaning of marriage,” Angel replied. “Angel, so help
me if he made a move on you,” Lucky said. “He wasn’t about to do that Lucky. We just found a
common thread between us. He actually understands why I decided what I did,” Angel replied.
“And he told you that you shouldn’t walk away from us didn’t he,” Lucky asked. “No. He said
to do what was right for Addison. That he didn’t want to see her years from now thinking her
Daddy didn’t love her and having to explain all of this to her. That we had to figure this thing
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us? Why won’t you let me in,” he asked. “Because I don’t want to end up sitting here one night
wondering why I let you back in when you are still in constant contact with her Lucky. Figure it
out for yourself. You talk to her every few days. She calls or texts you every night. Don’t
pretend you don’t see it. Go be with her if that’s who you want Lucky. Just don’t think you can
have us both,” Angel said. She got up and went to go back inside and he leaned against the
railing. She’d figured him out alright. Now what was he going to do?

Angel went and took something out for dinner, then popped a movie into the DVD player. It
was a slasher movie about a guy who cheated on his wife and got killed. He came inside and
took one look at the screen, then grabbed the remote and turned it off. “Angel,” he said. “What
Lucky? You going to deny it? I have the damn proof Lucky. I know. You want to be with her
than just go and leave me and Addison alone,” Angel said. He went to sit down beside her and
she pulled away from him. “Angel, don’t do this,” he said. “Lucky, I know you well enough to
know that if you’re still in contact with her, then there is a reason why. You want her? You want
to fuck her brains out? Get one last taste? Just go and fuck her then. Just don’t even think of
coming back here. Don’t even think that you are getting back into bed with me after you fuck
her,” Angel said. She got up and walked away. He grabbed her arm as she walked past him.
“Let go Lucky,” Angel said. “Never,” he said. “Let me go,” Angel said. He grabbed her other
arm, pulling her to him. “What Lucky? What do you want,” Angel asked. He kissed her. She
slapped him. She pushed him away and tried to get up, but he pulled her back to him. He kissed
her again. “Screw off,” Angel said. She got up and walked towards the bedroom. He hopped
the sofa and grabbed her by the waist. “Angel,” he said. “Let go of me Lucky,” Angel said.
“What would be so fucking bad about having another baby with me,” he asked. “Let go of me
Lucky,” Angel said. “Why don’t you ask your girlfriend to have a baby with you,” Angel said
pulling her shirt off and forcing him to let go of her. She walked off, grabbing her sweater.

“You know you aren’t being fair,” he said. “Why’s that Lucky? Because I spent time with Jake?
We didn’t fuck. We are friends. I broke it off with him and told him to leave me alone. You’re
next,” Angel said. “Angel, stop thinking that I am with her. I have spent all the time we’ve been
apart working on that damn brownstone for you. That’s all I have been doing. I had one night
out at the movies with the guys, and that’s it. I don’t want her. I want you,” he said. “Well, I
don’t want to be with you knowing you probably fucked her recently Lucky. I don’t believe you.
Understand the words,” Angel said. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. He backed her
up into the bedroom and pulled her sweater off. “Get the hell off,” Angel said as he leaned her
onto the bed. He slid his jeans off and hers. “Lucky,” Angel said. They had sex – rough, intense,
passionate, holy crap sex. They passed out on the bed and were only woken up by the sound of
Addison waking up from her nap. “I have to,” Angel said. He kissed her to silence her and got
up, slipping his jeans on to check on Addison. Angel got up, pulling on her jeans and sweater.
She tried to slip out the front without him knowing, but he saw her. He grabbed her arm.
“Angel,” he said. “Just let me go,” Angel said. “No. Come back in the bedroom,” he said.
“Lucky,” Angel said. “Now,” he replied. He changed Addison and brought her into the
bedroom. “Angel, I haven’t been with her in months,” Lucky said. “How many? Two,” Angel
replied. He didn’t respond. Angel took Addison in her arms. “Get out Lucky. Now,” Angel
said. “Angel, it’s not what you think,” he said. Angel got up and grabbed the baby bag and put
Addison in the car. She took off and drove. She kept going until she ran out of gas.

She pulled into a hotel and got a room for the night, signing in with her maiden name. “We’ll
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checked her cell with everyone calling trying to get through to her. She finally found a new city.
Somewhere that she loved. It was far enough away that it was over two days driving to get
there. She called Chance. “Where the hell are you,” he asked. “I called to ask you to pack the
house up for me. I put it up for sale,” Angel said. “Where the hell are you,” he asked. “Don’t
ask me that Chance. I’m not coming back. I made up my mind,” Angel said. “What happened
that made you take off,” he asked. “Ask your brother. Pack the stuff up for me or I’ll get
someone to do it. The movers will be there on Saturday,” Angel said. “Where are you moving to
Angel,” he asked. “I sure as hell am not telling you. I know who’s side you’re on,” Angel said.
She hung up.

She found a small house with a beautiful view of a lake out the back. It had a wrap around porch
and a playground in the back. The upstairs bedrooms led to a wrap around balcony. It really
was beautiful. Angel put the down payment down on the house and checked into the local hotel.
She cancelled her home number and utilities then tried to catch some shut eye with Addison. She
called her parents. “Where are you? Lucky’s called here three times. What’s going on,” they
asked. “It’s done. Lucky and I are finished. That’s what’s going on. I am moving, and wanted
you to know you can only contact me on my cell. That’s it,” Angel said. She hung up. Minutes
later, Raven called. “What,” Angel asked. “I’m packing up the clothes. Where do you want me
to take them,” she asked. “The movers are coming on the weekend,” Angel said. “I’m damn
well bringing them. Give me an address,” Raven asked. “Beach Lane,” Angel answered.
“Where,” Raven asked. “It’s a 2 day drive Raven. Just put them in with the movers stuff,” Angel
said. “Where the hell did you go,” Raven asked. “Away. Away from his crap, Chance’s
pleading and everyone telling me to stay with a lying and cheating husband. He fucked her
again. Two months ago, when he was kissing my ass, he was fucking her. Happy now,” Angel
asked. She hung up.

Angel concentrated on getting the house together for the rest of the week. Monday morning, the
movers showed and brought all the furniture in. “We were asked to give this to you. Some guy.
Not sure who it was. We were also asked to tell you that the house sold. Here’s the papers,”
they said as they left. Angel opened the envelope and found the papers. The house sold for
$200,000 more than the asking price. She signed the papers and had them couriered back to the
agent. She saw the note, knowing it was from Lucky. She opened the envelope, pulling the
paper from the seal. She read it, then threw it to the ground. He’d claimed he had been
inebriated at the time. That he’d been that way from the minute she pushed him away. That she
took advantage of him and tried to get him to be with her. That he hadn’t meant to do it and that
he’d called her by Angel’s name. It made her sick. She tucked Addison in, then went out onto
the balcony.

The next morning, Angel was up early with Addison. She went to make some breakfast when
there was a knock at the door. She answered it. “Hi. I’m Adam. You’re neighbor from across
the street,” he said. He was tall with dark hair and one of those endearing smiles – no ring. “I’m
Angel. This is Addison,” Angel said. “Nice to meet you. Just wanted to come introduce myself.
If you ever need any help with anything, I’m here,” he said. “So how good are you at painting,”
Angel asked. “Master of painting. Need some assistance,” he asked. “Once I get unpacked,
yes,” Angel said. “You let me know. Wouldn’t mind the company anyway,” he said. “So Adam,
what do people do around here for fun,” Angel asked. “Carnival,” he said. “It’s practically
Christmas,” Angel said. “I know. It’s a winter carnival. You know, skating and snowballs,” he
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snow,” Angel said. He nodded and came inside. Angel fed Addison and put on some coffee.
“So where you two from,” he asked. “Near Martha’s vineyeard,” Angel said. “Don’t sound like
you have an accent,” he said. “Used to live around here when I was younger. This area’s like
home. It’s just been so long since I lived here, that I have no idea what’s been going on,” Angel
said. “Well then,” he said. He poured them both some coffee. Addison yawned and fell asleep
on Angel’s shoulder. “Guess she’s still tired,” Angel said. She took her back up to her room and
put her to bed. She came back down to sit with Adam.

“So tell me about you,” he said noticing there was no ring on her finger. Little did he know it
had taken her all night to get it off. They talked a while and he got to know her. She really was
starting over. “So could I maybe take you to dinner sometime,” he asked. “Sure,” Angel said.
“Would have to bring Addison. Haven’t really found a good babysitter yet,” Angel said
laughing. “Well, if it’s of any benefit, I’ve been living here for years. Could suggest a few good
babysitters,” he said. “I’ll have to interview a few. Used to leaving her with friends instead of
strangers,” Angel said. “Well, if you ever need a break for a while, I’m here,” he said. “Thanks,”
Angel said. “What you up to this afternoon,” he asked. “Other than unpacking? Was going to
get some Christmas decorations and a tree for her first Christmas,” Angel said. “Then I will have
to show you the best place to go,” he said. “Why don’t I go get changed. I’ll meet you outside in
an hour or so,” Angel said. “Sounds good,” he said. Angel walked upstairs and he watched her
walk away. He closed the door behind him and walked out towards his car.

Angel showered and got ready for the day, slipping on her turtleneck and jeans. She got
Addison dressed up, and they went outside. “Why don’t we take my car,” he suggested. Angel
agreed and they took the car seat out of her car. “So where we off to,” Angel asked. “You’ll see.
If you’ve actually lived here before, might be a nice reminder,” he said. They drove for a few
hours re-visiting the sights that she’d become accustomed to when she was younger. Addison
fell asleep. They pulled into a tree lot and picked out a great tree, tying it to the roof, then
headed into town to grab the decorations. Angel carried Addison, then Adam took over. “You
look. I’ll hold the cargo,” he teased. They picked out tons of decorations, then headed back
towards the house. “So what do you normally do at Christmas,” Angel asked. “Normally, I
relax with a good movie or two at home,” he said. “Alone,” Angel asked. He nodded. “Well,
you shouldn’t spend Christmas alone,” Angel answered. She could kick herself for doing this.
“What about you? Going to visit family,” he asked. “Not sure this year. Will probably have
them over later in the afternoon, but as for the rest of the day, probably just cooking,” Angel said.
“Then I will have to come assist,” he rang in as they pulled into her driveway. “You are more
than welcome,” Angel said. “You busy tonight,” he asked. “Just going to put Addison to bed at
8. Other than that,” Angel said. “I’ll see you at 8:30 then,” he replied. He helped her carry her
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Chapter 28

Christmas snuck up on them faster than Angel had thought. By then, she’d finished all her
shopping and arranged for her parents to come to visit. Adam had become a good friend, and
was slowly becoming more. Angel had Christmas as she’d planned, and for once there was no
talk of Lucky or Jake or her old life. They had a nice dinner, as Angel and Adam flirted coyly
from across the room. After everyone left, Angel cleaned up with Adam’s help. She put Addison
into bed and spent some quiet time with Adam. “I wanted you to have this,” he said handing her
a small box as they sat by the fire with a glass of red wine. It was a small charm bracelet. There
was one charm on it – a heart. “I saw it and instantly thought of you,” he said slipping it on her
wrist. “Thank you,” Angel said. She looked down at it as his hand slid to the side of her face.
He pulled her in for a kiss. Fireworks was an understatement. “Stop,” Angel said as he
complied. “What’s wrong,” he asked. “There’s something I need to tell you Adam. I probably
should have said it a while ago,” Angel said. “There’s nothing you can tell me that will scare me
off,” he said. She told him about Lucky. That she’d left without telling him where she’d gone.
That she’d changed her cell number and hadn’t notified anyone but family. “Was it that bad,” he
asked. “It was. He was my best friend, but by the time I left, there was no friendship left. I
didn’t trust him,” Angel said. “Hence you being a tad hesitant with me,” he said. Angel nodded.
“I just want to spend time with you. You make me happy. You make this boring life that I have
somehow worthwhile,” he said. “I just don’t want to rush anything,” Angel said. “Okay,” he
said. It was simple as that. He abided by her wishes. He kissed her again and took his time.

By the time New years eve rolled around, Angel was spending every evening with Adam. She
worked from home in the morning and early afternoon, then had dinner with him. “I want to
take you out for new years,” he said. “What about Addison,” Angel asked. “Taken care of. My
niece is in town and said she’d look after her,” he said. “I can’t just go. I….I have nothing to
wear for a night out anymore,” Angel said. “That’s why we’re going out this afternoon,” he said.
They took Addison with them shopping. She bought a sexy dress and heels, then he took her
home. “I’ll be back here at 4,” he said. Angel nodded. She walked into the house, putting
Addison down for her afternoon nap, and showered, changed and did her hair and makeup.
“Clean up nice,” Angel said commenting on her reflection. Addison woke up and Angel brought
her downstairs to play. Within an hour, his niece was at the door. “I put her food on the counter.
If you need anything,” Angel said. “Uncle Adam gave me his cell number,” she replied. He
showed at the door with a single white rose. “Hello beautiful,” he said as he leaned towards her
and kissed her. “Hello yourself,” Angel said as they came up for air. She slid her coat on and
they headed out the door. “Where are we off to,” Angel asked. “New years surprise,” he said.

They went to pull out of the driveway and Angel got a bad feeling. She checked her email on her
blackberry – one message from Lucky.

I need to talk to you ASAP.

Angel blocked the number and called him. “What,” she said. “Where the hell are you? You take
off and move. You don’t tell any of us where you’re going. I want to see her,” he said. “I’ll
figure something out then. You aren’t coming here,” Angel said. “Where are you,” he asked.
“Somewhere that I have no intention of leaving. Just leave me alone already. I’ll contact you and
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miss me do you,” he asked. Angel hung up. “Who was that,” he asked. “My ex. On to better
topics,” Angel said. “We’re going to have a nice relaxing night tonight. No more stressing,” he
said. Angel nodded as he held her hand in his.

They pulled into a long driveway and the concierge opened the door. The valet took the car and
they headed inside. “Where are we going,” Angel asked. “Elevator,” he said. “What are you up
to Adam,” Angel asked. They headed up the elevator, then into a private dining area. “What a
beautiful view,” Angel said. She looked out and saw a breathtaking view of the lake. They had a
nice relaxing dinner. “Why am I getting the feeling like there is something more to this,” Angel
asked. “Dessert,” the waitress said putting a plate down in front of each of them. “This is too
much,” Angel said. “I thought you deserved a nice classy night out. Why not go for the best
right,” he said. Angel nodded as they sipped their cappuccino. “There’s more,” he said. “What
do you have up your sleeve,” Angel asked. “A little surprise,” he said. “What are you up to,”
Angel said as he took her hand. They got back into the elevator and went down a few flights,
then came out of the elevator, making a right out the doors. “Adam,” Angel said. They headed
down the hall, then he opened a door. There was a king size bed, Jacuzzi tub and a killer view.
“Beautiful view,” Angel said. She was attempting to distract herself from the obvious. “True,”
he said standing behind her.

He handed her a glass of champagne. “Adam, what are you up to,” Angel asked. She wouldn’t
look at him. She already knew the answer. He wrapped his arm around her as they stared out at
the view. “Wanted to give you a night off,” he said. Her phone went off. She went and grabbed
it – it was Lucky. “How in the,” Angel said staring at the phone. She answered it. “Angel,” he
said. “What the hell do you want,” Angel replied. “I’m coming to you. Where are you,” he
asked. “No Lucky. You aren’t. Goodbye,” Angel said hanging up. She turned and Adam was
right behind her. “Why don’t you just turn it off,” he said. “Because if something happens to
Addison,” Angel said. She went to call the house and he took the phone from her hands. “I have
to make sure she locks everything up. If he figures out where I am,” Angel said. He slid the
phone from her fingers and kissed her, dropping the phone to the bed. She broke the kiss and
sipped her champagne as she saw something sparkling in the bottom of the glass. “What’s this,”
Angel asked. She slid her finger into the glass and saw the ring. She had to try to convince
herself that this wasn’t happening.

“The past two months have been the best ones of my life Angel. You made me realize what I
really want,” he said. “Adam, I’m still married,” Angel said. “It only takes time Angel. I love
that little girl, and I love you. Say yes,” he said. “I…..I want to, but….” He kissed her and slid
the ring on her finger. “Take your time then,” he said slipping the glass out of her hand. He
pulled her into his arms, giving her a passionate kiss that gave her goose bumps. He slid the
straps from her shoulders off. He undid the back of her dress. She knew what was going to
happen, and she wasn’t about to stop it. She undid his tie, sliding it from around his neck, and
undid the buttons of his shirt. “Adam,” Angel said. “Yes,” he asked. “We can’t stay overnight. I
can’t leave Addison that long,” Angel said. He kissed her, sliding his dress pants and boxers to
the floor, then sliding her dress off. She kicked her heels off and he leaned her onto the bed.

He kissed her calf, then her thigh, sliding her g-string off in one slow movement. “Angel,” he
said. “Damn,” Angel said as he kissed her hip. He moved over and kissed her other hip. “Want
it,” he whispered. “Damn Adam,” Angel said. He teased her and laid kisses between her legs,
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torso. “Angel,” he said. “Yes baby,” she said. He kissed her. He slid her bra off, then bent down
kissing her. “Adam,” Angel said. “Don’t worry,” he said. He grabbed a condom from the
drawer then slid inside her. He made love to her, slowly, then faster as she came over and over
again. He came and pulled her tight to him. He could feel the breath come in and out of her
lungs and her heart racing. “Shit,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. He kissed her again, draining
what was left of her energy. “We’re staying,” he said. “Addison,” Angel got out as he kissed her
again. “She said she’d call if there was a problem. We’ll go back in the morning,” he said.
“What about clothes,” Angel asked. “In the closet,” he said. “Thought of everything did you,”
Angel asked. He nodded. They got up, and he filled the Jacuzzi tub. He cleaned up, then they
got into the tub. Her blackberry went off. He grabbed it handing it to Angel as he leaned her
into his arms.

“Angel,” Lucky said. “What,” she asked. “Give me the directions,” Lucky said. “No. I’ll bring
her down there in a day or two,” Angel replied. “Since I’ve already crossed the state line,” he
said. “Go the fuck home. I don’t want you here,” Angel said. “Just give me the directions,” he
said. “No. Turn around or I am calling the cops,” Angel said. “Fine. I want to see her this
weekend. Got me,” he said. “Fine. See you Saturday morning,” Angel said. She hung up and
put the phone down. “I’m coming with you,” Adam said. “I wouldn’t if I were you. It’s going to
be stressful enough,” Angel said. “Angel, I am going to marry you. I’ll have to deal with it with
you at some point,” he said. “For tonight, just lean back and relax. We’ll deal with all of it next
year,” he said. She turned her head and kissed him as the fireworks went off. “Happy new
year,” he said as she turned around in his lap straddling him.

The next day, they headed back to the house early. Addison was just waking up when they got
home. “Well hello princess,” Angel said as she got her up and got her changed. “Hi Uncle
Adam,” his niece said. “Thank you for helping out last night,” he said slipping her $100. “Going
to see Jamie,” she said taking off out the door. He went up into Addison’s room. “So,” he asked.
“It’s going to take 2 days to drive there,” Angel said. “Plane it is then,” he said. “You really
don’t have to come with me. It really isn’t going to be pretty,” Angel said. “I’m going,” he said.
He brought Addison downstairs and played with her as Angel got a few things together. She
made one call. “I need them delivered to him on Saturday in the early morning,” she said as he
caught the tail end of the phone call she’d made on her Blackberry. She hung up, then sat down
with Adam. “So what was all that,” he asked as Addison giggled. “Just tying up some loose
ends,” Angel said. They played around with her, then put her down for her nap. “So where are
we headed,” he asked. Angel called and made the plane arrangements.

***

Saturday morning, Angel and Adam arrived and grabbed a rental. Addison slept through the
whole thing. They checked into their hotel and got their rental car, then headed to the
brownstone. “No stressing,” Adam said as he kissed her neck. “Just don’t tell him right now,”
Angel said slipping the engagement ring in her purse. She knocked at the door and he answered.
“About fucking time,” he said. She went inside and Adam followed. “What the hell is this,” he
asked as the envelope was in his hand. “Maybe you should open it and sign it,” Angel said. The
girls came running into the room. “Hi Angel,” they said giving her a huge hug each. “Hello to
you too,” Angel said. “Girls, go upstairs,” Lucky said. “But Daddy,” they said. “Now please,”
he said. They pouted and went upstairs. “Angel, you can’t be serious,” he said. “Lucky, this is
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you are, are you,” he said. “Just sign it. We both keep what we have Lucky. I don’t want
anything,” Angel said. “Angel, you aren’t walking away from this marriage,” he said. “I already
did. Just sign it,” Angel said. He went and made a phone call. “Get over here,” he said hanging
up. “Chance and Crystal aren’t going to change this Lucky. It’s done,” Angel said. “We’re
staying at the Oceanview. When you decide to sign it, then let me know,” Angel said. He
refused to let go of Addison. “I want to spend time with her,” he said. “Fine. I’ll be back around
dinner time,” Angel said. “I’ll bring her to you. We need to talk Angel. Alone,” he said. “No we
don’t Lucky. I already told you. I’m moving on. You want to see her, fine. You aren’t changing
my mind,” Angel said as her and Adam left.

They got back to the hotel and Angel sat out on the balcony. “Angel,” Adam said. “How could
he expect me to want him? He cheated,” Angel said. “Hey. It’s me. I’m not him. Don’t want to
be him. I won’t do that to you,” he said. He slid onto the chaise behind Angel and held her in his
arms. “I have to call a friend or two while we’re here. Do you want to meet them,” Angel asked.
“Definitely,” he said as she turned to face him. He kissed her. “Why is it nothing stresses me
around you,” Angel asked. “Cause I have the magic touch, he said winking at her and smiling.
She kissed him. “It is kind of nice here,” he said. “My old house was just up the road from here.
Too many bad memories in that place though,” Angel said. “If it hadn’t been for all of this, I
would have never met you,” he said. “I know, but I am not going back to that,” Angel said. “No
problem. We got us,” he said. He kissed her, then they got up and went inside.

He kissed her and they laid on the bed. “Adam,” Angel said. “Yes,” he replied. “Remember
when I told you all of the crap that’s gone on,” Angel asked. “Yeah,” he said. “Why did it feel so
easy to tell you,” she asked. “Because I’ve been through it,” he said. “You never told me about
that,” Angel said. They talked as he told her how he’d been through the jumping from girl to girl
thing and how they decided that they didn’t want him. How he’d decided to hold out and be on
his own until he met the one girl that wanted him for him. It’s no wonder she’d had feelings for
him. She curled up in his arms until she’d heard her blackberry go off. “Hello,” Angel said.
“You come into town and you weren’t even going to call,” Raven said. “I was about to,” Angel
said. “Right,” she said. “Suite 1105,” Angel said. “Which hotel,” Raven replied. “Oceanview,”
Angel replied. Raven hung up. Angel wrapped her arms back around Adam.

Raven showed up an hour or so later. Adam answered the door. “So that’s why she didn’t call,”
Raven said. Angel came into the room and wrapped her arms around Raven. “Adam, this is my
best friend ever, Raven. Raven, this is Adam,” Angel said. “Being a good distraction are you,”
Raven teased. “Trying,” he teased back. They all sat down and chatted a bit and got caught up
on everything. “So you still going to hide where you’re living,” she asked. “I just don’t want
Lucky or Chance or Jake knowing. I like things the way they are there. Everything is relaxing
and fun and easy,” Angel said. “Having a hot neighbor as a boyfriend isn’t too bad either,”
Raven said. Angel laughed. “You should tell her,” he said. “Tell me what,” she asked. “Adam
asked me to marry him,” Angel said. “And,” Raven asked. “She said she had some loose ends to
tie up before she’d answer me,” Adam said. “Oh really. Try a couple loose ends,” Raven said.
“Well, I have an answer now,” Angel said. “And,” he said. “If he signs the papers,” Angel said.
He kissed her. “Holy shit,” Raven said. “I’m going to go down and make a reservation for
dinner,” he said kissing her again. He left the ladies alone and couldn’t get the grin off his face.

“Angel,” Raven said. “It feels right Raven. Lucky and I aren’t going to work. We both know it.
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me,” Angel said. “Are you serious,” she replied. Angel nodded. “You sure,” she asked. “For
once in my life, yes,” Angel said. “I only want to see you happy you know,” Raven said. “I
know. Once I get all the plans together, I’ll let you know. I just don’t want Lucky or Jake
knowing where I am. You know Jake. He’ll show up and try to fuck me into being with him,”
Angel said. Raven laughed. “Poor baby. Have to get laid by superman,” Raven joked. “Just
don’t want to mess up what I have with Adam. He is such a good guy. He makes me and
Addison happy,” Angel said. “I hear you. It’s good to see you smile again,” Raven said. They
hugged as Adam came back in. “Bumped into Lucky downstairs,” he said. Lucky followed him
into the suite. Adam took Addison into the other room and played with her a while.

“Angel, I am not signing them,” he said. “What happened to ‘If letting you go makes you
happy’” Angel said. “Angel, I love you,” he said. “Lucky, I have a new life now. I’m happy
where I am. I wanted a fresh start and that’s what I got,” Angel said. “I don’t want to let you
go,” Lucky said as he walked over towards Angel. “Lucky, I’m not yours anymore. You want to
be my friend, then you’ll be happy for me and wish me well. Understand,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “No Lucky. No,” Angel said backing away. “Angel, I am not letting you leave town
without me,” he said. “Well, that’s just too bad then,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “No Lucky.
I moved on. I am going home with my baby girl and Adam. You aren’t coming,” she replied.
“You can’t just walk away,” he said. “I already did Lucky. Just sign them,” Angel said. She
walked into the other room and got Addison. “I can’t go all this time without getting to spend
time with her. I miss her,” he said. “Don’t use her as an excuse Lucky. You can see her
whenever you want,” Angel said. “Right. That’s why you disappeared with her over two
months ago,” he said. “Almost three Lucky. Fact is, that you drove me to it. I told you to back
off and you didn’t. I made a decision and you kept trying to get me to go back on it,” Angel said.
“I just don’t want to lose you,” he said. “I’m still your friend Lucky, I just can’t be married to
you,” Angel replied. “Can I have her for tonight? Please,” Lucky asked. “I’m leaving tomorrow
night,” Angel said. “Please,” he said. “Fine. Tomorrow morning I am coming to get her,” Angel
said. “Come and talk to me then. Just us. Alone,” he said. “It isn’t going to change anything
Lucky,” Angel said. “Prove it,” he said. “Meaning what smart ass,” Angel said. “Tonight,” he
said. “No Lucky,” Angel said. “Chicken,” he asked. “You want Addison tonight, then fine. I
am not part of the package,” Angel said. She went in and packed some of Addison’s things for
overnight, then handed the bag to Lucky. “I’ll be there at 9,” Angel said. “Alone,” he said as he
stood up. “No. I’m picking her up, then we are heading back,” Angel said.

Lucky headed out with Addison and Adam locked the door behind him. “Well,” he said. “I am
not changing my mind. I don’t care what he says,” Angel said. “Which would mean what for
us,” he asked. She wrapped her arms around his neck. “Which would mean, you are stuck with
me,” Angel said. “Think I could handle that,” he said as he wrapped his arms around her,
pulling her towards him. “So what am I going to do with you all to myself tonight,” he asked.
“Could go out,” Angel said. He shook his head. “What about the reservations,” Angel said.
There was a knock at the door. He went and answered it and the room service attendant came in
with a table and two silver lid covered plates. “I see you were busy,” Angel said. He signed for
dinner and slid her back into his arms. “Now where were we,” he asked. He bent his head down
and kissed her. “You know you’re a tease right,” Angel said. He nodded. “Ordered your
favorite,” he said. “Oh and what might that be,” Angel asked teasingly. “I asked for me on a
platter, but they said it would be a rare dish,” he teased. “Got you lobster instead.” She kissed
him and they sat down to dinner. “So what’s with the special occasion,” Angel asked. “Figured
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understood what she was going through. Funniest part was he actually knew just what she
needed. They had a nice quiet dinner alone, then went for a walk on the beach.

“You know, maybe we should spend Christmas down here. The weather is beautiful, and
Addison can spend some time with her dad and her sisters,” Adam said. “Or we can spend her
first Christmas making snow angels in the snow,” Angel said. “Hint taken,” Adam replied.
“Honestly, I want to be as far away from here as possible at Christmas,” Angel said. “Why are
you running away,” he said. “That obvious? I just don’t want to stay around here too long.
There are too many bad memories that I would rather forget,” Angel replied. “You sure that’s
all? I just am getting this feeling like there is still something between you and Lucky,” Adam
asked. “There used to be something, but the fire went out. He screwed that up all on his own,”
Angel said. “Bitter then,” he said. “A lot of things have happened Adam. He wanted to be with
me but he couldn’t. He cheated on his wife with me, then cheated on me. He was my best friend.
That’s the last thing I would have expected him to pull on me. I tried to make it work, and it
didn’t. I decided to leave before things got worse, and that’s how I met you,” Angel said. She
told him the entire story. By the end of it, he was more attracted to her than he was that morning.
They watched the sunset then headed back inside.

They headed up to the room and Angel saw someone sitting outside the room. “No. God tell me
it isn’t,” Angel said. She looked and the man got up. “I’m going back downstairs. I am not
dealing with him tonight,” Angel said. “We are. You don’t have to do this alone,” Adam said.
“Adam,” Angel replied. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. “We do this together. Us.
Not you alone. I love you. Don’t forget that,” he said. He kissed her again and they walked
down the hall hand in hand. “Angel,” Jake said. “No. I am going to bed Jake. Leave us alone,”
Angel said. “You think it’s going to be that easy do you,” Jake said. “No. I say it is,” Adam said.
“Who the hell do you think you are,” Jake said. “Her fiancée. Get out of the hall and go home,”
he said as they went into the room. “Angel, we are damn well talking now,” he said following
them both inside. “Get out Jake,” Angel said. “No. I need to talk to you. I know you are damn
well taking off in the morning, but you are talking to me whether I have to stand here all damn
night,” Jake said. “Fine. Talk,” Angel said as she sat down on the sofa in the suite.

“What the hell makes you think taking off is going to change this? You still have a decision to
make,” he said. “Think I already made that decision,” Angel said. “You’re marrying this guy?
How long have you known him anyway? Give me a break Angel. You’re running away because
you know that you want to be with me and you can’t deal,” Jake said. “Don’t think so highly of
yourself Jake. Fact is, a lot has changed. I am not going to be living here anymore. This isn’t
home to me anymore. I have my own house, that I used to dream of when I was younger. I have
everything I want there. Only things I have here are stress causers. I just want my simple and
happy life. You can’t be happy for me, then don’t be part of my life,” Angel said. Adam handed
her a glass of her favorite shiraz. “Don’t think you know what you’re getting yourself into,” Jake
said to Adam. “I already heard everything. Nothing you can say can scare me off. I care too
much about her,” Adam said as he curled up on the sofa beside Angel. “You seriously don’t
want to be here? The one place that you know like the back of your damn hand? Where all your
friends are,” Jake asked. “I can make new friends Jake. Ones who actually look out for me
instead of making me do what they want me to do,” Angel said. “I just don’t see you being
happy in the damn cold,” he said. “Don’t know me that well do you? I miss watching the snow.
I miss the whole damn thing. Fact is, I feel more at home there than I ever did here. I want to be
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replied. “I am,” Angel said. “Can I talk to you outside alone for a minute,” he asked. “I’ll be in
the bedroom,” Adam said as Angel kissed him. She went outside to the balcony with Jake.

“What,” Angel said leaning over the side, drinking her wine. “What the hell are you doing,” he
asked. “What do you mean Jake,” Angel said. “You leave Lucky behind, you leave all your girls
behind, and you walk away from me. Why the hell are you running away? I mean I understand
you wanting to get away, but taking off? Angel,” Jake said. “Jake, I told you that I couldn’t take
any of it anymore and that I wanted to start over. I have. I went back to the one place that I
never worried about any of this crap. I met an amazing man, who I care about. Addison loves
him. I love him. He’s everything that I want Jake. It’s not like I am going to get married to him
tomorrow. It’s going to be a long engagement. I want to enjoy all of it. To not have a second
thought. I did with you, and I definitely did with Lucky. I just want me back, and going there
made me get me back. It made me happy again,” Angel said. “You just seem so different,” Jake
said standing beside her. “I am. For once, I am actually happy,” Angel said. “Did I really cause
you that much stress,” Jake asked. “You and Lucky? You caused enough to make me want to
kick both your asses off this balcony,” Angel said. “If you need anything Angel. Even if it’s just
a friendly visit or conversation,” Jake said. “Thanks, but something tells me I am not going to
need it,” Angel said. “Promise you won’t forget me,” he said. “Can’t. Wouldn’t have made it
through the first few weeks with Addison if it weren’t for you,” Angel said. He gave her a hug,
then tried to get a kiss. She walked him to the door instead. “Goodbye Jake,” Angel said. “Good
luck,” he replied.

Angel locked the door and went into the bedroom to find Adam packing up the luggage. “What
you up to,” Angel asked. “Just getting everything together for tomorrow,” he said. Angel came
up behind him and he turned to face her. “Thank you,” Angel said. “For what,” he asked. “For
being you. For sticking beside me and not letting me run off,” Angel said. “I’m here when you
need me you know. You won’t have to go through this stuff forever. Just let me help you,” he
said. “Together,” Angel replied. He smiled and nodded and pulled her into his arms. She
wrapped her arms around him. “So, anybody else that we have to chat with before I get you
home,” he asked. Angel shook her head and kissed him. “All to myself,” he said. Angel
nodded. He slid the straps of her dress off her shoulders. He kissed her and unzipped her dress.
It slid to the floor to reveal the white lace thong she’d got as a surprise for him. “You like,” Angel
asked. He kissed her, picking her up, wrapping her legs around him. He carried her to the bed.
“Take that as a yes,” Angel said.

They made love that night and he cherished every moment, every taste, every feeling. He kissed
her as his hands caressed her skin. The heat between them rose until both of them were out of
energy and out of breath. “Angel,” he asked still locked between her legs. “What,” Angel asked.
“How long,” he asked. “For what,” she replied. “How long for the engagement,” he asked.
“Why? Worried that I’ll change my mind,” Angel asked. “A little,” he replied. “I won’t. Let’s
aim for the end of the summer next year,” Angel said. “Think you can wait that long,” he asked.
“Yep,” Angel said. “Question is, what are we to do with all that time?” He kissed her, then they
curled up together. They fell asleep curled up together, and for once, Angel felt unstressed and
relaxed. Little did she know, that relaxed feeling was soon to change to something else.

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Chapter 29

The next morning, Angel woke up and Adam was gone. Addison was in her bed fast asleep.
Angel checked the balcony and saw no sign of him. She started packing things up for the flight
back, and found his ticket missing. She got herself and Addison dressed and clean, and grabbed
the bag and checked out. Oddly, Adam’s bag was gone. She went to pay the bill, and it had
already been paid. “The gentleman left you a note,” the attendant said. She opened it.

Angel,

I care about you so much, but I am thinking that we really did rush all of
this. I can’t marry you. I’m sorry if I hurt you, but I just don’t think I am
cut out for the married life.

Adam

Angel looked at the ring he’d given her and pulled it off, throwing it in her purse. They hopped
into the rental car and headed for the airport.

She pulled in and signed over the rental and headed for the gate for the flight. Addison was
sleeping through it all.

Angel got home an hour or two later, put Addison down in her crib for a quick nap, then had a
hot bath. Her blackberry rang: Lucky. She pressed end and sent it to the machine. That was not
someone she wanted to deal with. It rang again a few minutes later. “What do you want Lucky,”
Angel said. “Where the hell did you disappear to,” he asked. “I went home Lucky. Thanks for
dropping Addison off,” Angel said. “Adam picked her up. That’s why I was wondering where
you went. I saw him on the beach a half hour ago,” Lucky replied. “Good for fucking him then,”
Angel said hanging up. Angel got out of the now un-relaxing bath and threw on her jeans and
sweater. She went into Addison’s room and rocked herself in the rocking chair. “Where the hell
did I do wrong,” Angel thought to herself.

The next day, she was determined to start over. To go back to the things that she did in her life
that made her happy. First thing, was getting a new job. She spent the day going through the
paper to find something that she really was interested in. She came across an ad for a co-owner
for a dance club. It was perfect. The ad was for someone to work days and to take care of the
day to day stuff. She made a call, and within an hour or so, she was on her way to the interview.

She met with Sasha, a very laid back lady, with a killer instinct for what should be done. “Thank
goodness I finally found someone to work the day shift. Not that you would always be working
just days, but I need your assistance with it,” she said. She was a no-nonsense type person. She
was around Angel’s height with long brown hair. The more she explained the club to Angel, the
more interested she got. “Sounds like a single girl’s paradise,” Angel replied.

The club catered to the female crowd. It was called Instinct. A perfect name as Angel knew just
by the description that it would bring out the animal instinct in the patrons. It was a small place
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Sasha asked. “Would look forward to seeing this place in action,” Angel replied. “Then you start
Monday,” Sasha replied. “We half all the profit, and trust me it’s a pretty penny.” “So I don’t
have to invest anything,” Angel asked. “If we do any renovations at all, then we half the cost.
What are you thinking,” Sasha asked. “Dark purple walls with dark carpet. Candles on the
tables,” Angel suggested. “You definitely have the creativity,” Sasha replied. “I try. So about
the guys,” Angel said as they laughed and had a drink.

That Monday, Angel started work. She found a babysitter to look after Addison who was
completely trustworthy. There was only one rule….Adam wasn’t allowed in the house or near
Addison. She went in and tried to organize the desk that they’d have to share. There was a
knock at the door. “Can I help you,” Angel asked as she answered the door. “You must be
Angel,” the man said. “And you are,” Angel replied. “Trey, but everyone calls me T,” he replied
as he kissed her hand. “I didn’t know anyone was coming by today,” Angel said. “Sasha asked
me to fix a few things up around here. Told me to come see you today,” he replied. “Well, go
right ahead then,” Angel said. She brought her work out to the bar and turned on her favorite
radio station. She couldn’t help but look at him.

Sandy blond hair, tattoos that peeked through his tank top and a body she wished she could see
more of. Trey was gorgeous. He was a little taller than Angel, but it didn’t bother her a bit. He
was nice eye candy for her first day. The slight Texas accent was even more interesting. He
wasn’t too muscular, but had just enough to make her blush when he caught her looking. He’d
make a good distraction.

“She said something else about dark purple paint. Been trying to get her to change the damn
color in here for ages. How’d you pull it off,” he asked. “Was a suggestion is all. Thought it
suited the atmosphere better,” Angel said. He walked towards her. “Guess you’ve never been in
here before. Something tells me the chicks aren’t here for the atmosphere,” he said. “Meaning,”
Angel asked. “Meaning I have bruises from the weekend,” he said. “You work here on the
weekends,” Angel asked. He nodded and pulled up a seat beside her. “Would have
remembered if you’d been here before,” he said. “Smooth. I’ll give you a point for that,” Angel
said. “Wasn’t for points. I would. A sexy lady like you,” he said. “Thanks for the compliment,”
Angel said trying not to let him see her blush. “So did you have a specific color in mind,” he
asked trying to change the topic before she saw how nervous he was. “Was going to go look at a
few colors this afternoon, but,” Angel said. “She’ll like whatever we pick out,” he replied. “We,”
Angel asked. He nodded. “Fine. Give me an hour or so to get this done,” Angel replied dialing
Sasha’s cell.

“Hey Angel. I guess you met T,” Sasha said. “Oh yeah. Thanks for the surprise,” Angel joked.
“No problems. He said he’d paint the club before we open on Thursday. You pick the color and
throw it on. We’ll get the carpets done in a week or two,” Sasha said. “Just thought I would
check first. We’re going to go take a look at some colors this afternoon,” Angel said. “He twisted
your arm to come with you didn’t he,” Sasha teased. “Oh yeah,” she laughed. “I’ll see you on
Wednesday afternoon then. I’m out,” she said hanging up.

Angel headed off to the store with Trey and picked out a few paint samples. “Lunch,” he asked.
Angel shrugged and replied,” Sure.” They headed off to a tiny restaurant and grabbed a table
and a quick lunch. “So, don’t mind me asking, are you single,” Trey asked. “Now why would
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and makes me nervous,” he said quietly. “Rather blunt,” Angel said. “Call them as I see them,”
he said. He reached across the table to her hand. “I don’t really date people I work with. Sort of
a rule of mine,” Angel said. “Then I quit,” he replied. “Seriously,” Angel said. “I would,” he
said. “Why don’t we just get to know each other before you do something that extreme,” Angel
teased. “Sure,” he said as they headed out towards her car. They talked all the way back to the
club then for most of the afternoon while they tried to decide on a paint color. By the end of the
day, his chores were finished and they had chosen a paint color…..passion lilac.
He walked her outside to her car. “I had a lot of fun with you this afternoon,” he said. “Me too,”
Angel replied. “So you willing to try a real date maybe,” he asked. “There’s a lot you don’t
know about me T. I have a baby girl. I can’t just up and take off whenever I want,” Angel said.
“Dinner at your place it is,” he replied. Angel shook her head sarcastically and he pulled her to
him and kissed her. She gave in ever so slightly, then pushed him away. “You know you’re a
little too crazy for me,” Angel said. “You haven’t seen anything yet,” he said. He gave her a
quick kiss goodbye. “Tomorrow at 6. I’ll bring everything,” he said. He walked off and hopped
into his truck and left. Angel stood in shock. She snapped herself out of it and headed home.

“Hello Mrs. Lockheart,” the babysitter said as Angel came in. “Thank you so much Cara,” Angel
replied. “So same time tomorrow,” she asked. Angel nodded. “Did you need a ride home,”
Angel asked. “Nope. Just 3 doors down,” she replied. She headed out and Angel locked the
door behind her. “Well hello missy,” Angel said walking over to Addison. She giggled. “And
how was your day,” Angel said picking her up from the playpen. Cara had done a great job.
Even the house was spotless. Addison smelled like baby powder. She smiled and laid down on
the sofa with Addison in her arms. “Ma,” Addison said. “I love you too,” Angel replied.

Angel made up some dinner, then slipped into a bubble bath with Addison. They relaxed a
while, then Angel tucked her into her crib. She went into her room and slid on her warm
pajamas then slid into bed, plugging her blackberry into the charger. Within minutes, it rang.
“Hello,” Angel said. “It’s me,” the voice said. Nobody ever says that. It had to be…. “It’s Trey,”
he said. “And just how did you sucker Sasha into giving you this number,” Angel asked. “Told
her I needed the number for an emergency,” he replied. “And what might that be,” Angel asked.
“Couldn’t sleep. Was listening to a song that made me think of you,” he replied. “Laying it on a
little aren’t we,” Angel asked. “I just wanted to hear your voice,” he said. “You know T, a girl
could start liking the attention,” Angel replied. “So I’m wearing you down am I,” he asked.
“Funny,” Angel replied. “I’ll see you in the morning beautiful,” he said. Even through the
phone he could make her blush. They hung up and Angel fell asleep with a silly schoolgirl grin
ear to ear.

The next day, Angel headed to the bar. Addison came with her that day. Angel figured now was
a good a time as any to tell him about Addison. She got some paperwork done, then around 11,
T came in. “Hey Angel,” he said as he walked past the playpen where Addison was enthralled
with her teddy bear. “Hey yourself. T, this is Addison,” Angel said. “So this is the princess of
the palace,” he teased. He picked Addison up and held her in his arms. “Needed a second
opinion on the paint color did you?” Angel laughed. “Right,” she said. “So what do we owe the
honor of having the princess with us today,” he asked. “Missed her a little yesterday,” Angel
said. “I hear ya. She’s almost as cute as her mom,” Trey said. Angel blushed and he leaned in to
kiss her cheek, missing and kissing her lips. The kiss got more intense. Angel pulled back and
put Addison back down. “What are you scared of,” he asked. “You don’t know me at all Trey.
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that scary,” he said pulling her towards him. “No kidding. You’re a damn pussycat,” Angel
said. “So tell me why we can’t just spend time together and get to know each other. What’s the
problem,” he asked.

“I just got out of a relationship. A long relationship. I don’t even remember how to date,” Angel
said. “Then what’s the problem,” he asked. “The ink isn’t even dry on my divorce papers okay.
This isn’t what I came here for Trey. I just wanted a drama free life. That’s all,” Angel said.
“Then that’s what we’ll make,” he said. He kissed her again. “You are just incorrigible aren’t
you,” Angel asked. “Just know what I want,” he replied. “And what happens if when you get it
you don’t want it anymore,” Angel asked. “Never happen. I’m not that kind of guy,” he replied.
“Right,” Angel said walking back to her paperwork. “Angel, when I am with someone, I don’t
walk away from it. I don’t have eyes for anyone but them. Why would you think someone
would ever do that to someone as beautiful as you,” he asked. “Because it does Trey. Especially
when you aren’t ready for a relationship,” Angel said. “And who says I’m not,” he asked. He
walked towards her and she got up, walking behind the bar. “Stop running away,” he said
following her and cornering her. “What do you want from me Trey? I’ve known you less than
48 hours. I’m not going to jump into anything with both feet except being a better mom and
making this job work,” Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her against the wall of fridges. “I’m
going to talk you into it if it takes me all day,” he said as they came up for air.

Angel slid out of his grasp and went over to the table beside Addison. “I have to get back to this
paperwork, and Sasha will kick your ass if the paint isn’t up. At least a first coat,” Angel said.
“Nice. Fine. I’ll paint, but dinner is still on,” he said. He grabbed the paint cans and headed for
the back corner of the bar to start painting. Angel went and turned on the radio.

By the end of the day, he’d finished half of the first coat. Angel started packing Addison up to
head home. “Angel,” he said walking towards her. She went behind the bar to turn the radio off
and he leaned against the bar. “What can I do for you,” Angel asked. “I am still coming. I’ll help
you in a minute. Just give me one second,” he said heading for the change room. Angel got all of
Addison’s things together and was almost ready to head out. She knocked on the change room
door and heard nothing. She peeked her head inside to say goodbye and he grabbed her hand,
pulling her towards him. He kissed her, pulling her close to him. He had nothing on but a towel.
“Trey,” Angel said as he let her up for air. “Can’t help myself,” he said backing her up into the
lockers.

His hands slid down to her backside. He pulled her so close to him that she could feel his heart
racing. “I have to take her home,” Angel said trying to weasel her way out of another kiss. “Not
without me you don’t,” he said. He kissed her again. “Don’t you think clothes might help,”
Angel said as she backed away. “Will only take me a minute. Something more important to do
first,” he said. His hands slid to cradle her head and he kissed her. Goosebumps appeared all
down her arms. “Would you give me a chance,” he asked. “I…” He kissed her again. “Okay,”
Angel replied. “Fine. I’ll meet you outside,” he said. He kissed her again and Angel headed
back out to the bar area. Addison was out cold in the playpen.

Within about 10 minutes, the bar was locked up, Addison was asleep in her car seat and Trey was
following behind her to the house. They pulled into the driveway and Angel brought Addison
inside. She gave her dinner, then a bath, then tucked her into bed. She came back downstairs to
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“What are you cooking,” Angel asked. “Mango chicken with grilled asparagus,” he replied. “It
smells delicious,” she said as she giggled to herself. “What’s the laugh for,” he asked. “One of
my favorites,” Angel replied. “What’s the laugh for,” he asked again. “One of my specialties.
That’s all,” Angel said. “Well then,” he said as he turned the chicken over. He closed the oven
and stood up, leaning her against her kitchen counter. He kissed her. “Guess you’re going to
love dessert then,” Trey said. “Really. What’s on the menu,” Angel asked. He kissed her again
and pulled her close to him. “Not even a hint,” Angel joked. “Tease,” he said. He kissed her
again and picked her up, putting her onto the countertop and eye to eye with him. “I’m not like
every other damn guy Angel. I’m not here to screw your life up,” he said. “It’s not that you
know,” Angel said. “Then what is it,” he asked. “It’s the fact that the past year has been like a
whirlwind. I married someone I thought was my best friend, and it went sour. I left and came
here after we had Addison. I just wanted to start fresh. To start concentrating on Addy and I.
That’s all,” Angel said. “Well, you’re stuck with me. Better get used to it,” he said. He kissed
her again then put the vegetables on. Angel poured them some red wine.

She sat down at the table and tried to relax. Within a few minutes, dinner was ready for them.
He brought it over to her and found a tear falling from her eyes. “What,” he asked. “It’s
nothing,” Angel replied. “It is or you wouldn’t be upset,” he said. “It’s just….I didn’t think. I
wish I could just let go, but I can’t,” Angel said. “I know it will take time. Just try to relax. I’m
not forcing you to do anything. Just going with the flow,” Trey said. “If I start freaking again,
just snap me out of it okay,” Angel said. He leaned over and pulled her chair towards him,
kissing her. He smiled at her and it melted that wall of ice she’d built. They had dinner, talked
and laughed then sat in the TV room and watched movie after movie.

After the second movie, he pulled her into his arms. “Maybe there’s a reason why we met,” he
said. “Like what Trey? Kismet,” Angel said jokingly. He kissed her, then rolled her onto her
back. “Exactly,” he said. He kissed her again, pulling her into a passionate kiss that had tingles
shooting down her back. “I have to ask you one thing,” Angel said. “What’s that,” he said
kissing her neck. “Are you seeing anyone? I mean anyone at all,” she asked. “Other than my
little girl, no,” he replied. “And how old might she be,” Angel asked. “She just turned three. I
promised myself the same thing you did. Nobody will ever know about her unless I want to be
with them and only them. No one night stands,” he said. “What about you?”

This was a long story that she didn’t want to tell. “No. Not anymore,” Angel replied. “You are
now,” Trey said. He kissed her again, then trailed his kisses down her neck. “You taste so
good,” he said as he unbuttoned her sweater. “Trey,” Angel said as he undid the last button.
“What’s wrong,” he asked stopping. “I just,” Angel said. He kissed her again and slid his shirt
off. He wrapped his arms around her, holding her close and kissing her. He knew what she was
trying to say. No amount of wine was going to make this less awkward. “I just don’t want to
rush this,” Angel said. He put a finger over her lips and kissed her. An hour or two later, before
they went too far, he headed home. “I’ll see you in the morning,” he said as Angel walked him to
the door. She nodded and he kissed her goodbye. He headed home with a grin. She closed the
door behind him and leaned against it and couldn’t help the smile that had appeared.

The next morning, Angel came into work without Addison. A few minutes after she showed,
Trey walked in. He walked over towards her, kissed her, then went back to painting. She
couldn’t help but watch as he got hot and sweaty. Just after lunch, Sasha came in.

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“First coat looks great Trey,” she said. He waved. “Thanks,” he replied. She sat down beside
Angel. “So. How has the week been so far,” Sasha asked. “Not bad. Got some organizing done.
Books are up to date and set up electronic payroll for everyone. Made sure the tills were
connected to the computer system. It will alert when something gets low,” Angel replied.
“Sounds like you’ve been busy,” Sasha said. “Made it dummy proof is all. Nothing against the
bartenders, but it’s better to be safe then sorry,” Angel said. “So true. So, how are things with
Trey,” she asked prying. “He’s a nice guy. Why,” Angel asked. “So you two didn’t hit it off,”
she asked. “Trying to set someone up were you,” Angel asked. “Well, he asked actually. He
saw you when you first came for the interview. He begged me to introduce you two,” Sasha said.
“Well, good to know,” Angel said looking over towards him. He looked back and laughed a bit.
“The color looks good. Nice choice,” Sasha said. “Just figured it’s more the mood we’re going
for,” Angel said. “You should come down on Friday night. See him in action,” Sasha said. “Will
see. Don’t exactly have any girlfriends to come down here with. Haven’t been here that long,”
Angel said. “Well, don’t you worry. Can put you to work if you want,” Sasha teased. “Will let
you know. So, other than finishing up the aesthetics, what else did you need done this week,”
Angel asked. “You’re so far ahead you have to give me time to catch up,” Sasha said. “I actually
just came in to see how the color turned out. I have a million things to do. There are two guys
coming in tomorrow for auditions. I’ll be here around noon. I need your input on them. That
okay with you,” she asked. “I guess,” Angel replied. Sasha said goodbye to Trey then to Angel
and headed off to get her errands done.

The minute Sasha left, Trey walked over towards Angel, picking her up and leaning her against
the bar. He kissed her. “Wanted to do that all morning,” Trey said. “What if,” Angel said. He
kissed her again. “She isn’t coming back. She told me that I put a smile on your face and to keep
it up. Relax,” he said. Angel tried and he kissed her again. “If I could,” he said. “Hormones a
ragin,” Angel teased. He kissed her again, pulling her sweater off then reaching around to the
zipper of her skirt. “Trey,” Angel said. “Not here. Come with me,” he said grabbing her hand.
He led her to the door of the change room. “Trey. Not here,” Angel said. He kissed her again
and led her into the room, walking her backwards into the wall of lockers. He leaned her into
them and kissed her.

“Trey, I can’t,” Angel said in-between kisses. He slid his hands down her back and picked her
up, pulling her legs around his waist. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Seriously. I
can’t do this,” Angel said as she got herself free. “You are damn near irresistible to me. Angel,”
he said. “Not here Trey. Not now,” Angel replied. He pulled her back into his arms and kissed
her. “Remember what you said last night,” he asked. “And,” Angel said. “You’re doing it. I
want you so bad I can taste it. Don’t you get that,” he asked. “I do, but we can’t do this here,”
Angel said. “Fine. Come with me then,” he said leading her to the door to the parking area.
Angel managed to grab her keys and purse and coat on the way through. The first coat of paint
was done anyway. They hopped into his truck and he pulled out of the lot. “Where are we
going,” Angel asked. “My place,” he replied.

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Chapter 30

They walked in the door of his place and it was spotless. Totally a bachelor pad…big screen and
all. He locked the door behind them and leaned her into it. “No more excuses,” he said. He
kissed her again. “Show me around,” Angel said. He gave her a quick tour, then stopped at the
bedroom door. “Angel,” he said. “Trey,” she replied. He kissed her and opened the bedroom
door walking her backwards towards the bed. When she touched the edge of the bed, her heart
started racing. He pulled his shirt off, then her sweater and top. “Damn,” he remarked. “I am
one lucky ass man.” He kissed her again and slid her skirt off. “Trey,” Angel said. He picked
her up, wrapping her legs around him and laid her on the bed. “Angel,” he said. He knew she
was nervous. “I just…” Angel said. He kissed her and slid her g-string and bra off, then slid his
jeans off. He kissed her slowly, passionately and was intent on making her forget about being
worried. His kisses trailed down her neck, then to her chest, then to her ribs, hips, thighs, knees.
He worked his way up as she finally let go. He laid down, heart to heart with her and she
wrapped her legs around him. “Stop worrying I won’t be there,” he said. He kissed her again
and she let all the apprehension go. He slid his boxers off, then grabbed something from his
bedside drawer. He leaned towards her slipping it on, then pulled her close to him. “You smell
good,” he said as he kissed her again then kissed her neck. She held onto him like he was going
to disappear. He made love to her, taking his time and relishing every moment. Her stomach
trembled and butterflies coarsed through her stomach. Everything put together, made every
movement, every touch, every kiss more and more intense until she couldn’t stand it anymore.
She let herself go and they came within minutes of each other.

“Angel,” he said as she lay curled up with him with their legs intertwined. “Yes,” she replied.
“Guess I don’t have to ask if you’re okay. The smile gives it away,” he joked. “Like you’re any
better,” she replied. “So when did this, obvious moron, call it quits,” he asked. “You wouldn’t
believe me if I told you,” Angel said. “Try me,” he replied. “A week ago today,” Angel said.
“You moved out here before that though didn’t you,” he asked. “We separated a few months
ago. The papers were signed Thursday last week,” Angel said. “Where did you used to live,” he
asked. “Martha’s vineyard,” Angel replied. “Then what the hell are you doing way up here in
snow central,” he asked. She perked an eyebrow and gave that cat that ate the canary smirk.
“Other than that. Why didn’t you stay,” he asked. “I had to get away to somewhere that made
me feel happy about me again. I used to live not far from here. My house now, was always one I
dreamed of having. Figured now’s a good a time as any,” Angel said. “Thank goodness you
did,” he said. “Why’s that,” Angel replied. “Would’ve been a long drive to hunt you down
there,” he teased. They laughed then relaxed a while.

“I’m on my way back. Sorry. Was running a little late tonight,” Angel said to the babysitter.
“No problem. Addison and I are watching Cinderella,” she replied. “Okay. I’ll be there in a
minute or two,” Angel replied hanging up. She couldn’t get the grin off her face. She came in
and gave the babysitter her pay for the week, then mentioned babysitting Friday night. “I
wouldn’t need you during the day. Just from about 7pm on,” Angel said. “No problem. I’ll be
here,” she replied heading out. Angel went and played with Addison a while, then made some
dinner and fed her. She nibbled away on something for herself, then took Addison upstairs for a
bubble bath. Within an hour, Addison was asleep in Angel’s arms in the tub. Angel slipped out,
still holding Addison and slid her into her pajamas and into her bed. Angel slid on her satin
robe, then went into her room to curl up with her book. Within minutes, her blackberry rang.
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asked. “Heat was radiating from the blackberry,” Angel joked. “Your perfume is still on my
pillows,” he said. “Really. Tide normally solves that,” Angel teased. “Nope. Will need to
refresh the perfume smell Friday night,” he said. “Aren’t you working,” she asked. “And you
have a reserved seat. After the bar, you’re mine,” he said. “We’ll see. No more hookie
tomorrow. We have to get the painting done,” Angel said. “Depends,” he said. “On what,”
Angel replied. “You wearing a skirt again,” he asked. “Jeans,” Angel replied. “May need a
break,” he said. “Gatorade will be on site,” Angel teased. “Ooh. Playing hard to get again are
you,” he teased. “I’ll see you in the morning,” Angel replied.

“What are you wearing,” he asked. “Satin robe,” Angel replied. “And,” he asked. “And nothing
else,” Angel replied. “Tease,” he replied. “I know what you’re thinking Trey. Go to bed. We
have a lot of work to do tomorrow,” Angel said. “I can’t sleep. Why do you think I called,” he
said. “I promise no short skirts tomorrow. Wouldn’t want to distract you,” Angel said. “Damn
you,” he teased. “Or should I just show up in a trench coat and heels,” Angel replied. “Angel.
You don’t watch it, I’m going to show up there,” he said. “Promises promises,” Angel replied.
“Dare me,” he asked. “I need sleep tonight. Baby girl remember,” he said. “Maybe I should
bring my daughter over. Then we’ll be able to do what we want,” he said. “You know you’re
acting crazy,” Angel said. “Why not,” he asked. “A little much,” Angel replied. “I want you,”
he said. “Slow down Trey. It’s not like I’m going anywhere. Relax,” Angel said. “I just don’t
want to lose this,” he said. “You won’t. Just don’t rush this,” Angel said. “Promise,” he asked.
“Yes. Now let me get some damn sleep,” Angel replied. “Sweet dreams then,” Trey replied.
“You too,” Angel said as they hung up.

The next morning, Angel got up, got herself and Addison dressed and cleaned up, then fed
Addison and left her with the babysitter. She grabbed two coffees and some donuts and headed
in. When she got there, Trey was already painting. “Looks good,” Angel said as she settled in
for the last of the paperwork for the week. He put the roller down and walked towards her,
leaning against the bar and kissing her. “Coffee,” Angel asked handing him the hot cup.
“Thanks, but think it needs more sugar,” he teased. Angel looked up and he walked around the
bar and kissed her. “Hello paint,” Angel said. He undid her jacket to see the low cut sweater and
tight jeans she had decided to tease him with that day. “Now how am I supposed to get any
work done,” he said as he leaned down to kiss her. He pulled her into his arms. “Seriously. The
second coat has to be done by the end of the day,” Angel said. He slid her jacket off, then started
undoing the buttons of her sweater. “Would you cut it out. Horndog,” Angel teased. He picked
her up, wrapping her legs around him and leaned her against the bar. “Trey,” Angel said. He
kissed her again. “Do you want me to help you paint,” Angel asked. “Naked,” he suggested
teasingly. “No. Do you want help or not,” Angel asked. He shook his head and kissed her
again. “I have to finish the paperwork,” Angel said. “Fine. After, you are all mine,” Trey said.
“Fine. I’ll turn on some tunes, but we have to get the painting done today,” Angel said. He
nodded, kissed her, then went back to work on the second coat.

By around 3, the second coat was done, and they headed off for the rest of the afternoon. “We’re
going to my place. I need to change,” he said. “Fine. I can’t be back late,” Angel said. “Ooh.
Curfew,” he teased. Angel shook her head. “The babysitter can’t be there late Trey,” Angel said.
“No problem. I get to have you here for the rest of the afternoon, then I’ll pick up my daughter
and we go to your place,” he said. “Big plans,” Angel replied. He pulled into his driveway and
parked the car, then leaned over and kissed her. He slid her seatbelt off, then pulled her into his
lap. “Now where were we earlier,” he said as he unbuttoned her sweater. He kissed her. “Trey,

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you know how crazy you are,” Angel asked. He nodded and kissed her again. He finished
unbuttoning her sweater then went for her jeans. “Not out here,” Angel said. “And why the hell
not,” he said as he pulled her closer to him. “Trey, you are full of surprises aren’t you,” Angel
said as she reached for the door. He let her slip out of the car, got up and followed her in with his
arms wrapped around her.

He came in and noticed a small pair of shoes at the door. “Hope,” he called. “Hi Daddy,” a voice
said getting louder. A little girl with mousy blonde hair and blue eyes came running into the
hallway. “What are you doing here so early,” he asked as he let go of Angel and picked his
daughter up. “Mom brought me,” she said. He looked into the TV room and found his ex on the
sofa. “Good timing,” she said getting up and walking towards them. “Why don’t I let you two
have some time together? I have some work to get done anyway,” Angel said trying to slip
away. “No,” he replied grabbing her hand. “Guess I’ll head home,” his ex said walking out and
giving Angel the onceover. “Kat, this is Angel. Angel, this is Hope’s mom Kat,” he said. “Nice
to meet you,” Angel replied. “Right. Call me when you’re bringing her back. I’ll probably be
out until late on Sunday,” she said. “Fine,” he replied as she walked out and he closed the door
behind her.

“Hope, this is Angel,” he said. “Nice to meet you Hope,” Angel said. She gave Angel a smile,
then hid, wrapping her arms around her dad’s neck. “So, I guess plans are a little changed,” he
said as he whispered in Angel’s ear. “I’ll go and let you two have some time alone,” Angel said.
“Did you bring your movies,” he asked his daughter. She nodded. “You go grab them. We’ll
watch one together,” he said. He put her down and she ran up to her room to choose one. He
turned to face Angel and pulled her into his arms, kissing her. “You’re stuck with me Angel. No
running away,” he said. “I have to get home in a few hours for Addison,” Angel said. “Go get
her and bring her over,” he said. “You sure you two don’t want some alone time,” Angel asked.
“I know what I want and unfortunately it will have to wait until her nap,” he whispered as his
hands slid down to her ass. Her cell went off. She grabbed it. “That’s fine. Since you’re going
out anyway, can you drop Addison off here for me,” Angel asked. “Not a problem. Just give me
the directions,” the babysitter said. Angel did, then hung up. “My plan is working,” he joked in
his best Dr. Jekyll impersonation. Angel laughed. “Picked one Daddy,” his daughter said
running down the steps. “I’ll make the popcorn. You put it in,” he said. She ran into the TV
room, while he and Angel made the popcorn.

Within about a half hour, Addison was there, and asleep on the floor beside Hope. He carried
Hope upstairs and to her bed for a nap, then Angel put Addison gently into her playpen. He
walked halfway down the steps and motioned for her to come upstairs. She walked up the steps,
then he picked her up, carrying her into the master bedroom, locking the door. He kissed her,
taking her breath from her lungs. He leaned her onto the bed, then pulled her sweater off. “Been
wanting to do that all day,” he said quietly as he pulled his shirt off. He pulled her close to him,
undoing her jeans. “Seriously Trey,” Angel said. “Nope. No excuses,” he said sliding her g-
string and jeans to the floor.

He massaged her breasts roughly as he nibbled at her. “Damn I am one lucky man,” he said. He
slid his jeans off along with his boxers, kicking them to the floor. “You never stop do you,”
Angel asked. He pulled her legs around him. “Hell no,” he replied kissing her again, harder and
rougher. He slid himself inside her and she tried to pull away. “What,” he said. “You know
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drawer and grabbing a foil package. “Now where were we,” he said sliding back inside her. He
made love to her. It was almost urgent. Like he desperately needed to make love to her at that
exact second. “Angel, I am not letting you go home. You’re my hostage,” he said. “Oh really,”
Angel replied as he got more and more forceful. “My love slave for the rest of the week,” he said.
“Would be a little tricky since you have to work this weekend,” Angel replied. He silenced her
with a breathtaking devouring kiss. They came within minutes of each other. It was intense.
Neither of them could move. “See what I mean? I refuse to share. Mine,” he said. He pulled her
even tighter to him. “Trey, you know they’re going to be up in a little while,” Angel said. “And
until they do, I am not moving one damn inch,” he said as he kissed her again. “Now what crazy
ass man would ever let you go,” he said. Angel was quiet. “Angel,” he said. “Doesn’t matter,”
Angel said trying to get off that topic. “His loss,” Trey replied. “Why won’t you tell me anything
about you,” he asked. “What do you want to know Trey,” Angel asked. “Her dad,” he asked.
“Living in Martha’s vineyard and pissed off at me,” Angel said. “Were you two…” “Yes Trey.
The divorce was finalized last week,” Angel said. “Then really all mine,” he said raising an
eyebrow and kissing her again. Angel heard Addison. “No. She’ll fall back asleep,” he said.
“What makes you the expert,” Angel asked. Just as he had said, she fell back asleep.

“So question #2….what would you say if I asked you to be my girl,” he asked. “Trey,” Angel
said. “What,” he replied. He was being serious. He wouldn’t let her go, couldn’t. “What do you
think,” he said. “Feels so silly,” Angel said. “And why is that? I want you to be my girlfriend.
Me and you. Why is that silly,” he asked. “Haven’t been asked that in so long, it’s just funny,”
Angel said. “So,” he asked. He pulled her close to him, holding her tight against him. “Now
what would you do if I said no,” Angel said. He kissed her taking her breath from her. One kiss
led into two, two turning into round two. “I’m not letting you out of this room until I convince
you to say yes,” Trey said. “Ooh. A challenge,” Angel joked still trying to catch her breath.
“Tease,” he said. “Now if I said yes,” Angel replied. He kissed her again and a smile lit him up.
“I said if,” Angel replied. “I know what’s holding you back. If that’s all it is, then I’ll tell her I’m
not dancing anymore,” he replied. He kissed her, then nuzzled her neck. “Okay,” Angel said.
“Okay as in yes,” he said. “Yes,” Angel replied. “Good,” he said. “Then I get to keep you all to
myself.”

They got up and dressed, just as Addison was waking up. Hope came out of her room, rubbing
her eyes and walked over to Trey. “How about Angel and I take you and Addison out for dinner
to celebrate,” he asked Hope. “Celebrate what Daddy,” she asked still sleepy. “Angel is Daddy’s
girlfriend now,” he said. “Oh,” she replied. “That means that Daddy likes her and she likes me,”
he said. “You still like me best though right,” she said as he knelt down to hug her. “Yep,” he
replied. “Okay then,” she said kissing his cheek and hugging him. “You go put on something
nice. We’ll meet you downstairs,” he said.

They walked down the steps then into the TV room to find Addison standing in the playpen.
“Well,” Angel said. Addison giggled. “Guess you’re awake,” Angel said. “I’ll change her, then
we’ll go,” Angel said. She picked her up as he wrapped his arms around Angel’s torso. “All
mine,” he replied. Angel laughed and kissed him. She took Addison into the bathroom and
changed her, then came outside. Hope came downstairs and they headed off for dinner.

By the time they got home from dinner, Addison was out cold, and Angel was exhausted. “Stay
here,” he said. “I can’t. I have to take her home,” Angel said. He gave in and dropped Angel
and Addison off to get her car. “You sure you don’t want company,” he asked. “Go home and

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spend some time with Hope. I’ll see you tomorrow night,” Angel said. “Oh hell no,” he said.
“What,” Angel replied. “You’re coming to the bar tomorrow night? Angel,” he said. “Sasha told
me I should at least see the response to the paint,” Angel teased. “I’ll give you a response
alright,” he said leaning her against the car door. Addison was fast asleep in her carseat inside
the car. “Tomorrow night,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Could bring her to your place
instead of two babysitters,” he teased. “I know what you’re trying to do Trey,” Angel said.
“Blame me,” he asked. He kissed her again and her heart raced. “Call me tomorrow,” Angel
said. “Fine. When you get home, you call me,” he said. Angel nodded and gave him a quick
kiss goodbye. He pulled out and she followed, heading back to her place.

She went inside and gave Addison a quick bath, then put her into bed. She drew herself a hot
bath in the Jacuzzi tub and relaxed a while. She went to lean back and her blackberry rang.
“What are you doing,” he asked. “Sitting in the Jacuzzi,” Angel replied. “Naked,” he asked.
“Aren’t you supposed to be spending time with Hope,” Angel asked. “She’s out like a light,” he
replied. “So as I was saying.” “Yes,” Angel replied. “Damn,” he said. “I’ll see you tomorrow,”
Angel said. “Miss me,” he asked. She wasn’t about to tell him that she wanted him. That she
missed the feel of his skin on hers, the feel of him inside her. “Maybe,” Angel replied. “If I were
there right now,” he said. “If you were, I wouldn’t be relaxing in this huge tub all alone, now
would I,” Angel said. “Question,” he said. “What might that be,” Angel replied. “Do you want
anymore kids,” he asked. It wasn’t something she’d thought of at that second. “Someday
probably,” Angel said. “So if the someday were now, what would you say,” he asked. “Why,”
Angel asked. “Why do we have to use them if we’re only with each other,” he asked. “Silly
question,” Angel said. “You know what a party pooper you are,” he said. “Prepared is all. I just
don’t want to have another one until Addison is older,” Angel said. “I guess,” he replied. “So if I
were there right now, how bad would you want me to fuck you,” he said. For some reason, her
body reacted to his sultry conversation. “I know you want me.” “Hmm,” Angel said teasingly.
“You know what I would do if I were there right now,” he said starting something he knew she’d
be thinking and fantasizing about all night. “What would that be,” she said egging him on.

“I’d slide into the tub with you, sliding my hands over you. Get you all wet for me, then make
you come over and over until you beg me to fuck you,” he said. “Think you could pull that off
do you,” Angel teased. “Then, I would slide you onto my lap and fuck you under water, then
carry you to the counter and keep going. Then carry you to your bed and fuck you until the sun
came up again. You wouldn’t be able to make it tomorrow night. You’d spend all night
recuperating,” he said. “You think so? More like you would,” Angel teased. “Challenging me
are you,” he teased with that sultry sexy voice. “Fine. Saturday night, we’re on,” he said. “You
mean Sunday morning,” Angel said. “You better get some sleep. You’re going to need it,” he
said. “I’ll get a babysitter for the girls and a hotel room. Meet me there,” he said. “Trey,” Angel
said. “Not taking no. God I want you,” he said. “Really,” Angel said. “If I could, we’d never get
out of bed,” he said. “At least we’d get a workout,” Angel said jokingly. “You feel so good when
you come. God. Can you come back over,” he said. “Pretend I am there. Walking in wearing
nothing but a trench coat and heels,” Angel said. “You would never tease me like that would
you,” he asked. “Oh hell yes,” Angel said. “Shit,” he said. “You’d slide the coat off,” Angel
replied. “Then pick you up and carry you upstairs to bed,” he said. “Oh really,” Angel replied.
“You are such a damn tease,” he said. “I try,” Angel joked. “You sure you couldn’t go for some
company,” he asked. “Your daughter is there Trey. I’ll see you tomorrow night,” Angel replied.
“Tomorrow afternoon if I have anything to say about it,” he said. “We’ll see. Go get some

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sleep,” Angel said. “Fine, but you better catch some zz’s too. You’re going to need them,” he
said.

The next morning, Angel woke up and got Addison fed. She grabbed a quick shower with
Addison and got ready for the day. She had a million and one things to do. She got Addison
ready for running errands and went to walk out the front door, bumping into Trey. “Where you
off to,” he asked. “Errands. Why do you ask Trey,” Angel said. “Hi Angel,” Hope said peeking
out from behind her dad’s leg. “Well hello there beautiful,” Angel said. “Hi,” she replied. “So,”
he asked. “Have to do a few errands. Have to go to the mall, the grocery store,” Angel said.
“We’ll take my car then,” he said. He grabbed Addison from her arms and grabbed the car seat
from Angel’s car. He belted the girls in, then walked over to Angel as she was grabbing
something from her car. She stood up with him directly behind her. “Couldn’t wait eh,” Angel
said. “Hell no,” he replied. Angel turned towards him, closing the car door. He kissed Angel.
“So what we going to the mall for,” he asked. “Something to wear tonight. Guess I don’t need
the surprise now,” Angel said. “You do that and I’ll take the girls to the play centre. Deal,” he
asked. “Determined aren’t you,” Angel asked. He kissed her again sliding his hands to cradle
her face. “Damn right I am,” he said. He grabbed her hand and they hopped into the car.

He did as he had suggested and met her at the dress store that she loved. He walked in as she
was slipping into the change room. “I wanna see them,” he said. She slid the sexiest of the
dresses she’d chosen on. “So come take a look then,” Angel said. He walked into the change
room and his eyes almost popped out. “You wear that, you’ll never make it into the club
tonight,” he said. “You like,” she teased. He pinned her against the mirror. He kissed her.
“Okay. Dress #2 then,” Angel said. “Let me help you slide this one off,” he said sliding his hand
up her thigh and sliding the dress over her head. “Definitely can’t get that one,” he said. Angel
winked and raised an eyebrow. “Go. I’ll put on the other one,” Angel said. He kissed her again
and slipped out of the change room. She slipped the next one on then came out to show him. It
was a low cut number. It was black, sexy and it showed off her best assets. “Looks great on
you,” the sales woman said. He gave her a look that showed he was about to drool. “Let me try
the last two on then,” Angel said. She went back and tried on the other two, which got the same
reaction from him. “So,” Angel said. “Damn,” was all he could say. “So, I’ll take the black, the
pink and the baby blue,” Angel replied as the sales lady rang them in. He came up behind her,
wrapping his arms around her torso. “Enjoy,” the lady said as she handed Angel the bag and
receipt. Angel walked out the front door of the shop and he stopped her. He turned her towards
him and kissed her. “I get to choose tonight,” he said. “Shoes,” Angel replied. “Tease,” he
replied. “You are seriously trying to kill me aren’t you?” “Why don’t you go nab the girls. I’ll
only be a few minutes,” Angel said. “Oh hell no. I’m coming,” he said. She walked into the
store and nabbed a pair of boots and two pairs of heels. “Told you,” Angel said. “You didn’t
even try them on,” he said. “Already did. You’ll see them later,” Angel replied.

They nabbed a quick lunch, and something for the girls, then picked them up and took them back
to her place. “So,” Angel said as they pulled in. She turned and the girls were both out cold in
the backseat. He got a grin. Angel shook her head. He parked and they brought the girls inside,
tucking them both in for a nap. They closed the door and he walked her backwards into the wall.
He pinned her arms. “Told you that you were in for it,” he said. He picked her up, carrying her
to her master bedroom. He had everything off her but her g-string by the time he laid her on the
bed. She slid his shirt off. He slid his jeans and boxers off. “Been wanting to do this all day,” he
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grabbed a condom from her drawer, handing it to him. “Fine,” he said. Minutes later, he pulled
her back to him and took his time making love to her. He kissed her from her thighs to her belly
button, to her breasts. He teased as much as he could before his need overcame him. Even then,
he couldn’t rush it. “Angel, I just don’t want you to look at me differently after tonight,” he said.
“Now why would I do that Trey,” Angel said. He was genuinely worried. He made love to her
like it was the last time. He curled up in her arms after. “Why are you so worried about me
being there tonight,” Angel asked. “Thing is, I have to work the room. I can’t do what I want
tonight,” he said. “You’re working. Of course you do,” Angel said. “You might get pissed,” he
said. “Whatever Trey. No big deal. I mean we’re only seeing each other. It’s not like…” He
kissed her hard again. “You are my girlfriend. Not some chick I am sleeping with,” he said.
“Difference would be,” Angel asked. “We aren’t just sleeping together Angel. I want you to be
part of my life and Hope’s,” he said. “Whatever,” Angel said slipping out of bed and pulling her
jeans and sweater on. “Angel,” he said. “They’re going to be up in a minute,” Angel said. He
got up and slid his jeans and boxers on. “Angel, you aren’t taking me fucking seriously are you,”
he asked. “Whatever,” Angel said heading for the door. He stood in front of it. “I mean that. I
wouldn’t have introduced you to her if this was a strictly sex thing,” he said. “It doesn’t matter
Trey. It’s a job. That’s all,” Angel said. She opened the door and went to check on Addison.

She was still out cold and so was Hope. Angel walked down the steps and into the kitchen. He
came down a few minutes later. “Angel,” he said. Angel double checked the grocery list. “You
aren’t taking me seriously. What the hell is the problem,” he said. “I’ve known you a damn
week and a half. What did you expect me to say? If this works than it does. If it doesn’t, oh
well,” Angel said. He grabbed her hand, pulling her towards him. “Trey, let go,” Angel said.
“You don’t want this? You don’t want to be with me,” he asked. “As I said,” Angel said. “You
don’t want to do this, then I can just fucking walk away,” he said. He was hurt. “All I am saying
is that we’re still in the getting to know you part of this Trey. That’s all,” Angel said. He kissed
her, pinning her into the wall of the kitchen. “I don’t want to fuck someone else, let alone be with
someone else. Don’t you get that,” he asked. “It’s fine. No biggie,” Angel said. “Would you
stop? Show some damn emotion,” he said. “I love spending time with you too, but it’s not
like…” “Not like what? Not like it’s going to last,” he said. “Neither of us know that. You
know it and so do I. We’re enjoying what we have while we have it,” Angel said. “What do I
have to do to prove to you that I want this,” he said. “You don’t have to prove anything. I never
asked you to. I’m just saying,” Angel said. “I know what you’re saying. I know exactly what the
fuck you are saying,” he said. Hope came walking down the steps. “Daddy,” she said. “In here
baby girl,” he said. She walked in. “Why don’t I get you home for dinner? I’ll catch you later,”
he said as he walked out with Hope.

She heard the car door close, but no starting of the car. Angel walked outside. He looked up
from the drivers seat. He got up and told his daughter to wait there for him. He walked towards
Angel. “You don’t want to be my girl than just say so,” he said. “Never said I didn’t,” Angel
said. “Fine,” he said. “I’ll come get you two in a few hours,” he said. Angel nodded. He kissed
her. Angel knew better. There was always going to be a 50/50 chance that this would work. She
wasn’t about to get her hopes up after the last time. She couldn’t tell him why she was jaded, she
just knew she was. Things that should have worked didn’t for her. She hoped this would be
different. He pulled out and headed home. She went back inside.

A few hours later, she was ready to go out. She threw on the black number that he’d drooled
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leather trench on. She put Addison’s things together for the night, grabbed her overnight bag
and blackberry charger and walked out to find him in the driveway. “Not even giving me a hint
are you,” he said. Angel shook her head. He tucked Addison into the car seat and she threw her
bag in the trunk. “So where are we staying,” Angel asked. “Nope,” he said. “What,” he said.
“Not telling,” he replied. They dropped Addison off, then headed to the bar. “Let me go in first.
I’m not giving Sasha the benefit,” Angel said. He parked the car and kissed her. “Nope. You
aren’t going anywhere without me,” he said. He pulled her onto his lap. “Trey, we have to go
in,” Angel said. She straddled him. He pulled her closer to him and slid her coat open. “Damn,”
he said. “Problem,” Angel asked, now teasing him while she straddled him. “Don’t start
something you aren’t finishing before we go in,” he said. “Okay then,” Angel said opening the
door and hopping out, heading inside, purse in hand.

He grabbed his things from the trunk and went in a few minutes later, after calming himself. She
was in the office. He walked in behind her, closing the door, locking it and throwing his things
on her desk. “Trey,” Angel said. He pulled her to him, then walked her back towards the sofa in
her office. “Not here,” Angel said. He nodded and kissed her again. He slid the bottom of her
dress up to her waist, sliding her g-string off. “Trey,” Angel said. He laid her onto the sofa, then
dropped his jeans and boxers. He pulled her onto his lap. “I thought,” Angel said. He kissed
her and slid himself inside her. They had sex on the sofa, then he wouldn’t let her move.
“Remember what I said,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Just remember one thing. You get to fuck
me all night long and all day tomorrow and every day after that. Got it,” he said. “I’m not some
little girl Trey. Hell, I am 5 years older than you,” Angel said. “Still,” he said. “I get it Trey.
Thanks for the heads up though, and lack of what I asked,” Angel said getting up, grabbing her
g-string from the floor and grabbing her purse. She unlocked the door and headed down to the
bar.

“Was wondering where you were,” Sasha said setting up the tills for that night. About 5 minutes
later, Trey came downstairs and put his things in the change room, then signed in for the night.
Angel made herself a martini. “So what do you think of the paint,” he asked Sasha. “Looks
pretty good. Just noticed a chill in here though,” she replied. “Can I talk to you for a second,” he
asked Angel. “Have to prep the bars with Sasha,” Angel replied. “I can…” Sasha tried to
interject. “Angel,” he said. “If you could let them know upstairs that we’re ready to open,”
Sasha said. “Fine,” Angel said walking up the steps. He followed her. “Angel,” he said.
“What,” Angel replied coming to a dead stop on the landing. “I didn’t mean it that way,” he
said. “Don’t worry. Oh and ps, I am not as innocent as you think,” Angel said. She went to walk
away and he grabbed her wrist. “What the hell does that mean,” he asked. “I know the deal
with how things are in this bar Trey. You just have fun at work,” Angel said breaking away and
going to open the doors for the night. “Fuck,” he said walking back down the steps.

He went back in and grabbed a drink. “What is up with you two,” Sasha asked. “She is just so,”
he said. “Sexy and you want her,” Sasha said attempting to finish his sentence. “That too, but
she is one difficult chick to figure out,” he said. “That’s because she’s not one of the stupid chicks
that come here. The ones that think that because you talk to them it means you want them,”
Sasha said. “I just,” he said. “Stop trying to protect her. I knew you two would hit it off Trey.
That’s why I got you to do all the fix-up stuff while she was here. Just stop freaking out,” Sasha
said. She saw the look in his eyes. “You two,” she asked. “Sasha,” he said. “No fucking way.
Trey,” she replied. “Don’t,” he said. “You…no way. You don’t do you,” she said. They had an
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she replied. “Sorta,” he said. “Like being sorta pregnant,” she teased. “Oh go screw yourself,”
he said. Angel came down the steps and heard them talking they’re language. Angel checked on
the DJ booth, then turned on a CD that she’d brought during the week. He went towards her as
the other guys started coming in. “Angel,” he said. “Better go get changed,” Angel said. She
walked past him. Back to all business. He couldn’t stop staring at the dress. The way she looked
walking away from him. The way he wanted to get them both out of the bar and take her to the
hotel.

The MC came in for the night and set up the stage schedule with Angel. He went and got
changed and came out. He came out to find one of the other guys trying to chat her up at the bar.
“T, you’re up in 10,” the MC said. She’d planned it. “Fine,” he said. The bar was starting to fill
up. By the time he was ready for stage time, it was getting super busy. He came out and saw
Angel at the bar, then grabbed her hand and pulled her into the change room. “What,” Angel
said. He kissed her. He walked out and headed for the stage. Angel walked out behind him and
took a seat near the DJ booth on the high top chairs. Sasha came and sat with her.

“Welcome ladies,” the MC said starting the night off with his regular spiel. He exited the stage
and Trey came out. Angel watched the routine intently, now getting a new perspective on him.
“Go tip him,” Sasha said. “Hell no,” Angel said. She pulled out a five from her purse and handed
it to her. “Go,” Sasha said. “Fine,” Angel said. She walked up and sat on the counter on the
edge of the stage. He hopped off the stage, then pinned her arms behind her back, and dipped
her back. His hand trailed from her neck, down her torso, then around her hip to her backside, as
he pulled her back up to him. He went to kiss her and she turned her head and he kissed her
cheek. He took the tip, then tried again and she broke free, walking away and back to the table
with Sasha. “Satisfied,” Angel asked. Sasha shot her a devilish grin. “What,” Angel said. Sasha
got a grin then looked back towards the stage. She had to admit, he was impressive and sexy as
hell. The girls loved him. He kept a close eye on Angel. By the time he was down to almost
nothing, Angel got up and walked back to the bar. He looked over at Sasha and kept going. She
knew what he was asking with one look. She got up and walked over to the bar, sliding another
5 in the cleavage of Angel’s dress. She walked her up to the stage then let Trey finish her off. He
picked her up, wrapping her legs around him, then pulled her close and kissed her, without
anyone seeing. He slid the 5 back into her bra, then she went back to the bar. “Martini please,”
Angel said. The bartender made her one and she went up to the office.

