Hello decorah "fall is coming swiftly"
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This document is a collection of journal entries and notes from various dates in 2016 discussing a variety of topics. It mentions a half-sister Diana who is accused of elder abuse and controlling their mother's living situation. It also discusses history lessons watched on PBS about electricity usage and the oil industry. Green Bay Packers games and a visit to a fire station are briefly noted.
Hello decorah "fall is coming swiftly"
- 1. Hello inDecorah "Fall is coming swiftly,Olympics" 2016 Hello Decorah I'm a journal writer ( in the format of historianpoet,nonfiction) I write also correct lies that worked two fold placed me on Elder ABUSE withno evidence of foul play and got our mom from her state and family to exactly where my narcissistic half sister demanded mom go. Now mom this he has no choice but remain where the control freak has yammered at mom for over a year that she can NEVER Leave. I hope you my reader will always fight injustice done to you and those you love. August 17th,2016 Aunt ClarianLovitt someone claiming to be my Aunt Clarianwanted to follow me my aunt is 92 isn't aware I have a pen name I'M SURE IT'S HER CHICKEN SHIT YOUNGEST SON Randy Andy When I was a kid I thought the sun rose and set upon Randy until he lied to my mom in 2000? Told mom we were to meet halfway I in Luray and he in Newport News,VA told mom I didn't call or show up It was at that instance I saw he was a conniving letch years later in 2014 I saw how alike he was to my half sister Diana Clarianwas blessed to have mom and Darlene neither liars neither would care nothing when their moms said No she was happy where she was or wished to remainin Iowa they were wise enough to allow mom to remain As I am wise enough to know that having spent a lifetime with mom I know Diana is up to her old tricks in August of 2014 after years of harassing mom 70 times a week with 10 phone calls a day InAugust she Diana Lee told mom that if I returned for my last year at Luther College she would force mom into a nursing home She is still telling mom that If mom tries to leave Diana Diana will force mom into a nursing home funny KarenRegan the the niece in law of one of my best friends a 80 plus all Irishlady I cared for told me in December 2014 that no one has that power to force anyone into a nursing home. It was just like other things Diana Lee did for mom she would take the check and hand it to mom to pay just the reasonDiana had to have mom with her No matter what. I just learned that Kitty litter is what boy scouts take camping it is a wonderful combustor
- 2. Diana is that how you started the laundry room on fire while your mom and I watched TV in the den at 405 2nd Street NE Waukon,Iowa 52172 on the day of December 3rd,2014? Wonder if you bought gas on your trip to Iowa that day to set mom's house on fire before could change the power of attorney. You know if it had beenme and Ellen power ofattorney your plans to force our mom to Granbury Texas would have been forfeited funny how the pieces ofyour crime are falling into place isn't it? Did you text Ellen? The tower you pinged off of will show when the police check your text and emails and Ellens and Roberts! What a tangled web you wove!! Oh my goodness do they researchNOTHING before they get people in need of reliefto use their NEW DRUG? just saw an advertisement for ambulance chasers telling if you got kidney disease from taking antacid you can call????? Crap! I'm so glad I use club soda or if have to soda and water You have to be careful with that also because too much soda could with the natural acid in your gut make you explode. But No kidney disease funny /sad!!! August 16th,2016 Nova PBSHistorically blesses us again historically lit Our civilizationinlights 80% of Humanity on the Electrical grid my business will not be on that grid Canada uses 2% of that grid every day the electricity used could lite 100 trillionlight bulbs God I love facts tremendous light freezes on the internet I recall geology at William PenninOskaloosa
- 3. light ours seen in space would show us still as in the stone age we with our lights and from the space station Wow Wonderful this is my porn knowledge Awe Outstanding! Coal humanity has excavated the earth each hole taken from mother earth and not replaced weakens Mother Earth Coal does not fulfill our electrical needs We use enough electricity a day to power the world 500 years Wow!!! Oil Tituse PA 1859 Edward Drake tap mines like salt miners tap salt Drake's folly Crazy Drake! Drake uses iron pipes to shore up sides of well Drilling meant oil could be drilled 2000 barrels to a milliona day Wisconsin 1138 PM great educationTV 4 millionbarrels ofoil an hour 150 years a trilliongallons ofoil a year can you say Global Warming we humanity are the reason we can change that I hope to get the chance to do that or try Well lost the last 17 minutes of Nova my antenna is a potato ovenbaker and a wire to the cable connection on the HD Flat Screen so now I have "Days ofWine and Roses" terrific BBC comedy on Iowa PBS Iowa PBSis only on the air until midnight thunder the storm that was in MasonCity has arrived that's probably why WisconsinPBShas wandered off well,Well goodnight rest easy America. August 15th,2016
- 4. Yesterday I met Mrs James Snitker of West Ridge it was another incentive to return and start my business in Allamakee County. Saturday I met a school mate of Ellen Beth's we had a lovely chat then I gave her a big mess of corn. Thats two signs things run in threes but doesn't matter what signs are time might be limited August 12, 2016 One Voice I have but one voice I write the truth where none of my family choice to defend someone who cared for my mother Someone who Never harmed a hair on her head my elder half sister hides behind her lies tell still her lies to our mom and all who will give Diana time to tell them I have given Diana and my young sister Ellenan alternative Come forward tell the truth and clear my good name return mom to where she never wanted to leave Waukon Iowa and her family or my heart will cease to beat I will fall upon my sword like the Heike Warriors ofthe 12th Dynasty in Japan. The wickedness of someone I in my youth greatly love saw me as a tool to be wielded forcing our mother from her home and family this thing continues to lie to our mother and any beings foolishly asinine to hear the sounds she makes as the inhuman beast lies if I am forced to end my life because she and Ellen value her lies more than the truth I will haunt Diana in this and in the death of the poser for she is not a Christian to lie to a government agency as she did of her innocent sister. Me The Pack beat the Browns Cool! Green Bay Packers Browns/Pack 5/13 home game stands full seasontickets in Green Bay are pretty much a Legacy
