When Holden leaves Pencey Prep, he has a series of experiences that reveal his conflicted feelings about growing up. He lies about knowing another student well to try to make friends, showing he wants relationships but finds it difficult. He also meets girls at a bar and on the train, attempting to understand sexuality and adulthood but lacking experience. Alone, his thoughts often return to Jane, highlighting how the innocent people in his life influence him. While Holden desires adulthood, he remains reluctant to fully grow up and lose his innocence.