About 15 minutes later, Sasha came in. “What,” Sasha asked. “Nothing,” Angel replied. “Then
come back downstairs,” she said. “Just want to check in on Addison,” Angel said. “I know him
pretty well Angel, and something is up with him tonight,” Sasha said. “You don’t say,” Angel
replied. “He likes you Angel,” Sasha replied. “Good for him then,” Angel replied. “And I know
you like him. Could see your face when you tipped him,” Sasha said. “It’s a long story,” Angel
said. “Go downstairs. Stop hiding out,” she said. “You know, you remind me of my friend
Raven. That’s what she would have told me to do,” Angel said. “Then,” Sasha said. “Fine. I’m
just going to call and check on Addison. I’ll be down in a minute or two,” Angel replied. She
called the sitter, then called Raven. “I’ll come down next weekend. Sounds like a great
hangout,” Raven said teasingly. “Right,” Angel said. “I’ll be there Friday,” she replied. “No
sharing the info,” Angel warned. “No prob. I’ll nab a few things for you down here that you
can’t get up there,” Raven replied. “Okay. See you Friday then,” Angel said. They hung up,
Angel took the last gulp of her martini and she went back downstairs.

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Chapter 31

Angel came down the steps and grabbed another drink. Trey was off talking to some girl that
had her hands all over him. “We’re getting low on vodka. Think I will be needing another
bottle,” the bartender said. Angel went into the back locked fridge and grabbed 2, tallying them
off and hooking them up to the dispenser. She went to get up, and he was right there. “What,”
Angel said. “Where did you go,” he asked. “Office,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “Get back to
work Trey,” Angel said. She tried to push past him. “Angel,” he repeated. He lifted her chin for
her eyes to meet his. “Go,” Angel said. He kissed her and she pushed past him. “All hooked
up,” Angel said at the bar. He came up behind her. “I want you,” he whispered in her ear. She
brushed him away like a fly. “The second I am done for the night, you’re mine,” he whispered.
“Whatever,” Angel replied. He walked away and into the change room. Angel nabbed herself
another drink and went back to the high top.

The rest of the night, Angel and Sasha took turns dealing with the nightly stuff. He tried to talk
to Angel time and time again, and got nothing. She watched him and the patrons and started re-
thinking the conversation they’d had earlier. One of the other guys from the bar, came over and
tried to chat her up. “Come dance with me,” he asked. “Nope. Working,” Angel said. “Come
on boss lady,” he said. “I have a name,” Angel replied walking back over to the bar. She nabbed
one last martini then started closing the bar up with the bartenders.

The performances were all done for the night, and all that was left were the dances at the end of
the night. She finished with the tills and handing out the pay and tips. Trey got the DJ to put on
a slow song for him, and he came and grabbed Angel’s hand, pulling her to the dance floor. “Let
go,” Angel said. He held her in his arms and danced with her. “Angel,” he said. “No Trey,”
Angel said quietly. “Don’t,” he said. She was silent for the rest of the song, then walked away.
She grabbed her purse and went upstairs. She put the deposit in the safe and put the totals into
the computer. About 20 minutes later, she heard the office door open, then slam shut and lock.
“Angel,” he said standing in front of her. “What,” she said. “Now you know why I said what I
did,” he replied. “Doesn’t make a fucking difference,” Angel said. She finished inputting the
information, then saved and shut the computer down. “You’re pissed,” he said. “It’s your job. I
get it. You love your fucking job,” Angel said. She went to unlock the door. “No. Fact is,
without this job, I would have never met you. That was the bonus. Got me,” he asked holding
the door closed. “Right. You telling me you never screwed a customer,” Angel asked. “I did
once, and it was a huge mistake. The only good part of that was Hope. Got me,” he said. “Think
I am going to head back to my place tonight…..alone,” Angel said. “No you aren’t,” he said.
Angel grabbed his car keys and slid her coat on, walking outside and popping his trunk. She
grabbed her bag and he took it out of her hand, putting it back in the trunk and closing it. Angel
went back inside. She made sure everything was locked up. Sasha said she’d finish everything.
“See you Monday,” she said.

“Right,” Angel replied. She walked back up to the car, then went out to grab a cab. “Get over
here,” Trey said. “I’m going home Trey. I don’t need this,” Angel said. He pulled her to him,
then walked her backwards to the side of the car, pinning her to it. “Trey,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “I’m going home,” she said when she came up for air. “Nope,” he replied. He
picked her up, wrapping her legs around him and sat her on the back of the car. “Trey,” Angel
said. “Here or the hotel,” he said. “Fine. It’s damn cold out here,” Angel replied. He kissed her
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went back over to his door and hopped in. They closed the doors and headed to the hotel. As
they pulled out, someone came out from around the corner. They’d heard every word.

Trey pulled into the parking spot in front of their hotel room. “Trey,” Angel said. “Either you
come in or,” he said. “I just don’t like leaving her with people I don’t know,” Angel said. “My
sister is looking after them. Relax,” he said. He grabbed the bags from the trunk and they went
into the room. He’d got a room with a whirlpool tub and a king size bed. “Well,” he said. “So,
just how many times Trey,” Angel asked. “How many times what,” he said pulling his sweater
and t-shirt off. “How many times have you slept with a patron of the bar,” Angel asked. “I told
you. Just Hope’s mom. That’s all,” he said. “Then why don’t I believe it,” Angel replied. “I
haven’t slept with anyone from that bar except her,” he said. “How many you almost have sex
with,” Angel asked sitting down with her coat and boots still on. “Angel, what good would that
be? I don’t screw around,” he said. “Right,” Angel said. “I don’t do that. I don’t mess around
with patrons of the bar. I met her when I first danced there. After that, I learned my damn
lesson,” he said. “Then who else did you almost fuck,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “You
know what I’m talking about. Don’t play innocent,” Angel said. She was down right pissed off.
She knew something was being held back. “It doesn’t matter. That’s why I took time off and
didn’t come back until recently. I was away from it for the past 3 or 4 years,” he said. “So what
changed your mind,” Angel asked. “I bought the damn house. Extra money,” he said. Angel
just looked at him. “I told you. After, I am all yours. I don’t want anyone else. I couldn’t wait to
get us both out of there so I could be with you,” he said. “Don’t think being there is a good plan
for me,” Angel said. He sat down on the foot stool of the chair she was sitting in. “Angel,” he
said. “I can’t,” Angel replied. “But,” he said. “I didn’t mean altogether. I just meant that
working when you’re getting naked, isn’t a good plan for me,” Angel said. “But,” he said. “But
nothing. Once in a while, fine. Other than that, no,” Angel said.

He unbuttoned her coat. “Ground rule #1,” Angel said. “What. Anything,” he said. “Condom
or nothing,” Angel said. He nodded. “Promise,” he replied. “Number 2,” Angel said. “You are
my girlfriend period. I don’t want anyone else, and I won’t sleep with anyone else so long as
we’re together,” he said. “Meaning,” Angel asked. “Meaning so long as I am your man, and you
are my woman, nobody else. Only way I will ever be with someone else is if we aren’t together
period. As in that I was an ass and lost you altogether. Deal,” he asked. Angel slid her coat off.
“Hmm,” Angel said. “Hmm what,” he said trying to be serious and retain his composure.
“Number 3,” Angel said. “What,” he replied. “You spilled to Sasha. No more spilling without
talking about it first,” Angel said kicking her heels off. She leaned forward and undid his belt.
“Okay,” he said. “And,” Angel said. “Anything,” he replied. “Stop worrying about me. I can
handle this. You don’t need to freak out and get nervous that I’m going to get pissed off. Just do
whatever and be you,” Angel said. He nodded. He pulled her into his lap and slid her dress up
to her waist. “Number 4,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “You don’t get to have anyone else but
me in your bed, other than Addison,” he said. “So on the counter’s okay,” Angel teased. “Not
funny,” he said as Angel laughed. “Not that kind of girl. Won’t be a problem,” Angel replied.
“So,” he said. Angel slid out of his lap and pulled the dress off, revealing the black lace bra and
g-string she’d bought without him knowing. “Damn,” he said. He got up as she filled the
whirlpool tub. “What you up to,” he said. She slid the bra off, then slid off the g-string and
grabbed something out of her bag. “Angel,” he said. She lit candles and put them by the tub. He
slid his jeans off, then his boxers as she slipped into the tub. He slid in with her. “No more
fighting,” he said. She slid over into his lap and straddled him. “But the best part is making up,”
Angel replied. “Good point,” he said.

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He kissed her chest. “Angel,” he said. “What,” she replied as she leaned her head down and
kissed him. “There’s something I need to tell you,” he said. Angel slid off his lap and grabbed a
towel, wrapping it around her and stepping out of the tub. “Angel,” he said. “What Trey,”
Angel said. “It’s not a bad thing,” he said. “Just say it,” Angel said. “Come here,” he said. “No.
Speak,” Angel said. “I love having you with me,” he said. “But,” Angel said. “I want to make
sure that you know. Hope asked me if you were going to be her new mom,” he said. “And tell
me you told her no,” Angel replied. “I told her that for now, you were her friend,” he said.
“Trey, why didn’t you tell her no,” Angel asked. “Because I want you in our lives Angel. I care
about you. I lost it tonight when I thought you were going to walk out on me,” he said. “Trey, I
think we’re both rushing this. It’s been two weeks. We shouldn’t have even gone this far,” Angel
said grabbing her jeans from her bag. “Angel,” he said as she slid her bra on. He grabbed the
bag away from her, wrapping a towel around him. “You aren’t leaving,” he said. “Trey, you
want more than I can give right now. There is so much you don’t know. I just can’t do this,”
Angel said. He pulled her into his arms. “Then talk to me. I don’t want you to go,” he said.
“Trey,” Angel said. “Just curl up with me and we’ll talk. Promise,” he said.

She sat down on the edge of the bed and he sat down with her. “Tell me,” he said. “Trey,” Angel
said. “Angel, I am here. You are going to tell me or I will tickle it out of you,” he said. “I told
you about Lucky. I didn’t tell you about Jake,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “I know the whole
the past is the past thing, but you need to know this. I didn’t just leave because of Lucky. I left
because Lucky and Jake fought over me. They both tried to talk me into being with them by
trying to get me into bed. The whole whose dick is bigger thing. I don’t judge someone because
of that. I promised myself that I was going to take my time and get to know the next person I am
with, and here I am doing it again. We rushed everything. We jumped into bed and I wasn’t fair
to me. I just can’t do this,” Angel said. She got up and grabbed her sweater, throwing the dress
and boots into the bag. He grabbed her wrist as she did up the suitcase. “Angel, sit,” he said.
“No. I’m just going to go,” Angel said. He stood up and pulled her into his arms. “I care about
you no matter what. There is no competition. I want to be there for you. I want to be your friend
and the man who’s lucky enough to get to sleep beside you and see that face every morning. The
one guy that makes you smile and the one that holds you when you need it. Come on. Don’t go
home,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her with a passionate kiss that got both of them
emotional. “Now stop all this. Come and lay down in bed with me,” he said. She laid down
next to him, pulling her sweater off. “Now you’re just tempting me,” he said. They both
laughed.

He held her in his arms until they were both asleep. She rolled over, and he curled up with her.
She felt his warm body beside her. For once, everything was okay. She put all her cards on the
table and he accepted them. There was still a lot that he didn’t know. If Lucky had figured out
where she was, there was going to be a problem – a big one.

The next morning, Angel woke up to kisses on her neck. “Morning,” he said as she opened her
eyes. “Morning yourself,” she replied. He slid her onto her back. “Baby,” he said. “What,”
Angel asked. “I want you to come stay with me,” he said. “Trey, I have Addison and my damn
dream house. Why would I want to move,” Angel said. “Then,” he replied. “Small steps. Key,”
Angel replied. He nodded. “Then I can sneak in and slip into bed with you when you least
expect it,” he said. “Oh really,” Angel said as he slid her jeans off. “So many things I could do,”
he teased. “You think so do you,” Angel replied as he slid her g-string off. “Oh I know so,” he
said. He wrapped her legs around him. “Trey,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “I swear. You

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don’t know the meaning of rushing it do you,” Angel said. “I do. I also know that this is worth
the fight. Got me,” he said. “Hmm,” Angel said. “I take that as a yes,” he said as he kissed her.
“Trey,” Angel said. “Rule one is being obeyed,” he joked. He kissed her again and pulled her
close. He slid himself inside her. “Damn,” he said. He kissed her again, penetrating her with his
tongue. They had sex that morning, and he felt like it was a new start. After, he wouldn’t let her
go. “I don’t feel like sharing,” he said. “Trey, Addison’s going to be screaming and Hope
probably wants you,” Angel said. “Nope,” he said. He kissed Angel, pinning her down. “Trey,”
Angel said laughing. “Okay, but tonight, this ass is mine,” he said. “I’ll keep the girls at my place
tonight,” Angel said. “Oh no you don’t. You are coming down and enjoying your fine self
tonight,” he said. “After last night,” Angel said. “Hell yes after last night. You didn’t get to
enjoy any of the perks baby,” he said. “Such as,” Angel said trying to get up. “The perks of
getting me to do whatever you want. Me teasing the shit out of you in public,” he said. “Right.
That’s your perk, not mine,” Angel said. “You won’t come,” he asked. “No,” Angel said.

They got up and got dressed. He checked out and they headed off to pick the girls up. “Thanks
Dee,” he said as Hope ran to him. “Hi Daddy,” she said. Angel heard Addison. She tried to
walk a few steps then fell. “Baby,” Angel said sitting down on the floor beside her. “Mama,” she
said. “Hey there yourself,” Angel said. Addison giggled. “She walked a few steps last night too.
I think she was trying to chase Hope,” Dee said. “I really appreciate it,” Angel said. “They were
both perfect little Angels,” she said. “So, what we feel like doing today,” he asked his daughter.
“Carnival,” Hope said. “Not that mall again,” he said. She nodded. “Okay. Everyone in the
car,” he said giving his sister a hug and kiss goodbye. “Nice meeting you Angel,” she said. “You
too,” Angel replied.

They headed off to the mall. Hope had a blast playing with Addison. They went on rides
together, and Hope won her a stuffed bear. “I like her,” Hope said. “I think she likes you too,”
Angel replied. They hopped onto the carousel for the last ride before going home. They went
around and around and Angel could swear she saw someone watching her. They hopped off,
and headed back to Angel’s house to drop her and Addison off. “I’ll see you at the bar tonight,”
he said. “I said…” He stopped her with a kiss. “I’ll see you there,” he said as he hopped back
into the car and pulled out. Angel took Addison inside and they had a bubble bath together. A
little while later, Dee called her. “Hi Dee. What’s up,” Angel said. “Trey said you were
dropping her off around 7. Just was double checking,” she said. “I hadn’t planned on going, but
I guess now that his royal highness has requested my presence,” Angel joked. “I told Hope I
would take her to the movies tomorrow. I could take Addison too so you two could hang out,”
she said. “Now how much did your brother tell you,” Angel asked. “Enough to know he really
likes you,” she said. “Ah,” Angel said. “Enough to know he’s thinking of leaving the bar,” she
said. Angel was quiet. “He said he wasn’t staying there for long. That this is the best reason he’s
ever seen to leave it behind,” she said. “Thanks. Will probably be a little before 7. See you then,”
Angel replied and hung up.

She went into her room and grabbed the dress that he decided she could never wear. That he
said was too sexy. She laid it out and grabbed her heels. She put Addison down for a quick nap
and made some dinner. She showered, shaved her legs etc, then dried her hair and threw it into
hot rollers. Addison was playing in her crib when Angel walked by. Angel threw her bra and g-
string on and pulled on her satin robe. She went in and got Addison, taking her downstairs for
dinner. “Mommy’s going to work tonight. I promise. I’ll come get you first thing in the
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tell me that I’m nuts,” Angel said. “Mama silly,” Addison said. “Definitely am,” Angel said as
she had her dinner. Addison ate her veggies and Angel gave her some pasta. After dinner,
Angel put Addison into the playpen in the master bedroom and finished getting ready. She
pulled on the red dress that he’d almost drooled over. She slipped her heels on and put the
finishing touches on her makeup. She threw her jeans and hoodie in her bag with her overnight
stuff, then pulled on her coat, grabbed her purse and headed off to drop Addison off.

She pulled in and dropped Addison off. “I’ll see you tomorrow,” Angel said. “Let me know
when you two are on your way back here. We should be back from the theater around 3,” Dee
said. “Thanks,” Angel said. Addison yawned away. Angel headed for the bar. She got there
and found his car in the lot already, still running, but the windows steamed up. She parked
around the back so he wouldn’t notice her there. She saw him get out with one of the other guys.
They grabbed their things and headed inside. Angel waited a few minutes then went inside and
straight into the office. She hung her coat up. Sasha walked in. “Damn. Nice dress,” she said.
“Don’t tell him I’m here,” Angel said. “Don’t know what you did to him, but he’s giddy as shit,”
Sasha said. “You damn well know Sasha. Quit the innocent act,” Angel said. “He came in with
a silly grin. Like I couldn’t tell,” Sasha said. “Well then,” Angel said. “So you staying up here all
night or you joining the party,” she asked. “Coming in a minute,” Angel said. “You look great,”
she said. “He’s on third.” “Thanks,” Angel said. She did one last mirror check then walked
downstairs. She sat up by the DJ booth as she had the night before.

He walked over to talk to a few of his regulars then caught a glimpse of her out of the corner of
his eye. “Excuse me for a minute,” he said practically tripping over his tongue. He walked
directly across the room. “You came,” he said. “Surprise,” Angel said. “And what happened to
‘you can’t wear that in here’,” he asked. “Thought it would be a good idea,” Angel said. “Why?
Inspiring me,” he said. Angel nodded. “You know you aren’t getting any sleep tonight right,”
he whispered. “You go on believing that one,” Angel teased back. “You are so in for it,” he said.
“Promises promises,” Angel joked as he walked away. Sasha brought over a martini for each of
them. “I gotta know,” Sasha asked. “Know what,” Angel said. She gave her a look. “Don’t kiss
and tell,” Angel said. “Good or bad,” she said. A grin came across Angel’s face. “That good,”
she teased. Angel nodded. “Good. You two deserve happiness,” she said. “So what puts you in
such a good mood tonight,” Angel asked. “Met someone myself,” she replied. “Spill,” Angel
said. “He’s a private investigator. He’s hot as hell,” she said. “Where did you meet him,” Angel
asked. “He said he was tailing a patron here. Told him he’d have to leave the property. He
opted to come have a drink with me at the end of the night last night instead. Was just after you
left,” Sasha said. “Nice,” Angel said. “He said he would be back tonight,” Sasha said. “Well
then,” Angel said. “Damn he is fine,” Sasha said. Angel looked over towards the bar and Trey
was trying to catch her eye. “Be right back,” Angel said.

She walked towards the back. “What’s up,” Angel asked. He grabbed her hand, leading her into
the change area. “Trey,” Angel said. “Needed some….inspiration,” he said as he kissed her and
leaned against her. “You know you are just….” He kissed her again and slid his hand under her
dress, sliding a breast out. He kissed it. “Come with me for a second,” he said. “You’re on in a
minute. Go,” Angel said. “Can’t,” he said. “I’m leaving,” Angel said walking out of the change
room. She walked back into the bar and saw Sasha talking to a man. “Hey. Angel, this is King.
This is my co-owner Angel Hart,” Sasha said. “Nice to meet you Mrs. Hart,” he said. “Nope.
Just miss,” Angel said. Angel walked back and sat at her table. Trey walked past her, grabbing
her hand. “What,” Angel said as he pulled her out of patron view. He kissed her. “Go,” Angel

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said. She went back to her table and took a seat. “Next up…….Shay,” the MC said. The girls
started hooting and hollering. He started his routine with a slight twist. He came out with roses.
Girls lined the stage, and he hopped off handing the first one to Angel. It was also the only red
one. He worked the crowd. She went up to tip him. He dipped her, pulling her close to him,
then kissed her. A quick 2 second kiss. He watched her walk back to her table. He finished up
with ‘I wanna be’ by Chris Brown. Angel smiled. He finished, then got changed and slipped out
of the DJ booth. Angel shot him a quick smile. He threw his stuff back in the change room, then
dried off and came back out. He heard Sasha’s friend asking her about Angel.

He wandered up to Angel and talked to her for a quick second. “Whoever that guy is, he’s nosy
as shit,” Trey said. “Why,” Angel said. “He’s asking about you. Do you know him,” Trey asked.
“He wouldn’t,” Angel said. “What are you talking about,” Trey asked. “Get back to work. Let
me see what I can find out,” Angel said. “Baby, if you’re in trouble,” he said. “I’m not, but
someone sure as hell is,” Angel said. She walked back towards the bar. “King is it,” Angel said.
“Yes Miss Hart,” he said. “May I speak with you a moment,” she said. He nodded and followed
her to the office.

Angel closed the door. “What do you want,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he said. “You’re asking
questions about me. Why not just ask me,” Angel said. “I was asked to track you down and
report back. I did my job,” he said. “Don’t tell me. Lucky? Or was it Jake,” Angel asked. “I
can’t give you that information,” he said. “Then you are to leave the premises. You’re
trespassing,” Angel said. “I am a paying patron Miss Hart. I finished my job the other day,” he
said. “Well then. Report back that I am taking care of my baby girl and that I have a great job
with people I actually like. Or are you going to report back that his ass has been replaced by a
younger man,” Angel said. “Miss Hart,” he said. “Fine. I want you to leave. You don’t leave
nicely, I am getting security to escort you out,” Angel said. “That won’t be necessary. I will go
and say goodbye to Sasha, then I will go. I apologize for the inconvenience.” Angel opened the
office door and locked it behind them.

She went back to the bar and ordered another martini then went back to her table. Trey came
over. “What was that all about,” he asked. “Later,” Angel said. “You okay,” he asked. “No,”
Angel replied. “Baby,” he said. “Go get back to work,” Angel said. She sipped her martini
determined not to show how pissed she was at that moment. He did a few dances, then came
and grabbed her hand. He led her to the dance floor and slow danced with her. “You’re telling
me,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said. “Nice. Why,” he asked. “Probably trying to figure out if he
still had a chance and to find out where I was and who I was with,” Angel said. “Why didn’t he
just call and ask you,” he said. “He doesn’t have the number or my email,” Angel said. “What’s
up with that? You cutting him off from Addison,” Trey asked. “No. If he wants to see her, he
has to call my lawyer,” Angel said. “That bad,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Well, you don’t have
to worry with me baby. I got you,” he said. Angel laughed. “What,” he said. “Can’t figure out
why that makes things better,” Angel said. He snuck a kiss. “Seriously, don’t worry about me.
I’m fine,” Angel said. “Okay then baby girl,” he said. He walked her back to the table and kissed
her. “Be back in a bit,” he said.

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Chapter 32

By the end of the night, he was itching to get out of there, and Angel was now watching her back.
She did the final tally for the bartender and put all the information into the computer. Trey
walked upstairs after cleaning up and getting changed. He walked upstairs. “So what you up to
sexy,” he said walking into the office. Angel was reading an email. “How in the,” Angel said.
“What,” he asked. “I knew it. I fucking new it. That son of a,” Angel said. “Baby. What
happened,” Trey asked. “That son of a bitch sent the damn private investigator. I knew it,”
Angel said. “Who,” he asked. “Jake. He can’t just fuck off,” Angel said. “Log off there. You
don’t need the stress tonight baby,” he said. “I don’t need his stupid lame ass. I left for a damn
reason. If he couldn’t handle it,” Angel said. He reached over and turned the computer off.
“We’re leaving. No more bullshit tonight. Just you and me,” he said. “I can’t believe…” He
made his way around the desk and leaned the chair back, kissing her.

His hands cradled her face. His kiss was passionate and turned her knees instantly to jell-o.
“Home,” he said. His hands slid down her torso then he took her hands, pulling her to her feet.
“But,” Angel said. He held her close and kissed her again to distract her. “You are mine tonight,
and tomorrow. End of discussion. No more email. You’re lucky I let you leave the blackberry
on,” he said. Angel smirked. “Fine,” Angel said. He helped her with her coat, then they locked
everything up. “Shouldn’t have worn that,” he said as she turned off the last of the lights. “And
why’s that,” Angel said. He turned her to him in the darkness, planting a kiss on her that took
her breath away. He picked her up, wrapping her legs around his waist and slid her coat to the
ground. “Trey,” Angel said. She felt her back go against the mirror. “Not,” Angel said as he cut
her off with another kiss. “Not here,” Angel finished. “This is just the beginning,” he said as she
heard his zipper. “Trey,” Angel said. He lowered her on him. “Trey,” Angel said as he kissed
her again. They had sex. Hot, passionate, intense, couldn’t wait another second sex. After, he
wouldn’t let her go. “Trey,” Angel said. “Your fault. Told you not to wear it,” he said. Angel
smirked. “Home,” Angel asked. He nodded and kissed her again, letting her down. “And no
phones permitted,” he said leading her to the door. He helped her with her coat again, and she
locked up. “Where’s your car,” Angel asked. “Got a friend to drop it off for me,” he said.
“Where,” Angel asked. “Your place,” he replied. “That confident you were getting into my place
are you,” he said. “Round 2 right now,” he said teasingly. He took her keys. “What are you
doing,” Angel asked. “Driving to the hotel,” he said. “Hello?! No overnight bag,” Angel said.
“Don’t need one. Got that covered,” he said. “Oh really,” Angel said. He nodded and they
pulled out.

He pulled into a hotel not too far away. There was a valet. “Trey,” Angel said. “Follow me,” he
said. “What are you up to,” Angel asked. He grabbed 2 bags from her trunk. She could have
sworn she’d only put one in there. They headed for the elevators. “Trey,” Angel said. “18th
Floor,” he said. “We could have just gone to my place,” Angel said. They stepped out of the
elevator then down a hallway. He opened the door. It had a beautiful view. Wrap around
windows, candles, whirlpool in the room, king size bed. “We really could have….” Angel said as
he slid her coat off. She looked at the bed and saw the rose petals. “Like my surprise,” he asked.
“Trey, you really didn’t have to do all this,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Yeah. I did,” he said.
“You already got me,” she said. He picked her up in his arms. “Not good enough,” Trey said.
“What do you mean,” Angel said. “Isn’t good enough. I want everyone to damn well know,” he
said. “Meaning what,” Angel asked. “I got two days off. Two days where you get to teach me
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don’t sleep,” he said. “You know almost everything already anyway,” Angel said. “And I think
that Addison should see her dad,” Trey said. “You aren’t seriously thinking of going down
there,” Angel asked. “Got 4 tickets,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “No excuses. Nothings going
to change this, but I need to see it for myself,” he said. “I have to talk to Sasha,” Angel said.
“Already done. We’re coming back Tuesday night. End of discussion,” he said. “When are we
leaving,” Angel asked. “Tomorrow afternoon,” he said. “Great,” Angel said sarcastically.

“What’s the problem,” he asked as he sat down on the edge of the bed. “Trey, that was my old
life. I started over. I don’t want to go back to it. That’s why I left. That’s why I came here. I
don’t want to be around that,” Angel said. “Then it’s a good thing I am here then,” he said
pulling her to him. “You are determined aren’t you,” Angel said as he pulled her into his lap to
straddle him. “Hell yes,” he said as he slid the zipper of her dress down. “I swear,” Angel said.
“What,” Trey replied. “One track mind,” Angel replied. “In this dress, hell yeah,” he said as he
spun her around and flat onto her back on the bed. He kissed her and slid her dress off then
pulled his shirt and belt off. “Question,” he asked. “What,” Angel asked. “If you could have
another one, would you want a girl or a boy,” he asked. “Why,” Angel asked. He looked at her.
“As long as the baby is happy and healthy, and has 10 fingers and toes, I don’t really care,” Angel
said. “Good answer,” he said. “Why,” Angel asked. “Just asking,” he said. “Bullshit,” Angel
replied. He kissed her and undid his pants, kicking them and his boxers to the floor.

He slid her bra off, kissing her breasts. “Mine,” he said as he held her tight to him. “I swear
Trey,” Angel said. He slid her g-string off, planting kisses all down her torso, to her thighs, then
back between her legs. He licked, teased and nibbled until she couldn’t take it anymore. He
slowly made his way up her torso and kissed her with an intense tongue kiss. How did he have
this effect on her. She got tongue tied and her heart raced when he was around. She couldn’t
resist. He leaned his naked body against her. “#1,” Angel said. He reached under the pillow and
did as she asked. He made love to her - slowly, passionately, taking his time to cherish every
second. She felt so good in his arms. She fit just like they were molded to be together. Making
love to her made him think that they were meant for each other. Everything about her turned
him on. The smile, the noise she made when she was coming, the way she said his name, all of it
enticed him. There was no way anything or anyone was getting in their way. He held her in his
arms, refusing to move. “You know I totally suck at sharing right,” he said. There it was. The
sexy smile. “Don’t have to,” Angel replied. He kissed her again. “You’re not mad at me are
you,” he asked. “No. I get why,” Angel said. “Good,” he said. He kissed her again, then moved
over to spoon her. He wasn’t acting himself. How could some woman do this to him? He didn’t
think he was the girlfriend type. Now, he couldn’t imagine being without her.

Angel got up once he’d fallen asleep. She grabbed a robe from the bathroom and sat by the
window looking out. This was a big step. Lucky wasn’t going to like this, and the second Jake
caught wind of her being in town, Trey wasn’t going to like what happened. She logged into her
email on her blackberry. She re-read the email from Jake:

Baby, I miss you. You told me to move on and find someone who wants what I do. I
realized that I was wrong. That what I want is you. Please. I know you moved on
with some kid up there, but I need you. I don’t know what to do without you. Lucky
looks like shit. He’s miserable and he blames all this on me. I know you don’t. I

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know you want me in your life. I know you can’t live without me. Please come back to
me. Please.

Angel tried to shake off the feeling she was getting. Lucky, that was a totally different story.
She’d lost her best friend. He knew her better than anyone. The feelings were still there, but now
they were different. The love was replaced by friendship. She knew how Trey felt about going,
but she was beginning to think it was a bad idea.

“What you doing over here,” Trey said wrapping his arms around Angel. She turned her
blackberry off. “Just thinking,” Angel said. “Come back to bed. I’m lonely,” he said. Angel got
up and slid back into bed with him, dropping the robe by the bed. He wrapped his arms around
her torso, cupping her breasts in his hands. He kissed her neck, then her shoulder. She turned to
face him. He slid between her legs as she entwined hers with his. They made love again –
slowly, passionately. “Angel,” Trey said as he paused. “Yes baby,” Angel said. “I love you,” he
replied. They finished and he curled up in her arms. “I love you,” he said looking in her eyes.
She kissed him. She couldn’t get the words to come out. “I care about you too,” Angel said. He
laid his head on her chest and held her tight. He finally fell back asleep. After a while, she
nodded off too.

The next morning, after a leisurely shower for two and round 5, they checked out and headed off
to pack. “I made a reservation. Oceanside Villa,” Trey said. “Perfect,” Angel said. They got to
her place and she packed for her and Addison for a few days. “You’re nervous aren’t you,” he
said. “Just a lot of memories,” Angel said. “Then we can make new ones. You and me,” he said.
“Yep,” Angel said. She made a quick task of the packing, then threw her things and Addison’s
bag into the trunk. Next, they headed to his place.

They walked in and his bag was already at the door. “So, why is it that you tried to delay picking
them up if you had already packed,” Angel teased. “Oh I had a few other things in mind,” he
said. “Such as,” Angel teased. He pulled her into his arms, picking her up and wrapping her
legs around him. He walked up the stairs to the master bedroom, laying her onto the bed.
“Shouldn’t we get to the airport early,” Angel asked. He kissed her, unbuttoning her sweater.
He finished that, then undid her jeans, sliding them off of her. “Trey,” Angel said. “Flight’s an
hour and a half. We’re leaving from stateside,” he said. He kissed her again and pulled his
sweater off. “When did you plan all of this,” Angel asked. “Yesterday,” he said. He slid his
jeans and boxers off, sliding her g-string and bra off. He slid her back onto the bed, leaning
against her. They had sex on his bed. He couldn’t stop himself. He worried that once she went
back to visit, she’d change her mind about him.

As they curled up together afterwards, he grabbed something from his side table drawer. “What
are you up to now,” Angel asked. “Close your eyes,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “Do it,” he
said. She obliged and he slid a box into her hand. “What’s this,” Angel asked. “Open. It’s not
what you’re thinking though,” he said. She opened it and found a ring. “Like hell it isn’t Trey. I
thought we talked about this,” Angel said. “It’s not an engagement ring. It’s a promise ring,” he
said. “Something between us where we’re the only ones that know what it means.” “Now who’s
worried,” Angel said. “I admit it. I am a little nervous. I don’t ever want to lose you,” he said.
“What makes you think you would,” Angel asked turning to face him, and wrapping a leg
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know how much I care about you. I love you. Can’t stop it,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said.
“What,” he replied. “Think I may be falling for you too,” Angel replied. “I got one for me too, so
we know what they mean. Never take them off. Deal,” he asked. Angel kissed him, pulling him
on top of her. “That’s a yes,” he said as they made out like teenagers.
They picked up the girls and got to the airport. They loaded everything on, then the flight
started. Her memories were coming back. His future was in her hands. They talked and
laughed for the entire plane ride. The girls played and colored. Once the plane landed, Angel’s
butterflies took over. “Couldn’t get a flight back tonight could we,” Angel whispered. He kissed
her. They were the last ones off the plane.

They checked into the hotel after a quick bite with the girls. Addison fell asleep right after
dinner, and Hope fell asleep watching Disney DVD’s. Trey tucked them in. “Call him,” Trey
said. Angel called and blocked the number.

“Hello,” Lucky said. “Hi,” Angel replied. “Oh my god. Angel. You came back to me,” he said.
“Not quite. Addison and I are here. I thought you should see her,” Angel said. “Tell me where.
I’ll get a sitter for the girls,” he said. “She’s asleep. Tomorrow,” Angel said. “I want to see you
tonight. Tell me where you are,” he said. “We’re staying at the Oceanfront. Get them to buzz
me when you get here,” Angel said. “Under your name,” he asked hoping she’d say yes. “Under
Trey Adams,” Angel replied. “Who the hell is that,” he asked. Angel hung up. Lucky called
Crystal to look after the girls. “She’s here. She’s back,” Lucky said. “Lucky, don’t get ahead of
yourself,” Crystal said. “She wants me back. I know she does. She finally came to her damn
senses,” he said. “I’ll be there in 20,” Crystal said.

“So,” Trey asked. Angel stood up and kissed him. “Nice try. Did you call him,” Trey asked.
“Yeah. He’s coming,” Angel replied. She held him close and kissed him. “How long,” he asked.
“Long enough,” Angel replied. “For,” he asked. Angel slid his sweater off. “Angel,” he said.
“You got your way. My turn,” Angel said. They laughed as he picked her up carrying her into
their bedroom.

Within an hour or so, the phone rang. Angel didn’t want to get up, or to answer it. “Angel,” he
said. “Don’t want to move,” Angel said. “I’ll okay it. You get dressed,” he said. Trey gave the
attendant permission to give Lucky the room number. Angel slid on Trey’s sweater and her
jeans. “Tease,” he said. Angel nodded. He got up, slipping his jeans on. He grabbed a shirt and
Angel answered the door, butterflies churning.

“You came back,” Lucky said as he pulled her into his arms and tried to kiss her. She pushed
him away. “Not quite,” Angel said. “I knew you’d come to your senses,” Lucky said. Angel
walked back into the room. “Trey, this is Lucky. Lucky, this is Trey,” Angel said. “I need to talk
to you alone. Now,” he said. He grabbed her arm, opening the door to the terrace. “What the
hell. Last time you were here, you paraded that idiot around. Now, you bring some kid with
you,” he said. “Lucky, I came here so you could see her. That’s it. I don’t want you back period.
I don’t want you back in my bed, or as my friend since you are incapable of it. There’s nothing to
say. You probably fucked half the population of the city by now. Or did you just stick to the
same girls you cheated on me with,” Angel said. “I have been taking care of my girls and making
that my priority. End of discussion,” he said. “Right. Which one Lucky? Or did you go back to
Mandy,” Angel asked. She knew that would hit a nerve and push a button. “You know I want
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through your head,” he asked. “The girls would probably love to see you two back together.
Might as well,” Angel said. She went to walk back inside and he grabbed her arm. “We’re not
done this conversation,” he said. “I am,” Angel said walking back to the sliding door. She went
back inside.
“So. How did you two meet,” Lucky said trying to hold back the tears. “At our work,” Trey said
as Angel snuggled into him like she used to do with Lucky all that time ago. “Which would be,”
he asked. “None of your damn business,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around her. “I
work at a bar. Angel is co-owner of it now,” Trey said. “So you left your kick ass job for
something you know you’re over qualified for,” Lucky said. “Clean start,” Angel said. “You
talked to anyone else? Anyone else know you’re here,” Lucky asked. “Such as? Or were you in
on it with him,” Angel asked. “Told him it was a stupid idea. All I know is he got some results.
He wouldn’t share them,” Lucky said. “So you two went from enemies to buddies did you,”
Angel said sarcastically. “Guess we had something in common,” Lucky replied. “If you want to
see her, we’re here until Tuesday sometime,” Angel said. “Could I take her tomorrow and bring
her back on Tuesday? My mom would love to see her,” Lucky asked. “Fine,” Angel said. “I
want her back first thing on Tuesday morning,” Angel said. “Okay. Shoot me an email
tomorrow when I can come get her,” Lucky said. “Fine,” Angel replied. Lucky asked a million
questions from Trey. Angel tried not to blow her top. An hour or so later, she finally got him to
leave. “One second Angel. Please,” Lucky said. “What,” Angel said. “You don’t even miss us
do you,” he said. “I did, but now, no,” Angel said. “Did you ever think of coming back,” he
asked. “No. He makes me happy. He makes Addy happy. I don’t want to leave,” she said.
“Okay,” Lucky said. He left. Angel went back inside. Trey tried to pretend he hadn’t listened in.

Trey locked the door and picked Angel up, wrapping her legs around him and carrying her to the
sofa. “What,” Angel asked. “Thank you,” he said. “I know. I never meant to hide Addy from
him, but I don’t think he could let what we had go. It was just easier. You do understand that
right,” Angel said. He nodded and kissed her. “Now can I have my sweater back,” he asked as
he slid it off realizing she had nothing on underneath. “Damn. If you’d told me that,” he said.
She pulled his shirt off, throwing it to the floor. He undid her jeans and realized she had nothing
on underneath them either. “Angel,” he said. “What,” she said teasingly. He slid his jeans off
and pulled hers off, then made love to her on the sofa. “What happened to Rule #1,” Angel
asked. “Shit,” he said. “You are so in for it,” Angel said. She tried to slip away from him, but he
wouldn’t let her up. “What,” Angel said. “Wouldn’t matter if we did,” he said. “Why’s that
smart ass,” Angel asked. “Stuck with me no matter what,” he said. “True. As soon as they find
something to get rid of the crazy glue,” Angel joked. “Funny. Surgically attached,” he said.
“And I can just guess where,” Angel joked. He kissed her again, then carried her to bed.

An hour or two later, Angel heard a knock on the door. She slid out of the bed, pulling a robe on
and went in to see what was going on. She opened the door. “Angel,” Jake said. She tried to
slam the door. “We’re talking whether you like it or not,” he said pushing his way in. “Shut up.
The kids are out cold and so is Trey,” Angel said. “Fine. Terrace,” he said grabbing her arm and
slamming the door shut behind them.

“What the hell do you want,” Angel said pulling her arm away from him. “What the fuck are
you doing working at a strip club? And what’s up with the kid,” he asked. “None of your
fucking business and none of your fucking business. Why the hell are you sending a private
investigator to hunt me down Jake? You have no right,” Angel said. “You know you made a
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man. So what. He’s younger. He’s a better man than you could ever fucking be,” Angel said.
“You know you miss me. You miss having a real man fuck your brains out. You know you do.
You miss this,” he said pulling her to him and placing her hand on him. “Do me a favor. Get the
hell out of here before I call security,” Angel said. He pulled her to him and kissed her. She
pushed him away. “Get out Jake. Get out of my life, keep your nose out of my fucking business
and stay the hell away from me and anything that has to do with me. I would rather be with
Trey. At least he can be a real man. Fuck you,” Angel said walking into the room. He grabbed
her by the waist and brought her back onto the balcony. “Let go of me,” Angel said. “Guess you
need a fucking reminder,” he said. He pulled the belt off her robe. “Don’t you fucking dare,”
Angel said. Two seconds later, Trey was on the balcony. “Right. Like that’s competition,” he
said as he undid his jeans. Angel kicked him and tried to get up. Trey walked over and got
between them. “What you want kid,” Jake said. “I want my fiancée thank you very much. Get
the hell out of here. And stay gone,” Trey said. Jake did his jeans back up. “Keep walking,”
Trey said. He went into the room as Angel did her robe back up. “I’ll be back,” he said. “And
security will haul your ass to jail,” Trey said slamming the door in his face. He called security to
make sure he left the building. Hope came out of the bedroom. “What’s going on,” she asked.
“I’ll tuck you back in. It’s nothing baby,” Angel said walking her back into the other room and
quickly checking on Addison.

Angel came out a little while later, then went back into the bedroom with Trey. “Think I get why
you didn’t want to come back now,” Trey said. “Jake is nuts. He’s always thought that was how
he was going to get me was to be the best in bed. Little did he know,” Angel said. “Little did he
know that the way to your heart is through your sense of humor,” Trey teased. “And by making
me smile and feel good,” Angel said. “You already got my heart baby. No need to convince me,”
Trey said pulling her into his arms. He slid her robe off and they slid into bed together. “Thank
you,” Angel said. “For what? He was being an ass,” Trey said. “For being you,” Angel replied.
He kissed her. “Anytime. Only for you though,” he teased. He kissed her and made love to her
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Chapter 33

The next morning, after a quick shower together (to conserve water of course), they got the girls
ready for the day. Angel called Lucky to come get Addison. “Tomorrow at lunch. Twelve. Got
me,” Angel said. “The girls want to see you,” he said. “We’ll come get her then. Can see them
then,” Angel replied. “Okay. Thank you,” he said hugging Angel. He shook Trey’s hand and
headed off with Addison. “Where’s she going,” Hope asked. “Lucky is her dad,” Angel said.
“She’s going to see her Daddy,” Hope asked. “Yep. So that means, you get us all to yourself,”
Trey said. “Can we go to the water Daddy,” she asked. “Brought bathing suits,” Angel said.
“Okay. But after that, Angel’s taking us to see her old house,” Trey said. They all threw their
swimsuits on when Angel’s blackberry rang. “You’re in town and you don’t even call anyone,”
Crystal said. “Well hey there stranger. What you two up to,” Angel asked. “Coming to the hotel
to see you,” Crystal said. “We’ll be on the beach. Call me when you get here,” Angel said.
“Who’s we,” Crystal asked. “You’ll see,” Angel said. They hung up. Minutes later, it rang
again. “Where you at,” Raven asked. “Just going to the beach. Hope’s never been here,” Angel
said. “See you in a minute then,” Raven said. Angel set up the beach towel and Hope headed for
the water with Trey.

About 10-15 minutes later, Raven showed. She laid her towel with theirs. “So where is the
hottie,” Raven asked. Trey came in chasing Hope to the towels. Angel wrapped her in a towel.
He laid down beside Angel, kissing her. “Well,” Raven said. “Trey, this is Raven McCall.
Raven, this is Trey and Hope,” Angel said. “Well hello there,” Raven said noticing the man that
was kissing her best friend. She noticed the ring on her finger. “So. Did you like the ocean
Hope,” Raven asked. She nodded and snuggled against Angel. “The weather is beautiful,” Trey
said. He leaned against Angel and kissed her again. Angel’s blackberry rang again. “It’s Crystal
and Chance,” Angel said. Raven answered and told them where they were. “Well hello there
stranger,” Crystal said. “Hey yourself,” Angel said. She got up and gave them a hug hello.
“Angel,” Chance said. “Hi,” Angel said. They all sat down, Angel in Trey’s arms, Hope in her
lap, and everyone with a clear view of her and Trey. “Trey, this is Crystal and Chance. Chance is
Lucky’s brother,” Angel said. “Ah,” Trey said. “So what brings your ass back down here,”
Crystal asked. “Thought Addison might want to spend some time with her dad,” Angel said
linking fingers with Trey. “You know the man’s nuts without you two,” Chance said. “Right,”
Angel replied. “So how did you two meet,” Crystal asked. “Can we go back in the water,” Hope
asked. Angel and Raven took her. Trey talked to Crystal and Chance.

After playing in the water for a little while, Hope ran back in. “So,” Raven asked. “Lucky
calmed down but Jake went insane. We had to kick him out. He tried to get me to sleep with
him,” Angel said. “Had to figure that would happen,” Raven said. “Didn’t think he’d wake Trey
up and be such an ass,” Angel said. They got to the blankets and Trey pulled Angel into his
arms. “How was the water,” Crystal asked. “Nice and refreshing,” Angel said. “I can’t believe
you work there. I used to work at that place when it was ‘The Spot’ Chance said. “A lifetime ago
then,” Trey joked. “Before Crystal put her foot down,” he teased. “So what else has been going
on,” Chance asked noticing the ring. “Not much. Just decided I needed a fresh start. Got a new
job, with one very nice perk,” Angel joked. “Got a great house, with a nice big backyard like I
always wanted. It’s nice and quiet. No stress. No bologna,” Angel said trying to clean up her
language around Hope. “So where’s princess Addy,” Crystal asked. “With Lucky. He wanted
to take her to see his mom,” Angel said. “So what you two up to tonight,” Chance asked.
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together for dinner,” Chance asked. “We have Hope. We’re probably just going to grab
something down here,” Angel said. “Why don’t we take you to that seafood place,” Crystal
suggested picking up on the hint from Chance. “Why don’t we let you know. I promised Trey I
would show him and Hope around,” Angel said. “I could watch her,” Raven said. Angel shot
her a look. “I’ll call you. I’ll let you know. Promise,” Angel replied. “Okay then,” Crystal said.
“Road trip,” Trey said as Hope hopped on his back and wrapped her arms around him. Angel
got things packed up. “You look great Angel,” Crystal said. “Thanks,” she said giving her a hug.
“See you tonight,” Chance said as he walked back to the car with Crystal.

“So,” Raven said as Trey and Hope headed to the car. “You can stay at the house. I feel like I’m
isolated there. I don’t really know anyone but him and Sasha and the people at the bar. I mean
it’s nice because I have some privacy, but I miss girls night,” Angel said. “Me too,” Raven said as
they giggled their way back to the car. “Have fun going down memory lane. PS, the house sold.
So did the brownstone,” Raven said. “He didn’t,” Angel said. Raven nodded. “Shit,” Angel
said. She hugged Raven goodbye. “Let me know about later,” Raven said. Angel nodded and
hopped into the car with Trey and Hope. “Nice meeting you finally Raven,” Trey said. “You
too,” Raven said. Angel and Trey pulled out.

She took him over to the brownstone first. “This was your first place was it,” he asked. “Was my
dream place down here. It was cute and small and quiet. A lot changed,” Angel said. “Looks
like a great little place,” he said. “It was,” Angel said. They drove around a bit and she showed
him where Angel first met Lucky. Dylan was just going in. “Angel,” he said. “Hey D,” Angel
said. “What you doing down here,” he asked. “Dylan, this is Trey and Hope. Trey, this is
Dylan. He’s an old friend,” Angel said. “Seen Lucky lately,” he asked. “No comment,” Angel
said. “Ah. Okay then. Keep in touch girl. I’m heading in to see my girl. Ciao,” he said heading
inside. Angel drove them back down towards Oceanside, then showed him the house. “Holy
shit,” he said. “Was mine,” Angel said. As they pulled in, the girls came running outside.
“Angel,” they said. Angel hopped out of the car. “Hey there,” Angel said. Hope hopped out of
the car. “Hope, this is Emma and Erica. Ladies, this is Hope,” Angel said. “Wanna come play
with us,” they asked pulling Angel in. “You go in with Hope. I’ll be there in a minute,” Angel
said.

The girls ran inside with Hope. Trey leaned against the car and Angel leaned against him. “So
this is the place is it,” he said. Angel nodded wrapping her arms around him. “It’s beautiful,” he
said. Angel kissed him. “Like I told you. This is my old life. You’re my new one,” Angel said.
“Why do I have the feeling that I’m not good enough,” he said. “Just because I don’t have a big
fancy house and you don’t, doesn’t mean I’m not happy. I’m happier there with less, because I
have the one thing I didn’t have here,” Angel said. “Which would be? Looks like you had it all,”
he said. “Didn’t have you,” Angel said. She kissed him again. He wrapped his arms around her.
“Should’ve kept it. What a house,” he said. “4 bedrooms,” Angel said. “Really,” he said. Angel
nodded. “Nice,” he said. Angel kissed him again. “Angel,” the girls said from the door.
“Coming,” Angel said. She took Trey’s hand and led him inside her old house filled with
memories.

The girls sat down and were watching video of when Lucky and Angel got married. “What are
you two watching,” Angel asked. “Daddy’s been watching it,” Emma said. He was curled up on
the sofa, half asleep with Addison. “Let’s go outside and play,” Angel said. The girls brought
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with Trey. “Angel,” Emma asked. “Yes baby girl,” Angel replied. “You still love us right,” she
asked. “Of course I do,” Angel said. “Do you still love Daddy,” Erica asked. Angel paused. “I
do but it’s different now,” Angel said. “Was it something we did,” Emma asked. “No. It was
just about me and Daddy. That’s all,” Angel said. “We missed you,” Emma said. “I missed you
guys too,” Angel said. She gave them a hug then went inside to talk to Lucky.

“What are you doing here,” he asked quietly so he didn’t wake Addison up. “Was taking Trey
and Hope around to show them around. They saw the car and ran outside,” Angel said. He got
up and put Addison down in her crib. He closed the door and came back in. “Sure you weren’t
checking up on me,” he asked. “I had an idea,” Angel said. “What’s that,” he asked. “You
should spend more time with Addison. It was unfair of me to cut you off,” Angel said. “So,
what you thinking,” he asked. “Every couple weeks either you come up or I’ll bring her down,”
Angel said. “Couple meaning,” he asked. “Three,” Angel said. “Better than nothing,” he said.
“Once she gets older, it will be easier, but for now,” Angel said. “Okay. I’ll come there so you
don’t have to fly back and forth. I can travel with work. You can’t,” he said. “Okay,” Angel
said. “Thank you,” he said. “You’re welcome,” Angel said. “Just keep her away from Jake. He’s
insane,” Angel said. “Okay,” he said. They went outside and played with the girls as Angel
curled up with Trey.

Angel headed out with Trey and Hope a little while later. “I’ll see you tomorrow,” Angel said.
“We’ll come meet you for brunch,” Lucky said. “Sounds good,” Angel said. Hope hopped into
the car and they headed back to the hotel. They got in, and tucked Hope in for a nap, then curled
up in bed together. “Well,” Trey said. “Okay. You were right,” Angel said. “About,” he asked.
“He’s going to come down every couple weeks to see her. That way the girls can see her too,”
Angel said. “Which means every few weeks, I get you all to myself,” he said. “Oooh. Meaning,”
Angel teased. He slid her sweater and jeans off. “Ah. I see what you’re getting at,” Angel said.
He pulled his shirt off and slid his jeans off. He pulled her bikini off, dropping it to the floor.
“All mine,” he said. “Okay. Maybe it was a good idea,” Angel said. He kissed her, sliding
between her legs as she wrapped hers around his waist. He kissed her and ignored Rule #1. He
made love to her, slowly, passionately and tenderly. He finally got her to let the wall down.
“Angel,” he said as he held her, kissing her chest as their hearts raced. “Yes,” she asked. “What
would you think of moving in together,” he asked. “You have a beautiful place and so do I Trey.
Neither of us should give them up,” Angel said. “I’ll come to your place,” he said. “Trey, Hope
is used to your house. You shouldn’t uproot her,” Angel said. “She’s four. She’ll live,” he said.
“Trey, it’s only been a few weeks. Don’t you think….” He kissed her to quiet her fight. “No. I
don’t want to wake up alone. Get me,” he said. “You don’t. You wake up with Hope,” Angel
said. “I want to wake up with you,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her and held her
close. “We’ll talk about it when we get home,” Angel said. “I’ll wear you down,” he teased.
“Right,” Angel said. Her blackberry went off. “We should so turn that thing off,” Trey said. It
was Chance. “What can I do you for,” Angel asked. “Reservation is for 6. Want us to come get
you two,” Chance asked. “Hold on a sec,” Angel said muting the earpiece. “Dinner with them or
just us,” Angel asked. “Reservation’s already been made,” he said. “Fine,” Angel said. “Come
get us,” Angel said. “See you in a half hour then,” he said hanging up.

Angel took her time and they got up and showered and changed for dinner. Raven showed to
look after Hope. Angel headed out with Trey. They pulled into the restaurant and Angel didn’t
seem impressed. “This looks like a great place,” Trey said. “It’s a fantastic restaurant,” Crystal
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at. “What a beautiful view,” Trey said. Angel was still quiet. Almost a creepy quiet. They
ordered dinner, and Angel ordered a bottle of her favorite Shiraz. “Angel,” Trey whispered.
“I’m going to go for a walk,” Angel said. She took her glass of wine and walked down to the
water. Trey followed her. “What’s wrong,” he asked. “He fucking planned this. I said I would
go. Not be happy about it,” Angel said. He pulled her in his arms and kissed her. “New
memories remember,” he said. Angel nodded. He kissed her again. “Come on and we’ll have a
quick dinner, then go for a walk on the beach just us,” he said. “Okay,” Angel said. He kissed
her again and they headed back to the table. The waitress came over the second they sat down.
“So what can I get for you,” the waitress asked. She took the orders. “So what time do you two
leave tomorrow,” Chance asked. “Around 4. There’s a couple things I wanted to do tomorrow,”
Trey said. “Was going to ask if you wanted to come golfing in the morning. Going with a buddy
of mine,” Chance asked. “Don’t really golf, but thanks for the offer,” Trey said. “No prob,”
Chance said. They made small talk until dinner was done.

“Did you guys want to go dancing,” Crystal asked. “Nope. Think I’ll just head back to the
hotel,” Angel said. “Party pooper,” Chance said. “Can I talk to you for a second Chance,” Angel
said. “Sure,” he replied following her. They walked down to the water. “What the hell is all this
about? Lucky and I aren’t getting back together no matter how much you want us to. What’s
with all the memory lane shit,” Angel asked. “Reminding you of how much I know you still love
him. Trey’s a nice guy, don’t get me wrong, but you and Lucky belong together,” Chance said.
“Well, get over it, because the dream is over. We aren’t getting back together. Ever. I am staying
with Trey. You don’t like it, I don’t care,” Angel said. “Angel,” Jake said as he walked towards
her and Chance. “Jake, what the hell are you doing here or was this part of the plan too Chance,”
Angel asked. “Taking back what’s mine,” Jake said. He picked her up and went up to his car,
putting her in. “Jake, let the fuck go,” Angel said. “Jake. Dude, not a good idea,” Chance said.
He locked the doors and took off.

He finally stopped at a hotel outside the city. “Jake, what the fuck are you thinking,” Angel said.
“Taking back what’s mine,” he said. Angel got out of the car and started walking towards the
office. He picked her up and flung her over his shoulder, carrying her into the room and locking
the door. “Don’t even think it. There is no fucking way Jake,” Angel said. “You know that you
want me. You know he is some stupid punk that won’t last a year,” he said. “Jake, you’re acting
like an idiot. I’m leaving,” Angel said. He grabbed her arm, pulling her towards him. “You
aren’t going anywhere,” he said. He pulled his sweater off. “Jake, no. Don’t even think it,”
Angel said. He pulled her towards him and kissed her. She fought him. “Angel,” he said.
“Jake, it’s over and done. It was done a long damn time ago,” Angel said. “You miss it. I know
you do,” he said. “No. I don’t miss it Jake. I’m happy with who I am with and where I am,”
Angel said. He slid a hand up her thigh and around to her ass. “No Jake. Got that,” Angel said.
He pulled her to him and kissed her again, pulling her g-string off. “Jake,” Angel said. She
pushed him away and went for the door. She got to the last lock and he pulled her back. “One
last time then I will leave you the fuck alone. You fuck me and can just walk away without
craving it, I’ll leave you alone,” he said. “No. I don’t want you Jake,” she said heading back to
the door and getting the last lock. “Tough shit,” he said as he pinned her to the door. She
pushed him away and took off for the office. “Phone,” Angel asked. She called her blackberry
and Trey answered. “Where are you,” he asked. “Swan Motel,” Angel said. “We’re just down
the street. Stay there,” he said. Angel was beyond pissed. The second they pulled in, Trey
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“What the fuck Jake,” Chance said. “I know she wants me back,” he said. “I said talk some sense
into her. Not fuck some sense into her. You have lost it man,” Chance said. “She can’t really be
with that little shit can she? She knows she belongs with me,” Jake said trying to go out the door.
“Dude. You calm the fuck down. She’s with him. They’re living together. She doesn’t want to
be here. She wants to be with him. Let her go,” Chance said. “You know I can’t let her leave
tomorrow. I can’t let her be with that guy,” Jake said. “You don’t have a choice. Back off,”
Chance said. He slammed the door and walked back to the car, hopping in and pulling out
heading back to Angel’s hotel.

“You sure you’re okay,” Crystal asked as they dropped her off. Angel wrapped her arms around
Trey and he carried her up to the room. He laid her down on the bed, and pulled the blanket up.
“You two okay,” Raven asked. “Can you stay tonight? I don’t want to impose or anything,”
Trey said. “No prob. She okay,” Raven asked. “Jake has lost it, and if he comes near her again,
he’s asking for it,” Trey said. “I’ll stay with her. You take care of my girl,” Raven said. Trey
nodded and went back into the bedroom. He pulled his sweater off, then his dress pants. He slid
into bed beside her. “Baby,” he said. “He’s fucking snapped. He almost,” Angel said stopping.
“I know. He comes near either of us again,” Trey said. Angel put her head on Trey’s shoulder.
He held her. “I’ll see if we can bump our flight up,” he said. “Tomorrow,” Angel said. “Okay,”
he said. “Unzip,” Angel asked. He did as she asked and slid the dress off and to the ground.
She slid her bra off, throwing it by the dress. “Baby, I wish I could have stopped him,” Trey said.
“He didn’t get too far. He tried, but I got away before he did,” Angel said. “I got you. You’re
safe with me,” he said. “I just want to get out of here,” Angel said. “Where,” he asked. “Home,”
Angel said. He kissed her. “Sleep,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “What,” he asked. “I miss
things here, but not enough to stay. I would miss you more,” Angel said. He kissed her as she
slid him on top of her. “Angel,” he said. “Know what, you’re right,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he
said. “Doesn’t matter does it,” Angel said. “Oh hell no. You’ll wake up and kick my ass.
Following the rules,” he said grabbing a condom and slipping out of his boxers.

He kissed her as she pulled him closer with her legs wrapped around him. “Angel,” he said.
“Yes sexy man of mine,” Angel said. “I love you. I would never let anything happen to you,” he
said. “I love you too,” Angel said as she kissed him. “Wait,” he said stopping her. “Did you just
say what I think you did,” he asked. Angel pulled him back towards her and kissed him again.
“Angel,” he said. She quieted him with another kiss and he made love to her. Something was
different this time. Every movement he made turned her on more and more. It was the most
intense feeling. She didn’t want to let go for a second. Either did he. He curled up with her
after, not moving an inch. “Angel,” he said. “Yes baby,” Angel replied. “Don’t need to wait. I
don’t want you being there alone,” Trey said. “Okay,” Angel said. “You just said okay. You
aren’t fighting me on this. What’s up with that,” he asked. “No more fighting,” Angel said. She
kissed him again. He figured he’d better ride the wave while he could. They fell asleep
intertwined together like a grape vine.

The next morning, Trey woke up, showered and went in to check on Hope. She was playing
barbies with Raven. “Thanks,” Trey said. “She okay,” Raven asked. “Yeah. Better than okay,”
he said. “Meaning,” she asked. “Need your help with something. I’m not going to do it today,
but in a month or two, maybe three,” he said. “Tell me when. I’ll come visit,” Raven said. “I
will. Just don’t tell her,” Trey said. “Tell me what,” Angel said yawning and walking towards
Hope’s room. “Nothing baby. Thought you were out cold,” he said. “Toaster oven
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Hope. “I like her,” Hope said hugging Raven. “Kinda like you too,” Raven said. “How’s Angel
this morning,” Raven asked knowing full well that she knew what had happened. “Better,”
Angel said wrapping her arms around Trey. “What time is it,” Angel asked. “Around 10:30,”
Trey said. “Addison,” Angel said. “He’s coming down here. He said he’d meet us downstairs,”
Trey said. “Oh,” Angel said. “I’m going to freshen up. I’ll meet you guys downstairs,” Raven
said. Angel nodded and Hope went back to playing with her barbies.

Angel got changed and packed up. Trey snuck up behind her as she was doing her makeup.
“What can I do for you,” Angel said. He locked the bathroom door, kissing her neck. “Guess we
could be a little later for lunch,” Angel said. He turned her to face him, kissing her. He slid her
robe off and put her on the counter. He kissed her as she undid his jeans. “Angel,” he said.
“What,” Angel asked. “Rule #1,” he said. Angel grabbed a condom from her toiletry bag. They
had quick, intense, holy shit sex on the counter, then finished getting ready for lunch. They
slipped out of the bathroom and got changed, then took the bags down to the car and checked
out. Hope was stuck to Raven like crazy glue. Lucky showed up a little while later with the girls,
who ran off to play on the beach. They grabbed a table not 5 steps away. “So how are you,”
Lucky said. “I don’t want to talk about it. It’s done. That’s all,” Angel said. “I could kill him,”
Lucky said. “Don’t bother. He isn’t worth the oxygen,” Angel said. They ordered lunch.
Addison giggled away beside Lucky. “She grew up so much,” Lucky said. “That she did. She
took a few steps last week,” Angel said. “Next thing you know she’ll be running around and
being a holy terror,” Lucky said. “Then we’ll send her down to you,” Angel joked. “Seriously
though, I owe you some thanks. I’m glad you decided to let me be part of her life. I don’t know
what I’d do without her,” Lucky said. “Thank Trey. He’s the one with the bright ideas,” Angel
teased. “You are a good guy,” Lucky said. “Thanks,” Trey said wrapping his arm around Angel.
They finished up lunch, then headed to the airport. “See you Friday,” Raven said. Angel waved
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Chapter 34

They finally were home. They pulled in and Addison was out like a light in the backseat. Angel
took her inside and tucked her into bed. She came back downstairs and Hope was on the sofa.
“So, Hope. Got a question for you,” Trey asked sitting with her. “What,” she asked. “What
would you think if Daddy moved in with Angel,” he asked. “I could come here and see you,”
she asked. “Whenever you wanted to,” Angel said. “Ok,” she replied. He laughed and pulled
her into his arms giving her a hug. “Let’s take you to mom’s,” he said. “Do I have to,” she asked.
“Yes. Mom misses you,” he said. “Okay,” Hope said. She hopped off the sofa and ran over to
hug Angel. “I miss you,” she said. “I’ll miss you too,” Angel said. “I’ll be back in a half hour,”
he said. Angel nodded and kissed him. He headed off. Angel finally had some peace and quiet.

She walked upstairs and drew herself a hot bath in her Jacuzzi tub. She leaned back and relaxed.
Within 15 minutes, she was asleep. Trey came back from dropping Hope off and went upstairs.
He slid into the tub with her. Angel woke up the second she felt his skin touch hers. “What are
you doing here,” Angel asked. He slid in behind her. “Snuggling with my baby girl,” he said.
“Trey,” Angel said. “Can’t get rid of me,” he teased. “No kidding,” Angel said sarcastically.
“Stuck with me for good,” he said. Angel laughed and he added some more hot water to the tub.
“So,” Angel said. “Nice and relaxed are you,” he asked. Angel nodded, snuggling against him.
His hands slid around her torso, and went straight to her breasts. “Trey,” Angel said. “Mine,” he
whispered as he kissed the edge of her ear. “One track mind,” Angel said. He kissed her neck,
then her shoulder. “I know what you’re thinking,” Angel said. “Really,” he said. Angel slid out
of the tub, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around her. She turned the jets on for him. “Get
back here,” he said. “Nope,” Angel replied. She went into her bedroom, slipping into lingerie
she’d bought and never got to wear. Minutes later, he slipped into the bedroom undetected and
slid his arms around her. “Won’t be needing that,” he said slipping the lingerie off. “What a
party pooper,” Angel said. He kissed her neck, then walked her towards her bed. “One track
mind again eh Trey,” Angel teased. He slid a hand between her legs. “Hmm. Let me see,” he
said. “Trey,” Angel said. He slid two fingers inside her. “Missed me and I’ve only been gone a
half hour,” he whispered. “I swear. I will never get anything done around here,” Angel said
teasingly. “I know one thing you can do,” he said.

He teased her with his fingers, then turned her to face him. He kissed her roughly, hard and
intensely. He backed her into the bed. She leaned back and wrapped her legs around him
pulling him close to her. They slid onto the bed as his kisses went from her neck, to her breasts
which were begging for his touch. He kissed her stomach, her hip, her thigh, her inner thigh.
“Tease,” Angel said. He licked and teased her. His fingers slid in and out until she was begging
him to stop the taunting. “Now you want me do you,” he said. She pulled him to her, kissing
him. He pinned her arms to the bed. “Nope,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “Not yet,” he replied.
He continued the teasing until he knew she was going to lose it. “Angel,” he said. She looked
him in the eye. “What,” Angel said as her body started to react to his teasing. “How much do
you want me,” he asked. “Stop the teasing already Trey,” Angel said. “Enough to keep me
forever,” he asked. “In this bed, yes,” Angel said pulling her to him. He kissed her and made
love to her, taking his time and making her body pulsate. Her legs shook as she wrapped them
around him.

He held her close not wanting to separate from her for a second. “We fit together you know,” he
said. “You think,” Angel said jokingly. “You don’t think so,” he asked. “I guess we do,” Angel

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said. “Can’t even imagine being with someone else,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “I know. No
rushing,” he said. “I love having you here Trey. I do. I just don’t want to rush past anything,”
Angel said. “I know baby. Don’t worry. I hear you,” he said. “I just hate trying to sleep without
you.” They held each other close, falling asleep.

The next morning, Angel got up and got ready for work. She wasn’t about to tell Sasha she
couldn’t come in. Not now. She got herself dressed and cleaned, getting Addison ready for the
day. As she slid her sweater on, Trey woke up. “Where do you think you’re going,” he asked.
“Work. Remember? That place where I go to get a paycheck,” Angel joked. His cell went off.
He answered and was called into work. “So much for relaxing,” he said. He got up and
showered. The babysitter showed just as Trey was coming downstairs. “So, what time should I
be expecting you,” she joked. “Will be back around dinner,” Angel said. “I have to work a 10
hour shift, so I should be back around 6,” he said. Angel laughed. “So dinner time then,” the
babysitter said. Addison was all giggles. “See you later on then,” the babysitter said as Angel
and Trey headed off to work.

Angel pulled into the bar and headed inside to find Sasha in the office. “Thought you didn’t
work during the week,” Angel said. “Was in a pissy mood. That private investigator was just
working me for information on you. Who the hell did you piss off,” she asked. “An ex. Won’t
be happening again. I guarantee it. So what else has been happening,” Angel asked. “Was about
to ask you that,” Sasha said. “Meaning,” Angel asked. “Meaning he called on Saturday saying
you needed two days off and he wouldn’t be in until the weekend. That the painting was
finished. Then you two vanished,” Sasha said. “Went to see Addison’s dad,” Angel said. “Ah.
So that’s where you two vanished to. Right. I know you two were cooped up in his love nest,”
Sasha teased. “Not quite, but nice try,” Angel said. “So I guess you two are getting along,” Sasha
said obviously trying to pry. “We are,” Angel said. “And,” she asked. “And nothing,” Angel
said trying to keep some privacy. “Okay. I know you two are together. I also know, he wants
you all to himself. So,” she asked staring at the ring that Angel had forgotten she was wearing.
“It’s a promise ring,” Angel said. “Guess he got what he wanted,” Sasha said. “Oh. A friend of
mine is coming into town this weekend. She’s coming down here Friday if that’s cool,” Angel
said. “Introduced him to your friends. Impressive,” Sasha said. “What has crawled up your butt
today,” Angel asked. “Just upset is all. Living my sex life vicariously through you two,” she
said. “Well, guess you’re doing well then,” Angel teased. “Was wondering why you had a grin
like that,” Sasha said. “Guess I have you to thank,” Angel said. “He’s a good guy. Honest to a
fault,” Sasha said. “Figured that out,” Angel said. They got down to work and by the time lunch
hit, they decided a leisurely lunch was in order.

“Hey Trey,” his boss said as he came in. “Hey Tony. What’s shakin,” he asked. “Here’s the list
for today. You’re going to be busy,” Tony said. “Figured that,” he said. He went from
appointment to appointment with a grin ear to ear. Everything was going so well. He got to the
last appointment, knowing it was going to take a while. He walked in and his mouth dropped.
“Well. Funny seeing you here Trey,” the woman said. “Nice try. I’m outta here,” he said.
“Actually, there is something that needs to be fixed,” she said. “Last time you said that we got
Hope,” he said. “Well,” she replied. “I am fixing what needs to be fixed and going home to my
girlfriend,” he said. “Guess I couldn’t distract you then,” she said as she slid her hoodie open.
“Put those away or I am leaving right now. Which sink,” he asked. “Bathroom upstairs,” she
said. “Do me a favor. Stay down here and let me get my work done,” he said. He walked
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went downstairs. “Sign off,” he said. “Trey,” she said. “No. Sign off and let me get back to my
woman,” he said. She leaned towards him, backing him into the counter. “Back off Cindy. Not
going to happen,” he said. She kissed him. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling
herself into his arms and wrapping her legs around him. He pushed her away and handed her
the form. “Sign it,” he said. “Trey. Don’t tell me that you don’t want me,” she said. “Sign,” he
said. She signed and he walked out, hopping into the truck and heading back to the office.

Angel got home around 5, putting together something for dinner. Around 6:30, Trey called. “So
how was work,” Angel asked. “Interesting. You,” he asked. “Sasha and I got a lot done,” Angel
said. “Just thought I would give you a quick shout. Just going to catch a shower and hit the
gym. I’ll give you a shout tomorrow,” he said. “Okay,” Angel said kind of confused. He hung
up. Now she knew something was wrong. She tried to put it out of her mind. She had dinner,
fed Addison, gave her a bubble bath and tucked her into bed. She locked everything up, then
drew herself a bath. She got some reading done and headed off to bed. She felt like something
was wrong. She didn’t know what, and couldn’t put her finger on it, but she knew.

She got up the next day and headed in for another full workday. Trey headed in, checking his list
for the day. “Should be done around 3,” Trey said. “No prob. Tomorrow’s filling up too. See
you this aft,” Tony said. Trey headed out to his appointments, shooting a quick text to Angel.

Morning baby. See you at 5.

Angel didn’t reply. She got her work done and headed home early. She put the extra room
together for Raven. She went downstairs and fed Addison, then bathed her and slipped her into
her pajamas. They curled up and watched an old movie. By the time 7pm hit, Angel put
Addison down. She poured herself a glass of wine and started a fire in her fireplace. She heard
a knock at the door at 7:30. She went and answered it. “What,” Angel said. Trey came in. “How
was your day,” he asked. “What Trey,” Angel said. “What’s wrong,” he asked. “Five? See you
at 5? Right. Maybe you should go home and try again tomorrow,” Angel said. She walked into
the den and sat down by the fireplace.

“Angel,” he said. “Trey, you said you were coming at 5. It’s 7:15. What took so long? Secondly,
what the hell is up with you? One minute you won’t let me out of your sight, the next you
disappear,” Angel said. “Why don’t you just go the hell home. Go screw whoever you’ve been
with the past two days,” Angel said. “What the hell is up with you,” he asked. “You denying it,”
Angel asked. “My ex called in for an appointment. I fixed the pipes for her then went back to the
office. She screwed up something else today, and I had to go back. Nothing…happened,” he
said. “Whatever Trey. Go home,” Angel said. He sat down. “Don’t let the door hit you,” Angel
said. She finished her glass of wine and went into the kitchen to pour another.

“Angel,” he said following her. “What Trey? What,” Angel said. “I’m not one of your exes. I
don’t do the cheating thing. I spent last night packing. The rest of the day today, after I finished
work, I was packing. Want proof? Come look at the damn boxes,” he said. “Whatever Trey.
You can’t handle this relationship, then leave. Go. Go find her and sleep with her with my
fucking blessing,” Angel said walking back into the den. “Angel, stop this. Nothing happened.
I’m not cheating. I don’t want to be with anyone other than your crazy ass. Stop acting jealous.
There’s nobody to be jealous of. I love you,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “She busted shit to get

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me there. She tried and I called her on it. I got my work done, not her, and left. I went home
early to get some more packed so we could spend some time together tonight,” he said. “Then
why don’t I believe you,” Angel asked. He took her glass of wine, putting it onto the table and
pulled her into his arms, kissing her. “You and your crazy ass are stuck with me. Like it or not,”
he said. He kissed her again and held her in his arms. “You were acting like an ass last night. I
thought you would be here,” Angel said. “She threw me. I didn’t know what to say. I tried to
get that crap out of my system last night. I wanted to get a head start on the packing,” he said.
“Fine. Next time something like this happens,” Angel said. “I’ll tell you straight,” he said.

They sat down by the fireplace. “You really think you can get rid of me that easily,” he asked. “I
know it’s stupid, but can you blame me,” Angel asked. “Here’s a suggestion. I have to pick
Hope up on the weekend. Come with me,” he said. “Raven’s going to be here,” Angel said. “So,
we’ll go get her together, then come back here,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “It’s done. Maybe
once she sees us, she’ll stop the crap,” he said. He kissed her. “I don’t care if it takes me years to
prove this. I don’t want anyone but you. Other than Hope and my family, you are the only
woman in my life. I don’t want to be with anyone else,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed
her again, pulling her into his lap. She wrapped her legs around him. “You believe me don’t
you,” he said. “All I know is if you ever even think about it,” Angel said. He kissed her again,
laying her onto the carpet.

The flames from the fire warmed them as they made love. Their spark was now more than just a
spark. It was becoming a flame. He took his time, kissing her from head to toe, teasing her with
every trick he could remember. Afterwards, he held her close, not wanting to let go. “Angel,” he
asked. “Yes,” she replied. “You know you can trust me right,” he said. “For the most part,”
Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Meaning I haven’t known you that long. Meaning I trust
you as much as I can for only knowing you that long,” Angel said. “What are you trying to say,”
he said. “It means stop rushing. Trust takes time with me,” Angel said. “Angel. You’re trying
to tell me after going through that shit with you and your exes that you don’t trust me,” he said.
“More than I did before that yes,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. She got up and slid her pajama
shirt back on. She walked upstairs and grabbed her robe instead. By the time she came back
downstairs, he was gone. “Figures,” Angel said dousing the fire. She locked up then went
upstairs and climbed into her bed, and spent the entire night tossing and turning. “Fuck him,”
Angel said.

After less than 5 hours of sleep, she went into work and got her paperwork done early with
Addison, dropping her off with Trey’s friend for the night. By the time Trey showed at 2, she
had locked up and left – Raven’s plane landed at 2:30.

“Hey girl,” Raven said hugging her friend. “Hi,” Angel said obviously in a bad mood. “Prince
Charming not come with you,” Raven asked. Angel ignored the comment. “Okay ice queen.
What happened in 3 days,” Raven asked. “I don’t trust him enough. After 2 or 3 weeks of
knowing each other, I am supposed to trust him as much as I trusted Lucky. That took fucking
years. What the hell. God, he annoys the shit out of me,” Angel said hopping into the car.
Raven threw her bag in the trunk and hopped in. They headed back to Angel’s place in silence.
Angel went inside with Raven and poured herself a glass of shiraz. “Okay. Enough,” Raven said
taking the wine away from her. “What,” Angel said. “You have trust issues. He met Lucky. He
should know that. Secondly, he isn’t a damn mind reader. He wants everything to be butterflies
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bad case of food poisoning. You don’t know whether it’s more than just a phase or not. Stop the
bullshit already. We are supposed to be having a girls weekend. Now start the damn party or I
am going to find one myself,” Raven said. Angel laughed. “Better,” Raven said. “Okay Dr. Phil.
Shall we go shopping for an outfit to make all the boys drool,” Angel said. “That’s better. Wine
first, then shopping, then more wine. We’ll deal with the stupid Trey shit later,” Raven said.
Angel poured herself another glass of wine and they had a snack, then hit the mall.

He called over and over. It went straight to her voicemail. “Angel, call me when you get this.
I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have freaked. Just call me,” he said and hung up. He went to the gym. He
grabbed dinner and went into work early. Sasha came in and his head raised. “Hey there Trey,”
Sasha said. “Yeah,” Trey said. He tried calling her again. Rang twice and went into voicemail.
“At least she saw I was trying to call,” he said to himself. “Talking to yourself again,” Luke said
walking in. Trey got changed and went and sat down in one of the tables. All the guys came in
and signed in for the night. “Trey, what is up with you dude,” Jamie said. “Nothing,” he said.
Around 9, the music started and the bar was filling up. He made his rounds. Cindy came in with
her girlfriends. “I thought I told you not to come in here,” he said. “Free country smart ass,”
Cindy said. “Besides. Doesn’t your girlfriend hang out here?” “Actually, she’s part owner. Get
out,” he said. “No,” she replied. He turned to walk towards the door and she pulled him to her
and kissed him.

Angel came inside with Raven and looked around for Trey. She saw him lip locked with some
woman on the other side of the club. “Well fuck him then,” Angel said. “Hey girl. This must be
the infamous Raven,” Sasha said. “Sasha, Raven. Raven, Sasha,” Angel said. “I’ll be back. I
have to check something in the office.” Angel took off up the steps and Trey made a b-line
towards her, following her. She locked the office door. “Angel, open the door,” he said. Angel
sat down at the computer. She went through her email and tried to distract herself by playing a
game of freecell. “Angel,” he said. She ignored him. Her cell rang – Sasha. “Yep,” Angel said.
“Tell him he’s on in 5,” Sasha said. “Okay,” Angel said. “You’re on in 5 Trey. Go the fuck
away,” Angel said. “Open the fucking door,” he said. “You’re going to have to drag him Sasha,”
Angel said hanging up. “Trey. Go,” Sasha said. She unlocked the door and handed Angel a
double martini. “So. How’s the freecell game going,” she asked. “I think I should go home,”
Angel said. “No. Don’t give him the benefit. Ignore his stupid ass,” Sasha said. “You have to
show that damn dress off.” She took her hand, leading her downstairs as she sipped her martini.
She went and took a seat with Raven. Sasha ordered her another double.

He went on and Angel stayed seated. Raven went up and tipped him, feeling like a giddy
schoolgirl. “Tell her it isn’t what she thinks,” he whispered to her. He kissed her cheek and she
went back to the table. “Don’t even say it,” Angel said taking a gulp of her martini. He finished
on stage and slid his jeans on. He went to walk past her and grabbed her arm, pulling her into
the DJ booth for some privacy. “Angel,” he said. “Let go of my arm,” Angel said. “Would you
listen to me,” he said. Angel stepped out of the DJ booth and went to the bar to grab another
drink. “Angel,” he said pinning her to the bar. “Step away Trey,” Angel said. “Not until you
talk to me,” he said in her ear. “Move,” Angel said walking past him and going back to her table.

They had a few more drinks, then Raven headed back to the house with Angel. “I’m fine,” Angel
said. “After 6 of those? I don’t think so,” Raven said. They went inside and threw their pajamas
on, curling up with blankets and pillows on the floor of the den. They talked like they had
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sort of. They fell asleep as the fire went out. Around 4, Trey came inside. He locked up and took
Angel upstairs to her bedroom. She slept through it. He curled up with her, wrapping his arms
around her. No matter what, he wasn’t going to let go.

The next morning, Angel woke up and slid out of the bed. She went downstairs, making herself
a strong pot of coffee and poured a huge glass of orange juice. She drank it, then took a bottle of
Gatorade upstairs and sat in the Jacuzzi tub letting the jets work all the hangover out of her
system. “Shit,” Angel said grabbing her blackberry. “I’m on my way with her,” the babysitter
said. “Thanks. I meant to come get her first thing,” Angel said. “She’s fine. Giggling away with
Hope,” she said. They hung up. Angel slid her jeans and shirt on and went downstairs to meet
her. “Trey said to drop Hope off too,” she said. “Fine,” Angel said. “You two okay,” she asked.
“Sure,” Angel said sarcastically. She brought Addison and Hope in to see Raven. “Well there’s
the princesses. Hello miss Hope,” Raven said giving both girls a hug. “Hi,” Hope said snuggling
into Raven. Angel went upstairs and pulled the blinds open. “Morning,” Trey said. “Get out,”
Angel replied. “Angel,” he said. “Hope is downstairs with Raven. Leave,” Angel said. “Not
until you talk to me,” he replied. “Then you’ll be waiting a fucking long ass time,” Angel said.
She turned to walk out of the bedroom and he closed the door, blocking her in. “Angel, she was
there to cause shit. I told you Cindy was being an ass. She showed to cause a problem between
us,” he said. “Good thing she did then Trey. Shows how easily it’s broken,” Angel said pushing
him out of the way and going for the door. “You aren’t breaking up with me. Angel,” he said.
“Move Trey,” Angel said. “Angel, you are not doing this,” he said. “Move,” Angel said. She
walked out the door and downstairs.

He sat down on the edge of the bed. Minutes later, Hope came in. “Hi Daddy,” she said hugging
him. “Hey princess. How was your night,” he asked. “We watched Cinderella again,” she said.
She climbed into his lap. “So what do we feel like doing today,” he asked. “Going to see the
water,” she replied. “You got it,” he said. “Why don’t you see if Addison wants to come with
us.” He knew Angel couldn’t say no to Hope. He threw some water on his face and went
downstairs. “Well,” he said to Hope. “Angel said she’s going with Raven today,” Hope said. He
looked at her. Raven shrugged. “I’m just going to talk to Angel real quick,” Trey said. “You
don’t…” He picked her up, throwing her over his shoulder and carrying her to the back
bedroom of the house where nobody would hear them. He locked the door. “Trey,” Angel said.
“Don’t believe me,” he said. “How many other ‘customers’ have you fucked,” Angel asked.
“Only one. You,” he said. “Believe that I got a bridge to sell ya,” Angel said. “Would you stop?
I did not sleep with her. She kissed me to piss you off. She knew you’d be there. I told her to
leave and she said no and kissed me. I want you, for some stupid dumb ass reason,” he said.
“Then leave. You can’t remember why, walk the fuck out and don’t come back,” Angel said
going for the door. He picked her up again, leaning her into the wall. “Stop trying to make me
leave. Until this is resolved, neither of us are leaving this room,” he said. “Fuck off Trey,” Angel
said. “No. If I have to quit working there to prove it to you, I will. Stop the bullshit,” he said.
“You won’t and you damn well know it. You love having those women drool all over you every
night. Why don’t you just go fuck them Trey, because you aren’t getting shit from me,” Angel
said. He undid the zipper of her hoodie. “Don’t you fucking dare,” Angel said. He kissed her,
pulling the sweater and her shirt off.

“Trey, stop,” Angel said. He undid her jeans. “Angel, you are being a pain in my ass. Stop the
bullshit,” he said. “You ain’t seen nothing yet Trey,” Angel said. He pinned her hands above her
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he pulled his shirt off. “Don’t you even fucking think it,” Angel said. He picked her up, pulling
her legs around his. “Stop,” Angel said. “Admit it then. Admit that you believe me,” he said.
He slid his boxers off. “Don’t you even,” Angel said. He kissed her and pinned her to the wall.
He had sex with her. “Say it,” he said. “I don’t believe you,” Angel said. “Until you do,” he
said. “Until you do nothing Trey. I won’t and I don’t believe you,” Angel said as her legs gave
way. He laid her on the floor. “Angel,” he said as he came. He wouldn’t let her up. “Move,”
Angel said. “You haven’t said it yet,” he replied. “And I won’t,” Angel said pushing him off of
her. She got up and grabbed her things, walking down the hall to the bathroom. She slid her
robe on, then went into her room and threw her jeans and a tank top on, pulling her hoodie back
on as she went downstairs.

“So, we’re ready to go to ‘the water’” Raven said. “Let’s go then,” Angel said as her and Raven
left with Hope and Addison. He heard her car pull out and silence. “Fuck,” he said. He sat on
the edge of the bed trying to figure out what to do next. He sat there feeling like his heart had
been ripped out. “Shit,” he said. He got changed and went downstairs. She’d left coffee for him.
He made a cup then noticed the note:

I’ll drop Hope off in 2 hours. Take your stuff and go home.

“Goddammit Angel,” he said. He didn’t want to lose this. If he quit, it wouldn’t change her
mind. If he tried to kidnap her, she’d fight him the entire way. His only plan involved getting
Raven on his side. He knew that was the only way he’d get her back. He called Raven’s cell.
“What can I do for you,” she said. “I need your help. She is freaking over nothing. Please,” he
said. “One sec,” she said. He could hear her making an excuse and walking out of earshot. “You
know she is ultimately pissed,” Raven said. “I know. My ex was trying to cause shit. Nothing
happened. I swear on my daughter. Please,” he said. “Best you’re going to get is dinner or
something. She wants to go to the bar tonight. I’ll tell her that I have plans for dinner. She made
reservations at Amore. 5:30,” Raven said. “Thank you. I so totally owe you one,” Trey said.
“Just don’t let her know that I had anything to do with it,” Raven said hanging up. He decided at
that second that this wouldn’t wait one more day.