- 5. Family thing My Uncle Norm Heike had Seasontickets I betcha my cousin Charles(Dr. Charles Heike,has them now) I’d go to GreenBay to see it from a Hotel that views the stadium but the crowds I want to deal with are smaller than what I fear I can imagine at a Home GreenBay Packer game Well supper time Good night to some of my favorite people readers ofmy non fiction historical journal poetry. Sleep Well see youat 3 AM and news on PBSfrom Japan. replaced a GOOD ADVERTISEMENT WITH CRAP! The Better Hearing Store have a little kid with signs Object we read the signs then the little kid giggles What happen to the terrific advertisement that was on Sunday the Putting the hearing impaired customers first sold the business in La Crosse Wisconsinto me now it has played several times I want to schedule my times out of the room just to miss the commercial Green Bay Packers Now I know one of the reasons I did not find first preseason game The game had been pulled from the TV Line Up the field was unplayable Sad but still funny Have you ever taken a fire extinguisher to a fire station? Today I went to the fire stationin DecorahIowa it was the second stationI had ever been into the first was in Waukon,Iowa whenDiana tried to have me found guilty of setting her fire of mom’s home December 3rd,2014 When I moved into my apartment March 31,2015 there was a fire extinguisher by the gas stove the extinguisher hinted to me that the previous renter my friend Judy’s son might have thought it might be needed Welllllllllll! Deep subject! Well guess what? I took that extinguisher to Decorahand up to the Fire Station only to find out that for some reason Judy's son Bill had kept the empty
- 6. EMPTY thing why No idea I save things that have a potential to be utilized in the future Empty and non refillable is pure lazy not to pick up and toss While I was at the fire stationI asked if it was possible for a fire to burn all day one room away from where two people sat and watched TV and not be noticed? The fireman thought that was highly unlikely! I found that to be highly interesting What do you think? I love NHK World News World is found on my beloved PBS love hearing Japan and Chinese news They don not talk down to the listener so Un American If I hear the news once on AustinABC or FOX News or CBSMasonCity it's done once they someone hits reply the other day on CBS the weather girl said later it will be some more hot! every hour same news the only difference was the poor Englishwas edited out I'm not a fool I'm an educated Iowan/Wisconsinite/Virginia 0f many cultures don’t talk downto me or assume because I have no BA or job I’m nothing never underestimate me! Painter Jerry Yarnell PBS said something profound just now “Humans are at birth patterns followers” “Step out of the Norm” Val LittlewolfHeike Above the Roller Rink Literacy Company 6:03 A.M. Well beenup since 1 A.M. nap for 30 minutes the off to campus Women in the positionchanged During the Renaissance in Italy pardonthe expression
- 7. “People were dropping like flies!” This my last year living above a roller rink was fly infested those dangly fly strips like we had at the cabinin northern Wisconsin I hate them but I had three of those in my apartment. there simply were not enough men to go around to administer last rights in a Catholic thick country the notion came to them “we should allow womento hear last rights and to assist with something's in the Mass celebrating,” The Renaissance SAW A REBIRTH ofGreek thought Womenseemed to step out of the shadows to some respect this is true whenever the human male needed stability to lean upon when whatever caused the males to need women when that need was over once again women were shoved into the shadows now if we use the start of the Renaissance or Black Death1348 as the jumping off point then that was 600? years ago now today the Catholic Church is acting like it is a new thought to allow females to take part more in the church workings. I think the church is unreal Inrural Iowa since 2000 women in Saint Patrick's Catholic churcheven young women have been assisting withcarrying the gifts up for the celebrating ofthe mass. Womensince the beginning cared for these men others was as blessed by their god Dr. P at Luther College is a ordained and practicing Episcopalianminister Every other week the good Dr. Celebrates the Eucharist Being a women I know our potential is limitless I also know the feeling of being bullied and made a victim of a hate crime I was a tool my older half sister used to control her world over my mom's and mine the venom vopine(this refers to a snake or fox they are cagie) snake steal steals the breath of freedom as she crushes the windpipe of our younger sister EllenBeth It the Roman Catholic Church i LOVE THE BLACK AND WHITE POLICECARS funky color cars are not authoritative diversity individuality stupid Black and White Where are you? I grew up with Car 54 Where are you I know they probably don’t care in a poor poet think Decorah’ s police cars are awesome But I do think they in their Black and white make a statement of respect. I hate getting the mail
- 8. More money is being taken from Medicare I can not wait to be off the shit called disability I had a little white car try to drive throw my left knee cap then a 93 year old retired attorney’s little white car scooped me into his windshield then I was smashed hard enough to smashed my right wrist and crack a scapula on my head Inrehab I was called the miracle I want two thing ASAP One my own business and to start proceedings to sue half sister and her son for $800000 The government automatically removes vital money from my dinky check I loathnot working, love grocery shopping cooking for those I love Can’t wait until all I have to do is go downthe lane to get my mail. Did you know? Did you know that if you saw off a branch on your trees and do not treat where you cut the branch off bugs see it like an openwound. My grandpa’s Bittinger and Heike would paint where the tree had been cut. The painting sealed the wound. Sealing the wound allowed the tree no phantom limb still there no sap will drainthere. UW Extension office just stated Spores infest trees by jumping from tree to tree vie roots and can go from openwound to openwound. There is a spray called Sporax it can be sprayed on the saws and then this is put on lumber cut loggers canplace it. Oak Wilt is yet to reachSawyer County very few other counties are sporeless. A Lot of larvae is under the bark. Harvest in winter /harvest in winter protects trees. See trees are dormant in fall and winter so nothing will survive. (The plague died out in the months of winter,fleas could not survive.) Eutypella Canker will contaminate from tree to tree touching each other when a tree falls. Ifa tree’s leaves appear burnt it will not kill a tree. Keep your forest thinned out but you need some trees that died in the woods brings the bugs most are healthy. Debrey in your woods also offer shelter for wildlife. The dude suggests 5-6 trees down no big whoop! On my properties the trees I will plant are Birch,(because my baby sister Ellen loves them and it will be like she is near she won’t even drive 19 miles to Decorah to see me for fear Diana might ask her. When mom is home then Ellenmight think that only took someone standing up and stopping her thing mom was hers to use. Francis Phillips
