This document is a series of journal entries from a Chinese school teacher spanning the 1950s through the 1970s. It describes the devastating effects of Mao's policies including the Great Leap Forward, which caused a widespread famine. It discusses the violence of the Cultural Revolution, including attacks carried out by Red Guards. The teacher fears for the safety of his son. After Mao's death, China enters a period of uncertainty over the country's future leadership and direction.