Angel dropped Hope off at his place. He came outside to try to talk to her and she pulled out.
She headed back to her place. She walked in to find roses on every counter. She shook her head
and took Addison upstairs for her nap. “Angel, at least hear him out,” Raven said. “He wants to
fuck every damn woman in the fucking bar fine. I am not sitting around and watching it,” Angel
said. “Angel,” Raven said. “What? What are you going to say? He’s not like Lucky? He isn’t
just a phase? He isn’t just here to see what he can get out of it,” Angel said. She looked like she
was fighting back tears. “You hate him so much, why are you crying,” Raven asked. Angel
stomped off and went and drew herself a hot bath in her Jacuzzi tub. She leaned back and the
tears flowed. Raven was right. With one sentence she summed it all up.

“So, you ready to head out for dinner,” Angel asked Raven as she came downstairs in her sexy
dress. “I got a call from work. They need me to get something finished. I’ll meet you at the bar,”
Raven said. “You sure? We could just order in,” Angel said. “I’ll drive you over,” Raven said.
They headed to the restaurant and Angel headed inside. She got to the table and found a single
sterling rose on her plate. She tried to shake it off. Minutes later, Trey came around the corner
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talk to you and this is the only way you’d talk to me,” he said. “You and Raven,” Angel said.
“Angel, I didn’t do anything with her. I swear on my daughter. I love you,” he said. Angel went
to get up. “Angel,” he said grabbing her hand. Her eyes welled up. “Sit down,” he said. “No,”
Angel said. She couldn’t move. He stood up and got her to sit back down. “Angel,” he said.
“No. You want to be with someone other than me, then just do it already okay. Just go and sew
your wild oats Trey. Leave me out of it,” Angel said finally getting up and heading for the door.
He followed her as she hopped into a cab. “Angel,” he said. She closed the door.

He got something for take-out for them both and headed to the bar. He left her dinner on the
desk upstairs. He walked into the change room and ate. He heard the door. He dropped his
food and went into the main room. Her coat was there. He walked upstairs and the office door
was locked. “Go away Trey,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “Go away,” Angel said. He could
tell she was crying. He went back downstairs. He couldn’t stand to hear it, or worse, see it. He
got changed and stared himself in the mirror. Minutes later he came out, noticing that Sasha had
arrived. “Hey Trey. What’s up,” Sasha said. “I have a proposition for you,” he said. They
talked a while and Sasha agreed to it. “If that’s what you want Trey, then it sounds good to me,”
she said. “She won’t talk to me. You tell her,” Trey said. “She upstairs,” Sasha asked. “Door
locked. She won’t open it,” he said. “I have keys,” Sasha said.

Angel heard the key turn and tried to wipe the tears away. “Hey,” Sasha said. “Hi,” Angel said
clearing her throat. “Nice. Red eyes to match the red dress,” Sasha said. “Great,” Angel said.
“What,” Sasha asked. Angel grabbed her makeup and compact from her purse. “Tell me what’s
going on,” Sasha said. “Nothing,” Angel said. “Okay. Enough that he’s a part owner with us
and opted to only work once every few weeks,” Sasha said. “Great. Just what I fucking need,”
Angel said. “What happened,” Sasha asked again. “He was making out with his ex, then two
days running was with her,” Angel said. “And? Firstly, she is notorious for causing shit.
Anytime he shows interest in someone she pulls this. Secondly, trust me on this one, he only has
eyes for 3 women in his life. His mom, his daughter and you,” Sasha said. “Nice speech. Too
bad he’s full of it,” Angel said. “He’s downstairs. Go talk to him. We have 2 hours before we
open,” Sasha said. “I have to run out and grab some more stock from the liquor store.”

Minutes later he heard the door slam and lock to the bar. He sat at the bar with a drink. He
heard footsteps. He sipped his drink. She walked in with paperwork in her hand. She did the
tills for the registers, then did a count of the alcohol. “You’re not going to talk to me? You have 2
hours before the bar opens and you’re not even going to talk to me,” he said. Angel finished
doing the beer and moved onto the liquor. He went behind the bar and stood in front of her,
lifting her chin so her eyes could meet his. He noticed her eyes were red. “Angel,” he said. She
checked the levels on the bottles. “Angel,” he said taking her clipboard and pen from her hands.
She tried to dodge him and he wouldn’t let her past. “Move,” Angel said. He picked her up,
wrapping her legs around him and sat her on the edge of the bar. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed
her as she leaned back.

“No Trey okay. No,” Angel said trying to get up. He pulled her to him and kissed her again, and
he didn’t sense her fighting him. They came up for air and he asked her to forgive him. She tried
to push him away and get up. He picked her up and carried her up the steps to the office,
locking the door behind them. He sat her on the desk, putting the papers onto the chair. “Angel,
you love me. I love you. I don’t want someone else. I don’t want to be with someone else. I
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tried to back up and he pulled her closer. “Don’t,” he said. “No. I am not doing this,” Angel
said. He kissed her again.
His hand slid up her silky smooth thigh. He kissed her, pulling her into him. He slid her dress
up. “Trey, I…” He kissed her again. “I’m not leaving this room without you,” he said. He
kissed her again and pulled her against him. “I want you,” he said in between kisses. “No,”
Angel said trying to pull away from him again. He undid her g-string. “Trey,” Angel said.
“Angel,” he said as he went for the button of his jeans. He slid the zipper down. He pulled her
to him as she felt his hot skin on hers. He kissed her as he slid the straps of her dress off her
shoulders. He kissed her neck, her chest. He slid her dress down. He leaned her back onto the
desk, kissing her stomach. He pulled her to him and kissed her. They made love on the desk.
“I’m never losing us again,” he said. He held her to him. He carried her to the sofa and sat down
with her, holding her in his arms. “Don’t ever think that I don’t love you,” he said. Her eyes
welled up, as she slid her dress back up. “You look beautiful,” he said. Angel didn’t say a word.
She got up, grabbing her g-string and putting it back on, then unlocked the door. She went
downstairs. She finished doing the bottle check and Sasha came back. “Angel,” she said. “Hey,”
Angel said. “Eyes are still red,” she said. Angel brushed away the last of the tears. “We’re short
on vodka and Jack. We’re getting low on tequila rose, but we should be okay,” Angel said. “Did
you talk to him,” she asked. “I’ll grab some more from the back. Haven’t done the check back
there,” Angel said. “Angel,” Sasha said. The other guys started coming in. Angel got them
signed in and did the schedule for the night, handing it off to the MC. She grabbed her coat and
went and stood outside for a few minutes to regain her composure.

As she was about to go back in, Raven showed. “Hey there. How was dinner,” Raven asked.
“Nice try,” Angel said. “We are going to try to have fun tonight right,” she asked. Angel
nodded. They went inside. Seconds later, Trey was grabbing her hand. “I’ll meet you
downstairs,” Angel said as he pulled her into the office. He locked the door. “What,” Angel
said. He kissed her again, pinning her to the door. “You know I love you right,” he said. Angel
said nothing. “You know I want to be with you and only you right,” he said. Again, she said
nothing. He kissed her again. She turned to leave. He held the door shut. He wrapped his arms
around her torso and kissed the nape of her neck, then her shoulder. She pulled the door open
and went downstairs. He punched the door. “Shit,” he said. He calmed himself and went
downstairs. She sat at her regular table with a martini.

He got cleaned up, changed, then headed for the stage, handing a CD to the DJ. “What’s this,” he
asked. “Song #5,” he replied. “Last song.” He did his routine to all the girls screaming. Raven
tipped him. Angel stayed in her seat. The slow song came on. The tears that were welling fell.
“Go Angel. Go,” Raven said – Natasha Bedigfield’s Angel. She brushed the tears away. “Go,”
Raven said. She got up and after one or two girls before her, he looked up. He pulled her to him.
He kissed her chest, her neck. “Angel,” he said. He kissed her, then dipped her. She walked
back to her chair. Raven had a smile. “Now that’s what I call bending over backwards,” Raven
joked. He finished, then threw his jeans on and came out, grabbing her hand. “What,” Angel
said. He pulled her into the DJ booth pinning her into the corner. “What,” Angel asked. He
kissed her. He hopped out of the DJ booth, and Angel took her seat. “Back to normal,” Raven
said. Angel shook her head.

She had another drink or two with Raven, then a while later, he was back on. He kissed her on
his way up. “Yeah right. Like you two aren’t going to be busy tonight,” Raven teased. “No
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“Ladies, make the most of this tonight. This one’s leaving the nest,” the MC said. Angel turned
towards the stage. “Don’t worry. He’ll be back. We’ll let all you know when he comes back to
visit.” Angel took a sip of her drink. “I’ll send an extra one over for you,” the bartender said.
She went and took a seat. He was determined to go out with a bang. He was amazing. She went
up to tip him and he flipped over her. “What are you up to,” Angel asked. “Taking care of my
baby girl,” he said. He kissed her and took the tip. Angel went and sat back down. He finished
his set, then went into the change room. He came out 10 minutes later, walking towards her.
“What was that all about,” Angel asked. He pulled her off to the side for a slow dance. “Speak,”
Angel said. “I told you if that’s what it took I would,” he said. “So what about the part owner
thing,” Angel said. “I do the liquor order etc. That way you can be home with Addy on Friday
and Saturday nights unless you want to be here. We take turns. Sasha’s opening another bar in
the city. She’s going to be taking care of that one and going between the two. We’re on our own
here,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “Not like we aren’t practically doing everything anyway,” he
said. “She has another partner up in the city to help with the other one. It’s a franchise now.”
“But why,” Angel said. “Solves the fight and the problem all in one doesn’t it,” he replied. He
kissed her and walked her back to the table where she finished off her drink.

“I’ll pick up Addison and take your car home,” Raven said. “Why,” Angel said. “I can drive. I’m
not going anywhere.” “I’ll go do that. He said he was driving you,” Raven said. “Driving me
insane, yes. Anywhere else, no,” Angel said. The bar started to die down and everyone headed
home. Angel finished the tills and the bartender did the count. “So I guess he told you,” Sasha
said. “Congrats I think,” Angel said. “You two will be fine. You practically are running it alone
anyway,” Sasha said. “Okay then,” Angel said. He came out of the change room a few minutes
later with his bag. He put it down and came up behind her. Angel clocked the bartender out and
he headed home. “So. How did we do,” he asked. “Pretty good,” Angel said. He wrapped his
arms around her hips and his hands slid down to her inner thigh. “Trey,” Angel said. “Nobody
is here but us,” he said as he kissed her neck. “I have to finish counting,” Angel said. His hands
slid up. “They did the till before the count,” he whispered as he slid his hand into her g-string.
“Trey,” Angel said. “What,” he said. “My place?” His fingers teased her. “Home,” Angel said.
“My place it is,” he said as he got worse. “Trey,” Angel said as his fingers slid further. “My
place,” he asked as he nibbled her shoulder. “Fine,” Angel said. She turned to face him and he
kissed her. “Locked up upstairs. Just the back door to lock,” he said. He handed her her leather
coat and purse. She slid it on, and he turned the lights off. They walked out, locking things up
behind them.

They got in his car. He started the engine. “Going to take a few to warm it up,” Trey said. He
reached over to Angel, pulling her towards him. “Trey,” Angel said. “What,” he said. “You
know nothing’s changed,” Angel said. “Yeah it has. Everything’s changed. Only thing that
hasn’t is that I love you,” he said. “You don’t get the trust back that quickly,” Angel said. “I
didn’t cheat on you, and I sure as shit didn’t lie to you,” he said. “Still,” Angel said. He kissed
her. “Angel, you are driving me nuts,” he said. “Good. Will remind you not to fuck up next
time,” Angel said. He pulled out of the parking lot and went straight to his place. They headed
inside. He pulled her coat off. Angel walked past him into the kitchen. She slid her heels off.
She grabbed herself a bottle of water. He came up behind her. “You know, I’m thinking you
should repaint in here,” Angel said. He grabbed the water from her hand, putting it down and
pinning her to the countertop. “What,” Angel said. He picked her up, putting her on the counter
and pulling her legs around him. He pulled her g-string off. He kissed her and slid her straps
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throwing it on top of his sweater. He kissed her. She undid his jeans. He kicked them off and
leaned into her.
The heat radiated from them. Her heart raced in time with his. Her body peaked. He kissed her
breasts, then back to her lips. He took her on the counter. Fast, determined, urgent and strong,
he couldn’t hold back. She’d been taunting him all night with that dress. It was finally where it
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Chapter 35

Angel woke up the next morning in his bed. She turned and found him sleeping soundly. She
tried to sneak away and he pulled her to him. “Oh no you don’t,” he said. “Figured you were
asleep,” Angel said. “Figured wrong,” he said pulling her back to him tight. “I have to go home
to Addison,” Angel said. “It’s 7am. You got 3 hours of sleep,” he said. “And? I have a house
guest and Addison Trey. I am going home,” Angel said. She broke away from him and threw on
his robe. She went downstairs and grabbed her dress and the rest of her things. She pulled her
dress on. He came down behind her. “Angel,” he said. “I’m going home,” Angel said. “You are
home,” he replied. “Trey, I am going home,” Angel said. She grabbed her heels. “How did you
think you might be getting there,” he asked. “The car,” Angel said grabbing the car keys. She
pulled on her coat. “I’ll drive you,” he said. “Then maybe you shouldn’t be walking around
wearing nothing but your boxers,” Angel said. He pulled her coat off. “Trey,” Angel said. He
kissed her, pinning her into the wall of the kitchen. “I..have…to…go….home,” Angel said in
between kisses. He picked her up wrapping her legs around him again. He held her close and
walked into the den, laying her on his sofa. “I have to go home,” Angel said. “Nope,” he replied.
He slid the dress back off, grabbing the blanket from the sofa’s edge. “Trey,” Angel said. “Not
until you promise me that you’re going to give us a chance. No more making excuses. No more
walking off,” he said. “You can’t see why I said all that can you,” Angel asked. “Because you
want me to be happy. I see that. You don’t see that being with you is what makes me happy.
Sleeping with you, holding you, talking to you, sitting with you. I just want to be with you
period. I don’t care where,” he said. “Trey, I know that you are so enthralled in all this that you
think you love me. I just think that you need time to do the sewing your wild oats thing. I’m
past all that. When you are, if I am around, then we’ll see,” Angel said. “I already sewed them.
How do you think I got Hope? I want you,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her. “You
want me to take you home, fine. But I am your man. End of discussion. Agreed,” he asked.
“Trey,” Angel said. “Either that or you don’t get off this sofa or out of this house until you do,”
he said. “Trey, I have to go home,” Angel said. “Well then,” he said. “What if I say I’ll think
about it,” Angel said. “Then I’ll think about letting you go home,” he replied.

“Fine,” Angel said. “Fine what,” he said. “Fine you win,” Angel said. “This isn’t a game Angel.
I care about you too much to make this a stupid fucking game,” he said. “I am going home okay?
You get what you want. Just remember, be careful what you wish for,” Angel said. He kissed
her. “I don’t want you to go yet,” he said. “Why Trey? Addison’s going to freak,” Angel said.
“Breakfast and a hot shower first,” he said. “Fine. Then we go,” Angel said. “Deal,” he said
kissing her. “Am I allowed to get up,” she asked. He took her hand and kissed it. He picked her
up, carrying her to the hot shower. He pulled his boxers off and hopped in with her.
“Conserving water are we,” Angel asked. She washed her hair and he kissed her chest. She
raised her head back up and he kissed her. She smirked at him. “Can’t blame me can you,” he
teased. He picked her up, wrapping her legs around him and they had sex in the shower. He
finished his shower and she stepped out. “Your jeans are in the closet,” he said. “What do you
mean my jeans,” Angel said. She went to the closet and her jeans and hoodie were in the closet.
“I’m not even going to ask,” Angel said pulling them both on. He came out of the shower and
kissed her, pulling her close to him. “Think I could get used to this,” he said. “Won’t be
happening for a while Trey. I can’t just leave Addison with a babysitter. I’m her full-time mom.
End of discussion,” Angel said. She walked out of the bedroom. He pulled his boxers and jeans
on, grabbing his sweater and pulling it on. Angel walked down the steps and he followed.
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“Emergency clothes,” he said. “Swiped them when I took her to the falls right,” Angel asked. He
nodded wrapping his arms around her. “You know, you are one sneaky ass,” Angel said. He
handed Angel her blackberry and purse, turning the blackberry back on. “You turned it off?
Trey. What would have happened if there was an emergency,” Angel asked. “Raven knew
you’d be here,” he replied grabbing his car keys.

They headed back to her place. The second they pulled in, Hope ran outside and straight into his
arms. “Hi Daddy,” she said. “Hey baby. Did you and Addison and Raven have fun last night,”
he asked. “We had fun this morning. We made a snowman,” she said. They went inside. “So
how was your night,” Raven asked. “You are so grounded,” Angel said. She saw Addison
playing with her toys on the floor of the den. “Hello princess,” Angel said. Addison smiled and
reached for her. “So, I changed my flight. I’m staying until the end of the weekend next
weekend,” Raven said. “What happened? Thought you were eager to get back to work,” Angel
asked. “Told them I was actually going to take my vacation time,” she replied. “Any other
reason,” Trey asked. “Other than spending time with Miss Addison and Miss Hope,” she said.
“Think you have a fan,” Trey said. “She’s growing on me too,” she replied. Angel went and got
something together for the girls for lunch. Trey followed her. “Angel,” he said walking into the
kitchen. “What,” Angel replied. “What’s going on in that head of yours,” he asked. “Nothing,”
Angel said flipping the grilled cheese. She put it out for Hope and got something together for
Addison. “Angel,” he said. “What,” she replied. He kissed her. “I love you,” he said. “Tell
Hope lunch is ready,” Angel said. He went in and brought the girls in. He sat with them while
they had their lunch and Angel went upstairs. Raven followed.

“So what happened,” Raven asked. “Thanks so much for doing exactly what I didn’t want
done,” Angel said. “Meaning,” she asked. “Meaning you already know. He got his damn way.
Happy,” Angel asked. “Angel, I just wanted you to see what was really happening. He wasn’t
doing what Lucky did or what Jake did. He didn’t lie. He cares about you,” Raven said. “Like
you know that knowing him for all of 3 days,” Angel said. “Okay. I hear you, but you couldn’t
see past the Lucky thing. He bent over backwards to do what you both know was right. He
introduced me to her. She apologized,” Raven said. “Nice. Undermine me why don’t you,”
Angel said. “He loves your ass and you love him. You damn well know it,” Raven said. “I
would have liked to have taken the time I wanted to take Raven. I mean this is so totally
rushing,” Angel said. “And he’s a good guy. Just trust him,” Raven said. “You helped him a
little too much. Getting a little nervous about what else you planned for him to do,” Angel said.
“Just go with it,” Raven said. “Just let me take my damn time. I told him I would take him back,
but I still don’t trust this,” Angel said. “Fine. Just don’t blame me when you get swept away like
what’s her name from that sappy ass movie you love,” Raven said. She gave Angel a hug and
went downstairs.

Angel sat on the edge of her bed. Trey walked upstairs. Angel slid her hoodie off and changed
into a different sweater. “What you doing,” he asked. “Just thinking,” she replied. “What are
you thinking about,” he asked as he felt a lump in his throat. “Just thinking about something
Raven said,” Angel replied. “Angel,” he said. Angel got up and went to walk past him and he
pulled her into his arms. “What’s wrong,” he asked. “Nothing,” Angel replied breaking free.
She went downstairs. The girls were washing up after lunch. “So what are you and Daddy
doing this afternoon Hope,” Angel asked. “Was going to see if Daddy wanted to go to the zoo,”
she said. “Sounds like fun for you two,” Angel said. She put the dishes into the dishwasher.
“Can we dad,” she asked. “Sure. Why don’t you go play with Addison for a bit so Daddy can

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talk to Angel,” he suggested. She hugged him and ran into the other room. He walked up
behind Angel. “What,” she asked. “What is wrong,” he asked. “Nothing,” Angel said. “Why
are you lying to me,” he asked. “It’s nothing,” Angel said throwing the sponge into the sink and
turning to walk out. “Angel,” he said pulling her towards him. “You make me make that
decision no matter how I feel. Trey, making me do something I’m not sure I want to do isn’t
good. You should have given me time to make the damn decision myself,” Angel said. “You
don’t want me back? You don’t want me in your life? Angel,” he said. Angel grabbed her coat
and walked out to the porch, sitting down on her swing.

“Angel,” he said sitting down next to her pulling his coat on. “You can’t just let me decide can
you? I told you about my ex Trey. I told you what happened and you expect that after 24 hours I
would take you back? That I would see you with someone else and would still want you,” Angel
said as her eyes welled up. “I told you nothing happened. She showed up to cause problems.
That’s all,” he said. “And you were lip locking with her Trey. That’s more than enough for me,”
Angel replied. “You saying you don’t want me here? That you don’t want me with you,” he
said. “I’m still pissed off okay? I’m upset. I feel betrayed. I don’t know what the hell I want,”
Angel said. “Well I know what I want. I want to hold on to the one person who made me believe
there was more out there. The one person who made me smile just by looking in my direction.
The one woman who when she walks into a room, makes me feel like we’re the only two there. I
want you,” he said. “You know what I want? I want that feeling of butterflies when I go on a
date again. The feeling shy, the giddiness that you’re supposed to feel when you are first dating
someone. The anxiety over whether he likes you back or not. The warmth you are supposed to
feel when someone cares about you and wants to hold you in their arms. That’s what I want. I
don’t want to worry that he’s going to find someone else, or is screwing someone else,” Angel
said as tears streamed.

Angel got up and went to walk back inside. He grabbed her hand and got up. He pulled her into
his arms. “And that’s what I want to be for you,” he said. “I don’t want to blow the best feeling
I’ve had in years. To lose the best woman I have met in forever,” he said. “You kissed her Trey.
You kissed the mother of your child. You said you didn’t want anything to do with her other
than things pertaining to Hope and you kissed her. Obviously you subconsciously still want to
be with her so go,” Angel said. She walked into the house and locked herself in her bedroom.
He walked up the steps and knocked on her door. All he heard was her crying. “Angel,” he said.
She ignored him. He sat down outside the door. “I don’t want her. I want you,” he said. Angel
ignored him. He sat on the top step a while, then gave up and went downstairs. “We going to
the zoo Daddy,” Hope asked. “Sure,” he said. “I’ll talk to her,” Raven said. “She doesn’t want
to be with me. Just let her calm down. I’ll talk to her next weekend,” he said. He walked out
with Hope saying goodbye to Addison. Raven brought her upstairs and tucked her into her crib
for a nap, then went in to check on Angel.

“Hey, it’s me,” Raven said. Angel unlocked the door. “What happened,” she asked. “He wants
to be with her. It’s obvious to me, and he just can’t see it. Let him go and be with her. I’ve been
alone a million damn times. I’m used to being alone,” Angel said. “You still have to work with
him,” Raven said. “Oh well,” Angel replied. “Angel, why can’t you just let him love you,”
Raven asked. “Because. He kissed another woman. So what. He wants to give up dancing.
That’s supposed to be the gesture? That he gave it up for me,” Angel asked. “Angel,” Raven
said. “He cares so much about me that he’ll stop taking his clothes off for the fucking world to
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you Angel. He sat here the other day and tried to think of the biggest thing to get you back. He
asked me to help him get you to a restaurant so he could talk to you. He…..” “He what Raven?
He wanted to get me alone for what? So he could kidnap me and make me give in,” Angel
asked. “He wants to be with you period Angel. God help the man, he is head over fucking heels
over your sorry ass. You should have seen him just now. Angel, he wants to be here with you.
He wants to live with you. He wants to fucking marry your stupid annoying jealous ass,” Raven
said. “He what,” Angel asked. “He told me that you wanted to take it slow. That someday I
was going to get a call to be in your wedding. That he wanted to marry you when the time was
right. When you felt better. When you would finally let the man just love you,” Raven said.
“Raven, how do I not see it? How do I look past it? It’s happened so many times,” Angel said.
“As you told me once, he isn’t Lucky and never will be Angel. He isn’t Jake and he loves you.
He really, truly, with all his heart loves you. God help the man,” Raven teased.

That night, Raven looked after Addison while Angel tried to relax. She made a quick call to Trey.
“She’s still pissed at me isn’t she,” he said. “All I know is that you better come up with
something good my friend. I calmed her down, but she snapped. You have to do something,”
she said. “Can you hang here and look after the kids,” he asked. “Sure,” she replied.

Within an hour or so, Trey was downstairs in the kitchen. He had Chinese food, and a plan.
Angel smelled it from her room and headed downstairs. “What are you doing here,” Angel
asked as she came into the room and noticed that Raven had taken off. “Raven’s with the kids at
my place. Sit,” he said. “Trey, I just need to be alone okay,” Angel said. He walked towards her,
wrapping his arms around her. “No. No alone. No more ‘I need time for myself’. I’m the
problem, talk to me,” he said. “Trey, you don’t get it. I know that there is a bond between you
two. I don’t want to be constantly worried that you are going to walk out on me for her. It’s one
thing to put Hope first, but completely another to put her mother first,” Angel said. “Angel,
there’s no simple way to say this. She’s history. Ancient history. Only reason I have any contact
with her is when it’s regarding Hope. I told her that I love you. That I want to be with you and
only you. That the late night stupidness calls are done. That I want Hope to be with me full time.
She said she was making a last effort. It’s done. She knows it’s done as much as I do. I don’t
want to be with her. I want the woman that’s in my damn arms right now God help me. Every
time I think of walking away it kills me. I care about you too much,” he said. “Then,” Angel
replied. “Then what,” he said. “Trey, I care about you too, but I just don’t want to be the
fallback. I can’t,” Angel said. “Girl, next to my daughter, you are my #1. I love you. Don’t you
get it,” he said. He kissed her. “Now stop all this and come sit with me,” he said opening a
bottle of wine. “What a way to talk a girl into dinner,” Angel teased. Mid-way through dinner,
Angel started feeling queasy. “You okay babe,” he asked. “Think I am going to go lay down for
a bit. Where is Addison,” Angel asked. “Raven has them at my place. Just go lay down. I’ll
make some tea or something,” he said.

Angel went and laid down on the sofa. It was an all to familiar feeling she was having. She
knew that there was a possibility, but now? She went upstairs and grabbed a pregnancy test
from under the counter. She took it, slipping it into the medicine cabinet so Trey wouldn’t see it.
She went back downstairs. “Put the kettle on for you. You sure you’re okay,” he asked.
“Probably just being stressed due to a certain someone,” Angel said. “Well, I do know one sure
fire way of relieving stress,” he said. “Funny,” Angel said. “Got to admit, it does the trick,” he
said. “I swear Mr. One track mind,” Angel said. “Was going to suggest a massage, but if that’s
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mean I forgot all of it. We ate together. It doesn’t mean that I trust you any more than I did. I
know there are still feelings there between the two of you. She calls and you jump. I am not just
going to be here when you jump back,” Angel said. “Angel, tell me what I have to do to hold
onto us. To keep you in my life period. To be with you the way you know I want to,” he said.
“Trey,” Angel said. “Tell me,” he asked. “I just need to know that you aren’t going to take off,
change your mind, screw around with the first girl coming. I need to know that you are 100%
dedicated to this is all. I need to know that at the end of the day, you’ll be there no matter what.
You can’t promise that right now,” Angel said. “What makes you think that,” he asked. “Ask
your ex why,” Angel said. She got up from the sofa and walked into the kitchen to make the tea.
“Angel, don’t think you are walking out on this conversation. My ex has nothing to do with us,”
he said. “Yeah Trey. She does,” Angel said. “Just go home. Let me get some sleep tonight. I’ll
see you when I see you,” Angel said pouring her tea and walking towards the door. “Angel,” he
said. “Just go,” Angel replied. He shut the door and pinned her into the wall kissing her. She
tried to break the kiss, but couldn’t. She knew she was screwed. She couldn’t walk away this
time.

He left as she wished and she walked upstairs with her tea. She laid down, and within minutes
was fast asleep. She woke up the next morning and showered and changed for work. She went
to grab her toothbrush from the medicine cabinet and saw the pregnancy test sitting there. One
look and she’d know if it was dinner, stress or the one thing she hoped it wouldn’t be. She
grabbed it and looked. “Shit,” Angel said. She headed into work making a quick stop at the
doctors to verify the test result. “You are,” she said. “Great,” Angel said. She walked into the
office and found a dozen sterling roses from Trey on her desk. She shook her head, then within
minutes ran for the ladies room. She came out a while later feeling a little better, grabbing herself
some ginger ale.

Trey came in and found the lights on. The room was silent. He walked upstairs to the office and
found Angel going through a pile of paperwork. “Morning,” he said. “Hey,” Angel replied.
“Breakfast,” he asked. Angel shook her head. “Good thing I brought it then,” he said handing
her an omelet and toast. She thought she was going to toss her cookies. “Not really all that
hungry this morning,” she said. “Angel, it’s your favorite. Eat,” he said. He dove into his and
after 2 bites, she ran for the ladies room again. She came back in. “Okay, so you either have the
flu or you have one heck of a migraine,” he said. “Don’t know. Just kind of nauseous this
morning,” Angel said. She sipped her ginger ale. “Angel,” he said. “What,” she replied not
looking him in the eye. “Either flu or morning sickness,” he said. “Would you stop. Geez,”
Angel said. “Okay. Have your coffee then,” he said. “Not in a coffee mood,” Angel said. “Liar,”
he teased. She went back to getting the accounting entered. “Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel
replied. “Not the flu is it,” he said. She shrugged. He turned her monitor off. “Look me in the
eye and tell me it’s the flu,” he said. “It’s the flu,” Angel replied looking him in the eye.
“Wouldn’t be a bad thing if Hope and Addison had a little brother or sister would it,” he said.
Angel shook her head rolling her eyes. He paused. “You aren’t,” he said. “Trey, I have to get
this stuff entered and take the deposit to the bank,” Angel replied. “Bank doesn’t open until 11.
Answer me,” he said. “Would be a bad thing right now Trey. Now can I get back to the
paperwork,” Angel asked. “One thing first,” he said. He walked around the desk and kissed
her, leaning her back in the chair. He pulled her into his arms and sat her on the desk.

“You know, I thought having you in my life would mean I wouldn’t have to sleep by myself
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around him, sliding her skirt up to her waist. “We do have things to get done,” Angel said. “I
know something more important,” he said as he slid her sweater off. He kissed her, then sat
down on the chair, pulling her into his lap, straddling him. He slid her heels off. He kissed her
and she heard him unbuckle his belt and undo his jeans. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her again
to silence her. They went from the chair, to the desk, to the sofa of the office.

He curled up in Angel’s arms as their limbs stayed entwined. “Damn I missed this,” he said.
“Trey,” Angel said. He raised a finger placing it over her lips. “I have two calls this afternoon.
I’ll meet you at your place,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “No. I will meet you at the house at 5,”
he said. “No doddling,” he teased. Minutes later, his cell went off. Angel saw the caller ID. She
tried to squirm away from him. He held her to him. “No. I can’t. I have plans tonight…..
seriously, why are you calling and asking me to do it. Do it yourself,” he said as he hung up.
“Trey,” Angel said. “No. She’s making excuses. I promised you something and I am not going
back on it. End of discussion,” he said kissing her again. Angel slipped out of his grasp and got
re-dressed then finished her paperwork. He slid his boxers and jeans on. “Angel,” he said.
“Trey, I have to get this done,” she said. “Fine,” he said. He walked over, kissed her, then
headed downstairs to do a liquor count.

Angel headed out a while later, doing the bank run, and stopping at the drug store for saltines.
She came back and Trey’s car was gone. She grabbed the laptop and decided to work from home
the rest of the afternoon.

“What are you doing home,” Raven asked as Angel came inside. “Flu,” Angel replied. “Shit.
Don’t want the girls to get it,” Raven said. “Trust me they can’t catch this,” Angel thought to
herself. She went upstairs. She logged into her email as she pulled on her track pants and
sweatshirt. There was a note from Lucky. He wanted to see Addison. “If only you knew,”
Angel said to herself. Raven came in a few minutes later, tucking Addison into bed for a nap,
and putting Hope down in the extra room. “Okay. So, found the wrapper for it. What was the
answer,” Raven asked. “Answer for what,” Angel said. “You are aren’t you,” Raven asked.
“Shut up. I’m not telling anyone okay,” Angel said. “Not even him,” she asked. Angel shook
her head. Raven went downstairs.

Five o’clock came and went without a word from Trey. The next two days, he was a no-show at
the bar. By the time Friday rolled around, Angel’s temper had gone from bad to serial killer. She
walked in, did the liquor count and set up the tills for the night. He walked in around 8 with his
bag in hand. She wouldn’t even look at him. She avoided him if anything. The bar was rammed
and Angel had to keep an eye on the other guys as they decided to have a few. Trey went to go
on, and Angel tried to figure out a way of getting out of there. “Ladies, the man you’ve all been
waiting for,” the MC said. Angel went for the ladies room and was sick. She came out a little
while later to his glare. Within minutes of finishing his routine, there were girls all over him.
Angel found an envelope, and slipped the ring in it. She put it in with his pay for the night. One
girl in particular caught her attention. He was talking to her all night. Wasn’t a regular, but her
temper flared. “I’m going to the office. You need something call me,” Angel said walking out
and up the steps and locking the door behind her. At the end of the night, she’d got all the
weekly paperwork done, and put together everything for the next night. She went downstairs to
do the tills and he was cuddled up to the girl on the dance floor. “Hand these out. I’m doing the
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room. The bartenders left and all the dancers left but him. Angel locked all the doors but the
back door and grabbed her things and headed home.

She walked in and went upstairs, showering and climbing into bed. She held back tears. Her
blackberry rang – Trey. She ignored it and put it on silent.

The next day, Angel got up with Addison, then relaxed at home. She’d hidden the car in the
garage so prying eyes wouldn’t see it. She put Addison down for her afternoon nap and curled
up in a hot bath. She took one look at her blackberry and saw 10 voicemails. She listened to
them one by one. She deleted them all. That night, she called a sitter and brought Raven with
her.

She came in less than a half hour before opening. She put the tills together and opened the doors.
It was going to be another long night. Trey came in and Angel made a b-line for the office. “Oh
hell no,” he said chasing her up the steps. “What is going on,” he said. “Go get ready Trey.
You’re fans are awaiting your entrance,” Angel said sitting down at her desk. “Angel, I swear
you are driving me nuts,” he said. “Go Trey or I am docking your pay,” Angel said. “I don’t
give a shit. Go ahead,” he said. He locked the door. “What is the problem,” he asked. “What
day is today Trey? Saturday? When were you supposed to be coming back? Oh that’s right. You
don’t have to,” Angel replied. She walked past him, unlocked the door and went downstairs.
She grabbed a ginger ale and sat with Raven. “Okay. Tell me what the hell is up with you two,”
Raven said. “We’re finished. Done,” Angel said. “Not what he says,” Raven replied. “Fuck
him,” Angel said. Raven shook her head. The guys had a busy night. Trey came over and got no
reaction and not a word from Angel. At the end of the night, she did the tills, put the deposit in
the safe and left with Raven.

She went out to her car. Raven opted to go home with a guy she’d hit it off with. Angel pulled
out and headed home. She parked the car in the garage, and the babysitter headed home. She
went upstairs and looked at her baby girl. “You’re one lucky kid Addison. You don’t have to
feel this. You don’t have to be alone. I wish I could prevent this from happening to you baby. It
kills,” Angel thought to herself as she stared at the sleeping baby. She wiped her tears away and
peeled her dress off and had a hot shower. She wrapped herself in her thick robe and curled up
in her bed still crying.

The next morning, Angel woke up and left with Addison. She went to the doctor’s office to talk
to her. “So what’s happening,” she asked. “I don’t know if I can do this with two kids by myself.
The stress is going to screw everything up even more. What choices do I have,” Angel said. The
doctor gave her a few pamphlets and pre-natal vitamins and sent her home with an appointment
in a few weeks for an ultrasound. She took Addison out to the park for a while, then back to the
house. She put her down for a nap then curled back up on her bed. Raven came in a while later.
“Angel,” she said. “Go away,” Angel said. “He’s downstairs,” she said. “Tell him to leave,”
Angel said. “Talk to him,” she said. “No,” Angel replied. Raven went back downstairs. Angel
could hear her fighting with Trey.

“No. I am going to talk to her if I have to make her listen,” he said. “Trey, just let her be. She
isn’t in a good place right now. Trust me. It isn’t pretty,” Raven said. “I don’t care Raven. I am
going up there,” he said. “Trey, just go. I’ll call you if she calms down,” Raven said. “I’m not
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her. She’s more than just upset Trey. She won’t even talk to me,” Raven said. “I’m going,” he
said as he brushed past her and walked up the steps to find a locked door to her bedroom.

“Angel,” he said. No response. He heard her crying. “Baby, please answer the door,” he said.
Still nothing. “I’m going to sit out here until you either open this door or talk to me. I don’t give
a shit if it takes 10 years,” he said. Still no response. He sat down, leaning against the door. His
cell buzzed. She sent him a text - Leave or else. “Or else what Angel? I love you okay. I care
about you. I am not going to go through another night of the silent treatment. Talk to me,” he
said. Another text came in – Leave me alone Trey. It’s over. “No it isn’t. Angel, you can’t mean
that,” he said. Addison woke up and Raven came upstairs and brought her down to the
playroom after a quick diaper change.

Angel took one look at the time and got changed for work. She did everything but put her heels
on. She changed purses then opened the door and walked past him and down the steps. “You
staying here with her tonight,” Angel asked. “Sure,” Raven said. Angel grabbed her coat and
heels and walked out to her car. Trey ran outside after her. “Angel,” he said grabbing her arm.
“Let go,” Angel said. “Talk to me or I won’t,” he said. “You have to be there for 7. Other than
that, don’t ever call or text or email or show up here again Trey. I’m done. End of discussion,”
Angel said dropping his hand and getting in the car, pulling out and taking off. He followed her.
She headed to the spa for a quick massage before work.

By the time they showed at the bar that night, Angel was still being dead quiet. Trey was still
pleading. She did the liquor count, and set up the tills then locked herself in the office. He
walked in a few minutes later. “Angel, you are damn well talking to me or I am not leaving this
room and either are you,” he said. “What’s there to talk about Trey? You’re not part of my life
anymore. It’s done. You want to be one of the boys, fine. Go. I don’t need your stupid ass,”
Angel said. “I love you. That’s what there is to fucking talk about. You freak out because I take
a few days to myself? Angel, I am your damn boyfriend for god’s sake. I am not walking out of
here without you. End of fucking discussion,” he said. “Fine. I’ll leave,” Angel said. She got up
and walked down the steps. She grabbed her purse and coat, went out to her car and went to go
home. He stood in front of her car. “Get out of the way Trey,” Angel said. “I told you. Get out
of the car,” he said. She turned it off. “Angel,” he said. She got out and locked the doors heading
back inside. “Please,” he said as he pulled her to him. She had tears streaming. “Angel, what do
you want me to say? What do I have to stay to stop you from crying,” he said. “That you’ll
leave me the hell alone,” Angel replied wiping the tears away and gulping to get rid of the frog in
her throat. “I can’t do that,” he said. She pulled away and went down to the bar, grabbing
herself a ginger ale. “Angel, I am not going to do this without you. I love you too much to let
go,” he said. “Oh fucking well then. What do you want Trey? Want me to bounce off the walls
in excitement? Oh wow Trey wants me! That and a quarter gets me a phone call,” Angel said.
“Angel,” he said. “You want what you want Trey. Has nothing to do with me. You got me to
fall for you and you crushed me. Happy,” Angel said. She fought the tears. He reached for her
and she turned away. He pulled her to him, wrapping his arms around her and she fought him.
She punched, hit and screamed then finally just broke down altogether.

He carried her to the sofa in the office, locking the door. He sat down with her, sliding her heels
off. “What is all of this really about,” he asked. Angel shook her head. “Angel, honestly, I
needed a few days to think. I went to visit my dad,” he said. She didn’t look impressed.
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don’t get it do you? I went to talk to him about you,” Trey said. “Whatever Trey. The bar is
opening in 5 minutes. Just go,” Angel said. She got up, slipping her heels back on and went to
unlock the door. “We’re talking about this once the bar is closed. I called Raven to come get
your car. I’m driving,” he said. “Trey, I can drive myself. I’m going to just go home and go to
bed,” Angel said. “No. We’re going to talk. No fighting me on this,” he said. He pulled her
back into his arms on the sofa. He kissed her. She pushed him away, and got up, pulling her
heels on and walking downstairs. She ducked into the ladies room and splashed cold water on
her face. She came out a few minutes later and opened the doors.

The place filled up pretty quickly. According to a regular, news was that there was something
happening tonight. Trey came out a few minutes later and kissed Angel, then went to get ready
for the show. “Ladies, tonight’s his last night. Send him off with a smile….” Trey took the stage.
“What the,” Angel said walking over to the DJ booth and talking to the MC. “What do you mean
last night,” Angel asked. “He’s decided he’s not dancing anymore. Said that it’s only going to be
a professional thing now. Just the boss man, no more dancing,” the MC said. Angel left the DJ
booth and walked back towards the bar. She made herself a mixed juice drink resembling a sex
on the beach. He finished, grabbed his things and headed towards the change room, kissing
Angel on his way by.

By the time the end of the night came, Angel had finished the tills and liquor count and most of
the guys had left. Trey came out, putting his bag down by the bar and sat down with Angel.
“Nice surprise,” Angel said. “Was trying to tell you before baby. I meant what I said,” he said.
“Trey, if you’re doing it to impress me,” Angel said. “No. I’m doing it for us. Us is more
important to me than this,” he said. “So, I have a question for you.” “What’s that Trey,” Angel
replied. “What are you doing on Saturday next week,” he asked. “Working,” Angel replied.
“Sasha’s taking care of the bar. What are you doing,” he asked again. “Spending time with
Addison,” Angel replied. He shook his head. “What,” Angel asked. “We’re going out. You and
me, just us,” he said. “Oh really,” Angel said. He nodded. “If you think so, then you go on
thinking it,” Angel said. She got up and put the glasses away. “I’m taking you home. No more
distraction,” he said coming up behind her and taking the glasses from her hands. “Still doesn’t
change anything Trey. It’s done,” Angel said. “Not if I can bloody well help it,” he said. They
left, locked up and headed back to her place.

She went upstairs to her room and slipped the pamphlets out of sight. “Angel,” he said. “What
Trey? I’m tired. What,” Angel said. “Do you want to know why I went to talk to him,” Trey
asked. “None of my business Trey,” Angel said. “It is. I went to talk to him about us. He knows
me pretty damn well. I went to ask him his opinion on something I was thinking,” Trey said.
“And,” Angel said. “And he told me to follow my damn heart and stop over-thinking it,” Trey
said. “Interesting advice,” Angel said. She slid her dress off and pulled her sweatshirt on. It was
the one he loved. The one he always wanted to steal from her. “It was. Think I may actually
listen to his old ass more often,” Trey replied. He sat down beside Angel. He knew Addison and
Raven were gone and at his place. “Give me 15 minutes, then come downstairs,” he said.
“Why,” Angel asked. “Humor me,” he said. Angel rolled her eyes then agreed.

He went downstairs to set everything up. The candles were lit, the fire in the fireplace. The
blanket and pillows were by the fire. He sat down on the sofa. He looked into the fireplace and
gave himself a pep talk like his dad would have. “Trey,” Angel said. “Come down,” he replied.

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Chapter 36

Angel walked in to find her living room lit up with candles. The fire was lit in the fireplace.
“Come sit,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “Talk. I promise,” he said. “Fine,” Angel said. She sat
down beside him on the blankets. “Don’t get me wrong. All of this is nice, but…” “Angel,
there’s something I need to talk to you about. It kills me seeing you upset. There’s no reason for
you to be mad at me. I know I should have been here, but I’m here now. I don’t want to leave
ever again. You are the only damn reason why I actually smile. The only reason I have to other
than Hope and Addison. I know this whole thing has been a damn rollercoaster. I want to get
off the ride. I want the smooth sailing one instead. I want to be with you and Addison. I love
you and your crazy ass. Ever since I met you, you’ve fought me every damn step. I know that
Lucky and Jake have fucked you up, but I won’t. I can’t. I love you too much. I want you to be
happy – with me. No more sleeping by yourself. No more fighting and going to bed mad for 3
days. Me and you. I love you more than anything, I love Addison like she’s my own, and I don’t
ever want to be without you again,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said as tears filled her eyes. He
grabbed something from his pocket. “Trey,” Angel said as she looked at him. “Would you
promise to love me forever, if I promised to love you? If I promised to try to always make you
happy, would you marry me,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. He slipped the ring on her finger.
“Say yes baby,” he said. Tears streamed. She didn’t even look at the ring. She looked down
knowing that he had to be told. “What do you think baby,” she silently said to herself. Angel
nodded. He kissed her, pulling her close. “Trey,” Angel said. “No matter what I have to do, I
will never ever screw this up again,” he said. She decided not to say anything.

They fell asleep by the fire and Angel was still quiet. He never asked why. Once he was asleep,
Angel went upstairs and pulled on her track suit and curled up in her bed with the door locked.
He woke up and found her gone. He shook his head and went back to sleep. In the morning, he
walked upstairs and found her getting changed. “Where did you go last night,” he said. “Just
slept up here,” Angel said. “Okay. First the silent treatment, now you won’t even sleep with me.
What the hell is going on,” he asked. “Nothing,” Angel said. She went to go downstairs and he
blocked her. “You’re telling me or you are staying in this room until you do,” he said. “Trey, just
leave it be,” Angel said. “You know what I spent this entire week doing? I talked to my dad, I
talked to your dad, I spent all week getting up the nerve to ask you and you walk the hell off,” he
said. “Just leave it alone Trey,” Angel said. She finished making the bed and sat down. “Angel,
tell me what’s going on. You’ve been acting weird for days,” he said. “Trey, I am going through
shit okay. I just need some alone time,” Angel said. “Fine. You want to be alone, be alone,” he
said walking out, pulling his jeans on and leaving. He walked out the door and walked past
Raven. “You okay,” she asked. “No,” Trey replied. He walked past her and pulled off.

“Angel,” Raven said as Angel grabbed ginger ale from the fridge. “What,” Angel said. “He
stormed the hell off. Don’t tell me you said no,” Raven said. “I said yes. He’s pissed because I
won’t tell him why I am pissed off,” Angel said. “And,” Raven replied. She pulled out the pre-
natal vitamins and took one. “Are you serious,” Raven said. Angel nodded. “I don’t want to
make him do this Raven. I don’t want to go through the whole thing that Lucky and I did again.
It’s not going to be the damn reason,” Angel said. She walked upstairs and locked her bedroom
door. Trey came back in the side door and heard it all. He sat down on the side steps. Raven
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“That’s why? That’s why she’s been acting like an idiot all week? That’s why? What’s so wrong
with it? I want more kids. I just don’t get it,” Trey said. “When her and Lucky had Addison,
they were at odds and it made everything worse. She couldn’t trust him, and started thinking
that she’d made a huge mistake but by then she couldn’t back out. She’s just scared Trey,” Raven
said. “Fine. She’s scared. Why not let me in? Why not let me know and let me help,” Trey
asked. “Then go talk to her,” Raven said.

He walked upstairs. Her door was open. “Angel,” he said. “What do you want Trey,” Angel
said curled up on the bed. “I heard you talking to Raven,” he said. Angel shook her head. “It
doesn’t change anything. I still want to be with you. I still love you and always will. What’s it
going to take to get it through your head,” he asked. “Because I don’t know if I can do this again
Trey. That’s why I am freaking out. Because I am scared. I don’t want to go through that crap
all over again. It’s better just to not do this,” Angel said. “I’m not leaving. I’m not going
anywhere. I love your crazy ass,” he said. He sat down on the bed beside her. “I’m not going to
walk away from this. Angel, that ring means more to me than you think. I haven’t married
anyone before. It means that no matter what I want to be with you period. It doesn’t mean
changing my mind in a year or two,” Trey said. “But what happens if you do Trey? Addison’s
enough to try to handle all on my own. Adding another baby,” Angel said. “I’m going to be here
no matter what. Will take a serious surgeon to remove me,” he teased. “Trey,” Angel said. “I
love you. Get used to it,” he said as he leaned over and kissed her. He pulled her into his arms.
“Now, did you mean that yes,” he asked. “Yes,” Angel said. “Then why are you sitting up here?
We have people to tell,” he teased. He kissed her again and then came downstairs.

“I guess you’re feeling better,” Raven said. “Getting there,” Angel said. “So what did you two
do last night,” Raven asked. “Like you don’t already know what he planned to do,” Angel
teased. “I see the sense of humor is back,” Raven said. “Ha ha very funny,” Angel replied. “So
do you think you should maybe call your family and tell them,” Raven asked. “Think someone
already took care of that,” Angel said. “Call them,” Raven said. Angel grabbed the cordless and
put them on speakerphone and told everyone. Call after call. Everyone finally knew the one
thing he really wanted to tell them. Once Addison woke up, he took everyone to dinner and they
told Hope. “So what do you think baby girl,” he asked. “She’s going to be my new mom,” Hope
asked. “Let’s just say that I’m not replacing mom, but loving you just as much as she does,”
Angel said. “Awesome,” Hope said. “And,” Trey said. “More,” Hope asked. “And you may be
having a little brother or sister,” Trey said. “Cool. So me and Addy get to have a little sister or
brother,” Hope said. She jumped off her chair and ran over and hugged Angel. “Goodie,” she
said.

That night they took Hope home to her mom and told her the news and headed home with
Addison. “You know you’re going to have to call Lucky and tell him and the girls,” Trey said.
The one person she didn’t want to tell or even talk to. “I’ll call him,” Angel said. Trey gave
Addison a bubble bath while Angel made the call.

“Hey,” Angel said. “Now there’s a voice I haven’t heard in a while,” Lucky said. “I have some
news for you,” Angel said. “Don’t tell me. You came to your senses and are coming back,” he
teased. “No. Remember Trey,” Angel said. “You two? You’re not getting married are you,”
Lucky asked. “He asked me last night and I said yes,” Angel said. “Holy shit,” Lucky said.
“And,” Angel said. “Oh shit. Let me get a drink,” he said. “We’re having a baby,” Angel said.
“Well then,” Lucky said. “I wanted to call you and tell you,” Angel said. “I hope he makes you

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happy. That’s all I could ever ask,” Lucky said. “How are you,” Angel asked. “I’m getting there.
The girls really miss you,” Lucky replied. “And,” Angel asked. “And nothing. Not going to do
anything until I can do it 100%,” Lucky said. “Good idea,” Angel said. “Maybe we should come
for a visit,” Lucky suggested. “Just let me know when. I’ll look forward to it,” Angel said. “Take
care of you,” Lucky said. “I will. Oh. And, Addy started talking. She’s walking around and
everything,” Angel said. “I can’t wait to see her,” Lucky said. “We’ll talk soon,” Angel said.
“Okay. Sweet dreams beautiful,” he said. “You too,” Angel said hanging up.

Trey came downstairs and curled up with Angel. “So, what did Lucky have to say,” Trey asked.
“He misses Addy. Other than that, he’s good,” Angel said. “Did you tell him,” Trey asked.
“Yes. He said he’d give his congrats when he gets here,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked.
“He’s coming with the girls to see Addison,” Angel replied. “Did he say when,” Trey asked.
“Nope. It will probably be soon. Sounded a little eager,” Angel replied. “Ah. So until then,
you’re all mine,” Trey teased as he leaned in to kiss Angel. “I guess,” Angel said. She had a
distant look in her eyes. She’d been here before. Everything was perfect. She was happy, he was
happy. She went wrong last time. What made her think it would go smoothly this time?

The next few weeks were a whirlwind. In between wedding plans, and working at the bar,
Angel was beyond tired and stressed. “When’s the wedding date,” everyone asked. “We
decided on May 6th,” Angel said. “That’s so soon,” everyone would say. “Keep the date open,”
Angel said. She was slightly showing which was enough for her.

Two weeks before the wedding, Lucky showed up with the girls. Angel came down to the hotel
with Addison while Trey was at work. “There she is,” Lucky said as the girls turned towards
Angel. “Well hello there,” Angel said as they ran towards her. They gave her hugs hello and
brought her over to Lucky. “Hi baby,” Lucky said as he leaned in and kissed Angel. “Hey
yourself,” Angel said handing Addison to him. “We missed you,” the girls said. “I heard. You
been taking good care of Daddy,” Angel asked them. “Yeah,” Emma said. “Daddy misses you,”
Erica said as he sister gave her the death stare. “Figured that,” Angel teased tickling the girls.
“So, I need some help from you two with something,” Angel said. “What,” Erica asked. “I need
you to help Daddy look after Addison today. I have a lot to do, and she’s been begging to show
you her favorite carousel,” Angel said. “Okay,” the girls replied. He tucked Addison into the
carseat. “Angel,” he said as the girls hopped into the car. “What,” Angel said. He pulled her
into his arms and kissed her. “Lucky,” Angel said pushing him away. “Question,” he asked.
“What,” Angel replied. “Anything I can do to change your mind,” he asked. “No Lucky. And
don’t bother getting him into the shit you got yourself into before and after and before our
wedding okay,” Angel said. She walked away and hopped in her car. She headed home and
Lucky headed to the park with the girls.

Angel was thankful that Raven was still around to help. She’d taken possession of the house
from Trey and her things fit in just right. As soon as Angel pulled in her driveway, Raven came
outside. “Got all the confirmations. Seventy-five guests. Caterers have the final numbers – and
yes I included Lucky and the girls,” Raven said. “What the hell would I do without you,” Angel
said. “Probably lose your damn head,” Raven teased. “Funny, but you’re probably right,” Angel
joked. “So what’s left,” Angel asked. “Picking up the dress, dress for Addison and checking on
the tuxes for the guys,” Raven said. “Decided on lilac as the accent. He approved it,” Angel
joked. “Cool. Then everything is done but the bachelorette party and the bachelor party,” Raven
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but something tells me it won’t,” Raven said. “And why would you say that oh smarty pants,”
Angel joked. “He said he was just going to have a guy night. That he doesn’t need the bachelor
party,” Raven said. “Right. I know his friends better than that. It’s fine so long as they don’t go
to that stupid bar,” Angel said. “Check,” Raven teased.

Trey came in later in the afternoon with flowers for Angel. “What a nice surprise,” Angel said as
she wrapped her arms around him. “Missed you today,” he said. “Missed you too baby,” Angel
replied. “What you working on,” he asked as he noticed Angel had been working on writing.
“Nothing too exciting. Thought I would start working on the vow thing. Don’t ask me why we
are writing them,” Angel said. “Because I know you are one hell of a writer,” he said. “True,”
Angel joked. He kissed her. “Where’s Addison,” Trey asked. “With her Dad,” Angel replied.
He backed her up to the wall. “Really. So home alone,” he said teasingly. “That’s how you two
got the bun in the oven,” Raven teased from the kitchen. “Thanks for the commentary smart
ass,” Trey said. “Welcome,” she replied. He kissed Angel and they snuck upstairs like two
teenagers.

“I can’t believe it’s only a few more days,” Trey said. “You know you are giddy as hell don’t
you,” Angel teased. “Why wouldn’t I be? I get to be with you forever. Who wouldn’t be happy
about that,” Trey teased as he kissed Angel and locked the door of her bedroom. “One track
mind as per usual,” Angel said. “Nope. Just missed having you with me. The bar isn’t the same
without you there,” he said. “Had a million things to get done today. I meant to go in,” Angel
said. He kissed her. “It’s okay. There was a note there for you though,” Trey said. “From Sasha
I assume,” Angel said. “Yep. She said the bar will be taken care of while we’re away,” he said.
“Oh. And are you going to tell me where we’re going,” Angel asked. “Nope. You’ll see when
we get there. Lucky said he would look after Addison while we’re gone,” Trey said. “You
planned everything didn’t you,” Angel said. He nodded. “All for my baby,” he teased. “So
anything we have left to do,” he asked. “Rehearsal, vows, picking up the suits for you and the
guys. Other than that, nope,” Angel said. “Good. Then everything’s done but the rehearsal and
vows,” he said. “Then you have some serious writing to do,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Need
some inspiration,” he teased. He pulled her into his arms, kissing her. “I feel like the luckiest
guy ever,” he said. “You are,” Angel joked. He kissed her then held her in his arms. Her
blackberry went off. He turned and grabbed it from the counter. “It’s Lucky,” Trey said. Angel
answered the phone.

“Hey,” Angel said. “Hey yourself. We’re going to dinner at the seafood place by here. You
interested,” Lucky asked. Angel asked Trey and he agreed. “We’ll meet you guys there. When,”
Angel asked. He sounded disappointed. “An hour or so,” he replied. “Okay. How’s Addison,”
Angel asked. “She’s napping actually. I think the girls tired her out,” Lucky said. Angel
laughed. “See you in a bit,” Angel replied hanging up. Lucky leaned back. She was really going
to do it. She was gone. He didn’t want that little part of him to show how hurt he was that she
was happy with someone else. He thought back to when they were happy. The times they fell
asleep together on the sofa, curled up in each other’s arms. The smile on her face. The way she’d
look at him and smile. It was gone now. He wanted to do something, but he knew there was no
use.

Angel and Trey headed out to meet Lucky and the girls, and Raven headed out on her date with
her mystery man. Angel walked in with a smile ear to ear and hand in hand with Trey. The
second they came in the girls ran to them. “Hi Angel,” they said. “Hey yourself,” Angel replied.

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“Hi Trey,” the girls said. “Hey there,” he said. They walked over to the table. Lucky was on his
second vodka soda. “Hey,” Angel said kissing his cheek. “Hi,” he replied. He’d hoped for a
split second that he’d see that look again, but there was nothing. They made it through dinner,
with Angel watching him drink. “Lucky, can I talk to you a second,” Angel said. They wandered
over to the bar.

“What is up with you,” Angel asked. “Meaning,” he asked. “Four drinks during dinner? That’s
what I mean,” Angel said. “What do you expect? This whole thing is killing me,” he said. “Then
quit the drinking or I am taking Addison home with me,” Angel said. “Fine. Take everything
away,” Lucky said. “Would you stop? I am happy. For once, I found someone who loves me
and wouldn’t think of cheating on me smart ass,” Angel said. She went to walk away and he
grabbed her arm. “What,” Angel said as he pulled her back. “I love you. I don’t want you to do
this,” he said. “Tough. He makes me happy. He loves me and I love him. You don’t like it, go
home,” Angel said. She walked back to the table. “I think we’re going to head home. Addison is
probably going to heading to bed early tonight. We’ll see you all at the rehearsal tomorrow
night,” Angel said. She kissed the girls good night, and took Addison and the baby bag and
walked out towards the car.

Angel and Trey got home that night, gave Addison a bath and tucked her into bed. They sat
downstairs on the sofa and worked on the vows a bit, then Angel’s blackberry rang. It was the
girls calling. “What’s wrong,” Angel asked. “Daddy’s mad,” Emma said. “What do you mean,”
Angel asked. “He won’t open the door to his room.” “I’ll talk to him,” Angel said. “Okay,”
Emma said. She hung up. Angel called Raven to talk to him.

Raven showed up a while later and brought a movie for the girls. She turned it on for them and
went to talk to Lucky. “What is up with you,” Raven asked. “Nothing,” he said as he poured
himself a drink. “Lucky, talk. No more alcohol,” Raven said taking the bottle from him. “She is
seriously marrying him. Like she never even cared about me at all. She walks right out of my
damn life and doesn’t even turn back. She never loved me did she,” he asked. “She did. She
tried with you Lucky and you blew it. You blew it a long time ago. Just be happy for her. He’s a
good guy. He loved Addison, and he loves Angel. That’s all that matters,” Raven said. “He isn’t
me,” Lucky said. “I know. She cares about you, but not like she used to. You’re Addison’s dad.
You were her friend. She cares, but not enough to be with you. That’s all,” Raven said. “I don’t
want to let go,” Lucky said. “You have to,” Raven said. He hugged her. He leaned in towards
her and kissed her, as her knees buckled. She slipped away from him and left.

The next morning, Angel got up and was getting all the last minute things done. All the guests
flew in, and were picked up and taken to their hotels. Trey and Angel got in a full day of work at
the bar, and Angel got everything organized for while they were away. She got her things
packed and Raven stayed home putting together the plans for the bachelorette party.

By the end of the day, Angel was exhausted. They headed off to the rehearsal and it went
perfectly. They headed out for dinner and everyone did a little speech. “Think I’ll leave this one
to the writer extraordinaire,” Trey teased. “Firstly, thank you for all being here. You are all
important to both of us. I have to say, a year ago, I wouldn’t have thought that I’d be doing this.
I figured that the perfect person for me wasn’t out there. That they broke the mold when they
made my dad, but I have to say, Trey’s pretty darned close,” Angel said. “I’m lucky that way I
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have to tell all of you that don’t know him too well, Trey is one persistent guy.” Everyone
laughed. “When I met him, I didn’t know what I was getting myself into, but I met the one
person who knew how to pull at my heart, and make me feel like a princess. And the best part is
not only did I find one of the greatest guys in the world, but I also got a beautiful little girl with
the package. I love Hope like she was my own. I love him and Hope so much I couldn’t imagine
things without them. Thanks to Raven for reminding me every day, to Sasha for bringing us
together, and to my friends and family for being part of our lives in the past, and for the best
parts of our future together.” Trey stood up and decided to add to it.

“To our friends and family and to all those people who feel like family.” Everyone raised a glass
and he kissed Angel. They relaxed a while and finished dinner, then Trey and Angel slipped
away for a quick goodbye. “I love you,” Trey said. “I love you too baby. Have fun tonight with
the guys,” Angel said. “I know what you’re thinking you know. Nothing’s going to happen
tonight. I’d rather be curled up with you. Still don’t know why we have to be apart tonight. You
realize I’m not going to get a wink of sleep without you,” Trey said. Angel kissed him. “We’re
having a grown up slumber party. I trust you. I will probably be sound asleep by the time you
get back from partying,” Angel joked. “Still,” he said. He kissed her again. He held her close.
She had to admit, the fear was there that this would be a repeat of what had happened with
Lucky, but something told her it wouldn’t be. “Come on,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms
around her and they headed out to meet everyone else.

“Okay. There you are,” Raven said. “Take good care of my baby,” Trey said. “Oh don’t worry.
We will,” Raven said teasingly. He kissed her one last time and they headed off. “Trey. Let’s go
man,” his friends said. Angel shot him a smile and they all headed off to their parties.

The girls headed off to their girls night. Raven had planned it all. Sasha was in on it 100%. They
headed down to the bar, much to Angel’s dismay, and had a blast. Angel decided around 11 that
she was exhausted and they headed home. They sat up talking until 2. Angel joked with her
girlfriends talking about Trey and the crazy things he did to get her attention. Just as Angel was
about to fall asleep, her blackberry buzzed. She answered the call. “Hey,” Lucky said. “Figured
you’d all be partying and you’d be trying to get him in trouble by now,” Angel said. “I miss
you,” Lucky said. “Not now Lucky. I’m marrying him tomorrow. There’s no changing my
mind,” Angel said. “I don’t want you to,” he said. “And how much alcohol did that take,” Angel
asked. “You aren’t taking me seriously are you,” he asked. “No. I’m not. Go to bed Lucky,”
Angel said hanging up.

The guys headed off to the strip club as per Angel’s suspicions. They had a few, and gave Trey a
great send-off. By the time they got back, he was itching to go back to Angel’s place. “I just have
to make a quick call,” Trey said as he said goodbye to the guys and went into his hotel room. He
dialed and a sleepy Angel answered. “Hey beautiful,” he said. “Hey yourself,” Angel replied.
“Only a couple more hours,” he said. “I know. Miss you already,” Angel said. “Do I make you
happy,” he asked. “You do baby. Even though sometimes I could royally kick your butt, you
do,” Angel said teasingly. “Guess persistence does pay off,” he teased. “Get some sleep. You’re
going to need it,” Angel teased. “Oh really,” he joked. “I’ll see you in 10 hours,” Angel said. “I
love you,” he replied. “I love you too,” Angel said hanging up.

The next morning, the ladies got up, had breakfast and headed off to get their hair done. The
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Trey got. Lucky pulled him aside. “There’s only one thing I am going to say Trey. Other than
you are a lucky man to have her, don’t ever do her wrong. Make her happy. Love her like she’s
the reason you breathe. If you don’t, you’ll kick yourself for the rest of your life,” Lucky said.
“Thanks. Already knew that, but thanks,” he replied.

Everyone headed off to the church. The guys sat and gabbed a while. Angel finished the last
minute touches, and had some alone time with Hope. “Do you love my daddy,” she asked.
“More than you’ll ever know,” Angel replied. “Okay,” Hope said hugging Angel. There was a
knock at the door. Lucky came in with Addison. “She was crying for you,” Lucky said. “What’s
up with you princess,” Angel asked. “Did you miss mommy?” Addison nodded and hugged
Angel. “You look beautiful baby,” Angel said. “So do you,” Lucky said. “Thanks,” Angel said.
She stood up. “Gotta say, I wish it were me out there,” he said. “I know,” Angel said. “Still. He
is one lucky guy,” Lucky said. “Thanks,” Angel said. He went to hug her and tried to kiss her
and Angel turned her cheek. Her dad came in a few minutes later and Lucky headed out with
Addison. “You look beautiful,” her dad said. “Thanks dad,” Angel replied. “Does he make you
happy,” he asked. “More than you know,” Angel said. Lucky was still at the door. “You sure,”
he asked. “Not a doubt in my mind,” Angel said. He hugged her. Lucky went back into the
church with Addison.

When Angel came into the church, everyone looked and saw a smile they hadn’t seen in a long
while. The wedding was beautiful. The vows brought everyone including Trey and Angel to
tears. After, they headed off for pictures. Angel brought Addison with them. They got to the
reception and chatted a while before everyone headed to their seats. “For the first time, I would
like to welcome Mr. and Mrs. Trey Hartley,” the MC said. They went and took a seat. Raven and
Sasha did a little speech.

“When Trey first asked me to introduce him to Angel, I knew he was smitten. He saw her come
in the one day and had nothing else on his mind for days. I swear the man was accident prone
for days. The minute they finally talked, every other thought in his mind was on her. She was
one tough cookie though. Eventually, after prodding from Raven and I and a few other friends,
she finally gave him the chance. I swear the man would have jumped through hoops if she
asked. The more time they spent together, the more I knew that someday I would end up at their
wedding. The day he told me, I wasn’t surprised a bit. I wish you two all the best.”

Trey’s friend got up a while later. “I have known Trey for what seems like forever. He always
said someday he would meet someone that would make him quit partying and settle down. I tell
you, the man used to be a heartbreaker. Every time he met someone new, he’d say they weren’t
the right girl, or it wasn’t right. The day he met Angel, he called me and cancelled guys night at
the bar. That’s when I knew. The man went from heartbreaker, to one-track minded. Hope told
me one day that she loved Angel. That’s when I knew. He’d still come for guy night, but would
be sending texts to Angel instead of paying attention to the entertainment. I gotta say, the man
has good taste. When I met her I realized why she was right for him. She never had to do a thing
to make him be with her. He wanted to. Everytime he had a rough day, she made it better.
When he was pissed, all he wanted was to be with her. If she can put up with his crappy moods,
I saluted her. Congrats you two. Make each other happy, and don’t ever let go Trey, because I
will have to kick your ass,” his friend said as everyone laughed.

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Trey got up next. Angel knew he wasn’t much on public speaking, but he’d written something.
“The day I met Angel, my whole life changed. It’s true that I was a player and a half when I was
single and on the prowl, but the day I saw her, I didn’t want to let go. Never will. I pleaded with
her to go on one date with me. By the end of it, I wanted her even more. When my little girl
came to me and told me that she loved Angel, I knew that she was the one for me. Even the
tiniest of things, she makes special. She loves Addison, she loves Hope, and much to the dismay
of the entire male population, she loved me so much she married me today. Even though I have
made my share of screw ups, she always was there for me. Thank goodness she was or I’d still be
sitting at that door begging,” he joked. “To Angel, Addison and Hope,” he said raising a glass.
“I love you,” he said as he sipped his champagne. Angel kissed him.

Dinner was finished and they called Angel and Trey to the dance floor. They chose ‘The day
before you’ by Rascal Flatts. “You know, you brought tears to my eyes,” he said. “Honestly, I
couldn’t wait to be in your arms,” Angel said. “Never have to let go,” he said. He kissed her and
a million flashes went off. She danced with her dad to ‘My wish’ by Rascal Flatts. He danced
with his mom to ‘Don’t Blink’ by Kenny Chesney. Then he grabbed Angel’s hand pulling her off
to the side. “Can I get everyone’s attention for a minute. I have a surprise for Angel. When we
first got together, there was a song we listened to that we both loved. I got a friend to help me
with it,” he said. He kissed Angel. His surprise – Rascal Flatts performing ‘When the sand runs
out’. “How,” Angel asked. He kissed her. “Friend of a friend,” Trey said. He nodded towards
Lucky. “Seriously,” Angel said. He kissed her and pulled her to the dance floor and danced with
her. They sang a few songs, then Angel invited them to stay for a drink. “Congrats,” they all
said. “Thank you,” Angel said wiping the tears from her eyes.

They danced the rest of the night and Angel barely got a break. Lucky grabbed her for a dance.
“You did that didn’t you,” Angel said. “He asked for help,” Lucky said. “Thank you,” Angel
said. “Wanted you to be happy. Only thing I ever wanted,” Lucky said. They danced, then
Hope jumped in and tried to cut in. Angel picked her up and they danced together. Angel snuck
out with Trey around midnight. “So,” Angel said. “Never letting you go ever,” Trey said.
“Good. Don’t know what I’d do without you,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Tired,” he asked.
Angel shook her head. “Time for bed,” he teased. Angel nodded. They snuck back in and did
the garter/bouquet thing. Sasha caught the bouquet and Lucky caught the garter. “Thank you
for sharing this with us,” Lucky said. They headed off and into their limo making sure to give
Addison and Hope hugs goodbye. They got back to the hotel and rose petals covered the bed.
He carried her into the room. She wrapped her arms around him as he put her down. “I love
you,” Angel said. “You’d better,” he teased as he kissed her.

All of a sudden Angel bolted out of bed. It was all a damn dream. Nothing would ever go that
smoothly with her. She got a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach.

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Chapter 37

She had a sick feeling all morning. Not one message from Trey. She tried to stall on getting her
hair done. “What’s all the nervousness for,” Raven asked. “Something isn’t right,” Angel said.
“What do you mean? Addison’s here, Faith is here, your parents are in town. What could
possibly be wrong,” she asked. She shot one look at Raven and she knew. “Has he sent you a
text this morning,” she asked. Angel shook her head. The hairdresser put her hot rollers in and
Angel sat with Raven. “Did you call him,” she asked. “Why? So he can tell me he’s as much of a
playboy as Lucky,” Angel said. She really was panicked. Raven grabbed her blackberry and
called Trey. She slipped away to take the call. Some woman answered.

“Is Trey there,” Raven asked. “He just stepped into the shower. Can I tell him you called,” she
asked. “Tell him that if he doesn’t explain himself, the wedding is off. Tell him Raven knows,”
she said hanging up. Raven tried to hide what she was feeling. “I’m just going to go grab a
smoothie. Anyone want anything,” she asked. Angel shot her a look. “I know. Mango
Hurricane. I’ll be back in a few,” she said ducking out the door. Minutes later her phone rang.

“Raven,” Trey said. “I swear Trey, you chose the wrong damn day to show your colors,” Raven
said. “Meaning what? She’s just a friend,” he said. “Right. Why was she answering your
phone,” Raven asked. “She was hanging out here this morning with me. We had breakfast with
the guys and she saw I was a little nervous and came to chill with me a while,” Trey said. “Then
why do you sound worried? Like I caught you,” Raven said. “Angel doesn’t need to know
okay? She already wants to kick my ass. Just don’t say anything,” he said. “Then you can damn
well explain it. The second I go back into that hair salon, she’s going to know. She can tell by the
damn look on my face Trey,” Raven said. “Don’t say anything,” he said. “You call her and tell
her then or I will,” Raven said hanging up. She ordered the smoothies and went back into the
salon.

“Raven,” Angel said. “What,” she replied handing Angel her smoothie. “I was right wasn’t I,”
Angel asked. “About what,” Raven replied trying to keep her mouth shut. “I was. I can tell by
the damn look on your face,” Angel said. “You know you are freaking over nothing. You just
have jitters,” Raven said. “That’s why you have a guilty ass look on your face,” Angel
commented. Minutes later her blackberry rang. “Do I want to answer it,” Angel asked. Raven
stared at the blackberry.

“Angel,” Trey said. “What,” Angel said. “How was your night,” he asked. “Crappy,” Angel
replied. “Don’t worry. Tonight will be better. You know we sleep better together,” Trey said.
“Right. Raven has a look like she knows something and you were the last person she talked to.
Drop the bomb Trey. You don’t, the wedding is off,” Angel said. Everyone gasped. “It’s nothing
baby. Nothing to be worried about,” Trey said. “Lie number one,” Angel said. “Went out for
breakfast with the guys and bumped into an old friend. She came and hung out with me a while
since the guys wanted to go golfing. I didn’t go. I hung out at the hotel,” he said. “Who is she,”
Angel asked. “Vivien,” he said. “As in Vivien from the bar? As in the one who you slept with,”
Angel said. She hung up. She turned her phone off, pulled out the rollers, throwing them to the
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Raven’s cell went off. “What Trey,” Raven said. “Where is she,” he asked. “Your guess is as
good as mine. She took off. Her blackberry is off,” Raven said. “Where are the girls,” he asked.
“With Lucky,” Raven replied. “I’ll go check and see if she’s been there. We have to find her,”
Trey said. “Why the hell should I help you Trey? You blew it. Why the hell should I do a damn
thing to help you,” Raven asked. “Auntie Raven,” he said. “Button found and pushed,” Raven
said hanging up and calling Angel’s blackberry.

Trey headed downstairs while Vivien headed home. “Lucky,” he said knocking on the door.
“Hey Trey,” he said answering it. “Figured you would be getting ready for the wedding,” Lucky
said. “You seen Angel,” he asked. “What are you talking about? Of course not. I picked the
girls up. They’re in the other room,” Lucky said. “Fine. I’ll take them with me,” Trey said.
“What the hell is going on Trey,” Lucky asked. “Nothing,” Trey said. “Spill it or the girls stay
here,” Lucky said. “I didn’t go golfing. I hung out with a friend for a while instead. Now
Angel’s freaked out and disappeared,” Trey said. “You mean the blonde you guys had breakfast
with,” Lucky asked. “Yeah why,” Trey asked. “The one who was practically begging to jump
your ass,” Lucky said. “Firstly, she was not. Secondly, gimme a break,” Trey said. “Yeah she
was. You look me in the eye and tell me you didn’t,” Lucky said. “Nothing happened,” he said
staring Lucky in the eye. “Gimme the run down then,” Lucky said. He explained what
happened. “So you are telling me that the two of you were alone in the hotel room, supposedly
nothing happened, then you got naked and hopped in the shower and she answered your phone?
How dumb do you think I am,” Lucky asked. “We almost did. But I stopped myself before
anything happened. I needed to shower and clear my head,” Trey said. “Idiot,” Lucky said.
“Can you help me or not? If not I have to take the girls and find her,” Trey said. “I’ll call my
mom to keep an eye on my girls. I swear Trey, you are a damn idiot,” Lucky said. “Thanks for
the support but I’ve been calling myself worse,” Trey said. He scooped the girls up and took off
to his car.

Raven headed to the house and her car wasn’t there. She checked, and her dress was laying on
the bed. There was a box of Kleenex missing from her bedroom and the two suitcases were gone.
She called Angel again, and it went to voicemail. She called the hotel and nobody had checked
into the honeymoon suite. She checked a few other places and there was no clue as to where she
went. Minutes later, Raven heard a car pull up in the driveway. Trey ran inside. “She here,” he
asked. “No,” Raven said. “Lucky’s helping us look. Where the hell would she have gone,” Trey
asked.

Angel went to the church. She sat in the front pew and cried. “Angel,” a voice said. “Hi,” Angel
said. “Whatever are you doing here,” the father said. “I don’t know what to do and this is the
only place I could think of to go,” Angel said. “What happened,” he asked. Angel told him
about what had happened. “Never thought that it could have just been temptation testing him,”
he asked. “A test he’d probably fail,” Angel said. “Oh ye of little faith,” he said. “I don’t trust
that he won’t. I’ve been deceived too many times,” Angel said. “If you don’t trust him then why
are you marrying him? Why are you willing to make that commitment,” he asked. “I thought I
loved him. Now, I love a man I don’t think I can trust,” Angel said. “Then ask for guidance.
You’ll never be steered wrong,” he said. Angel sniffled. She cried a while, then left and headed
down by the water to the park she loved.

“Raven, I’ve looked everywhere. Lucky’s looked. Where would she have gone,” Trey asked. “I
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asked. “Find her,” Trey said. An idea popped into his head. “You get the girls to the church and
stall. I think I figured it out,” Trey said. He ran out the door.
He parked in the tourist parking area and started looking for her. The one place she went when
she was upset. The one place that always seemed to calm her. He should have thought of this
hours ago. He spotted her. The leather jacket was a giveaway. “Angel,” he said walking
towards her. She turned as he came within an arms length. “Angel,” he said. “Trey, why? Why
now? I trusted you, you son of a bitch. You lied to me and did this the night before our damn
wedding. Why,” Angel said. Her eyes were red and tears were streaming. “Angel, honest to
god, nothing happened. She tried to tempt me. I almost gave in, then I realized what I would
lose and I got up and told her to go and hopped into the shower. Honest to God Angel. I never
did anything,” he said. “You were that tempted Trey, then what the hell is the point of us being
married? Play the damn field. If I’m around when you’re done being the worlds biggest idiot,
then so be it,” Angel said. She went to walk away and he grabbed her arm, pulling her into his
arms. “No Trey. No. You don’t get me back after that. The wedding is off,” Angel said pushing
him away. “No it isn’t,” he said pulling her back into his arms. “Yeah it is. Go fuck Vivien.
Enjoy yourself,” Angel said. “You wouldn’t be crying if you didn’t love me too,” he said. “Just
leave me alone,” Angel said. “Nope. Can’t do it. I went to sleep last night and all I could think
about was you. I woke up, counting down the damn minutes. There is no way in hell you are
walking out,” he said. “I’m done Trey. I am not going to worry anymore. I’m not going to be
the jealous one anymore. I’m done,” Angel said pushing him away and walking off. He went
after her.

“Angel,” he said. “No. You don’t get your way this time. Leave me alone,” Angel said. He
caught up to her, pulling her back to him. “Angel, I can run after you all damn day if that’s what
it takes. I love you. I love you, and Addison and Hope. I’m not running away from any of this.
I want you,” he said. “What if I don’t want you anymore,” Angel said. “Then you’d be lying,”
he said as he kissed her. She tried to fight him, but couldn’t anymore. “Now stop all of this. I
don’t want anyone but you,” he said. “Crazy as that sounds, it’s true.” He kissed her again.
“No,” Angel said breaking the kiss and walking away. He stood in shock. He saw her walking
away. The woman he’d wanted, dreamed about. She was walking away from him. Minutes
later, he saw her get into her car. He walked towards her. He saw her crying in the driver’s seat.
He walked to the driver’s side window. “Angel,” he said. She turned and looked. The engine
started. “No. You aren’t leaving like this. Not today,” he said. He ran around the side and
hopped into the passenger seat. “You aren’t doing this,” he said. “Get out of the car Trey,”
Angel said. “No. You aren’t walking out on me on our damn wedding day,” he said. “Get out
of the car,” Angel said. “Angel,” he replied. He reached across and turned her face towards him,
wiping the tears from her face. “I love you. I would lay down my damn life for you,” he said.
“Then why don’t I trust you Trey? If you’re so damn great, then why don’t I trust you,” Angel
asked. “Do you trust what’s in your heart,” he asked. “Most of the time,” Angel said. “Do you
trust that I am not going to do anything to hurt you,” he asked. “Not intentionally,” Angel
replied. “Then, what do I need to do,” he asked. “Tell me and it’s done.” “I don’t know,” Angel
said. “Then meet me at the church. Go home, get that dress, kiss the girls and come to that
church and marry me. Please,” he said. She went to turn away and he turned her face towards
him and kissed her. “I love you,” he said. “Please.” “Just get out of the car,” Angel said. He
kissed her one last time and got out as she wished. He walked back to his car hoping that she’d
be there.

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He went back to the hotel and got changed. The guys came upstairs and he pushed them out.
He needed to be alone. To prepare himself for the possibility that she wouldn’t be there. He
called her favorite radio station and dedicated a song to her – Still by Brian McKnight.
Angel turned on the radio to clear her head. She sat in her driveway. “This is going out to Angel
from Trey,” the voice said. The song played. She dried her tears.

An hour later, he showed at the church with the groomsmen. Raven showed with the girls and
the other bridesmaids. “Where is she,” Trey asked. “I don’t know. We were all supposed to get
ready at the hotel. The dress was at the house,” Raven said. They went inside keeping the secret
from everyone. Raven sat in the bride’s room hoping that Angel would show. “Where is my
daughter,” Angel’s dad asked. “She went for some air,” Raven said. “Okay,” he replied.
Minutes later, they heard the back door. Angel came in. “You look beautiful,” her dad said.
“Just have to change shoes,” Angel said. “Okay. You let me know when you’re ready,” he said
leaving Angel and Raven alone.

“Angel,” Raven said. “I don’t want to talk about it. All I want to know is if she’s here at the
wedding. That’s all I want to know,” Angel said. Raven went into the hall. She saw Vivien. She
walked towards her and pulled her into the hallway. “What the hell. You have guts woman,”
Raven said. “Nothing happened. He loves her. He never loved me. Never,” Vivien said.

Vivien was like a man’s dream of a playboy centerfold. Perfect on the outside. Blond hair, green
eyes and was a determined woman. Her and Angel were the same height, but Angel had the one
thing Vivien wanted more than life itself. Vivien had on the one dress that accentuated every
curve in her practically perfect body.

“You are going to go and tell Angel that. End of discussion. Then you are walking out the doors
and never going near either of them again,” Raven said. “Fine,” she said. She did as Raven
asked. Trey stood in the hall. He saw Vivien leaving Angel’s room. “Viv,” he said. “Good luck
Trey. Have a nice little life,” she said walking out the front of the church. Minutes later, Raven
came out of the room and walked towards Trey. “Go. Go into the church. She’s talking to her
dad,” Raven said. “Tell me she’s going to go through with this,” he said. “I don’t know,” Raven
said.

The procession started. Everyone was up at the front of the church. He looked towards the
doors at the back as his eyes welled up. He was about to lose it when he saw her walking
towards him. He had tears streaming by the time she got to him – so did she.

They finally got to the vows and he changed it all. “Angel, I know I have been so far from perfect
I need a new word for it. I know I’ve made a million mistakes, but I also know that living
without you would be worse than death. You are the reason I wake up every morning, the
reason I smile, the reason why I am such a good Dad to my daughter. If I didn’t have you, I
would be less than a man. I would be a half of a person. I love you so much it kills me
sometimes. I promise to never hurt you, never lie to you and to never go to bed mad. I promise
to be your best friend, and your love forever,” he said fighting back tears.

“Trey, we have been tested a million times over. I once tried to imagine being without you, and I
felt like I was being ripped in half. My daughter loves you, I love you and I sometimes don’t
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love you and your daughter. I promise to be your friend and to love you for as long as I live,”
Angel said as she sniffled.

There wasn’t a dry eye in the place. They exchanged rings and the minute “kiss the bride” was
said, he let the tears go and kissed her. Addison walked over to Angel with Hope and Trey
picked Addison up, while Angel grabbed Hope’s hand. “I now pronounce you husband and
wife.” They left the church and headed off to do the pictures. Lucky took the girls to give Angel
and Trey time alone. They hopped into the car and were gone in a matter of minutes.

“I honestly didn’t think you were going to show,” he said. “I almost didn’t,” Angel said. He
pulled her to him and kissed her. “I love you,” he said. “God only knows why, but I love you
too,” Angel said. They pulled up to do the pictures. He pulled her into his lap. “What,” Angel
said. “You wouldn’t have really walked out would you,” he asked. “Don’t tempt me Trey.
Don’t even think of testing me,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Meaning it isn’t final until
the marriage is consummated. Don’t push it,” Angel said. He kissed her. “So how much time
do we have before we have to be at the reception,” he asked. “Two hours,” Angel said. “More
than enough time,” he said. “No Trey. Pictures. Then back to the reception. No extra stops
smart ass,” Angel said. She went to get out of the car and he pulled her back to him and kissed
her again. “Can’t blame a guy for trying,” he teased. He kissed her again and they got out of the
car.

Watching her marry Trey was hard enough for Lucky, but having to watch the pictures – it killed
him. She really didn’t love him anymore. At least she seemed happy. He looked over and
caught her looking at him. “Daddy,” Addison said. “What,” he said. Angel flagged him over.
“One for Addison,” the photographer said. “Then we’re getting Hope in here too,” Angel said.
It really was a great shot. Then one with Hope, Addison, Emma and Erica – was just adorable to
see. Once the pictures were done, everyone headed to the reception and Angel stayed with Trey.

“Angel,” Trey said. “What,” Angel said. “I love you,” he replied. “Remind yourself of that Trey.
Next time, you don’t get another chance. You screw up, I am done,” Angel said. He pulled her
into his arms and kissed her. “Never happen,” he said. “You better hope not,” Angel teased. He
kissed her and held her close. He slid his jacket over her shoulders and wrapped his arm around
her as they walked back towards their car. They got in and the driver took them to the reception.
They walked in and Angel put on her fake smile for everyone. She still was unsure what to
believe. They danced and chatted with everyone. By the time it got to the end of the night,
Angel was exhausted and he was intoxicated. They headed to the hotel and made their way
upstairs.