- 9. September 22nd,2016 Important date Judy wanted Frans plane to fly into Chicago The flight from Liverpool's 14 hours Fran told Judy she really hated flying and then would not relish 6 more hours to drive to Decorah. Frans five feet Don loaned me a step stool we will manage August 14th,2016 Picnic in Waukon Arrival 9PM La Crosse,Wisconsin October 2nd,2016 returning to LIverpool,England Olivia Missing for an hour nowhere to hide an 8 month old kitten all black Missing I looked inall the places Emily would go and sit No Olivia The apartment above the roller rink was not made to any code I don’t use the cave The cave was a bedroom there's a hole large enough to shove my fist in the hole in the floor the hole is in the floor behind the shower that wobble with a hideous floor Hell the toilet wobble It's like the apartment was made for wobbles Inthe kitchen in the cupboard,way at the end it an area no one thought to measure when making the cupboards to inspect instead of “What the Hell!” There she was wedged inthere like a Winneshiek patrol office waiting to pounce because it's easier than finding out after someone notified them that the people inthe office at the old Bluff in heald.opened and read my mail. laws are never made for everyone. I pulled her sweet little girl butt out of the concealed hole You can tell she is in her teens I yelled and yelled not a sound out of her Thomas was right by me that’s probably why the Swiss hung brandy around the neck of Saint Bernard dogs instead of teenage cats The cats would never be bothered to wander out into the Iowa snow to searchfor me infact the mouse and cat probably would drink the brandy while me and my skies will be lost in the snow partner sought Must be interested in an ideas partner whose American Green interested in being green
- 10. animal welfare purchasing property now so business can get up in running female I’m shooting for 5 main properties in5 different states Hospitality making awesome money,branding within our community Everything will be recycled I’m a trained and excellent cook with 35 years experience working in resorts 7.5 years in Psychology and History trained in end of month inventory,opening/closing knowledge suchas it is hard for people within the community to find even intern work within the Hospitality Industry We will raise wool from Goat,rabbit and ampaca,chickens witha hand full of houses used to work on the properties untill farms One of the goals contemplated is for a community of our elderly where unlike in the heterasexual world elderly like he my mom’s are not treated as if since they are in their eighties they NO LONGER KNOW WHAT Truthis. I want a community one day for our elderly where if they say NO no one is allowed to harass 70 times a week and every day the elderly personsaid no NO ONE CARED THAT MY MOM DID NOT WISH TO LEAVEHER FAMILY. THAT’SHOW MY MOM WASTREATED BYHER STRAIGHTCOMMUNITY It was more important to Iowa’s HumanServices to believe that mom does not know the truth. I write to fight that injustice for mom and myself. No Iowa HumanService personheard this truth it was easier for Iowa Human Services to bend over backwards tending to the needs of illegals then once hear mom tell then “Val never harmed me,Val has always done her best while being a full time college student and carrying for the gardenand our cars.” From Harlem,New York before WWII If you got no horse ride a cow Apropoo means yep either way they will get you there Harlem famous for the Lindy Hop love PBSsomeday soonI hope I canone day againbelong to PBS History signs and comes alive there and for History loves like me that’s the best porn right up there with learning and let's face it others reading a writer's thoughts up there hand in hand Wrong sister If Diana had falsely accused Ellen of harming mom she would have crawled into a hole If Ellenmy baby sister was accused of the horrid thing of harming our mom I would harm beat the living SHIT out of Diana Lee Heike
- 11. They would have to pull me from her bloody already rotting corpses#############! There is a channel 2 Valerie! Somethings Up@! Never before above the roller rink did I reachCedar Rapids television CBS Did you know there are three channels that come off 2? I’m watching something called Comet! IT'S A MODERN Star Gate Love Colonel Carter YUM YUM leading female in a SCI FI double YUM YUM! As strange as it came now gone,gone! Dr. Pillsbury Before Luther College all I knew of Pillsbury were delicious rolls and at 58 nothing scares me to screaming as fast as a mouse or Dads truck hitting a slow bird or opening a roll of rolls. I was speaking with my adviser we were disgusting abuse she knows everything about the crap Diana made up as she went including the lie stating that Dad loved beating mom and that I did too. She was actually combining her truth with a real lie Her father beat mom not my dad dad hurt so much from nearly being beaten to death at 14 by his dad Dads weaponwas words that engulfed our confidence and snuff out our will Dad hit me once he pulled mom's ear at Nana’s funeral dad hated sharing mom I always defended mom’s right to do as she wanted that's why I was eliminated Dr. P has all the lies in a file as well as an email from 2015 telling her Ellen and mom and her were going to have me committed for being insane Took Diana a year and two months to get mom to change mom’s wil and stop talking to me When mom’s home Diana will never againbe allowed to force mom to her will AGAIN. A true sister is what I have in Dr. P adopted but Blood doesn’t matter for anything but blood transference. Off to vacuum step I tossed all dried hot cereal still dry onthe steps Ill put a fan on Diana the Black cat hit I no one NEVER DID! that’s the saddest part ofwhat Diana the subhuman half sister did to me by sticking me on ELDER ABUSE!!!!!!!!!!
