The document discusses the author's frustration with how foreigners seem to be valued more and paid for their services in certain contexts, while local people who provide similar services for free are not appreciated or compensated. The author wonders if they need to change their appearance or hire a westerner to be taken seriously. They also question why a foreign group was brought in for a children's program during Ramadan instead of using a local company, and paid to stay in a nice hotel when there are people in the country who could do the job. In the end, the author decides not to publish the blog as it may make them seem weak, and thinks they will just work with individuals instead of "governors" who the author does