There were candles, champagne and roses in the room. Angel shook her head and went in and
slipped her wedding dress off. She slid on some pajamas and washed off the makeup and took
her hair down. “You still look beautiful,” Trey said as he came into the bathroom and kissed her
neck. He’d slipped his jacket, tie and shirt off and just wanted to hold her again. “Trey, not
now,” Angel said. She finished what she was doing and walked over towards the bed. “Angel,”
he said. “What? You’ve been drinking all night Trey. Just go to sleep,” Angel said turning the
light off and slipping into the bed.

“Oh hell no,” he said turning the light back on and sitting down on the bed beside her. “I just
want some sleep Trey. I’ve had more than enough of this crap today,” Angel said. “Meaning

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what,” he asked. “Meaning I have had enough Trey. I still don’t know if I believe that nothing
happened. You two could have planned to say that if you got found out. Just go to sleep Trey,”
Angel said. She turned the light back out and rolled over. “Angel, you know I couldn’t have
done anything,” he said. “Like I know you couldn’t possibly want another woman right? Nice
line Trey. Try it on someone else,” Angel said. She felt a twinge. “Great,” she thought to herself.
“Angel, stop ruining this,” Trey said. “I’m not. You already did Trey. I love you, but it’s going
to take more than a half-assed I’m sorry to get you out of this,” Angel said. Another twinge. He
gave up and changed for bed, then slid in with her wrapping his arms around her. Another
twinge. This time he felt it. “What was that,” he asked. “Nothing,” Angel said. He tried to close
his eyes and a little while later, another twinge. “Angel, something’s wrong,” Trey said. “If it
doesn’t go away in the next hour, then I’ll go to the hospital. If not, then it’s just stress,” Angel
said. “Angel, I may have been drinking, but I know that that isn’t right,” he said. “Fine. You
want to spend our honeymoon night in Emergency, fine,” Angel said. She got up and the twinge
was stronger. “Track pants,” Angel said. He got up, pulled on his track suit and helped her with
hers. He carried her down to the lobby and they hopped into a cab.

Within an hour, she was in a bed with doctors all around. Trey sat in the waiting room worried.
After an hour, they came out and told him he could come in. “What’s wrong with her,” Trey
asked. “We’ll let her tell you,” the nurse said. She left them alone. “Angel,” he asked. “Lost it,”
Angel said. “What happened,” he asked. “It wasn’t stress or anything. Just wasn’t meant to be,”
Angel replied. “Angel,” he said. “Detached from where it should have been. It wasn’t meant to
be Trey,” Angel said. She fought back tears and rolled over. “Baby,” he said. He sat down on
the bed, then laid down beside her and curled up on the bed with her, wrapping his arm around
her. “I’m sorry,” he said. “It wasn’t your fault Trey. Maybe it’s better that we aren’t having
another baby right now,” Angel said. “How can you say that,” he asked. “Think about it. We
need to fix us Trey. A baby wouldn’t help,” Angel said. “But,” he said. Angel fell asleep. She
knew she was right, but it didn’t make it any easier.

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Chapter 38

The next morning, Angel was released and they went back to the hotel. “We could just postpone
the trip,” Trey said. “Maybe that’s a good idea for a day or two,” Angel said. “Okay,” he said.
They headed back to the house. Angel called Lucky to bring Addison over, and Trey called
Hope’s mom to bring her to the house. “I thought you two were going on your honeymoon,”
they all said. “Just taking a day or two to chill before we go,” was their answer.

Angel got home and went upstairs and drew herself a bath. Trey sat downstairs trying to figure
out how to handle what had happened. The silence was almost deafening. Lucky showed up
with Addison a short time later. He came in and took Addison upstairs, putting her down for a
nap. He came back down and talked to Trey. “I know something’s wrong Trey. What’s going
on,” he asked. “It’s none of your business,” Trey said. “Did something happen? Where’s
Angel,” he asked. “She’s upstairs. She wanted some quiet time. All she asked was that she saw
the girls,” he said. “What the hell did you do now,” Lucky asked. “I didn’t do anything. We
spent our fucking honeymoon night in the damn hospital Lucky. That what you want to hear,”
Trey said lashing out at the only person he could. “What happened,” he asked. “She lost our
baby,” Trey said. “Is she okay? What happened,” Lucky asked. “They said it detached or
something like that. She’s so damn cool about it,” Trey said as his eyes started to well up. “She
isn’t. That’s the pain in the ass thing. She isn’t cool about it. She’s just as upset as you are. She
just doesn’t want to show it,” Lucky said. “And how the hell do you know that Mr. Know it all,”
Trey said. “Because we almost lost Addison,” Lucky said.

Angel sat in the tub and couldn’t stop the tears. The hot water swirling around her felt good, but
she couldn’t stop shaking. All of this was just too much. She wanted to just hold onto Addison
and make all of this go away. A few minutes later, Lucky knocked on the bathroom door.
“Angel,” he said. “What do you want Lucky,” she asked. “Can I come in,” he asked. “No,”
Angel said. He came in anyway. He sat down beside the tub on the floor. He saw the red eyes.
He knew them well. He’d caused them more than once. She took one look at him and the tears
fell harder. “I told him about what almost happened with Addison,” Lucky said. “Why? What
the fuck good does it do now Lucky,” Angel said as she cried. “Don’t make me get in there,” he
said. “Go away,” Angel said. “Fine. Then he’s coming in here with you. I don’t want you being
alone no matter how damn stubborn you are going to be,” he said. Angel turned away. Lucky
got up and motioned for Trey to come in. Lucky closed the door behind him and went
downstairs and put on some tea.

Trey slid his track pants and clothes off and slid into the tub with her. He pulled her into his
arms. “Fight me if you want, but I am not leaving,” he said. She was so quiet. She curled up,
then turned towards him, laying her head on his shoulder. He added a little hot water to the tub
and just sat with her. The tears fell. She was still quiet. “I love you. Baby or no baby, I am not
walking away,” he said. “You say that now,” Angel said. “Meaning what? I loved you before I
knew you were pregnant Angel. I wanted to marry you for months. I’ve loved you forever. This
doesn’t change anything,” he said. He kissed her head. “Just let it out,” he said. “Only way I
know to deal with this is to say it wasn’t meant to be. It sucks, but there’s nothing else to say,”
Angel said. “And you don’t have to make an excuse. Not to me or anyone else. Just means we
get more time for us,” Trey said. “Always the horndog,” Angel said jokingly. “Made you
laugh,” he said. She shook her head and he kissed her. “Will be good to get away. You want to

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bring them, we can. I’ll get an extra room,” he said. “You sure,” Angel asked. He nodded. “Let
me think about it,” Angel said. “Whatever you want. I just want you to be happy,” he said.
“Okay,” Angel said. “Why don’t you go lay down a while. Hope should be here in a bit.
Addison’s down for a nap. I’ll bring you some tea,” he said. Angel nodded. He kissed her. “I
love you,” he said. “I love you too,” Angel replied.

She got changed and laid down on the bed. Trey got changed and went downstairs. The minute
he saw his ex’s car in the driveway, he saw Hope running for the door. “Hi Daddy,” she said.
“Hey there baby girl,” he said. “What happened Trey,” she asked. “Just delaying it a day or
two,” he said. “You sure that’s all,” she said. Hope ran inside while he talked to her. “That’s all.
Any other stupid ass comments,” he asked. “What the hell are you so cranky about,” she asked.
“We lost the baby okay? We decided to postpone it a day or two. Anything else nosey,” he
asked. “She okay,” she asked. “She will be. I’ll let you know what’s happening. For now, I’m
keeping her here,” he said. “Let me know if you two need anything. I’ll babysit if you need me
to. I’m sorry. I didn’t know. Give her my condolences,” she said. “I will. Sorry for snapping.
Just been a long damn 48 hours,” he said. “Okay,” she said. She got in the car and handed him
the overnight bag. “You need anything,” she said again. He nodded and headed inside.

“I thought you and Angel were going on vacation,” Hope asked as he came in and closed the
door. “We are. We missed you and Addison. We decided we wanted a day or two with you two
silly heads before we left,” Trey said. Lucky nodded. “Where’s Angel,” she asked. “She’s
having a nap. Why don’t we sit down and watch a movie together just us for a while,” he said.
“Okay,” Hope said. Lucky motioned that he was going to take the tea up to Angel. Trey
mouthed a thank you.

Lucky slipped into her room. “How are you,” he asked. “I’m okay I guess,” Angel said. “Tea,”
Lucky said putting it on her side table. “Lucky, how is it that we managed to hold onto Addison
but I couldn’t this time,” Angel asked. “No idea. Maybe someone somewhere thought that Hope
and Addison were too much to handle on their own,” he said trying to joke. “Seriously,” Angel
said. “I don’t know. Just wasn’t in the cards,” he said. “Just feel so cold,” Angel said. “If I try to
help, promise me you won’t kick my ass,” he said. “Right. Like I have energy for that,” Angel
teased. He sat down on the bed and pulled her into his arms. He wrapped her in a blanket.
“You always said I was a toaster oven,” he joked. She snuggled into the blanket and wrapped a
blanketed hand around Lucky putting her head on his shoulder. She cried again. “Just try to
relax. You’ve had a rough day or two,” Lucky said. “You know, I’m sorry for calling you an
asshole,” Angel said. “No need for apologies. I was one,” he said. “Still,” Angel said. “Nope. I
was the biggest asshole in the planet to have done what I did. I admit it. I deserved to lose you,”
Lucky said. “Can’t say you aren’t right there,” Angel joked. “Okay. Now the only other thing I
know will make you feel better is something I would never normally sit through,” he said.
“What,” Angel said. He grabbed the remote and turned on sex in the city. He knew she always
put it on PVR. Angel laughed. “Should I mark the day down,” Angel joked. “Ha ha, very
funny,” he said.

Trey came up a half hour or so later and put Hope down for a nap, then slipped into Angel’s
room. Lucky got up and Trey took his place. Angel wrapped the blanket around both of them.
“How’s my wifey doing,” he asked. “Better,” she replied. “Sex in the city and all eh? Damn.
The man has talent,” Trey joked. “He’s known me forever. Always cheers me up to watch this,”
Angel said. “Why? The jokes,” he asked. “Nope. The fact that they all have each other no

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matter how different they are. The fact that they are family,” Angel said. “Ah,” he said. He
kissed her. “The fact that I know in the end they get what they really wanted. To be happy,”
Angel said. “I get it. Other than what happened last night, are you happy,” he said. “I will be,”
Angel replied. “Anything I can do,” he asked. “You’re doing it,” Angel said. He kissed her. A
little while later, they both fell asleep.

An hour or two later, Addison was up and so was Hope. Lucky brought them downstairs and
played with them a while to give Angel and Trey some time. Trey came down a little while later.
“Hi Daddy,” Hope said. “Hey there baby. Did you have a good nap,” he asked. “Yep. Addison
and I made pictures for you and Angel,” she said. “Why don’t you go up and take them to her.
She’s in her room,” Trey said. “Okay,” Hope said running up the steps. “How’s she doing,”
Lucky asked. “Better. We’re going to go on Tuesday morning. I called and re-arranged
everything. She asked if you could stay here with the girls while we’re away. There’s more than
enough room for your girls and these two,” he said. “Sure,” Lucky said. “We’re going to go for 5
days instead of the 8 we planned. She wants to be back for the Monday to fix what she’s sure
everyone will screw up at the bar. Don’t ask me,” he said. Lucky laughed. “Not a prob. I’ll call
work and let them know I’ll be working from here this week,” he said. “Thanks. I owe you one,”
Trey said. “Nope. We’re about even,” Lucky said. “Where Mommy,” Addison said. “Let’s go
upstairs and see her,” Trey said. “I’ll go. You need anything call me,” Lucky said. Trey nodded
and took Addison upstairs.

Lucky let himself out and sat down in his truck. He couldn’t help but react. Tears streamed. The
one sentence he’d begged to hear and she said it so nonchalantly. He went back to his hotel and
talked to the girls. “How’s Angel,” Emma asked. “She said to tell you she loves you two. That
you were beautiful at the wedding. She asked us to housesit while she’s away. What do you
think of staying until next weekend,” Lucky asked. “We get to play with Addison and Hope,”
Erica asked. “Yep,” he replied. “Okay,” Emma said. They hugged Lucky and went back to
watching their movie. Lucky thanked the babysitter and let her out. He sat down with the girls
and they curled up watching the movie together.

The next morning, Angel woke up and Trey and Addison and Hope were all curled up together
in the bed. She smiled. Exactly what she wanted to wake up to. Addison crawled over and
hugged Angel. “Mommy,” Addison said. “Hey there beautiful,” she said pulling her into her
arms and kissing her. Hope rolled over and curled up with Trey. Angel reached over and tucked
them in and took Addison downstairs to make some breakfast. Once the coffee was brewing,
Trey came wandering down the stairs with Hope in toe. “Aren’t you supposed to be in bed,”
Trey asked as he came in and wrapped his arms around her. “Got antsy. Besides, was hungry.
You two looked too cute all cuddled up together,” Angel said. “Sit and let me finish making
breakfast. They said you were supposed to rest,” Trey said. “Don’t have to ask me twice,” Angel
said teasingly. She turned towards him and kissed him, then went and sat down with the girls.
“So do you want me to tell you where we’re going,” he asked. “Might be easier to pack,” Angel
said. “We’re going to Kauai,” he said. “Seriously,” Angel said. “Bikini. Nothing else needed,”
he said. “Funny,” Angel replied.

They finished breakfast, then they relaxed together and watched movies and played a few games.
By the time dinner hit, the girls were asleep on the sofa and Angel and Trey were curled up on
the loveseat together. “So how are you really doing,” Trey asked. “Getting there. Guess it just
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asked. “She just said that I should give myself a day or two,” Angel said. “Meaning,” Trey
asked. “I know what you were wondering. She said give it a day or two,” Angel said. “Really,”
he teased kissing her ear. “I knew what you were thinking,” Angel teased back. “So what am I
thinking now,” he whispered. “Something you shouldn’t be with two little girls in the room,”
Angel said quietly.

They brought the kids upstairs and tucked them in for their nap then took care of dinner. They
made something for the girls, then Trey made something just for them. They fed the girls, gave
them their baths, then they watched a movie while Trey and Angel had their dinner.

“So,” Trey said. “What is going on in that head of yours,” Angel asked. “Shall I hint,” he asked.
Angel rolled her eyes. “Already know what you’re thinking,” Angel said. “Can you blame me,”
he asked. “We should be okay by the time we get there,” Angel said. “Good,” he said. They
finished dinner and he cleaned up. Angel snuggled up behind him and wrapped her arms
around his waist. He smirked. “Why don’t you go check on the girls,” he said. She slid around
in front of him. He leaned his arms against the counter. “Tease,” he said. “Really,” she replied.
She slid up on the counter. He leaned towards her. “Now what were you saying,” Angel said.
He kissed her. He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her towards him. “I swear,” Trey said.
“What,” Angel asked teasingly. “You start something you better finish it,” he said. “Oh really,”
Angel replied. He kissed her again. She slid off the counter. “Where do you think you’re
going,” he asked. “To check on the girls,” Angel teased. He pulled her back into his arms and
kissed her. “Daddy,” Hope said from the living room. “Told ya,” Angel said as she slipped out
of his arms and went into the TV room.

“What’s up,” Angel said. “Movie’s over,” Hope said. Addison was yawning. “Could read you
two a book upstairs,” Angel said. “Okay,” Hope said. Angel took Addison and Hope upstairs
and tucked them into their beds then told them a bedtime story. She came out a little while later
and saw Trey in the bedroom.

“What’s up,” Angel asked. “Sneaky. Very sneaky,” he teased. “What,” Angel said sitting down
on the bed beside him. “Tease and a damn half,” he said. Angel got up and closed the bedroom
door. “Get over here,” he said. She slid back onto the bed. He pulled her into his arms and
kissed her. “Tease,” he said. “I try,” Angel replied. “So….what are we actually allowed to do,”
he asked. “I’ll let you know when to stop,” Angel joked. He kissed her. He slid her track pants
off. He held her close to him. “I missed this,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “I know. I screwed it
up and it was my own damn fault. You gotta know, no matter what that doctor said I still felt
like it was my fault for all the stress I caused,” Trey said. “It might have added to it, but it wasn’t
just that Trey. I wondered for weeks if having the baby was the right thing to do. I almost
thought of not having it,” Angel said. “You can’t mean what I think you do,” he said. Angel
nodded. “I just didn’t want to go through what I have with Addison again. Was hard enough
the first time,” Angel said. “But,” Trey said. “Honestly Trey, after everything we’ve gone
through, you tell me that I wasn’t right to think that was the best way,” Angel said. “I made you
feel like that was the only solution? Angel,” he said. “Guess someone heard me think it and
made it happen,” Angel said. “Don’t even think that. Would you have told me,” he asked. “I
don’t know Trey. I honestly don’t,” Angel replied. “You know what this means then right,” he
asked. “What,” Angel said. “Next time, we talk about it first,” he said. He wouldn’t let her out
of his grasp. “I want to wait,” Angel said. “I know why. I understand why, but that’s not going
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you weren’t going to show and that I’d never see you again was enough for me. It scared me
straight,” he said. “You say that Trey, but I don’t believe it. You’ve said it a million times,”
Angel said.

“You don’t get it do you? I sat at that altar hoping that you were going to walk down that aisle.
That if you didn’t, I had lost you forever. That it was my own stupid fault. That me being the
world’s biggest idiot caused you to not be there. That me taking a damn stupid chance at
something that I shouldn’t have even thought of was worth the risk,” he said. Angel slipped out
of his arms. She pulled her track pants back on. “Meaning what Trey? Got her to lie for you,”
Angel asked. “Baby, I would never,” he said. “Never mind the kissing ass,” Angel said. She got
up. “You tell me and you tell me now. What happened? The truth this time,” Angel said.

She’d called the night of the bachelor party. She asked to see him. He had delayed it and told
her to come by the next day. The guys headed off for golf and she met Trey in his room. She’d
told him how she’d missed him. That she only had one chance left to make him hers. “I’m
getting married in a few hours,” he’d said. “Trey,” she’d said. She kissed him. “I want you,”
she’d said. “But,” he’d said. His conscience had smacked him. She kissed him and led him to
the bed. She pushed him onto it and leaned herself against him. He’d kissed her. He’d slid
everything off of her. He wanted her. He knew he did. She’d gone for his belt and slid it off.
When she went for the zipper of his jeans, he’d stopped her. “What the hell am I doing,” he’d
said. “Trey,” she’d said. “No. I can’t,” he’d said. He went to get up, and she pushed him down
to the bed. She’d made one last ditch effort. She put his hands on her. “See what you cause,”
she’d said. She kissed him as he teased her with his hands. He was on the verge of giving in
when he stopped himself. “No. You have to go,” Trey said pushing her off of him. He went into
the bathroom, locking the door, and had a cold shower. “What the hell are you doing you idiot,”
he said to himself. He came out a little while later with a towel wrapped around him and she
was laying on the bed with his phone in hand. “He’s just in the shower. Can I get him to call you
back,” she’d said.

Angel opened the door and walked downstairs. She grabbed the last bottle of shiraz from the
cupboard. She went upstairs and threw her things into a bag, packed a few things for Addison
and called a hotel. “Angel,” Trey said. She took the bag and threw it in her trunk. She went
upstairs and got Addison and brought her downstairs. “Where are you going,” Trey asked.
Addison fell back asleep on the sofa. Angel slapped Trey and picked Addison up and walked
outside. She put her into the car seat. “Angel,” he said running outside. “Be gone when I get
back Trey. Understand,” Angel asked. She got in the car and pulled out. “Angel,” he screamed
from the driveway. She took off down the street.

Trey went inside and called his ex. “I’m dropping her off. Don’t ask,” he said. He got Hope and
put her in his car, then dropped her off and took off looking for Angel. He tried not to, but he
called Raven. “Figured you two would be on your honeymoon,” Raven said. “Long story. Have
you heard from her,” he asked. “No. I figured you two would be on a beach right now. What
happened,” Raven asked. He told her about the miscarriage. “Is she okay,” Raven asked. “Yeah.
We got into a fight and she left with Addison. She took off. I have no idea where the fuck to
look,” Trey said. “Did you try the Radisson,” Raven asked. “I called. Nobody with that name,”
Trey said. “Like she’d use her own damn name,” Raven said. “Help,” he said. “You know
you’re spilling the entire story. She wouldn’t have just walked out that pissed over something
trivial,” Raven said. “Just help,” Trey said.

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Angel checked into the Marriot. She asked them to put it under an assumed name. “Put it under
Lovehart,” Angel said. “Okay. How will you be paying,” the cashier said. Angel had taken out
money from a machine across town. She left the deposit for the night and went upstairs.
Addison was asleep in minutes. Angel sat down in the adjoining living room. “Idiot,” she said
to herself. She went and grabbed the shiraz from her bag and poured herself a glass. Her
blackberry was off. No way was she turning it on. She was meant to be alone. What the hell
made her think that she could be happy this time? She drank her wine. She fell asleep on the
sofa.

The next morning, she woke up to Addison jumping onto the sofa with her. “Mommy, where,”
she said. “A mommy and Addy vacation,” Angel said. Addison giggled and snuggled Angel.
She knew that she’d have to deal with what had happened. She made one call – to Lucky.
Within an hour, he was at her doorstep.

“Angel, why? Why after knowing what might have happened did you go through with it?
Baby,” he said. He pulled her into his arms. “Lucky, I thought he was different. Guess I was
wrong again,” Angel said. “What are you going to do,” he asked. “Go away somewhere. Just
get my mind off things,” Angel said. “Do you need anything,” he asked. “Clothes. A way to get
away without anyone knowing where,” Angel said. “Take my credit card then. I’ll stay with
Addison as planned. Just go,” Lucky said. “I didn’t want to pull you into this,” Angel said. “I
already am. Is there anything else I can do? Anything,” he asked. “A hug,” Angel said. He
pulled her into his arms and held her. He pulled out his laptop and logged onto the travel site.
“I’ll take you to the airport. Just tell me where,” Lucky said. Angel nodded. She found a flight
that was leaving in 6 hours. She had enough time to pick up what she needed and get to the
airport. “Lucky,” Angel said. “I know,” he replied.

Raven and Trey spent all night and all day looking for Angel. By the time they got close, she was
on a plane. They called Lucky. “Why the hell don’t you answer your damn blackberry,” Raven
asked. “I was busy. What’s up,” he asked. “Have you seen Angel,” Raven asked. “She dropped
Addison off a few hours ago,” Lucky said. “Did she say where she was going,” Raven asked.
“Nope. She had a few bags in the cab though,” Lucky said. “She wouldn’t have,” Raven said.
“What’s going on Raven,” Lucky asked. “They had a fight. She took off,” Raven said. Lucky
played stupid. “Well, Addy’s here. If I hear from her,” he said. Raven hung up. This was one
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Chapter 39

The shuttle took Angel to the hotel. It was perfect. It was right on the beach and was nice and
private. It had a private balcony and seemed like the perfect place. Angel slipped on her bikini
and went to the beach with her book, room key, ipod and sunglasses.

She spent a few days relaxing. Nights, she spent sitting on her balcony. Finally after a few nights
of silence, she made her way to the beach bar. “Hey there pretty lady. What can I get you,” the
bartender asked. “Banana Daiquiri,” Angel asked. “No problem,” the bartender replied.
“Haven’t seen you out here. How long are you staying with us,” he asked. “Two more days.
Wish it were longer,” Angel said. “Don’t mind me asking this, but what is a beautiful lady like
you doing out here alone,” he asked. “Trying to forget,” Angel said. “Trying to forget what, if
you don’t mind my prying,” he asked. “Stress. The entire reason I am here in the first place. Just
need a brain break,” Angel replied. “Let me get you something a little stronger then,” the
bartender said. “Nope. Just going to have a drink then go for a walk then turn in for the night,”
Angel said. “If you change your mind, I’m here up until Saturday,” he said. “Thanks,” Angel
replied. She sipped her drink then went for a walk by the water.

How could all of this gone so wrong? Again, she believed that a man could be honest and
faithful. Where the hell did she get off believing that all men were good? The only men that had
been good to her in her life, were family. Maybe she was better off alone. She could raise
Addison alone. She didn’t need someone coming in and making everything insane. She sat
down on the warm sand and said a silent prayer as the stars came out. Somehow she knew that
the world wouldn’t steer her wrong. That somehow all of this had been for a reason.

Angel headed back to her cabin. She walked into sterling roses and candles. “What the,” Angel
said. Trey came in from the patio. “What the hell is your lying cheating ass doing here,” Angel
asked. “Angel, you really think that taking off was going to fix this,” Trey asked. “How the hell
did you find me,” Angel asked. “Called the airline. Told them there had been a death in the
family and we needed to contact you,” Trey said. “Guess you’ve become an expert at lying
haven’t you,” Angel said. She walked out onto the patio. “Angel, I swear. I didn’t mean to do
anything,” Trey said. “Leave me alone Trey. Just get the hell out of my life,” Angel said. She
walked off and sat down on the beach.

Tears streamed down her face. All she could picture was Trey with her. The numerous times
she’d thrown herself at him at the bar. The times she’d blown it off that he was late coming
home. The times where she’d taken him back after he screwed up. Everything was a mistake
from day one. She had snapshots flashing in her mind of the two of them in that hotel room. The
way he used to make her body ache for him by doing what he’d done with Vivien. She felt the
need to scrub herself from head to toe. The bartender was heading back from his shift to his
room at the resort and saw her on the beach. “You okay out here,” he asked walking towards
her. He heard her sniffling and saw her trying to brush the tears away. “I’m fine,” Angel said.
“Funny, you don’t look it. I’m not leaving a crying woman out here alone. I may just be a
bartender, but I have a good ear,” he said. “Just too much crap. I have been blind for so long and
I finally opened my eyes and realized I am the world’s biggest idiot. That I trusted someone who
was a liar and a cheat,” Angel said. “Walk with me,” he said. “I swear, I won’t lay a hand on
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Trey sat in the room for what felt like hours. He fell fast asleep and woke up in the morning and
noticed she hadn’t come back. He sat on the end of the bed. When housekeeping came in, he
thought it was Angel. He left them to their work and headed to the restaurant for breakfast. He
walked in and scoured the room for her. He thought he saw her, headed towards the woman
and saw her walk away. It wasn’t Angel. He finished breakfast and went back to the room. Her
things were gone. There was a note:

Leave me alone Trey. I’m leaving. Don’t bother trying to find me.

Angel

He couldn’t help himself. He headed for the front desk. “She checked out around 11 and got the
shuttle to the airport,” she said. He went back and got his things and took off for the airport.

Angel tried to calm down all the way home. She got back and stopped to get new locks for the
doors of the house. She called Lucky to come help her put them in. “Thought you’d be gone
longer than this,” he said. “So did I. He tracked me down and tried to convince me to take his
stupid ass back. You know as well as I do, that wasn’t going to happen,” Angel said. “No shit.
I’m lucky I got away with you telling me off. Shit, you are stubborn as hell,” he said. “Exactly,”
Angel said. He headed back to the hotel with the girls. Angel curled up on her bed with
Addison and spent some much needed mom and daughter time together.

Angel tucked Addison in around 8 and slid into a hot bath. She had a glass of shiraz and did
some reading then went downstairs and started a fire in the fireplace and curled up with a
blanket reading. Around 10, she heard knocking at the door. She ignored it. She knew who it
was. Her blackberry went off. She pressed ignore. He came around to the front window.
“Angel,” Trey said. She put up her middle finger and continued her reading. “Open the door,”
he said. She ignored him. She finished her glass of wine and the chapter and went into the
kitchen. She cleaned up and then put the fire out. “Angel,” Trey said. Again she put up her
middle finger. She turned the lights out and headed up to bed.

She slept like a baby. All her tension was finally gone. She got up the next morning and saw
Trey on the back porch. She made herself some coffee. She poured him a cup and left it on the
porch, locking the door behind her. Angel made breakfast, then got Addison up. She fed her and
Addison begged for cartoons. She took her in the living room and turned them on for her while
she played. Angel called Raven. “What are you doing home,” Raven asked. “No honeymoon.
Can you look after Addison,” Angel asked. “Isn’t Lucky still in town,” Raven asked. “Shit.
Good point. Talk to you later,” Angel said. “What the fuck is going on,” Raven asked. “I’ll talk
to you about it later,” Angel replied hanging up.

She called Lucky. He showed an hour later. Trey tried to talk Lucky into helping him. “Dude.
You made your bed. Lie in it,” Lucky said. He went inside. He took care of Addison while
Angel took off for the day. She went out towards her car and Trey followed her. “Angel, talk to
me godammit,” he said. “I want your shit out by the end of the day. It isn’t gone, I’ll pack it and
mail it to the asshole hotel,” Angel said. She pulled out. She went to the club and checked in.
“What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be on your honeymoon,” Sasha asked. “No

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honeymoon and the entire thing is done. I’m going to put in an application for an annulment on
Monday,” Angel said. “What happened,” Sasha asked as they went through the alcohol order.
Angel told her everything. “Are you shitting me,” she asked. “Nope. It’s done. It’s so done I
need a new word for done,” Angel said. “He didn’t sleep with her Angel,” Sasha said. “You call
what he did not sleeping with her? He might as well have. He ain’t getting shit from me ever
again. I’m buying him out of the bar. I want him gone,” Angel said. “Who’s going to take over
for him,” Sasha said. “I’ll figure something out. I want him out of my life for good,” Angel said.
Sasha could tell that tears weren’t too far behind that comment. Angel walked upstairs and into
the office.

Trey came in a little while later. “Where is she,” he asked. “You have certainly fucked up royally
this time,” Sasha said. “What,” he said. “She wants you out. She’ll buy you out if necessary.
She said she’s getting an annulment,” Sasha said. “Hell no she isn’t,” he said. “Trey, she is in
rare form. I’ve never seen her this upset,” Sasha said. “She’s in the office right,” he said. “Don’t
bother Trey. I don’t want bloodshed in here,” Sasha replied. “There won’t be. I just need her to
hear me out,” he said. “Trust me. She doesn’t want to hear anything you have to say Trey. She’s
beyond mad,” Sasha said. “I’m going up there. You don’t want to be here, go,” he said.

He walked up the steps. He unlocked the office door and walked in, locking it behind him.
“Angel,” he said. “Get out Trey,” Angel said. “No. You fucking take off on me then make me
chase your ass back here, then I come home to the locks changed? You can’t just walk the fuck
away from me,” he said. “Sort of like you can’t practically fuck someone and think that I am ever
going to sleep with you again,” Angel said. Rare form was an understatement. “Angel,” he said.
“No Trey. It’s about time you listened to me. You play it off for months that there’s nothing
going on. She hits on you, makes passes at you for months. She blatantly throws herself at you
for months and you do that the morning of our fucking wedding? Maybe she’ll take your ass in
Trey. As for you, we’re done. I don’t want you in my life, in my bed, in my daughter’s life or in
my house. You have a problem with that, then get the fuck over it,” Angel said. “Angel, what
happened was a mistake. I didn’t mean for any of it to happen. I don’t want to ever hurt you.
You can’t just cut me out of your life Angel. I love you. I don’t love anyone the way I love you.
Please baby,” he said. “Don’t do this.” “You can get the fuck out starting now Trey. Get out of
the office, get out of the house. I don’t give a shit where you go,” Angel said. “No. We’re fixing
this,” he said. “By doing what Trey,” Angel asked. “Anything you ask. I’m not leaving you. I’m
not going anywhere until this is done,” he said. “Well good for you then, because it’s so done
and over I need a new word for it,” Angel said. She got up to walk past him and he grabbed her
arm. “Let me go,” Angel said. “No,” he replied. She tried to pull herself free and he grabbed her
other arm, pinning her to the door of the office.

“Trey, you don’t let go of me I am calling the police,” Angel said. He kissed her. It was forceful,
intense and showed how determined he was. His hand slid down her torso. She went to slap
him and he grabbed her hand before she could. “Why don’t you see if Vivien will fall for this
bullshit Trey? I’m not,” Angel said. He slid her skirt up around her waist. “Trey,” Angel said.
He slid her shirt out of the skirt and undid all the buttons in one pull. He kissed her again and
slid his hand around her, pulling her to him. He kissed her again, backing her up to the sofa in
her office. She fell back onto it. “Don’t you even think it,” Angel said. He slid her g-string off.
“Trey, don’t,” Angel said. He undid his jeans. “Trey,” Angel said. He pulled her onto his lap.
She tried to fight him and he pulled her back to him. He kissed her breast, then slid the lace
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to the floor. He kissed her again and pinned her to the sofa. “I can’t let you go like this,” he said.
“It’s over Trey,” Angel said. “No. It isn’t,” he replied. He kissed her again and had sex with her.
She got up and grabbed her things and left the office. She grabbed a sweater from the clothes
rack and threw it on then went downstairs and made herself a martini.

“Angel,” Sasha said. “What,” she replied. She saw the tears welled in her eyes. “Finish that. Bar
opens in a few hours. If you want, I can cover tonight,” she said. “No. I’m finishing this and
going home to change. I’ll be back before opening,” Angel said taking the last gulp of the
martini. She left. “Angel,” Trey said running outside after her. He saw her tail lights.

Angel got home and showered. “You okay,” Lucky asked. “I will be,” Angel replied. “Made
your mango chicken,” he said. Angel smirked. “The one thing you do remember,” Angel teased.
They had dinner and fed Addison, then Angel got changed for work. “You sure you’re okay,” he
asked. “Just in need of a hug,” Angel said. Lucky pulled her into his arms. Tears fell. She
brushed them away then they tucked Addison in. “I’m going to bring the girls over. Our flight
leaves Sunday afternoon,” he said. “You can stay on if you want for a while. I’m sure Addison
loves having you here,” Angel said. “I’ll think about it,” he said. He gave her another hug and
she headed off to work.

She got everything organized and opened up as usual. Trey came in just as she was opening the
doors. “I need to talk to you,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. She was determined to be all
business. She slid her sweater off to reveal the body hugging black dress. “Damn,” one of the
guys said as he came in. Angel got things going. Trey tried all night to pull her off to the side.
“No. I meant what I said. Answer is no,” Angel replied. She would walk back out onto the floor
to keep an eye on things. When Vivien walked in, Angel almost snapped. “Office,” Angel said to
Sasha as she stormed off. She calmed herself down and called Raven. “Be there in 10,” she
replied. Angel walked back downstairs with Raven. Trey walked towards them. “Hey Raven,”
he said. “Don’t think kissing my ass is going to fix this,” Raven said. “Why don’t you go fuck
Vivien,” Angel commented. He turned to see her walking towards him.

“Hi Trey,” she said. She leaned over the bar to order her drink and give Trey a perfect view of
her perfect ass. “Vivien, didn’t I tell you not to come in here,” he said. “Missed you. Was
wondering if round two would happen,” she whispered. “Not on your life,” he said. “Guess
you need a reminder,” she said. She slid her hand across the front of his jeans, caressing him.
“Leave or I’ll have you removed,” he said. “You want it and you know it. I am not going
anywhere. I’m a paying customer like everyone else,” she whispered in his ear. She caressed
him again and walked away. His reaction was noticeable.

He walked off. Angel closed up the bar at 2. Raven had a few too many, and Angel sat her in the
office. “I’m going to finish the tills. Be back in a bit. Rest,” Angel said. She went to close the
door and Trey pinned her to it. “Trey, let me go. I have work to do,” Angel said. “You can’t just
walk away Angel. It’s not over. I know you love me,” he said. “The last act of stupidity for me,”
Angel said. She slipped out of his grasp and walked back downstairs. The bar was empty.
Sasha was gone. She started the tills, then realized Sasha had done them. He turned on a CD in
the DJ booth and walked towards her dimming all the house lights.

Angel put the tills in the safe. She locked it. She stood up and heard the Jennifer Hudson song
Giving Myself. He walked towards her. “No Trey. No smooth talking is getting you out of this.

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You fucked her. You were with her Trey. No,” Angel said. She tried to duck away from him.
He pulled her into his arms and she fought him. “No Trey,” Angel said. He held her tighter.
They slow danced in the exact spot where their romance had started. He didn’t say a word, but
she felt his tears fall. Next, Never Ever by Ciara came on. She tried to pull away. “Angel,” he
said. “Trey, you slept with her,” Angel said tears streaming down her face. “Angel, I didn’t. We
did what we did but I couldn’t sleep with her,” he said. “You might as well have. You couldn’t
if you loved me as much as you claimed you did. I can’t do this Trey. Don’t you get it,” Angel
said. She wiped the tears away. “Angel, I can’t be without you. Please,” he said. She wanted to
walk away but her feet wouldn’t take her. “No Trey. You don’t get to get me back after that.
You don’t get to be with me. No matter what you say it won’t change it. Just leave me alone,”
Angel said. She walked upstairs, got Raven and took her home, locking the bar door behind
them.

She got home and Lucky was asleep on the sofa. She turned the TV off and laid a blanket over
him and went upstairs. She pulled on her favorite shirt and track pants and curled up in the bed.
She cried herself to sleep.

The next morning, Angel woke up and heard the kids laughing and playing downstairs. She
came downstairs to a cup of coffee. “Rough night,” Lucky asked. Angel nodded. He gave her a
hug. Emma and Erica noticed and smiled. Angel went into the kitchen and made herself some
breakfast. “Angel,” Erica said coming in behind her. “Hey there beautiful,” Angel said giving
her a hug. “Do you still love Daddy,” she asked. “Always will,” Angel said. “Can you come
home then,” she asked. “No. This is my home. You guys can always come and visit. You know
that. I love Daddy, but we’re better as friends,” Angel said. “We miss you too much. I asked
Daddy if we could move up here with you,” Erica said. “And,” Angel replied taken aback. “He
said he’s thinking about it,” Erica said. “Well, I guess you’d be able to see a lot more of Addison
wouldn’t you,” Angel said trying to make the moment less uncomfortable. “Maybe you and
Daddy,” Erica said. “Will be friends,” Angel said finishing the sentence.

Lucky came into the kitchen. Erica went back into the other room with the kids. “One track
mind,” Lucky said. “She’s under the assumption that she’s moving here,” Angel said. “Was
thinking about it. I mean, I could look after Addison when you’re at work. The girls could spend
more time with both of you,” Lucky said. “And what about your work Lucky,” Angel said.
“Mobile. Easy,” he said. “And you say she has a one track mind,” Angel replied. “I just thought
it might be a good idea. Wouldn’t be living here, but we could live not too far in case you need
me,” he said. “Why don’t we just table it for now. I have enough stress,” Angel said. “What
happened last night? I heard you crying,” he said. “Last ditch effort I guess. Killed me,” Angel
said. “He begged me to help him,” Lucky said. “And,” Angel replied. “Told him he made the
mess,” Lucky replied. “Good answer,” Angel replied. She finished her breakfast and cleaned up.
She told Lucky the rest of what happened the day before. “You sure you’re okay,” he said. “It’s
hard as hell, but I will be,” Angel said. He hugged her. He had to stop himself from trying to
kiss her.

They spent the day together, watching movies and playing with the kids. After dinner, Angel
gave Addison a bath and tucked her into bed. She got changed and headed into the bar. She got
there to find the tills already done, the liquor count done and the floors sparkling. “Took the
deposit to the bank. Everything’s set up,” he said. Angel went upstairs to the office. She put her
purse and coat away and Trey came in. “What Trey,” Angel said. “What do I have to do to get

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you back,” he asked. “You don’t Trey. You don’t get me back,” Angel said. “Can’t do that,” he
said. “You’ll have to,” Angel said. She went to walk past him and he locked the office door.
“Trey, the bar opens in an hour. There’s things to do,” Angel said. He pinned her to the door
and kissed her. “I know you love me. It’s in there somewhere,” he said. “Doesn’t mean I would
forgive that Trey,” Angel said. “I love you. I don’t want to fuck some stupid nameless person
the rest of my life wishing every damn second it was you. I don’t want to share my life with
someone wishing I were sharing it with you. I can’t let you walk away,” he said. “Should have
thought of that before Trey,” Angel said. “You lied on top of a lie. You don’t get me in your life
after that.” “Angel,” he said. “No Trey. No kissing ass or reminiscing will change that. No
matter how many times you talk me into being with you, I won’t ever be able to get that vision of
the two of you out of my head. Don’t you get it,” Angel said. “Let me try,” he said. He kissed
her again, holding her head in his hands. She pushed him away and unlocked the door, heading
down the steps.

The night went off without a hitch. Vivien showed again. This time, Angel wasn’t about to make
her feel like she had the power. Angel got everything going for the night, making sure
everything ran smoothly. By the end of the night, Trey had downed a few drinks and was not his
usual self. By the time everyone was gone for the night, Trey was on his last drink of the night.
Angel did the tills and put them away in the safe. “Angel,” he said, sitting on the chairs by the
bar. “What Trey,” Angel asked. “Do you still love Lucky,” he asked. “He’s my friend. Always
has been. Doesn’t mean I would take him back,” Angel said. “I love you,” he said. “We’re not
re-hashing this while you’re drinking Trey,” Angel said. “No. Angel, I may have fucked up, but
I didn’t mean to. I was fucking scared. I was scared that I was going to be with one person
forever and that I would end up a miserable old shit. Like I had to get one last joyride in,” he
said. “Did that. Guess you didn’t get what you wanted,” Angel said. “I figured that out Angel.
I stopped it before it went any further. Doesn’t that count for something,” he asked. “No,” Angel
said. “It doesn’t. You with your hands on her, in her. No that doesn’t fucking count for
anything Trey.” “Angel,” he said. “Don’t try to talk me into changing my mind Trey. It’s done.
You may as well fuck her now. You get what you wanted, and I get my life back,” Angel said.
She went upstairs to get her purse and coat and he followed her.

He locked them in the office. “I don’t want her,” he said. “I don’t give a shit anymore Trey. Do
whatever the hell you want to do. You always do anyway,” Angel said. “I want you,” he said.
“Tough. Can’t have me. You fucked that up all by yourself,” Angel said. She went to grab her
things from the desk drawer and he came up behind her, pulling her into his arms. “Don’t leave
me,” he said. “Let go Trey,” Angel said. “No. If I do you’ll leave,” he said. “Damn right I will.
After what you did do you really think I would stay,” Angel said. He turned her towards him.
He kissed her, holding her tight. “Let go Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her again to silence her,
then leaned her against the desk. “No Trey,” Angel said. “Angel, please,” he said. “Trey, stop
this. It isn’t going to change anything,” Angel said. “Then just let me,” he said. He kissed her
again. “Trey, just stop this. Sex doesn’t change what happened,” Angel said. She slipped away
and grabbed her purse and coat. She unlocked the door. “Angel,” he said. “Either you sleep on
the sofa or I am calling you a cab,” Angel said. “Take me back to our place,” he said. “It isn’t our
place anymore Trey. No. You are not going to my house,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked.
“Because I don’t trust you to not do something utterly stupid,” Angel said. She walked down the
steps to the bar. He followed. “Angel,” he said. “Oh hell no,” Angel replied. She called the
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She drove him to the hotel. “Please. Just come in and talk to me. Let me try to get you back,” he
said. “There is no getting me back. I don’t know how else to say this Trey,” Angel said. “Talk,”
he asked. Angel walked him into the hotel and to his room. “Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel
replied slipping his shoes off. “Stay with me,” he said. “What the hell for Trey? I told you, sex
isn’t fixing this. That’s what got you into this in the first place. Sleep it off,” Angel said. She
went to leave and he grabbed her hand. “I can’t sleep without you another night,” he said.
“You’re going to have to,” Angel said. “No,” he said. He pulled her to him and threw her off
balance and onto the bed with him. He kissed her. “Sleep it off Trey,” Angel said trying to
squirm away. “Stay. Please,” he said. “No,” Angel said. He wrapped his arm around her waist.
He pulled her to him and kissed her again.

His hand slid up her leg, revealing her soft skin. She grabbed his hand, stopping him and tried to
leave again. He pinned her back down, sliding the straps of her dress from her shoulders. “Stop
this,” Angel said. “I don’t want to be with anyone else. I don’t care if I have to sex you senseless
to make you see it,” he said. “Get the hell off of me Trey,” Angel said. She pushed him off of her,
got up and walked out. By the time he got to the door, she was long gone and pulling out of the
parking lot.

Angel got home and saw Lucky on the sofa again. She went to slide the blanket over him and he
pulled her onto the sofa beside him. “How was work,” he asked yawning. “Hell,” Angel said.
“He had a few too many.” “You okay,” he asked. “I will be. Get some sleep,” Angel said. He
pulled her into a kiss. She stopped it and walked upstairs. She got changed and washed her face
and climbed into bed. She couldn’t get that kiss out of her head.

She woke up the next morning and the kids were either super quiet or gone. Angel walked
downstairs and Lucky was at the kitchen table. “Where’s all the kids,” Angel asked pouring
herself a coffee. “Raven has them. The girls wanted to go by the water,” Lucky said. “Oh,”
Angel said pouring the cream into her coffee with two sweeteners. “Angel, about what I did last
night,” he said. “It was nothing,” Angel said. “No. It wasn’t,” Lucky said. “Lucky,” Angel said.
“I can’t sit here and wonder if you’re going back to him. I can’t let Addison be here if you do,” he
said. “I’m not Lucky. I told him that a million times. If I did take him back, it would be……like
you and I getting back together after everything that happened,” Angel said. “I still love you,”
Lucky said. “I know,” Angel replied. “I know you still love him. I can tell by how you hurt
every time you see him,” Lucky said. “Doesn’t mean a thing Lucky. Besides, as you pointed out
there’s more than just me involved here,” Angel said. “All I’m going to say is that I love you.
That I want you back in my life and leave it at that. Been holding that kiss back for a long time,”
he said. “So you’d actually take Addison if I went back,” Angel asked. “You thinking about it,”
he asked. “I don’t know Lucky. I know I can’t go on like this. I have to work with him. We
share ownership of the stupid bar. That’s my only income,” Angel said. “Buy him out,” Lucky
suggested. “He won’t let me,” Angel replied. “I don’t want you hurting anymore,” Lucky said.
“Either do I. I have to figure out some way of getting along with him on a professional level.
He’s getting to a point where I want to smack him,” Angel said. “I’ll be more than happy…” “I
know, but you can’t Lucky. It isn’t your fight,” Angel said.

He hugged her and packed up the car to head to the airport. The kids came home and gave
Angel a hug goodbye with a few tears and headed home. Angel and Raven went inside with
Addison. “So,” Raven said. “So what Raven,” Angel said. “You took off when you were
supposed to be on your honeymoon and you aren’t going to tell me a damn thing,” she said.

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Angel put Addison down for a nap and told Raven the entire story. “Are you serious,” she said.
“Completely. Hence when she came into the bar, I freaked and called you for backup,” Angel
said. “I’ll kick her ass for you,” Raven said. “No. He’s just as much at fault,” Angel said. “So
what are you going to do,” she asked. “You aren’t seriously saying I should give in,” Angel
asked. “You telling me you didn’t think about Lucky before you two got married? That you
didn’t want to be with him? That you thought how things were so different,” Raven asked. She
knew Angel way too well. “Fact is, I didn’t act on it Raven. I’m not that stupid,” Angel said.
“He told you before the wedding and you still showed. That means all is forgiven or don’t you
remember that ‘Best Man’ movie you love so much,” Raven said. “Raven,” Angel said. “You’re
the one that made me watch it,” she said. “It’s been going on for months. She shows up at the
bar and throws herself at him, hits on him in front of me, practically manhandles him,” Angel
said. “Then you should have thought of that before you married him,” Raven said. “You telling
me that if this were you, you’d take his ass back? That you could put the vision of him with his
hands on her and in her and practically having sex with her out of your head,” Angel asked. “It
would take a while, but if I loved him as much as you say you love him, I would,” Raven said.

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Raven hung out the rest of the night. When Trey showed around 9, Raven went outside to talk to
him. “I can’t lose her,” Trey said. “She’s seriously hurt Trey,” Raven said. “I didn’t sleep with
her. I stopped myself,” he said. “You think playing with her doesn’t constitute screwing
around,” Raven said. “The fact that she was even there in the first place was a mistake.” “I was
stupid. I showed what a stupid moron I was at that moment. I stopped myself and snapped out
of it. I want to be with Angel more than anything. I’d give my life for her,” he said. “You
screwed up Trey. You should have thought of all of that before,” Raven said. “Will you help
me,” he asked. “No,” Raven replied. “Can you get her to talk to me,” he asked. “If you can keep
your hands to yourself, she might. Having sex with her isn’t going to fix this,” Raven said.
“Guessed that,” he replied. Raven went inside.

Minutes later, Angel came outside wrapped in a blanket. “What do you want now Trey, because
I am not in the mood for fighting your ass off again,” Angel said. “I need to know what I have to
do to get you back,” he said. “Time machine? Not doing it in the first place,” Angel said. “Can’t
go back and fix it. What can I do,” he asked. “I can’t get the visual out of my head Trey. I just
can’t,” Angel said. “I told her not to come back to the bar. That she was banned,” Trey said.
“Good start,” Angel said. “Told her not to call me or text me or show up where I am ever again,”
he said. “When did you say this,” Angel asked. “This morning. Called her from the hotel,” he
said. “You sure you didn’t say it in person,” Angel asked. “No. I couldn’t even think of seeing
her. I wanted to see you. I wanted to wake up with you there, even if it wasn’t in my bed,” he
said. “It isn’t going to happen,” Angel said. “I’ll give us time. I’ll give you time. I’ll back off.
Anything. I just can’t walk away from this marriage. I am with the one woman I spent my entire
life hoping for. I can’t walk away from it,” he said. He looked at her and tears were streaming.
“Angel,” he said. He moved towards her and she went inside.

Angel went upstairs and went to bed. Raven was downstairs. She saw him still on the porch.
She went outside. “Well,” Raven said. “She walked off. She didn’t say anything,” he said.
“What did you tell her,” Raven asked. He told her what he’d said. “Good first step,” Raven said.
“I don’t want to go back to the hotel. I don’t want to be away from her,” Trey said. “Sofa. She’s
going to kick my ass, but you can stay on the sofa. Promise me you won’t do something stupid,”
Raven said. “I’d sleep out here if it meant she’d talk to me and hear me out,” Trey said. “Just
leave her be. Let her come to you,” Raven said. “Okay,” he replied. He came inside. Raven
handed him a blanket and he slept on the sofa as promised. Raven went home.

The next morning, Angel woke up and took Addison downstairs. She made her breakfast then
went into the living room to turn on cartoons for her. She saw Trey on the sofa. “Raven,” Angel
said. “Don’t get mad. I talked her into it,” Trey said. Addison walked over to him with her arms
out. He picked her up, hugging Addison. “I’m going for a shower. I have to get in and get the
budgets redone,” Angel said. “We’ll bring her,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. She walked
upstairs and he played with Addison. She came down a while later and brought a change of
clothes for Addison. She changed her and went to take her to the car. “Angel,” Trey said. “Get
your stuff out Trey. That’s the only thing you need to do today. I want it gone by the end of the
day,” Angel said. She pulled out of the driveway and headed to the bar.

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Trey spent half the day trying to come up with a plan. Raven offered him the guest room at her
place until things got straightened out. He packed some clothes and a few items, but
intentionally left things at the house. He got dinner together and set out a romantic table for
them. Raven picked his things up and he finished the last touches. He put the roses on the table
and put a CD of music he’d chosen in the CD player.

Angel walked in just before 5 and saw everything. The candles were lit, the wine chilled and the
smells of curry shrimp intoxicating her with one whiff. She went upstairs to change and got a
call from Raven that she was picking Addison up. “I know you’re helping him,” Angel said.
“Just talk to him. End of discussion,” Raven said. She showed a few minutes later and headed
off with Addison. Angel poured herself a glass of wine and turned to see Trey. “Sit,” he said.
“The romancing isn’t going to work either Trey,” Angel said. “Sit,” he said. She sat down at the
table. He served her dinner and sat down beside her. “What do you want from me Trey,” Angel
asked. “To give me another chance,” he said. “I already did. You screwed up again Trey. It’s a
regular thing with you. Nothing goes right,” Angel said. “Angel, just relax. I wanted to make
you dinner. Just enjoy it for once,” he said. They finished dinner and Angel went to clean up.
He grabbed the dishes from her and sent her into the living room which was adorned with
candles and a roaring fire in the fireplace.

He came in a few minutes later with the wine and glasses and handed her one. She went to grab
her book and he slipped it out of her hand. “We’re talking and there’s nothing you can do to
change that tonight,” he said. “Why can’t you just leave me alone Trey? Haven’t you done
enough already,” Angel said. “Obviously I did the wrong thing. I’m not disputing that. I
screwed up. Fact is, we’re married. You’re stuck with me,” he said. “No I’m not Trey. Done is
done. I am not staying married to someone who couldn’t even keep it in their pants long enough
to get married,” Angel said. He leaned towards her and laid a kiss on her that made her knees
weak. “Would you let me talk,” he said. She was silent. “Whatever you need me to do or want
me to do I will. You want me to not be at the bar, I won’t. You want me to ignore you, I will. I
am not losing you and walking out of this marriage,” he said. “I,” Angel said interjecting. “I
want to be a dad to Addison. I want to be what you want. I want to be the person you curl up
with, the person you trust. I want to be your person. The one that you make love to, the one you
have kids with, the one who knows you inside out. I love you. If I need to say it every 10
minutes for the rest of our lives, I will. I love you. Even though you drive me crazy sometimes, I
love you,” he said. He kissed her again. She pushed him away.

“Trey, you really don’t get it do you? If I had come to you after the wedding and told you that I
was with Lucky or some random guy and done what you did, you’d be just as mad and wouldn’t
take me back. Why the hell do you get to get away with it? Doesn’t seem fair does it,” Angel
said. “Angel,” he said. “No Trey. You listen. If I had been with someone the morning of our
wedding, I wouldn’t have been able to go through with it. I would have had guilt and a half.
Instead of doing something stupid, I was faithful to you. I believed in you. I believed that you
wouldn’t do that. That when you said you wanted me and only me that you meant it but it was
all just words. You don’t care about me. You just want to be able to be the playboy and have
someone to screw around with. You want someone to be with, but be able to play the damn
field. That’s not what a marriage is Trey. It means being faithful to each other forever. To be
with that person and only that person, to love someone through thick and thin. It means never
screwing around without knowing that you would lose everything if you did. You can’t handle
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you to not do it again? To be here when you need to be and be my husband and not screwing
around on me? I can’t do this. Don’t you get it? I lived like this before and it took me walking
out completely and divorcing Lucky to get him to snap out of it. I am not going to live like this.
Worried every day where you are and wondering if you got tempted again. I won’t do it Trey,”
Angel said. She finished her wine and went upstairs. He drank his wine and sat staring at the
fire. Somehow it had started with a spark and now the flame was going out. He had to do
something. He didn’t want to lose her.

Angel drew herself a hot bath in her tub and slipped in. She heard music. She heard footsteps.
Trey came in. “What,” Angel said. He sat down beside the tub. “What Trey,” Angel said. “I just
want to be with you. Doesn’t matter anymore,” he said. She tried to relax. He had tears in his
eyes. “I made a mistake. One stupid mistake and you’re telling me I lost the one thing that
means more to me than anything else. I just want to know what to do to get it back,” Trey said.
“Trey, it isn’t that easy. I can’t do this back and forth thing. I can’t trust you. If I can’t trust you,
I can’t be with you. Simple as that,” Angel said. “What do I have to do to get it back,” he asked.
“I don’t know Trey. I honestly don’t,” Angel said. She got out of the tub, giving up on her
relaxing bath and wrapped a towel around her, walking into her bedroom. He followed her. He
wrapped his arms around her, kissing her shoulder. She tried to ignore the feelings inside her. “I
just want to be with you. Please,” he said.

Angel pried his hands from around her and slid her robe on. He walked towards her and she
walked past him and went downstairs. She put on tea. He came up behind her in the kitchen
and held her close. “Angel, I will do anything. Please,” he said. “Trey, I can’t get the visions of
the two of you out of my head. That hasn’t gone away,” Angel said. “Just tell me what I have to
do,” he said. “Staying away from her is a start Trey. No more calls, no more nothing. You want
to work at the bar, then do that. No flirting, no nothing. Business only. Try it and we’ll see,”
Angel said. “Time right,” he said. “Exactly,” Angel replied. “The two of us under the same roof
isn’t going to work Trey. We both know that.” “Hope knows this place as home. Can’t we come
to some compromise,” he asked. “Fine. Guest room. No snooping down the hall and sneaking
in. No funny business. Nothing,” Angel said. “Okay,” he said. They talked things out over a
cup of tea. He left and went to Raven’s and Angel went upstairs to bed after locking up.

The next morning, Angel woke up and headed downstairs. She got breakfast together, then
called Raven. “So how did things go,” she asked. “You looking after Addison today,” Angel
asked. “Changing topic,” Raven said. “Yes or no Raven,” Angel said. “Sure. I have a few
projects to put together, but shouldn’t be a problem. What time you home,” Raven asked.
“Around 4. Don’t bother telling Trey that. Just drop her off,” Angel said.

She hung up and headed off to the bar. She went through emails and came across one from
Lucky:

Angel

Talked to everyone at work and the move is on. Just have to find a nice place. Know of any?
Hope you are okay.

Love always.

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Angel couldn’t help but smile. She shot him back a response:

Will check with real estate agent. I’m okay. How are the girls? See you soon.

She pressed send and went about the rest of the work. She went through a million emails
requesting an audition as the club was in need of some new guys. Trey wasn’t dancing anymore
and he was one of the best acts. Angel sent responses to a few people and set up auditions for the
next day. Definitely called for some female backup. Angel shot an email to Raven to ask for her
help. Minutes later, her blackberry rang. “Are you serious? There with bells and garters,” Raven
teased. “Good,” Angel said. “You aren’t going to tell me are you,” Raven said. “Did what you
asked. End of discussion,” Angel said. “So he moving back in,” Raven asked. “To the
guestroom. Lock on the bedroom door,” Angel said. “At least it’s a step in the right direction,”
Raven said. “Seriously? After what he did with her and you’re taking his side,” Angel asked.
“Not taking sides period. Just don’t want the romance to end. He loves you so much it brings
my ass to tears, which you know is next to impossible. He is so afraid to do something wrong.
You put him on a pedestal and then get mad when he points out he shouldn’t be there,” Raven
said. “Well, pedestal’s definitely gone now. See you later,” Angel said hanging up.

She went to head home and saw someone outside the bar. “Can I help you,” Angel asked. He
had blonde hair, green eyes and was definitely built. “Heard you guys were hiring,” he said.
Even his accent turned her crank. “What kind of work you looking at,” Angel asked. “You run
the place I guess,” he said. “That I do,” Angel replied. “Then,” he said. “We’re doing auditions
tomorrow afternoon. Bring music,” Angel said. “Okay,” he said. “What’s your name,” Angel
said pulling out her day timer. “Jamie,” he replied. She looked up. “Any experience,” Angel
asked. “In a bar, no. Home, only for lucky ladies,” he said. “Rule 1, if you get the job here, no
outside fraternizing with the customers. Business is business. We don’t need any drama in
here,” Angel said. “Can handle that,” he said moving closer to her. “Girlfriend? Single,” Angel
asked. “Single, but that could change,” he said moving towards her. “Tomorrow at 1,” Angel
said. “Who should I ask for,” he asked. “Angel,” she replied. “See you then,” he said. He didn’t
move a muscle. “Something else you wanted,” Angel asked. “Didn’t get to ask you,” he said.
“Ask what,” Angel replied. “Married, single, horny as hell,” he asked. “Doesn’t’ really matter. I
am the boss period,” Angel said. “Guess I’ll see you tomorrow then,” he said. Angel nodded
and he walked off. Angel couldn’t stop herself from looking.

She headed home and pulled in to find Raven playing with Addison outside. “Hey,” Angel said.
“When did you change the locks,” Raven asked. “After I got home,” Angel replied. They went
inside. “Brought dinner,” Raven said. “Starving,” Angel said. They had dinner, then fed
Addison. They played with her a while, then gave Addison a bath and tucked her in, then Angel
had to dish the dirt with Raven.

After spilling the entire story, Raven was down a half bottle of wine. “So you’re giving him a
chance,” Raven asked. “A very minute, tiny, almost miniscule chance,” Angel said. “Well, better
than nothing,” Raven said. “Right,” Angel replied. “So what’s with the audition thing
tomorrow,” Raven asked. “Well, need a second opinion. Doing auditions tomorrow and
Thursday,” Angel said. “How many hotties we get,” Raven teased. “Five guys each day. I have
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Angel said. “Dang. What a hard job. Staring at hot, sexy guys all day,” Raven teased as they
laughed. Trey came in a while later.

“What you two giggling about,” Trey asked. “Nothing. Angel’s doing auditions for the next two
days and needs an expert opinion,” Raven joked. “Really. Don’t you think both owners should
be there,” Trey asked. “Starts at 1, goes until 4,” Angel said. “Fine,” he said. He walked
upstairs. “So, how hot are the hotties,” Raven asked. “One is a definite piece of work,” Angel
said. “Oh really,” Raven asked. “He showed up in the parking lot. Talked to him. He asked for
an audition and he got one. The guy is hot as hell,” Angel said. “I have got to see this,” she said.
“Blonde hair, green eyes. He’s the first one tomorrow,” Angel said. “Guess he got you all hot.
Gotta see this guy for myself,” Raven said. “Trust me. Keep things professional Raven. You
may not be able to hold back,” Angel joked. “Then we will need refreshments tomorrow,” Raven
joked. “No drinking. Business remember,” Angel said. “Party pooper,” Raven said. Raven
headed home and left Angel with Trey.

“So,” Trey said. “What,” Angel replied. “You know I can’t take the time off,” Trey said. “Who
said you needed to be there? I can handle this all by myself Trey. I can see through anyone, or
didn’t you figure that out yet,” Angel said. “Touché,” Trey said. “Raven and I will be fine,”
Angel said. “Still, I am going to come and check them out. Make sure everything’s on the up
and up,” he said. “Fine,” Angel replied. “Have the headshots and resumes on my desk at work,”
Angel said. “Sometimes I sort of miss it,” Trey said. “Miss what? Being stared at by women?
Being treated like a piece of meat? That could be arranged Trey,” Angel said. “What’s with the
attitude,” Trey asked. “You don’t think I can make a decision without you do you,” Angel asked.
“About the bar, it should be both of us. Here, I don’t have a fucking choice,” Trey said. “You
always have an option Trey. Door’s right there,” Angel said. She walked into the kitchen and
made some tea.

“Angel, honestly, I am a little threatened. You’re pissed at me. Am I not allowed to worry that
you’ll do something out of revenge,” he asked. “Like what Trey? Be dumb enough to screw
around? Guess you don’t know me all that well after all,” Angel said. “I miss you. I want you
so bad I can taste it,” he said. “Remember it Trey,” Angel said. She poured herself some tea. “I
won’t ever forget it, but it doesn’t mean I want you around a bunch of naked guys. You’re my
wife,” he said. “And we run a damn male strip club. I met your stupid ass there remember,”
Angel asked sarcastically. “Can’t forget it,” he said. “I’m not some little kid Trey. The entire
thing is professional. You couldn’t keep it that way,” Angel said. “Just a reminder, that you
couldn’t hold off either there smart ass,” he said. “Right. I’m the one who pinned you to the bar
right,” Angel asked. “Who tried to drag you into the change room and fuck you? Who couldn’t
keep his hands to himself in the office if his life depended on it and took full advantage of the
sofa at every chance?” He walked towards her. “What? You do,” Angel said. His hands
wrapped around her neck and he pulled her into a kiss. “Stop,” Angel said pushing him away.

He pinned his body to hers, leaning her into the counter. He kissed her again and she didn’t
fight him. His hands slid around her torso and up the back of her shirt. He picked her up, sitting
her on the countertop and eye to eye with him. He went for the button of her jeans. Everything
was sped up. “Trey,” Angel said. “Oh hell no,” he said. He kissed her again, unbuttoning her
shirt and pulling it off. “Stop this,” Angel said. He kissed her chest. She had to admit that he
knew how to get to her. He kissed up her neck. He pulled his shirt off, throwing it on the floor.
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“Trey, we talked about this,” Angel said trying to get up. He slid her jeans off. He kissed her
again, laying his body against hers. “No more fighting,” he said. He slid her bra off, kissing her
breasts, nibbling her. She couldn’t help her reaction. He pulled his jeans off, kicking them out of
the way. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her again, sliding her g-string off.

His hand slid against her. “I want you so bad,” he whispered in her ear. “Trey,” Angel said. He
slid his boxers off, then kissed down her torso. Her stomach shook like a nervous girl. He linked
fingers with her. He kissed her hip, her stomach, the inside of her thighs. Her legs shook. He let
go of her fingers and slid up her body. He wanted her so badly he couldn’t stop himself if he
tried. “Angel,” he said. She looked at him and he kissed her again. He made love to her over
and over again. He did what he’d wished they’d been doing on their honeymoon.

She curled up facing the fireplace, and he pulled her body to him, covering them with a blanket.
He slid her hair from her shoulder, kissing her shoulder and neck. She was quiet. “Angel,” he
said. “What,” Angel said trying not to show what she was feeling. “You okay,” he asked. “No,”
Angel said. “What,” he asked. “You almost did this with her Trey,” Angel said. She squirmed
away from him and got up, heading upstairs. She went into the bathroom and turned on a hot
shower, locking the door. She sat in the shower letting the hot water pound on her. Trey leaned
against the chair and realized she was right. This is what had stopped him. The thought of
making love to someone else had stopped him. The thought of losing Angel is what stopped him
from being with Vivien. He had to tell her. It was his only chance.

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He pulled his jeans on and walked upstairs. He knocked on her bedroom door. She opened it.
“What,” Angel asked. “I need to say something,” he said. “What Trey,” Angel said. She sat
down on the bed. “You know what stopped me from being with her? The fact that she wasn’t
you. I stopped myself. I realized it the minute she tried to get me to sleep with her. I don’t want
to be with her. I couldn’t ever imagine making love to someone else. Don’t you get it? I stopped
it. I walked away when I could have done something even dumber. I told her to leave. I
stopped it,” he said. “Doesn’t change what happened,” Angel said. “I never kissed her. I
couldn’t,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “Honest. I didn’t. It was physical. Just what I said, but
nothing else. Not one second more,” he said. “She tried but I made her leave. Told her I had
made a huge mistake. That she had to go.” “You expect me to believe that,” Angel asked. He got
down on his knees in front of her. He pulled her into him. He wrapped his arms around her.
“Baby, I swear on Hope,” he said. “Let go,” Angel said. “I can’t,” he replied. He looked up and
she was crying. “Angel, I don’t ever want to make you feel like this again. That’s why I stopped
myself. I knew how upset you got when I saw my ex. I knew that if I did it, I would never have
you. That I would lose you forever. That’s why I stopped,” he said. She tried to pull away from
him, but he wouldn’t let go.

By the time she finally fell asleep, he was curled up beside her. He wouldn’t let go. Angel’s
alarm went off and he still wouldn’t let go. “I have to get Addison up. Let go,” Angel said. He
kissed her neck. “Let go Trey. If I don’t get her up, I’ll be late,” Angel said. He kissed her
shoulder and slid his other hand up her torso. “No. I am getting up,” Angel said pushing him
back and getting out of bed. She showered with Addison and got her changed for the day, then
got dressed. Trey watched her and distracted Addison. “What,” Angel said. “Skirt,” he asked.
“What,” Angel said. He shook his head. “Mommy’s trying to tempt me you know,” he said to
Addison. Angel finished getting dressed and put her makeup on and took Addison downstairs
for breakfast. Trey came down behind her. She fed Addison and made herself some breakfast
while he made coffee. “Why are you going in so early,” he asked. “I have a pile of work to do
before this afternoon. The liquor order is coming in this morning,” Angel said. “Then why the
skirt smart ass,” he said coming up behind her. He kissed the nape of her neck. “If you’re
coming, then be there before 12:30,” Angel said. “Be there at 11,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said.
“Meet you in the office,” he whispered in her ear. She got goose bumps. “You taking Addison to
the sitter or am I,” Angel asked. “I’ll take her,” Trey said. He went upstairs and showered. By
the time he was dressed, Angel was heading out. He walked up behind her, pulling on her
sleeve. “What,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Have a good morning,” he said. She walked out
and realized he had no key. She went back in and he pinned her to the wall and kissed her.
“Key,” Angel said. “Better get going,” he said, kissing her earlobe. She squirmed away from him
and went out to her car, pulling out.

She grabbed a large latte from Starbucks and headed for the bar. She pulled into the lot and
headed inside. She started going through the paperwork and checking credentials for the
applicants. The bell rang for the alcohol order and she got that done in an hour or so. She
checked her email. Lucky had replied.

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Found a place about 5 minutes from you. Great townhouse. Within walking distance go
figure. See you sooner than you think. Coming to look at it on the weekend.

Angel replied:

Let me know if you need a ride from the airport.

She closed her email and looked up. Trey was in the office. “Is it 11 already,” Angel asked.
“Funny. I thought I would bring you a coffee,” Trey said putting the Starbucks cup down in
front of her. “What,” Angel asked. “You and Raven making these decisions is making me a little
uneasy. I want to go through the info,” Trey said. “Fine,” Angel said handing him the file folder.
He went through them then came across the one of Jamie. “No way,” Trey said. “What,” Angel
replied. He held up the picture of Jamie. “What,” Angel asked. “Angel, you can’t be serious.
This guy is like the biggest player ever,” Trey said. “And? Doesn’t mean he won’t keep things
professional in here,” Angel said. “Wanna bet on it,” he asked. “Trey,” Angel said. “Fine. It’s
been a year or two since I last saw him. He could have had a total personality transplant since
then. The guy’s a snake. Weasels his way in and screws you before you realize it,” Trey said.
“Fine. He’s the first audition anyway,” Angel said. “Then I am definitely staying,” Trey said.
He went through the rest and threw the folder on the desk. “What,” Angel asked. “I’m putting
my nerves on the back burner. You’re still mad. You sure you aren’t pulling this to get me riled
up,” he asked. “Meaning? We need new dancers Trey. Unless you’re going to go back to it, we
need new people,” Angel said. “And get my ass kicked? No way in hell. Bad enough we work
together. You’d royally kick my ass if I did and I am not risking it,” Trey said.

His cell rang. He had one last call before the auditions were starting. “Don’t start without me,”
Trey said. “Right,” Angel said laughing. He walked around the desk and turned her chair
towards him. “What,” Angel asked. He tipped it back and kissed her. “Go,” Angel said. He
kissed her again and headed out. Angel took her things downstairs. She poured a glass of shiraz
for herself and finished up some paperwork.

Raven showed around 12:30. “So where’s the hotties,” Raven joked. “Sit. Trey’s on his way
here,” Angel said. “Party pooper alert,” she joked. They sat down at the table facing the stage.
Trey came in minutes later. “Well hello there stranger,” Raven said. “Jamie’s pulling in. The
second he sees me he knows it’s on,” Trey said. “Why,” Angel asked. Jamie came in a few
minutes later. “Hey there,” he said. Raven took one look and knew just what Angel meant.
“Hey yourself,” Angel said. He sat down on the edge of the stage. “So,” he said. He looked over
and saw Trey. “Didn’t think you worked in these places anymore Trey,” Jamie said. “Run it,” he
said. “Thought Angel ran it,” he said. “We both do,” Trey replied. “So, you brought music
right,” Angel said. “Where do you want it,” he asked. “You get set up, Trey will put the music
on,” Angel said. Trey got up and put the CD on. He came back down a few seconds later,
keeping a close eye on Jamie.

He started his routine. Raven was intrigued. Angel had to admit, the guy had something. Trey
took one look at Angel and knew he had to put his foot down. By the time he finished his
routine, Angel was determined to keep him, Trey to get him the hell away from Angel. “We’ll
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grabbing his things. He went back to the change area. “Don’t even fucking think it,” Trey said.
“Trey,” Angel said. “We’ll talk about it later,” he said.

After all the auditions, Angel and Raven were in need of a real drink, and Trey’s blood pressure
was shooting up. “So,” Raven said. “Drake and Craig yes. Jamie, no way in fucking hell,” Trey
said. “Wrong,” Angel said. She offered the other two guys waiter positions. She shot Drake,
Craig and Jamie emails telling them the rules, and the pay. They had to be there with licenses by
8. They had to sign the paperwork before they started. They all agreed, but Jamie sent a reply.

You sure Trey won’t be pissed? See you tomorrow sexy.

Angel laughed and closed her computer down. She went with Raven for a quick drink and Trey
headed back to the house. They wandered into the bar and bumped into Jamie. “What are you
two doing here,” he asked. “You work here do you,” Angel asked. “Until tomorrow, yeah,” he
said. He grabbed Angel and Raven martinis from the bar and brought them over. “So,” he said.
“What,” Angel replied. “You and Trey both run it,” he said. “Yep,” Angel replied. “Last I
heard, playa got hitched,” Jamie said. “That he did,” Raven said. “Really,” Jamie said noticing
the rings on Angel’s finger. “Lucky man,” Jamie said kissing Angel’s hand. “Damn right he is,”
Angel said. “I’ll see you two tomorrow night. I gotta get back to work,” Jamie said. “See you
tomorrow,” Angel replied. They finished their drinks and went to leave. Jamie grabbed Angel’s
hand. “What’s up,” Angel asked. “Why didn’t you tell me,” he asked. “I’m your boss
remember,” Angel said. “Damn hot boss at that,” he said. Angel left with Raven. She dropped
her to get her car and headed home.

She walked in and Trey was in the kitchen with Addison. “Hey baby,” Angel said kissing
Addison’s cheek. Trey was pissed. Angel went upstairs and threw on her track pants and came
back downstairs. Trey put Addison in the TV room and sat down. “What is wrong with you,”
Angel asked. “You hired him,” Trey said. “So what Trey. It doesn’t work, we let him go.
What’s the problem,” Angel asked. “I don’t want him around you,” Trey said. “Why not,”
Angel asked. “You don’t think I can handle him?” “Fact is, I know what he’s capable of. Who
do you think got between my ex and I,” Trey said. “Why didn’t you just say that Trey? Shit.
You could have told me that,” Angel said. “And now he’s going to do the same to you,” Trey
said. “What makes you think so Trey? Who’s in this house with me? It sure as hell isn’t him,”
Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “I’ve seen snakes like him before remember,” Angel said.
“Angel,” Trey said. “Nothing is going to happen Trey. Just like I said. He screws up, he’s out,”
Angel said. She got up and went into the kitchen and put on the water for tea.

She came back in a few minutes later and handed a cup to Trey. She took a sleepy Addison
upstairs and tucked her into bed. She came back down a little while later and sat with Trey. “I
didn’t want him knowing,” Trey said. “Meaning what,” Angel said. “That’s why I didn’t tell
him you were my wife. He’d make it a damn goal to get you into bed,” Trey said. “Well, he
won’t be Trey,” Angel said. “Promise me,” Trey said. He was definitely shaken up. “Trey, stop
worrying. He’s as much of a snake as my ex was. I can handle him,” Angel said. “As long as
he’s at the club, I’m keeping a close eye on him,” Trey said. “Fine,” Angel said. “If that’s what
will make you feel better, do it.” “No fighting me,” he asked. “Nope,” Angel replied. She
sipped her tea, then went upstairs. Trey locked up and came up. He knocked on her bedroom
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kiss you goodnight,” he said. He turned and walked back down the hall to the guest room and
went to bed.

The next morning, Angel woke up and Trey was gone. He left her a note letting her know that
Addison was at the babysitters. She poured herself some coffee and grabbed some fruit from the
fridge. She decided on a day off. She called the babysitter and asked her to drop Addison off.
“No problem. Didn’t think you were home today,” she said. “I am. Decided on a day off,”
Angel said. “Great. I’ll be there in 15,” she said hanging up. Angel got dressed then decided on
a fun day for Addison. She took her down to the zoo, then out for lunch, then back home for her
afternoon nap. Addison was out like a light.

Around 3, Trey came home from work. Angel was curled up on the sofa with her book. “What
are you doing home,” he asked. “Decided to have a relaxation day. How was work,” Angel
asked. “Busy,” he said. He walked over and kissed Angel, then headed upstairs for a shower.
He turned on the hot water and stepped in. Angel walked upstairs to check in on Addison and
couldn’t help herself. He saw her walk in. “Get in here,” he said. He stuck a hand out. Angel
slid her jeans and clothes off and stepped in with him. He picked her up, wrapping her legs
around him and leaned her into the wall. He kissed her. He made love to her as the water hit his
back. “Trey,” Angel said. “Yes,” he said as he kissed her. “No worrying okay,” Angel said. He
kissed her. They finished their shower and went to get ready for work. “I am picking up Hope
tomorrow if that’s cool,” he said. Angel nodded. Addison woke up and Angel brought her
downstairs and gave her dinner. About a half hour later, his ex showed to pick Addison up.
“Trey asked me to pick her up,” she said. “That’s cool. I have her change of clothes and diapers
and stuff here. Threw in a copy of Madagascar 2,” Angel said. “Hope’s been dying to see it,” she
said. “I know. Our little secret,” Angel said. “See you two in the morning,” she said as Angel
waved goodbye.

Angel went upstairs and slid on her black dress pants and heels and her black top. Trey came in
and was taken a little aback. “What’s with the dress pants,” he asked. “Professional remember,”
Angel said. “Still sexy,” he said. Angel finished the last touches and they headed off. “Here’s
the deal. You go through all the rules with them. Make sure they know what happens if they
don’t obey them. I’ll take care of the license stuff,” Angel said. “If he gets out of line,” Trey said.
“Then you get to do what you want,” Angel said.

They pulled in and got the tills set up and the guys started heading in. Trey had a meeting with
them in the back as Angel threw on a CD. She made sure the reservation signs were up and
organized. The bartenders came in and Angel introduced the new waiters. “Same goes for you
guys. You’re here to be a waiter. No getting numbers, no hitting on the customers. You get
caught drinking or getting out of line, you’re out,” Angel said. “Not even one,” one of the guys
asked. “No. You want a drink, wait until the end of the night after everyone’s gone. Water or
pop only. Partial tips to the bartenders. They’re the ones making the drinks,” Angel said.
“Cool,” the guys said. “Black pants and black shirt. No taking it off either. You want to wear a
tank instead, so be it, but clothes stay on,” Angel said. “Okay,” they said. Angel got all the
information together and put it into her computer. The bartenders gave them the lay of the land.

Trey came up to the office a little while later. “What’s up,” Angel asked. “Here’s the paperwork.
Got the licenses,” he said. “Feel better,” Angel asked. “Not quite,” he said. “Why’s that,” Angel
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picked her up, then sat down in the desk chair. “Better,” he teased. “We have to get downstairs
Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her again as Jamie peeked his head in. He knocked. “Hey Jamie,”
Angel said. She got up. “Some chick is asking for Trey downstairs,” he said. “Thanks,” Trey
said. “Look great tonight by the way,” Jamie said. Angel closed the door. Trey got up, walking
towards Angel and kissed her again. “Groupie waiting for you,” Angel teased. He kissed her. “I
have the only groupie I want right here,” he said. He kissed her again and they headed
downstairs.

It was another full night, and even fuller than usual. The new guys had brought in a fresh group
of ladies. Even couples showed. Angel went to check on the bar status. “Getting low on Rev.
Other than that, we’re good,” the bartender said. Angel went into the stockroom and grabbed 2
cases. She put them away in the fridge. She turned to see Vivien. She came out from behind the
bar. She went to security and checked. She hadn’t been kicked out or banned. “She is now,”
Angel said. She went back down to the bar to see her hitting on Trey again. Angel shot him a
look. “Excuse me miss, you’ll have to leave,” the security guy said. “Why? Cause she can’t
handle competition? He wants me and she can’t take it,” she said. Angel went to walk towards
her and Trey pulled her back. “She’s going,” he said. “Oh I got a few choice words first,” Angel
said. She shrugged him off and followed her up the steps. “He wants you? That’s what you
think? That’s why he married me right? Fuck you. Stay the fuck out of my club. You step foot
in here again and you’re getting hauled off by the cops,” Angel said. “Right. That’s why he
called me asking me to be here tonight,” she said. “If he did, then so be it. He wants you, then
you fucking try sister. You go right the fuck ahead. See what happens,” Angel said. She walked
back downstairs and got a martini, then went to the office.

Trey stayed downstairs until the end of the night. He kept a close eye on everything. He gave
the guys their pay for the night then made sure they were all out. The bartender did the tills and
one of the waiters ran another drink upstairs to Angel. When he came down he asked how many
he’d brought her. “Two or three. She said it was okay,” he said. “It’s cool. Just checking. Have
a good night,” he said. He did the deposit and put the tills in the safe and locked up, then went
upstairs.

Angel was sitting at her desk going through email. “Hiding out,” he asked. “Did you call her,”
Angel asked. “She called me. I told her not to come to the bar, and she ignored me.” Angel took
another sip of her martini. “What,” he said. Angel had an evil look on her face. She finished her
drink, then grabbed her purse and put the glass in the washer. “Angel,” he said. She walked out
with the car keys. He grabbed them from her and locked the doors behind them. He drove them
home in silence. The minute they pulled into the driveway, Angel went inside, slamming the
door behind her. She walked upstairs, grabbing a bottle of water on the way and locked her
bedroom door. She got changed, plugged in her blackberry and went to sleep. He knocked and
she said nothing.

The next morning, he woke up and she was gone. No note. His ex dropped Hope off. “When
did she come get Addison,” he asked. “Like 10 this morning. She was in a mood I tell you,” she
said. He brought Hope inside and played with her a while. When it got close to 4, he started to
worry. He called her blackberry and got no answer.

Angel got up in the morning, got Addison and headed off to pick Lucky up at the airport. They
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Walking distance and all. “What do you think Addison,” he asked as he held his daughter.
“Tree,” she said. “Will definitely need a swing for that one,” he teased. “They accepted your
offer. All you have to do is sign,” the agent said. He did. She handed him the keys. “So, what is
there to do in this town,” Lucky asked. Angel laughed. She took him on a little tour. She
laughed with him all day. When her blackberry went off, she ignored it. She didn’t need to hear
more bullshit. “What time you have to go to work,” Lucky asked. “Have to be there by around
7. I should get missy home for dinner,” Angel said noticing Addison asleep in Lucky’s arms.
“Why don’t I take care of her tonight? We’ll meet up for brunch in the morning,” he said. “Why
don’t you come down to the bar,” Angel asked. “Right,” Lucky said jokingly. “For a few drinks?
Come on,” Angel teased. “I’ll see. You get going. I’ll look after her at the hotel then drop her at
the sitters tonight,” he said. “Raven said she’d stay with her,” Angel said. “Okay. I’ll drop her
at Raven’s,” Lucky said. “See you there,” Angel said. She dropped him off at the hotel and
headed home.

She came in and Trey was making dinner. She walked past him and went upstairs, hopping into
the shower, with the door locked. He had dinner with Hope. He put on Monsters Inc and came
upstairs. Angel was in her room. She had on the pink dress. “You talking to me,” he asked. She
shot him a look. She grabbed her heels off the bed, then put on her jewelry, leaving her rings on
the counter. She went to walk past him. “Forgot something,” he said. “Don’t mean much to
anyone but you Trey,” Angel said pushing him out of the way. She walked downstairs. “You
look pretty,” Hope said. “Well thank you beautiful. How was your day with Dad,” Angel asked.
“We had fun. We played board games,” she said. “Glad you had fun. I nabbed Cinderella and
Mary Poppins for you. They’re on the counter in the kitchen. I’ll see you tomorrow,” Angel said.
Hope hugged her. “I love you,” Hope said. “Love you too,” Angel said kissing her cheek.
“Raven should be here in an hour or so. If you want any snacks, better take them with you,”
Angel joked. “Okay,” Hope said and went back to watching her movie.

Angel walked out, grabbing her coat. She went and had dinner with Raven and told her what
had happened. “Are you shitting me? She had the balls to show up,” Raven asked. “Either she
was crusin’ or he talked to her,” Angel said. “I mean he’s worried about Jamie causing shit. You
sure Jamie had nothing to do with it,” Raven asked. “Who knows. Doesn’t matter anyway. He
talked to her after telling me he wouldn’t. He lied,” Angel said. “It’s not his fault she came in
Angel. She obviously has a thing for him. She can’t come back now. Now you two can get
things back to normal,” Raven said. “Whatever,” Angel replied. They finished dinner, and their
martinis, and Angel headed into work while Raven headed off to pick Hope up for the night.

She walked in and got everything set up. She did the tills and as she was finishing them, Trey
came in. “Need two cases of Rev put in the fridges and a case of MGD,” Angel said. She walked
off and went to the office. She put together all the roster sheets for the night and headed back
downstairs as the bar was starting to fill up. “Angel,” Trey said. She walked off and talked to
the MC. “Thanks,” he said. Angel headed back over to the bar. Everyone signed in. Jamie came
out of the change room minutes later and walked over to the bar, wrapping an arm around
Angel’s waist. “Arm,” Angel said. He moved. “You look great,” Jamie said. “Thanks. Get to
work,” Angel said. He walked off and made his rounds. Angel ordered a martini.

Around 10 or 11, Lucky pulled up in a cab. He came in and headed down to the bar. Trey
looked over to the door and saw him. “What in the hell are you doing here,” Trey said shaking
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walked over and she got up hugging him. “About time,” Angel teased. “Got chatting with
Raven,” he said. “What would you like,” Angel asked. “What are you drinking,” he asked.
“Martini,” Angel replied. “How many,” he asked. “Second,” Angel replied. “One. Then water,”
he said. “Okay. Two martinis,” Angel said. The bartender made them and Angel took him
upstairs to show him the office.