- 12. I scream now because 56 years of tears just seem to encourage my sisters that I'm an easy mark. Diana falsely accused me and place me on Elder ABUSE WITH NO EVIDENCE ELLEN TOOK OFFENSE TO ME DEFENDING MYSELF SO COULD NOT BE BOTHERED TO COME FORWARD AND SIMPLY TELL THE TRUTH!!! I guess Ellen figured eventually I will be OK with the fact I can never againwork with elderly older ladies something I have done since I was 19 because I have a record for abuse and violence this fact breaks my heart I defended my family and (Ellen,mom,Julie and Robbie niece and nephew and mom and a friend of Ellen's at 14 when I took a loaded gun from my drunk dad who was going to kill us and then himself. Would have been so easy to let him do it,but see I always made sure mom was safe. Now mom is in the most unsafe environment if anything ever happens to mom at the black bastards hands the month Diana is found dead so within a month DENNIS,DAWN AND A JUDGE IN POLK COUNTY. Surprising the power Diana the devil wields inmy family. Color Coded Great new Iowa State fair only I do not get color coding that commercial I saw last second They sounded like actual Iowans that actual impressed me the actors could have had bags ontheir heads stop making everything bussed Get over it You are in AMERICA WE Americans come inAll shades!!!!!!!!!! TV old school My antenna a bake potato all metal rack one of the last things mom was allowed to buy without Diana’s permission mom is intelligent and mentally sharp but see my older half sister by hook and crook forced mom to Texas sees mom’s money as hers mom was always so cute as she would look through her catalog magazine ofHeartland buying things for the house Mom delighted in buying little things for her kids and grandkids when dad was alive mom never knew what dad was up to with money dad had beengone three years nearly When Diana started her rush to remove mom from her family anyway Had to take an unplanned break and toss body washat Diana the Cat(was named Black)
- 13. Diana pooped last night on a sweatshirt I had put downfor Schnuggler to sleep on this morning Diana was busy pissing ona sheet now Diana is where her name sake deserves to be in a kitty cage anyway put a metal chair by your digital TV bare and two man end cable one end goes into your TV bare the other end Honest no shit Sherlock the most stations digital I have gottenis 25 all FREE The totally great four letter word FREE! Goodnight its 1:05 AM Laugh track vs. real humans do they test the audience because on several occasions what they say is not humorous I’m just curious This is 2016 I have beenwatching TV can’t we toss the phony baloney Wolowitz mom Love Big Bang Theory hate the way they have an expert for Physics Nog history help no one to correct the effect of the verbal abuse Howard intalking to his mom some of us grew up in household where that was common toward us It was a great episode whenZak is bullied by the guys It was interesting how the boys tried to correct the effect of talking downto Zak Don my landlord a real raw jewel his mom hates him simply because he resembles his dad Don hates all sports his half brothers in all the years he was in Iowa came once they came on way by to a Green Bay Packer game Don has been here in Decorah,Iowa these past thirty years
- 14. two days ago when I drove big red into the slot I park sternly Don't turn and walked toward me I knew something was up and naturally I thought something horrid this way comes! that's when don told me I had to do something different with leftover food I didn’t tell him most food isn’t left over kitties scarf downfood faster than any dog under the table ever did I also place bread things in dad’s truck bed when I go to Korenon Luther College there is a crow and one squirrel that appear to watch for the red truck knowing food will be in the bed. The only food I had recently that I tossed out was cobs minus the cornand the natural green leafs housing of the cobs if you will Done with corn onthe cob for the season There are these awesome farmers in Calmer, Iowa they raise tender lovely sweet corn just for the Food Pantry I want to find a financial partner so I canwork and stopped wasting time seeking employment I have No desire for I thought driving for UBER inRochester,Minn However Rochester,Minnesota is anhour and a half away and I need to be in Allamakee County so I need to work in La Crosse,Wisconsin. August 11,2016 Google Sent me an email Sunday an old gmail account hacked in Russia they can have it nothing's there was my NICC account just school stuff and crap it's linked to nothing I had Luther College help desk dump that account and Lutherbound last time I was at Lutherbound was in 2013 there were 20000 pieces of crap Hello out there do you know if your old email accounts are still open? I don’t recall my first email account in 1994,Mt. Rushmore Can’t ask Ellen Best my kid sister Oh she’s still alive she rather not anger our half sister who believes she is in control of all mom reads or talks to Diana will have a rude awakening one of these days! Whistling Yesterday on ABC morning news they said that relaxing or affirmation of your skills or whistling allows your mind time not to think you are the failure your father spent years ramming into your head wish I only knew testing in Statistic might have gone better with a braininjury
- 15. if only I had whistled. ABC morning new announcer called Michael Phelps face Milk face Why you wonder? Because the face appeared like the kind of face you would make if you poured your dry cereal only then notice all the mike was gone and not replaced? ‘Simone Six years old One of America’s Best Flawless performance powerful vault floor Home school 2013 International 16 Best onthe Floor Doesn’t over think Anything Today's pattern Simone looks up to her mom And Dad tells her “Always have fun” Mary Lou Redding says “Simone is the Best in the field!” Best exercise Little Stanley littlest shop vac in the world Vacuum a room with that I dare you! It took me 65 minutes to figure out the one I bought appeared crap was not The trick is that since I had no wheels on my little buddy think Weebol Recall them they wobble and yepper fall OVER! I thought I would vacuum and pull the little guy behind me I was incorrect when they fall over the little guy stops working,literally!!!!! After I found no solutionfor why it stops when it falls over its was trial and area
