![Sequence 1:credits 0:44sec
[Chorus]
Because I love you I can't kill myself
Say I like the ways of someone else
Because I love you I won't kill myself
Say I like the ways of someone else
Because I love you I can't kill myself
Say I like the ways of someone else
Because I love you I won't kill myself
Say I like the way she
Say I like the way she
Sequinnce 2:int,kitchen,daytime 0:44-1:06
2 extrtaswithmainactor pacingthe kitchensayingthe words
[Verse 1]
You chose yourself, you sent me hell
I called for help, you sent for feds
I never resisted arrest, I was feeling depressed
I was begging in the park, rope still on my neck
I just lost my best friend carried his body in a box
Cleaned his blood out the rug, image still in my head
What's deep, I still owe you 250 for a Z
And what's fucking peak, I know we're never gonna speak again
It's just me, Vee, Jim, Ski and G in the end
Sequence 3:intcar parked,night1:06-1:19
Actor indriversseetwithsomeoneinpassengerseat
Two in the BM, three in the Benz, one thing indeed
I'm never leaving my friends, ride out gang!
It was 2019 in my ends, you're getting tense now
My fiance became my ex now, i'm stressed out](https://image.slidesharecdn.com/sequencesnew-211129093757/85/Sequences-script-media-1-320.jpg)
![Dequince 4:int,kitchen,day1:19-1:29
2 extraswithactor sayingwords
Tryna break down why she bounced, we were best pals
Tryna get my head round and figure all these riddles out
I got underlining issues that I scribbled out
But you just tore away the page and ripped the picture out
Sequence 5:blackscreenwithlyricsinwhite text1:29-1:51
[Chorus]
Because I love you I can’t kill myself
She say I’ll have to wait for someone else
Because I love you I can’t kill myself
Say I love the way he
Say I love the way she
Sequence 6:ext,benchat topof hill,day 1:51- 2:37
Actor sayingwordsmix of sittingandstanding
[Verse 2]
Yo, part of me hates you, part of me rates you
Part of me blames myself, but half of me knows it takes two
The other half of me is lost, that's part of me I gave you
Wear my heart on my sleeve, my arteries and my veins too (trust)
We just used to link in parks
I just smash my yard while listening to Linkin Park
Things are dark, heart sinking when I think of Marc
Drinking can't stop the thinking
But can't stop drinking when thinking starts
Sitting on my kitchen top I'm single in my stinking yard
Spliff go out the window while i'm staring at a blinking star
Twinkle like an engagement ring that's still on a widows arm
You think it's hard? think of Sharz, who's thinking of ringing Marc
I really got sectioned, sent to Chase Farm](https://image.slidesharecdn.com/sequencesnew-211129093757/85/Sequences-script-media-2-320.jpg)
![Now every time i'm off the radar I ring alarms
It's cool, tell 'em they can bring a pastor
One day i'm looking back on now to sing with laughter (ha ha)
Seqquince 7:blackscreen withwhite lyricsonscreenwithsome inred 2:37-2:58
[Chorus]
Because I love you I can’t kill myself
Say I like the ways of someone else
If I love you I won’t kill myself
Instead it’s fuck you, go fuck someone else
Say I like the way she
Sequence 8:ext,day,woodsonbench 2:58- 3:44
Actor sat close sidce of benchl;ookingat camara withgirl on the otherside of the bench
[Verse 3]
(we're both) Going through trauma, emotional torture
You was 19, I was 24 but who was more maturer
Used to pull up in your Fiat 500 on the corner
Used to ride around London not giving a fuck who saw us
Go to war for each other I never wanted this for us
Both grew up in a single parent household
We were poor but it was pure love, you made me feel like your love
Before you commit to being loyal
It's worth knowing how you was brought up
Before we got caught up, before we had a daughter
Coulda given her a life our parents couldn't afford to
Partners no matter what come between us
If I make you so unhappy I had no reason to keep ya
And if I really love ya then I reluctantly free ya
Maybe growing apart was always part of the procedure
Couldn't be a leader in a time of need I become weak
I loved you most when we was at our worst, that made it even deeper](https://image.slidesharecdn.com/sequencesnew-211129093757/85/Sequences-script-media-3-320.jpg)
Sequences script media
- 1. Sequence 1:credits 0:44sec [Chorus] Because I love you I can't kill myself Say I like the ways of someone else Because I love you I won't kill myself Say I like the ways of someone else Because I love you I can't kill myself Say I like the ways of someone else Because I love you I won't kill myself Say I like the way she Say I like the way she Sequinnce 2:int,kitchen,daytime 0:44-1:06 2 extrtaswithmainactor pacingthe kitchensayingthe words [Verse 1] You chose yourself, you sent me hell I called for help, you sent for feds I never resisted arrest, I was feeling depressed I was begging in the park, rope still on my neck I just lost my best friend carried his body in a box Cleaned his blood out the rug, image still in my head What's deep, I still owe you 250 for a Z And what's fucking peak, I know we're never gonna speak again It's just me, Vee, Jim, Ski and G in the end Sequence 3:intcar parked,night1:06-1:19 Actor indriversseetwithsomeoneinpassengerseat Two in the BM, three in the Benz, one thing indeed I'm never leaving my friends, ride out gang! It was 2019 in my ends, you're getting tense now My fiance became my ex now, i'm stressed out