Angel locked the door behind them. “Angel, you know you’re torturing the poor man. Shit,
you’re torturing me in that dress,” he said. “Pissed off,” Angel said. “What did you tell me way
back when? Alcohol doesn’t solve anything. It just gives you one hell of a hangover,” Lucky
joked. “Vivien was here last night,” Angel said. “Shit,” Lucky replied. “Exactly,” Angel said.
“What did he say,” Lucky asked. “He was talking to her then I had her removed. She spouted
some shit about how he called her and how he wants her. Told her if she came back that I was
calling the cops,” Angel replied. “Never seen your jealous streak,” Lucky said. “What are you
talking about? I don’t have a jealous streak,” Angel said. Lucky laughed. “You must really love
him,” Lucky said. “He definitely pushes buttons,” Angel said. “And an expert at it I would
guess. He must have found ones that I never saw,” Lucky joked. Angel threw her chair pillow at
him. He caught it. “He is probably scared shitless to talk to her anyway. He wouldn’t even
think it. Trust me. I know guys. They may screw up, but they don’t do something like that and
think they can get away with it,” Lucky said. “I wanted to kick his ass all night last night,” Angel
said. “How many martinis did it take to get you that mad,” he joked. “Fine. It was the martinis.
Still,” Angel said. “Go torture him if you want. I’d take his place in a heartbeat,” Lucky said.
They talked a while and laughed, then headed downstairs. As they were leaving the office, he
saw a picture on the counter. “You still have this shot of us,” he asked. “My favorite picture,”
Angel said. He wrapped an arm around her, kissing her cheek.

Lucky headed out a little while later, and Angel got everything done at the end of the night. Trey
tried time and time again to talk to her and she ignored him. She did the tills, then the deposit
then walked out. She took the deposit to the bank and headed home. He locked up. “You and
sexy have a fight,” Jamie asked. “None of your fucking business,” Trey said. “Just saying. She
was mad,” Jamie said. “Do me a favor. Stay away from her. You wanted my ex, you got her and
screwed her over. You can’t have Angel,” he said. “Just saying she’s sexy. Wouldn’t go there. A
little to fierce for me,” he joked. He hopped in his car and left and Trey pulled out.

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Chapter 42

Trey walked in the door and found an open bottle of shiraz. He walked into the living room and
found her on the sofa. She was asleep. He took the glass and put it away, then put the wine back
in the cupboard. He walked into the living room and carried her upstairs to her bedroom. He
got changed, then turned to find her snuggling under the covers. He slid into bed beside her and
wrapped his arms around her.

The next morning, Angel woke up and noticed an arm around her. She moved and Trey woke
up. “Morning,” he said. She tried to get up and he pulled her back to him. “Let go. I have
brunch plans,” Angel said. She scooted away from him and headed for the shower. Half way
through, he slipped in with her. She rinsed her hair and stepped out, leaving him in the shower
alone. She brushed her teeth and did her makeup, then went and threw on her sweater and jeans
for brunch. She grabbed her purse and walked out before he even got changed.

“Slept in,” Lucky asked. “Ha ha,” Angel replied. “Two coffees,” he said to the waitress. “Looks
like you two have a great little place. It was packed last night.” “Didn’t notice,” Angel said.
“You still torturing him,” Lucky asked. “Stubborn remember,” Angel joked. “Right,” he teased.
They had a nice brunch, then Angel took him to the airport. “Too bad you couldn’t stay longer,”
Angel said. “Have to go tell the girls and get the move underway. I’ll be back in a month or so,”
Lucky said. He hugged her goodbye and kissed her. She headed to Raven’s.

She pulled in and Trey’s car was in the driveway. She went inside and he was talking to her.
“Mama,” Addison said walking to Angel. “Hey there princess. Did you have fun with Auntie
Raven,” Angel asked. Addison giggled. “Hi Angel,” Hope said running in and hugging her.
“Well aren’t I just the lucky one. Hugs all around,” Angel said. “Ready to head home?” Hope
grabbed her bag and hugged Raven. “Angel,” Trey said. “I’ll take them,” Angel said. She gave
Raven a hug goodbye and went out, putting the kids in their car seats. She pulled out and
headed home.

She brought the girls in, then popped in Mary Poppins. They sat together on the sofa, singing
along to the movie. Addison giggled. “This is one of my favorites,” Angel said. Trey came in
and saw them all curled up together and sat down on the other sofa beside them. Hope climbed
over and sat with him. By the end of the movie, Addison was asleep. Angel took her upstairs
and tucked her in. She came downstairs and made herself a snack. Hope came in. “What’s up,”
Angel said. “Daddy’s upset,” Hope said. “Why don’t you take this into him,” Angel said
handing her a cup of tea.

He came in a few minutes later. “You seriously going to give me the silent treatment,” he asked.
“Did you call her,” Angel asked. “She called me. I told her that whatever she thinks is going to
happen, won’t be happening. That I married you and her little fantasy world bubble is broken,”
he said. “What did you tell me,” Angel said. “That I wouldn’t talk to her,” he said. “And you
did,” Angel said. “Only to tell her to screw off,” Trey said. She looked at him. “She did didn’t
she,” Trey said. “After I told her ass off and almost threatened her,” Angel said. “It’s done. She
won’t be coming around,” Trey said. “Let me see your phone,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked.
Angel grabbed it from him and went through the caller list. “Then why is there a call from this
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call? I ignored it. I deleted the message and blocked the number,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said.
“Angel, I meant what I said. I am not giving up,” he said. He kissed her. Angel pushed him
away. She walked back into the other room with Hope and brought her a snack, then went and
sat outside and read for a while. An hour or so later, Trey came outside. “Angel,” he said.
“What,” Angel asked marking her page. “You seriously pissed,” he asked sitting down with her.
“You told me you wouldn’t talk to her. You did. She is a thorn Trey. It’s not easy to forget,”
Angel said. “Angel, just trust me that it won’t happen okay,” he said. “It takes time,” Angel
said. “Don’t shut me out,” he said. “Trey, just let me be,” Angel said. “I get you’re pissed. I do,
I’m just saying, don’t shut me out. I screwed up. I know I did, but don’t let it stop us,” he said.
“Trey, just stop okay? She showed up for a reason. She wanted to push my buttons and it
worked. I’m not losing control like that again,” Angel said. “Meaning what,” he asked.
“Meaning back off,” Angel said. She got up and went inside and put something together for
dinner.

Trey came in and sat with Hope a while, then Addison woke up. They all sat down to dinner
together, then Trey left to take Hope home. Angel gave her a big hug goodbye. “See you on
Friday,” Angel said. She left with Trey and Angel cleaned up then relaxed a while with Addison.
She took her upstairs around 7 and gave her a bubble bath, then read her a book or two and she
was fast asleep. Angel came back downstairs and Trey still wasn’t back. She checked the clock –
8:30.

Angel went upstairs and drew herself a bath in the Jacuzzi tub, then leaned back and got some
more reading done. She stepped out an hour or so later, to a quiet house. She locked up and
went upstairs to bed. A few hours later, there was a knock at the door. Angel got up, sliding her
robe on and went downstairs. She answered the door to find Vivien with a definitely intoxicated
Trey. “Guess I don’t have to ask what you two did,” Angel said. “He’s been bitching all night.
He’s your husband. You take care of him,” she said handing Trey over. She walked off. Angel
sat him down at the kitchen table and made some coffee.

“Smartass,” Angel said. “What,” he replied. “Vivien? You get brought home by the one person
you said you wouldn’t talk to or go near? You asshole,” Angel said smacking him. She put the
coffee down and went upstairs. An hour or so later, Trey made his way upstairs. “Angel,” he
said. “Don’t even go there,” Angel replied. He walked into her room and sat down on the end of
the bed. “Get out Trey,” Angel said. “You’re going to hear me out,” he said. “Fine. What’s your
lame ass excuse Trey,” Angel asked.

“I took Hope home and stopped off for a drink with Casey. We had more than one or two, then
started talking. We had a few shots and lost track of time. She came in, then tried to start
something and I blasted her. I told her that it was her fault that all of this was happening. That I
didn’t want her, didn’t want to sleep with her and never would. She told me I was lying. I told
her I couldn’t sleep with her because I knew what would happen with you and I wasn’t risking it
ever. That I was already going through hell,” Trey said. “So you let her drive you home,” Angel
asked. “I went to get up and was going to take a cab. She told me she’d drive me and promised
no funny business,” Trey said. “Casey followed us.” Angel rolled over and went to sleep.
“Angel,” he said. “What,” she replied. “You believe me,” he asked. “Go sleep it off Trey,” Angel
said. “I can’t,” he said. “Go,” Angel said. He laid down on the bed, pulling her to him. Angel
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The next morning, he woke up to an empty bed. He turned away from the light and got up. He
went down the hall and changed, then came downstairs to the smell of coffee. Angel was in the
other room with Addison. He poured himself a cup and found the two Advil that Angel had left
on the counter for him. He came into the other room and sat down beside Angel. She got up.
“Angel,” he said. She walked into the kitchen, then upstairs for a shower. Addison was playing
away with her toys.

Trey curled up with Addison on the floor and played with her a while. Angel came back
downstairs in her jeans and sweater. “Where are you going,” he asked. “Something I need to
do,” Angel said. She grabbed Addison and left. Trey sat down and everything hit him. All the
work he’d done was ruined. He really was going to lose her. He had his coffee, then tried to
relax. Maybe he was over-thinking it. He went upstairs and got changed and had a long hot
shower. He came down a little while later and found Angel on the sofa. “Thought you were
out,” he said. “Took her to see Raven,” Angel said. He came down the steps. “Going to ask me
why,” Angel asked. “Afraid to ask,” he replied. “Sit,” Angel said.

He gulped. He tried to fight back the feelings he was having. “Trey, you promise me nothing
happened last night,” Angel said. “I swear,” he said. His lip quivered. “And next time you
decide you need a drink, you are calling me instead of getting someone else to drive your car
aren’t you,” Angel said. “Yeah,” he said still quivering. It didn’t even compute. “Staying away
from her one hundred percent. No more bullshit,” Angel said. “I told you, I didn’t do anything,”
he said. His worry still showed. “Next time you want to go for a drink, let me know before you
go,” Angel said. “I swear nothing happened,” he said. Angel got up and walked over to him
and sat down in his lap straddling him. “Did you hear me,” Angel said. “I swear I didn’t touch
her,” Trey said. Angel kissed him. “What,” he said. “No more drinking and staying out Trey.
You made me worry,” Angel said. “What do you mean,” he said. “Hangover killed didn’t it,”
Angel said. “Sorta,” he replied. “No more drinking unless I know where you’re going so I can
pick your drunk ass up myself,” Angel said. “What are you saying,” he said. Angel kissed him,
then went to get up. He pulled her back into his lap. “What,” Angel said. “You’re saying you
believe me,” he asked. “Any reason not to,” Angel asked. He kissed her, holding her close to
him.

“Let go,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked. “Food,” Angel replied. “Meaning,” he asked. “I got
some take out,” Angel said. He kissed her again. She got up and went into the kitchen and got
the take out onto the plates, then brought Trey his lunch. “What’s this,” he asked. “Eat,” Angel
replied. “Hangover remedy,” he asked. “Definitely,” Angel replied. She turned on Underworld.
“Thought you didn’t have this,” he said. “Video store is next to the take out place,” Angel
replied. “Planned this,” he teased. “You needed to chill. End of discussion,” Angel replied
digging into her food. He looked over at her in shock. “What,” Angel asked. He kissed her
forehead and went back to watching the movie.

Once the movie was finished, Angel cleaned up. He came into the kitchen behind her. “Thank
you,” Trey said. He wrapped his arms around her. “It was food Trey,” Angel said. “Not what I
meant and you know it,” he said. He kissed her neck. Angel finished the dishes. She went to
move and he pulled her in close. “Thank you for believing me,” he said. “Don’t make me regret
it,” Angel said. He turned her towards him and kissed her. “Never,” he said. He picked her up
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He laid her down on the bed. He kissed her. A slow, passionate, full of emotion kiss. He
unbuttoned her sweater, kissing her. He slid the sweater off her shoulders kissing her where the
fabric had laid. He kissed her neck then her lips. She slid his shirt off. Their lips parted for a
moment, just long enough to undress each other. She slid her bra off, tossing it to the floor. He
kissed her breasts, her torso. He laid his head on her stomach. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I’m sorry
about the baby, I’m sorry about the whole mess.” Angel wrapped an arm around him. He
moved up towards her, kissing her chest. He kissed her and she didn’t resist him. She wrapped
her legs around him, holding him close to her. “I screwed up,” he said. He wrapped his arms
around her burying his head in her shoulder. He kissed her neck. “Trey,” Angel said. “What,”
he said. “I know,” Angel replied. He kissed her again. She slid her hands down his back. She
undid his jeans. She slid hers off. “Angel,” he said. “Shh,” Angel replied. He slid his boxers and
her g-string off.

He made love to her like he hadn’t ever before. He knew how lucky he was to have her and
intended to prove that he was worthy of her. He took his time and cherished every kiss, every
touch. The feeling of her legs wrapped around him, the feel of her lips on his. Hours passed and
he wouldn’t let her out of his grasp. They curled up together on the bed, legs intertwined, arms
intertwined. “Do we have to go to work tomorrow,” he asked. “Nope,” Angel replied. “What
about Addison,” he asked. “With Raven,” Angel replied. “Then,” he asked. “Got a plan.
Sasha’s looking after the bar until Friday,” Angel said. “What are you up to,” he asked. “Flight
leaves at 1,” Angel replied. “What,” he asked. “Your boss gave you this week off,” Angel
replied. “Bags are packed and in the car.” “Where are we going,” he asked. “Shower, jeans and
shirt. That’s all you need to know,” Angel said.

They got up and had a long, luxurious shower together, then got dressed. Angel locked up the
house, then dropped the keys off to Raven. She drove to the airport and parked the car, then they
headed into the airport. “Where are you whisking me away to,” he asked. “You’ll see when we
get there,” Angel said. She handed the tickets to the agent and went through the gate. They took
their seats. “Angel,” he asked. “Welcome on board flight A871. We will be landing in Texas in 4
hours…” He turned towards Angel. “What,” she asked. “Texas,” he asked. “Horses,” Angel
replied. “Nice surprise,” he said. He wrapped an arm around her. “So, mile high,” he
whispered teasingly into her ear. Angel nudged him and laughed.

Mid flight, he kissed her earlobe. “Would you,” Angel said. “Wasn’t joking,” he whispered.
Angel got up and walked back towards the bathroom. A few minutes later, he followed. He
slipped in with her. He kissed her, pinning her to the small counter. “Trey,” Angel said. “Wore
a skirt because it was more comfortable my ass,” he joked. He slid his hands up her legs, sliding
her g-string off. She undid his jeans. He kissed her again and they had sex. Naughty, totally
wrong place, but oh so hot sex. After, she slid her skirt back down, tucking her g—string into her
purse. She kissed him and snuck out of the bathroom.

She took a seat and watched the tail end of the movie. He came back over moments later and
snuggled up next to her. The attendant brought some food over and a drink. They ate and he
shot a smirk at Angel. “What,” she asked. “Tease,” he whispered. The flight landed a little
early. The shuttle took them to the ranch. “I can’t believe you did this,” he said. “What,” Angel
said. “I used to come here when I was little,” he said. “I know,” Angel replied. They pulled in
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They walked in to a cute little cabin. Rose petals laid on the bed, a bottle of champagne chilling
on the bedroom counter. The smell of freshly burning wood brought a grin to Angel’s face.
Every window had a perfect view. “Seriously, how did you know,” he asked. “Talked to your
mom,” Angel said. “Really,” he said. Angel nodded. She started unpacking her things. He
walked around and then headed outside to the front porch. He took in a deep breath of the fresh
air. Angel walked outside and wrapped her arm around him. “So,” Angel said. He kissed her.
“Guess you like the surprise,” Angel said. He kissed her. “More surprises you know,” Angel
said. “Like what,” he said as his accent became more prominent. “Lunch,” Angel said. He
kissed her and they headed up to the main building for lunch. He walked in and found a few of
his long time ago friends. “What in the,” he said. Angel smirked. “You go hang with your
friends,” Angel said. “Nope,” he said. He kissed her. He took her hand, leading her over to
them. He introduced them to Angel. “So this is the princess,” one of his friends said. “Damn
right,” he replied. He wrapped his arm around her. “Why don’t you guys hang out a bit? I’m
going to go for a massage,” Angel said. She kissed him and headed off.

She relaxed at the spa a while, with a much needed massage. She headed back to the cabin after
and he was sitting on the porch with his friends. “How was the massage,” he asked. “Good,”
Angel replied. He pulled her into his lap. “You know, he is one lucky guy if you asked me,” his
friend Tony said. “Don’t have to remind me,” he said. “So you seriously fell for the accent,” his
friend Greg asked. “That and the smile,” Angel said. “Right,” they joked. Angel kissed him and
headed inside. “Damn,” Greg said. “So how long you two here for,” Tony asked. “Until
Thursday. We have to be back Friday. Have to pick Hope up and we have to work,” he said.
“So, what we doing tonight,” Greg asked. “Dinner,” Trey said. “No partying? Dang. She got
you all ball and chained didn’t she,” Tony teased. “Maybe for a little bit. Dude, it is my
honeymoon,” Trey said. “Ah. Well, why don’t we leave the lovebirds alone for a bit then. See
you ‘round 8,” Greg said. “Cool,” Trey replied. He hugged his buddies goodbye and went
inside.

Angel was curled up on the sofa with her book. He slipped it out of her hands and laid down on
the sofa, right in her lap. “Was in the middle of a chapter,” Angel said. He marked the page and
put the book on the table. “Where did your buddies go,” Angel asked. “Who knows. We’re
meeting them for dinner at 8,” he said. “That’s 3 hours from now,” Angel said. He leaned
against her, pinning her to the sofa. “And,” he teased. “Figured you’d want to hang out with
them,” Angel said. “Something better to do,” he said slipping his hands under her shirt, sliding
it off of her.

He kissed her. “Don’t know how you do it,” he said. “What,” Angel asked. “Surprise me
without me knowing a damn thing. Those guys can’t keep a secret for their lives,” Trey said.
“That’s cause they didn’t know until last night,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Meaning
your mom called them and told them last night after I talked to her,” Angel said. “When you
were out,” he asked. Angel nodded. “In that short of time,” he asked. “What can I say? I know
people,” Angel joked. “Suitcases,” he asked. “When you were sleeping,” Angel replied.
“Thought of everything didn’t you,” he asked. “Almost,” Angel said. “What,” he replied.
“Need you to do something,” Angel said. “What,” he asked. She pulled her rings out. He took
them from her hand and slid them on her finger. “They are going to be there for good. Better get
used to it,” he said. “Check out your ring,” Angel said. “What,” he asked. “Never even
noticed,” Angel teased. He slid it off and saw the inscription – Forever.

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He started realizing what he almost lost. “So, anything you wanted to do,” he asked. “Yep,”
Angel replied. He kissed her. “Meant horseback riding,” Angel teased. “Tomorrow,” he said.
“Then, finishing the chapter would be good,” Angel teased. “What do you need some steamy
novel for when you have me,” he asked. “Entertainment,” Angel joked. “Oh I’ll give you
entertainment,” he said picking her up off the sofa and carrying her into the bedroom. Angel
laughed. “What,” he asked. “You are entertaining, but,” Angel teased. “Right. That’s why
when we met you couldn’t restrain yourself. Wasn’t entertaining,” he teased. He pulled her
jeans off. “Never said you weren’t sexy,” Angel joked. “You are so in for it,” he said. “Oh
really,” Angel joked. He kissed her and pulled his shirt off. “See, not so entertaining,” Angel
teased. He slid his jeans off and hopped onto the bed with her as they laughed. “I missed that
laugh,” he said. “I bet you did,” Angel said. “Now that it’s mine, never letting go,” he replied.
“Right,” Angel teased. “What,” he asked.

There was still a part of her that was hesitant. She wanted to give up the bad vibes she had. She
just couldn’t get rid of the feeling that something else had happened. That something else was
going to happen. That there was another bomb that was about to blow that she had no idea
about. He kissed her neck. He wrapped his arm around her, determined to slip her bra off, when
there was a knock at the door. “What the,” he said. “Up,” Angel said. “Nope. Honeymoon.
They should know better,” he said. Angel slipped away from him throwing her jean skirt and
tank top on. She went and answered the door.

“Can I help you,” Angel said as she answered the door. “Oh. I guess I had the wrong cabin. Is
Trey here,” the woman asked. She stood about 5 foot 7, slim and had long brown hair. She was
wearing a tight pair of blue jeans and a tank top. Angel’s thought: Who is this woman and why
is she asking for Trey. “Trey, visitor for you,” Angel said. She wasn’t about to let her in. Trey
came up behind her shirtless, doing up his jeans. The second he saw the woman’s face he went
pale.

“Cara,” he said. “You come into town and don’t even tell me? You ass,” she said. Angel walked
away and grabbed her book, sitting back down on the sofa. “Was sort of an unexpected visit,” he
said. “Well,” Cara said. “Well what,” Trey replied. She leaned in to kiss him and he backed up.
“Trey,” she said. He pointed out his wedding ring. “Are you shitting me? You told me you
would never get married. That you were going to be a playboy forever,” she said. She didn’t
sound too happy. “Things change,” he said. “I guess they do,” Cara replied. He sat out on the
front steps of the cabin with her. Angel rolled her eyes and read.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were getting married,” she asked. “What were you going to do?
Demand me to be with you,” he asked. “Trey. We were together for 3 years. I mean, we were
engaged,” she said. “I know. I should have told you,” he said. “You take off to get custody of
your daughter and you don’t come back. Then I have to find out like this,” she said. “Cara, it
wasn’t meant to be okay. I figured that out when I thought I would have to stay for Hope. You
didn’t want to be there,” he said. “I would have liked to have been asked,” she said. “Well,
what’s done is done now,” he said. “No it isn’t,” she said. “I’m here on my fucking
honeymoon,” he said. “Oh really. Well, I’m sure she’d like to know what a liar you are,” Cara
said. “Already know,” Angel said from the sofa.

Angel got up and was grateful that she hadn’t unpacked too much. She got changed, throwing
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purse and walked out the back door. “I knew it,” she said to herself. She went up to the main
house and had a drink. She checked emails and tried to relax. Around 7, she headed off for a
sunset ride. Whether he was there or not, she was going.

He was tall, dark and handsome. Derek stood around 6 foot 2. He had muscles, but not too
much. He was the equivalent of a darned GQ model with a cowboy hat instead of a briefcase.
He had piercing brown eyes and damn if he didn’t look sexy as hell in those jeans. The accent
was there to top it all off. He’s what every romance novel had as the sexy male lead.

Derek took her for a ride for an hour and a half or so, then asked if she wanted to head back.
“Half hour more,” Angel asked. “Yes ma’am,” he replied. She checked her watch – 8:30. Right
about now, he’d either be with his buddies having dinner without her, or freaking out in the
cabin. She called the room from the guide’s cell and there was no answer. “Figures,” Angel said.
“We can get room service right,” Angel asked. “Having a rough day,” Derek asked.
“Understatement,” Angel replied. “I’ll order something for you. We’ll tie the horses up at the
cabin. What would you like,” he asked. Angel’s mind had another answer. “Steak with veggies
and potatoes,” Angel said. “Dessert,” he asked. “Chocolate anything,” Angel replied. “And a
bottle of red I assume,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Done. Should be there in a half hour. Why
don’t I take you on a little detour. You can see all the stars from the point,” Derek said. “Sure,”
Angel replied.

They headed off to the point. He was right. The view was beautiful. Angel snapped a few shots,
then the guide did a few shots for her. His phone went off a little while later letting him know
the meal had arrived. “Perfect. I am starved,” Angel said. They headed back. There was no sign
of Trey. “I’m doing a sun up ride tomorrow if you’re interested,” he said. “Sure. Just knock. I’ll
probably be up anyway,” Angel said. “Don’t mind my asking, but aren’t you supposed to be on
your honeymoon,” he asked. “What was your name again,” Angel asked. “Derek,” he said.
“Well Derek, I thought I was too. Guess I should have planned a lone trip instead,” Angel
replied. They got to the cabin and Angel went inside. “See you around 6,” he said. Angel
waved. She sat down at the table and had dinner alone. She got some more reading done, and
finished off the bottle of wine. Angel locked the doors with the night lock and went to bed.

Around 2 am, she woke up to Trey at the window. “Angel,” he said. “What ,” she replied.
“Unlock it,” he said. “Do I know you,” Angel asked. “Not funny,” he replied. She went and
unlocked the door, then went back into the bedroom. “Where the hell were you,” he asked.
Angel ignored him. “I waited for you,” he said. Still no response. He pulled his shirt off, slipped
his jeans off and slid into bed beside her. She moved over, as far away as she could without
falling off the bed. She put a pillow between them. He pulled it out of the way. “What is wrong
with you,” he asked. Angel ignored him. He tried to curl up with her, wrapping his arm around
her and she brushed him off. “We are not going to sleep if you’re pissed off. No more going to
bed mad,” he said. Angel ignored him. He got up and turned the lights on. Angel put the
pillow over her head. He grabbed it. “What,” Angel said. “You’re the one that isn’t talking.
What’s wrong,” he asked. “If you have to ask Trey, then you really are an asshole,” Angel said.
She got up, grabbing the pillow and blanket and went into the living room and laid down on the
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“You are fucking infuriating,” Trey said. “Just go to sleep,” Angel said. “No,” he replied. “Then
go screw off with your friends,” Angel replied. “Or even better. See if Cara wants your stupid
ass.” “Angel,” he said. “Go. Seriously, go,” Angel said. She closed her eyes and went to sleep.

The next morning, Angel woke up and got dressed, heading off for the early morning ride. She
was gone nearly 3 hours. “So what do you think of the place,” Derek asked. “Definitely cleaner
air. The views are amazing,” Angel said. “So how was your dinner last night,” he asked.
“Quiet,” Angel replied. He guessed that she didn’t want to talk about it. “Well, I have to take the
horses back if you want to join me. The buffet in the main house is pretty great,” he said. “Sure,”
Angel replied. “Okay, I have to ask. If you’re on your honeymoon, why isn’t he here with you
wanting to spend time with you,” Derek asked. “He used to live here. He has history here. I
don’t. He has a lot of history I didn’t know about,” Angel said. “Ooh. Guess that bottle of wine
hit the spot then,” he said. “Could’ve made it 2,” Angel replied. He laughed not realizing she
was telling the truth.

They got to the main house and Angel grabbed breakfast off the buffet. After, she went back to
the cabin. “Angel, talk to me,” Trey said. Angel got changed into her bikini, then headed for the
door. “You aren’t leaving until you talk to me,” he said. “About what Trey? That you were
engaged when you met me? Any other skeletons I should know about? Believe in bigamy by
chance?” Angel stormed out and went to the pool. An hour later, he sat down on the chair
beside her. “Angel,” he said. “Can’t just let me get a tan in peace can you,” Angel said. “Not in
that,” he said. Angel rolled over and tied the top back up. She sat up and took a sip of her
lemonade. “Angel, it’s not what you think,” Trey said. Angel ignored him and continued her
reading. He pulled the book out of her hand, throwing the bookmark in it and dropping it to the
ground. “Angel,” he said. “Don’t you dare tell me I am over-reacting. Leave me alone Trey,”
Angel said. She grabbed her lemonade and moved over a few chairs back into the direct sun.

He followed her. “You want to do this here we will,” he said. “Go play with your friends Trey.
Leave me alone,” Angel replied. “What am I? Some kid you think you can tell what to do? Give
me a break,” he said. “Why the hell should I treat you any differently Trey? You’re acting like a
stupid little sniveling kid. You have done nothing but lie. You finally get a chance and you lie
some more,” Angel said. “You didn’t let me explain,” he said. “Explain what? That when you
met me there was a woman here with an engagement ring that you gave her? That she was
waiting for you? That you promised to marry her? What is there to explain Trey? There’s no
more fucking baby, so no worries. Do whatever the fuck you want,” Angel said. She got up,
grabbed her book and walked off. She went to the spa and got a pedicure and manicure. At least
he couldn’t cause shit there, or at least Angel thought he couldn’t.

She had just finished getting the nail polish on when he came in. “Now that I have your un-
fucking divided attention,” he said. Angel shook her head and leaned back in the chair. “When I
was here I was engaged to her. I found out my ex was pregnant with Hope. I went to try to
make things work with her and realized there was no point. I tried for full custody. Cara didn’t
even try to be there. She didn’t want to leave. I realized that I couldn’t be with someone who
wouldn’t be there. I never called, because by the time I had things straight with my ex, I met you.
I’d planned to come back at some point and talk to her, but never got the chance,” he said. “Ever
heard of a phone? Email? Fax? Text message? Give me a break Trey. It’s a nice excuse. You
never told me you were engaged, and when I asked if you were single you lied and said yes. You
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was concerned, I was single. I wasn’t lying,” he said. “Well, it was a lie. Just leave me alone and
let me relax okay? I’m leaving tomorrow,” Angel said. “We just got here,” he said. “Going
home to take care of the bar. We’re booked until Saturday,” Angel said. “Then we stay until
Saturday,” he replied. “You stay. Have fun with Cara and your friends,” Angel said. “Angel,
it’s our honeymoon. I want to be with you,” he said. “Just go,” Angel replied. “No,” he replied.
Angel finished drying her nails in silence. When she was done, she slipped her sandals on and
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Chapter 43

They got back to the cabin and Angel headed inside. She slid off her bathing suit and hopped
into a hot shower. He slid in behind her. “Trey,” Angel said. “Angel, just stop. I love you. Get
it through your damn head. I loved you from day one. From the day you walked into the stupid
bar for that interview with Sasha, I didn’t want anyone other than you,” he said. Angel was
silent. She finished washing her hair, rinsed her now tanned skin of the lather of the soap and
stepped out, wrapping a towel around her. He grabbed her arm. “What,” Angel said. He pulled
her face to him and kissed her. She pushed him away and walked out of the bathroom.

Angel slipped on her sundress and went out and sat down on the chair out on the porch. A little
while later, Derek stopped by. “So how was your day,” he asked. “Not so quiet,” Angel said.
“Ride at 6,” he asked. Angel nodded. “They’re having a dance in the main house tonight,”
Derek said. Angel smirked. “Two step,” he teased. “We’ll see,” Angel replied. “See you at 6
then,” he said taking off. “Who was that,” Trey asked. Angel rolled her eyes. “Going to give me
the silent treatment or are you going to talk,” he asked. Angel continued to read. “Fine. I didn’t
tell you and I should have. I should have called her and said something when I first made the
decision. I apologized to her yesterday. I came back inside and you’d taken off,” he said. Angel
gave him a look. “You went riding didn’t you,” he asked. “That’s where you were all that
time?” “Had dinner alone. Was just what I wanted,” Angel said. “I swear, you drive me nuts,”
he said. “What the hell did you expect,” Angel asked. “I married you. You’re the one who keeps
thinking it was a fucking mistake,” he said. “Maybe it was,” Angel replied. “Angel, how many
times do I have to say this? Only reason I married you was because I love you. Not because of
the baby, not because I wanted something from you, or I was trying to steal you away and make
you miserable. I married you because even though you are a pain in the ass 90% of the time, I
love you. God fucking help me I love you,” he said. “Then why did you want to marry her
Trey,” Angel asked. She got up and walked past him and inside the cabin. She pulled her jeans
on, then grabbed a sweater and her boots.

She sat down on the sofa and her eyes started to well up. Trey came in a few minutes later and
pulled on his boots. “Derek’s here,” he said. “Go then,” Angel said. “Get your boots on and get
your ass out here,” he said. “Just go,” Angel replied. “Angel,” he said. She pulled her boots on
and went outside. “Good thing I brought an extra horse,” Derek said. Angel was quiet. They
headed off. Angel didn’t say a word the entire trip. Around 7, Angel turned the horse around
and headed back alone.

Around 8, Trey got back to the cabin and Angel wasn’t there. He went down to the main house
and she was on the porch having a glass of wine. “Angel,” he said. She just shook her head. He
sat down beside her. She went to get up, and he pulled her back onto the bench. “What is wrong
with you? Don’t you think I’m telling you the truth when I say I love you,” he asked. She looked
away as a tear fell. “Angel,” he said. He pulled her back into his arms. “You know you’re nuts if
you don’t believe me,” he said. “I’ve loved you from day damn one.” Angel sniffled. “I’m sorry
I didn’t tell you about Cara,” he said. “How the hell do I believe someone who never tells me the
whole story? You only tell me pieces,” Angel said. “I don’t know everything there is to know
about you either Angel. It’s called growing and learning together,” he said. “All that should
have been done before the wedding. Not after it,” Angel replied. She got up and walked off. He
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“Show me what,” Angel asked. He led her to the stables. “See that mark in the stable,” he asked.
“And,” Angel replied. “T and C 4 ever,” he said. “And,” Angel asked. “Wrote it when we were
16,” he said. “First love,” Angel replied. “Broke up and got back together a million times
between then and when I left,” he said. “What’s your point Trey,” Angel asked. “Was all before
I met you. She was the only girl I seriously dated other than Kat. When I went to live up there, I
met her and we went out a few times. It wasn’t really a relationship. I moved back down here
just before I asked Cara to marry me. Then I found out she was pregnant with Hope. She said to
get custody and bring her and raise her here. I tried. When I couldn’t, she said she’d come up
when she found work. She never did. After a while, I just figured I was better off,” Trey said.
Angel walked off and headed back towards the cabin.

She got there and went and got changed for bed, then curled up in the bed alone. Then, she got
up and packed her bag. There was no point in drawing this out. She packed up her things then
headed to the main house and left on the shuttle to the airport. She checked in with the
reservation agent and asked for a standby flight for the next flight home. Minutes later her
blackberry rang – Unknown Name and Number. “Mrs. Hartley,” the voice said. “Derek,” Angel
asked. “They told me you left. Are you alright,” he asked. “I’m fine. I’m just going home,”
Angel replied. “Come for a drink,” he said. “I’m at the airport waiting for a flight,” Angel said.
“I know,” a voice said from behind her. Angel turned and saw Derek, minus the cowboy hat.
“What are you doing here,” Angel asked. “Could ask you the same question,” he replied.
“Aren’t you supposed to be at the ranch,” Angel asked. “Lady needed a martini,” Derek asked.
He took her hand leading her towards the first class bar. “Hold on. How did you get past
security,” Angel asked. “Totally refundable ticket,” Derek replied. “You know you’re nuts
right,” Angel asked.

They took a seat in the lounge in a secluded booth. “Double martini for the lady and double jack
and coke for me,” Derek said shooting the waitress one of his killer smiles. “I’m sorry I didn’t
stop and say goodbye. I just needed to get the hell out of there,” Angel said. “Drink,” he replied.
They had a few sips of their drinks. “What happened,” Derek asked. “It’s like I married a
complete stranger. He never told me a damn thing about any of his past until we got here. The
only things I knew pertained to his daughter. I get here and find out some girl was here waiting
for him to come back and marry her – engagement ring and all,” Angel said. “Ouch,” Derek
replied. “You think that’s the kind of thing someone would tell you,” Angel replied. “Definitely.
You mean he never said a word about it before now,” he asked. “Not until she showed up at the
door of the cabin,” Angel said. She took a gulp of her drink, wincing at the burn it caused in her
throat. “Can’t help you there,” Derek said finishing off his drink.

“Mrs. Hartley, I checked all the flights. The only one I can get you on leaves at 4:45 am,” the
ticket agent said. “Guess I’ll take it,” Angel said. “You do realize that’s a good 6 or 7 hours from
now,” Derek said. “Sooner the better,” Angel said. “Determined aren’t you,” he joked. “Darn
right,” Angel replied. “Why don’t you just come back to the ranch and stay in the main building
in one of the rooms? I promise to drive you back personally for your flight,” he asked. “Nope.
Nice offer, but I am not going back to the ranch,” Angel said. “Then go to a hotel. You aren’t
going to get any sleep here,” Derek suggested. Angel ordered another martini. “Or we could
have another drink,” he joked.

They talked for a few hours and the more he talked to her, the more he wondered how Trey
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attitude, a beautiful mind and a killer body that he would die to have to himself. She may have
had a little girl, but you couldn’t tell from how she looked at that moment. Blue jeans, black tank
top that was snug and held her curves and a knit sweater that didn’t hide much. Even the way
she licked her lips turned him on.

The next round showed. “Angel, seriously,” Derek said. “Honestly, I wouldn’t be able to sleep
anyway. Can’t sleep when I am this mad,” Angel said. “So what do you do when you are pissed
off like this,” he asked as he sipped his drink. “Normally, go for a walk by the water and calm
myself down,” Angel said. “Wrong state for that,” he joked. “Just better off going home,” Angel
said. “You know after a few of those you are going to need sleep,” he said. “Maybe somewhere
closer to here. I just don’t want to go back there and risk bumping into Trey,” Angel said.
“There’s a few places around here. Let me see what I can do. I do have a little clout around
here,” he joked. “Right,” Angel replied sarcastically. He made a few calls and the only one that
had a room was the Marriott. “Throw it on my card,” Derek said hanging up. “What,” Angel
said. “Told you I’d get you back to the airport on time. I’ll nap on the sofa,” he said. Angel
rolled her eyes. Angel got in contact with the ticket agent and passed on the info. “We’ll call you
an hour before the flight,” the woman replied. “Great,” Angel said. They finished their drinks
and headed off to the hotel.

They checked in and headed upstairs to the room. They walked in to a king size bed and a
Jacuzzi tub. “No sofa,” Angel joked. “Jacuzzi,” he joked. “So you’re sleeping in the tub are
you,” Angel teased. She laid down on the bed. He slipped her shoes off. “What are you up to
Derek,” Angel asked. He took her foot in his hand and rubbed it. “Damn,” Angel said. “See, I
know what you need,” he said. “Feels better,” she said. “Figured you needed this,” Derek said.
“I’ll be Derek. Are you trying to seduce me,” Angel joked. “No Scarlett. Just trying to relax
you,” he joked. “You know what I could go for,” Angel said. “A third,” he joked. “Honestly,
getting a descent night of uninterrupted sleep would be nice, but since that’s not possible,” Angel
said. “Just relax. Try to close your eyes for a bit,” he said. “It’s not going to work Derek.
Honestly, I can’t sleep when I am this mad,” Angel said. “It’s either that or you sit in that tub,”
Derek suggested. “Just trying to catch a peek aren’t you,” Angel asked teasingly. “Can you
blame me,” he said under his breath. “What was that,” Angel asked. “Nothing,” he replied.

“What about a movie,” he suggested. He flipped through a couple, then landed on one that
neither of them had seen. Within about a half hour, they were both asleep on the bed. Derek
opened his eyes for a split second and saw her sleeping, curled up next to him. “Has to be a
dream,” he thought to himself. A few hours later, his phone rang and woke them both. His
alarm went off to wake them up to head to the airport. Angel got up and realized who was there
with her. “Derek,” Angel said. “We’ll be there in plenty of time,” Derek said. “Shit. I forgot all
about it,” Angel said. She went in and freshened up. “You know even with bed head you’re still
beautiful,” Derek said. “Enough with the sweet talking. I have a plane to catch,” Angel said.
They headed out, checked out and went back to the airport.

“You sure you want to do this,” Derek asked. “Do what? Go home? Hell yes,” Angel said.
“Will you come back for a visit,” he asked. “After what happened in the past 48 hours,” Angel
asked. “Fine. Then I’ll come there,” he replied. “You can’t be serious,” Angel said as he carried
her bag to the gate. “Do I look like I’m joking,” he asked. “You have my number Derek. If you
decide to come up for a visit, let me know. Got a friend you might like,” Angel said. He got the
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“Take care okay? Everything will be fine,” he said. “Probably won’t be, but thanks,” Angel said
jokingly. He couldn’t let her walk away without trying. He bent his head down and kissed her.
They broke the kiss and she was still. “Going to miss the flight,” he said. “Right,” Angel said
shaking off the feeling and turning to walk away. He grabbed her hand, pulling her into his arms
for one last kiss. He backed up and she got on the plane.

She took her seat and looked outside. The sun was almost getting ready to come up. Minutes
later her blackberry rang. She looked and again it came up with unknown. “Hello,” Angel said.
“Look outside,” he said. “I know. Sunrise,” Angel said. “Wouldn’t you rather be on a horse,” he
asked. “Would rather be at home, with a huge cup of coffee with my little girl on the porch,”
Angel said. “Making me want to join you,” Derek said. “Definitely a happy moment of the day,”
Angel replied. “So how far are you from the airport,” he asked. “Twenty minutes why,” Angel
asked. “No reason,” he replied. “What are you thinking,” Angel asked. “Nothing. Let me know
you got home okay,” he said. “What number,” Angel asked. He hung up before he heard her.
“You’ll have to turn the phone part off,” the attendant said. Angel did. She looked outside and
the sun was starting to show.

The flight started down the runway and Angel tried to lean back and relax. Within 15 or 20
minutes after take off her blackberry buzzed with a message. It was a picture of the sunrise. He
attached his cell number and email address. The caption: Wish you were still here.

The flight finally landed and Angel got her bags and threw them into the car. She headed home.
When she pulled in, Raven’s car was in the driveway. She went inside to see the kids. They were
all curled up together on the sofa with Raven and fast asleep watching a movie. Angel snuck in
and pulled a blanket over them, then took her things quietly upstairs and emptied her suitcase.
A few minutes later, Raven was at the bedroom door. “What are you doing back,” she asked.
“Don’t ask Raven. And don’t bother taking his side either,” Angel replied. “What happened,”
she asked. “Don’t even know the man. Should’ve got to know him better before I made this
stupid ass mistake,” Angel said. “Okay. You’re talking in riddles,” Raven said. “It’s done,”
Angel said. “He’s better off staying there.” “What happened to you two? 48 hours and you’re
done?” “Don’t ask right now. I’m tired and I need some descent sleep,” Angel said. “Fine. But
we are talking about this later,” Raven said.

Raven went back downstairs with the kids and Angel slid into her hot Jacuzzi tub. Minutes after
closing her eyes, her phone rang – it was Trey. She pressed ignore. Angel shot a message to
Derek letting him know she was home and had already got the 20 questions about why she came
back alone. He replied:

Wish I were there.

Angel laughed. She leaned back in the tub and tried to calm her muscles. Again, Trey called and
Angel pressed ignore. She relaxed for an hour or so, then got out and climbed into her bed. She
was out cold in a matter of minutes. An hour or two later, Hope jumped onto Angel’s bed. “Hi
Angel,” Hope said. “Hey there,” Angel replied. “Where’s Daddy,” she asked. “He’s still in
Texas baby,” Angel replied. “Is he coming back,” she asked. “Not sure when, but he will
eventually,” Angel replied. “I missed you,” the little girl said wrapping her arms around Angel.
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Daddy,” Hope replied. Angel gave her another hug. She got up and went downstairs. Raven
was making lunch. “Hello Addison,” Angel said. Addison got a grin ear to ear. Angel picked
her up and gave her snuggles. “Mama,” Addison said. “Yes baby girl, I am home,” Angel
replied. “You are so giving me the rest of those details,” Raven said. “Don’t think so,” Angel
said. “What’s she talking about,” Hope asked. “Nothing baby. Guess what I did in Texas with
Daddy,” Angel said. “What,” Hope asked. “I got to ride horses for 2 whole days all over the
ranch,” Angel said. “Wow,” Hope said. “I have a pile of pictures to show you. I’ll have to load
them onto the computer,” Angel said. Moments later, her blackberry went off again. She pressed
ignore. “Who’s that,” Raven asked. Angel shot her a look. “Angel, just answer it,” she said.
“No,” Angel replied. It rang again about 5 minutes later. This time, it was Derek.

“Hey there stranger,” Angel said. “Hey there yourself. How was the flight,” he asked. “Long,
but good. Caught a few more hours of sleep,” Angel replied. “I’m sorry about the airport thing,”
he said. “Nope,” Angel replied. “What,” he said. “No apologizing for that,” Angel replied. “Oh
really,” he said. “Don’t go there,” Angel said. “Don’t go where? That if I had let you have a
third drink…” “Very funny. I appreciate that though,” Angel said. “Either your daughter is
within earshot or your friend is there,” he said. “Affirmative on both counts,” Angel joked. “So
if I said that when I got back I couldn’t concentrate and had to go for a long ride alone, what
would you say,” he asked teasingly. “Bet I know what you were doing,” Angel joked. “You’d be
right,” he said. “I do appreciate the shoulder,” Angel said. “I know. Almost damn near killed
my will power last night though,” he said. Angel’s face went red. “Oh really,” Angel replied.
“You don’t know how much I wanted to keep you all to myself and not let you leave,” Derek
said. “All that from 2 days of riding eh,” Angel joked. “You’re addictive,” he said. “Funny.
Need some methadone for that,” Angel teased. “Yep. Plane ticket’s booked for next weekend,”
he said. “What,” Angel replied surprisingly. “Get in at 6 on Saturday,” he replied. “You do
realize I work weekends,” Angel said. “I know. I’ll be your assistant,” he teased. “We’ll talk
about that later,” Angel said. “Okay. I’ll be done here by 8,” Derek replied. They both hung up.

“So,” Raven said putting lunch down for the girls and tossing the salad for her and Angel.
“What,” Angel asked. “Who’s the guy that just called making your face red,” Raven asked. “A
friend I met at the ranch,” Angel said. “Oh really,” Raven asked. “He’s the one that took me
riding 3 times a day both days I was there,” Angel said. “So he likes horses. What else,” Raven
teased. “Nothing. He’s a nice guy,” Angel said. “And he’s coming to see you knowing you’re
married why,” Raven asked. “He’s just a friend,” Angel said. “Doesn’t sound like he is,” she
thought to herself. “How tall? Is he single? My type,” she teased. “Funny,” Angel replied. “So
he’s your type. Ah. Now I get it. Good for goose,” Raven replied. “Would you stop? I’ll talk to
you about it later,” Angel said. “I gather you’re going to work tonight then,” Raven asked. “I
have to. If you know who calls, don’t tell him I’m home. Just play dumb,” Angel said. “Now
you want me to l-i-e to him? Angel,” Raven said. “I mean it,” Angel replied. “Fine,” she replied.

They spent the rest of the afternoon playing with the kids. They went to the park, the carousel,
the beach. Angel was almost tired out herself when they got back. They had dinner, and Angel
headed into the bar. Trey called 3 more times before she got to work. She checked her messages.
“Angel, where are you? Baby, call me back………..Angel, I know you wouldn’t have left. Where
are you?............Okay. You took off. Just tell me where you are………….Fine. You aren’t going to
talk to me fine. I’m staying until Monday. Call me when you get this…………I just talked to
Derek. He said you were here. Where are you baby? Please. Just talk to me……..”

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Angel pulled into the parking lot and headed inside. “What are you doing here,” Sasha asked.
“Don’t ask. How was the rest of the week,” Angel asked. “Not half bad. You got some good
guys in here. Nice additions,” Sasha said. “Thanks,” Angel said. She went up to the office and
checked emails. Seconds later, Jamie was at the door. “Well hello there,” Jamie said. “What can
I do for you Jamie,” Angel asked. “How was the honeymoon,” he asked. “Non-existent,” Angel
replied. “Oh,” Jamie said. “Anything else,” Angel asked sarcastically. “You look a little tense,”
Jamie suggested. “Go get ready for work Jamie,” Angel said. “Let me buy you a drink at least,”
he asked. “Nope. Go,” Angel said. He walked out and headed downstairs.

Angel got her composure together and went downstairs to get things together. She made up the
schedule and got the tills together. “Angel, you do realize that you’re supposed to be relaxing
right,” Sasha said. “And,” Angel joked. “Have a drink. You’re not working tonight.
Entertainment only,” Sasha said. “Nope,” Angel replied. “Girl, just have a damn drink,” Sasha
said. She got her a martini and they sat down at the table at the front of the room. “So what
happened,” Sasha asked. “Honestly Sasha, I really…” “Talk or else,” Sasha teased. “We got
there and he bumped into his old friends, and his fiancée,” Angel said. “Are you fucking kidding
me,” she asked. “Nope. She had an engagement ring and all. She thought he was there to be
with her. What a surprise when she found out he was on his so-called honeymoon,” Angel said.
“He never told me he was engaged,” Sasha said. “Exactly. Me either. Let’s just say I did a lot of
solo riding,” Angel said. “Became good friends with the trail guide did you,” Sasha asked. “Yep.
He’s actually a pretty nice guy,” Angel said. “Oh really? Just how nice is this nice guy,” Sasha
teased. “He’s coming up for a visit. Wants to see this place that I was gushing about,” Angel
said. “So is he single,” Sasha asked. “As far as I know, yes. He said he wanted to come and be
my assistant next weekend,” Angel joked. “Oh really,” Sasha teased. “Honestly, those rides
were the best part of the trip,” Angel said. “Anything good happen on the rides,” Sasha asked
inquisitively. “Just talking. Went stargazing, watched the sunrise and sunsets. Was my idea of a
nice vacation,” Angel said. “Glad you enjoyed it. Where’s the man,” Sasha asked. “With his
friends in Texas where he belongs,” Angel said. “Almost wanted to tell him not to come back.”
“You talked to him since you got back,” she asked. “Nope. He thinks I am still there hiding out,”
Angel said. She laughed and shook her head. “Sneaky ass,” Sasha teased.

The rest of the night was pretty normal. The place was busier than usual with stagettes and
parties and the guys were impressed with their tips for the night. At the end of the night, the
guys pulled Angel aside. “What’s up guys,” Angel asked. “Weren’t you supposed to be on your
honeymoon or something,” the guys asked. “All you guys need to know is I’m here. Anything
else is private business,” Angel said. She gave them their pay for the night and headed upstairs
to the office to count out the tills and put them in the safe. After a half hour of counting,
everything was done and Jamie was at her door again.

“What can I do for you,” Angel asked. “Let me buy you a drink,” Jamie said. “Nope. Going
home,” Angel said. “I know you aren’t going to say anything but something is up. You need a
drink. Come on,” Jamie said. “Nope,” Angel replied. He walked over to her, helped her with
her coat, handed her purse to her and took her hand, leading her out. Angel locked up and
walked out to the parking lot. “Jamie, thanks for the offer and all, but I am heading home,”
Angel said. “One drink,” he said. “Why are you so eager to take me out for a drink Jamie? I am
your boss,” Angel said. He looked at her. “One drink’s going to kill you,” he asked as he leaned
against her, backing her up against her car. “Back up Jamie. The smooth ass routine doesn’t
work on me. I’m immune to it,” Angel said. “No act,” he said. “Maybe another night,” Angel

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said. “Come on,” Jamie said. “Fine. I’ll follow you,” Angel said. They pulled out and turned
into a bar down the road. Angel went in and they had a seat. He ordered Angel a martini and
one for himself.

“So, what happened,” he asked. “Wanted information right? Typical Jamie,” Angel said. “No.
You’ve been pissy all night. I figured something must have happened,” he said. “It really isn’t
any of your concern,” Angel said. “So either he screwed around, or you two got into one hell of a
fight,” Jamie said. “Neither. He stayed to see family is all,” Angel said. “So why you mad,” he
asked. “Really none of your business,” Angel said. She finished her drink and got up to leave.
“Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel asked. “Why are you so hesitant about sitting and talking to
me,” he asked. “Because I know guys like you. You think that you can sweet talk your way into
my bed. It isn’t happening no matter what,” Angel said. “Just cause I have skills,” he teased.
“Right. That’s why every woman can see you coming a mile off right? Try to stop being a player
and be a real man and see what happens. The bedpost is showing it’s notches,” Angel said. She
walked out and got in her car and headed home.

She pulled in and Raven’s car was gone. There was a black truck in the driveway. “What the,”
Angel said. She went inside to find Lucky curled up on the sofa. “What the hell,” Angel said.
She walked over to the sofa and laid the blanket over him. His eyes opened. “Hey. You’re
home,” Lucky said. “What are you doing here,” Angel asked. “Moving in this weekend,” he
said. “What happened to the end of the month,” Angel asked. “Moved it up. What you doing
home instead of being on the oh so exciting Texas ranch,” Lucky asked. “Don’t want to talk
about it,” Angel said. “Oh hell no. You are talking about it. Chilled the martinis in the fridge
and everything,” Lucky said. “What is it with the martinis tonight,” Angel said. She walked
upstairs and pulled on her track pants and sweatshirt and came back downstairs. Lucky started
a fire in the fireplace.

“So,” he said handing her a glass. “Lucky, seriously. I’ve had a long 72 hours. I just want some
sleep,” Angel said. “Nope. You know you can’t bloody sleep when you’re pissed. Talk,” he
said. “I mean it was fine when we got there. His buddies showed as planned, then we’re about
to have some quality time when some chick shows at the door. He was engaged to her. She still
had the damn ring. He never broke off the engagement. So in other words, he lied to me way
back in the fucking beginning,” Angel said. She took a gulp of her martini. “What was his
explanation,” Lucky asked. She told him the entire story. The part where she took off with
Derek, waking up at 4 am to him tapping on the window, him trying to show her and backtrack
everything. By the time she’d told him, they were both on drink #2. “So what happened,” he
asked. “I went to the main house and went for a drink. He followed me. I left and went back to
the cabin and packed and headed for the airport,” Angel said conveniently leaving out the part
about Derek coming to the airport and staying at a hotel with him etc. “I gather he’s probably
been calling you off the hook,” Lucky asked. “All went to voicemail,” Angel said. “And deleted
probably,” he joked. “Deleted them before work tonight,” Angel said. “You definitely know
how to torture guys,” Lucky teased. “You’d know,” Angel said. He poured out the last of the
martinis into the glasses. “I know what you’re going to say Lucky,” Angel said. “Oh really,” he
replied. “You’re going to say I told you so,” Angel said. “Nope. Honestly, the guy dug himself a
grave that he can’t climb out of this time,” Lucky said. “What the hell do you think I should do,”
Angel asked. “Got three choices really. Separation, divorce or work it out,” Lucky said. “Thanks
oh wise man,” Angel teased. “Honestly, he left the woman hanging for years. He got together
with you and never told you. He never even invited his buddies to the wedding,” Lucky said.

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“A few were there. These guys worked at the ranch, hence the staying at the ranch,” Angel said.
“I understand that, but why would he not have told her that he changed his mind? What did he
do forget her number,” Lucky asked sarcastically. “Thought the same damn thing,” Angel
replied as they finished off the martinis. “So you get any good shots from the horseback riding
treks,” he asked. “I’ll load them tomorrow,” Angel said. He hugged her. “You know I only ever
wanted to see you happy,” he said. “So did I,” Angel replied. She went to get up and got a little
light headed. “You ok,” he asked. “Not sure,” Angel said.

He helped her upstairs, then laid down on the bed beside her. She pulled the blanket from the
bottom of the bed on top of her. “So where are the girls,” Angel asked. “With my mom. She
said she’d bring them up once things get settled,” he said. “The house sold that fast,” Angel
asked. “Jake bought it. He said to send you home,” Lucky said jokingly. “Funny,” Angel said.
She curled up beside him, wrapping her arm around him and fell asleep. He had to admit, it felt
good having her beside him again. He fell asleep a few minutes later.

The next morning, Angel woke up to Addison playing. “Mama up,” Addison said. “Morning to
you too,” Angel said. “Was bringing you some tea and she decided to wake you up,” Lucky said.
“Nice,” Angel said. They went downstairs and Angel put Addison in the playpen to play while
she had some breakfast. “So, you do realize your blackberry was ringing all damn night,” he
said. “Shit,” Angel said. She went and checked it - 10 calls from Trey and 2 from Derek. She
finished her breakfast then went outside and sat on the porch with Addison. She called Derek
back.

“Was wondering when I’d hear that voice again,” he said. “I’m sorry. I got caught up with a
million things at work last night,” Angel said. “Everyone probably asking a million questions on
top of it,” Derek said. “That too,” Angel replied. “So where are you,” he asked. “On the back
porch,” Angel said. “With Addison,” he asked. “Look mama,” Addison said. “I take that as a
yes,” he said laughing. “She saw a butterfly,” Angel replied. “Nice. Listen, I noticed that Trey
left with his buddies last night and checked out,” Derek said. “Figures,” Angel replied. “Do you
want me to talk to him,” he asked. “No. Just let him stew. It’s his own damn fault and he knows
it,” Angel said. “I have half a mind to send his ex down there with Hope.” “Well, according to
the ticket agent here, he switched his flight to leave on Friday next week,” Derek said. “Even
better. A week free of Trey,” Angel said. “Want me to come up earlier,” he asked. “No. It’s
good. I’m helping a friend get his house ready for his girls,” Angel said. “Okay. I’ll see you on
Saturday right,” he asked. “You will. I’ll be the one in the black car,” Angel teased. “Funny. So
how was your night,” he asked. They talked a while.

Lucky saw her enthralled in conversation through the sliding door of the kitchen. He thought
back to the days where they used to have long conversations that lasted hours. Those were the
best ones. The conversations where he learned a million and one things about her and she
learned even more about him. She used to think of him that way.

Angel came in a little while later and hung up. “So,” Lucky said. “Did you figure out paint
colors and things,” Angel asked. “Need womanly assistance with that,” he said. They got
changed and went to the paint store with Addison. Angel helped him choose a few colors then
they put the paint order in. “We’ll drop it off in the morning,” the sales woman said. “Perfect,”
Lucky said. “So now what,” Angel asked. “Lunch,” he replied. They headed off to a little café.
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“So I need to ask you something,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “You were talking to a guy this
morning weren’t you,” he said. “A friend. That’s it,” Angel said. “You two were talking for an
hour Angel. Who is he,” Lucky asked. “Just a friend,” Angel replied. “If you’re mad at him,
doing the two can play that thing isn’t right,” Lucky said. “Fact is Lucky, that as far as I am
concerned, Trey and I are done. He lied to me from day one. I shouldn’t have gone through with
the wedding period. It’s done. I’m just going to get it annulled,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said.
“No. Everything out of his mouth is bullshit. What do you expect me to do Lucky? Sit while he
does it over and over again like every other idiot out there,” Angel asked. “He loves you. He
isn’t going to give you up,” Lucky said. “Eventually he will. He knows there’s no point in
hanging on when everything is based on lies,” Angel said. She sent off an email to her friend
Janet asking her for the annulment papers. She replied that they’d be ready in a few days.
“What did you do,” Lucky asked. “It’s done,” Angel replied. She got up and cleaned Addison
up and headed for the car. “Angel,” he said. “I have to take her home for a nap,” Angel replied.

They got back to the house and Angel put her down for a nap. She cleaned up a little, then
figured out what to wear that night. “I’ll come help you tonight,” Lucky said. “No need,” Angel
replied. “Angel, stop being a stubborn ass,” he said. “I’m going to be running it on my own
anyway Lucky. Might as well get used to it,” Angel replied. She put her outfit out and went
downstairs to relax a bit. Lucky called Raven. “What’s up,” Raven asked. “Can you help me get
started on the painting tonight,” Lucky asked. “Sure. What about Addison,” she asked. “She’ll
be with us. Angel’s going to handle the bar on her own,” he said sarcastically. “Okay then,”
Raven said sarcastically. He told Raven what had happened at lunch. “Are you serious? She
wouldn’t,” Raven said. “She did,” Lucky said. “When is he due back,” Raven asked. “No idea,”
Lucky said. “Ask her,” Raven said. “I wouldn’t dare,” Lucky replied. “Put her on,” Raven said.
“Angel, Raven’s on the phone for you,” Lucky said. Angel grabbed the phone from him. “What
info doesn’t he have that you want,” Angel asked. “Tell me you aren’t doing what I think you
are,” she said. “What,” Angel said. “When is he due back,” Raven asked. “He changed his flight
to Friday next week,” Angel said. “Are you fucking kidding me,” Raven asked. “Nope.
Probably figured that I would cool off by then,” Angel said. “He know you left,” Raven asked.
“Nope. He thinks I’m still there, but he checked out this morning,” Angel said. She handed the
phone back to Lucky and went in and cleaned up the living room.

That night she made a quick dinner for Addison, then Lucky took her to the house and Angel
hopped into the tub and called Derek. “Hey,” he said. “Hey yourself,” Angel replied. “Jacuzzi
jets I hear,” he asked. “Question. How did you know about Trey’s whereabouts,” Angel asked.
“He’s friends with my little brother,” Derek replied. “Which one’s your little brother,” Angel
asked. “Greg,” Derek replied. “Ah. I do see the slight resemblance,” Angel teased. “So how
was the sunset,” Angel asked. “Sucked,” Derek replied. “Was pretty nice here,” Angel said.
“Oh really,” he replied. “Staring at it now,” Angel said. “Ah,” he replied. “Question. Why are
you so eager to come up here,” Angel asked. “Need a change of scenery desperately,” Derek
said. “Real reason please,” Angel teased. “Honestly, I almost didn’t let you leave,” Derek
replied. “You do realize I am still married, even though he is the biggest idiot in the planet,”
Angel said. “I know. Just miss spending time with you,” he said. “Right,” Angel teased. “If I
said that there’s something I wanted to do that I restrained myself from doing at the hotel would
you believe me,” he asked. “That I believe,” Angel replied. They laughed.

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Angel headed into work a little later than usual. She already had done the tills the night before
and Sasha had got the alcohol restocking done. “Okay, what’s the grin for,” Sasha asked.
“Nothing,” Angel replied. “Right,” Sasha teased. They got the bar set up and the customers
started coming in. Angel and Sasha kept an eye on the customers and the employees for the
better part of the night. Angel had her nightly drink with Sasha and chatted a bit mid-way
through the evening. “So, you know you’re going to tell me,” she said. “It’s nothing. Just made
a decision. Plus, Lucky came into town to get the house together,” Angel said. “Oh really?
Thought he wasn’t moving until the end of the month,” Sasha said. “Guess it closed earlier than
he thought,” Angel said. “Guess you two chatted then. So, you going to hook a girl up,” Sasha
asked. “Right. You and Lucky? Somehow I don’t think so Sash,” Angel said. “Fine. So did you
talk to Trey,” she asked. “No,” Angel replied. “He called earlier asking if I had seen you,” Sasha
said. “That’s nice,” Angel said. “He said he didn’t think you would leave without him. That he
just wanted to make sure,” Sasha replied. “As I said Sasha, that’s nice,” Angel replied taking a
sip from her martini. “So this guy that is coming with you on the weekend next weekend,” Sasha
asked. “What about him,” Angel asked. “He’s the one putting the smile on your face isn’t he,”
Sasha asked. “Talked to him on the way here is all,” Angel said. “Girl, he know you and Trey
are still together,” Sasha asked. “He knows everything. And by Monday, Trey isn’t going to be
too happy. The annulment papers are being drawn up,” Angel said. “What,” Sasha asked.
“Can’t be married to someone I don’t know,” Angel said. “Don’t you think you two should talk
about it,” Sasha asked. “No. Why should I? So he can try to talk me into something I don’t want
again,” Angel replied. She took another sip of the martini.

Jamie went up towards the stage to get ready for his routine. He saw Angel and couldn’t stop
himself from making a comment. “Hey sexy lady,” he said. Angel rolled her eyes. “You look
great tonight,” he said. “Thanks,” Angel said. “Are you serious? You can’t be,” Sasha said. “I
am. Fact is there’s more that he’s never told me. I barely even know him. I have no idea how he
talked me into being with him in the first place,” Angel said. “Damn,” Sasha said. “As I said, it’s
done,” Angel replied taking the last sip of her drink. Jamie took the stage and floored Sasha.
“Shit,” she said. “Exactly. Enjoy the show. I have work to do,” Angel said.

Angel went back to the bar and checked the supply. “Angel,” Janet said. “Hey girl. How are
you,” Angel said coming out from behind the bar. “Not bad. Thought I would come down and
see you. I brought those papers you asked for,” Janet said. “Follow me,” Angel said. They
headed up to the office.

“I don’t get it Angel. I thought you two would have been inseperable. This is supposed to be
honeymoon time,” Janet said. “Well, a lot of other things went down. He was engaged to
someone else when he asked me,” Angel said. “Are you serious? My god,” Janet said. “Exactly.
So you can see how I am beginning to wonder if I even know him,” Angel said. “You guys were
together for the longest time and he never told you,” Janet asked. “Nope. Didn’t find out until
our honeymoon,” Angel said. “What do you mean,” she asked. Angel told her the sordid story.
“Holy crap. No wonder you asked me to draw them up. If you want me to, I can have them
served on him there,” Janet said. “Good idea,” Angel said. She signed them and handed them
back to her. “Holy crap Angel. After all the shit you’ve gone through,” Janet said. “Let me buy
you a drink,” Angel said. “Deal,” Janet replied. They headed back downstairs just as Jamie was
getting naked. “Guess every job has its perks,” Janet teased. “Right. Pass on those perks
myself,” Angel teased. They had a drink and Janet headed home.

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At the end of the night, Angel did the usual tills and deposits and locked up, heading home. She
walked into the house and washed up heading straight to bed. In the morning, Angel’s phone
was ringing. She checked the caller – Unknown. “Hello,” Angel said. “Now you fucking
answer,” Trey said. “What do you want,” Angel asked. “Where are you,” he asked. “None of
your business,” Angel said. “You go home,” he asked. “No,” Angel replied. “Then where are
you,” he asked. “Again Trey, none of your business,” Angel said hanging up. She called Derek.
“He’s been looking for you here,” he said. “So, less than a week,” Angel said changing topics.
“What’s going on,” Derek asked. “Nothing,” Angel replied. “Don’t lie to me,” Derek said. “Just
decided I didn’t want to be married to a stranger,” Angel said. “Little sudden don’t you think,”
he asked. “Everything was always a rush. We rushed into a relationship, into sleeping together,
into living together, into getting married all within less than 6 months,” Angel said. “Still,”
Derek replied. “Just deciding to start over fresh,” Angel said. “Maybe I should come down
sooner,” he suggested. “If you want to, that’s fine. Only working Wednesday, Friday and
Saturday this week,” Angel said. “Good. Then Tuesday is perfect,” he said. “Why? Did you
already change it,” Angel asked. “Just did online,” he said. Angel laughed. “What,” he said.
“I’ll set up the spare room for you,” Angel said. “Sounds perfect,” he said. They talked a while
later then Angel went down to see how Lucky was doing with the paint.

She walked in and half the house was painted already. “How in the,” Angel said. “Hey,” Lucky
said. “How did you get this done so quick,” Angel asked. “Got some help. Secondly, got a
sprayer to do the walls,” he said. “Ah,” Angel replied. “How was work last night,” he asked.
“Busy. How was miss Addison,” Angel asked. “A little princess as usual. She’s in the nursery,”
he said. Angel came upstairs and saw her sleeping in the playpen. “So when does the furniture
come,” Angel asked. “Tuesday,” he replied. “Well, since everything’s almost done,” Angel said.
“Raven was a big help. She called in a few favors,” Lucky said. “Oh really. Well, I know how
resourceful she is,” Angel replied jokingly. She hung out with Lucky a little while longer, then
headed back to the house.

Her blackberry rang again and this time she knew it was Trey. She answered. “What do you
want,” Angel asked. “What the fuck are these papers,” he asked. “Forgot how to read,” Angel
asked. “You can’t be serious,” he said. “Does it look like I’m serious,” Angel asked. “Where are
you,” he asked. “Doesn’t matter. Nothing will change,” Angel said. “Angel, you know you are
just being stubborn,” he said. “And trying to enjoy my vacation,” Angel said. “You know you
have to talk to me at some point,” he said. “I know. Rather prefer later,” Angel said hanging up.

She decided on a nice relaxing day. She curled up in her favorite sweats and went out and read
on the porch on her swing. Her phone went off a few hours later. Again it was Trey. Angel
ignored the call. She went inside and made herself some dinner. A little while later, while she
was finishing the chapter of her book, Derek called.

“Hey there,” Angel said. “Hey beautiful,” he replied. “So what’s happening in sunny warm
Texas,” Angel asked. “Other than watching Trey make an ass of himself and have a few too
many this afternoon, just thinking about Tuesday,” he said. “Figures. Why doesn’t he just call
and get back together with Cara,” Angel said. “Funny. Seriously though, I can’t wait to see you
and get out of here,” he said. “Will have to take you riding up here,” Angel said. He laughed.
“What,” Angel said. “Nothing. Dirty mind alert,” he joked. “Typical,” Angel said sarcastically.
“Can’t blame me,” he said. They laughed. “Seriously, he said he was determined to figure out
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so. His loss my gain,” Derek replied. They talked for a while, then Angel headed upstairs to bed.
“Sweet dreams beautiful,” Derek said. “You too handsome,” Angel replied.
Chapter 44

Tuesday came faster than Angel had noticed. The calls from Trey had stopped. Angel headed to
the airport to pick Derek up with Addison asleep in the backseat with her. She sat on the hood of
the car. Within about 10 minutes, he headed out the door and saw her. “Hey there sexy lady,”
Derek said. Angel hugged him. “Damn you smell good,” he said. “Hi to you too,” Angel joked.
She popped his bag into the trunk. “So this must be Addison,” he said quietly so he didn’t wake
her. “She was so excited she fell asleep,” Angel joked. “She looks just like her mom,” he said.
They headed back to the house. “Culture shock yet,” Angel joked. “Funny. I have been here
before you know,” he teased. “Still,” Angel said. “Fine. Green is a little shock,” he teased.

They pulled into the driveway and took his things inside. The second he saw the view from the
kitchen he knew why she loved this house so much. Angel took Addison upstairs, with Derek
following behind her, and put Addison down for a nap. She showed him his room, then they
headed downstairs. Angel took the monitor outside and they sat and chatted on the porch
swing. “I can’t believe this place. You weren’t kidding,” Derek said. “Nope,” Angel replied. “I
talked to him before I left. He begged me to tell him where you were. He knew you’d probably
gone riding every day,” he said. “You didn’t tell him did you,” Angel asked. “No, but he gave
me a letter to give you,” Derek said. “It doesn’t matter anymore anyway,” Angel said. “I
promised I would give it to you,” he said handing Angel the envelope. “I’ll read it later. It’s not
important,” Angel said slipping it into her jeans pocket. “You know he’s miserable don’t you,”
Derek said. “Probably. I would be too if I had pulled that on someone,” Angel said. She tried to
change the topic. “So what do you feel like doing today,” Angel asked. “Relaxing. We have all
week to be tourists,” he said.

They relaxed a while before Angel heard Lucky coming into the back yard. “Well hello there,”
Angel said as Lucky came onto the porch. “Hey yourself,” Lucky replied. “Lucky this is Derek.
Derek, this is Lucky,” Angel said. They shook hands. “This must be your friend from Texas,”
Lucky said. “That he is,” Angel replied. “Well then. What are you doing up here when you
could be in sunshine,” Lucky asked. “Taking a break from the dust,” Derek joked. “Lucky.
Drink,” Angel asked. “Sure,” he replied. Angel went inside and pulled out two cold beers,
popping the tops and handing one to Lucky and one to Derek. “Thanks baby,” Lucky said.
Angel rolled her eyes. She knew why he’d shown up. “So how goes the painting,” Angel asked.
“It’s almost dry. Just waiting on the movers,” Lucky said. “Well if you need an extra pair of
hands,” Derek offered. “Thanks. May just take you up on that,” Lucky said. “So how do you
two know each other,” Derek asked. “I’m her ex,” Lucky said. “That and her best friend.” “I
see,” Derek replied. “He’s Addison’s dad,” Angel replied. “Ok. That makes sense,” Derek said.
“Speaking of….where’s princess Addison,” he asked. “Upstairs napping,” Angel said. “Tired
her out again did you,” Lucky joked. “We were up early this morning. Someone wanted Disney
movies at 7am,” Angel said. “Ah,” he replied. He went inside to check on Addison.

“So, he lives this close and you aren’t the slightest bit mad,” Derek said. “He wanted to be close
for Addison and to be there if I need him is all. Really, we are just friends now. Nothing else,”
Angel said. “Then he won’t get mad if I do something that I’ve been wanting to do for days,”
Derek said. “Meaning,” Angel asked. He leaned her against the post of the porch and kissed her.

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Her knees started to turn to jell-o. He held her in his arms and she got shivers. “You okay,” he
asked kissing the tip of her nose. Angel nodded. He kissed her again.

Minutes later, Lucky came downstairs and went out the back as they sat down in the porch
swing. “So what are you two up tonight,” Lucky asked coming back outside. “Thought I would
take Angel out for a nice dinner,” Derek said. “Can suggest a few places,” Lucky said. “Nope.
Reservation is already made,” Derek replied. “Why don’t I look after Addison then,” Lucky
suggested. “I’ll bring her by on the way,” Angel replied. “Well, she’s up now. Could take her
with me,” Lucky suggested. “If you’re sure,” Angel said. He walked back in slamming the
sliding door behind him. “Be right back,” Angel said. She followed him inside.

“What is wrong with you,” Angel asked. “I swear, you are never going to be fucking happy with
anything,” Lucky said. “Meaning what,” Angel replied. “Meaning Trey loves you. You know
he’d walk on fucking fire for you and you walk away. You meet up with some trail guide and
walk away from your husband because of what? Because he’s cute? Give me a break,” Lucky
said. “Fact is, Trey got papers yesterday morning to dissolve the marriage. I get to have fun
Lucky. He lied, cheated, schemed and played his way out of this marriage. Just let me enjoy
myself,” Angel said running for the bathroom. She was sick. “Angel,” Lucky said from the
hallway. She was sick again. She washed her face and tried to freshen up and came back out.
“Are you okay,” Lucky asked. “If you want to take her for the night, then fine. No comments on
my fucking life,” Angel said. She walked back downstairs. She stopped and was sick again. She
went back outside and sat with Derek.

“You okay,” he asked. “Fine,” Angel replied. “You look a little flushed,” Derek commented.
“Just needed some air,” Angel replied. She curled back up with him on the swing. “So, are you
okay for dinner tonight,” Derek asked. “Sure,” Angel replied. They got up and went inside.
Lucky left with Addison. “Give me a call when you guys get back or when you get up,” Lucky
said walking out. Angel stopped and was sick again. “Angel, you sure you’re okay,” Derek
asked. “It’s nothing,” Angel said. She knew what it was.

She got ready for dinner and by the time they were both ready, Angel was feeling better. They
headed off to a fancy restaurant by the water and had a romantic dinner for two. Candles
adorned the entire room, setting the mood for romance. He was the perfect gentleman all night.
They talked and got to know each other even more. The late night calls that seemed to last until
morning gave her all the insight she’d ever wanted to know about Derek. The more time she
spent with him, the more attractive he was to her.

Derek was talking his mouth off all night. He was so nervous around her, always watching his
p’s and q’s. He didn’t want to say anything wrong, didn’t want to seem to presumptuous. He
had spent the entire week dreaming of this night with her. What he would do, what he’d say,
how he’d sweep her off her city feet.

After dinner, they headed back to the house. Angel got changed into something more
comfortable and he started a fire in the fireplace. “So, what did you think of dinner,” Derek
asked. “Was great. I’ve always loved that restaurant,” Angel said. “Figured that,” he teased.
They sat down and curled up together by the fire, with her in his arms. “We should have done
this in Texas. What a campfire we would have had,” Derek said. “Can just imagine the s’mores
now,” Angel teased. He wrapped his arms around her. He bent his head to kiss her neck.

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“Feeling better,” Derek asked. “Was probably just something that didn’t agree with me,” Angel
said – knowing full well that what didn’t agree with her would have to be seen by the doctor. He
kissed her earlobe. His arms moved up her torso.
He turned her head to meet his, kissing her, taking her breath. Her torso followed as he leaned
down to lay on the carpet. His kisses devoured her. “Angel,” Derek said as they came up for air.
“Mmm,” Angel replied. He kissed her again and couldn’t stop himself. He slid the strap of her
top off her shoulder. “Derek,” Angel said as he kissed her shoulder. He kissed her again.
“Seriously,” Angel said. “What,” he said as he slid the strap off her other shoulder. “Derek,”
Angel replied. He stopped. “We can’t do this,” Angel said. He kissed her. She broke the kiss.
“We can’t Derek,” Angel said. “Why? He signed the papers,” Derek said. “What do you mean
he signed them,” Angel replied. “They’re in the envelope with the letter,” Derek said. “How did
you know,” Angel said. “I was there. I told him I would throw it in the mailbox for him and
brought it with me instead,” Derek said. “Are you serious,” Angel asked. He kissed her. Angel
felt a twinge in her chest.

He kissed her again, sliding his hands around her. She couldn’t let it happen. She got up and
went upstairs. She locked the door of her bedroom and searched for the envelope.

Dear Angel:

I know you’re mad at me. I’ve screwed up so many times, and I know you always found it in
your heart to forgive me. Honestly, opening my heart is the hardest thing ever. I trust you
more than I trust anyone. I love you. I love everything about you. I love the way you smirk
when you know I am watching you sleep. The sound you make when you feel me wrap my
arms around you in bed. I love you. I love Addison like she’s my own.

Baby, I know I didn’t tell you all the things I should have, and that I never told you about
what’s happened in the past here, but I don’t want to lose you. Please. I can’t lose you. I’ve
been here hunting for you. I’ve gone to every ranch, every spa. No matter where I go it’s
like you left without me. Like you took off. I figured sending you this at home might find
you. That you might find it in your heart to forgive me and take me back.

Angel, I can’t do this without you. I can’t be there without you. I talk to Hope and tell her
that I’m thinking of bringing her here, and she said she wants to come see you. Baby, life
here isn’t the same without you to wake up to. Please. I’ll sign what you want and give us a
fresh start, just don’t walk away from this. Please. Give me a chance to fix things. Give me
a chance to love you and let you in. Please baby,

Trey

Tears welled in her eyes, turning her blue eyes a bright turquoise. A lump formed in her throat.
Minutes later, she ran out of the bedroom sick again. Derek ran upstairs, knocking on the door.
“Angel, are you okay,” he asked. He heard a thump. He got the door open and found her
passed out on the tile floor.

Angel woke up cold. The room smelled of antiseptic. “Where,” Angel said waking up. “Are you
okay,” Lucky asked. “What are you doing here,” Angel asked. “Derek called me. Just lay back.

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I’ll tell the doctor you’re awake,” Lucky said getting up. Derek snuck into the room. “You scared
the shit out of me,” Derek said. “What am I doing at the hospital,” Angel asked. “You passed
out. The doctor said your blood pressure shot up,” Derek replied. “What,” Angel said. The
doctor came in and Derek and Lucky left the room. “Angel,” the doctor said. “What’s going on,”
Angel asked. “Don’t ask me how, but you are pregnant,” the doctor said. “Are you fucking
kidding me,” Angel asked. “No. It’s early in the pregnancy. You had food poisoning. Lucky
said you had been sick during the day. That’s probably what it was from. You were dehydrated
as well. No concussion or anything. You and baby will be fine,” the doctor said. “You can go
home, just try to relax.”

Within an hour or so, Angel was home. She wouldn’t tell Lucky or Derek what the doctor had
said. Angel locked herself in her room and made a call. “Angel, open the door,” Lucky said.
“Go home,” Angel replied. “Angel, damn it, open the fucking door,” Lucky repeated. She got up
and went to the door, pulling it open. “What,” she said. “What’s wrong,” he asked. “Fuck off
Lucky and get out,” Angel said.

An hour or so later, Derek came upstairs. He looked in on her and she was crying. He never
could resist the tears. “Angel,” he said. “I’m sorry about all of this,” Angel said. “What’s
wrong,” he asked. “Nothing. Nothing that can’t be fixed,” Angel said. He sat down on the edge
of her bed and hugged her. “Okay, I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but if you were on
the ranch right now,” Derek said. “If I were, I’d probably go to the furthest out I could and sit.
Try to clear my head before I lose it,” Angel said. “Then,” he said. “You’ve only been away for
48 hours Derek. It is supposed to be a dang vacation for you. So much for that idea,” Angel said.
“We leave Saturday night,” Derek said. “What do you mean we,” Angel asked. “I booked the
tickets. You can stay with me,” he said. “What about Addison,” Angel asked. “What about her?
She can come,” Derek suggested. “You know that’s one heck of a crazy idea. I can’t just up and
leave,” Angel said. “I talked to Lucky,” Derek said. “I can’t just leave,” Angel said. “Yes you
can. Pack your jeans, boots, a dress or two, toiletries and we’re out,” he said. “Derek, you know
you’re nuts,” Angel said. He kissed her.

She leaned back onto the bed and he leaned down beside her, pulling her into his arms. “What
are you doing,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Derek,” Angel said stopping him. “Angel,
ever since you left, I’ve been miserable as all shit. I can’t explain it. Nobody can. In 48 hours I
meet this great woman, who’s married, then I can’t get my mind off her. I couldn’t get you off
my mind. That’s why I came here. I had to see you,” Derek said. “But,” Angel said. “But
nothing. The man is the world’s biggest player Angel. Remember I have known him longer than
you have. He wouldn’t know monogamy if it kicked him in the ass and screamed at him. He
tried it and I am telling you he wouldn’t have lasted long. Angel, you gotta see that,” Derek said.
“But,” Angel said. He kissed her. “I want you to see my place Angel. The one place where I sat
every time we talked. The wood that wore away from me pacing trying to figure out what to
do,” Derek said. “I can’t do this Derek. I can’t. Trey and I just separated. It wouldn’t be fair to
you. I can’t,” Angel said. He kissed her again.

He slid his hands up the back of her shirt. He kissed her with such intensity, she found herself
losing herself in his kiss. He kissed her neck, unbuttoning her shirt as he moved down. “Derek,
we can’t do this,” Angel said. He kissed her again to silence her. He slid the shirt off, then pulled
his own off revealing the muscles that she’d known were under that shirt. “Seriously,” Angel
said as he kissed her again. Her heart raced. Her legs shook. “We can’t,” Angel said. He kissed

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her again, undoing her jeans. “Derek,” Angel said breaking the kiss. She tried to get up, but
couldn’t. He kissed her again, pulling her back into his arms. “I’ve wanted you since day one,”
Derek said. “No. Not like this,” Angel said. “Fine,” he replied. He still wouldn’t let go. He
kissed her and would have to be satisfied with that and nothing else. She couldn’t. He knew it
would only be a matter of time.
He had a way with her. Even curling up next to him turned her on, but she couldn’t. She was
pregnant with Trey’s child. “Not for long,” she thought to herself. Derek did have a point. The
trip to Texas would have to happen. She didn’t believe that he’d come back and she’d have to go
and tell him. What would she see when she showed up? She thought the worst. Prepared
herself for the worst. For now, she had a warm body to curl up with who wanted her. A
handsome, kind and caring man who would bend over backwards for her.

She woke up the next morning and Derek was still there. She woke up to kisses on her shoulder.
“Morning,” he said. “Morning,” Angel replied. He slid the bra strap from her shoulder. “What
are you up to,” Angel asked. “Nothing,” he replied. He undid her bra. “Derek,” Angel said.
“What, didn’t say we couldn’t enjoy this,” he said. His warm hands grazed her breasts, slipping
the bra off and onto the floor. “You know you better not start something that isn’t going to be
finished,” Angel said. “Tried that last night,” he joked. “Could finish today,” he whispered as
goose bumps trickled up her spine. One hand caressed her breasts as the other slid down her
torso. “I swear, you don’t take no for an answer do you,” Angel asked. She felt his hand slide
past the waistband of her jeans. “Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her neck, leaving a mark, then
moved down her shoulder. He pulled her towards him, turning her to face him. “What are you
up to,” Angel asked. He kissed her again, undoing her jeans. His hand slid back down, then she
felt his fingers against her. “Derek,” Angel said. He slid her jeans off, throwing them to the floor.
“Hmm. Could I be causing a reaction,” he teased licking her breast then nibbling. “Derek,” Angel
said. He slid his fingers inside her. “Ooh. That’s definitely a yes,” he said. “Would you stop
this,” Angel said. He teased her even more then came face to face with her. “You sure,” he asked
as he kept going. She wouldn’t be able to resist this much longer.

“Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her then trailed kisses down her torso. He slid her lace
underwear off. “Seriously Derek,” Angel said. She felt his warm breath on her then his tongue
grazing her. “Shit,” she thought to herself. He kept going until she was completely powerless
against him. She heard his jeans hit the floor. He kissed his way back up to her, then she reached
into her drawer. “Giving in,” he teased. “I swear,” Angel said. He took the condom from her
hand, putting it on and kissing her. “Angel,” Derek said. “Mmm,” Angel replied. She looked in
his eyes. He kissed her again and wrapped her legs around him. He took his time, teasing her,
then making love to her.

He never wanted to lose this feeling. The feeling of her wrapped around him, the feeling of his
heart racing, hers beating in time with his. He knew it wouldn’t be easy, especially since Trey
had done all of this to her, but he was determined to be with her. This time, she’d never shed one
single tear. He had no secrets. The 4 or 5 hour calls made sure of that. She knew every secret.
He had no girlfriend, no ex fiancée, no lover. He’d gone so long alone that he wondered if he’d
be that way forever until she showed up. He had no girlfriends except the one or two he’d dated.
He’s what she needed, even if it took forever to prove it to her.