- 16. took four hours to vacuum the upstairs then it was noon the stair well in my third floor temporary apartment become a funnel of heat Tomorrow I will vacuum the stairs if I see the mouse the stairs will be shocked as I scream bloody murder just like the other day last week Last Saturday the lessonI learned was if it's Oatmeal do not lay it on the side under other stuff I use a metal basket that I picked up on the corner in Front Royal,VA you know what that Oatmeal box gave a surprise just like that rolly polly little mouse because I had a lovely trail of oats up every single step to my pitiful kitchen on the third floor of the roller rink in Decorah,IA Men do they think I’m referring to straight men,in Iowa My landlord keeps our trash in a trailer yesterday it dawned onDon and Bill a friend who works for Don that garbage will get flies and maggots I was told to toss leftover food in the corner of the neighbor's cornfield I was vaccuum the upstairs when it came to me that I should have mentioned that the trash doesn’t always take the trash from week to week. You try it stick trash in a metal trailer for a month,in the sun the smell the flies fly larva it will be delightful Who has not accidently seen5 minutes of CSI Bodies break downother things do as well I’m thrilled I no longer have to toss food outside so someone canget good from it. I was 26 working was a nanny in Denver,CO We had corn on the cob one night there were 40 ears of corn tossed into the trash I took the corn out to the woods tossed to them for the animals you could have set your clock to the exact moment when the lady that was in a few short weeks going to fire me for fear I was going to steal her husband to 5 minutes I only took the job because Mrs Baumgarner was yummy The lady was pounding on my door The lady was wondering if that was the kind of thing I did at home I thought for a bid was totally embarrassed because it was exactly the kind of thing we did at home at the Heike house I was brought up knowing that food is a privilege if there are food scraps put them in the yard some animals will get good out of them See that's the purpose offood getting the needed good. I was surprised that a mother of five children would ever toss any kind of food out I couldn’t wait to go home
- 17. Everythings in the planning after being fired for the only time in my life 600 miles from my home The nanny company was going through a bunch of crap a lady was stealing their nannies so someone was needed to care for the Hale family in Cherrymound a suburb of Denver,CO. The Hale family have a huge Toy Store The also had 6 children youngest a baby and Kevin My job was mostly Kevinand cleaning and picking up the ichy diapers all over the house The Hales imagined the babies diapers did not smell Trust me they were incorrect! Could have gave the bags oftrash in that trailer at the roller rink a run for the money! I slept in the basement,had no room,no bed,a sheet for the door, no place for my clothes the lessonI learned had nothing to do with the children At the Baumgardners the wife was pissed because I would thank the husband for a use of his wagoneer on my day off The Hales had vehicles like my dad would say up the ying yang none were loaned to me for a day off I was still responsible for any mess the people made onmy evenings off So I planned my hitchhike home Got an awesome dog whose name was Beau his name became Pal The two scary things on my trip home one was being left with Pal and a huge back pack with pans jangling from the back of the pack onthe Interstate facing home and mom The other scary thing was mom in Coralville Iowa Thats where she hooked up with me two hours from Waukon,Iowa Mom said we are not going to have another dog I find it stupid when people cannot seem to understand what it took a personto get from point A to point B As a lovely lady my age would say “Anyway!” Pal was a Heike for 12 years,he was loved by all who came near Pal was part Australian Shepherd and part Black lab when I have sheep I will have at least one AustralianSheepdog. I never shared this story bet you thought I forgot what I learned we'll Never watch anyone hit a baseball witha golf club that little ball acts like a bullet and shoot though whatever is in front of it. August 8th,2016 Cupping
- 18. a healing technique a womanon Austin ABC News was noting sure it the healing tool was older then her Christ she still had to feel important by saying it had not been researched in America. Neither,neither had why innocent people get placed onlist for abuse by Iowa Human Services but it still happens. Why is there always that one person. I see Muhammad and Jesus teaches bothof love and goodness. That womanwould come along and say That’s not Right! Wow Webmd says it's good for arthritis and Blood disorders. I know having studied the Black Death that it was used to suck toxin out unsure what the poisonwas that was killing wiping out entire towns. Cupping is being used on muscle injuries on athletes at the Olympic games this method appears looking like circles onthe skin tissue. ABC was the only morning show that mentioned why it appeared like mouths on the skin of the athletes or kisses from the Black lagoon’s monster. Game announcement: Green Bay Packers play Friday night August 7th,2016 This is a letter to my younger sister EllenBeth,Ellenif she had just come forward with the truth styfulled (stopped)Diana swares at that moment you feel stupid our dad had that art. Dad Diana's step dad his father the first day she met him her first lie that hurt my family Diana told mom that grandpa touched her girlie parts at 8. Grandpa Paul had had seven other grandchildren when dad LeonNorbert Diana's lying tongue was off and runny. Funny I can look back to when I was 8 to my first girl crush. Father Jim now in Garner Iowa Met Diana in December 2014 at the Waukon Memorial Hospital in WAUKON,IOWA 52172. Diana tried to have him kicked out of the hospital room. Father had told Diana after she had tried her wilds on him. (Diana has always had the ability to twist and bring a man to orgassum with a wink evidently it even works on her nephew Daniel Ellen's son and her first cousin Randy Gene. Men stop thinking with their head think with their dick!) KarenRegan the only intelligent nurse in the entire state of Iowa asked mom if that was what she wanted. Mom said no, mom didn't know about Diana having set our laundry fire while mom and I watched TV. Diana told Human Services of Iowa that Val the humble generous good hearted daughter was so controlling she doesn't even have to be in the room with mom for mom to lie. AND YET MOM HAD intwo days been told over and over Father had to be evicted from the hospital room because Father Jim had called Diana a "Fucker", Which Diana is, but the real truth is that Father Jim had told Diana she was not a good daughter.