- 2. Dequince 4:int,kitchen,day1:19-1:29 2 extraswithactor sayingwords Tryna break down why she bounced, we were best pals Tryna get my head round and figure all these riddles out I got underlining issues that I scribbled out But you just tore away the page and ripped the picture out Sequence 5:blackscreenwithlyricsinwhite text1:29-1:51 [Chorus] Because I love you I can’t kill myself She say I’ll have to wait for someone else Because I love you I can’t kill myself Say I love the way he Say I love the way she Sequence 6:ext,benchat topof hill,day 1:51- 2:37 Actor sayingwordsmix of sittingandstanding [Verse 2] Yo, part of me hates you, part of me rates you Part of me blames myself, but half of me knows it takes two The other half of me is lost, that's part of me I gave you Wear my heart on my sleeve, my arteries and my veins too (trust) We just used to link in parks I just smash my yard while listening to Linkin Park Things are dark, heart sinking when I think of Marc Drinking can't stop the thinking But can't stop drinking when thinking starts Sitting on my kitchen top I'm single in my stinking yard Spliff go out the window while i'm staring at a blinking star Twinkle like an engagement ring that's still on a widows arm You think it's hard? think of Sharz, who's thinking of ringing Marc I really got sectioned, sent to Chase Farm
- 3. Now every time i'm off the radar I ring alarms It's cool, tell 'em they can bring a pastor One day i'm looking back on now to sing with laughter (ha ha) Seqquince 7:blackscreen withwhite lyricsonscreenwithsome inred 2:37-2:58 [Chorus] Because I love you I can’t kill myself Say I like the ways of someone else If I love you I won’t kill myself Instead it’s fuck you, go fuck someone else Say I like the way she Sequence 8:ext,day,woodsonbench 2:58- 3:44 Actor sat close sidce of benchl;ookingat camara withgirl on the otherside of the bench [Verse 3] (we're both) Going through trauma, emotional torture You was 19, I was 24 but who was more maturer Used to pull up in your Fiat 500 on the corner Used to ride around London not giving a fuck who saw us Go to war for each other I never wanted this for us Both grew up in a single parent household We were poor but it was pure love, you made me feel like your love Before you commit to being loyal It's worth knowing how you was brought up Before we got caught up, before we had a daughter Coulda given her a life our parents couldn't afford to Partners no matter what come between us If I make you so unhappy I had no reason to keep ya And if I really love ya then I reluctantly free ya Maybe growing apart was always part of the procedure Couldn't be a leader in a time of need I become weak I loved you most when we was at our worst, that made it even deeper
- 4. Sequence 9:int,night,overheadlighting 3:44-4:34 Actor inkitchenonhisown part sayingthe wordspart dingthings The first week, I couldn't eat, I wouldn't sleep I lay there wide awake and wonder what we coulda been It's routine, wake up in the morning - cigarettes and tea Hope you happy now I left you be, a solid member left the team We lost the fight, no extra time, no referee No acceptance speech, just lessons I kept with me I don't need anybody to accept me, except from me I went from want to need, you went from need to want To "what you want from me?", to finally wanting to leave and be free Find inner peace, find the piece that runs from ya Left you after one week, that's how you know I got love for ya What's meant to be is meant to be, it'll come to ya And if it doesn't who gives a fuck? Just live it up For now our memories deleted, and feelings too You used to make me feel like you would always keep it true I said I couldn't live if I couldn't be with you I was being used, wasn't treating you like my equal That was peak to do Sequence 10:ext,woods,daytime 4:34-5:12 Sat on benchwithgirl inbackgrownd,cutswith conversationwithgirl It’s no wonder why you’re leaving When the person that you dream of turns out to be a demon too We was a team of two, I wasn’t evil Just desperate for attention and I needed you To the point i’m like a fiend for you The more demeaning you became the deeper that my feelings grew When we wasn’t beefing or screaming about the kinda things that people do We was cool, wish we coulda seen it through Only me and you know about the evenings we’re eating food
- 5. Laughing till we crease, now take it with ease We was goals, we were greez, we were making ‘em believe Remember when the Subway guy put bacon in the cheese? I’m dead out on my feet, I can’t chase you on my knees I know all you feel is pain, you probably hate as much as me Sequence 11int,kitchen,night,overheadlighting 5:12-5:23 Actor pacingthe kitchen Shoulda been stronger than you, you were stronger than me You just fucking made me stronger than I ever coulda been Cause three months after Marc died you decided to leave What's mad is when I look at you, i'm reminded by me Sequence 12int,parkedcar, night,overheadcarlighting5:23-5:35 If I was unhappy and wanted freedom I’d take it If I wanted to make peace I’d make it That’s some selfish shit but I rate it We only got ourselves in this matrix Sequence 13,ext,day,woods 5:35-5:57 Actor back to camara, camara slowlypanstorope hanging Yea, the cycle we couldn't break it It's just a shame we did the same thing as everyone else who don't plan for kids We didn't plan for this, shit's cancerous, now the cycle spins Trust, no time to whinge, I guess this time society wins Next time i'll try again, until next time goodbye my friend Sequence 14,cama slowlyblacksout,withlyricson screeninred 5:57-end