He curled up in her arms like a child. He kissed her stomach. “What did we just do,” Angel said.
He kissed her. “Something that was perfect,” Derek said. “Bad influence,” Angel said. “Need a

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reminder, let me know,” he joked. “Derek, we shouldn’t have done this,” Angel said. “Would
you stop over-thinking this? Angel, really, you need to relax,” Derek said. “I wish I could,”
Angel said. “So what are we doing today,” he asked. “It is almost 2,” Angel replied. “You have
to work tonight don’t you,” he asked. Angel nodded. “Then we’ll go get Addison and take her
out for a while before we go to the infamous bar,” Derek said. “Seriously, you don’t have to
come with me. Relax here,” Angel said. “Nope. Put me to work. Only got 2 days,” he said.
“Derek, really, you don’t have to,” Angel said. He cut her off with a kiss. “I’m going. End of
discussion,” he said. “Then maybe a shower,” Angel said. He picked her up, carrying her to the
bathroom, then stepping into the hot shower.

Angel laughed. “What,” Derek asked. “Nothing,” Angel said. She showered then went to step
out. The water was full force on his back and shoulders. “Where are you going,” he asked.
“Finish your shower,” Angel replied.

She went and called Lucky. “How’s the move going,” Angel asked. “Fine. Nice of you to ask at
2:30 in the afternoon,” Lucky said. “When do the girls get here,” Angel asked. “Tomorrow or
Sunday. Not sure,” Lucky replied. “He told me that you are going to Texas to talk to Trey.
Good idea,” Lucky said. “Whatever,” Angel said. “I’ll keep Addison while you’re gone,” he
said. “Fine. I’m going to come over in a few and take her off your hands for a while before
work,” Angel said. “Fine with me. She’s asleep in the crib,” Lucky replied. “See you in a few
then,” Angel replied and hung up.

They got changed, had something to eat, then went over and picked up Addison. “Where you
two off to,” Lucky asked. “Thinking the park,” Angel said. “Great,” Lucky said not looking too
impressed. “I’ll put her in the car,” Derek said heading outside. “What is the problem Lucky,”
Angel asked. “You sleep with him,” he asked. “No,” Angel replied. “He’s dragging you back to
Texas and you don’t think that’s a little strange,” Lucky asked. “Meaning what,” Angel replied.
“Angel, give Trey a chance. Talk to him,” Lucky said. “Why should I? He doesn’t want me. He
signed the fucking papers,” Angel said. “And that’s why he called me upset as all shit right?
Because he doesn’t love you and because he hasn’t slept in weeks,” Lucky said. “Did you tell
him I was here,” Angel asked. “Just hear the man out,” Lucky said.

Angel got into the car and they headed off to the park. They tried to relax and enjoy it. By the
time they had to head back, Addison was tired again. “My goodness. We tired you out,” Angel
joked. “Mama. Daddy,” Addison said. “You want to go see Daddy,” Angel said. “Home
Daddy,” Addison said. Angel tried to ignore it. She’d got attached to Trey. She missed him, and
a little part of Angel did too. “Why don’t we take you home for a bit, then we’ll go see Daddy,”
Angel said. Addison put her head on Angel’s shoulder.

They got back to the house and Derek made dinner. Angel realized she’d left her blackberry off.
She turned it on and saw 10 voicemails. She checked them. Over and over it was Trey begging
with one thing or another. She deleted them. The last one she caught one phrase of. “Angel, I’m
coming home next weekend,” he’d said. She checked the date – 2 days ago. She went and
helped him with dinner, then fed Addison. “So what time do you have to be there,” Derek asked.
“Around 7:30 or 8,” Angel replied. “Cool,” he said. “Why,” Angel replied. “No reason,” he said
teasingly. She cleaned Addison up and he took her while Angel got changed for work.

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When Angel came back downstairs, he had on his black shirt and jeans and was ready to leave.
Addison was giggling in his lap. Angel came downstairs in her black and red dress. “Damn,”
Derek said. “What,” Angel asked. “Nothin,” he joked. “Enough. Give me my little princess,”
Angel teased. They headed out to the car and buckled Addison in. Angel got up and he kissed
her. “Couldn’t resist,” he said. “You’ll have to tonight. Seriously. I can’t be doing crazy things at
the bar. Got me,” Angel asked. “Since we have 45 minutes to make a 20 minute drive,” he
teased. Angel slapped his chest. They dropped Addison off and headed to the bar.

Angel showed him around then went up to the office. He locked the door. “What are you up to
now,” Angel asked. He kissed her, picking her up in his arms and leaning her onto the desk.
“Derek,” Angel said. “Not doing anything,” he said. “Better get it out of your system,” Angel
said. He kissed her to silence her. Minutes later there was a knock at her door. “Seriously,”
Angel said quietly. She checked her lipstick. He sat down on the sofa with a smirk. Angel threw
a pillow at him. She answered the door to find Jamie on the other side.

“What can I do for you Jamie,” Angel asked. “Just thought I would see how things were,” he
asked noticing the man on the sofa. “Jamie, this is Derek. Derek, this is Jamie. He’s one of the
dancers downstairs,” Angel said. “Nice to meet you,” Derek said. “So the guys were wondering
when Trey’s back. They had a couple questions,” Jamie asked. “I’ll answer whatever they need
answered,” Angel replied. “Well Trey said,” Jamie started. “What do you want to know Jamie,”
Angel asked. “Well, they wanted to know what the drink max was. Trey said no more than 3,
and if we go overboard we’re out. If the ladies buy us one, does that count,” Jamie asked. “What
do you think,” Angel asked sarcastically. “Yeah, but some of the girls like to buy us a drink,”
Jamie asked. “And some of you take advantage of that and have one too many and start ignoring
the rules. Deal is, you can have the max drinks. Someone buys you one fine, but if you get
caught out of hand, you’re out period. No suspension or warning. Out,” Angel said. “I’ll let
them know,” Jamie said. “Anything else,” Angel asked. “Not really,” he asked. “Oh and by the
way, tell them they get caught with weed, coke or any other substances in their systems or on
them they better find another place to work,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Bag check from
now on,” Angel replied. “But if it’s done outside the bar,” Jamie said. “You want to test it,”
Angel asked. Jamie headed out.

“Okay Miss business,” Derek joked. “Think I’m too rough on them,” Angel asked. “Well, if it’s
for the benefit of the bar no. If you’re taking out your anger on them,” Derek said. “You think
that’s tough? Damn. Have more rules for dating,” Angel joked. “Will have to get the cliff notes
version of those,” he teased. Angel headed downstairs as Derek followed.

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Chapter 45

The minute they got home on Friday night, Angel had decided what to do about the baby. She
called her doctor, who was on call at the time. “You sure you want to do that,” the doctor asked.
“Yes,” Angel replied. “I can drop the prescription off on my way home. I’m leaving in 20. When
are you heading out of town,” she asked. “Tomorrow around 4am,” Angel replied. “Okay. You
should be okay by then,” she said. “What do we have to do,” Angel asked. “I’ll give you the
meds, but you aren’t going to be feeling well for a day or so,” she said. “I’ll wait until I get back,”
Angel said. “Better idea. Would rather have you here in case anything happens,” she asked.

“Who was that,” Derek asked. “The doctor. She was just following up on me,” Angel said.
“Oh,” he said. He wrapped his arms around her. “Derek, seriously. I feel like we’re doing
something wrong,” Angel said. “Why? Because of stupid Trey,” he asked. “Yes,” Angel replied.
“Okay,” he said. “Okay,” Angel asked. “Okay. Curling up next to you will suffice,” he said. He
teased. They fell asleep a little while later.

Angel woke up the next morning. She felt his warm breath on her. “Morning,” he said. Her
goose bumps came out. “Morning yourself,” Angel said. He kissed her shoulder. “So,” he
asked. “What,” Angel replied. “What we up to today,” he asked. “Addison,” Angel replied.
“Packing,” he replied. “That too,” Angel replied. “And,” he asked. “And doing normal
Saturday stuff,” Angel replied. “Such as,” he asked as his hands slid under her breasts. “Such as
a workout,” Angel replied. “What kind of workout are we talking about,” he said kissing her
neck. “I mean boxing workout,” Angel replied. “Since when do you have time for a boxing
workout,” he asked. “Used to go before the whole Trey thing,” Angel said. “Oh really,” he
teased sliding his hand down her torso. “Seriously,” Angel said. She squirmed away from him
and got up, pulling her hair into a ponytail and slipping her workout gear on. “You weren’t
kidding were you,” he asked. “How do you think I got looking like this after I had Addison,”
Angel replied. “Then I am coming. Gotta see this for myself,” he said. “Better hurry up then,”
Angel replied. She went downstairs and had some oatmeal then called the trainer. “20 minutes,”
he said. Angel hung up and went to head towards the door, as Derek followed behind her.

After 2 hours of boxing and kickboxing, Angel was exhausted. She was pumped, but every
muscle needed the Jacuzzi. “You relax. I’m going to go for a jog. I’ll be back in an hour or so,”
Derek said. “Okay,” Angel replied as she headed upstairs. She drew herself a hot bath and
relaxed. After an hour or so, she slipped out and went and pulled on her jeans and tank top.
Derek came in minutes later. “How was the jog,” Angel asked. “Not bad,” he asked. “Never
realized how beautiful it is by the water.” “Guess you know why I love it here,” Angel replied.
“True,” he said. He walked towards her. “What,” Angel asked. He slid her tank top off. “What
are you doing,” Angel asked. “Exercise,” he replied. He kissed her, picking her up and
wrapping her legs around him. He walked up the steps. “Derek,” Angel said. “What,” he
teased. “I have to go check on Addison,” Angel said. “She’s fine. The girls are there with her,”
Derek said kissing her again. “How do you know that,” Angel asked. “Went by and said hi,”
Derek replied kissing her again and distracting her thoughts.

He went to undo her jeans. “Derek,” Angel said. “Don’t make me wait until we get there and
you talk to him,” Derek said. “And why not,” Angel asked. “Addictive,” he said. “What,”
Angel asked. “You. Everything about you is addictive,” he said. “Why don’t you go have a

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shower and we’ll do dinner,” Angel said. He kissed her, pulling his tank top off. “Nope,” he
replied. “Derek, seriously,” Angel said. He kissed her again, pulling her jeans off and kicking
them to the floor. Minutes later, her blackberry went off. “Don’t,” Derek said. She went to grab
it and he shoved it into the drawer. “It could be Lucky. Something could be wrong with
Addison,” Angel said trying to squirm away. She grabbed the phone and answered it.

“Hello,” Angel said. “Where are you,” Trey said. “What do you want,” Angel asked. “Did you
get my letter,” Trey asked. “Yes,” Angel said. “And,” he asked. “And nothing. Nothing has
changed Trey. You still want to play the damn field and you know it. Knowing you, you’re
probably with her. Just go and be happy and leave me alone,” Angel said. “No. Angel, please
hear me out,” Trey said. “What,” Angel replied. “I want to see you. Please baby. We’ll have
dinner and talk. Please just hear me out,” Trey said. “No,” Angel said. “Tomorrow night. I’ll
meet you at the cavern,” he said. “Why are you doing this,” Angel asked. “I love you,” he
replied. “I’m not losing you.” “You already did,” Angel replied. “Please. 8pm. Please baby,”
he said. “Fine,” Angel replied. She hung up.

Derek grabbed the phone and turned it off, throwing it in the drawer. “Now where were we,” he
said. Angel turned away and grabbed her jeans from the floor, pulling them back on. “Go
shower,” Angel said. She went downstairs and pulled her tank top back on, then grabbed the
suitcase from the closet to pack. By the time he came downstairs, she was almost done. “Angel,”
he said. “You knew he was going to call didn’t you,” Angel asked. “No. I just wanted to have
some time alone with you without the stupid phones and the stupid email,” he said. “Now you
understand why I have to do this before I do anything else,” Angel said. “I know, but don’t
punish me for the stupid ass things he did,” Derek said. “Trust me. If I did, you’d know,” Angel
replied. He wrapped his arms around her waist. “So dinner? I want to take you out.
Somewhere nice,” he said. “Fine, but then we have to get to the bar. I have a pile of things to
do,” Angel said. “No problem. I can help if you need it,” Derek said. “Fine. We’re going to see
Addison and the girls first though,” Angel replied. She grabbed her purse and they headed
down to see the girls, then to dinner.

They went back to the house to change quickly before heading out. Derek threw the suitcases in
the trunk. “My phone,” Angel said running back upstairs. She grabbed the charger and her
blackberry, turning it back on. She came downstairs in a pink dress. It took his breath away.
“What,” Angel said throwing the phone into her purse. “Wow,” Derek said. She slid her coat on
and they headed off.

“You blow my mind,” Derek said. “What,” Angel asked. “You have a beautiful little girl and
you look that good,” he said. “Meaning what? You’re thinking I should be in mom jeans,” Angel
teased. “Just saying,” Derek said. They pulled into the parking lot of the bar and headed inside.
Angel got the tills together and Derek helped with the re-stocking. Sasha came in. “So who’s
this,” Sasha asked. “Derek, Sasha. Sasha, this is Derek. My friend from Texas,” Angel said. “Oh
really,” Sasha teased. “So you’re okay to look after the bar if I’m not back by Friday right,” Angel
asked. “He sweeping you off to Texas is he,” Sasha asked. “Unfinished business,” Angel replied.
“Oh really,” Sasha said. “Was actually considering taking Hope with me and leaving her with
him,” Angel said. “Better that you two talk this out. I mean two weeks in? You can’t give up,”
Sasha said. “If only you knew the whole story,” Angel said. “Then we have talking to do over
martinis,” Sasha said.

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The bar opened as usual and Derek made himself indispensable. “So,” Sasha said as she sat
down at a table with Angel with martinis. Angel told her the rest of the story. “So, you going to
fight for your man,” she asked. “Nothing left to fight for. The papers are signed. It’s done. He
always said he wanted to move back there. What better time,” Angel said. She finished her
drink and Derek brought her a second. “So,” he said. “What,” Angel asked. “You two talking
about me again? I know you want me so badly, but talking about me,” he teased. “Right. So
irresistible,” Angel said sarcastically. “Not what you said the other night,” he whispered in her
ear. Angel shot him a look. His hand smacked her butt.

At the end of the night, Sasha closed up and Angel left with Derek. She checked her phone and
Trey had called again. “Baby, I don’t know where you are, but wherever you are, call me when
you get this. Please,” he said. Angel deleted the message. They got to the airport and were off
within an hour.

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They pulled out of the airport parking and headed to Derek’s place. Angel was asleep in the car.
Once they started getting closer, he woke her up. “We’re almost there,” he said. Angel woke up
looking out the window. “Holy houses,” Angel said. “Thought we all lived in cabins,” he joked.
“No. Just, look at the houses,” Angel said. Minutes later he pulled into the driveway of his
house. “You’re kidding right,” Angel asked. “Nope,” he replied.

The house was around the same size as hers, but was absolutely beautiful. It was an old style
house, wrap around porch with a view of the ranch. “Rebuilt it myself a few years ago. Only
thing it ever lacked was a woman’s touch,” he said. He grabbed the bags from the trunk and
brought them inside. He showed her around the house, then took the bags upstairs to the master
bedroom. It had a beautiful view. He put the bags down, then opened the French doors to the
balcony. “So,” he said. “Oh my goodness,” Angel said.

He turned her towards him and kissed her. “Angel,” he said. “We should get some sleep,”
Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Shut eye, zzz’s,” Angel said. “I have to go to the ranch and
check things out. You okay here,” he asked. “You aren’t tired are you,” Angel asked. “It will
only take me a half hour or so. When you wake up, I’ll be back and right beside you,” he said.
“Fine,” Angel said. He kissed her again and headed off to the ranch. Angel found her way
around the house, had a hot bath, then slid into the bed.

“So what’s shakin,” Derek said walking into the main house of the ranch. “You’re back,” one of
the guest services ladies said. “Anything going on,” he asked. “Nothing much. I have all the
things you asked for on your desk. How was the trip,” she asked. “Nosy as usual Kerry,” he
said. “Well, I had to ask. You have a grin ear to ear,” she said. “It was fine. Just went to visit a
friend for a few days,” he said. “Trey left 10 messages for you, and he still thinks that his wife is
here. Why won’t you let us tell him,” she asked. “She is here,” he said. “She checked out,”
Kerry said. “She’s still in Texas. She just didn’t want to be here,” Derek replied. “And how do
you know,” Kerry asked prodding for gossip. “Talked to her. We are friends,” he said. “Fine.
Don’t tell me,” she teased. “If he calls, tell him she checked out,” Derek said. “Should I call you,”
she asked. “Email me,” he replied. He left moments later, bumping into Trey.

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“Derek. You seen Angel,” he asked. “She checked out. She asked me to drop her at her hotel,”
he said. “You know where she is,” he asked. “She said she didn’t want to be disturbed. That’s
all I am telling you,” Derek said. “Trey. What is up with you,” Cara said coming into the lobby
behind him. “I have to find Angel,” she said. “I swear Trey, one minute you’re all over me, the
next it’s Angel this and Angel that,” Cara said. “I was drunk okay? It isn’t happening ever
again,” Trey said. “There’s more to it than that and you know it,” Cara said. “Would you stop
already,” Trey said. “Trey, you know you don’t want her back,” Cara said. “Yes I do. More than
anything I want her back. I don’t want this bullshit. I want to go home with my wife,” Trey said.
“Once she finds out Trey, she isn’t going to take you back,” Cara said. “What the fuck does that
mean,” Trey said. Derek slipped out and headed back to the house. “It means it happened more
than once. You know it did. I want to be with you. I love you,” Cara said. “I’m married. Get
that? I don’t want to be with you, and sure as fuck don’t want to be married to you,” Trey said.
“You forgot that you signed the papers to dissolve the marriage didn’t you,” she said.

Derek walked back in, locking the doors behind him, and went upstairs. Angel was curled up on
his bed. This is what he wanted to see. He slid his jeans and shirt off, slipping into the bed next
to her. He wrapped his arm around her torso, pulling her close to him. He knew she was his.
Trey had done it again, and this time he wasn’t letting Angel run off. He fell asleep beside her,
only to awaken a few hours later. Angel woke up when she heard her phone go off. She looked
at the time – 3pm. It was an email from Lucky.

Trey called me. He’s freaking. Call the fucking man.

“Nice,” Angel said after she read it. Derek woke up, kissing her neck. “What,” he asked.
“Nothing. Trey called Lucky,” Angel said. He slid the strap of her shirt off her shoulder, kissing
where it had laid. “So, how did you sleep,” Derek asked. “Like a baby,” Angel said. “How’s the
ranch?” “Busy as usual. Nothing too interesting,” he said. He wasn’t going to tell her. Not now.
He kissed her neck. “Derek,” Angel said. “What,” he replied. “Do I have to say it again,” Angel
asked. He turned her towards him and kissed her. “Tell me what,” he said, pulling her into his
arms. He wrapped her leg around him. “You just think you’re so damned cute don’t you,”
Angel asked. He kissed her again, then his hand slid down her torso to her leg. His hand slid up
and he kissed her again. He slid the shirt off of her.

He kissed her neck, moving down to her shoulder. “Don’t you think we should get up,” Angel
asked. He kissed her again, silencing her. “Derek,” Angel said. “I know,” he said grabbing a
condom from his drawer. He slid it on. “We can’t do this,” Angel said. He kissed her again
making her forget the reasons why. He made love to her. He took his time, cherishing every
taste, every kiss, every touch. He knew after tonight, this would be all his.

Angel looked at her phone – 6pm. She slipped out of bed, showered and started to get changed.
She came back into the bedroom to grab her toiletry bag. “Where you off to,” he asked. “I’m
supposed to meet him remember,” Angel asked. “Where,” Derek asked. “The cavern,” Angel
said. “Fine. I’ll drive you,” he said. “It can’t be that hard to find,” Angel said. “I’m driving you.
End of discussion,” he said. “What do I do when I want to leave Derek? I can’t call you to pick
me up,” Angel said. “Text me then,” he said. Angel shook her head. “By the way, might want to
put on something other than jeans,” Derek said. “Oh really,” Angel said. “Fancy place,” he said.
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it was almost 7:15. “Still don’t know why you’re doing this,” Derek said. “I won’t be that long,”
Angel said. They headed out and he dropped her off around the corner from the restaurant. He
kissed her goodbye, turning her knees to jell-o again. She fixed her lipstick and hopped out of
the truck.

“You must be Mrs. Hartley,” the hostess said. “Yes,” Angel said. “These showed up for you,”
she said as she handed Angel a bouquet of roses and escorted her to the table. There was a bottle
of her favorite shiraz on the table. The waiter opened it and poured two glasses then walked
away. About 15 minutes later, Trey came in. “Angel,” he said. “Sit,” Angel said. He went to
kiss her and she turned her head. “Baby,” he said. “Don’t fucking baby me,” Angel said. He sat
down. “Just hear me out,” he said. “Trey, you were engaged to her before you even knew me.
The fact that you can forget that, means you can forget the damn vows too. It’s done,” Angel
said. “No it isn’t. I won’t let it,” he said. “Who have you been staying with then,” Angel asked.
“A friend,” he replied. “Well, tell her I said hello and that she can have your cheating ass,” Angel
said. “Angel, it’s not what you think,” he said. “Trey, go be with Cara okay? I am sick of the
bullshit. The begging and the lies are over Trey. You don’t want to be with me any more than I
want to be in this damn restaurant with you right now,” Angel said. “I didn’t do anything,” he
said. “The papers are signed Trey. They’re being filed,” Angel replied. “You can’t do this Angel.
You’re my damn life,” he said. “Better find a new one then. And the bar, you can forget that too.
You’ve been bought out. It’s 100% mine. End of discussion,” Angel said. “Just let me talk,” he
said. “What the hell could you possibly have to say,” Angel asked. “Lucky told me about the
damn hospital,” Trey said. “He what,” Angel asked. “I know you went home and came back
here for me, so you can’t possibly be that mad,” he said. “I’m here with a friend Trey. I left and I
had no intention of coming back,” Angel said. “You did. Angel, I love you. I have from the
beginning,” he said. His phone rang. Angel grabbed it from his belt and saw Cara’s number.
Angel answered. “What can I do for you Cara,” Angel asked. “I need to talk to Trey,” she
replied. Angel handed him the phone. “Talk your way out Trey. Go ahead,” Angel said. He
hung up the phone. “How many times did you sleep with her Trey? More than once? Two or
three times? Why don’t you try having kids with her instead,” Angel said.

“Angel, why won’t you let me talk? Afraid of what I’m going to say? I love you. The papers
mean a fresh start. Your way. I want to come home,” he said. “Don’t have a home anymore
Trey. It’s my house. Your things are packed and in the garage,” Angel said. “Baby, I want to
give us another chance. I want to come home to you and Addison and Hope. Please,” he said.
“No. You don’t get me back Trey. No more chances. No more fuck ups. No,” Angel said. She
sipped her wine. “Where’s your ring,” he asked. “In the jewelry box at home,” Angel replied.
“Angel, I swear you are trying to piss me off,” Trey said. “No. I just don’t see any point in
wearing it if it means nothing to you,” Angel said. “I am not losing you. I miss you. I miss
curling up in bed with you. I miss everything,” he said. “Keep on fucking missing it,” Angel
said. The waiter brought over steaks for them both. “Plan the whole thing didn’t you,” Angel
asked. “Giving us time to talk,” he said. “Trey, I don’t want this anymore. I don’t want the
stress,” Angel said. “Why were you at the hospital,” he asked. “It’s nothing,” Angel said. “Are
you pregnant,” he asked. “No,” Angel replied. He looked at her. “Yes you are,” he said. “Fuck
off,” Angel said. “You’re glowing,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “It’s mine. I’m coming home,”
he said. “No point Trey. I’m not,” Angel replied. “Angel,” he said. “It’s been taken care of,”
Angel said. “You didn’t,” he asked. Angel finished her dinner. “Tell me you didn’t,” he said.
“It’s over Trey. Dinner or no dinner, it’s done,” Angel said. “What if I said it wasn’t,” he asked.
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“I don’t want to be with her,” he said. “Or did you fuck her one too many times and now she
won’t let you go,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “You did didn’t you,” Angel asked. She sent
the text to Derek to pick her up. “Angel, it’s not what you’re thinking. I’ve been all over the
damn city looking for you. Derek said he’d seen you. That he’d get the letter to you,” he said.
“Sent it on her stationery,” Angel asked. “Angel,” he said. “Stay with Cara. You two make a
great couple,” Angel said. She got up and walked out of the restaurant. She hopped into Derek’s
truck as Trey ran out the door. He recognized the plate.

He went and grabbed his rental car, trying to catch up to them. Derek pulled into his house with
Trey right behind him. Angel got out of the truck and went to go inside when Trey hopped out
of his car, walking towards her. “What the fuck,” he said. “What Trey? You think I wouldn’t
know? Derek is one of my friends. You think I wouldn’t find out,” Angel said. She went to go
inside and he grabbed her arm. “What,” Angel said. “Tell me you didn’t sleep with him,” Trey
said. “I didn’t. That’s something you would do isn’t it,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “You go
back to your fiancée Trey. Maybe she’ll sleep with you,” Angel said. He pulled her into his arms
and kissed her, pinning her to the side of the truck. She fought him. He tried harder. “Let go,”
Angel said. He kissed her again, pinning her arms down. She managed to get one arm free and
pushed him away. “Get the hell away from me and stay the fuck away from me,” Angel said.
“You’re my wife whether you like it or not,” he said. “No I’m not Trey. Papers were filed this
afternoon,” Angel replied. She went to walk away and he grabbed her wrist. “Let go Trey,”
Angel said. “Angel, we are finishing this conversation,” he said. “No we aren’t Trey. There’s
nothing to discuss. I’m done. I’m done with you and with this lie. I don’t want you. I don’t
want this, and I sure as hell don’t want you in my bed. Stay the hell away from me,” Angel said.
“No,” Trey replied. Angel pushed him and walked inside. He came inside following her.

“Leave her alone Trey,” Derek said. “You were after her this entire time weren’t you? Get what
you wanted yet,” Trey asked. “Don’t make me hit you and knock some sense into your stupid
ass head Trey,” Derek said. “What the hell are you going to do Derek? You can’t keep my wife
from me,” he said. “You signed the papers buddy. She’s a free fucking agent,” Derek said.
“Derek get out of the way,” he said. “No. You’re in my house, on my property. Leave,” Derek
said. “She’s my wife Derek. You tried to put a damn wedge in there, but you can’t. She
wouldn’t be this upset if she didn’t love me,” Trey said. “Trey, leave,” Derek said. “No. Not
until she listens to me,” he said. “Well, then wait for the cold day in hell,” Derek replied. “You
aren’t waiting here either.” “Derek, let me talk to her,” Trey said. “She doesn’t want to talk to
you Trey. Can’t you see that or do you need a few more drinks to realize it,” Derek said. Trey
threw a punch at Derek, hitting him square in the jaw. “That’s it. You are so out of here,” Derek
said. He grabbed Trey’s arms and walked him out the door. He locked it and went upstairs to
check on Angel.

She was sitting on the edge of the bed crying. “Are you okay,” he asked. She looked up and saw
the red mark on his face. “Get yourself some ice,” Angel said. “I’m fine. Are you okay,” he
asked. “Go,” Angel said. He did as she asked, then came back upstairs. “Angel,” he said. “He
was with her wasn’t he,” Angel asked. “He was drinking Angel. He’s honestly been miserable
and a pain in the ass ever since you left,” Derek said. “He fucked some other woman. Drinking
isn’t an excuse,” Angel replied. “It isn’t. Babe, he honestly always has been an ass,” Derek said.
“I need to talk to her,” Angel replied. “No you don’t. It’s only going to hurt you more,” Derek
said. “Derek, please,” Angel said. “Fine,” he replied. He pulled her into his arms to console her.

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“Before I lose my guts,” Angel said. He grabbed his blackberry and dialed the number, handing
it to Angel.
“Hello,” Cara said. “Cara, this is Angel,” she replied. “Hi,” she said. “I need to know something.
I want the truth,” Angel said. “Fine,” she replied. “How many times have you two been together
since I was here,” Angel said. “It’s not what you think,” she replied. “I asked a question,” Angel
said. “A couple of times. Honestly, he was so drunk he thought I was you,” she said. “You
didn’t stop him did you,” Angel said sarcastically. “Angel, seriously. I didn’t mean for anything
to happen,” she said. “How many times Cara,” Angel said. “Four or five times,” she said. “You
can have him Cara. I’ll send Hope down here myself. I don’t want him coming back,” Angel
replied hanging up.

Trey came back to Cara’s an hour later. “Trey,” Cara said. “What the fuck do you want now,” he
asked. “Angel called here,” Cara replied. “When,” he asked. “I guess after you left. She said
she’s sending Hope down here and for you not to come back,” Cara said. “She can’t fucking do
this,” he said. “Trey,” Cara said. “No. She can’t fucking think that she can walk away from
this,” Trey said. “She called from Derek’s phone,” she replied. “I can just imagine the bullshit
web he’s weaving,” Trey said. “I want you to stay,” she said. “No. I am going home. I don’t
belong here anymore. All this shit is doing is pissing me off more. I’m going home to my
daughter and my damn fucking wife. Get it through your head Cara. There is no me and you
and there never will be again,” Trey said. He went into the spare room and started packing his
things. “Where are you going,” she asked. “To keep an eye on him, then home with her,” he
said.

“Are you okay,” Derek asked. “No. I shouldn’t have even come here Derek,” Angel said. “Why
not? Angel, you loved it here. You loved taking off into the dust with the horses. I haven’t seen
you smile like that,” he said. “It’s called escaping. Fact is, I shouldn’t have come here. We
shouldn’t have done what we did, I should have just walked away,” Angel said. “Stop,” Derek
said. He pulled her into his arms and she let the tears out. “I knew this wasn’t going to work.
What the hell possessed me to marry him in the first place I don’t know,” Angel said. “I have an
idea. You may not like it, but listen and hear me out,” Derek said. “What,” Angel replied. “Stay
here,” he said. “What do you mean stay here,” Angel asked. “Just what I said. Stay here with
me. You can help me run the ranch, we can go riding every night, watch the sunset together,” he
said. “You know I can’t do that. I have a daughter Derek. I can’t leave her,” Angel said. “You
don’t have to. Move here. She can see Lucky whenever he wants to see her,” Derek said. “I’ve
known you less than a month Derek,” Angel said. “Think about it then,” he said. “You’re as
nuts as Trey. I am not having another damn relationship. Is it in the water here or what?
Rushing doesn’t constitute a long lasting relationship. Don’t you get that? I learned my damn
lesson with him. No more,” Angel said. “I didn’t mean immediately. I love spending time with
you. The more time I spend with you, the more I appreciate having you with me. Even if it
means we talk on the phone every night and visit when we can,” he said. “Great. Long
distance,” Angel said. “Okay. I can see this will be a tough sell on you today. Why don’t you
just relax and I will go make some tea,” he said. “Fine,” Angel replied.

He went downstairs and when he came up, she was asleep on the bed. He chalked it up to stress.
He curled up with her, holding her close. Within an hour, they were both woken up by the
sound of banging on the front door. “I’ll take care of it. Stay here,” he said. He went downstairs,
closing the door to the bedroom behind him. He answered the door to find Trey pissed off as
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go home and leave her alone. She’s trying to fucking relax,” Derek said. “Either you get her
down here or I am going to find her,” Trey said. “Can’t just leave her alone can you,” Derek
asked. “Can’t help but try to steal her away can you Derek,” Trey said. “Meaning what? You’re
the idiot that fucked up. You’re the one that cheated on her, lied to her over and over again,”
Derek said. “You know you’re wrong Derek. You jumped on the damn chance,” Trey said.
“Know what? She’s the one that wanted to go on the damn trail rides to get away from you. The
fact that she talked to me when she wouldn’t talk to you doesn’t mean a damn thing Trey,” Derek
said. “I don’t give a shit. You wanted us apart. You stuck your damn foot in this. You made all
of this worse,” Trey said. “I almost know her better than you do stupid ass,” Derek said. “Where
is she,” Trey asked. Angel came down the steps. “Fuck you Trey,” Angel said. “You really
thought it would be that easy? You can’t just walk away and do that Angel. I deserve a say in
this,” Trey said. “No you don’t Trey. It’s done. Leave. I’ll send Hope down when I get back,”
Angel said. “We’re going home on Wednesday. You don’t show, I’ll drag your ass there,” Trey
said. “You don’t have a home there anymore Trey. You don’t live there,” Angel said. “Hell if I
don’t,” he replied. “Trey, we aren’t married anymore. The sooner you get used to it the better,”
Angel said. “We damn well are Angel. You can’t just walk away,” Trey said. “I’m not fighting
with you about this anymore. I’m going to bed,” Angel said. He went to follow her and Derek
stopped him.

“You aren’t staying here Trey. I don’t give a shit where you go, but you aren’t welcome here,”
Derek said. “Derek, just back off and let me talk to my damn wife,” Trey said. “She doesn’t want
you here Trey. You screwed up. She isn’t going to let this go. Just leave her alone,” Derek said.
“I’m not kidding. She’s coming back with me,” Trey said. “Her ticket isn’t until Thursday,”
Derek said. “What was the game plan anyway Derek? Seduce her, win her over and keep her for
yourself? What,” Trey asked. “Fact is, she’s a good person. I, contrary to you, don’t lie to her.
She doesn’t deserve the pain you cause Trey. I care about her. I don’t want to see her upset or
crying unless it’s tears of fucking happiness,” Derek said. “Get her into bed yet,” Trey asked.
“Other than holding her in my arms, no,” Derek said. Trey threw a punch at him again.

Angel heard a thump from downstairs. She went downstairs and saw Trey threatening Derek.
“What the fuck Trey,” Angel said. She went to make sure Derek was okay. Blood dripped from
the corner of his mouth. Angel grabbed an ice pack from the fridge, wrapping it in a towel and
holding it to Derek’s mouth. “What the fuck has got into you,” Angel asked. “You slept with
him,” Trey asked. “Nothing like that,” Angel said. “Liar,” he screamed. “Angel, did you fuck
him?” “No Trey. Fact is, he’s a better man than you could ever be,” Angel replied. “You think
so do you,” Trey asked. “Who the hell resorts to this bullshit? What am I a fucking prize to
you,” Angel asked. “You’re my damn wife. I married you. Good or bad, I’m your husband,”
Trey said. “Get out,” Angel said. “No. I’m not leaving you here with him alone,” Trey said.
“What Trey? He going to jump up and fuck me on the damn counter? Get the hell out,” Angel
said. “Angel, I’m not leaving,” Trey said. “Fine then,” Angel said. She called the police and
handed the phone to Derek.

Within a half hour, Trey was in the back of the police car in handcuffs. Angel was holding the ice
to Derek’s face. “You sure,” the police officer asked. “I just want him out of here,” Derek said.
“We’ll drop him back at his home and suspend his license for a day or two then. If there are any
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Trey sat in the cop car watching Angel comfort Derek. “Can I just say one thing to her,” he
requested. The officer brought Angel over to the car. “What Trey,” Angel asked. “I love you.
Don’t do this. Don’t let him take you away from me. We’re supposed to be together,” Trey said.
“Trey, you already blew it. You slept with her. You lied to me over and over again. It’s over,”
Angel said. She walked away and the cops left with Trey. He put his head back and his eyes
welled with tears.

Angel took Derek inside. “Do you think I meant for this to happen,” Derek asked. “No. Fact is,
you’re right. We just started as friends. That’s what we are,” Angel said. “That’s all,” Derek
asked. “Derek, you’ve been there when I needed someone. I care about Trey, but not enough to
cause all of this,” Angel said. “You didn’t cause this. It’s him losing control,” Derek said. “Still,
if it hadn’t been for me you wouldn’t be bleeding right now Derek,” Angel said. “Angel, I would
walk through fucking glass for you,” Derek said. “It’s not fair to you to have to go through this
Derek,” Angel said. “Let me decide what’s fair,” he said. He kissed Angel.

He picked her up and carried her up the steps to the bedroom, laying her on the king size bed in
the master bedroom. “Angel,” he said. “Derek, you just got into a fist fight with Trey. You
seriously have that much of a one-track mind,” Angel asked. He kissed her sliding his hand up
her thigh. He wrapped her leg around him, sliding her back onto the bed. He untied the belt of
her robe. He slid the satin from her shoulders. He lifted her up, sliding the satin robe off of her
and onto the floor. He slid his jeans off, kicking them onto the floor and pulling both legs around
him. “Derek,” Angel said. “No. Don’t even think it,” he said. “But,” Angel said. He kissed her
again going for the drawer. His kiss turned her into mush. He was like her kryptonite. He made
love to her that night, through bumps and bruises, taking his time to make sure everything was
perfect. They fell asleep in a ball of intertwined limbs within the sateen sheets.

The next morning, Angel woke up with a sea of regret. She questioned herself. Was she doing it
to get back at Trey? What the hell could she have been thinking? She was snapped out of her
over-thinking by a kiss from Derek. “Morning,” he said. “How are you feeling,” Angel asked.
He only had a slight bruise. “It’s not that bad,” Derek said. “Still,” Angel replied. She went to
get up, and he pulled her back into his arms. “Where are you going,” he asked. “Advil,” Angel
replied. He turned her towards him and kissed her. “You should seriously take an Advil or
something,” Angel said. “Fine, but then you get back here,” Derek said. She got up and grabbed
him two Advil and a glass of water, noticing something in her bag. She looked and saw the black
velvet box. She went to open it, then stopped herself. She went back and gave him the Advil and
water. “Thanks baby,” he said. He looked at her with a smirk. “What,” Angel said. “Didn’t
open it did you,” he asked. “I honestly don’t know what you are up to,” Angel said. He kissed
her. “Reminder,” he teased raising an eyebrow. “Don’t make me add another bruise,” Angel
said. “Go get it,” he said. Angel grabbed the box and walked back into the bedroom. He pulled
her back into bed with him, and into his arms. He opened the box. It was a heart pendant with
diamonds, set in white gold, white gold chain. “Where did you have time to,” Angel asked.
“When I disappeared that day,” he joked. “Are you telling me you had this all that time,” Angel
asked. “Picked it up that day. The sales lady put it aside when I saw you look at it,” he said. He
kissed her, pulling her to him and slid it on her neck.

“Angel,” he said. “Derek, why,” Angel asked. “Why what,” he replied. “Why me,” Angel asked.
“If you haven’t figured that out by now,” he replied. “Seriously. I mean he was partially right,”
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you. I figured he was an idiot for not wanting to be with you every second. The minute I even
sensed that he was being his normal idiotic self, I had to come save you. Don’t you get it,” he
asked. “Derek, I didn’t need saving. I don’t need the knight in shining armour,” Angel said.
“You needed someone. I wanted to be that someone,” he said. “But he’s right. We should have
tried to work it out,” Angel said. “No he wasn’t. Fact is, you didn’t know him. He’s never let
anyone know him. He’ll never be ready for a marriage Angel. That’s why he took off on her all
those years ago,” Derek said. “How the hell do you know so much about it anyway,” Angel
asked. “He dated my sister. For years he had her thinking they were going to be together, then
he cheated on her with Cara, then went and had a little girl with what’s her name. My sister was
so damn devastated that she couldn’t get over him. After 2 years, she finally got past it, but
every time she sees him, all the feelings come back and she runs to me,” Derek said. “That had to
be years ago though. He had to have changed,” Angel said. “No he didn’t. He’s still the same
little punk that screwed her over. He still takes off and does stupid shit when his relationships
go sour. Nothing has changed Angel. He’s pulled the punches more than once on me. He’s still
a little kid,” Derek said. “Derek,” Angel said. “I know. Don’t worry. You’ll get past this. He
never did deserve you,” Derek replied.

They got up and headed over to the ranch for a ride. They headed through the trails and talked
about everything under the sun. When they got back, Trey was at the stables. “Angel, I’ll deal
with him,” Derek said. “No. I’m fine,” Angel said. She hopped off the horse and brought her to
the stable hand. “Angel,” Trey said. “What part of leave me alone don’t you get,” Angel asked.
“I’m sorry. What do I have to do to get you to give me another chance,” he asked. “You don’t
get another chance Trey. Get it through your head,” Angel said. He went to grab her arm and
she flipped him, putting her foot on his chest, holding him down. “Leave me alone period Trey,”
Angel said. She walked over to Derek and they went into the house while Trey looked in
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Chapter 46

Angel got back to the house with Derek and he was still in shock. “So tell me again where you
learned that,” he asked. “Self defense class,” Angel said. “Damn. Remind me not to mess with
you,” Derek teased. “Was just something I learned when I was living on my own,” Angel said.
“So you finally starting to relax,” Derek asked. “Honestly, think I totally needed this,” Angel
said. “As in needed me, or the ride,” he asked. “Both,” Angel replied. “I’m glad it made you
feel better. That’s what all of this was for. You’re the number one,” he said. “Honestly, I
appreciate it, but I really think I should go home,” Angel said. “Why,” Derek asked. “I just need
to get things right again. To figure out what the hell to do with all this mess,” Angel said. “Let
me help you then,” he said. “I really think I need to do this alone,” Angel said. “Fine. Two
weeks and I am coming back for a visit,” Derek said. “You don’t have to,” Angel said. “Tough
shit. I’m coming whether you like it or not,” he said. He picked her up, wrapping her legs
around him and carried her upstairs.

“What are you up to,” Angel asked. “If you’re leaving, I get one last day and night,” he said.
“Derek,” Angel said. “Either that or you aren’t leaving,” he said. He kissed her and laid her on
the bed. He slid her shirt off, then her jeans and his. He carried her into the shower and turned
on the hot water, steaming up the bathroom. He kissed her as the water poured down on her.
The water beaded on her tanned skin. He kissed every drop. He leaned her against the wall,
making love to her. “Derek,” Angel said. “I am so not letting you leave,” he said. He kissed her
again. They stepped out of the shower wrapping the towels around them. Angel went into the
bedroom, slipping a sundress on. “No need,” he said slipping it back off and carrying her to bed.
“Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Ordering take-out,” he said. “I was hoping for a
night out before I left,” Angel said. “Fine, but then we are coming right back here,” Derek said.
Angel nodded. He kissed her again. They got up and she got changed for dinner, then they
headed out.

They pulled into a tiny restaurant near the ranch. They had a nice relaxing dinner, then danced a
while. “I haven’t done this in a while,” Angel said. “Done what? You’ve danced,” he said. “Not
when I was free of stress. Feels good,” Angel said. “Good,” he replied kissing her. They headed
back a little while later.

They sat outside and he made a little bonfire in the fire pit. He sat down and she curled up with
him. “See how nice it is? You sure you want to go back,” he teased. “I wish I didn’t have to, but
there’s a lot I need to do,” Angel said. “Okay. If I ask you a question, you promise to answer me
honestly,” he asked. “Fine,” Angel said. “When he said he deserved a say in it, what the hell
was he talking about,” Derek asked. “It’s nothing. Something I need to take care of,” Angel said.
“Honestly Angel,” he said. She looked him in the eye. “You’re pregnant aren’t you,” he asked.
“Not for much longer,” Angel said. She went to get up and he held her to him. “Angel,” he said.
“Derek, I can’t do it. I can’t knowing that he will never be able to ever be there for me. I can’t
even stand to have him around me,” Angel said. “You don’t have to,” he said. “I do Derek. I
already made the appointment,” Angel said. “That’s the only reason you are going back isn’t it,”
he asked. “Derek, don’t try talking me out of it,” Angel said. “I’m just saying,” he said. “I made
the decision. It’s done,” Angel said. “Do you want me to go with you,” he asked. “You have
things to do here Derek. I’ll be fine,” Angel said. “Who’s going to be with you,” he asked.
“Raven will if I ask her, and Lucky isn’t that far,” Angel said. “I’m coming with you then. End of

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discussion,” he said. “Derek,” Angel said. “I’ll come up on Thursday,” he said. “Fine,” Angel
said. He doused the fire and they went inside.

The next morning, after another night of sex, Angel left for the airport. She got on the plane and
waved goodbye to him. She took her seat. About 15-20 minutes later, the last passenger got on
and the plane headed back home. She hoped that Trey wasn’t on the plane. That’s the last thing
she needed. She leaned back and tried to relax. The attendant came by and asked if Angel
wanted a drink. “Martini,” Angel said. “You sure you should be drinking,” a voice said from
behind her. She looked. “Fuck off Trey,” Angel said. She had her drink. He got up and sat
down beside her. “Since when are you allowed to drink when you’re pregnant,” he asked.
“Trey, either you go back to your own seat or jump off the plane,” Angel said. “If this is the only
way I have of making you talk to me,” he said. “Trey, just leave me alone,” Angel said. “Did you
sleep with him,” Trey asked. “Why does it even matter Trey,” Angel asked. “It does to me. Did
you sleep with him,” Trey asked. “No,” Angel said. “Nice to know you learned how to lie,” Trey
said. “Trey, you can’t stop me from living my life. I made a decision. It’s done,” Angel said.
“No it isn’t, and I am not letting you do this,” he said. “Just leave me alone,” Angel said. The
attendant came over. “Is there a problem,” he asked. “Get him away from me,” Angel said. He
moved back to his seat.

The plane landed and they held Trey back. Angel grabbed her bag and hopped in the car and
headed home. She got there and called the doctor. “You can come in this afternoon, but
someone needs to be here with you,” she said. Angel called Raven and picked her up, heading
straight to the doctor.

A few hours later, a very sore Angel came into the house with Raven and went upstairs to bed.
Raven brought her some dinner and sat with her a bit, while they watched a sex in the city
marathon. “Why didn’t you tell me this is what you were doing,” Raven asked. “Because you
would have tried to talk me out of it. Just keep Trey out of the house. I don’t want him
anywhere near me,” Angel said. Raven agreed. Angel tried to have a nap and Raven went
downstairs. Trey was sitting on the back porch. Raven went outside to talk to him.

“You know she doesn’t want you here,” Raven said. “She did it didn’t she,” he asked staring out
at the water. Raven nodded. “She hates me that much,” he asked. “I guess she does Trey. You
screwed around on her. What do you expect,” Raven asked. “For her to not want Derek for
one,” Trey said. “Why wouldn’t she? Honestly Trey, the guy isn’t rushing her. He isn’t pushing
things to go too far. He’s getting to really know her. I know that it was just your way, but she
was devastated Trey. You don’t get it. She came back here mad as hell. The only thing that
calmed her down was Derek. You should thank his ass. He made her go back to talk to you,”
Raven said. “A lot of good that did,” Trey said. “She doesn’t want you hear Trey,” Raven said.
“This is home Raven. This is the only place I ever felt like I was at home. I don’t want to be
without her,” Trey said. “Go see Hope. Spend some time with her. I’ll see if I can get her to talk
to you, but no calling or showing up. No fighting,” Raven said. Trey nodded. He sat outside a
while later and Raven went back inside.

When Derek showed on Thursday, Angel was feeling a bit better. “How are you,” he asked
sitting on the edge of her bed. “I know you think it was wrong Derek. I just couldn’t,” Angel
said. He pulled her into his arms. “I know. It will be okay. I promise,” he said. He laid down
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Angel woke up on Friday morning and was determined to get things accomplished. She made
breakfast for her and Derek, then went down and saw the girls and Addison. When she got back,
Derek was just waking up. “Where did you run off to,” he asked. “Went to go see Addison and
the girls for a little while. I have to go into the bar early tonight,” Angel said. “What makes you
think you are working tonight,” he asked. “I’m going Derek. I am the only owner,” Angel said.
She walked past him and hopped into the shower. He slid in behind her. “Seriously,” Angel said.
“You are going to stay home tonight. I’ll take care of it,” he said. “No. There’s a possibility that
Trey will show. If he does, I have to be there,” Angel said. “Fine. If you start feeling crappy,
then you are going straight home,” Derek said. “Fine,” Angel replied. He kissed her. “I know
what you’re trying to do Derek. I have to get to the bar,” Angel said. “Not doing anything,” he
said as Angel rinsed the conditioner from her hair. He kissed her breasts. “Seriously Derek,”
Angel said. “What,” he teased. “I can’t,” Angel replied. “Until,” he asked. “Sunday,” Angel
replied. She stepped out of the shower, wrapping her towel around her and heading towards the
bedroom.

She pulled her dress on, then decided on dress pants. He came in a few minutes later and Angel
was sitting on the side of the bed. “What,” he asked. “Nothing,” Angel said. “You’re upset.
What’s wrong,” he asked. “So damn determined to be stronger than him,” Angel said. “You
are,” he replied. “How did I get myself into all of this,” Angel said. “Nobody’s perfect. No
matter how much you try to be, you can’t. It makes you human,” he said. “But I mean I married
him. I accepted him. I walked away like it meant nothing,” Angel said. “It wasn’t all you. You
know that it’s all 50/50. What’s done is done,” Derek said. “Seriously, I don’t know what to do.
After all of this, I don’t even want to look at him,” Angel said. “It will be okay. I’m here for as
long as you want me,” Derek said. “You have a ranch to run Derek,” Angel replied. “That
practically runs itself. The manager runs it. I just come by and hang out and take beautiful ladies
on trail rides,” he said. A smirk came across her face. “Go finish getting ready. We’ll go in. I’ll
grab some take out for us for dinner,” Derek said. He kissed her and got up to get ready.

A half hour or so later, they headed off to the bar. Derek grabbed take out Chinese and they
went through the paperwork while finishing the beef and snow peas. “You know this place
practically runs itself,” Derek said. “The guys need an eye kept on them,” Angel said. “Good
point. That Jamie guy especially,” Derek said. A few minutes later, there was a knock at the
door. Trey came in. “I did tell you that you no longer have ownership right,” Angel said leaning
back in the chair. “I’m going back to dancing if you aren’t going to let me help you run this
fucking bar,” Trey said. “Who said we needed more dancers,” Angel asked. “Jamie left,” Trey
replied. “No doubt thanks to you,” Angel replied. “You either let me help you run it or I go back
to dancing,” Trey said. “Nice threat. Either way I get to say no,” Angel said. “Papers haven’t
been changed. I still have authority,” Trey said. “Go ahead and dance Trey. Nobody wants to
see the asshole that cheated on the owner. Nobody will want to even get a dance when I’m
done,” Angel said. “Really,” he said. “That is unless you get Vivien back in here….oops. She’s
been kicked out permanently. Try again Trey. What you going to do? Go to the highest bidder
this time,” Angel said sarcastically. “Derek, can you leave us alone for a minute,” Trey asked.
“Nope,” he replied. “Derek,” Trey said. “5 minutes. Leave the door unlocked,” Derek said.

“What Trey,” Angel said. “Do you still love me,” he asked. “Does it matter? You lied, cheated,
bullshitted and deserve a royal ass kicking. Why would love matter? Never did before,” Angel
replied. “Yes or no,” he asked. “It doesn’t matter Trey,” Angel replied. “I love you. Whatever
way you want to take it, I do. I don’t want to be without you,” Trey said. “Don’t you think you

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should have thought of that before this? Before I said we needed to slow down and get to know
each other more before we got married? Before you rushed everything? Trey, you already blew
it. You slept with Cara,” Angel said. “And you and Derek? Am I supposed to believe you didn’t
sleep with him,” Trey asked. “I didn’t Trey. I’m not like that. I can’t just sleep with someone for
the hell of it,” Angel said. “Can we try to talk to someone,” he asked. “What’s the point Trey? It
can’t be fixed. No band-aid is big enough to fix this,” Angel said. “I don’t want to lose you in my
life Angel. Baby or no baby, I love you,” Trey said. “Fact is, you may feel that way, but I can’t
anymore,” Angel said. “Angel, I miss you. I miss being with you. I miss waking up in the
morning and curling up with Addison and Hope in our bed. I miss the giggle you make when
you try to fake being asleep. Just give us another chance,” Trey asked. Angel shook her head.
“No Trey,” Angel replied. “You know I won’t give up,” he said. “No more fighting, no more fist
fights and no more bloodshed. The answer is no Trey,” Angel said. He went to walk out of the
office, then turned, walking towards her and kissed her. They broke the kiss and he walked out
of the office.

Derek came back in and sat back down. “You okay,” he asked. Angel nodded. She went back to
finishing up the paperwork then headed downstairs. She went to do the tills, then noticed they
were done. She checked the stock – done. The ice was topped up. The bar opened and was busy
as usual. Trey’s threat to dance again came to light. He went to walk towards the DJ booth and
she went up behind him. “What are you doing,” Angel asked. “I told you,” he said. “Trey, this
is the last night. That’s it. No dancing,” Angel said. “Fine,” he replied. “Guess that means
you’re going to let me help you run the bar then.” “Why are you doing this,” Angel asked. “To
make you understand that I love you. That I am going to do whatever it takes to not be out of
your life,” he said. “Even if it means fighting 24/7,” Angel asked. He kissed her, leaning her into
the back wall of the DJ booth. “No matter what it takes I’m going to get you back in my life,”
Trey said. Angel slipped away and went back to the bar, grabbing a martini and turning her
back to the stage.

He did a few faster songs, then turned on the one song he knew would get to her – If this world
were mine. He kept an eye on her. She finished her drink and went upstairs. Derek ran up
behind her. “Angel,” he said. She sat down in her desk chair and turned it away from the door.
“Angel,” Derek said. “Go keep an eye on things downstairs. I’m fine,” Angel said. “No you
aren’t,” he said. “Go,” Angel replied. He left and obeyed her wishes. She grabbed the Kleenex
to wipe the tears away. 5-10 minutes later, the door opened and she heard a click. “I’m fine,”
Angel said. “Liar,” Trey said. Angel turned around. “What do you want,” Angel asked. “You
already know the answer to that question,” Trey said. “You trying to upset me,” Angel asked.
“No. Reminding you why we should be together, yes,” he said. “You think that dancing is going
to change things Trey? You intentionally did that tonight to piss me off,” Angel replied. “And it
fucking worked,” he said. “I want you gone Trey,” Angel said. “No you don’t,” he replied. “I
want you out of this bar,” Angel said. He walked over to her putting his hands on the arms of
the chair and leaning towards her. “No you don’t,” he replied. He kissed her, then pulled her
into his arms.

He kissed her, then leaned her onto the desk. “I miss you,” he said. “No Trey,” Angel said. He
kissed her again, taking her breath away. He slid her jacket off. “Trey, no,” Angel said. He put
the jacket on the chair, then kissed her neck. He kissed her, holding her face in his hands. “I
know you still love me Angel. No matter what it takes I will prove that you can trust me,” he
said. “No,” Angel said pushing him away. She grabbed her jacket and went towards the door.

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He grabbed her wrist, then pinned her to the door. He kissed her again. She tried to fight him.
“I love you baby. Honestly. I would do anything,” Trey said. He went to kiss her again and she
turned her head. “No,” Angel said. She unlocked the door and went downstairs.

“Angel,” Derek said. “You’re driving right,” Angel asked. “What happened,” he asked. The
bartender made her another martini. “Talk,” he said. “It’s nothing,” Angel said. Trey came back
into the bar a little while later and walked around. Derek went to go towards him and Angel
pulled him back. “Let him show his true colors Derek. Just leave him alone,” Angel said. “Are
you sure you’re okay,” he asked. Angel checked the time. “Can live through the next 2 hours,”
Angel replied.

The end of the night came and she went to lock up. Derek went to make sure the dancers got
their pay and Trey came out to talk to Angel. “What,” Angel asked counting out the tills and
deposits. “Come for a coffee with me,” he asked. “No,” Angel replied. “Coffee on the porch,”
he replied. “I don’t want you on my property,” Angel said. “Please,” he said. “Fuck off Trey,”
Angel replied. He walked around the bar and turned her to face him. “I’m not going through
the rest of this weekend with you this upset,” he said. “Get used to it. You want to be here, you
get the evil eye and attitude,” Angel said. “You can’t just try talking to someone with me,” he
asked. “Hell no. You’re the one that needs the damn help stupid ass,” Angel said. “Fine. I’ll go,
but you have to come with me at some point,” he said. “Nope. I don’t have to do shit,” Angel
said. She finished the tills, putting them with the deposit in the safe and locking it. She stood up
and Trey was right behind her. “What,” Angel asked. He kissed her, leaning her into the bar.
She pushed him away. “Leave me alone Trey,” Angel said. “My wife. I get to do what I want,”
he said. He slid an arm around her, pulling her into his arms. “I want you,” he whispered.
“Tough shit. You lost that privilege,” Angel said. She pushed him and walked away just as
Derek was coming from the change room.

Angel went up to the office and got her jacket and purse and locked the doors. She came down
to the bar to lock up and Trey was still there, but Derek wasn’t. “Trey,” Angel said. “You aren’t
leaving,” he said. “I’m going home,” Angel said. “No you aren’t,” he said. “Where’s Derek,”
Angel asked. “I locked him out,” Trey said. She went for the door and he grabbed her arm.
“What,” Angel asked. He kissed her. “Right in this spot,” he said. “What,” Angel asked. “This
was the spot I was standing in when I first saw you,” Trey said. “So? It was the day that I wish
hadn’t fucking happened,” Angel said. She tried to walk out. He grabbed her hand, leading her
over to the bar. “What,” Angel asked. “This is where you were standing the first time I kissed
you,” he said. “Nice walk down memory lane. Can I go now,” Angel asked. He leaned her
against the bar, putting her on the bar top. “Trey,” Angel said. “This is where you were the first
time I tried to talk you into sleeping with me,” he said. “Another stupid moment I wish I could
erase,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “I don’t want to erase one second,” he said. He picked
her up, wrapping her legs around him. “Trey, leave me alone,” Angel said. “Remember the day
we picked this paint out,” he said. “And I was right about the damn color even though you
fought me on it,” Angel said. “Only fought you on it because you’re sexy when you’re mad at
me,” he said. “Trey, just let me go home. I’m tired,” Angel said. “Meet me for dinner tomorrow
night,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. “Lunch,” he asked. “Trey, just let me go home and leave
me alone,” Angel said. He kissed her one last time. “Dinner. In the office at 6. Me and you,” he
said. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Fine,” Angel replied. She walked away and
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“Was wondering what happened to you. What took you so long,” Derek asked. He saw Trey
come out the door, locking it behind him. Angel got in the car. She headed back to the house
with Derek. Not a word was said. She went inside and walked up the steps to the bedroom.
Derek locked up and came upstairs. Angel washed her makeup off then went to bed. Derek
came in and saw her curled up on the bed. “What happened,” he asked. She wiped the tears
away. He wrapped his arms around her. Angel fell asleep in his arms.

The dreams of all the good times they’d shared together rushed back to her. The times where she
laughed so hard she cried. The times where she felt so loved she almost burst. She couldn’t
fathom that it was gone. She had to walk away. Everything faded off into fog in her dream. His
smile that used to make her laugh, the way he used to know just what to do to get her to talk to
him when she was mad, the look he got when she could read his mind. It faded away.

Angel woke up a few hours later and went downstairs. She made some tea, then curled up on
the sofa. When Derek woke up and she was gone, he made a b-line for the kitchen. When she
wasn’t there, he looked on the sofa and found her asleep. He grabbed the blanket laying it over
her. “Hey,” Angel said. “You’re up,” he said. “Was sort of half awake when you came running
down the stairs,” Angel joked. “Why did you take off,” he asked. “Was tossing and turning.
Couldn’t sleep and didn’t want to wake you,” Angel said. “What’s wrong,” he asked. “Was just
thinking,” Angel said. “About,” Derek asked. “Was just thinking about all the happier times.
Wondering where the hell they all went,” Angel said. “You’ll be fine,” Derek said. He sat down
with her and pulled her into his lap. “Soon all the stress will be gone. I promise,” Derek said.

Angel was oddly quiet most of the day. Derek was worried that his chance was passing him by.
“Let’s go out and do something today. Anything,” Derek said. They went down to the tourist
area and walked around, as he tried to get her mind off what the night before had created. They
played midway games, went on silly rides. Nothing changed her mood. They walked down to
the water and she stared out into it. “What is on that mind of yours,” Derek asked. “Just don’t
know what to think. One minute he’s fucking someone else, the next he’s trying to get me down
memory lane. I’m confused,” Angel said. “What happened,” he asked. Angel sat him down and
told him what had occurred the previous night. “Why didn’t you tell me this,” he asked. “I
didn’t know how to deal with it. That’s all,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around her. They
sat for a while until she relaxed, then headed back to the house. When she got there, he was on
the front stoop.

“What Trey,” Angel said. “I need to talk to you,” he said. “What else is there to say Trey? Just
go,” Angel said. “No. I need to talk to you alone. Now,” Trey said. “Oh fuck no,” Derek said.
“Just go inside,” Angel said. “No. I am not leaving you two out here,” he said. Angel looked at
him. He shook his head and went inside. “What Trey,” Angel said. “I’m not giving up,” Trey
said. “Just leave me alone Trey. It wasn’t fucking meant to be. Just leave it alone,” Angel said.
“Why? Why when we wanted a baby would you do that,” he asked. “Because you’d rather be
out screwing around than being here with me raising a little baby. You may be a good dad to
Hope, but I am not raising two kids on my own Trey. Besides, what’s done is done. I can’t deal
with the stress anymore. The constant worrying that you are going to fuck around, the constant
worry of some other woman walking up to my door saying she’s pregnant with your child. I
can’t do it Trey. Not anymore,” Angel said. “I love you. I don’t want to sleep with someone
else. I don’t want kids with someone else. I don’t want to share my life with anyone else but
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blast while you were in Texas with your buddies, fucking the population of that stupid damn
town. Why can’t you just let me have my life back,” Angel asked. “Because. I am part of that
damn life,” Trey said. “Not anymore Trey,” Angel replied. “Angel, I love your daughter like
she’s my own. I miss you. I miss it all,” Trey said. “Trey, you threw yourself into this life. You
never let me into yours. You never let the damn walls down long enough. Now, the only shit I
know is because it was forced. I can’t fight for this Trey. I won’t,” Angel said. She sat down on
the stoop. “Angel, I want to let you in. I want you to know everything. Please,” he said. “Too
little too late Trey,” Angel said. “I know you still love me. I know you do,” he said. “Just go
home Trey. Leave me alone and let me get on with my life,” Angel said. “I can’t unless I’m in it,”
he said. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. She tried to fight him, but he held her tight.
He leaned her against the side of the house. “No Trey,” Angel said breaking the kiss. He pinned
her arms to the wall. “I love you. Even when you’re a crazy ass and a half I love you,” he said.
“I don’t,” Angel replied. She broke free and went inside, locking the door behind her.

Angel went to go upstairs and Derek was on the steps in front of her. “Angel,” he said. “No,”
Angel replied. “Angel,” he repeated. She shook her head. He reached out for her and pulled her
into his arms. He didn’t need to make a move. All he had to do was be there. “I put the hot
water in the tub for you,” Derek said. He carried her up the steps. “Derek,” Angel said. “Have
your bath. I’ll take care of dinner,” he said. She slid into her satin robe and went into the
bathroom. Lilac candles were lit and filling the room, a glass of shiraz sat on the counter beside
her ipod. Angel smiled. He already knew her better than Trey did. She slid into the tub and
turned the jets on. She took a sip of her wine and pressed play on her music – If only for one
night was the first song playing. Angel leaned back and pressed next. She sipped her wine and
by the time the water cooled, all the stress was gone. Angel got up and dried herself off, then slid
the satin robe around her and blew the candles out. She opened the bathroom door and saw the
trail of rose petals.

She followed them into her room and to Derek. “So,” he said. “So,” Angel replied, curling up
onto the bed. “How are you feeling now,” he asked. “Relaxed,” Angel said. “Good,” Derek
replied. “What’s with the special treatment,” Angel said teasingly. “Deserve to be treated like a
princess. Isn’t special treatment,” he said. “Really,” Angel said. He nodded then leaned in and
kissed her. Her heart raced. He held her in his arms. She slowly wrapped a leg around him. He
wanted her. His conscience told him not to. That it was wrong to take advantage of her when
she was still getting over Trey. Her kiss, was a totally different answer. He paused. “What,”
Angel said. “I can’t do this,” Derek said. “Honestly, it’s okay Derek,” Angel said. “No. I won’t
do this,” he said. He held her to him and just snuggled with her. “So, what did you have
planned for dinner,” Angel asked. His mind wanted to say something, but his mouth stopped
him. “Was thinking of going to that seafood place you like,” he said. “Sounds good,” Angel
said.

They got changed, then went to head out for dinner. Angel walked outside and Trey was
blocking them in. “What Trey,” Angel said. “I told you I wasn’t leaving until you talked to me,”
he said. “I did Trey. Honestly, I just don’t want to anymore,” Angel said. “Where are you two
off to,” he asked. “Dinner,” Angel said. “Fine. Where we going,” he asked. “None of your
business Trey. Just go home,” Angel said. “No,” he replied. “Trey, just go. You’ve done enough
for one night,” Angel said. “Not nearly,” he replied. “Trey, I’ll talk to you tomorrow. Just let me
relax alright,” Angel said. “Fine. I don’t want him with you,” Trey said. “Tough. He’s my
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in his car and left. “That’s the fastest I have ever seen us get out of here,” Derek joked. “Guess I
have the magic touch,” Angel joked. They left and headed off for dinner.

By the time they got back, Angel was tired. They were both stuffed. “Never told me it was that
good,” Derek said. “Well, it doesn’t top the steaks we had at your place, but it was pretty good,”
Angel joked. They pulled into the driveway and headed inside. Angel went upstairs and put on
her pajamas and Derek sat down on the sofa, throwing in Pride and Prejudice and undoing his
shirt. Angel came back down in her satin robe. “Thought you’d like to watch this. It’s one of my
faves. Read the book in high school,” Derek said. “Oh really Mr. Romance,” Angel teased.
“Where do you think I got all the slick moves from,” he joked. Angel shook her head and curled
up on the sofa with him. By the end of the movie, he was asleep in her lap and she was reaching
for the Kleenex, as usual. He half woke up, wrapping his arms around her and leaning his head
on her chest. “Sure you’re asleep. If I said I was naked you’d be awake,” Angel joked. His eyes
opened. “Told you so,” Angel joked. His head turned to face her. “Could be arranged,” he said.
He slid up her torso, undoing the belt of her robe and kissed her. He slid the satin off her
shoulders. “Derek,” Angel said. “What,” he replied. “Upstairs,” Angel replied. He slid off the
sofa then carried her upstairs. Trey was outside. He looked in the window and saw what was
happening.

Derek laid her on the bed. She slid the robe off, dropping it to the floor. “You sure,” he said.
Angel nodded. He kissed her, sliding his shirt off. Angel heard noises coming from downstairs.
“What the fuck was that,” he said. “Stay here,” Angel said. “Hell no. You stay here,” Derek
said. Angel grabbed her robe and went downstairs. She automatically figured it was Trey. She
walked out to the front porch and found him sitting there. “What’s all the noise about,” Angel
asked. He looked at her and went to get up. “Don’t even go there. I said we’d talk tomorrow,”
Angel said. “And you were about to go fuck him weren’t you,” Trey said. “Trey, my life is my
own. I can do what I want. We’re not married anymore,” Angel said. “You can’t do that Angel.
You can’t be with him,” Trey said. “Go home. I’ll talk to you tomorrow,” Angel said. She turned
to go back inside and he grabbed her hand, pulling her into his arms and kissing her. “Stop,”
Angel said pushing him away. She went inside and locked the doors, then went back upstairs.
“Who was it,” Derek asked. “Racoons,” Angel replied.

She laid back down on the bed, as he slid a hand over her torso, pulling her to him he kissed her.
It was an intense, passionate kiss that curled her toes. He slid his dress pants off, kicking them to
the floor. He wouldn’t dare break the kiss. He slid her robe off and wrapped his arms around
her, inching up the fabric of her teddy. He broke the kiss to trail his kisses down her neck as she
gasped for air. He slid the strap off her shoulder kissing her breast. “God I want you,” he said.
He slid the teddy off her, throwing it to the floor. He slid his boxers off. He pulled her legs
around him. “Angel,” he said. “Yes,” she replied with that devilish grin. He reached for the
condom in the drawer. “You sure,” he said. “Stop asking or you may get sent to your room,”
Angel teased. He slid the condom on. His kisses trailed back up her breast to her neck, then to
her shoulder. He slid inside her and kissed her. He’d been thinking about this ever since they
were in Texas. She felt so good he would do anything if he didn’t have to let go. He made love
to her trying to outlast her. He had to admit it. Waiting had made it better. He wanted her so
much he could barely stop himself from letting go. He just knew he had to cherish every second.
He never knew if this could be his last. He wanted to be as close to her as possible. His warm
skin against hers, the bead of sweat on his forehead, the feeling of her legs around him was too
much for him to handle. He kissed her and let go.

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He refused to move. He stared at her with that grin. “Would you cut it out with the grin,” Angel
joked. “Can’t help it,” he replied. “Don’t want to move.” “You may have to,” Angel joked. He
slipped away from her, just long enough to get rid of the evidence, then curled up and spooned
her. “Don’t want to move from this spot,” Derek said. “When was your ticket home,” Angel
said. “Didn’t get one,” he replied. “Don’t you have a ranch to run,” Angel asked. “Via email
yes. I’m in contact with them every day,” Derek said. “Why? Trying to get rid of me,” he asked.
“No, just saying. Not that I don’t love having someone here to treat me like a princess and all,
but I know that reality has to set in sometime,” Angel said. “Ever thought that this is reality? I
don’t really want to go back,” Derek said. “How could you not want to? Horses, riding off into
the sunset? Some people would kill for that,” Angel said. “If you aren’t there to enjoy it with, it
isn’t as much fun. Trust me there,” he said. “You can’t seriously be thinking of moving here,”
Angel said. “Fact is, the ranch can run itself. I can make some sound investments up here. Find
something to do to take up my time, spend time with you,” Derek said. “You know you’re nuts.
I just got out of a marriage and a relationship Derek. I am in no way ready for something new,”
Angel said. “Hate to break it to you, but you already have me. Had me at hello can you take me
for a trail ride,” he joked. “Seriously. Trey won’t even leave me alone for 24 hours Derek. You
can’t seriously think that this is the right way to start this,” Angel said. “Fine. I go back to Texas
for a few weeks. We take turns coming back and forth. What difference does it make,” Derek
said. “It does Derek. It gives me time,” Angel said. “I’ll do whatever you want. I don’t ever
want to see you upset. No more tears over his stupid antics. You know I care about you. I don’t
care if you don’t want a relationship. I’ll wait,” Derek said. Angel turned towards him.

“Derek, honestly, the fact that you’d wait impresses me. You’ve been the one person I could
count on all this time. I love having you with me. Just give me some time to breathe okay? I am
not saying I don’t want you in my life. Just give me time to breathe,” Angel said. He nodded
and kissed her. “Now, let me get some sleep before little miss reality comes home in the
morning,” Angel said. He kissed her again and she fell asleep in his arms. He pulled the blanket
up to wrap them both in warmth.

The next morning, Angel woke up early. She got a run in and picked up Addison before Derek
woke up. She was making herself breakfast when he came downstairs. “Coffee smells good,”
Derek said. “Help yourself,” Angel said. “Mama, teddy hungry,” Addison said. “Okay. Have
to get Teddy some toast then,” Angel said. She kissed Addison and her Teddy and put some
toast in for both of them. “Where did you go,” he asked. “Went for a jog, then picked up
Addison,” Angel said. “How did the move go,” he asked. “Looks great. The girls were
completely settled,” Angel said. “That’s good,” Derek replied. He sat down beside Addison and
sipped his coffee. “Hi,” Addison said. “Hello there Addison. How are you and Teddy today,”
he asked. “Teddy my boyfriend,” Addison said. “Well. Lucky Teddy,” Derek said. Addison
giggled. Angel brought over some toast and Addison nibbled away, feeding her Teddy bear.
“Mama. Thomas,” Addison said. “Okay,” Angel said. She slipped Addison out of her high
chair and took her into the TV room, bringing her toast, and put on Thomas the Tank Engine for
her. Derek sat with her while Angel hit the shower.

When Angel came back downstairs in her jeans and tank top, Trey was sitting in the TV room
with Addison and Derek was in the kitchen. “How the hell did you get in here,” Angel asked. “I
wanted to see Addison,” he said. “Trey, I said I didn’t want you here. That doesn’t mean sneak
the fuck in,” Angel said. “Angel, I wanted to see you. I wanted to see her. I miss this,” he said.
“Get out,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “No Trey. Get out,” Angel said. “Because I wanted to

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spend time with you and Addison? Angel, you’re acting irrational,” Trey said. “Get the hell out
of my house,” Angel said. “No,” Trey said. Angel walked into the kitchen and grabbed the
phone. “You have until the count of 5 and I call the police,” Angel said. “Would you stop,” Trey
said. “One,” Angel replied. He grabbed the phone from her. “Stop acting like an idiot,” he said.
“Two,” Angel said. “Three…” “I’m not fucking leaving. Do whatever the hell you want Angel.
You and I are still damn married. I even checked with my damn lawyer. It takes 6 months for it
to be finalized,” Trey said. “Four….” He walked towards her as Angel backed up. She bumped
into the wall.

“Trey, leave,” Angel said. He kissed her. She pushed him away. He picked her up, carrying her
towards the stairs. “Don’t you fucking dare,” Angel said. Derek got up. “Put me down Trey. So
help me,” Angel said. Derek walked up behind him. “I’d do what she says,” Derek said. “Fuck
off and mind your own business Derek,” Trey said. He put Angel down. She walked over and
grabbed Addison. She walked out the door, walking down the street. “Derek, stop sticking your
damn nose in our business. You can’t steal her away,” Trey said. “Leave her alone or you’re
going to lose her for good,” Derek said. “What makes you so fucking sure,” Trey said. “Because
I know where she went. Trust me. Lucky isn’t going to be so nice,” Derek said. “She’s my wife
Derek. If anyone shouldn’t be here, it’s you,” Trey said. “I’ve been invited here,” Derek said.
“You don’t get it do you? Do you know how long it took me to open up to her like I did? She
knows shit that nobody else does. I told her everything,” Trey said. “Did you tell her about the
fact that you are so afraid of commitment that you intentionally fuck things up,” he asked. “I do
not and you know it. I love her. I love her more than anyone I have ever known. She’s my other
half Derek. You don’t understand that. You don’t get it. I love her so much I would lay down
my life for her,” he said. “And you blew it. You fucked Vivien, you fucked Cara. You really
think she’d take you back? Trey, you must be nuts,” Derek said. “I have to fight for her. I can’t
not fight Derek. She’d walk away for sure if I didn’t do something,” Trey said. “She’s walked
already,” Derek replied. He walked back into the kitchen and poured himself another cup of
coffee and handed one to Trey.

“I don’t know what to do to make her take me back. I’ve tried everything I can think of. Now, I
just want to be around her. I want to kiss her every time I see her. I want to hold onto her for
dear life,” Trey said. “It isn’t going to fix it Trey. She’s so far passed mad. She still loves you in
her heart, but every other sense is telling her to leave. Telling her to walk away and get as far
from you as possible. You hurt her. More than anyone had, you hurt her,” Derek said. “I love
her so much it kills me. I saw you kiss her last night and I wanted to jump through the window
and kick your ass,” Trey said. “She let it happen. What does that tell you,” Derek said. Angel
came back in without Addison. “Angel, please just talk to me,” Trey said. “See you two are
having a nice chat,” Angel said. “Trying to talk sense into him,” Derek said. “Fat chance of that,”
Angel replied. She walked out and went upstairs. “See what I mean,” he said. “See what I
meant,” Derek said. “Tell me what to do Derek. Help me,” Trey said. “I can’t. You did this all
on your own. You’ll have to fix it on your own. Stop with the stupid antics Trey. That’s all I am
going to say,” Derek said. He finished his coffee and went upstairs. Trey followed him. He
knocked on Angel’s door.

“What,” Angel said answering. “Talk to me,” he said. “What part of leave didn’t you get,”
Angel asked. “Then listen,” he begged. He sat down and told her what he’d just told Derek.
“What difference does it make Trey? You did just what Lucky did, just what Jake did and just
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had and you fucked it up all by yourself. Go get help. Do whatever you want, just leave me
alone,” Angel said. “I can’t. I love you so much it kills me. I saw you kiss him last night and I
wanted to jump through the window and kick his ass. I wanted to be him. I wanted to be the
one that you were curled up on the sofa with. That you wanted with you. That you were kissing.
Angel, you aren’t making this easy,” Trey said. “You never made it easy for me Trey. Why in
the hell would this be easy for you? You deserve to get the shit kicked out of you for what you
did. I told you how long ago that if you ever cheated that it was done. You fucked Vivien, then
in the midst of fighting you fucked, and stayed with, Cara. I can’t trust you as far as I can throw
you and you fucking know it. Go get some help Trey. Find someone to brainwash the stupid out
of you,” Angel said. She walked past him and went down to Derek’s room.

“Hey,” Derek said slipping his sweater on. “Going for a walk by the falls. You coming,” Angel
asked. Derek nodded. She walked down the hall, past Trey, and went down to the front door.
Trey came down the steps. “Angel,” Trey said. “I want you out of here before I leave. Get out,”
Angel said. She did her boots up. “I’ll do what you asked. Just don’t give up on me,” Trey said.
“Too late,” Angel said. He leaned her into the wall and kissed her. He took her breath away. He
turned and left. Angel stood there. Derek grabbed her purse and keys and walked over to her,
handing them to her. “You drive,” Angel said. They walked out of the house and he locked up,
then left.

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Chapter 47

Angel and Derek got back a few hours later, picking up Addison on the way. “So what do you
feel like for dinner,” Derek asked. “I’ll just make something. It’s fine,” Angel said. He went
quiet. He knew she was pissed. The fact that Trey was even in the house had pissed her off, and
the fact that Derek had talked to him aggravated things even more. They got back to the house
and Angel brought Addison inside. “She’s half asleep. I’ll put her down for a nap for a bit,”
Angel said. She came downstairs a few minutes later and Derek was on the back porch. She
went outside. “I know you’re mad at me, but it was the only thing I could think of to get him to
stop the stupid crap,” Derek said. “Just let me deal with him from now on. I’m not putting you
in the middle of all of this,” Angel said. “Being enamored with you means I am in the middle,”
Derek said. “Maybe you should go until all of this blows over,” Angel said. “It isn’t blowing
over. He’s determined as shit,” Derek said. “You afraid I’ll give in,” Angel asked. “Afraid he’ll
wear you down and you’ll let him in,” Derek replied. “Fact is, I have to work with him. He’s
going to drive me nuts, but I have to. Addison misses him, and Hope misses me. I can’t just cut
him out like I thought I could. I wish I could have. This is what I meant by taking time to
breathe. There’s so much stress and bullshit to get through to be happy by myself again,” Angel
said. “Why won’t you let me help you with it,” Derek asked. “Because you shouldn’t have to. I
don’t even want to go through it. I know I have you. No matter what, I have somewhere to go
when I need that hug. I just can’t put you through this stress with me,” Angel said. “Angel, I
love you. God only knows how, but I do. I want to be with you so badly that I would give Texas
up. If you want me to go, then I’ll go, but I’m not going to be happy about it,” Derek said. He
wrapped his arms around her. He lifted her chin to meet his and kissed her.

“I’m not going to change how I feel,” Derek said. “Not asking you to. I’m just asking you to give
me some time to straighten all of this out,” Angel requested. “Meaning what,” Derek said. “I
have to go into anything a whole person. I have to do it with all y heart. Do you know what I
mean,” Angel asked. He kissed her again. “No more talking about this,” Derek said. “Okay,”
Angel replied. He took her hand leading her inside and to the stairs. “What are you up to,”
Angel asked. “She’s sleeping,” Derek said. “One track mind I see,” Angel replied. “Can you
blame me,” he asked kissing her and picking her up carrying her to the bedroom and locking the
door behind them.

“Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her again putting her onto the bed. He leaned onto the bed
pulling her to him, then slid her sweater off. “Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her to quiet her. He
slid her belt, jeans and g-string off, revealing the legs that he loved. “What are we doing,” Angel
asked. He slid his jeans, sweater and boxers off. “Breathing,” he replied. He kissed her and
leaned her back onto the bed. Every touch made her realize that he had told her the truth. He’d
be there no matter what.

He made love to her committing every kiss, every touch, every feeling and every taste to
memory. He’d never felt this strongly towards anyone. It was like he’d seen a sign that said hold
onto her. He didn’t want to let go. Every minute before he left would be dedicated to cementing
what he’d created. He loved her like he’d never loved anyone. She was as much a new
beginning for him as he was for her. This was right. Nobody could ever change his mind about
that. After, he held her close, refusing to move. “Angel,” he said. “Yes,” she replied. How long
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replied. “So 5 months,” he asked. “Probably. Why,” Angel asked. “Okay, so five months, five
trips here, 5 trips there,” Derek said. “What is going on in that head of yours,” Angel asked.
“Planning,” he said kissing her stomach. “You know you’re nuts,” Angel said. “Ain’t seen
nothin’ yet,” he teased. “Oh really,” Angel asked. She went to try to get up and he pulled her
back into the bed. “Addison’s going to be up any minute,” Angel said. He kissed her hard,
rough and demandingly and it curled her toes. “I’ll get her. Relax. I’ll throw something together
for dinner,” Derek said. He got up, pulling his jeans and sweater on and went in to check on
Addison.

He ordered them seafood from her favorite restaurant. When he came in with it, the scent pulled
her down the steps. “What’s the special occasion,” Angel asked. “Called the airline. I’m leaving
Sunday,” Derek replied. “Oh really,” Angel replied. “Have to make the best of the rest of the
week right,” he asked. Addison was playing with her doll and some other toys. “Got her that
lobster bisque you said she loved,” Derek said. “She’ll love it,” Angel said. She sat Addison up
in her high chair and gave her the soup. Angel was right.

After dinner, Addison played a while then Angel gave her a bath and tucked her into bed with a
bedtime story. After, she headed downstairs and curled up on the sofa with Derek. “What you
watchin,” Angel asked. “Nip/Tuck,” he replied. She shook her head. “What,” he asked.
“Nothing,” Angel replied. She curled up with him despite the program and watched TV a while
with him. “Kind of nice having someone to curl up with,” Derek said. “Never realized how
much I missed it,” Angel said. She laid her head on the pillow and he pulled her legs onto his lap
and started a foot massage. “So anything else you feel like doing tonight,” he asked. “Bubble
bath,” Angel replied. He turned the TV off. “Derek,” Angel said. He picked her up from the
sofa and walked up the steps. He put her down on the counter of the bathroom and drew the hot
water into the Jacuzzi. “Don’t have to ask me twice,” he joked. Angel slid her shirt off and he…
assisted….with everything else. They curled up in the tub together and relaxed. “You have a
point, I must admit,” Derek said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Meaning this tub is worth staying here
for,” he said. “Knew you’d love it,” Angel said. He kissed her neck. “You seriously leaving on
Sunday,” Angel asked. “As per your request baby,” he said. “You know it’s not because I don’t
want you here right,” Angel said. “I know. The breathing thing. How’s that going by the way,”
he teased. Angel turned to face him. “What,” he asked. “Two weeks I want to go for a ride
okay,” Angel said. “I’ll give you a ride alright,” he teased. “You know what I mean,” Angel said.
She grinned. “You know what I mean,” he asked. Angel nodded. He kissed her. “You know I
don’t want to go don’t you,” he asked. He kissed her again and she slid her legs around him. He
held her close to him as the jets from the Jacuzzi hit his back. “I have to get myself one of these,”
he said. “They are nice,” Angel said. “Do they come with the woman,” he teased. “Maybe. Will
see what deal I can get you,” Angel joked. She slipped back to the other side of the tub. “Where
are you going,” he asked. She leaned back and let the jets hit her back. “Back massage,” he said.
Angel nodded. “Could have assisted with that,” he said. Angel leaned back and closed her eyes.
He took her foot and massaged it. “Ahh,” Angel said.

An hour or so later, Angel slid out of the tub, wrapping the big fluffy towel around her, and
headed for bed. She slipped on her satin teddy, and slid under the covers. He came in a few
minutes later. He lit the candles and put them down. She was beautiful by candlelight. Her
blonde hair glistened. Angel looked at him. “What,” he asked. “What are you up to Derek,”
Angel asked. He pulled out the massage oil. “Oh really,” she said. “Thought you’d like it,” he
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massage,” he teased. She slipped out of the lingerie, dropping it to the floor. He brought the
candles to the side table. He gave her a very relaxing massage, rubbing every muscle, every
curve. Afterwards, she was completely relaxed. He blew the candles out, dropped the robe and
slid into bed, spooning her. “Sweet dreams,” he said. She turned her head to kiss him.

“Angel, I have to ask you something,” he said. “What,” Angel asked curling up next to him. “Do
you want more kids,” Derek asked. “Eventually,” Angel replied. “If I go, that doesn’t mean
you’ll meet some other guy and run off with him does it,” Derek asked. “Now what would make
you think that,” Angel asked. “Answer,” he said. “I don’t think so,” Angel said. “So sort of
means that we’re a couple right,” Derek asked. “Gee. You’ve been staying here how long and
you’re just getting around to asking that,” Angel teased. “Well,” he asked. “That it does,” Angel
said. “So when I leave I don’t have to worry that someone’s taking my place right,” Derek said.
“True,” Angel said. “So if Trey manages to get back into your life,” Derek asked. “Other than he
won’t, why are you so worried,” Angel asked. “You didn’t answer me,” Derek said. “He’s not
going to be part of my life anymore Derek. We’re history,” she said. “I know him better than
you. He’s sneaky. He can get you back without you even realizing it,” Derek said. “He can’t
Derek, anymore than Lucky can get me to be with him again. What’s done is done,” Angel said.
“I love you. I just don’t want to lose you,” Derek said. “You won’t. Stop worrying,” Angel said.

She kissed him. He held her in his arms all night. He knew that Trey would pull out the big
guns after he left. It was only a matter of time and he’d lose her too. He fell asleep having
nightmare after nightmare of losing her to Trey. He dreamt of them having a wedding at the
ranch and walking in to find the wedding of Trey and Angel. Time after time, he woke up trying
to clear his mind. Nothing changed.