- 19. That's the truth Human Service of Iowa go ask him, I'm not the liar of the Heike family while you were busy licking up Diana's lies and ripping mom from her home and my heart out come December 24th you and Ellen BethHeike will be responsible for this poet's death. Because I will not live through one more empty lonely Christian Christmas because of fuckers that choose to believe Diana's sick lies then seek the truth. Not one personwent to my mom and read to her the lies Diana told with venom. Hell No one listen to mom telling the truth when she said My daughter Val did not refuse to feed me,or leave me without a phone or gone upstairs and left me to sleep in the den. Val has always beenwith me when I needed her to be. You have taken my given skill of caring for little older ladies something I have done since I was 17 for 41years from me. took my mom whom I promised since i was a kid I would care for in our home until she died. then a month ago Monday I lost my best friend Emily. Nothing to live for one minute longer than December 24th. Diana told my friend in Ossianshe never meant to place me on Elder ABUSE AND YET REFUSED ELLEN THE RIGHT TO COME forward to tell the truth. Neither of these women Diana or Ellen are worth my time they both are a disappointment. I always thought that others felt the missing that I felt. Lets face it the big difference betweenGays and straight people has everything to do with feelings. My gay community feel more than the straight community. When I lived in Luray,VA I had a friend I thought so much of he was the father of Jane QUADRI A RETIRED professor ofIthaca and Columbia College we played scrabble and when he was(John )was going through his cancer treatments I drove him. I LOVED Jane his daughter she had such class and goodness,the fact that she had the autograph of when she and her sister had a B&B Michael J. Foxx and his good lady stayed for a while under their roof. They were asked not to tell anyone so they did not. However a bird took flight within the B&B and Michael was one of those interested enough in removing the bird from the establishment. Cool huh! I got no mail from her in 11 years in my heart she remains like it was yesterday . My heart will always bleed internally from this act of hate using me to scapegoat which is a mechanism of narcissism they allow others to see someone as the reasonfor what they do so like the mom in Bruce Willis's "The Sixth Sense" the mother poisoning her children can have neighbors and friends see her and the hero. Diana told friends and family that she had to report "Val after all she had been bullying and abusing and withholding food from mom in her own home for years and Ellen is just to scared of Val to come forward and do the right thing!" She told everyone mom was an invalid starting in 2012 and that Val beats her mom. If I knew,I Val Heike knew all dads guns were loaded Diana would not now be a memory. My own Godsonstripped my room no where near the fire bending over backwards for Aunt Diana as she fucked him with winks. See if Daniel were gay he would have stood up to Diana and said to all hearing that Diana's was a liar. My cousin Michael Rohr a lawyer in Wisconsintold me January 2015, they can not accuse you of Elder Abuse without proofit's like accusing a man of rape without any woman raped. I hope he is a better lawyer in Wisconsinthen he is an advice giver to his first cousin in Iowa because that is exactly what they did!
- 20. August 7th,2016 Best commercial today Better hearing a business in La Crosse Wisconsin they know what Customer Service is Customer Service puts you in the the place of importance this is how I was taught Customer Service from Al Dombrowski from Chi town up from Florida No one comes first but them "Customers" Mother Marian as dad called mom Dad wasn't taught how to love Grandma Agnes was blind and sickly when dad ,Gertrude and Normanwere kids my mom taught the daughter always with her me at home I learned from a kid from mom who taught silently I watched as mom put everyone before her own comfort even in pain mom and I would make supper for dad Diana with her family or some man Ellen and her family then mom needed me I was sure I lost my best friend when at 40 I discovered I was no longer alone there were a world of people warm and sensitive like me my poetry outer me I know that's what it's called I'm from a long line of people some married some not funny now people look at people not withchild or spouse oddly Dan and Craig had a great uncle who cared for his mom and dad in Harpers Ferry,Iowa Betchnot a soul accused him of being Gay Why is that do you suppose he too never dated loved his mom and dad I know it could not have beeneasy for him he stood steadfast alive or dead I have no idea what ever happen to him his Great nephew one day will try to stick my kid sister into a home and even though she took my love and tossed it away I would give her a home No one deserves the treachery that befell me or the woman that taught me to be tender and loving and to
- 21. care. As Chopinplays my heart is causing me immense pain Years ago mom used to get horrible upper thigh cramps they hurt so much mom would cry Have you ever heard your mom cry? dad made mom and me cry we hated him so neither Allennor her friend our half sister cared no one ever stepped inwhen dad was torment one of us until Ellen's husband Shawn Mathis when Dan now going onto 28( I will miss his hugs till I see him after Im dead and he is also and I can have a clean he is sorry for ever not trusting I never harmed grandma ever) Some fool once said to me in Waukonwhen I was looking for a car Get your dad to buy you another car he is rich Dad tried he figured mom might see him better and let's face it it's all fucked up poverty people tell youthey have been there too they lie August 2014 mom came to me in tears told me she feared me returning to Luther College Diana told her that it I returned to college getting close to getting my BA Diana told mom that she would drive to Waukon Iowa and either place mom(not and invalid) in a nursing home or force mom to move to Texas My love of mom was stronger then my wanting a degree Don't ever be sucked to get onto Social security Ever my mind is as alert as my mom's hard finding work on brainpower when knees survived a 93 year old driving through them. Diana had beenworking 20 hours a week at Granbury Opera house Diana missed being a wife wives at 67 work at home she needed mom's income now we know also mom's Will mom's still alive she needs to return to her family that womanDiana is not sane enough to allow mom to ever read her mail Dying's not hard you just find your place sit down close your eyes and stop breathing that's all... see that's the secret
- 22. it also takes desire emptiness where family use to thrive stripped from you because you were convenient like my cat MISS EMILY for gay people people and our animals are not interchangeable I have a desire to strive goody to shoe people square inthe jaw with John Wayne's hand when people say you mourned your name and record being destroyed long enough I have set a date when it will end and people who know me know I'm a womanof my word People who drive drunk get a heavy fine and can serve time in jail I think that kind of penalty for ruining someone's opportunity for making a living do to foul lies and proofof the federal law breaking of bullying and harassment on the telephone and removal of affection of my entire family the penalty is steep; plus a sock in the head and the removal of Diana's dogs. Dan one of my beautiful nephews I loved my godsonwith my whole heart always made me think of Harry Potter A person's got to work do that which they excel at I hated every minute being away from my two little boys I was away in 56 years ten years I missed my dog and cat,mom and dan more then when I died in December 2014 when I was unable to get mom and our cats and me out I just sat downat mom's feet and die I always tried to loanmy things to Dan it never seem to matter to Dan he never got it that I gave like grandma with my whole heart even in a loaned Dan and Craig my game port of Nintendo and 77 games from when I had Video Memories my business Kevin Monroe stole the name of my business for his. Dan gave some girl my game port and tossed my games into his closet I never got anything back My little loved told me I was gay they mom never wanted me to tell them what did it matter I have never been anyone but the bullied middle daughter Aunt Val
- 23. Dan will know that everything Diana ever spouted about his aunt val was a Goddamn lie! Worst commercial August 7thEver A farmer is fencing tells someone he was practicing to go to the Olympics the NBC personmade fun of the farmer for not just watching real athletes' Fencing I was by the sink putting in chicken for supper I laughed because that was beyond stupid evidently the NBC personNever worked ona farm so much sweat and muscles built I dare you world go out in a field and put up fence Wow like mom unlike advertized no Green Bay Packers Wil Wild West is onfrom 1965 crappy drag racing Rodgers and Hammersteinmusical history Rodgers I'm seeking is AAron Ionhas Leverage It's not Magnum but the team takes the white trash OUT! Wolverine Hugh Jackman missed his calling singing how and eagles got cornas high as an elephant's ear Then a surrey with the fringe on top Sunday afternoon as I scurried around the channels seeking the Green Bay Packers I found the London Theater productionof a Rodgers and Hammerstein classic. "Oklahoma" not my favorite of R&H right up there with Carellsal but with Wolverine I find myself wondering if maybe I was incorrect? ss best I can do is if I see it on sale before December 24th,2016. The football game Packers against the Colts was on ESPN I do not get that I still have no idea what the score was
- 24. Dear Ellen BethHeike Hello Ellenevidently all those years we were growing up you never once were a friend why is that? You so proud in yourself that you needed no help but took it from your half sister and your friend. WhenI took a loaded gunfrom dad 14 so we didn't all die no0t one word thank you for not allowing us to die would have been breaking character. When I was hit ridding at 18 in the country not once did you asked what it was like to be hit by a car. I had no idea you even knew what love was until the letter telling me of your love of Brandy one. So what happened to that sister? What you have done to me since June of 2015 has been bullying. For someone who always thought that she was just a go alonger not a bully you were wrong! You told me that what happened to you in December of 2014 hurt you beyond compare! Did you have a younger sister who knew you were guilty of NOTHING but could not find the time to go to the AUTHORITIESand tell them that your sister Never Ever harmed anyone! Bother to tell anyone that you were proud of your sister Val as a full time college student who was also the full time caregiver ofyour mom? At fourteen I showed youI was willing to lay my life downfor my family,it wasn't good enough so EllenDecember 2014 I will end my life if you have not come forward and cleared my good name removing it from elder abuse which will allow mom to come home and Diana will no longer have access to mom's money and then the removal of control from mom's Will will occur. You are 55 years old when I die at your hand your boys you could not even be bother to tell Randy Lovitt or your sons or hell strangers that Diana Lee is a liar. You are as guilty as Diana for lying to the federal government. You Ellen Bethand Diana Lee and her son Robert Johnwill have my blood drippy from your hands, First GreenBay Packers Game Nana' my grandma's birthday and Opener of the Packer's Mom and I would watch it together mom the Green Bay packers biggest Iowanfan more than likely and mom pays the dish which mom was only allowed to have Mom isn't allowed to spent her own money that's control mother's intelligent always did the office paper work that intelligent was taken from mom by Diana taking things like that from our elderly is something that should never be stopped keeping the brainactive keeps the mind healthy mom allowed Diana to keep her Magic Jack Magic Jack allows Diana to monitor who talks to mom
- 25. another control mechanism Diana has to keep mom seen as a little kid so people will tell Diana "That's a big thing you caring for your mom,good girl!" Last year when mom was still allowed to talk to me someone she talked to about everything but we were always Val and me or Ellenand me another control mechanism you hear it mom was married to dad for 60 years Mom always said Lee(dad and I) now everything they do it's we We had rain we went for a drive "We" Last year We watched something Diana was watching the Packer game on NBC wasn't on! The Orgasmic stroll Gisele the model strolled across a stage set for the Opener of the Rio games Yummy yum yum got all the men and lesbianattention then two seconds after she reached the other side this historianpoet well I went to watching Mian History then Hogan's Heroes. August 6th,2016 What do historians watch on the night of the Opener of the Rio games CLUE NOT THE RIO OPENER I swore I would not watch the opener until mom is back in Iowa Diana had Ellensell mom's property while mom was sure all the time Ellen was just hanging onto Mom's property I watched Mayan History next researchsubject then Hogans Heroes Yes Minister
- 26. What a wonderful Britishcomedy better A fine romance with Judith Dench the music the warmth intelligent and romantic He is gone now I still miss the character actor in Yes Minister Chatter in Calmer,Iowa The Food bank in Calmer gives milk and eggs on Saturday I mentioned eggs at Walmart are .68 a dozen yesterday gas was 1.99 today it's 2.09 a little older lady say Walmart's eggs are old and of course old eggs are best for hard boiled eggs they peal better It forever amazes me people think in trying to show off how much better they are then you are I do not think I have met many people that in either place I go to for food who has a clue what it is to living on a few $$$ a month The old womenin Calmer could have said .68 a dozeneggs that a Swell price when a chocolate bar is $1.75 A gallonof milk at Walmart $2.29,loafof rye bread $3.59 Hell a can of soup Walmart brand $2.25?,Campbell $3.59 .68 is a terrific price I surely didn't need a lame answer from someone who Never saw even one class at Luther College I know that's petty of me but I'm entitled Im one of those poor saps getting food I'd rather be gainfully employed Twin death Yesterday a young father left his twin daughters in a car babies baked to death murder several commercial a week warn against this yesterday I sat with a fever in my truck cab I didn't think it was warm enough however when I turned onthe truck I was surprise it was 86 windows cracked doesn't help The babies were beautiful that doesn't matter a hill of beans murder is murder