The next few days were pretty calm. They spent time with Addison, taking day trips to a few
places. When Friday hit, Angel dropped Addison at Lucky’s. She went in early with Derek and
found that Trey had done all the paperwork. There was nothing left to do. The tills were even
ready. Angel walked downstairs and heard rustling in the change room. She turned the music
on and cleaned off the bar, then Trey came out. He had on her favorite cologne and that sexy
smile he thought could make any woman be under his control. “Trey,” Angel said. “In kind of
early aren’t you,” he asked. “Could say the same for you. Guess you’ve been here all week,”
Angel said. “Got all the paperwork done. Gave you a little break so you could hang with him,”
Trey said. “Thanks,” Angel said. “No problem. You know I’d do anything for you,” Trey said.
Angel knew what his tactic was. She rolled her eyes and Derek came back down to the bar.
“Forgot the fortune cookie,” he said. Angel opened it then found a handmade fortune:

You are wanted, loved and cared for. Marry him.

Angel looked at Derek. “What did it say,” Derek asked. “That I should watch my back,” Angel
said. “Oh really,” Derek teased. “Handwriting them now are you,” Angel asked. “Mine
sounded better,” he replied. Angel put the fortune on the bar rack. “I’ll get the doors open,”
Trey said. He walked off. “Derek, I swear,” Angel said. “Can’t say I don’t try,” he said. “Are
you serious,” Angel asked. He walked around the bar and kissed her. “Do I look serious,” he
said. “You know this is nuts. What happened to breathing,” Angel asked. “Didn’t say it
couldn’t be a long engagement,” he said. “I can’t think about this now. I have to get the bar
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nodded and kissed her, picking her up and spinning her around. He kissed her again as Trey
came back into the bar. He put Angel down and went up to keep an eye on the lineup outside.
Trey came behind the bar. “What,” Angel said. “What did he write on it,” Trey asked. “Like it’s
any of your business,” Angel said. He grabbed it and read it. “Are you fucking kidding me,”
Trey asked. “Chill the fuck out Trey. Get out from back here,” Angel said. “Oh hell no. I am not
losing you to him of all fucking people,” Trey said. “Would you stop,” Angel said. He leaned
her into the counter. “What,” Angel said. “You’re still married to me that’s what,” Trey said. “I
get my life back when those papers are final Trey. I get to get rid of you,” Angel replied. He
grabbed her arms. “What,” Angel said. “You can’t get rid of me that easily,” he said. “Already
did,” Angel said pushing him away and getting out from behind the bar. She walked up towards
the DJ booth and he pulled her aside. “Angel, you won’t even give me a damn chance will you,”
he asked. “You already had more than enough Trey. You don’t get any more chances,” Angel
replied. He pinned her to the wall, kissing her. “Tell me you didn’t feel anything,” he said. He
kissed her again. Her knees were turning to jell-o. She had just enough energy to push him away
and walk to the mixing board. “Angel,” he said. “No Trey. Go. Customers are coming in. Get
to work or I am docking you,” Angel said. He walked back to her and kissed her again then
walked out of the DJ booth. He walked right past Derek.

Derek looked frantically for Angel. He saw her in the DJ booth and walked towards it. She was
going over schedules with the DJ. She came out a minute or so later. “You okay,” Derek asked.
“Yeah. Just going to go and double check the paperwork. Can you keep an eye on things,”
Angel asked. “Sure. You sure you’re okay,” he asked. Angel nodded. She went back to the
bartender, grabbed a martini and went to the office.

A few minutes later, Angel heard the door open. She looked up. “I see I finally got to you,” Trey
said. “No. Actually you didn’t Trey. I wanted to go over the paperwork to make sure that it was
done,” Angel said. “Don’t believe I can do it,” he asked. “Shouldn’t you be downstairs hitting
on people or something,” Angel asked. “Hitting on the only woman I want,” Trey replied. “Stop
with the bullshit and get to work,” Angel said taking a sip of her drink and going into her emails.
He got up. Angel turned towards him. “I’m going,” he replied. Angel turned back to the
computer and he left. She went through her emails, then found one that Trey had sent her. It
was more of the same. More memory lane. She deleted it. Angel took a few deep breaths then
called Raven. “What’s up girl,” Raven asked. “Trey is driving me insane,” Angel said. “Guess
he’s getting your attention then,” Raven replied. “Not good attention. I just want him to leave
me alone,” Angel said. “Do you want me to come down,” Raven asked. “Sure,” Angel replied.
“Be there in 15,” Raven replied hanging up. Angel called down to the cash and told them to let
Raven in.

A little while later, Raven came in and headed downstairs. She saw Derek. “You must be
Raven,” he said coming towards her. “And you must be the infamous Derek,” Raven replied.
Angel came down a few minutes later grabbing another drink. Trey was heading for the stage.
Angel saw trying to distract herself from looking. Raven chatted with Derek. Angel checked the
stock at the bar. He did his normal routine, then for the last song he chose Always on your side
by Sting and Sheryl Crow. Angel shook her head and went to walk back upstairs, bumping into
Jamie. “You okay,” he asked. “Fine,” Angel said. She pushed past him and went back upstairs.
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“Angel,” she said. “I can’t do this Raven. I am not taking him back. Not ever,” Angel said.
“Then why can he get you upset with a damn song,” Raven asked. “Feelings are still raw. That
has to be it,” Angel said. She sipped her drink. “Angel,” Raven said. “I still care about him.
Fact is, you can care about someone without wanting to be with them,” Angel said. “And if he
can get to you like this, then he’s getting what he wants,” Raven said. “I don’t want to be with
him. How would I ever be able to even trust him? He’s screwed me over one too many times,”
Angel said. “You think jumping to Derek is going to change that,” Raven asked. “I told him I
needed time. That I wasn’t going to jump into being with someone else. That I needed breathing
time,” Angel said. “Good. Because you’re still in love with Trey. Bad idea to marry someone
just to get away from him,” Raven said. “Thanks,” Angel said. “I know you are still hurting.
You’re trying to face him, but he isn’t giving in. He loves you Angel. Trust me. The guy’s been
hit on by just about every woman in the damn bar. He won’t ever cheat on you. I even saw him
during the week at that bar you used to love and he won’t give any woman the time of day,”
Raven said. “Doesn’t matter Raven. He did it. It’s done. I can’t be with him,” Angel said.
“Then why are you hiding up here,” Raven asked. Angel took the last gulp of her drink. “Fine.
Just keep Trey away from me,” Angel said. They headed back downstairs.

Trey was just coming out of the change room. “Hey baby,” he said. Angel ignored him. She
walked past him. “You okay,” Derek asked. Angel nodded and he hugged her. “Anything
interesting happening,” Angel asked. “Other than Trey cleaning the hell up on the stage, no,”
Derek said. Angel went to grab another drink and Trey stopped her. “What,” Angel said. “I
need to talk to you,” he said. “Tough shit,” Angel replied. “Now,” he said. “As I said Trey,
tough shit,” Angel replied. He grabbed her hand, leading her up the steps. His grip tightened
when they hit the office door. He went in and locked it behind them.

“What,” Angel said. He kissed her, pinning her to the wall. Angel managed to push him away.
“What do you want Trey? Doing the who has the bigger dick thing,” Angel asked. “Reminding
you of what you already have,” he said. “What I don’t want you mean,” Angel said. She went to
open the door. “Angel, I can’t watch it anymore,” Trey said. “Watch what? Me being happy
with someone other than you? Get used to it,” Angel said. “I want you,” Trey said. “Too bad for
you,” Angel said. “You don’t even care a little bit do you,” he asked. “I did Trey. You lost what
you had. You decided lying and screwing around was more fun,” Angel replied. “Angel, I love
you. I don’t give a shit if I have to sky write it. I want you back,” he said. “You can’t have me,”
Angel replied. “I want us back,” he said. “There is no us Trey,” Angel said. “Yes there is. I
want to be with you. I want to wake up with you. Just give me a chance,” he said. “No,” Angel
replied. She went to walk away and he pulled her to him and kissed her again. “You hurt me
Trey. You hurt me more than I can even say. You lied. You never let me in. You cheated on me
with how many women. Just let me move on and try to be happy,” Angel said. He kissed her
again. “Not without me,” he said. He picked her up, wrapping her legs around him and leaned
her into the door. “No. Trey, no,” Angel said. She fought him off and unlocked the door, going
downstairs.

Angel grabbed a double martini. “You okay,” Raven asked. “Keep him the fuck away from me,”
Angel said. She took a sip. He came downstairs and walked towards the bar. Angel walked
over to Derek. “Only another 3 hours,” Derek said. “You sure we can’t close early,” Angel
asked. “What’s wrong baby,” he asked. “Nothing,” Angel said. “Nice lie. What did he try
now,” Derek asked. “Nothing. Same old shit, different day,” Angel said. “Stick with me then,”

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Derek said. He wrapped his arm around her. Minutes later, she heard a ruckus in the change
room. Derek went in to see what was going on.

“What the fuck is wrong with you? You realize that’s my wife you’re talking about,” Trey said.
“Shit man. She’s free game since she dumped your ass,” Jamie said. “Stay the fuck away from
her,” Trey said. “Or what,” Jamie said. Trey threw a punch at him. “Bet you she wouldn’t want
to get rid of me,” Jamie said pushing him even further. Trey threw him into the lockers. An all
out brawl started. Derek came in and separated them. “What the fuck is wrong here,” Derek
asked. “Nothing except the fact that she wants me more than she would ever want him,” Jamie
said. Trey was itching to nail his butt to the wall. “Jamie, pack your shit. Now,” Derek said.
“You ain’t the boss man,” Jamie said. “Go to the office,” Derek said. “Fuck you,” Jamie said.
“Stay the fuck away from her Jamie or I am kicking your ass,” Trey said. “Ooh. I’m shaking,” he
said walking away. Angel was standing outside the change room. He saw Angel when he came
out. “When he says pack your shit, that means pack your shit or I am calling the cops to escort
you out,” Angel said. “Can’t even finish the night,” he asked. “Now,” Angel replied. He went
in, grabbed his bag and clothes and walked out. Trey walked towards Angel and she walked
away.

The rest of the night, he tried getting her attention over and over again to no avail. Angel
ignored him. At the end of the night, she did the tills, then went upstairs and put them in the
upstairs safe, logging the info in the computer. Trey came in, locking the door. “Get out,” Angel
said. “I told you he was trouble,” Trey said. “Don’t make me repeat myself,” Angel said. “Baby,
I am not giving up. And I am not going to walk away like you want me to,” Trey said. “Get out
Trey. Now,” Angel said. “I love you. No matter how much you hate me right now, I love you,”
he said. Angel pointed to the door. He walked around the desk. “Baby,” he said. “No Trey.
Just go,” Angel said. He pulled her chair towards him. “Stop it okay. Enough Trey. Enough,”
Angel said. “I want you,” he said. “Should have thought of that before Trey,” Angel said. He
kissed her. “Go home,” she said breaking the kiss. “I’m not going anywhere without you,” he
said. “Then you can sleep on the damn sidewalk,” Angel said. “Angel, stop being so stubborn. I
know the feelings are still there. You can’t turn them off anymore than you can stop caring about
Lucky,” Trey said. “Difference. We know each other so well we can predict what the other
person is going to do. Involves getting to know someone that well,” Angel said sarcastically.
“You know you want me,” he said. “Get your ego in check and get the hell out,” Angel said.
“How the hell am I supposed to walk away from the one woman I have loved from the minute I
met her,” he said. “Same way you did when you fucked Vivien and Cara,” Angel replied. She
logged off the computer and got up. He grabbed her arm. “No Trey. Just leave me alone,”
Angel said. She walked past him and went downstairs.

Angel left with Derek and Raven, locking up behind her. They left and headed back to the house.
Angel was quiet all the way home. They got back to the house and she went upstairs, slipping
her dress and heels off and slid into bed. Derek came upstairs a few minutes later, after locking
up, and slid into bed with her. She tossed and turned all night. He held her close. He only had
one more night. Who knows what would happen after this.

She was up early the next morning, going out for a long run and relaxing in the tub for a while
before Derek woke up. When he did get up, Angel was working away at something on the
computer. “What you up to,” Derek said yawning and pouring himself some coffee. “Nothing.
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before I had Addison,” Angel said. “I see,” Derek said. “Tell me I am seeing that wrong. 300
pages,” he asked. “Was on a roll,” Angel said. “What time did you get up,” he asked. “8,”
Angel replied. “You are going to need a nap before work tonight,” he said. “Probably,” Angel
said. She kept writing away. He subtly read over her shoulder. “Dang babes. You are
awesome,” he replied. “Thanks,” Angel said. He went upstairs to grab a quick shower. When
he came out of the shower, he could hear raised voices.

Trey knocked at the door. “What,” Angel asked. “Angel,” he said. “No Trey. Don’t even
fucking start that shit today,” Angel said. “I found someone that can take us. We have an
appointment at 1,” Trey said. “We? I’m not the one with the damn problem Trey. Go yourself,”
Angel said. “Baby, this is for us,” he said. “There is no us Trey. Not anymore,” Angel said.
“Come with me,” he said. “No. Fuck you Trey. You’re the one who won’t let anyone in, who
decides it’s okay to screw around even when you’re married. I’m not the crazy one,” Angel said.
“You’re coming with me,” he said. “Hell no I’m not,” Angel replied. Derek came down the steps
in a towel. “Trey,” Derek said. “Let’s go,” Trey said to Angel. “Trey, fuck the hell off and stay
away from me. What part of that don’t you understand, or do you need it translated to asshole,”
Angel replied. “We have a half hour to get there. Let’s go,” Trey said. “No Trey,” Angel said.
“Just leave her alone Trey,” Derek said. “Stay the fuck out of this. I’m holding onto this damn
marriage if it kills me and we’re going whether you like it or fucking not,” Trey said. He grabbed
her purse and her hand and pulled her towards the door. “Let go,” Angel said. “You’re coming
if I have to carry your ass,” he said. “No,” Angel said. He picked her up. “Put me the fuck
down,” Angel said. “Just go by yourself Trey. Leave her be,” Derek said. “No. She’s coming
with me if I have to get the woman to come here to do this,” he said. “Fuck you,” Angel said.
Derek looked at Angel. She shook her head. He raised his eyebrows. “I’m going in my own
fucking car then,” Angel said. “Fine,” Trey said. She got Trey out the door and stared at Derek.
“If it gets him to leave you be,” Derek said. “It won’t change a damn thing,” Angel said. He
pulled her to him and kissed her. “Go,” he said. Angel grabbed her blackberry, throwing it in
her purse, grabbed the keys and headed out the door.

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Chapter 48

Angel walked begrudgingly into the office with Trey. “Don’t touch me,” Angel said. She sat
down on the opposite side of the sofa from him. “This must be Angel,” the doctor said. Angel
was pissed. “I asked him to bring you with him. There’s a lot to be worked on and I need both of
you working together at this,” she said. “Excuse me, but he did tell you that the marriage was
annulled,” Angel asked. “He did,” the woman said. “Then why would we be working together
at this,” Angel asked. “We’ll start at the beginning. When the two of you got married, were
things good,” she asked. “No. If I had known about what really happened the morning of the
wedding, there would have been no marriage and no wedding,” Angel said. “He told me about
that indiscretion. Were you marrying each other because the relationship was strong and you
loved each other, or was it for other reasons,” she asked. “I told him he was rushing it. That we
should get to know each other better, and he said no. On top of it, at the time I was pregnant,
that’s the only reason it was rushed,” Angel said. “He told me about the loss of the baby,” she
said. “I told him a million times that we needed more time. That the marriage wouldn’t work
unless we really got to know each other,” Angel said. “Trey, why did you feel the need to rush,
other than the impending baby,” the doctor asked.

“I love her. I have since the day we met. I admit we rushed things. I didn’t open up to you and
let you in until it was too late. I was scared I would lose you if I opened up to you. That if you
knew the real me, you’d walk away,” Trey said. “Okay. That’s where we’re starting. You’ve
told me about your childhood and how difficult it was. You haven’t told Angel have you,” she
asked. “I wanted to, but she won’t even talk to me,” he said. “If you knew the crap he’s pulled
to make me take him back,” Angel said. “Okay. Starting over. I want you to tell her why you
rush things,” the woman said. “When I was little, I clung to my parents. My dad took off on my
mom and divorced her when I was 4. I was always feeling like he blew me off. Like he had
abandoned me. Like it was my fault. I started clinging to whatever I could. I knew that it
wouldn’t be there forever so I had to hold onto it or lose it. That’s why. That’s why I couldn’t go
through with the Cara thing. That’s why I would fight to hold onto you,” he said. “You can’t
make something stay Trey. I’m not a possession. You can’t have the single life and me. It
doesn’t work that way,” Angel said. “I was afraid the entire time that you’d walk out like he did.
When you did, I lost it,” Trey said. “Why did your parents divorce,” the woman asked. “He
didn’t want to be with her when she was drinking. He told me for years he’d come back and he
didn’t until I was a teenager. My mom made me leave,” he said. “So you held onto Cara because
you knew she wouldn’t walk away,” the woman asked. “Exactly. I knew I wouldn’t have to be
alone,” he said. “Angel, the fact that you know this now, does it help in any way,” the woman
asked. “No. Facts are facts. He let her in, he let you in, he let everyone else in but me. I can’t do
this,” Angel said. “Trey told me about Lucky. That you two were best friends before you
married. Is this why you said you didn’t want to marry him the first time he asked,” the woman
asked. “Fact is, I knew Lucky inside and out. We’d known each other for years. He was and still
is my best friend. I was willing to make it work with Trey. He brought out a side of myself that I
had no idea I had. The difference is, that he got to know me, and wouldn’t let me get to know
him,” Angel said.

“What happened between you and Lucky,” she asked. “We were married, then we had Addison.
Mid way through the pregnancy, I found him cheating on me. My friend helped me through it,
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letting Lucky see her more often. He moved up here to be with her. We’re still friends. He was
the one person that knows just what to do when I am upset. Trey should be the one that knows
what to do,” Angel said. “I tried to be there, but you wouldn’t talk to me,” Trey said. “Vivien is
why,” Angel said. “So Lucky was there to console you when you lost the baby,” the woman said.
“Yes. He was at the hospital with me,” Angel said. “I didn’t know what to do. I was the one
that called him,” Trey said. “Okay. Trey, I want you to tell Angel why you called Lucky,” the
woman said. “I knew he was your best friend. I was devastated. I wanted to be there with you,
but you pushed me away. I sat outside that door hoping you would say you wanted to see me,”
Trey said. “When you didn’t, I figured you were upset. That having Lucky with you would
make you feel better. I curled up with you in the hospital bed when you fell asleep.” “Fact is,
nothing would have made me feel better Trey. We were fighting about Vivien when I lost the
baby,” Angel said. “You blame him for the miscarriage,” the doctor asked. “Partly,” Angel said.
“He told me that you got pregnant again after that. What happened there,” she asked. “That
was after I found out he had been with Cara. I decided that I didn’t want to bring another baby
into this world when I didn’t even know what was going on in mine,” Angel said. “Without
asking me,” Trey said. “Wasn’t your choice,” Angel said. “If things changed, the two of you
opened up to each other and tried to work on this together, would there be a chance at
reconciliation,” the doctor asked. Angel shook her head. “Would you be willing to come back
next week,” she asked. “There’s no point,” Angel said. “In my professional opinion, this can be
salvaged. There is still love there. It’s obvious,” the doctor said. “Please,” Trey said. “I’ll think
about it,” Angel said. “Ground rules though. No more trying to corner me, or make me do
anything. No more harassing me at work. You do, I am getting a restraining order.” “Don’t
think you need to go to that extreme,” the doctor said. “Trust me. Yes I do,” Angel said. “Fine.
No screwing around with Derek,” Trey said. “Same to you Trey. No screwing the rest of the
women you haven’t already fucked in town,” Angel said. “Fine,” he replied. “Saturday next
week,” the woman said. Angel got up and walked out, heading for her car. Trey followed
minutes later.

Angel headed back to the house. Derek was in the back playing with Addison. “Hey beautiful,”
he said coming over to kiss Angel. “What are you two up to out here,” Angel asked. “She
wanted to play outside,” he said. “Fun,” Angel replied. “How did things go,” he asked. “He’s
still a you know what,” Angel said. “Guess he finally got you to talk to him,” Derek said. “Oh he
spewed a pile of horse poop,” Angel said. “Mama, play,” Addison said. Angel played and
giggled with Addison a while, then went in and grabbed some iced tea, and a bottle for Addison.
When she came out, Addison was hugging Derek. “Well miss Addison, are you thirsty,” Angel
asked. Addison nodded. Angel handed her a sippy cup with two handles. Addison drank most
of it. She was rubbing her eyes. “Guess Derek tired you out didn’t he,” Angel asked her. “No,”
Addison said. “Want to have a nap,” she asked. “Stay with Mama,” Addison said. “I’ll come sit
on the swing with you. We’ll have a nap together,” Angel said. Addison wrapped her arms
around Angel and they curled up on the swing. Within about 20 minutes, she was out cold.
Angel quietly snuck her upstairs to her bed. She came back out and closed the door, going back
to the porch to talk to Derek.

“So what happened,” he asked. “He made a million excuses as usual. Funniest thing is it took a
professional to get him to open up. It doesn’t change a damn thing. He thinks we can get back
together, I say no way in hell. That isn’t going to change,” Angel said. “What did he tell you,”
Derek asked. About his dad and mom. How his dad left and he thought he’d abandoned him.
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Guess I beat him to it,” Angel said. “At least it wasn’t a lie,” he said. “Still. It means nothing
now. I don’t want him back. It still hurts. Fact is, I’m trying to move on and he won’t let me.
Sometimes I just want to kick his ass to make him feel like this. Fact is, spending time with you, I
get to relax and lean back. When I was with him, I was always tense. I was always pissed about
one thing or another. It was aggravating. That’s why I said I didn’t want to rush things with
you. I don’t want the tension. If it goes bad, we’ll know before we go too far,” Angel said.
“Understood,” Derek said, wrapping his arms around her. “This is the last thing I wanted to do
today,” Angel said. “I know. Thought of a good way for you to relax though,” he said. “And
what’s that,” Angel asked. Angel heard a car pull in. “What are you up to,” Angel asked. “Hi
Derek. I take it this is Angel,” the man said. “And you are,” Angel asked. “Derek booked a
massage for two,” the man said. “Here,” Angel asked. “I’ll show you where to set up,” Derek
said heading inside and kissing Angel’s temple.

They had their long hot stone massages, then curled up together on the sofa. “So, how you
feeling now,” Derek asked. “Trey who,” Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her back onto the
sofa. “It’s a shame we have to work tonight,” Angel said. “Could call in sick,” he joked. “Ha ha
very funny,” Angel replied. “You could,” Derek suggested. “Can’t. He’d have a snit and there
would be a huge problem,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Only a few more hours until
stress. Can think of better things to do,” Derek said. “Oh really Mr. Dirty Mind,” Angel said. He
kissed her again, holding her close to him. He got up and took her hand, helping her up from the
sofa. “To bed,” he said. “She’s going to be up soon,” Angel said. “You’re allowed time to relax,”
he said. “Still,” Angel replied. He led her up the steps.

“Go lay down. I’ll check on her,” he said. He walked in and she was still out cold. He came back
into the bedroom and Angel was yawning on the bed. “Didn’t she have a nap when I got
dragged to that stupid appointment,” Angel asked. “Nope. She was wide awake. That’s why I
was outside playing with her. Decided she could burn off energy while getting fresh air,” Angel
said. “Ah,” Angel said. He laid down on the bed next to her. “Seriously, sometimes I think you
can read my mind,” Angel said. “Just know what it’s like raising a baby on your own is all. My
mom did it with me. Bless her heart, she was the best mom ever. Don’t know where I’d be
without her,” Derek said. “Oh really,” Angel said. He nodded. “So that’s where you get the
treating women well thing from,” Angel said. “Damn right. My mom feels like the queen of the
world when I see her,” he said. Angel curled up next to him. “So what about your dad,” Angel
asked. “He’s a good guy too. They just really sucked together. Totally different personalities.
They didn’t click. I knew that they both loved me though. My dad travelled a lot, so never really
saw much of him, but when I did, it was always fun. My mom taught me to cook, to do creative
stuff. That’s how I came up with half the ideas for the ranch was from her,” Derek said.
“Really,” Angel said. “She named it,” Derek replied. “And, she wants to meet you.” “Oh
really,” Angel said. “Said she wants to meet this woman that makes me want to run off to the
airport at the drop of a hat,” he said. “Meaning,” Angel asked. “When you left, she asked me
one question. When I went to answer her, I ran out the door to the truck and headed straight for
the airport,” Derek said. “What was the question,” Angel asked. “If life were perfect, and things
were as they should be, what would you do? Would you let her leave knowing you’d never see
her again,” he said. “Convincing. She should be a lawyer,” Angel said. “She is,” he replied.
They laughed. They talked and cuddled, and talked some more. All those things that she would
have never got Trey to divulge without extreme alcohol or duress, came easy for Derek. She’d
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until Addison waking up disrupted the laughing and talking. Angel got up, changed her and
brought her in to the bedroom.
Angel had a quick shower and did her hair while Derek played with Addison. After, he
showered and Angel spent some quality time with her baby girl. He slid his jeans and tank top
on, pulling his shirt on and spraying on some cologne. “See, boys get dressed so quickly. Girls
have to take their time. They have to put on makeup and everything. They do smell good
though,” Angel said. Addison giggled. “And he’s taller,” Angel teased. “All the better to do
airplanes with,” he joked. Angel smirked. “So what are we feeding the princess for dinner,” he
asked. “Lucky said he was taking them for dinner. Raven was coming with them. So, whatever
we feel like eating,” Angel said. “Then I’ll pack her stuff for tonight then,” Derek said. He kissed
Angel. Addison played with her toys on the bed. Angel got changed, then brought Addison
downstairs. “You know, don’t think I have ever seen you in jeans in there,” he said. “Something
a little different,” Angel said. “Nice,” Derek said. “Keep in mind I am changing the top half,”
Angel said. “Do I get a sneak peek,” he asked. Angel tossed him the shirt. “Damn,” he said.
“Either that or the red dress,” Angel said. “What time is he coming to nab her,” Derek asked.
Minutes later, Lucky knocked at the door. “Well hello knockout,” he said. “She had a late nap.
Should be up for a while. She’s in a giggly mood this afternoon,” Angel said. “Ooh. Guess you
are wanting a tickle fight with Daddy,” he said. Addison giggled away. “You two have fun,”
Angel said. “Seriously, you look beautiful,” Lucky said. “Thanks,” Angel said. “And happy,”
he said. Angel kissed him and he left with Addison. “So what time do we have to be there
tonight,” he asked. “Seven,” Angel said. “Two hours,” he said. Angel nodded. “Got an idea,”
he said. He headed for the living room.

A few minutes later, he came back in. “What,” Angel asked. “Got it booked for tomorrow
morning,” he said. “Got what booked,” Angel asked. “Riding. I want to see the view before I
head home,” he said. “Crazy,” Angel said. He kissed her. “So, shall I cook, or did you want
something else,” he asked. “I’ll take you for a steak. Then we have to go,” Angel said. Angel did
her makeup, then grabbed her dress and heels, throwing them in her bag, then headed off with
Derek to her favorite steakhouse. They had dinner and chatted over a nice steak and her favorite
red wine. After, they headed over to the bar. Angel did the count first, while still in jeans, then
they grabbed a few things from the liquor store that hadn’t been ordered, and got the bar ready.
Only thing left was to get the tills from the upstairs safe. Angel headed upstairs with Derek right
behind her. She grabbed the tills from the safe and slipped off her top, pulling the dress on.
“Damn,” Derek said. “What,” Angel said. “Don’t think I want to share you in that,” he said.
Angel slid her jeans off. “Going to have to,” Angel replied. He locked the door to the office.

“Look too damn good to be here,” he said. “Meaning,” Angel teased. “Meaning, I want to take
you back to the house right now,” he said. “Oh really. Hmmm,” Angel joked. He pulled her to
him and kissed her. “Well,” Angel said. “All I have to say is thank god for the sofa in here,” he
said. “You do realize everyone’s coming in to work in an hour,” Angel said. He nodded and
kissed her again, picking her up and wrapping her legs around him. He walked towards the
sofa, laying her down on it. “Good thing I got the 7 foot sofa,” Angel joked. He kissed her again.
“You know two weeks is going to kill me,” he said. Angel kissed him. He slid her dress up,
wrapping his hands around her. Angel fumbled with his jeans. “I want you so bad I can taste
it,” he said. “Good. Don’t ever forget it,” Angel said. She reached for her purse. He grabbed a
condom from his shirt pocket. They had sex on the sofa. Hot, steamy, holy crap, intense sex. It
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They laid there, hearts racing, breathing starting to slow, silly grins on their faces. “Guess you
liked the dress,” Angel teased. “Do I have to show you again,” he asked. “Nope,” Angel replied.
“Maybe I should wear it when I come for a visit,” Angel suggested. “Don’t expect to be able to
get out of the airport too fast if you do,” he said. They both laughed. He kissed her. “I so wish I
didn’t have to work,” Angel said. “Have a feeling I know what we’d be doing,” he whispered as
he nibbled her neck. Angel noticed the time. “Shit,” Angel said. “I know,” he said. They got up,
cleaned up and cleaned themselves up, giggling, then headed downstairs with the tills.

Trey was sitting at the bar when Angel came downstairs laughing with Derek. She put the tills in
the registers and turned on the music. She got the doors open and the women starting dribbling
in. “Angel,” Trey said. “What,” Angel asked. She got the bartender to make her a martini. “You
look beautiful,” he said. “Thanks,” Angel replied. He walked towards her. “And, I miss you,”
he said. “Good,” Angel replied. She walked over to Derek. “Going to be another one of those
nights,” Angel said. “And when you get home, you won’t be sleeping,” he whispered. Angel
giggled. She got the schedule done and handed off to the MC. “You look great,” everyone said.
“You all keep saying that, I’ll get an overinflated ego,” Angel teased. The guys all came in, and
Angel had a sit down with them. “Jamie’s not going to be coming back. That means you’re
down one. I’ll do more auditions next week. Rules still stand,” Angel said. “So the limit is still
3,” one of the guys asked. “4,” Angel replied. They were all happy. “Get to work,” Angel said.
“You do look hot tonight Angel,” they said. “Thanks guys,” Angel said. She walked over and
stood with Derek. “Angel,” Trey said. “What,” Angel asked turning around. She looked
towards the door and saw Vivien. “I don’t give a shit Trey. Do whatever the fuck you want,”
Angel said. She walked back over to Derek. “Isn’t that Vivien,” he asked. “Don’t care if she’s
here. Let her do whatever she wants,” Angel said. “See, I’m good for your mood and your
karma,” he teased. He kissed her cheek.

Trey pulled Angel off to the hallway. “What,” Angel said. The pulling her away thing was
getting old. “I need you,” he said. “For what,” Angel asked. He kissed her, then pulled her off
to the spare changing area that nobody used. “Trey, this is so stupid,” Angel said. He pinned
her to the wall, leaning his body against her. “Don’t even think you are getting some Trey,”
Angel said. He kissed her again. His hand slid down to the edge of her dress, then sliding up
her leg. “Don’t you dare,” Angel said. She could feel his hand on her. She knew what he was
going for. “Don’t Trey,” Angel said. His hand slid between her legs. “Trey,” Angel said. He
silenced her with a kiss. She could feel him reacting. She pushed him away, slid her dress back
down and left the area. She went to the ladies room, then back out with Derek. “What’s the
problem,” Derek asked. “The fact that he’s an ass,” Angel said. “What,” Derek asked.
“Nothing,” Angel said. Trey came out a few minutes later, heading for the DJ booth. He
smacked Angel’s ass as he walked past her. Angel pushed him away.

“Okay, you’re going to tell me what happened,” Derek said. “Nothing I couldn’t handle,” Angel
said. “Angel,” Derek said. He looked towards Angel and Derek. Angel kissed him. “You sure,”
Derek asked. Angel could feel Trey watching her. Angel nodded. Derek handed her the martini.
She took a sip. The MC introduced Trey and the girls hooted and hollered for him. He did a
routine she hadn’t seen. He came out in a black suit and tie - then showed vampire teeth. The
girls were impressed, but Angel wasn’t. He had red roses with him. He handed 4 out, then
walked towards Angel with the last one. She glared at him. He dipped her, kissed her neck,
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handing the bartender the rose to put on the bar. “Something attached on here,” he said. He
handed Angel the note that was attached.

I’ll do anything for you if you were only here
I’d give up my everything, just to hold you near
I’d give up the air I breathe, the beat of my heart
To have you back.

I’ll love you forever, even if you won’t have me
Keep you in my heart forever, if we weren’t meant to be
Want you every day and night, crave you day and night
Please say you’ll be with me.

I love you baby. – Trey.

Angel rolled her eyes. He was trying to see her reaction. “What’s that,” Derek asked.
“Nothing,” Angel said. She slipped it in her bra to hold onto it so it wouldn’t get lost. The ladies
swooned over Trey. Angel refused to go near him. She finished her drink as he was finishing on
stage. He finished and grabbed his things, heading for the changing area. He stopped where
Angel was and leaned against her. “What,” Angel asked turning to face him. “Well,” he asked.
“Go get changed,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “You’re working remember? Go,” Angel
replied. He kissed her and went back to the change room. “Double martini,” the bartender said.
“Thanks,” Angel said. “Had an idea I wanted to run by you. What would you think of a
signature drink every weekend? Something new or a special or something,” he asked. “Girl
guide cookie shooter and stardust martini,” Angel said. “The one that’s vodka, crème de cacao
and the goldschlager right,” the bartender said. Angel nodded. “Taste test,” he asked. “Trust
me. It will sell,” Angel said. They made up a tray of the shots, and got the MC to announce the
drink special. The bartender was right. It sold alright.

By the end of the night, they were out of all the ingredients for the martinis. “So what’s the one
going to be for next week,” the bartender asked. “Some other kind of martini. Seems to be a big
seller,” Angel said. “Creamsicle,” the bartender suggested. “That and the Texas Rattlesnake
shooter,” Angel said. “Dang. Where the hell do you find this shit,” the bartender joked.
“Internet,” Angel replied joking. The bartender did the count and the tills with Angel, and Angel
paid the guys. She took the tills upstairs and locked them up, then grabbed her jeans and
sweater. She went to head downstairs when Trey came in and locked the door.

“What Trey,” Angel said. “Well,” Trey said. “Well what Trey? You thinking trying to cop a feel
makes you the man,” Angel asked. “Missed it,” he said. “Keep missing it,” Angel replied.
“Angel,” he said. “I meant what I said Trey. No,” Angel said. “Angel, I know you love me,” he
said. “God only knows why,” Angel said. “Then,” he said. “Then nothing Trey. There is no
more us. Get it through your damn head,” Angel said. “I’m fighting for what I want,” he said.
“Difference is, you won’t get what you want,” Angel replied. She went for the door. “Angel,
please,” Trey said. “No. You go play with Vivien,” Angel said. He pinned her to the door.
“What,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Vivien who,” he said. “Funny. You know who,” Angel
said. She pushed him away and went to unlock the door. He leaned against her. He kissed her
shoulder. “Trey, stop,” Angel said. “One night,” he said. “No Trey. No one night. No more

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period. No more showing up at the house demanding to see me, no more trying to get me to
sleep with you and definitely no more of what you pulled in that spare change area. I’m not a
damn toy for you to play with when you want Trey. I’m not your possession,” Angel said. He
kissed her neck. “Stop it,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around her torso. “You look so
good,” he said. “That’s because I’m not stressed out and pissed off Trey. I’m actually happy,”
Angel said. “I want you back,” he said. “No,” Angel said. “I want my wife back. Hope misses
you. I miss you. I damn near toss and turn every night. I miss curling up with you at night.
Hearing you with that super quiet snore when you’re exhausted. The way you cuddle up next to
me and I don’t even care. Your cold toes that you snuggle close to me to warm up. I miss you,”
he said. “Tough,” Angel said. She opened the door and walked downstairs. The bartenders got
their pay and Angel locked up. Derek followed behind her. Trey came out a few minutes later,
locking the last door behind him. “I’ll see you tomorrow,” Trey said. “No work tomorrow,”
Angel said. “You’ll be here. You always come in to get the liquor order in,” Trey said.
“Whatever,” Angel said. She got in the car with Derek and headed home.

They got back to the house and the first thing she did was take her heels off. “Still aren’t telling
me are you,” he asked. “It’s nothing. Another stupid idea to get me back,” Angel said. She took
it out and put it in her purse. They locked up and headed upstairs. The minute she got in the
room, her heels came off and her dress went to the floor. The minute her head hit the pillow she
was asleep. Derek snuck a peek at what she’d slipped in her purse. “Smooth one,” he thought to
himself. He got undressed and slid into bed with her. His arm wrapped around her and she
curled up into his arms. “Do you have to go tomorrow,” Angel asked. “Don’t tempt me,” he
said. He looked down and her eyes were wide open. “Thought you were exhausted,” he said.
“Just need a power nap,” Angel said. “Could be arranged,” he teased. He kissed Angel. “What
time is your flight,” Angel asked. “Five,” he replied. She yawned. “Rest,” he said. Angel
nodded and put her head on his shoulder.

The next morning, Angel woke up and Derek wrapped his arms around her. “Morning,” he said.
“Morning to you too,” Angel said. “What time is it?” “Almost 11,” he replied. “Shit,” Angel
said. “What,” he asked. “Didn’t you make some plans for this morning,” she asked. “For noon,”
he replied. She went to get up. “So where are we going,” Angel asked. “Throw on your jeans
and a t-shirt or tank. You’ll probably need your boots as well,” he replied. “Okay,” Angel said.
She pulled her hair into a lazy ponytail and they got changed, heading off with a coffee in hand
to the ranch. They went for a ride for an hour or so, then headed back. “I still can’t believe
you’re going home,” Angel said. “If you need me, I want you to call me. I don’t give a shit what
it is,” Derek said. Angel nodded. They headed into the house and she went upstairs and hopped
into the shower, with him following her minutes later. “Conserving water,” he joked. They
showered, then she turned and kissed him. “I am going to miss this,” he said. “Really,” Angel
replied. He picked her up, wrapping her legs around him and leaned her back into the shower
wall. “Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her. He turned the water off, carrying her into the
bedroom, laying her on the bed. He took his time. He wanted to make this memorable. He
kissed her from head to toe, making every toe curl. He nibbled the sensitive spots, kissed the hot
spots, then made love to her. She kissed him, committing the smell of him, the smell of them, to
memory.

After, she curled up in his arms. “You know you never answered me,” he said. “What are you
talking about,” Angel asked. “If you’d marry me,” he said. “Give me some time Derek. Let me
get the whole Trey thing taken care of, then ask me. I promise you won’t be disappointed.

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Sound fair,” Angel asked. “If I get you in the end, then yes,” he said. They snuggled a while,
then Angel got up, slipping her sundress on, he pulled his jeans and shirt on and they headed to
the airport. “So, should I send you the ticket or do you want me to come here,” he asked. “Call
me,” Angel said. “Damn, I am going to miss you,” he said. They pulled up to the drop off area.
He parked. “Why are you so quiet,” he asked. “Don’t know,” Angel replied. He took her hand
and kissed it. “I’ll call you when I land,” he said. Angel undid her seat belt. “Won’t be the same
without you,” he replied. Angel climbed into his lap, straddling him. She kissed him and he
held her tight. “I love you,” he said. Angel kissed him. “Someday you’re going to be all mine,”
he said. Angel nodded. She slid over and they hopped out of the car. He grabbed his bag from
the trunk. Angel wrapped her arms around him. “Two weeks,” he said. Angel nodded. They
kissed one last time and he headed into the airport. She got into the car, re-adjusted the seat,
waved goodbye and headed to pick up Addison.

“Where’s Derek,” Lucky asked. “On his way home,” Angel replied. “Where you headed,” he
asked. “Just going to do some paperwork,” Angel said. “I’ll come with. The girls are hanging
with their friends today,” Lucky said. “Sure,” Angel replied. They packed up Addison’s things
and headed to the bar. Angel started on the liquor order. “You seriously went through that
much vodka,” Lucky asked. “In two nights, yes. Plus the drink special, used up all the stock,”
Angel said. She worked on the order with Lucky for over 2 hours. She put the order through the
computer, then checked the accounts and the banking. “Well,” Lucky said. “Was thinking of
getting the carpets re-done. Should be okay,” Angel said. “Could help with any building stuff,”
Lucky suggested. “It’s cool. You have your own work to do. That’s what workmen are for,”
Angel said. “True,” Lucky replied. “When you unveil the new changes I will have to get an
invite.” “Always,” Angel said. She made a few inquiries and got a price on fixing up the change
rooms and re-doing the carpet. She called up a carpeting place and asked for a consultation for
the following day. Then, they headed home with Addison.

“So you here by yourself tonight,” Lucky asked. “Angel hair alfredo with asparagus and
shrimp,” Angel said. “I’m in,” he joked. “Good,” Angel said. She made dinner and they joked
and talked and played with Addison. “So where did he head off to,” Lucky asked. “He went
home. I thought it was better to deal with all the Trey bullshit alone,” Angel said. “What do you
mean,” Lucky asked. Angel told him what had happened. “You serious? Well, he is trying as
hard as he can,” Lucky said. “He’s already lost,” Angel said. “If I had done that,” Lucky said.
“Better that we didn’t. We’re better now,” Angel said. “True,” he said. “The fact that we’re
sitting here with wine and food and not fighting means we moved onto another level,” Angel
said. “Back to my best friend,” he said. Angel nodded. “You know no matter what happens I
am going to be beside you forever right,” he said. “Sometimes I will probably want to kick your
butt for it, but you know I wouldn’t want it any other way,” Angel said. “I missed our
friendship,” he said. “Me too. Took us long enough to say that,” Angel said. He nodded. They
had their wine, then gave Addison a bath and tucked her into bed.

They sat downstairs on the back porch, finishing their wine. “Did you ever think that we should
try things again,” Lucky said. “Nope,” Angel said. “Not even a little bit,” he asked. “Why,”
Angel asked. “No reason,” he said. “I know what you’re thinking smart ass. Remember, I know
you better than you know yourself,” Angel said. “Shit. That’s one thing we always did right,”
Lucky said. “When we did, yes. Lots of things have changed though,” Angel said. “Like being
with you better. Having you not want to kill me on a daily basis is kind of nice,” he joked. Angel
leaned into him. “Still, you look amazing. Something’s different here,” Lucky said. “It’s called

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lack of tension. No more stress from Trey, or Jake. No more bullshit. Just the sun, moon, stars
and killer sunsets,” Angel said. Lucky smiled. “I should get going home,” he said. “Give the
girls a hug and a kiss for me,” Angel said. Lucky nodded. She got up to walk him out. He took
his glass inside. Angel put her glass into the sink and he pulled her into his arms. He leaned his
head down and kissed her. She broke the kiss. “I’m gonna go,” he said. He went out the door
within minutes.

Angel locked up and went upstairs. She drew herself a bath in the Jacuzzi tub, then relaxed a
while and headed to bed. The smell of Derek’s cologne still remained on the pillow, like he’d
intentionally sprayed his cologne so she’d miss him. She went to turn out the light and her
phone rang. “Hey beautiful,” Derek said. “It’s like you knew I was thinking about you,” Angel
said. “Put your head on my pillow didn’t you,” he said. “Knew you sabotaged it,” Angel teased.
“You’d laugh if you knew what I did while I was waiting for the plane,” he said. “Went perfume
shopping,” Angel joked. “Got a mini travel bottle of your perfume,” he said. Angel laughed.
“So how was the flight,” Angel asked. “Long and lonely as shit,” he said. “Oh really,” Angel
said. “Took a picture of you sleeping to take home with me,” he said. “Nice,” Angel said. “Trust
me. You’re beautiful no matter what you’re doing,” he said. “Ego has now overinflated,” Angel
joked. “So did he show up,” Derek asked. “No. Did the liquor order with Lucky. We had
dinner, then he headed home. It’s like he doesn’t want me to be alone,” Angel said. “Probably
doesn’t,” Derek said. “Miss my warm teddy bear,” Angel said. “Miss you too,” he said.
“Bought my ticket to come back though. Not next weekend, but the Friday morning after. 11am.
Sound okay,” he asked. “Perfect,” Angel said. “Took all I had not to turn around and head back
to your place,” he said. “Took all the restraint I had to let you leave,” Angel replied. “I’ll call you
tomorrow. Get some beauty sleep,” he said. “Sweet dreams to you too handsome,” Angel said.
She fell asleep with a grin ear to ear.

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Chapter 49

The next week went by at a snail’s pace. The carpet person came in on Monday and Angel and
Trey picked out the new carpet, then Angel went over some changes she wanted to make to the
change room. “Know what we were doing the last time you were in here,” he said. “So, thinking
of making the lockers more secure so things don’t get stolen. It has to be cleaned up big time in
here. More ventilation,” Angel said. “I get it. All business,” Trey said. “We have to do
something with the floors. This is nasty,” Angel said. “I’ll take care of it. Should be fine by mid-
week next week,” he said. “Deposited our pays today,” Angel said. “You going to let me help
you run it,” he said. “75/25 in my favor,” Angel said. “As long as you run any changes by me,
fine,” he said. “Good. Sign,” Angel said. He signed the papers and Angel put them into the
envelope on her clipboard. “Can we talk,” he asked. “We are,” Angel replied. “About us,” he
said. “As I told you Trey, there is no us,” Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her against the door
of the change room. She pushed him away and went to walk out, but he held the door shut,
leaning her back into it. “Enough,” Angel said. “You keep fighting me, I won’t stop,” he said.
“Back off Trey,” Angel said. “If this is the only way I can talk to you, then you aren’t leaving this
damn room,” he said.

“Stop being a pain in the ass Trey,” Angel said. “Never said I wasn’t determined as shit,” Trey
said. “Just leave me alone,” Angel said. “I can’t. You’re all I think about. I can’t help that. I love
you even if you can’t stand me,” he said. “I never said I couldn’t stand you. I said I couldn’t be
with you,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked. “You slept with Vivien, who’s probably slept with as
many men as you have women, for one,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. “Two, you slept with
Cara on our honeymoon,” Angel said. “I didn’t. Not until you sent me the stupid papers,” he
said. “It doesn’t matter anyway Trey. There is no more marriage between us. All we are, are
two people who made a stupid mistake and fixed it. It’s done,” Angel said. “It wasn’t a mistake
for me. I love you. I still love you. I don’t want to be with someone else. For fuck sakes, I have
gone all this time without being with anyone else. I was with Cara once, and I called her Angel. I
was totally drunk. I haven’t been with anyone since. I want you,” he said. “Tough,” Angel said.
She opened the door and left the change room. She grabbed a bottle of water and headed up to
the office.

“Angel, you know what a stubborn pain in the ass you are,” Trey said. “Yep,” Angel replied. “I
want to be with my damn wife and I have to fucking beg,” he said. “We aren’t married Trey. I’m
not your wife anymore,” Angel said. “Yes you are,” he said. “Not in the eyes of the law,” Angel
replied. “In my heart, in my mind and in my soul we are,” he said. “Then straighten them out,”
Angel replied. “According to the church we still are,” he said. “Not for much longer,” Angel
said. She sat down and checked emails. The flooring person said they’d come in on Thursday of
that week. “Then we have 12 hours to move all the furniture off the carpet,” Trey said. “I’m
going to go change at home then. I’ll grab a pizza on the way back,” Angel said. “Why don’t I
follow you then? Leave your car there. I’ll nab the pizza while you’re getting changed,” he said.
Angel shook her head. “Fine,” Angel replied. She logged off and they headed to the house.

Trey ordered the pizza from his cell on the way to her place. Angel went in and slid on her track
pants and tank top and runners. She came out a few minutes later. “Should be ready to pick up
when we get there,” he said. “Fine,” Angel said. “I grabbed some of that vitamin water you
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work. He turned on her favorite CD. “We should wash this floor before we put the furniture on
it,” Angel said. He agreed. Angel nabbed the mop and cleaned it. They took a dinner break
while the floor dried.

“Still remember the first time you came in here,” Trey said. “Oh you mean when you talked
Sasha into helping you with your plan,” Angel joked. “It worked didn’t it,” he replied. “Slick,”
Angel said. “Still remember when you peeked your head in the change room and I pinned you
into the lockers,” he said. “That was the minute I knew the change room needed a reno,” Angel
joked. “Shit. The look on your face when you saw me in the towel was unforgettable,” he said.
“That was before this place corrupted me,” Angel said. “Before a lot of shit,” he said. Angel
nodded. Things went quiet for a few minutes, then Angel got up and started moving tables. The
stacked chairs were moved, and within an hour or two, all the furniture was out of the way.
Angel went and grabbed the vacuum and cleaned the floor, then sat down. “Dance with me,” he
said. “No,” Angel replied. “Come on,” he said. “Hell no,” Angel replied. He pulled her to her
feet. ‘To make her love me’ by Rascal Flatts was on.

He held her close. “Song always reminded me of you,” he said. “Nice line,” Angel said. “It did.
Listened to all the slow jams they did when I was in Texas,” he said. “While you were drinking
your face off,” Angel said. “Missed you. Still miss you,” he said. “Why are you fighting for
something that isn’t going to happen,” Angel asked. “Because no matter how crazy and stubborn
and annoying you are, I love you. I don’t want to let go of that,” he said. “Like a rabid bulldog,”
Angel said. “Don’t want to be with anyone, kiss anyone or do anything with anyone but you,”
he said. “You know this isn’t going to work the way you want right,” Angel said. “What makes
you say that,” he asked. “Be prepared Trey. It isn’t,” Angel replied. He lifted her chin and
kissed her. “It will,” he said. He kissed her again and lifted her up, wrapping her legs around
him, leaning her against the stage. “One thing you don’t know, is I will fight until my dying day
if I have to,” he said. He kissed her again and Angel pulled away from him. “Trey, this isn’t
going to happen. Grab the pizza and let’s go. You need to go home, and I need sleep,” Angel
said. “Won’t be sleeping tonight,” he said. “Oh yes I will. Alone,” Angel replied. She walked
towards the door. He turned the music and the lights off, then followed her, locking up as they
went.

They hopped in his truck and headed back towards her place. “Stop for coffee,” he said. “No
Trey,” Angel said. “I’m stopping,” he said. Angel rolled her eyes. She knew he was stalling. He
got his coffee and one for her. They finally got back to her place. She went to get out. “Angel,”
he said. “No you aren’t coming in, and no I don’t want company,” Angel said. “Baby,” he said.
“Don’t baby me. No,” Angel said. He turned the truck off. “Just to talk,” he said. “No,” Angel
said. “Please,” he said. “Trey, do you not understand the word no,” Angel asked. She looked at
him. “Talking only. No trying to get me into bed with you. When I say leave, you leave,” Angel
said. “Fine,” he replied. They went inside.

Angel checked her voicemail – one message from Derek. Angel shot him a text message. He
replied that he’d call her in an hour. “Who was it,” he asked. “Nobody you know,” Angel
replied. “I miss this house,” he said. “Guess you know why I love it then,” Angel said. “I’m
sorry for all the shit I caused,” he said. “Trey, you don’t get it do you? I knew it was all rushed
and I let you talk me into all of this. I let you talk me into a fast engagement. I let you make me
believe that it would be great. I knew we didn’t know each other well enough. I also knew that
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life scared you that morning didn’t it,” Angel asked. “A little, but that’s normal,” he said. “Not
when it scares you into getting one last piece of ass before the wedding,” Angel replied. “I know
it hurt you. Believe me, I know what it must have felt like,” he said. “Good,” Angel said. “I
wish I could go back and change it,” he said. “It wouldn’t have changed anything Trey. Fact is,
you being scared and having a wall up and refusing to let anyone get to know you was what
screwed all of this up. Cara, Vivien and whomever else you’ve fucked since were just extra
ammo,” Angel replied. “I swear I haven’t,” he said. “It doesn’t matter Trey. How many times
do I have to say it? We aren’t ever going to be sleeping together again,” Angel said. “Don’t say
never,” he replied. “Seriously? How can you possibly think that’s going to happen,” Angel said.
“Eventually it will,” he said. “Live in your fantasy world Trey,” Angel said. “It isn’t,” he said.
“Trey, I can’t sleep with someone I don’t care about. I can’t have sex with someone I don’t trust.
Two strikes against you,” she said. She finished her coffee.

He got up, and she went to walk him to the door. They went to go past the steps and he wrapped
his arms around her waist. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her neck. “Enough,” Angel said. He
nibbled her earlobe. His hands moved up her torso. She pushed him away. “Out,” Angel said.
He leaned her into the wall and kissed her again. She went to push him away and he grabbed
her wrists. He kissed her and she couldn’t fight him off. “Trey, go,” Angel said. “I want you so
bad,” he said whispering in her ear. She could tell just how much. “Trey,” Angel said. “Please,”
he said. He unzipped her sweater. She couldn’t help her reaction, but she tried to fight it. She
felt him against her. “Trey, no,” Angel said. “Baby, you know you want to,” he said. “Out,”
Angel said. “Baby,” he whispered as his hands slid down her back to her backside. “Trey,”
Angel said. “I won’t ask you again. Please,” he said. “No. You’ll think it means I would take
you back and it doesn’t. Just go,” Angel said. She slipped away and went for the door. He
pushed it closed. “Trey, you promised,” Angel said. He kissed her and picked her up, walking
towards the kitchen counter. He went to undo his jeans. “Trey, don’t,” Angel said. “Baby,” he
said. He kissed her neck. He went to slide her track pants off. “Trey,” Angel said. He pulled
them off. “Missed this,” he said. “No Trey. You’re going home,” Angel said. He pulled her to
him. “Mine,” he said. “Oh hell no,” Angel said. She reached for her purse and handed him a
condom. There was no way that she would do this without it. No way was she getting pregnant.

He pulled at her tank top, then slipping her breast out of her bra. “Shit, I missed this,” he said.
They had sex. She wouldn’t let him kiss her. “Baby, I missed this so bad you don’t even know,”
he said. She gave in. This was the only time this was going to happen. No matter what. After,
Angel slid off the counter, grabbing her track pants and slipping them on. He cleaned up in the
bathroom. He came out a minute or two later. Angel was doing dishes. “See. I told you,” he
said. “Told me what? This? You think that means you got me back? Damn. Lucky has a better
chance than you do,” Angel said. “Get out.” “But baby,” he said. “You got what you wanted
Trey. Get the fuck out,” Angel replied. He left and she locked the doors, then went upstairs and
showered. The minute she stepped out, the phone rang.

“Hey,” Derek said. “Hey yourself handsome,” Angel said. “So did he finally get the hint,” Derek
asked. “Not quite. I swear, stubborn is an understatement,” Angel said. “How did he know I
was gone,” Derek asked. “No idea. Probably because you weren’t there with me today. Getting
new carpets put in, and redoing the change rooms. He demanded to put his two cents into
everything. Annoying as shit is an understatement. We had to pull all the furniture off the
carpets so we could get them put in tomorrow,” Angel said. “You should have asked Lucky to
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damn envelope too far. I know what I want to happen, and he sees the opposite. It’s always
been like that. It will get better. It’s just a matter of time,” Angel said. “Where are you now,” he
asked. “In bed, beside your pillow,” Angel said. “Oh really,” he asked. “Just got out of the
shower,” Angel replied. “Damn do I wish I were there,’ he said. “Me too,” Angel replied. “Took
a picture of the sunset for you,” he said. “Miss watching them with you,” Angel said. “One
more week,” Derek replied. “I know. I can’t wait,” Angel said. “Staying for two weeks,” he
said. “You sure you can? I mean you do have your own job,” Angel said. “Taking care of itself.
Just do the trail riding stuff for fun anyway. I saw a pretty lady and had to introduce myself,” he
replied. “Gee, I’m honored,” Angel joked. “Miss you. Love you,” he said. “Back at you,” Angel
replied. They hung up. Angel leaned back on the bed with tears streaming.

The next morning, Angel woke up and went for her run, then to boxing classes. She got to the
bar as the installers were pulling in. “Hello madam,” the installer said. “Hi. Give me 2 minutes
and I’ll get that door open for you,” Angel said. “Thanks,” they replied. Within 2 hours, the new
carpet was in and it looked awesome. She extended it to the DJ booth and the backstage area.
Trey came in as the installers were leaving. He had a few buddies to help him with the change
area. “Hi baby,” he said. Angel stopped him. “So what changes are you doing,” Angel asked.
“Floor, more ventilation and heat or A/C, adding a proper enclosure for the shower and retiling,
then putting up drywall on the walls to make it look a little nicer,” he said. “Nothing else,”
Angel said. “What about the office,” he asked. “What about it,” she replied. “Repainting,” he
asked. “I’ll nab the paint on Sunday,” Angel said. “Fine,” he said. “And Trey, no more baby
bullshit. This is a business,” he said. “Fine,” he said. He walked off. “I’m heading home. I’ll be
back at 7. Try to keep things tidy okay,” she said. He walked over to her as the guys went in to
get started. “What,” Angel said. He kissed her. “I’ll come pick you up. I’ll nab dinner,” he said.
“No,” Angel replied. She broke away from him and walked out, locking the doors behind her.

Angel went home and relaxed a while. She took some much needed time for herself. Around 6,
Lucky came over with Addison and the girls, bringing dinner. “When is Raven coming,” Emma
asked. “She should be here soon,” Lucky said. “What do you mean,” Angel asked. “We’re
having a sleepover at Raven’s,” the girls said. “Oh really,” Angel said staring at Lucky. “We’re
going to watch Disney movies and stay up until 10,” Erica said. “Sounds like great fun. Too bad
I can’t come,” Angel said. “Daddy said he’s going out with you tonight,” Erica said. “Oh he is, is
he,” Angel said. She nodded. Lucky looked at her. Angel played with the girls and Addison a
while until Raven showed up. “Hey there stranger,” Angel said as Raven came in. “It’s been
ages,” she said. She gave Angel a big hug. “Lucky girls get to hang out with my best friend,”
Angel said. “She’s our friend too,” Emma said. Angel gave the girls a hug goodbye and Lucky
handed over the baby bag and the overnight bag for the girls. “Breakfast in the morning. No
excuses,” Raven joked. “Will do,” Angel replied. She left with the girls. “Now what was this
about you hanging out with me,” Angel asked. “Derek called and asked if I could come help you
out tonight,” Lucky said. “Honestly, I would say he was overreacting, but he isn’t. I’m grateful
for the help,” Angel said. “Go get changed,” he said. Angel nodded. She walked upstairs and
slipped on her baby pink dress, finished doing her hair and makeup, then came downstairs,
slipping on her see through heels. “Damn,” he said. She heard a car horn. She closed her eyes
and shook her head. “Coat,” he said helping her with it. She grabbed her purse and blackberry
and headed out, locking the doors. “Let’s go baby,” Trey said from the car. “She’s heading in
with me. We’ll meet you there,” Lucky said. He motioned for Angel to come over to him. “We’ll
meet you there,” Angel replied. He got back in the truck and pulled out. “Give him a point for
persistence,” Lucky said. “Minus a point you mean,” Angel replied.

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They got to the bar and Trey pulled up right beside Lucky’s truck. “Angel,” Trey said. “What,”
Angel replied closing the door. “Thought we were doing dinner,” he said. “And I said we
weren’t,” Angel said. She unlocked the door and came downstairs. “Got a good part of the
change room started,” Trey said. “Good,” Angel replied. “Come take a look,” he said grabbing
her hand and leading her in. He’d put the drywall up and put down part of the tile in the shower
area. She went to leave and he pinned her to the door. “Trey,” Angel said. “Needed a
bodyguard,” he asked. “No. He wanted to come. Who was I to say no? Maybe you’ll stop being
an ass if he is here,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “Meaning you aren’t going to get your
way Trey. I told you it’s done and it is. No therapist is going to change my mind,” Angel
replied. He kissed her. “That tells me different,” he said. “What about this then,” Angel said
slapping him hard across the face. She pushed him and walked out the door, heading upstairs to
the office and locking the door.

She got the last of the paperwork printed up for the weekend, then grabbed the tills and headed
downstairs. Trey stopped her in the stairwell. “What Trey,” Angel asked. “What is wrong with
you,” he asked. “I don’t like being forced into things and you know it Trey. Don’t lay a damn
hand on me again or I am calling the cops to escort you out,” Angel said. “Angel, you’re acting
irrational. Why won’t you give this a damn chance,” he asked. “Because you’re fresh out of
them Trey. Get it through your head. It’s done,” Angel said. She walked past him and went
down to the bar, setting up the tills. “You okay,” Lucky asked. He saw Trey come in with a red
mark on his cheek. “Girl you got aim,” Lucky said quietly. “Boxing class,” Angel replied. “The
carpet looks great,” Lucky said. “Looks a hell of a lot better than that other crap that was there,”
Angel said. Angel checked the time. There was another half hour before they had to open the
doors. “Can I talk to you,” Trey asked. “No,” Angel replied. “Please,” Trey said. Angel walked
past him, walking up to the DJ booth and pulling out the CD that Trey had planned, and put in
something else she’d picked.

“Angel, I’m not going to lie that I don’t love you and miss you and want your ass back even if
you hate my guts. I don’t know what I have to do to get you to come back to me,” he said. “It
isn’t going to happen. How many times do you need it said Trey,” Angel asked. “I know you
still love me. I know in your heart that if something ever happened to me that you would be
there,” he said. “What makes you say that,” Angel asked. “Because, even when you want to kick
my ass, even when you hate me, when I kiss you, you can’t hide the feelings. You still care about
me. Your kiss says you do,” Trey said. “So what does my foot up your ass say,” Angel asked.
“Enough. Just let the anger go and give it a chance,” he said. “No. Trey, you can’t just poof and
make all this go away,” Angel said. “You slept with her. You slept with Vivien and you slept
with Cara. That’s twice. You aren’t ready to be a husband, and you sure as hell can’t handle the
responsibility that goes along with it. I’m not waiting for that to happen Trey. I’m moving on.”
“Don’t tell me you want to be with Derek,” he said. “I want to be with me. I want to be with
Addison. That’s it. Derek is a good friend. So is Lucky,” Angel said. “He asked you to marry
him,” Trey said. “And,” Angel replied. “Tell me you didn’t say yes,” he said. “I wouldn’t jump
into another marriage right now if my life were threatened. I don’t want it right now and he
knows that. He accepted that. You can’t accept that I don’t want to be with you. Get used to it
Trey. I can’t be with you anymore. I don’t want to be with you. Just stop trying to change my
damn mind because it isn’t going to change,” Angel said. ‘Since you’ve been gone’ by Theory of
a Deadman came on. He walked closer to her. “What,” Angel said. He had her backed into the
corner. He wrapped his arms around her waist. “Let go Trey,” Angel said. He slow danced

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with her. He held her so close, she could feel his heart pounding. He paused and stared in her
eyes. He went to kiss her and she backed away. “Angel,” he said. “No Trey,” Angel said. He
pulled her back into his arms. He kissed her neck. “Trey,” Angel said. He nibbled her ear. “Let
go Trey,” Angel said. “No,” he replied. He kissed her. She tried to pull away, but he pulled her
closer. She got enough space between them to break the kiss. “I love you,” he said. Angel
walked off.

She got the doors opened. The bar started filling up and he went into the back to get changed.
Angel came back down to the bar. “What was that all about,” Lucky asked. “More bullshit,”
Angel said. “You okay,” he asked. Angel shook her head. She asked the bartender to make her a
martini. “I’ll bring it upstairs. Go,” Lucky said. Angel walked up the steps and into the office.
She put the song back on with her itunes. A few minutes later, Lucky came up and brought her
the martini. “Relax up here a bit. Won’t be getting started for a half hour or so anyway right,” he
asked. Angel nodded. He walked around the desk and pulled her to her feet, hugging her.
“You’re doing what makes you happy. Just remember that,” Lucky said. “Thanks,” Angel said.
“I owe you at least that,” he said. He walked back downstairs.

Trey came out of the change room and saw Lucky but no Angel. “Don’t even go there smart
ass,” Lucky said. “Where is she,” he asked. “Relaxing for a minute. Leave her alone,” Lucky
said. “Whatever,” Trey replied. He wandered around the bar, chatting the girls up and talking
to the guys. About a half hour later, Angel came downstairs with the schedule and handed it off
to the DJ, then went back towards the bar. “Do we need anything,” Angel asked. “The drink and
shooter are doing good so far,” the bartender said. “If we start getting low, we have more stock,”
Angel said. “Cool,” he replied. The DJ gave the guys the schedule. “What the,” Trey said. “If
we stay on schedule, it works,” the DJ said. He walked back to the change room and got ready
for his routine. “What did you do,” Lucky said. “Keeping him busy and his mind off me,” Angel
said. One of the other guys came over to her. “Trey said he wants to talk to you,” Thomas said.
“I’m sure he does,” Angel replied. He walked back into the change room, then came back out
grabbing her hand. “Getting the guys to do his dirty work. Brilliant,” Angel said. “He’s upset,”
Thomas said. “Good,” Angel replied. He opened the door and pulled her in.

“What,” Angel said. “Trying to keep me busy so I won’t be able to distract you,” he asked.
Angel stared at him. “Angel, this is stupid as shit. You know it. Just admit that you want to be
with me. That the other night wasn’t a mistake,” Trey said. “It was,” Angel said. He kissed her,
leaning his naked body against her. “Back off Trey,” Angel said. “Admit you want me and I’ll
back off,” he said. “Then I would be lying,” Angel said. He slid the strap off her shoulder.
“Trey, I swear,” Angel said. His hands wrapped around her, grabbing her backside. “You want
me. Say it,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. This was somehow turning him on. He pulled a leg
around him. “Let go of me Trey or I am calling Lucky in here,” Angel said. He slid her dress up.
She pushed him away and walked out. She straightened her dress and went out towards the bar.
“I’m kicking his ass aren’t I,” Lucky asked. A minute later, he came out of the change room and
kissed the back of her neck, then headed for the stage.

He did something different. He went on in jeans, a white shirt and a cowboy hat. Angel turned,
took one look and stared at Lucky. “Oh I know too,” he said. The last song he did was ‘Only you
can love me this way’ by Keith Urban. Angel shook her head. He left the stage, then walked past
her into the change room. Angel made herself busy the rest of the night. Lucky helped
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Lucky having one last martini. Trey walked towards her. “Don’t even go there,” Lucky said.
The DJ put on the Theory of a Deadman song again. “No,” Angel said. He took her hand. He
led her to the dance floor. “I’m taking you home,” he whispered. “No you aren’t,” Angel
whispered back. “I want you,” he said. “Keep wanting it. Don’t think I am not telling the
therapist what you pulled,” Angel said. “We have to go to the therapist tomorrow anyway. I’m
staying with you,” he said. “Then you’re sleeping in your truck,” Angel said. “You wouldn’t
pull that. You know you wouldn’t,” he said. “Go ahead and test me,” Angel replied. She
pushed him away. She went over to the bar and started on the tills. He grabbed her hand and
finished the dance behind the bar. “Don’t make a fucking scene,” he said. “Right. I’m the one
who’s causing a scene. Go back and finish work Trey. Leave me alone,” Angel said. Lucky
grabbed the tills and counted things out. “I am not staying in the fucking truck. I’m staying in
the house, in the damn bed I should be fucking sleeping in,” he said. “How many drinks has
stupid ass had tonight,” Angel asked Lucky. “Enough,” Trey said. “Then you are staying at a
hotel, alone,” Angel replied. “No I’m not,” Trey said. “You aren’t driving,” Angel said. “I’m
staying with you,” he said. “No you aren’t Trey. End of discussion,” Angel replied. She walked
off. Lucky finished the tills and asked one of the guys to grab Trey’s keys. He wasn’t letting him
drive.

Angel locked up the tills and the deposit and went to pull her coat on and Trey came into the
office. “What,” Angel said. He walked towards her, pulling her face to his and kissed her. She
pushed him away. “Don’t start this. You aren’t staying with me. Lucky will drop you at the
hotel or at your place. Those are your options,” Angel said. “Only if you’re staying with me,” he
said. “No,” Angel replied. She grabbed her purse and walked out the office door. He followed
and she double locked the door. “When did you get a second lock,” he asked. Angel glared at
him. She walked downstairs, making sure all the other doors were locked. “Ready when you
are,” Lucky said. They headed for the door and Trey followed them. He went to grab his keys.
“Where are my keys,” Trey asked. “I have them. I’ll drop you at home,” Lucky said. “I’ll follow
you in the truck,” Angel replied. They dropped Trey at home, then Lucky handed him the keys
and he went inside. Lucky parked his truck and hopped into his truck with Angel. “He
definitely had a few,” Lucky said. “How do you know,” Angel asked. “He was really upset,”
Lucky replied. “Great,” Angel replied.

They got back to her place and she headed inside. “Coffee,” Angel asked. “Sleep,” he replied.
Angel hugged him goodbye and gave him a quick kiss and headed inside. Minutes later, her
blackberry went off. “Hey baby,” Derek said. “Shouldn’t you be asleep,” Angel asked.
“Couldn’t sleep. Was thinking about you,” he said. “Worried more like it. Don’t worry. The
bodyguard did his job,” Angel joked. “I know Trey is upset. He’s going to be like a rabid dog to
get you back,” Derek said. “Hey. I make my own decisions and I usually stick to ones like this,”
Angel said. “Meaning,” Derek asked. “Meaning I can’t wait to see you,” Angel said. “So what
did you wear,” Derek asked. “Baby pink dress,” she replied. “Shit. I missed the dress,” he said.
“Don’t worry. Private fashion show,” Angel joked. “Mmm,” he replied. “What are you up to
Derek,” Angel asked. “Miss you,” he said. “Oh really. Well, if I told you I was in the pink g-
string and not much else, what would you say,” Angel asked. “Tease,” he replied. “Miss you
too,” Angel replied. Their call went for an hour or two, then they both fell asleep on the phone.

The next morning, around 10, Raven called to wake Angel up for brunch. She got showered,
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brunch together, then Angel had to head off to the therapist appointment. “Come over after,”
Lucky said. Angel nodded.
Chapter 50

Therapist – Appointment 2.

Angel told the therapist what had happened over the past week. “I was just trying to remind her
why we fell in love in the first place,” Trey said. “And the reason why I want to kick your ass to
next month,” Angel replied. “Firstly, Trey…not a good idea. We all know what it is that you are
hoping will happen, but this can’t be forced. You can’t make her come back to you unless she
wants to. No more tricks. So, back to what we should be discussing. Trey, why are you having
this feeling of desperation? We all agreed to 3 more sessions,” the therapist said. “Because I miss
her. I’m sick of being without her and worrying that I am going to lose her to Derek,” Trey said.
“Elaborate,” she said. “He asked her to marry him. I saw the fortune thing that he gave her. She
said she told him no, but I don’t want to lose her to him. She’s the one I am supposed to be with,
not him,” Trey said. His eyes welled up. “That’s what all this was about? Shit. Trey, I already
told you. I’m not ready to marry anyone else, let alone have a relationship. I can’t even get rid of
you,” Angel said. “Have you been dating this Derek person,” she asked. “We’ve been spending
time together and dating a bit, but he knows the situation and knows that I am not ready for
anything right now. He wants to be part of my life. That’s fine. Fact is, that I am not Trey’s
property. He doesn’t get that,” Angel said. “Have you been intimate with Derek,” she asked.
“Sleeping beside each other yes, sex no,” Angel replied. “So physical, not sexual,” she asked.
“Exactly,” Angel said. “Why are you so worried about Derek,” she asked Trey. “Because. He
swooped in when we were in Texas and stole you away from me. We could have talked all of
this out then, but you took off with him,” Trey said. “Actually, I came home. He met me for a
drink at the airport, but I came home. The night you demanded to meet me for dinner, I flew
back. I was home with Addison,” Angel said. “You weren’t with him,” Trey asked. “No,” Angel
said. “So now that that’s straightened out,” the therapist said. “Trey, why do you feel the need
to be intimate with her? Why do you feel that you have to talk her into being with you again?”
“Because I know that she still loves me. That if she’d just admit it to herself, that we’d be able to
try again,” Trey said. “Here’s one Trey. Did you not think that Cara thought the same thing
when you left her? That she didn’t feel like this when you walked out,” Angel asked. He was
quiet. She’d finally slapped some sense into his head. “So ground rules for this week. No tricks.
I want both of you to write down the reason why you fell in love in the first place. Could be a
page or two. We’ll go over them next week. I also want you to sit down together and have a real
talk. No physical or sexual things involved. A real talk,” the therapist said. Angel got up and
walked out. She went down to her car and left before he even came out to the parking lot.

Shewent for a long walk. Somehow, all of this was causing one heck of a headache. She cleared
her head, then headed home to see Addison. She spent some time with the girls and Addison,
then headed home for some R and R before she headed to work that night. She had a long bath,
then started getting changed. She slid on her black dress, then finished her hair and makeup.
When she came downstairs, Lucky was at the door. “What time are we leaving,” he asked. “You
really don’t need to come with me Lucky,” Angel said. “Nope. Bodyguarding is necessary
tonight. I saw what he tried to pull last night,” Lucky said. She slid her heels on. “We’ll grab
dinner on the way there,” he said. She locked up and they headed off.

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They pulled into the parking lot and saw Trey’s truck. “Great,” Angel said. They went inside
and heard Trey talking to his buddies. Lucky came into the change room to take a look. “Doing
a great job guys,” Lucky said. “Almost finished,” Trey replied. Lucky headed up to the office to
eat with Angel.

Angel logged into her email and saw the pictures that Derek had sent her. “Miss him don’t you,”
Lucky asked. Angel nodded. They chatted over dinner, then Trey knocked on the door.
“Thought I smelled food,” Trey said. Angel just looked at him. “Another day or two and we’ll
be finished with the change room. Any idea on what color paint you want in here,” he asked.
“I’ll figure it out eventually,” Angel said. She knew it was just a ploy to see her. “Do you want
me to help you pick out a color,” he asked. Angel shot him a look. “I’m going to pop home and
grab my stuff and shower. Care to…” “Go Trey,” Angel said. “Sure I can’t talk you into…”
“Trey, if you don’t get out of here,” Angel said. He walked out. “Shit. Nothing like subtlety,”
Lucky said. “As I said,” Angel replied. “Guess this is why Derek asked me to come down,”
Lucky said. “Imagine if you weren’t here,” Angel said. “I can just guess,” Lucky joked.

They finished dinner, then went down and did the beer and liquor count, then set up the tills and
turned the music on. The guys headed in a half hour or so later. “Holy crap,” One of them said.
Angel went into the change room. The tiling was done. The paint was ready for the walls. “So,
each one of you is getting a locker. No sharing needed. Thought it could use a little renovation,”
Angel said. “And there’s air,” one of the guys said. “Thanks,” one of the other guys said. “Be
careful with the tile though. I’m not sure when he put it in,” Angel said. Angel headed back out
to the bar. “You know he only did it to impress you,” Lucky said. “More like because he knew it
was an eyesore. He’s the one changing in there,” Angel said. “Good point,” Lucky replied. He
went and got the till for the door, then opened the doors. By the time Trey got back, the DJ was
giving out the schedule for the night. “Again,” Trey said. He walked over to Angel. “What is
this all about,” Trey asked. “You probably made good money last night. Going to change each
week. That way I don’t have to redo the schedule every night,” Angel replied. He walked off
into the change room, then minutes later, headed for the stage.

“Got to admit it. You’re good,” Lucky joked. “You know it,” Angel replied. The night went
really well. Trey was busy all night, and the bar was busy. At last call, Angel started on the tills.
Again, Trey came over to grab her for a dance. “Counting,” Angel said. He took the money from
her hand, handed it to Lucky and led her to the dance floor. “Trey,” Angel said. “One dance,” he
said. “You do realize I had work to do,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around her. “I’m
sorry,” he said. “For,” Angel asked. “Trying to force you into getting us back,” he said. “I’m not
having this discussion with you,” Angel replied. “Still, I love you,” he said. Angel just rolled her
eyes. The minute the song was over, she pulled away, and he pulled her back to him. “Trey,
seriously,” Angel said. “Can I take you home,” Trey asked. “No,” Angel replied. “Just to talk. I
swear,” he said. “I’ve heard that before,” Angel said. “Seriously,” he said. “Didn’t anything that
woman said today stick in your head,” Angel asked. “I swear. I’ll sit on my damn hands.
Handcuff me if you want,” Trey said. Angel shook her head. “Please,” he said trying to talk her
into it. She said nothing. The minute the song was done, she walked away.

She walked over to the bar. “Envelopes,” Lucky said. “Already counted out,” Angel replied
handing him the envelopes from the under the counter safe. She recounted the tills, then took
them and the deposit upstairs, locking it in the safe. Minutes later, she heard the door close and
lock. She looked up. “What,” Angel said. “Please,” Trey said. “Go get your things Trey,” Angel

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said. “I’ll follow you,” he said. “Go home Trey,” Angel replied. “Angel,” he said. Angel
grabbed her coat, slipping it on, and her purse. He stood in her path. “I’m going home, alone,”
Angel said. She tried to push past him and he wrapped his arms around her. “I swear,” he said.
“Get out of the way,” Angel said. She unlocked the door, ordering him out, then double locked
the door behind her. She walked downstairs. “I locked all the other doors for you. The guys
asked if we wanted to pop by for a drink. It’s Jay’s birthday,” Lucky said. “Go if you want. I’m
going to head home,” Angel replied. “I’ll take her,” Trey said. “No. I’ll call a cab,” Angel
replied. She grabbed her blackberry and Trey grabbed it out of her hand. He stuck it in his
pocket and went to grab his bag. “You going to be okay,” Lucky asked. “Call me in 10,” Angel
replied. He nodded. Trey came out a few minutes later and everyone headed out the door.
Angel grabbed her blackberry from his pocket and went to call the taxi. “I said I would drive
you,” Trey said. “And I told you that I would rather take a cab,” Angel said. He grabbed the
phone back. He went and got in his truck, putting her blackberry on the dash. “Fine,” Angel
said. She got in and he gave her back her phone.

All the way back, he chatted her ear off. “Fact is, before Cara, I had made this dumb decision that
I didn’t want to get married. I even told her that. After all that time being together, everyone
told me I should, so I did. I didn’t want to marry her. I left to try to work things out with Hope’s
mom, and I realized that neither of them were the right person for me. I didn’t know until I met
you,” he said. “So, what that excuses you sleeping with Vivien? Gimme a break Trey,” Angel
replied. “Everything was different when I met you,” he said. “Right,” Angel replied. “No
matter who tried anything, all I could talk about was you. I realized that this was different. That
maybe this was my sign that you were the right person,” he said. “So the reason why you did
what you did was,” Angel asked. “Panic,” he said. “A little late for panicking,” Angel said.
They pulled into her driveway. She went to get out and he locked the doors. “I’ve only had 3
girlfriends in my entire life Angel. You, Cara, Hope’s mom and Jackie,” he said. “Know what
Trey, I don’t give a shit how many girlfriends you’ve had. How many did you leave wondering
if you’d come back to follow through with marrying them? How many did you screw around on
and lie to,” Angel asked. She found the lock and manually unlocked the door. She hopped out
and went towards the door. He hopped out, turning the truck off and locking the doors.
“What,” Angel asked. “I’ll make the coffee,” he said. She begrudgingly let him in. “Stay down
here then. I’m going to change,” Angel said. She walked upstairs and changed into her sweats,
then came back downstairs. He was starting a fire in the fireplace.

“Don’t think that’s necessary tonight,” Angel said. She looked on the table and he’d opened a
bottle of her favorite red. “You know that you can’t drink this then drive home,” Angel said.
“And,” he asked looking at her. “You are not staying here,” Angel replied. He grabbed her
hand. Her blackberry rang. She walked out the back door to the porch. “Hey baby,” Derek said.
“Hey yourself handsome,” Angel replied. “How was tonight,” he asked. “Went really well.
Busy as usual. Something was missing though,” Angel replied. “Your tall sexy Texas man,” he
teased. “The one that I want, yes,” Angel replied. “Damn I miss my baby girl,” he said. “Which
one? Me or Addison,” Angel joked. “Ooh, you are gonna get it for that,” he said. “Got a little
surprise for you when I get there.” “Really,” Angel replied. “Well, more than one, but you know
what one is,” he said. “One track mind with you,” Angel said. “Miss you,” Derek said. “I know.
Kind of weird sleeping alone,” Angel replied. “You miss me too. Admit it,” he said. “Depends
on which part I miss,” Angel joked. “I can guess,” he said. “That too, but miss the total body
hugs,” Angel said. “What did you wear tonight,” he asked. “The black one you love,” Angel
said. “Shit,” he said. “Black lace bra and g-string underneath,” Angel teased. “The black sexy

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ass heels,” he replied. “Was thinking about you,” Angel replied. “Damn. If I was there tonight,”
he said. “I know. Wouldn’t be getting much sleep,” Angel replied. “Get some sleep beautiful,”
he said. “Don’t wanna know what we’d be doing,” Angel asked. “Can’t do this on the phone,”
he said. “One more week,” Angel replied. “Then you better be cancelling any plans you have,”
he said. “You bet,” Angel replied. “I want you so bad right now,” he said. She could tell that
she was getting him turned on. “Candles, that song you love,” Angel said. “Tease,” he replied.
“Massage oil,” Angel replied. “Enough,” he said. “Could show at the airport to pick you up in
nothing but a trench coat and heels,” Angel replied. “Damn you,” he replied. “Get some sleep
baby. You’ll need your rest,” Angel replied. “I’ll get you for this,” he said. Angel made a kissing
noise. They hung up and she went inside.

“Who was that,” Trey asked. “None of your business,” Angel replied. “Ask me anything,” Trey
said. “Not counting girlfriends, since I know you probably didn’t count them as girlfriends,”
Angel said. “Enough to know who the right person for me was,” he said. “Nice dodge,” Angel
replied. “How many women have you screwed over? Have you told that there would be a
relationship when you were ’ready’,” Angel asked. “Honestly,” he asked. “See I knew you
couldn’t answer,” Angel replied. “35,” he said. “Nice,” Angel replied. “I went through an idiot
phase. Where I thought I was the shit and that everyone wanted a piece of me,” he said.
“Great,” Angel said. “What about you,” he asked. “15,” Angel replied. “Why was Jake so pissed
off when we went there,” he asked. “Because he was used to getting what he wants and he
wasn’t going to, sort of like you,” Angel said. She sat down on the chair. He handed her a glass
of wine. “Laced with anything,” Angel asked. “Ha ha very funny,” he said. “He only wanted to
marry me so Lucky couldn’t,” Angel said. “A competition,” he asked. “I left Lucky and Jake
jumped in. He helped with Addison when she was just a little baby. When he started straying, I
walked. I tried things with Lucky, and he blew it too so I left. I decided I needed the fresh start,”
Angel said. “Sort of like I did when things with Hope’s mom and I broke up. I spent years
trying to get the shit out of my head. That was the only reason why I was with those women.
When I met you, all of it stopped. Or I made it all stop,” he said. “Still doesn’t explain
everything Trey,” Angel said. “I met you, that’s all I wanted,” he said. “Why wouldn’t you have
talked to me Trey? You wouldn’t say a damn word when we were married. Now, because
you’re hanging by a slowly shredding thread, you open up,” Angel said. “I realized that I should
have been talking to you all along. Some of those girls that were coming in all the time that were
there to see me,” he said. “Great. Did they know you got married,” she asked. “Some of them
that were good friends,” he said. “Just enough to have extra toys on the side right,” Angel said
pouring herself a second glass.

“Angel, I don’t want to be with some stupid girl that I met at the stupid bar who only knows
what she sees on the weekend. I wanted to be with someone who makes me happy. Someone
who will still sleep with me even when I have the cold from hell or the worst morning breath
ever. The kind of woman who makes a killer mango chicken, and loves my little girl as much as I
do. She never met anyone but you. She misses you too,” Trey said. “Don’t use her to get to me
Trey,” Angel said. “I’m not. I’m saying that not having you with me hurts. That we both miss
you. She woke up the other day from her nap calling you,” he said. “Trey, this isn’t changing
anything,” Angel said. She was almost through with glass 2. “I want to be happy again. The
only time I am is when I’m with Hope, or when I’m with you. Even if you’re telling me off, I
would rather be here,” Trey said. “Trey, what we had was fine, until we did get married. We
could have just been friends. Taken our time. Not rushed anything. You were in some big damn
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he asked. “Then, I thought I did,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked. “I probably did, but it
wasn’t enough Trey and you know it,” Angel said. “Do you still,” he asked. “In a way,” Angel
said. “Then,” he asked. “No,” Angel replied. “Can we work at trying,” he asked. She gave him
a look. She finished her glass and he topped both of theirs up. “Can you give me one last chance
if I take my time and stop being an ass,” he asked. “Trey,” Angel said. He moved over towards
her. “Come sit with me,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. He pulled her to the carpet. “Trey,”
Angel said. He wrapped his arm around her. “I miss curling up by the fire with you,” Trey said.
“I need to get some sleep,” Angel said. “Just enjoy this,” Trey said. “I know what you’re trying
to do Trey. You aren’t getting in my bed, or my pants,” Angel said. She got up and finished her
wine, taking the bottle and glass into the kitchen.