- 27. Murder like a horse of a different color 2014 I was "Murdered" My deathwas due to a set fire in our laundry room October 2014 an older half sister took off what I placed onthe door that locked and unlocking door Diana the sister placed the still unfixed lock on upside down told mom she didn't have to replace the door "Mom Diana said Youhave nothing of value,you don't need a new door!" That was in early October 2014 Diana in Granbury Texas house has ironbars on her windows hates cats Early December 2014 after two years Harassing 70 times a week by Phone which is a federal offense lying to Human Services Having her Gay half sister placed onElder Abuse Inher life Val cared for 16 older womenbeside her mom Never harmed anyone it was a tool for Diana Arsonal Diana's was all to for mom to Texas Stop mom talking to Val took a year took that long get mom to change mom's Will so Diana benefits more for mom's death Have you seen Bruce Willis inThe Sixth Sense There was a child ghost whose mom loved all the attention the mom kept her childrenill so people would say "It'sso sad your childrenare ill!" That was Mancherian by Proxy Diana is a Narcissist it's a personality disorder they become a nassiss Diana had mom's will changed because she can't live without and extra income financial and controlling without empathy Mom is going onto her 88th birthday she is still intelligent and not an invalid Mother has inherited arthritis a curse all her children will bear When I spoke to mom in April she told me no one has power of attorney over her I betcha she is incorrect Diana had five husbands she tried to crush to death the last three husbands divorced Diana before they had been married three years third husband married to Diana this woman has no business with my mom Mom kept telling Diana ten times a day "No Diana I do not want to move to TEXAS, OR LEAVE MY FAMILY!" December third after mom spoke to Ellen and told her we had spoke to Father Jim Saint Patricks about how to get rid of Diana and her Human Service stooges her white SUV her son Robert the wifebeater,like his mother's real father and his sonwho is a used car salesman The SUV sped to 405 2nd st ne ,Waukon,IA 52101 She parked outside then in she came first Diana killed mom's cat Rusty Rusty door opens anywhere in the house Rusty was there to go out Diana had come for mom and all she had that did not include the cat mom loved
- 28. Rusty Rusty his neck was broke her first murder as mom and I watched TV Diana thought "Bullshit!" "I haven't done every underhanded thing in the book so some Priest could step inand stop me from forcing mom to Texas!" So into the laundry room Diana sneaks. Smoke detectors do not detect a fire, Did you my readers know that Marian and Val Heike didn't we did learnthat you must have all doors that locked! Val had used the washer and drier at 8 am the fire was racing upstairs at 1003 where I found it Ellen told me the neighbor called it in that's a lie Mom called it in after I returned to the den to get the kitties and mom and me out mom said Val I can't get onto the floor Then a black cloud of doom sat upon us Neither mom nor I knew then it had beenat the hands of family Betcha the twin daughters that died together in that car Never thought their death would have come from the hand of their father After Diana had had returned to Texas in October Val had moved dad's guns cabinet We found out after the fire it had beena good move you could not hear people sneaking in the front door of us killed in a home take over Horrible things do not just happen to other people inother places some of those horrible things happen to those that people think never will Inmy home my guns will be in the office. All those guns of dads were loaded If Diana's fire took out dads gun cabinet loaded withguns and bullets I didn't want mom or any Diana started a fire in the August of 2014 Diana had her son Robert call aunt Ellenand violently verbally pushed Ellen The only Only thing Ellenever did for me except make me Daniel's God mother which only mattered to me We had a dad that used those mechanics on his daughter Val Val was the bullied Gay daughter who was always with her folks I didn't come out until 40 Anytime horrible messages are placed ontechnology today that is all evidence erase away it's still there Thats wonderful! Surely you my readers don't want my mom's death at her hands she would have changed mom's power ofattorney to herself from Ellen Ellen had gottenthe power of Attorney when I was in Virginia working for Aramark at Skyland Lodge I would have never gone if I knew she was thinking of doing that Ellen I think would jump off a cliff if Diana told her to pity No freedom of will Pity!
- 29. August 4,2016 CATS Back on Broadway Tornado touched downin NorthDakota Horrible commercial Breathable underwear You betcha it's some guy's idea thinking behind commercial will get the buyers being female to buy them these underwear are more for men to buy for their wives a womanactually blows onher friends underware Am I the only personwho thinks if this commercial tried to get air time in the 1970's or 80's would ever see this with the sensors? We would never see it or viagra, Againand Again Funny sad ABC repeats the report onthe levels of toxic waste in waters around Rio Reporter mentioned "don't drink the water when swimming!" "Cover your boo boos before youenter a contest!" PEOPLE ON OLYMPIC BOARD inRio appear to have downnothing must have been busy with No assistance Have you ever heard of Adult Languages A dude getting ready to perform at a fair n Minnesota the fair board says they can not get out of the performance the dudes name went buzzing over my head like Statistics A member of the fair board said the only way the dude to perform A Ted Nugent would only come to the sticks of Minnesota , if he was prepaid and no new was allowed to pull him out of the gig
- 30. I always thought that swearing had effect from time to time A few years back my half sister goaded me into calling her a fucker Diana yelled at mom see "Val's got terrets!" Diana told Human Services of Iowa I swear at mom. Bald face lie! MY MOM! My mom for her to swear its H E double toothpicks! (Hell) She will say fart, and shut up in 2014 Diana told mom she was a liar mom said she would forget but never forget. The fair man told the reporter onAustin,Minnesota if the dude were to be canceled they would have to still pay him for performing The county is scheduled to make more with this one performance then the fair took in these past 20 years. My own County fair Allamakee,WaukonCounty Seat. Best pies 4 H,All Amishmade by Maddie Miller,owns Bulk foods and AmishBakery Paint Creek off Maud Road off highway 76. Will ship to you best cashews in Iowa great price on cheese Maddie is honest,sincere and like my mom not a liar or does she know how to swear good wholesome square dealing salt ofthe earth.