She came back in and he was on the floor, no shirt, with a blanket over him. “Trey,” Angel said.
“Come sit with me,” he said. “I know what you’re trying to do,” Angel said. “Please,” he said.
“As soon as you finish that glass, you are out of here,” Angel said. She sat down by the other
sofa. He pulled her legs towards him. She noticed he had nothing on but his boxers under the
blanket. “Trey,” Angel said. He pulled her legs around him, then pulled her into his lap. “You
know the sweats aren’t going to stop me,” he said. Angel got up. “Go home now,” Angel said.
“Angel,” he said. “Now,” Angel replied. She walked off. “Count of 5 and I am calling Lucky,”
Angel said. “He’s out with the boys. He’s probably a little busy,” Trey said. Angel dialed.
“5………4……..3,” Angel said counting down. “Fine,” Trey said. He got up, pulled his jeans on
and grabbed her phone. He took the battery out and put it in his pocket. “Trey, I swear,” Angel
said. “You want it back, then sit the fuck down,” he said. Angel sat down on the sofa. “Angel,”
he said. “Trey, this is what I mean. You force me into doing what you want,” Angel said. He
walked over to her and leaned her onto her back on the sofa. He leaned on top of her. “Trey,”
Angel said. He kissed her. His hands slid under her shoulders. “I think you need to go Trey,”
Angel said. He kissed her again. He unzipped her sweatshirt and kissed her neck, her chest.
“Seriously,” Angel said. She grabbed her battery from his pocket and slid it back into her phone.
He kissed her again. His hands slid down to her track pants. “Trey,” Angel said. He kissed her
again, pulling her close, so close that she could feel every muscle. He slid his jeans down.
“Enough,” Angel said. He slid his hands across her bare backside in her track pants. “Trey,
really, go home,” Angel said. She tried to squirm away. He kissed her again, then went to slide
her track pants off. She got away from him. “Go, now,” Angel said. She walked into the front
hallway and opened the door. “Angel,” Trey said. “Now,” Angel replied. He came out, doing
his jeans up. “I love you,” he said. She glared at him. He kissed her, then walked out the door.
She slammed it and locked it behind him. Minutes later, Lucky called.

“Why the hell was he pulling out two minutes ago,” Lucky asked. “Come in. Making coffee,”
Angel said. By the time he came in it had started brewing. She told him what had happened.
“So it was a ploy so you couldn’t have backup,” Lucky said. Angel nodded. “Are you okay,” he
asked. “Fine,” Angel replied. “Liar,” he replied. “How was the party,” she asked. “Normal guy
stuff. They invited some girls from the Tease to the party, which I can tell you was one heck of an
eye opener,” Lucky said. “Glad you had fun,” Angel said sipping her coffee and bringing some
over to Lucky. “Did you talk to Derek,” he asked. “Yeah. Why,” Angel asked. “He said he tried
to call you and your phone went to voicemail,” Lucky said. “When did he call you,” Angel
asked. “Like 15 minutes ago,” Lucky said. Angel went and checked her phone. It was off. She
turned it on and called Derek back. “What took you so damn long,” he said. “I didn’t even know
you called. Lucky just told me you’d called him,” Angel said. “What happened,” he asked.
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so getting his ass kicked next weekend,” Derek said. “It’s fine. I think he got the hint tonight
when I slapped him clear across the face twice in 5 hours,” Angel said. “Why wasn’t Lucky
there,” Derek asked. “He went out for a drink with the guys. It’s fine. I’m fine,” Angel said.
“I’m coming on Thursday. Seriously, I am having a little sit down with that stupid little punk,”
Derek said. “It’s fine Derek. Seriously. Don’t bother changing all the plans now. I’ll see you on
Friday,” Angel said. “That’s why I was calling you. I changed the tickets to Thursday morning.
I’ll be landing at noon,” Derek said. “You didn’t have to change them Derek,” Angel said. “Yeah
I did. I missed you,” he said. “Lucky there,” he asked. “One sec,” Angel said handing the phone
to Lucky. She took a few big sips of her coffee. “Will do buddy. One minute,” he said handing
the phone back to Angel. “Just what are you up to now,” Angel asked. “Nothing. You sure he
didn’t pull anything stupid,” Derek asked. “Nothing I couldn’t handle with a little creative
boxing,” Angel joked. “I can’t wait to get there,” he said. “Go get some sleep sexy. I’ll talk to
you tomorrow,” Angel said. He blew her a kiss and hung up. “He was worried about you,”
Lucky said. “No kidding,” Angel replied. “How’s the coffee,” Angel asked. “You love him
don’t you,” Lucky asked. “I love the fact that he cares so much that he’s worried, but he’s
overdoing it just a bit,” Angel said. “That wasn’t answering my question,” he asked. “I care
about him. Love, I don’t know. Definitely know more about him than I ever have about Trey,”
Angel said. “Oh really,” he said. “Those long ass phone conversations weren’t all phone sex you
know,” Angel teased.

After a while, Lucky left and Angel headed up to bed. Within minutes, she was out cold. She
tossed and turned most of the night, rehashing what had happened when she couldn’t get Trey
to back off. She woke up at 10am. She showered, then headed off for brunch with Raven. She
showed up to find Trey and Hope a few tables away. “Could we be seated somewhere else,”
Angel asked. They changed their table to one in the private patio. “What’s with the change,”
Raven asked. “Trey’s here with Hope,” Angel replied. “Ah,” Raven said. They got about half
way into their brunch when Trey came over to their table. “What are you three doing here,” he
asked. “Probably the same thing as you,” Angel replied. Hope jumped into Angel’s lap. “I
missed you,” Hope said. “Missed you too princess. How are you doing,” Angel said. She
hugged her back, then Hope hopped out of her lap. “It’s Daddy and daughter day,” Hope said.
“Well, you two have a nice day then,” Angel replied. “Did you and Addison want to join us,” he
asked. “Nope. You two have fun,” Angel replied. They went back to having their brunch. “I’ll
call you later,” he said. Angel nodded. Trey left with Hope. “Okay, that was awkward,” Raven
said. “Mama, fruit,” Addison said. Angel plated some more fruit for her. “He’s going to use her
to get me back. He’s so lost,” Angel said. “So, what are you going to do,” she asked. “Ignore
him. Count down the days until Derek’s back,” Angel said. “Oh really,” Raven said. “He’s due
on Thursday around noon. I can’t wait,” Angel said. “So guess the babysitting duties are still
on,” Raven joked. “Want to have her with me while he’s here. See what happens,” Angel said.
“The ultimate test. Sounds promising,” Raven said. “Thinking I may do a dinner party or
something while he’s here so he can meet everyone,” Angel said. “Dang. You must like him,”
Raven said. They finished up and Addison fell asleep in the car seat.

“So something is up with you. I seriously have never seen you so cold towards him. Spill it,”
Raven said. She told her what had transpired on the Thursday night at the house. “Are you
fucking kidding me,” she said. “Shh,” Angel replied. “You let him get away with that,” she said.
“I went on the stupid pill Raven. It’s fine,” Angel said. “You actually let him get away with that
and you aren’t doing anything,” she asked. “What was I supposed to do? Get Lucky to beat him
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don’t say something, I will,” she replied. “I told the therapist. It’s dealt with,” Angel said. “Hell
no it isn’t. They don’t do something I will,” Raven said. “It’s nothing,” Angel said. “Drive to his
place,” Raven said. “He’s out with Hope,” Angel replied. “Fine. We’re going back to your place.
I’m telling Lucky,” Raven said. “I swear you are the ultimate shit disturber,” Angel said. “I’ll
follow you in my car,” she replied.

They got back to the house and Raven called Lucky, while Angel put Addison down for her
afternoon nap. “He’s on his way over here,” Raven said. “What about the girls,” Angel asked.
“His ex picked them up last night. She has them for a week or so,” Raven said. Minutes later,
Lucky came in. “Why didn’t you tell me,” he asked. “It’s not that big of a deal Lucky. I told his
ass off at the therapist and she told him to leave me alone. To stay away from me and stop
pushing,” Angel said. “Like that did any good,” he replied. “Did he hurt you?” “No. Honestly,
I’m fine. It’s fine,” Angel replied. He walked out the back door. “Where in the hell are you
going,” Angel asked. “To have a little chat with him,” Lucky said getting in his truck and pulling
out. Angel went back inside. “He took off,” Angel said. “Good,” Raven replied. “I don’t need a
babysitter or a damn bodyguard. I can handle Trey all by myself,” Angel said. “I handled Jake
and Lucky by myself and I can sure as hell handle this,” Angel said. “He feels like he has to be
the protector. He promised Derek he’d watch out for you when he wasn’t here,” Raven said.
“Don’t tell Derek I told you.” “Are you fucking kidding me,” Angel asked. “Where in the hell
does he get off having people spy on me? Like I am some incapable little damn kid. I can damn
well take care of myself.” She was starting to get pissed off. “Calm down,” Raven said. “He was
doing it because he loves you.” “Don’t tell me to calm down. Screw this. I don’t need this crap,”
Angel said. “What are you doing,” Raven asked as Angel grabbed her blackberry. “Sending him
a little thank you for the spies,” Angel replied.

******
Derek was going through paperwork when his phone went off. “Hey Lucky. What’s up,” Derek
asked. “Trey. Thursday night, he pulled something on Angel,” Lucky said. “Pulled something
like what,” he asked. “As in he basically made her sleep with him,” Lucky said. “She told me
she was fine,” Derek said. His phone shot off a message indicator. “Hold on one sec,” Derek
said going into his messenger.

I don’t appreciate being spied on. I can damn well take care of myself and don’t you fucking
forget it.

“Okay, Angel is pissed as shit,” Derek said. “I’m going to track him down,” Lucky said. “Let
him think he got away with it. I’ll deal with it on Thursday,” Derek said. “How mad is she,”
Lucky asked. “Let’s just say I may need a ride from the airport,” Derek said. “Let me know,”
Lucky said as they hung up. Derek tried to think of what to say to her.
*******

“Angel, you know he only did it because he cares about you,” Raven said. “It doesn’t matter. It’s
the fact that he can’t trust me to take care of myself. For fuck sakes. I have a little girl up there
that I love more than life itself. I’m doing just fine without him and his stupid shit,” Angel said.
She got a message back on her blackberry:

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I just wanted to protect you. I know he can be a royal pain and I didn’t want anything
happening to you. I didn’t mean it to upset you and make you think I don’t believe you can’t
take care of you. Just wanted to take care of you. I love you.

“I can’t bloody believe him,” Angel said. “Angel, honestly, he just asked Lucky to help you out
at the bar because he knew Trey would try something when he left. He was obviously right,”
Raven said. “Raven, don’t start,” Angel said. “Call him,” Raven said. “No,” Angel replied.
“Respond to him then,” Raven suggested. “Hell no,” Angel replied. They relaxed a while, then
Raven left. Angel was beyond pissed. She had a bath, then Addison woke up and they played
and colored and laughed. Angel made them dinner, and they curled up, watching a Disney
movie and fell asleep together on the sofa. She got up an hour or so later and tucked Addison
into bed, then crawled into bed herself. Her phone rang and she pressed ignore.

The next few days were pretty uneventful. She picked out the paint and repainted the office
herself. She didn’t talk to Lucky or Derek. She took Addison to work with her every day,
making every day a half day, then would come home and have a quiet night with Addison. By
the time Thursday came around, she didn’t even care if he showed.

“Thanks Lucky,” Derek said. “She’s that pissed off,” Lucky said. “I’ve been calling her for the
past 4 days. She won’t answer,” he said. “She’s really pissed then,” Lucky said. They went back
to Lucky’s place. “Do you think if I just went over,” Derek asked. “You can try, but may I
suggest the Kevlar vest,” Lucky joked. “I’ll just wander down there and see,” he said.

Angel had tucked Addison in for her afternoon nap in her playpen at the office. The idea of the
two locks instead of one was a great one. Peace and quiet. She looked at the clock, realizing that
Derek’s plane must have landed by now. She finished her paperwork, then took Addison and
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Chapter 51

Angel pulled in and walked inside, tucking Addison into bed. She heard footsteps coming up
the stairs. She came out of Addison’s room and bumped right into Derek. “Hey baby,” he said.
Angel walked past him and went downstairs. “Angel,” he said following her. Angel opened the
door. “Angel, don’t do this,” he said. “Out,” Angel replied. “Baby, don’t do this,” he said.
“Why? Because I can’t take care of myself? Because it’s a big scary house and the boogey man
could get me,” Angel said. He walked towards her. “Just go,” Angel said. “Angel,” he said. He
tried to wrap his arms around her and she pushed him away. She slammed the door in his face.
She locked it, then slid to the ground in front of it in tears. She sat for a bit, then got up and
called Raven and Sasha. “Girls night tonight. I’ll get Lucky to look after Addison,” Angel said.
“Pick you up at 7,” Raven said. “I’ll meet you at your place,” Sasha said.

Angel got Addison dinner and Lucky came over to pick her up, without Derek. Angel walked
out the door to the car and Derek was walking towards the house. “Angel,” he said. She shook
her head and got in the car. He walked over, leaning on the side of the car. “Where are you
ladies off to,” Derek asked. “Girls night. Having a few drinks and relaxing without men,” Raven
said. “Can I talk to her alone for a minute before you guys go,” he asked. “I have to use the
ladies room anyway,” Sasha said as they went inside. “Are you coming out,” he said. “No,”
Angel replied. “I’m sorry,” he said. “You seriously think I can’t handle him,” Angel asked. “I
just know he’s stubborn as shit and never listens to anything anyone tells him,” Derek said. “I
can handle him,” Angel said. “I know you sometimes are happy to have someone to help you at
the bar. Lucky offered. I just wanted you to be okay baby,” he said. “I can take care of me and
Addison all by myself thank you,” Angel said. “Don’t tell me we’re going to be fighting for the
entire two weeks,” he said. “Go home Derek,” Angel said. “Angel, don’t start this,” he said.
Raven and Sasha came out a few minutes later. “Ready,” they asked. Angel nodded. “Angel,”
he said. “I’ll get her to call you when we get back or something,” Raven said. “Angel,” he said
staring at her. She wouldn’t look at him. They pulled out and headed off on their girls night.

They got to their martini bar and relaxed. They laughed, cracked jokes and had fun. Mid-way
through the night, two gentlemen sent them drinks. They came over. They flirted with Raven
and Sasha. They all sat around and chatted a while, then Angel excused herself from the group
and decided to head home. As she walked towards the door, she saw Trey come in. “Shit,”
Angel said. She ducked out without him noticing and grabbed a cab. He saw her as she was
getting in. “Angel,” he said running for the cab. The driver pulled away.

Angel got home and Derek was on the sofa, curled up with Addison. Angel slipped Addison out
of his arms and put her into bed. She came downstairs and Derek was still asleep. She went into
the kitchen, grabbing herself a cold bottle of water and went upstairs, turning the TV off on her
way up the steps. She got changed for bed, then felt warm breath on her shoulder. “Go home
Derek,” Angel said. “I am,” he replied. He kissed her shoulder. “Don’t even go there,” Angel
replied. “We aren’t going to fight the entire time I am here. I did it because he’s a dick. Not
because I don’t have faith in you. He’s done it a million times with every damn woman he
wanted. I didn’t want him to win,” Derek said. “Go back to wherever you’re staying because
you aren’t staying here,” Angel said. He wrapped his arms around her. “Derek, I mean it,”
Angel said. “Just wanted to hold you. That so wrong,” he asked. “Yes. I know what you’re
trying to do. It isn’t working,” he said. “You sure about that,” he teased. “Just go. Thank you

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for looking after Addison. Go,” Angel said. She leaned over to grab her robe from the edge of
the bed. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her.

“Go,” Angel said. She pulled her robe on and walked down the steps. “Angel, seriously, you are
going to be stubborn aren’t you,” he asked. “Damn right,” Angel replied. “And if I said I wasn’t
leaving,” he asked. “Then you’re sleeping on the lawn,” Angel replied. She went to open the
door, and he leaned her into it. He picked her up, wrapping her legs around him. He kissed her
with a kiss that made her weak in the knees. Goose bumps came up from head to toe. “Still want
me to leave,” he asked. Angel couldn’t speak. She nodded. “Say it,” he said. “Go,” Angel said.
She hadn’t let go of him. He locked the door. “I missed you,” he said. “I just,” Angel said. He
kissed her again and walked over to the sofa, laying her down. He slid her robe off, then slid his
shirt off, then his jeans. “Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her. “God you smell good,” he said. He
kissed her chest, then worked his way up her neck. He held her, kissing her. “I missed having
you in my arms,” he said. Angel shook her head. “I know I was out of line okay? I shouldn’t
have been so worried. I wanted to take care of you. You’re my baby girl. I’m sorry,” he said. “I
can handle him okay? He knows this isn’t going to end up how he wants. No matter what he
does, it doesn’t change anything Derek. You don’t get that do you,” Angel asked. “I don’t want
to fight with you anymore,” he said. “Derek, he did what he did. He knows it didn’t change
anything. That I still don’t want to be with him. He’s trying to force himself into my life and he
isn’t going to win. He royally fucked up,” Angel said. He kissed her. “Because you’re my girl
right,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. “What do you mean no,” he asked sitting up. “I’m not a
piece of property Derek. If I choose to have someone in my life, it’s my choice. I choose to not
have him in my life. I chose to have you in my life, but maybe that was wrong too,” Angel said.
She got up. “Where are you going,” he asked. “Water,” Angel replied. “How many did you
have,” he asked. “Enough,” Angel replied. “How many,” he repeated. “5 or 6,” Angel replied.
She grabbed the water and took a gulp. “You know if you were that mad that you decided to
drink me away, it didn’t work,” Derek said. “Just go,” Angel replied. She walked upstairs and
climbed into her bed.

He came upstairs with another bottle of water and curled up in the bed with her. “Derek,” Angel
said. “Not leaving. Face it. Stuck with a teddy bear,” he said. “Just go,” Angel said. “Angel, I
just want to be with you,” he said. “Go back to Lucky’s,” Angel said. “Kiss me goodnight,” he
asked. “No,” Angel replied. “Why are you getting so pissed off about this,” he asked. “Because.
I am trying to handle the Trey thing all by myself Derek. You don’t trust me to do it. That’s
why,” Angel replied. She went to get up and her head was spinning. “Angel, fact is I know him
better than you do. Cara was my sister’s friend. He did the same thing every time they broke up
and she kept going back even when we told her it was the dumbest thing ever. I don’t want him
talking you into it,” Derek said. “What makes you think he can,” Angel asked. “I just know. The
therapist thing is just a ploy. He’s trying to get you back,” Derek said. “Like I don’t already
know that? Derek, you may think that I am naive in this, but I’m not. He did this every time we
broke up. Just because he pulls this doesn’t mean he’s getting me back in his life. When you
understand that, you let me know,” Angel said. “I’m staying,” he said. “No,” Angel replied.
“Fine. I’ll come over tomorrow and we’ll talk,” he said. “Don’t bother. I have to work tomorrow
night,” Angel said. “I know. We’ll have dinner together then head down,” he said. “Derek, I am
fully capable of being there without someone else,” Angel said. “Tough,” he replied. He turned
her to face him and kissed her. “I want to be there with you whether I am helping you or not,” he
said. “Okay bodyguard,” Angel said sarcastically. She went to turn away from him and he
kissed her. “Just go,” Angel said. “Fine,” he replied. He got up and she walked him to the door.

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“I love you baby,” he said. Angel nodded. He left the porch and she locked the door behind
him. She checked to make sure the other doors were locked and headed upstairs to bed.

The next morning, amid one heck of a hangover, she spent the day with Addison. Derek showed
around lunch time. He brought over lunch for Angel and Addison. “How’s mommy today,” he
asked. Angel said nothing. Angel fed Addison, then put her in her playpen. “Angel, you have
to talk to me,” he said. She cleaned up the dishes and he grabbed the sponge from her hand.
“Angel,” he said. “Go play with Addison,” Angel said. He put his hands on the counter on
either side of her. “I didn’t do it to get you mad. Just like having extra security. That’s all,” he
said. “Afraid I am going to sleep with him intentionally,” Angel asked. “Baby,” he said. “Go
play with her,” Angel said. He kissed her neck, then went into the other room and played with
Addison. Angel finished the dishes then had a flash to what had happened the other night with
Trey. She snapped herself out of it and felt tears streaming. Angel grabbed a glass of lemonade
and sat down at the table. About 15 minutes later, Derek came in with Addison in his arms.
Angel wiped the tears away before he saw them. “See? Mommy’s okay,” Derek said. Addison
reached out for Angel. She took her into her arms and Addison hugged her. “Lub you mama,”
Addison said. “I love you too baby,” Angel said. He noticed her eyes were red. Addison was
rubbing her eyes. “Why don’t we go have a nap princess,” Angel said. “No,” Addison said.
“Just for a little while,” Angel said. Addison put her head on Angel’s shoulder. She took her
upstairs and changed her, then put her down for a nap.

She came downstairs and Derek was on the sofa. “Angel,” he said. “I don’t want to talk about it
Derek,” Angel replied. “Come here then,” he said. “No,” Angel replied. She walked out to the
porch. He followed. She sat down on her swing. He leaned against the porch railing. “You
slept with him. He pushed you into it,” Derek said. “I told him to leave. We’d had a few drinks,
then next thing I know, that happened,” Angel said. “He didn’t slip anything in your drink did
he,” Derek asked. “No,” Angel replied. “What did you say to him,” Derek asked. “That making
me do something I didn’t want to do wasn’t going to get me back. That it didn’t change
anything,” Angel said. “I’m going with you tonight,” he said. “Why? So you can kick his ass,”
Angel said. “Maybe,” Derek said. “Don’t bother,” Angel replied. “I’m still coming with you,”
he said. “Whatever,” Angel said. He sat down on the swing beside her and pulled her into his
arms. “He was doing it because he knows we’re together Angel. He thought it would make you
want him back. He thought that you’d get pregnant then you would have to come back to him. I
know how the man thinks,” Derek said. “Surprising that he wouldn’t have figured out that I was
on the pill now,” Angel said. “Baby, I wish I had been here,” Derek said. “Nothing would have
changed Derek. He tried the night we had to move all the furniture for the new carpet. He tried
in the change room, in the office,” Angel said. “He won’t be anymore,” Derek said. “Why is
that,” Angel asked. He kissed her. He slipped his hand into his pocket and handed her a little
blue box. “Derek,” Angel said. “Just a promise ring. That’s it,” he said. “Derek, I can’t,” Angel
said. He opened it. It was a simple platinum ring with a heart shaped diamond. “I want you to
wear it,” he said. “Derek, all it’s going to do is get him more pissed off,” Angel said. “I’m here.
It’s fine,” he said. “What about when you leave,” Angel asked. “It will be fine baby,” he said
taking the ring out of the box and slipping it on her ring finger of her right hand.

They relaxed the rest of the afternoon, then took Addison to Raven’s to babysit. Lucky was
determined to come with them to the bar. “Deal is, no fights in the bar. No bullshit or you aren’t
coming,” Angel said. “Fine,” Derek and Lucky said. Angel got changed and they headed off.
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stepped in. “You like the new paint,” Angel said. “Wow,” Derek said. “Addison helped paint
it,” Angel joked. It was a steel purple. One of her most favorite colors. She girlied the office up a
little with a few fake plants. They relaxed and had dinner. Around 7:30, Trey came in and
headed upstairs knowing Angel would be there. He knocked and heard voices. He walked in
and saw Derek and Lucky with Angel. “Long time no see,” Derek said sarcastically. “Hey.
Angel, can I talk to you for a sec,” he asked. “What do you need,” Angel asked. “The change
room is done. Tile’s all set and put the finishing touches in today. Did you want to check it out,”
he asked. “Why don’t we all go,” Derek suggested. “I’ll hang here,” Lucky said. Angel and
Derek followed Trey. “Looks great,” Angel said. It had black and purple tile. Black tile floors.
“Much better,” Angel commented. “And we got it all at cost. Under budget,” Trey said. “Great,”
Angel said. She went to walk out. “Can I talk to you alone for a second,” Trey asked. Angel
walked out to the bar. “What,” Angel asked. “Where’s my ring,” he asked. “In the jewelry box,”
Angel said. “What’s this,” he asked noticing the ring that Derek had given her earlier that day.
“None of your business,” Angel said. She went to walk off and he grabbed her arm. “Who’s it
from,” Trey asked. “Let go of me,” Angel said. She walked off and went upstairs.

Angel sat back down at the desk and finished her dinner. “Back in a second,” Derek said. “Sit,”
Angel said. “Just going to the bathroom,” he said. “Sure you are. Sit,” Angel said. Angel shot
him a look. They finished their dinner, then Angel got the tills together. Derek took them
downstairs. “Just let him,” Lucky whispered. “No,” Angel said. They headed downstairs.
Lucky got the bar set up. Angel got the tills in. Derek turned the music on. Trey came over to
Angel. “I need to talk to you upstairs,” Trey said. “No,” Angel replied. “Please,” Trey said.
“Anything you want to say you can say in front of Derek and Lucky,” Angel said. “I want to
know where the ring came from,” he asked. “I gave it to her,” Derek said. “And just why the
fuck are you giving my wife a damn ring,” Trey asked. “Because she isn’t your damn wife
anymore smart ass. That’s why,” Derek said. “Which means what Derek? You going to steal her
away,” Trey asked getting confrontational. “It means that you don’t get to be with her anymore.
That she doesn’t want you around. That she wants me,” Derek said. “Oh really,” Trey said.
“Damn right. She’s my girl Trey. Stay the hell away from her,” Derek said. “Angel,” he said.
“What Trey,” Angel asked. “Is it true,” he asked. “We’re dating,” Angel said. “Are you fucking
kidding me,” he said. “No,” Derek replied. “What the fuck Derek. I sit there and tell you I want
her back and you do this,” Trey said. “She doesn’t want you back Trey. Get it the hell through
your head,” Derek said. “Derek, until those papers are final, she’s still married to me,” Trey said.
“Trey, I told you this already. We aren’t getting back together. We aren’t going to get remarried,
have more kids and live happily ever after. It isn’t happening. You want to be platonic friends,
maybe. Nothing else is ever going to happen,” Angel said. “That means stay the hell away from
her,” Derek said. Trey walked off and went into the change room. “Derek, you couldn’t have
just let me handle it could you,” Angel said. He started getting more mad. Angel walked off and
went up to the office.

Minutes later, Trey came in and locked both locks. “What,” Angel said. “I love you,” Trey said.
“It’s not enough anymore Trey,” Angel said. “What about the other night,” he said. “You mean
when we both drank too much and you decided you got to sleep with me whether I wanted you
or not,” Angel said. “Don’t,” he said. “Trey, you can’t force this,” Angel said. “I want my life
back. I want what we had back,” Trey said. “Trey, it’s over. There is no amount of therapy
that’s going to change that,” Angel said. “I can’t let you walk away from me,” he said. “I already
did,” Angel replied. “I’ll beg,” he said. He was on his hands and knees in front of her. “Trey, no
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said. He kissed her. “Stop,” Angel said. “Don’t do this,” he said. “Trey, you’re the one that
demanded I go to the stupid therapy. It isn’t going to change anything,” Angel said. “Don’t.
Not Derek,” Trey said. “Why,” Angel asked. “Angel, please. He’s stolen more than one
girlfriend from me. Don’t,” he said. “Trey, I’m not some girlfriend. I can make my own damn
decisions. If I want to date him, I can,” Angel said. “Angel, please,” Trey said. “Give me 5 good
reasons why,” Angel said. “One, you’ll get there and realize he isn’t what you thought. He isn’t
prince fucking charming. Two, when he’s bored with you, he’s gone. Three, he flirts with
everyone. You thought you had to worry about me cheating. Four, he’ll talk you into moving to
Texas. Five, he isn’t me,” Trey said. “Trey, all it sounds like is jealousy to me,” Angel said.
“Don’t,” he said. “Trey, let me live my life okay? You want to be my friend, then be my friend.
No matter what happens, let me make my own mistakes,” Angel said. “I can’t. I don’t want you
getting hurt. I know what he’s capable of Angel,” Trey said. “Stop. Enough of the bullshit Trey.
Just go and get ready. Here’s the schedule for tonight,” Angel said handing it to him. He kissed
her. “He’ll never love you like I do,” Trey said. He left and went downstairs.

Angel came down a few minutes later and bumped into Lucky in the hallway. “Are you okay,”
he asked. “No,” Angel replied. He gave her a hug. “I need you to find something out for me,”
Angel said. “What,” he asked. Angel asked him to do a background check on Derek.
“Seriously,” Lucky asked. “For my peace of mind,” Angel said. He kissed her cheek and went
up to the office.

Angel went downstairs and gave the new drink idea to the bartender. The bar had already
started filling up. “You okay,” Derek asked. Angel nodded. “Martini,” the bartender asked.
Angel put up two fingers. He handed her a double. “What’s wrong,” Derek asked. “Nothing,”
Angel replied. Trey came out a few minutes later. He grabbed a shot at the bar without anyone
noticing. He did his rounds, chatting the girls up then hung out and talked to the guys. “You
still mad,” Derek asked. Angel nodded. She walked around a bit, then headed up to the DJ
booth. “So what do you think,” Angel asked him. “Much better. Shit. The change rooms look
like some fancy hotel now,” he said. “So here’s the deal. End of the night, 3 songs only. The
guys should be okay with that,” Angel said. “Sounds good,” he replied. “Was thinking of doing
something like photos or something. Something else for them to spend money on,” Angel said.
“Digital and printer,” he said. “Can get one for next weekend,” Angel said. “Cool,” he said. He
went off to get the night started and Angel headed back down towards the bar. Lucky came
down about an hour or so later. Angel looked at him. Lucky nodded. Angel excused herself.
“On the screen,” he said. Angel went upstairs and double locked the door. Assault, harassment
and underage drinking. She checked the dates – within the past 2 years for the first two. “Shit,”
Angel said. She printed it, put it in the locked files, deleted the history and then noticed a second
page. He’d been married twice – divorced twice. She was shocked. She permanently deleted the
file and history and logged off the computer. She went downstairs.

She barely said two words to Derek. The end of the night came and Trey tried to take her for a
dance. “Not now Trey,” Angel said. “Figured it out,” he whispered. Angel glared at him. “Told
you,” he replied. He walked off and packed up for the night. Angel finished the tills and took
them and put them in the safe. Derek came in. “Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel replied.
“You’ve been acting strange all night,” he said. “Really. You think so do you,” Angel said.
“What’s with the attitude,” he asked. Angel got up and grabbed her coat and purse. “Angel,” he
said. “So what was the first wife’s name,” Angel asked. “What,” he asked. Angel walked off.
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supposed to mean. “Assault and harassment, “ Angel said. “What the? What? Background
check all your boyfriends,” he asked. “Starting to,” Angel replied. She walked down the steps.
He walked into the change room. Minutes later, Angel heard noises coming from the change
room. “Lucky,” Angel said. He ran in.

“Trying to undermine me,” Derek asked. “You started this shit Derek,” Trey said. “Should I tell
her about the drug shit you got screwed with,” Derek asked. “You’re the one that made the
move Derek. She wasn’t yours. When you swooped in, she was my damn bride. I’m getting her
back,” Trey said. “By tattling on me,” he said. “Fight fire with fire right,” Trey said. Derek
threw a punch hitting him square in the jaw. Lucky came in just in the nick of time. “Derek,”
Lucky said. “Little punk,” Derek said. “You started it. I’m finishing it,” Trey said. “She doesn’t
want you,” Derek said. “Probably because you have her believing your bullshit,” Trey replied.
Derek went to try to go at him again. “You’re the one that forced her into sleeping with your
pathetic ass,” Derek said. “Right. When she was moaning my name it was because she didn’t
want me,” Trey said. Derek overpowered Lucky and threw Trey into the wall. Lucky pulled
Derek out into the main room. Angel was gone. “Where did she go,” Lucky asked. Derek went
up and checked the office – it was locked. “She probably left,” Trey said. “No thanks to you and
your bullshit,” Derek said. “Let’s just go,” Lucky said. They walked out and Trey locked up.
She was gone.

Angel called Raven from the cab. “I’ll leave the door unlocked for you,” she said. Angel got
there, paid the driver and went inside. “What happened,” Raven said yawning. Angel told her
about Trey, and about the fight with Derek. “He’s protecting his territory,” Raven said. “I don’t
give a shit. I told him once no fighting. I shouldn’t have to referee,” Angel replied. “Go get
some shut eye. I left that old football jersey you love in there,” Raven said. “Tell me this will all
be better tomorrow,” Angel said. “Can’t lie to you. Probably won’t be. Isn’t there something
you had to do for that stupid therapist thing tomorrow,” she asked. “Done,” Angel said. “Sweet
dreams then,” Raven said. Minutes later, Angel’s blackberry rang. She ignored the call and
turned it off.

The next morning, after getting a few hours of sleep, Angel went home and got changed to go to
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Chapter 52

Angel got to the therapist’s office and Trey hadn’t arrived yet. “Come on in. He called and said
he’d be a few minutes,” the woman said. “Just wanted to let you know that after this I won’t be
coming anymore. He has to realize that all of this is over. There won’t be a reconciliation,”
Angel said. “May I ask what happened,” she said. “We tried to just talk, and it ended in him
pushing me into sleeping with him. Then my friend came in from out of town and Trey got into
a fist fight with him. It’s just getting stupid,” Angel said. “Why don’t you leave the letter with
me and I will talk to him. I’ll give you a call in a few weeks and we can try to talk,” the therapist
said. Angel left and went out the back way. Trey came in a few minutes later.

Angel headed back to the house and tried to relax. She picked up Addison and took her to the
park. They played in the sand and on the swings for hours. Angel finally headed back to the
house mid-afternoon for Addison’s nap. She pulled in and headed inside. Minutes later, there
was a knock on the door. Angel looked and saw Derek. She took Addison upstairs and tucked
her in for her nap then came back downstairs. “What,” Angel said answering the door. “I’ve
been looking for you all night,” he said. “Have an answer,” Angel asked. “Angel, you don’t
understand what the entire story is. You have to let me explain,” he said. “Explain 2 marriages,”
Angel said. “Angel, are you going to let me explain this,” he asked. “Go right the fuck ahead,”
Angel said. She poured herself a glass of shiraz. “Angel,” he said. “Waiting,” Angel replied
sarcastically. “The first time I got married was when I was 18. It was a stupid thing to do, and
after a year or so, we both realized it. The second time, I married my college sweetheart, only to
find out that she’d been screwing around on me. That’s where the assault charge came from. I
nailed the guy between the eyes. The harassment, was because of something stupid. Someone
that owed the ranch money, when I was just the manager, wouldn’t pay up. I called 3 times a
day demanding payment until he called the cops and claimed harassment. Anything else,” he
asked. “Why the hell would you start a damn fight after I told you no fighting? Secondly, don’t
think that you can snow me,” Angel said. “He was trying to cause more shit. I knew he’d do it.
He only did it because he knew what that ring meant,” Derek said. “Doesn’t mean shit now,”
Angel said taking it off and handing it to him. She opened the door. “Angel,” he said. “Derek,
just go and leave me alone,” Angel said. “I’m not leaving here,” he said.

Angel took her wine and sat outside. “You can’t let him do this to us,” he said. “I’m doing this
Derek. Just because he’s an ass doesn’t mean he’s causing this. I made this decision all by my
damn self. I don’t need you, I don’t need Trey and I sure as hell don’t need all this bullshit and
drama. I’m better off doing this alone like I should have been all along,” Angel said. “Angel, I
love you. That hasn’t changed. The fact is that I let him get under my skin. I went too far. I
know that,” he said. “This isn’t going to get any easier Derek. After today, he’s only going to get
worse,” Angel said. “Aren’t you supposed to be at that therapist thing,” he asked. “It’s been
dealt with. He isn’t going to be happy with it either. I talked to her. I’m not going to be going.
He’s going to have a few weeks of one on one with her instead of me being there, which means
that he’s going to be pissed. If you can’t keep your damn cool Derek, than this is doomed,”
Angel said. “I just snapped last night. After hearing about what happened, then fighting with
you all week, I lost it. I’m sorry,” he said. “Derek, you have to understand something about me.
I have taken care of myself for years. I’m pretty good at it. I can take care of Addison by myself.
I can even feed myself without your help or anyone else’s. You getting what I am saying,” Angel
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and stared into each other’s eyes. “I’m sorry. If I have to say it a million times I will. I’m sorry
baby,” he said. “Derek, I can’t deal with the jealousy stuff. He’s only trying to provoke you,”
Angel said. He kissed her again. He pulled her into his lap. “Stop worrying,” he said. “Derek,”
Angel said. He stood up with her in his arms and carried her inside. He locked the door and
took her upstairs.

“You’re wearing this,” he said. He slid the ring back on her right hand. “Derek, if you,” Angel
said. He cut her off with a kiss. He wrapped his arms around her, slipping her dress up.
“Derek,” Angel said. “What? Addison is asleep, and knowing her, she’ll be out cold for at least
an hour,” Derek said. “Derek,” Angel said. He kissed her, then slid his shirt off. “What has got
into you anyway,” Angel asked. “Got my mind stuck on this woman I know. Been thinking
about her for two weeks straight,” he said sliding his jeans off. She tried to shake him off and he
slid her sundress off. He kissed her, holding her close to him. “This is what I missed,” he said.
“What,” Angel joked. “Having you so close I can feel your heart racing,” he said. He kissed her
again, as she slid her g-string and bra off. “You even smell good,” he said. Angel laughed. He
kissed her from head to toe. He made love to her for what felt like forever.

They curled up among the blankets of her bed. He held her close to him, spooning her. “Isn’t
this better than fighting,” he asked. “Depends,” Angel replied. “On,” he asked. “Did you lie to
me,” Angel asked. “Nope. Totally know better,” he said. “Do you trust me to do things myself
without a bodyguard,” Angel asked. “If you need me or want me just ask,” he said. “No more
spying,” Angel said. “Unless you want it, no,” he said. Angel exhaled. For the first time in
weeks, she was relaxed. “Angel,” Derek said. “What,” Angel replied. “Do you want some
company tonight,” he asked. “Depends,” Angel replied. “On what sexy,” he asked. “You going
to pick any fights tonight,” Angel asked. “Unless they’re with you, no,” he replied. “Good,”
Angel replied. “Which means?” “What are we doing for dinner,” Angel asked. “What are you
hungry for,” he asked. Angel got a smirk on her face. “Dessert. Could be arranged,” he teased.
“Honestly, seafood,” Angel replied. “Will do,” he replied. “We could go to the restaurant,”
Angel said. “Willing to be seen in public with me…..hmmm,” he joked. “Just don’t feel like
having dinner here,” Angel said. They got up a little while later, took Addison to Raven’s and
headed out for a nice dinner.

By the time they got to the bar, Angel was feeling a hell of a lot better, but not for long. She came
in and got everything ready. She took the deposit to the bank, then got the tills and the alcohol
count done. The guys started coming in and Angel was in the DJ booth going through CD’s. She
came back towards the bar and Trey came in. He saw Angel, then noticed Derek still there. He
said nothing. He went and got changed, then came out and made his rounds to the quickly
filling room of women. “Shit. What the hell did we do to deserve the lack of stress tonight,”
Angel said to Derek quietly. Trey came up a few minutes later and asked to talk to Angel.
“What’s up,” she asked. “Alone,” he said. Angel walked up to the office and he followed. She
closed the door, leaving it unlocked.

“What’s up Trey,” Angel asked as she sat down at her desk. “I read it,” he said. “Good,” Angel
replied. “I don’t get why you didn’t just stay,” he said. “With,” Angel asked. “Why you didn’t
stay at the appointment this afternoon,” he said. “Trey, after what you pulled last night, it wasn’t
going to happen. After everything that you’ve done to get me to come back, you threw it away to
get in a fight with Derek. I was willing to be friends with you, but after that,” Angel said. “I
want my wife back. I love you,” he said. “You don’t get what I’m saying Trey. I don’t want that

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back,” Angel said. “I know that I react like a stupid little kid about all of this. That I was treating
you like property, but baby, I want you back in my life. I want you back in my arms. That’s all I
want,” he said. “That’s a lot to ask after all of this Trey. You know that. Secondly, you also
know that I am seeing Derek. I finally can just relax and let go. With you I was always tense. I
was always waiting for the shit to hit the fan. I don’t want to live like that,” Angel said. “What if
I promised I would never touch another woman again,” he said. “It’s something that would
repeat itself. It’s just not going to work Trey. There’s too much bad blood now,” Angel replied.
“Can we try going on a date,” he said. “I don’t think that’s a good idea Trey,” Angel said.
“Please,” he replied. “Let me think about it okay,” Angel replied. He got up, opened the door
for her and they went back downstairs.

Angel grabbed a soda and cranberry at the bar then walked over to Derek. “What did he want,”
Derek asked. “Same thing you do,” Angel teased. “I’m not going to react,” he said. “Good,”
Angel replied. She sipped her drink, then checked on a few things. Trey backed off the rest of
the night. The end of the night came and Angel got all the tills finished and Derek did the alcohol
count and restocking. Angel gave all the guys their paychecks, then took the tills and the deposit
and put it in the safe in her office. She grabbed her purse and coat and went to turn around and
bumped into Derek. “Thought you were finishing the count downstairs,” Angel said. He locked
the office door with both locks. “Something I needed to do,” he said. “What’s that,” Angel
asked. He picked her up, wrapping her legs around him, kissed her and laid her onto the sofa in
the office. “Couldn’t wait could you,” Angel teased. “Nope,” he replied. He kissed her and
pulled her close to him. “Got a question for you,” he asked. “What’s that,” Angel said. “When
did you want to come to the ranch,” he asked. “Could come during the week. I can’t leave the
bar to run itself,” Angel said. “Lucky said he’d take over if you come down,” Derek said. “Been
talking have you,” Angel asked. “Told him that I want you in Texas with me,” Derek said.
“Really. Think he may have a problem with that part. He wouldn’t want to be that far from
Addison,” Angel said. “That’s what he said,” Derek joked. “Still, would love to take her riding,”
Angel said. He kissed her. “Wanna go home,” he asked. Angel nodded. He kissed her again,
then got up, pulling her to her feet. They headed downstairs and got everything locked up.
Angel, Derek and Trey all left together.

They got back to the house and Derek locked up, while Angel headed upstairs to clean up before
bed. She came into the bedroom and grabbed her satin robe and new lilac satin lingerie. She slid
into it in the bathroom and washed up. She came in a few minutes later and found lit candles
around the bedroom. She sat down on the bed, putting lotion onto her legs and arms. “Let me
help you with that,” he said. He sat down on the bed behind her, slipping the straps from her
lingerie and her robe off. He rubbed the lotion into her back then slid his hands around her.
“Think I got the front half,” Angel joked. He pulled her back into his arms and kissed her. He
slid the lingerie off her now satiny skin. “I missed this,” he said. “Missed what,” Angel asked.
He kissed her, leaning her onto her back and wrapping her legs around him. “One track mind,”
Angel said. He kissed her. She helped him slide his shirt off, then slid his jeans off, kicking them
to the floor. “I am so glad we aren’t fighting anymore,” he said. He kissed her again. “That’s
right. We are aren’t we,” Angel said. “Nope,” he said. “Nice try,” Angel said. He kissed her
again, this time rougher - almost as though it was a need that had to be fulfilled.

He wanted to make love to her. He had waited too long to have her in his arms again and didn’t
want to waste a minute. He kissed her neck, then her collar bone. He kissed, nibbled and licked
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made him hungrier for her. “Damn I missed this,” Angel said. He kissed her hip. Every kiss
pulled her closer to him. She knew there was no fighting it anymore. She missed him. She
missed the smell of his cologne, the feel of his scruff against her skin, the feel of his lips on hers.
He moved his way back up to her and kissed her. He devoured her lips as if it were his last meal.
He reached to the side table and turned on the CD player. “Made you something,” he said. He
kissed her again as another of her favorite Rascal Flatts song came out of the speakers –
Unstoppable. He loved the feel of her arms around him. Not a word had to be said. He just
wanted her in his arms. He made love to her, cherishing every second. Something was so
different this time. She was different. It’s like she was giving herself over to him. He didn’t
want it to end. He wanted all of her. He laid in her arms, with her legs still wrapped around
him.

“What,” Angel asked. “Don’t want to lose this,” he said. “What makes you think you will,”
Angel asked. “Stupid feeling,” he said. “What,” Angel said. “Say yes,” he said. “I told you. I
need time. It doesn’t mean no,” Angel said. “I need you to say yes,” he said. “I can’t,” Angel
said. “I don’t want to lose this,” he said. “You won’t,” Angel replied. “I know I will,” he said.
“What makes you think that,” Angel asked. “Because I hate living apart from you. I know that
you moving there isn’t going to work, and me running up here isn’t going to work,” he said.
“The bar can run itself for a week or so,” Angel said. “The ranch can too, but I miss it,” he said.
“So do I,” Angel replied. “What if I stayed on as owner and hired someone else to run it. We
could go down once a month with Addison,” Derek suggested. “What would you do here,”
Angel asked. “Buy a ranch and board horses or trail rides,” he said. “Could,” Angel said. “We
wouldn’t have to move,” he said. “True,” Angel said. “Well,” he replied. “Still, give it some
time,” Angel replied. “All I know is the second I hear yes, I may pass out on the spot,” he said.
“Don’t worry. Mouth to mouth will help,” Angel joked. He kissed her. He fell asleep in her
arms. It was the only place he wanted to be, and the only place she wanted him to be.

The next morning, Angel got up and picked Addison up, then came home and made breakfast.
Derek came downstairs and straight into Angel’s arms. “Morning to you too,” Angel said. He
kissed her, picking her up and sitting her on the counter. He pulled her to him, wrapping her
legs around him. “You do realize that Miss Addison is in the room,” Angel asked. He kissed her
again. “What,” he joked. Angel shook her head and smirked. He walked over to Addison and
picked her up, giving her a big hug. Addison kissed him and wrapped her arms around him.
Angel saw it. The only person she did that with was Lucky. “Did you miss me,” Derek asked
Addison. Addison nodded in reply. Angel served breakfast and Derek fed Addison. “Think she
has a little crush on you,” Angel asked. Addison giggled and had her scrambled eggs. “Have a
little crush on her too,” Derek said. “So are we going to the park today,” Angel asked. “Sand,”
Addison said. “That’s right,” Angel said. “Going to the beach are we,” he asked. “Figured she’d
love it. My little beach baby,” Angel said. They finished breakfast, then Angel cleaned Addison
up and Derek finished up the dishes. “Bob,” Addison said. “Okay,” Angel said. She put the
video on for Addison and sat down on the sofa with Derek. “So bikini,” he asked. “Never
know,” Angel replied. “Tease,” he whispered. Angel nodded. “Just going to grab some towels
and put her baby bag together,” Angel said. “I’ll stay down here,” Derek said.

Angel went upstairs and slid on her string bikini, then put her shorts and t-shirt on. She packed
up the baby bag and grabbed some extra towels and Addison’s bathing suit. She packed it up
and came back downstairs. He was on the floor playing with her. “Mama,” Addison said.
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They packed up the car and headed down to the beach. They parked, then found the perfect spot
on the beach. Addison played in the sand for a while, then Raven showed. “Hey girl,” Raven
said sitting down on the beach blanket. “Hey yourself,” Angel said. “How are you two today,”
Raven asked. She looked and saw the grin on their faces. “Other than the smirking twins, how’s
princess Addison today,” Raven asked. Addison handed her some sand. “Well gee. Thanks for
sharing Addy,” Raven joked. Addison giggled. “Bumped into a friend of yours when I pulled
in,” Raven said. “Really,” Angel replied. “On the carousel,” Raven replied. “Nice,” Angel
replied.

Trey sat on the carousel with Hope. He loved seeing her smile. “Daddy, look,” Hope said.
“What’s that,” he asked. “They all go up and down. You can go on the one beside me,” she said.
He hopped onto it. When the ride finished they walked down towards the beach. Hope turned
and pulled him off the pathway. “Hi Angel,” Hope said. She practically jumped into her arms.
“What are you two doing here,” Angel asked. “Daddy said he’d take me to the beach. That he
wanted to go on the carousel,” Hope said. Trey sat down on the rocks by where they were
sitting. Angel gave Derek a look. He nodded. He walked over to Trey.

“I didn’t think you guys would be here. Honest,” Trey said. “It’s cool. Hope wants to spend
time with Angel. Just come hang,” Derek said. “I don’t want to invade,” he said. “Dude. It’s
fine. We’re hanging out for a bit. We’re going to make a few sandcastles, a few mud pies, and
going to get Angel in that damn water if it kills me,” he said. “Good luck on that one,” he said.
He turned and Angel was slipping her shirt off, revealing the string bikini top. “Damn,” Derek
and Trey both said. “Flip you to sit beside her,” Trey joked. “Funny,” Derek replied. He came
over and sat with them.

The rest of the afternoon, the girls played, the grownups talked and laughed. “So are you guys
coming down for the fireworks on Thursday,” Trey asked. “Definitely. Thinking I may have a
BBQ that night. You and Hope are welcome to join us,” Angel said. “She’ll love it,” Trey said.
“Was going to invite Lucky and the girls as well,” Angel said to Derek. “We could just watch
them from the balcony,” Derek suggested. “Nah. Got to watch them on the beach,” Angel said.
He got the hint. “I could bring something if you want,” Trey said. “Sounds good. Whatever you
want to bring is cool,” Angel said. As she said it, Lucky showed up at the beach with the girls.
“Hey stranger,” Angel said. “Hey yourself,” Lucky said. The girls ran over and hugged Angel.
“Hey ladies,” Angel replied. They ran off and played with Addison and Hope. Angel leaned
back onto the rocks. “So, BBQ on Thursday at my place,” Angel said. “Fireworks on the beach,”
he asked. Angel nodded. “Cool,” he replied. “Grab some sand,” Raven teased. They all sat
down and talked, and cracked jokes. Eventually, Hope got tired and Trey took her home, then
Addison started to get fussy. “I think I’ll take her back to the house. She needs her nap,” Angel
said. She headed back to the house with Derek, then Lucky hung out with the girls and took
them home.

They got back to the car and Addison was asleep in Angel’s arms. She slipped her into the car
seat and belted her in then headed back to the house. Derek took her in and Angel unpacked,
then sat back down in the backyard. He brought out some iced tea, putting it on the table, then
leaned into her lap on the chaise. “Nice bikini,” he said. He kissed her. “Thought you’d like it,”
Angel said. “Like what’s in it better,” he said. He kissed her again. “I swear,” Angel said.
“What,” he replied. He smirked and kissed her again. He got up and sat down on the other
chaise beside her. “I can’t believe you actually wore the string bikini,” he said. “Why,” Angel

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asked. “If I’d known,” he said. “I wouldn’t have got out of the house would I,” Angel teased.
“Oh hell no,” he said. “Promised Addison I would take her,” Angel said. “Damn,” he said.
Angel slid off the shorts. “Total damn tease,” he said. “I try,” Angel joked. Angel got up and
went to turn the sprinkler on. “What are you up to,” he asked as he slid his shirt off. Angel
sprayed him with the water. “Oops. I meant to water the plant,” Angel joked. “You are so
getting it,” he said. “Why? A little cold,” Angel joked. She went back to watering the plants. He
came up behind her, grabbing the hose from her hand. He plugged it into the sprinkler and
picked Angel up, carrying her to the chaise. He kissed her. He put the chaise flat.

“You do realize this is all open out here,” Angel said. He kissed her. He wrapped her legs
around him. He went to undo the bottoms to her bathing suit when he heard footsteps on the
porch. “Hey Trey,” Derek said. “Good timing,” Angel teased. He walked down to where they
were. “Angel,” Trey asked. “Yes,” Angel replied. She put the back up on the chaise and she
leaned against Derek. Trey sat down on the other chaise. “Were you serious about the BBQ,” he
asked. “Why not Trey? I mean the girls can all play together, we can have a grownup night, sort
of,” Angel said. “If you change your mind,” he said. “It’s fine Trey. It will be fun,” Angel
replied. “I’ll bring some steaks and something for the girls then,” Trey said. “Sounds good,”
Angel said. “Wanted to apologize for the other night,” he said. “Figured that,” Angel replied. “I
went a little too far,” he said. “That you both did,” Angel said. “Promise. From now on, no
more stupid crap,” Trey said. “Good,” Angel replied. “Where’s Hope,” Angel asked. “At her
mom’s,” Trey said. “Ah,” Angel said. “Just wanted to come by and say thanks,” he replied.
“You’re welcome,” Angel said. He headed off. Derek kissed Angel’s cheek. Angel heard his
truck pull out of the driveway.

She turned over, facing Derek. “Now where were we,” Derek asked. Angel wrapped her legs
around him. “About here,” Angel said. He kissed her. He leaned the back of the chaise down.
“Honestly, you look amazing,” Derek said. “Thanks,” Angel replied. They relaxed outside for a
while, then headed back inside. Addison was still fast asleep. “So, what are we going to do with
all this extra time,” Derek joked. “Clean,” Angel said. “Better idea,” he replied pulling her into
his arms. “That’s all you think about isn’t it,” Angel asked. “No,” he replied. “I’m going to start
on cleaning up the living room and the playroom,” Angel said. “Fine. I’ll clean up the kitchen.
Meet you on the stairs,” he joked. He kissed Angel.

By the time she finished cleaning up, Addison was awake and starving for dinner. “How did I
know,” Derek joked. “It is almost 5:30,” Angel replied. “Why don’t I take you two out instead of
dirtying my beautiful masterpiece of a clean kitchen,” Derek joked. “Whatever you want,” Angel
said. She walked upstairs and showered with Addison, then changed for dinner. She came back
downstairs to candlelight and the smell of roasted chicken. “Thought you wanted to go out,”
Angel said. “Grabbed dinner and brought it back for us,” he said. He fed Addison and Angel
just watched. It was amazing. Addison really took to him.

That night, they sat outside with Addison until the sun went down and she fell fast asleep. Derek
took her in and put her to bed. Angel sat outside on her porch swing. “You know, you look so
relaxed. Like all the stress is gone,” Derek said coming back outside. “It’s getting there I think,”
Angel said. “So, what does that mean,” he asked. “It means I am breathing,” Angel joked. “So,
isn’t your birthday coming up,” he asked. “In a few weeks,” Angel said. “Will definitely have to
be here for that,” he said. “It’s no big deal. I’d rather just have a low key night,” Angel said.
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Derek. Would rather just have a quiet night at home,” Angel said. “Will see what happens,” he
said. He sat down and curled up on the swing with Angel. He closed his eyes. He could hear
the crickets it was so quiet. “It is beautiful out here at night isn’t it,” he asked. “Totally is,” Angel
said. “So what do you have planned for me tomorrow,” he asked. “Riding,” Angel replied.
“Meaning,” he asked. “Meaning I booked horseback riding tomorrow. After that I have to go
into the bar for a little bit,” Angel said. “Trying to show me the country side of the city are you,”
he teased. “Yep,” Angel replied. She shivered. “Come inside,” he said.

They headed inside and Angel headed up the steps. Her blackberry went off. “Angel, don’t
hang up,” Trey said. “What,” Angel asked. “Can we talk? Please,” he asked. “I’m about to go
to bed,” Angel said. “Please,” he asked. “Can’t this wait until tomorrow,” Angel asked. “No,”
he replied. “What is it,” Angel asked. “Just come down and meet me at the coffee shop,” he said.
“Fine,” Angel said. She hung up. “Angel,” Derek said. “I’ll be back in an hour max,” Angel
said. “If you aren’t back, I’m coming down there,” he said. Angel kissed him. “I’m throwing
jeans and a t-shirt on,” Angel said. She walked upstairs and he followed. She pulled on her jeans
and t-shirt, throwing her sweater on and her boots. “Still sexy as hell to me,” he said sitting on
the bed as he watched her. She walked towards him. He wrapped his arms around her pulling
her to him. “An hour,” Angel said. He kissed her again and her knees turned to jell-o. “Fine. I’ll
wait, but if you aren’t back,” he said. “Keep the bed warm for me,” Angel joked. She grabbed
her blackberry, purse and keys and headed off, locking up behind her.

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Chapter 53

Angel walked into the coffee shop and grabbed a tea, then sat down with Trey. “What was so
important,” Angel asked. “Something I wanted to ask you,” he said. “What,” Angel asked. “If
things changed, the way you wanted them, would I ever get the chance to get you back in my
life,” he asked. “Trey, why would you ask me to come all the way here to ask me that,” Angel
asked him. “I needed to hear the answer. I wanted you to say it to my face,” he said. “Trey, I
appreciate that you are trying to fix things, and to work them out with the doctor, but you can’t
be going to get me to come back to you. You have to be doing it because you want to. I can’t say
that it will change things between us. I don’t think it will. It will make us better friends, but I
don’t think there’s any point in hoping that we’re going to be together again. Cheating means the
trust is gone. You cheated with how many. I can’t just forget that Trey,” Angel said. “The only
person I want to make love to is sitting right here,” he said taking her hand. “Trey,” Angel said.
“I want to be with you. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you. I would do anything you
ask of me,” he said. “Trey, it’s not that I don’t love you or never did, but there’s just too much
that’s happened,” Angel said. “Then why can’t you look me in the eye,” he said. She realized
she couldn’t. “I’m still hurt that you did it Trey. I’m still hurt about you and Vivien, I’m still
upset about you and Cara. I can’t forget that it happened,” Angel said. “You still love me don’t
you,” he said. “Of course I do. I can love someone and not be able to be with them,” Angel said.
“Would you give me another chance,” he said. Her eyes were closed to hide the tears welling up
in her eyes. He lifted her chin to look him in the eye. “Angel,” he said. She opened her eyes and
tears poured. “I can’t,” Angel said. She got up, threw out the tea and headed outside.

He followed her. He grabbed her hand and pulled her into his arms. She couldn’t help but take
a sniff of the cologne he wore. He wrapped his arms around her, laying her head on his
shoulder. “You wouldn’t be crying if you didn’t still want me with you,” he said. “I can’t do this
Trey. I can’t just pretend it didn’t happen and move on. I won’t,” Angel said. She tried to push
him away and he pulled her back into his arms. He lifted her from his chest and kissed her. He
leaned her into his car. “Try the dating thing again with me. Just try,” he begged. She shook her
head. “I can’t do that Trey. Not after that,” Angel said. He leaned into her. “Then what are we
going to do,” he asked. “Meaning,” Angel asked. “I can’t just sit here and try to just be friends
with you. I want you. I need you. I miss you. I can’t ignore it anymore,” he said. “I can’t Trey,”
Angel said. He kissed her again. “A movie. Just one movie,” he said. “No,” Angel replied.
“Come to the carnival with me on Thursday then,” he asked. “Derek? Addison,” Angel replied.
“For an hour. Just you and me,” he said. “Trey,” Angel said. “Fine. After he leaves, dinner and
a movie,” he said. “No,” Angel said. She pushed him away and walked towards her car. “You
still love me Angel. No amount of running off with Derek or anyone else is ever going to change
that. No matter what, I want you. I don’t care if I have to wait forever. I will,” he said. He
walked towards her and she stopped. “You know I will wait,” he said. “There isn’t going to be a
time where I can forgive and forget that,” Angel said. “There is,” he said. “I can’t forget you
fucking two other women Trey. I still have nightmares about it,” Angel said. “Guess you know
how it feels. I’ve been living my damn nightmare,” he said. “Just leave me be,” Angel said. “It
was out of line,” he said as she tried to dodge him and he grabbed her arm. “I want the
nightmare to stop. Every night I say a prayer that you’ll take me back and we forget all of this.
Why can’t this one thing come true,” he asked. She shook her head and tried to pull away from
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got in her car. She locked the doors. He stared at her through the window. “Angel,” he said.
Angel started the car and pulled out, heading home.
She got home and sat down in the back on her porch swing. She got the tears out, then fell asleep
on the swing. An hour or so later, Angel woke up. Lucky was beside her on the swing. He’d
wrapped his coat around her shoulders. “What are you doing here,” Angel asked. “You’re
awake are you,” he asked. “Just had a long night,” Angel replied. “More like a long hour. I
stopped off to grab a coffee when you were fighting with Trey outside the coffee shop,” Lucky
said. “I just don’t know what to do anymore. He’s right that I can’t look him in the eye and tell
him that I don’t love him anymore. I still do. I just can’t,” Angel said. He wrapped his arm
around her. Her tears started again. “I know you still love him,” Lucky said. “I can’t go back to
that Lucky,” Angel said. “Here’s a question for you. All that time ago when we were together,
would you have ever thought we’d be sitting here? That we’d be able to talk and be together,” he
asked. “We’re different,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked. “We’ve been friends for years Lucky.
You know me better than I know myself. You told me day one not to marry him. I ignored you
and now I could kick myself for not listening to you,” Angel said. “Okay. There’s something I
am going to tell you, but you can’t freak out,” Lucky said.

“The day of your wedding, I knew what he did. I figured that you’d find out and when you did,
you’d come running to me. The minute I saw you in that dress, I wanted to carry you off and
marry you again myself,” Lucky said. “But,” Angel said. “I didn’t want to see it. It killed me to
watch. Honestly, I wanted to shake you into seeing what you were doing. That you were better
off being with me,” Lucky said. “You know I love you, but we sucked being married,” Angel
said. “Love you more than I did the day I married you, and you’re more beautiful now,” he said.
“Why’s that smart ass,” Angel asked. “Because you’re Addison’s mom, because you let your
guard down around me for the first time in eons,” he said. “That’s because you proved that you
could be trusted. Shit. If I was being dead silent, you’d know just what was wrong and what to
do,” Angel said. “Always have and always will. It takes more than a few weeks or months to
figure you out. Hell, it took me almost 5 or 6 years,” Lucky joked. “What are you getting at
Lucky,” Angel asked. “What are you doing jumping into things with Derek? He’s known you
such a short time. You’re doing the Trey thing all over again,” Lucky said. “You know you’re
the only one that could get away with saying that and not getting your ass kicked,” Angel said.
“I speak the truth,” he joked. “So what would you have me do,” Angel asked. “You know what
I’m going to say,” he said. “Don’t you start too,” Angel said. “Nope. Just going to say give
yourself a break. No Derek and no Trey. I’m not saying Derek isn’t a good guy. He is. I’m just
saying that you need to figure out what you really want,” Lucky said. “You know you’re the first
person who’s said that,” Angel said. “That’s because I want you to do what your heart tells you.
Who gives a shit what Trey or Derek or anyone else wants. Just do what’s right. Give yourself
some damn time,” he said. He hugged Angel and kissed her head. “Now, I’m getting cold. Give
me my jacket,” he said. Angel and Lucky both got up. He pulled her into his arms and hugged
her. She looked up at him. He kissed her. Her stomach flip-flopped. He broke the kiss. “I’ll…
um…see you Thursday,” Lucky said quickly taking off. Angel stood in the same spot in shock.

When she headed in, Derek was sitting on the steps. “Where were you,” he asked. “Was sitting
on the porch swing,” Angel said. “What happened,” he asked. “Same shit,” Angel replied. She
slipped her boots off and walked up the steps. He got up and followed her. She slid off her shirt
and sweater, slipping her pajamas on, then hopped into bed, plugging her blackberry in to
charge. “Angel,” Derek said. “What,” Angel replied. “Before you leave, you’re all in the mood
and shit and now you’re going to sleep,” he said. “It’s just been a long night,” Angel said. “What

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did he say to you,” Derek asked. “You’re seriously going to do this now,” Angel asked. “I want
to know what he said to put you in this mood,” Derek said. “Ever thought that maybe it wasn’t
him,” Angel asked. She got up and grabbed her charger and pillows and headed downstairs to
the sofa. “Where are you going,” he asked. “Sleep,” Angel said. She threw the pillows on the
sofa and grabbed the two throw blankets and made herself a bed. “For shit sakes,” he said. “Go
to bed,” Angel said. He huffed his way back up the steps. Angel went to sleep. All she could
think about was that Lucky had said exactly what she was thinking all this time.

The next morning, Angel woke up with Addison and took her down to Lucky’s. “Hey
beautiful,” he said answering the door. “Now which one of us are you talking to,” Angel asked.
He winked. Angel smirked. “I’m heading into the bar this afternoon to get some work done. I’m
just going down to the stables and going for a ride,” Angel said. “Where’s Derek,” Lucky asked.
“Don’t give a shit,” Angel replied. “Okay then,” he replied. Angel put Addison into her
playpen, then went to leave. He closed the door. “What,” Angel said. He kissed her, leaning her
into the front door of the house. One kiss and she was breathless. He picked her up, locking the
door, and carried her to the sofa. He didn’t break the kiss for a second. He leaned her onto the
sofa, then leaned down on top of her. He held her close. She slipped her legs around him. He
smelled good to her. The scent of Cool Water cologne warmed her from the inside out. He
kissed her neck. “What are we doing,” Angel asked. He stopped and looked her in the eye.
“Feels right doesn’t it,” he asked. “God only knows why, but yes,” Angel said. He kissed her
again. “There’s your answer,” he said. She noticed the time. “Shit. I have to be at the stables in
15 minutes,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “Come over after. I’ll go with you to the bar,”
Lucky said. He gave her one last kiss. He walked her to the door and she took off.

She got to the stables and left on the ride. About 15 minutes into it, Derek caught up to her.
“Where did you take off to,” he asked. Angel ignored him and went a little faster through the
trail. She got to the top of the hill and he caught up to her, pulling the reins to slow her down.
“Angel,” he said. “What,” she replied. “Talk to me. What’s happening,” he asked. “Nothing,”
Angel said. “Liar,” he said. “Not now,” Angel said. She joined the trail ride. An hour and a half
later, they came back to the stables and Angel hopped off, then headed for her car. “You aren’t
bloody leaving here until you talk to me,” he said. “You are rushing this just like Trey did. For
fuck sakes, It’s not even final and you’re trying to pull me away. You and Trey rushed it. I don’t
want rushed,” Angel said. “We were fine until you left last night to talk to him,” Derek said.
“Until I finally talked to someone who actually knows me, I didn’t realize what I was doing. I’m
not doing this. I’m not going back to Trey, and I am not going to rush into this with you when
you’re just as bad. End of discussion,” Angel said. “So you cut me off? Am I not allowed to take
my time and get to know you,” he asked. “Just because you’re here doesn’t mean you’re getting
laid,” Angel said. “I just wanted to sleep with you in my arms. Shit. I get blamed for shit that
Trey pulled now,” Derek said. Angel got into the car. He hopped in beside her. She headed
back to the house and dropped him off, changed, then went to leave to head into the bar. “I was
going to come help you,” he said. “Just chill today. I need to get some stuff done without a
distraction,” Angel said. “So now I’m a fucking distraction,” he said. “Derek, give me some time
by myself okay? I need time to think,” Angel said. “You know I’m not rushing you. I told you
to take all the time you damn well need. I’m not him,” Derek said. “Just back off,” Angel said.
She left the car keys and walked down to Lucky’s.

He slipped Addison into the car seat, then they headed down to the bar. Addison was out cold
when they got there. “Derek’s pissed off isn’t he,” Lucky asked. “I couldn’t get what you said

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last night out of my head,” Angel said. “Oh? Then he’s definitely pissed off,” Lucky joked as he
did the liquor count. “Rushing into an engagement is almost as stupid as what I did with Trey,”
Angel said. “True,” Lucky said. “Rushing into anything isn’t a good plan. You’re right on that.
Honestly, I don’t think being with Derek is a good idea,” Angel said. “I just wanted to see you
happy. That’s it. I don’t want to see you upset,” Lucky said. “He was mad that I wouldn’t sleep
with him last night,” Angel said. “So,” Lucky replied. “If that’s the way he’s going to get,”
Angel said. “Fight #2 already,” Lucky asked. “You and your shit disturbing,” Angel said. She
finished her paperwork then shot off an email to her lawyer. Within 15 minutes she had a reply:

Papers will be there this afternoon.

Angel heard the back door open. She finished the deposit and slid it into her purse to take to the
bank. Trey came in. “Hey,” Lucky said. “What are you guys doing here,” Trey asked. “I had to
get the deposit done, go through some emails and get the liquor order done,” Angel said. “Derek
came down with me to help me to the liquor order,” Trey said. “You do realize you can’t dance
and manage,” Angel said. “Fine,” he said. “Fine then,” Angel said. “Enough tension already.
There’s a few chairs that need to be fixed. Why don’t you two do that,” Lucky said. Derek came
in. “Hey Derek,” Lucky said. Derek walked over to Angel and grabbed her hand, pulling her
into the stairway.

“What,” Angel asked. “Going to the bar by yourself? What’s he doing here then,” Derek asked.
“Now you’re jealous of Lucky? For fuck sakes Derek. You can’t handle being with me, then go
home,” Angel said. She went to walk away and he grabbed her hand, pulling her back. “You
said you needed time to think. I get here with Trey and Lucky’s here. What the hell do you want
me to think,” Derek asked. “Firstly, I’m not your wife or your fiancée. Secondly, take the fucking
ring back,” Angel said handing him the ring. “Thirdly, I am not a possession. The sooner you
and Trey both realize this, the sooner the stress will be gone.” Angel walked back into the main
room and grabbed the laptop, then headed up to the office.

She went through the rest of her emails and set up some more auditions. She started getting a
stomach twinge. She was either really hungry or something was wrong. About an hour later,
Angel went downstairs. “What’s wrong,” Lucky asked. “Think I am going to head back to the
house. Probably coming down with a touch of the flu or something,” Angel said. “Take the
truck. I’ll give you a shout when this stuff gets done,” Trey said. “I’ll drive you,” Lucky said.
He grabbed his keys and Addison, and took her hand. He led her outside and they hopped into
the truck. “What’s really going on,” Lucky asked. “Just go down to the doctor’s office,” Angel
said. She made a call and got fit in for an appointment.

“You have a slight fever. I’m going to do a quick ultrasound to check,” she said. A half hour
later, Angel came out. “So,” Lucky said. “Bursted cyst,” Angel said. “Shit. Are you okay baby,”
he asked. “I will be. She told me to go home and relax. Was probably just stress crap,” Angel
said. He took her back to his place and they put Addison down for a nap for a while. “I should
go home,” Angel said. “Nope. Here is less stress,” he said. He laid down on the sofa beside her
and pulled her close to him. He kissed her neck. “What happened to less stress,” Angel asked.
“Snuggling is low stress,” he teased. “Seriously, I should go home,” Angel said. “You have to
rest for a bit, then I’ll take you home,” he said. She was so tired that she fell asleep in his arms.

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A few hours later, she finally made her way home. She walked in and heard nothing. She put
Addison in her playpen and got changed into something more comfortable. She put on
something for dinner for them, then relaxed and played with Addison. Derek didn’t show for
dinner. After dinner, she had a long bubble bath with Addison, then tucked her into bed. She
slipped into her warm bathrobe and curled up on the porch swing with her book. She read for a
while until she heard the sound of a car engine in the driveway. She came back inside. Derek
came in. She knew he’d been drinking and hoped that it hadn’t been at the bar. She didn’t want
to have to recount.

“You’re back,” Angel said. “Hoping I wouldn’t,” he asked. “Derek, stop,” Angel said. “You
want to be with someone else? Is that why you’re acting like this,” he asked. “For shit sakes
Derek. He took me to the damn doctor. I’ve been here ever since,” Angel said. “What’s wrong,”
he asked. “Burst cyst,” Angel replied. “You okay,” he asked. “Derek, honestly I don’t know
what to think. I went and talked to Trey and he spent a half hour trying to talk me into giving
him another try. I get back here and relax on the porch swing to make a decision and you freak
when I won’t sleep with you. This is why I said that I didn’t want to jump into a damn
relationship. I don’t know what the hell I want. I don’t know whether to give him another try, to
just be alone, to be with you or to find someone else who won’t cause all the stress and bullshit
that I’ve had in my life. You don’t get it Derek. You just don’t,” Angel said. “You don’t know
what you want,” he asked. “No,” Angel said. He kissed her and leaned her into the wall. “I
know exactly what I want,” he said. He went to kiss her again. “Derek,” Angel said. “I want to
be with you. Even if I have to wait until we’re both in our 80s,” he said. “Derek, if you can’t
understand this,” Angel said. “I want to be with you baby. I flew here for you. I want you,” he
said. Instead of fighting, she gave in. She didn’t have the energy to fight. They had sex and the
minute he fell asleep, she went downstairs and slept on the sofa again.

The next morning, Angel got up with Addison. She fed her, got her dressed for the day and took
her outside. Derek came down a few hours later and grabbed a coffee and sat outside with them.
“Where did you disappear to last night,” he asked. “Couldn’t sleep,” Angel said. “Missed you,”
he replied. “Just trying to organize the BBQ in my head,” Angel said. “Seem kind of distant,”
Derek said. “When was your flight back,” Angel asked. “Had to move it up to Friday,” he said.
“I just need some thinking time Derek,” Angel said. “Okay,” he said. “Okay what,” Angel
asked. “Fine,” he said. “It’s not about you Derek. I have to do this for me,” Angel said. “I
know. I got a call this afternoon when I was out with Trey. Something happened at the ranch,”
Derek said. “I was going to go out this afternoon and get some things for the BBQ. Did you want
to come with me,” Angel asked. “Why don’t I make some lunch for you and Addison and then
we’ll go,” he said. Angel nodded.

That afternoon, they tried to relax, but he felt the tension. “I love you,” Derek said as they drove
back to the house. “I care about you,” Angel said. “You care enough to give this a real effort,” he
asked. “I just don’t want the stress, the jealousy, the following me around and spying,” Angel
said. “I get that,” he said. “No more bullshit,” Angel asked. “Will you stay in bed with me
tonight,” he asked. “Yes,” Angel said. They got back to the house and brought everything in.
They relaxed that night and headed to bed early. Addison was out like a light.

They made love and Angel fell asleep in his arms. Around 12, she heard her phone buzz. She
grabbed it before Derek heard it. “Come outside,” Lucky said. Angel hung up. She slid on her
satin teddy and her robe and headed downstairs. She walked out to the back porch and Lucky

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pulled her into his arms. He carried her to the swing. “Lucky,” Angel said. He kissed her.
Butterflies flew around in her stomach. “We can’t do this,” Angel said. He kissed her again.
“What,” he said. “You know you’ve got me all confused,” Angel said. “Meaning,” he asked.
“Meaning what do I do about Trey and Derek,” Angel asked. He kissed her again and pulled her
in close. “As long as you follow your heart, anything,” he said.

The next morning, Angel got up and set up for the BBQ. She went down to the carnival at the
park with Derek and Addison and bumped into Trey and Hope. She headed back around 4 and
grabbed the wine and coolers and threw them into the ice chest. Derek came downstairs and set
the BBQ up. Angel got Addison up from her nap and got her changed. Trey showed up around
4:30 and Hope and Addison played in the back yard. Angel poured herself a glass of wine. After
the third glass, Lucky showed around 5:30. She answered the front door.

“What did I tell you about drinking alone,” he said. “Seriously? They’re both out there,” Angel
said. He pulled her outside and closed the door. “What,” Angel said. He leaned her into the
wall and kissed her. “Shit disturber,” Angel said. “So,” he asked. Angel smirked. They went
inside and headed towards the back porch. “Brought dessert by the way,” he teased. “Don’t tell
me,” Angel said. “Strawberry shortcake with extra whipped cream,” he said. “Damn you,”
Angel teased. They headed outside. “Chicken and steaks are almost done. The burgers are
done,” Derek said. Angel grabbed some pasta salad and veggies for Addison and Lucky fed her.
Angel sat down beside Lucky. Raven showed up a few minutes later with Crystal and Chase.
“About damn time woman,” Angel joked. “Just in time for my food,” Raven joked. They all sat
down and Lucky cracked jokes with everyone. “Can we have sparklers,” Hope asked. “As long
as your Dad keeps a close eye on you two fine. Just don’t get too close to Addison,” Angel said.
The kids played.

“So long time no see Angel,” Chase said. “What are you doing here,” Angel asked. “Lucky told
me you needed some party people,” Chase joked. “More like running interference,” Lucky
whispered. “Not funny,” Angel said. They all sat around and talked a while, then around 10, the
fireworks started…..

Angel slipped on her sweater and walked down by the water. Addison was already fast asleep
in bed. Lucky came down and sat with her, then everyone else wandered down. “What’s going
on down here,” Derek said slipping into the chair with Angel. “Just chillin,” Angel said.
“Okay,” Derek said. He lit the citronella candle on the table. Angel looked over at Lucky and he
had a grin. She glared. Lucky laughed. “What are you laughing at,” Derek asked. “Nothing.
Secret friend language,” Lucky joked. “They came up with that one when they were buddies.
Nobody understands them but them,” Crystal joked sitting down by Angel and Derek. “Ah,”
Derek said. “Coffee,” Angel asked. “I’ll help you,” Crystal said. They headed up to the house.
“Watch the girls,” Angel said. “No problemo,” Trey said.

“So,” Crystal said. “What,” Angel replied. “Don’t bullshit me. This is the first time I have seen
you since you two broke it off and it’s back to the way it was when you were together. You
thinking of another shot,” Crystal asked. “Stop making more out of it than it is. We’re getting
along better,” Angel said. “I know that look. Don’t start that,” Crystal said. Angel turned on her
favorite CD and put it on the back speakers. Addison woke up as they were about to head
outside. Angel went up and got her, wrapped her up in her blanket and brought her out with
everyone else. “Princess is up,” Lucky said. “She wanted to be part of the party,” Angel said.

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Crystal poured the coffee. Lucky took her from Angel. “You just wanted to see all the
fireworks,” Lucky said. Addison curled up in his arms. “Daddy’s princess,” Lucky said. Derek
saw him with Addison and was almost jealous.
The fireworks finished and Trey and Hope left. Derek walked them out. “It’s good to see you
two back together,” Chase said. “What makes you think that again,” Angel asked. “The look on
his face,” Chase said. “Dude, there’s nothing going on,” Lucky said. “I know why you’re
looking at her like that and so do you brother,” Chase said. Lucky smirked. Raven laughed.
Derek wandered back down. “I’m going to go tuck her in,” Lucky said. He walked inside and
Derek came back to sit down with Angel. “So what have you been up to,” Chase said. “Not
much. Got the bar up and running, and other than that,” Angel said. “Other than meeting me,”
Derek teased. “True. Addison just loves it here, and now that Lucky’s living not too far away,”
Angel said. “So what do you do Derek,” Crystal asked. Angel got a text from Lucky to come
upstairs. “I’ll be right back,” Angel said as she got up and walked up towards the house.

She walked in and headed up the steps. “What’s up,” Angel asked. He pinned her into the wall
and kissed her. He picked her up, slipping her legs around him. “He’s leaving what time,”
Lucky asked. “No. You are not pulling that shit,” Angel said. He kissed her again. “I want
you,” he whispered in between kisses. “We can’t do this,” Angel said. “Why,” he asked.
“They’re down there. They could come back in any damn minute,” Angel said. “Not when I told
them to give me a half hour and distract him,” Lucky said. “Sneaky ass,” Angel said. “That’s
why you always wanted me,” he said. He carried her into her bedroom and locked the door.

“What are we doing,” Angel asked. “Something we never should have stopped doing,” he said.
He unzipped her sweater and slid it off. He kissed her and undid her jeans. “Lucky,” Angel
said. He kissed her again and slid off her jeans. “Shit you look good,” he said. “We’re nuts,”
Angel said. He slid his jeans off. They had sex - fast, quick, urgent, mind-blowing sex. “We have
to go down there,” Angel said. “I’ll clean up and head down there. Tell them Addison woke
back up and wouldn’t go down or something,” he said. He kissed her and got up. Angel slid her
jeans back on and grabbed her sweater heading for the other bathroom.

“How’s Addison,” Derek asked as Lucky sat back down. “She woke back up and Angel tried to
get her back to sleep. I made her a bottle and she went down,” Lucky said. Chase shot him a
look and he smirked. Angel came back down a few minutes later. “So how is she,” Derek asked.
“Finally asleep,” Angel said. She poured herself another cup of coffee and sat down on the
bench. “You know, I think we’ll have to come down to that ranch sometime. It sounds
beautiful,” Crystal said. “I’ll get you guys one of the best cabins. It’s right by all of the trails,”
Derek said. “Sounds great,” Crystal said. “I’m going to head back. My man’s coming by,”
Raven said. “Think I am going to turn in for the night,” Angel said. “We should get going too.
Promised I would stop by at my buddy’s place after the fireworks finished,” Chase teased. Angel
grabbed the coffee and carried it up. “I’ll give you a shout tomorrow. I have to see that bar,”
Crystal joked. “No prob,” Angel replied.

Angel walked Lucky out. “Call me,” he said. Angel nodded. He headed off with Crystal and
Chase, Raven headed home, and Angel locked up. “So,” Derek said. “What,” Angel asked.
“Was kind of nice actually meeting some of your other friends,” Derek said. “Was nice having
everyone here. Meant to do this a while back,” Angel said. She cleaned up, then headed upstairs
to bed. “Angel,” he said. “What,” Angel replied from the top of the steps. “Do you really want

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to be with me,” he asked. “We’ll talk in the morning,” Angel said. “No, we’re going to talk
now,” he replied.

He walked into the living room and sat down on the floor, leaning onto the soft sofa. “Just tell
me,” he said. She sat down beside him. “Derek, honestly, I care about you. I do. The thing with
Trey has me thrown. Dumb part is, looking at it now, I was impulsive and stupid. I shouldn’t
have let him talk me into being with him. I should have done what I was supposed to. I should
have followed what was in my heart. I just don’t know if this is what was there,” Angel said.
“Meaning,” he asked. “Meaning I was doing crazy ass shit. I care about you. I held onto you
thinking that you’d make all the crap that’s been happening go away. That you’d be my cure for
all of it. Then I realized that I was the only one that would cure it. He pulled me into a place I
couldn’t be, then you tried to pull me the other way. Fact is, I could see the path, but I pretended
it wasn’t there. I think I finally found it Derek. I have to follow it,” Angel said. “I get you to
myself one last night then never again right,” he said. “I still want to be friends. Honestly, you
changed me somehow. I don’t want to lose that,” Angel said. He leaned over and kissed her.
“At least you told me the truth,” he said. “Wouldn’t have lied,” Angel said. He got up and took
her hand and they headed upstairs.

They had sex for the last time. Angel couldn’t sleep after. She grabbed her blackberry and went
downstairs. She sent a text to Lucky. Minutes later, there was a quiet tap at the door. Angel
walked outside. “What’s the emergency,” he asked. “Where’s your sidekicks,” Angel teased.
“Gone to see Drake,” Lucky said. She looked at him and wrapped her arms around him.
“Needed a hug,” he asked. “Talked to him,” Angel said quietly. He raised an eyebrow. Angel
nodded. “Seriously,” he said hoping she would say yes. She smiled.

* * * * *

A few weeks later, Angel finished up her paperwork at the office and headed home. She went
and got changed for work, then headed down the street to see Lucky. She got there and he was
on the back porch. “What are you up to,” Angel asked. “Waiting for the birthday girl,” he said.
“I told you. No parties,” Angel said. “Have to give you your birthday gifts,” he said. “Oh
really,” Angel said. “Two you get now, the other one, you get later,” he replied. “Okay then,”
Angel replied. He handed her an envelope first. “It came today in the mail,” he said. She
opened it and found the certificate of annulment. “It’s final,” Angel said. “Then I guess the next
one works,” he said. “Close your eyes.” She did as she asked and felt a small box placed in her
hand. She opened her eyes. It was a Tiffany and Co. box. “What’s this,” Angel asked. “Open
it,” he said. She undid the white satin ribbon and opened the smaller box. It was a platinum
band, double wrapped heart-shaped diamond. The one she’d stared at in every woman’s
magazine she had in the house. He got down on one knee. “Lucky,” Angel said. “I screwed up
once and I have kicked myself ever since. Now that I have a second chance, I’m never letting you
go,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel said as her eyes welled up. “Marry me,” he said. “Lucky,” Angel
said. “Nod,” he said. She nodded. He got up and kissed her. He pulled her close. “Now for the
rest of the celebration,” he said. “I have to work tonight smart ass,” Angel said. “Dinner,” he
replied. She looked around the corner and a table was set for them. “You pulling out all the
stops tonight aren’t you,” Angel asked. “For my baby, anything,” he replied. They had a nice
quiet dinner. “Where is Addison,” Angel asked. “Raven,” he replied. They cleaned up, then
headed down to the bar.

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Angel got everything together for the night, then got the doors open. Trey came in last that
night. “Angel,” he said. “What,” she replied. “Office,” he said. Angel walked up the steps to
the office. “What,” she repeated. “Happy Birthday,” he replied. “Thanks,” Angel said. He
noticed the ring on her finger. “Nice present,” he said. “That it is,” Angel replied. He handed
her a long box. “You didn’t have to do this,” Angel said. “Yeah I did,” he replied. “It’s an I’m
sorry for all the shit I’ve caused and thank you for putting up with me present all in one,” Trey
said. She opened it up and found a necklace with a platinum and diamond heart pendant. He
slid it on her. “It is beautiful,” Angel said. “Got the papers today too,” he said. “So did I,” Angel
said. “No chance in hell right,” he asked. “After today, no,” Angel said. He looked at the ring.
“It’s from Lucky,” Angel said. “As long as he makes you happier than I ever could, I’m good,”
he said. “Thanks,” Angel said. She hugged him and they headed downstairs.

* * * * *

A few months later, in a small ceremony on the beach, Angel and Lucky renewed their vows.
Addison and the girls were flower girls, Raven and Crystal were the bridesmaid and maid of
honor. Chase and Drake were the usher and best man. There were no more than 50 people.
They had their reception, then Angel pulled him aside. “What’s up wife,” he said pulling her
close to him. “Got a little surprise for you husband,” Angel replied. “What’s that,” he asked.
Angel handed him a small box. He opened it. “Are you serious,” he said. Angel nodded.
“When,” he asked. “8 months from today,” Angel replied.

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